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To My Last Breath

When I was a newborn,
I had no experience to reassure me
my first gasp for air
would not also be my last.

Between that first second inhaled reassurance,
and now,
I have operated under a romantic assumption,
More clean and nurturing air will follow.

Now, I have enough post-romantic experience
to deter me
from assuming this next gasp
for healthy air,
for more time to listen for compassion
still surfing in and out
EarthMother’s warm bath of nurtured reassurance
will not also be my ego’s last.

My dramatic eco-memory’s first romantic breath
now also echoes my last timeless moment

Fully
ecstatically re-investing
away from ego’s autonomous wall
of lifetime erected identity
into a webbed forest’s nutritional re-memory
faithfully resurrected again
not autonomous,
unpropertied
unincorporated
unbreathing
more than me.

And I hope I will not be troubled
or even distracted,
by all those competing for air time breaths
assuming falsehoods of ZeroSum economies
in-between first and last.

 

 

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Housing Homeless Souls

Warm with camaraderie,
Filled with extending family eyes
kindly accessible as two-way inviting cameras,
Cooperatively good-humored, sometimes gently critical,
never intentionally mean or ugly,

A healthy communion home
can unravel
becoming an emotionally barren
silent
hidden asylum
for codependent inmates afraid of change,
serving one-way camera time
until someone
someplace better comes along,

Then sacred Earth becomes easier to see
filled with side by side homeless souls
too often becoming houseless bodies
feeling wanderlust
for pilgrimages belonging back to earliest weeks
of breast-fed codependent memories.

But, solidarity of deep educational intent
to learn and teach,
to experience and co-mentor
cooperative extended family communions,
warm bicameral communities,
peaceful healthy sanctuaries,
not mere small-ego claustrophobic silent silos,
can lead to growing healthy eco-homes
and eco-schools
and eco-villages
and eco-nations
amid multi-eco-cultures
built by loyal EarthTribe sacred communions
of everyday integrity enchantment,

Two-way, multi-wei, camaraderie,
co-operative well-being
rooted back in breast-fed humane/divine misty memories
matriarchal/patriarchal,
spirit/nature,
ego/eco-passions non-violently invited
and responsibly shared.

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Sacred Presence

Few who have listened and watched through triumphant birth
and decomposing death
doubt these are most sacred events.

When did all experience in-between
become a sufficiently secular journey
necessarily devoid of unrealistic wonder and awe,
divine curiosity,
and holy wholesome courage?

To live for and with Earth solidarity
listening and watching sacred birth of dawn
and holy death of ultra-violet
non-violent dusk.

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Win Don’t Risk Loser Offensives

Birthing,
feeding and watering Ego-integrity
is our CommonGround infant-parental first collusion.

Yet, Ego maturity is not not
our EcoCentric Promised end.

If Ego is to EcoParadise
as Activist is to Pacifist,
then our other side of cooperative healing
is ever more colonizing notnot rewinding Pathology.

PositivEnergy,
cooperatively-owned
democracy-relationships,
invite reconnecting people with healthy habitat Elder places
from which we matriarchally evolved
and patriarchally long to head back toward
WinWin WombingParadise,

Green and Brown organic multiculturing hope
to reforest wind-
and ballistic-blown
military-industrialized Beige and
Khaki
and camouflaged
WhiteBone
death deserts.

Ego’s LeftBrain emergence
allows us to define
both UniversalBeing and BecomingUnited
in ZeroZone integrity ways
reflecting Trusted Truths
of Ego’s deductive interdependent understanding
an integral holonic listening part
of EcoOther
healthy solidarity.

Wealthy Ego speaks healthy therapeutic Truth
advancing past creolizing paradigmatic histories,
Creation
and ReCreation Legends
of ZeroZone WinWin scientific revolutions,
new life between competing re-colonizing histories
of pathological WinLose disassociation,
Now longing to restore nature/spirit healing
to competing capital and educational and cultural investments
in further BusinessAsUsual climate wounds.

Ego longs to redefine
our secularLeft/sacredRight Way
with dipolar ZeroAuthority
as humane/divine becomings
in-between Yang ecofeminist advocates
actively yintegrating
irrational war and rape reminders,
scars diseased and uneased EcoHabitats
of past degenerations.

EarthPeace
revolves our first ecofeminist memory,
matriarchal steps and stages
re-weaving EgoDominant LeftBrain masculating
good wellbeing constitutional health
conservational habitats,
places of cooperatively interdependent self-governance.

Matriarchal peace is this first step
toward healing patriarchal War
against restoring unity,
toward Yin/Yang wholeness.

Ego warm cooperative memories
OlderRight Both/And
NewerLeft Either/Or

Both/Either
PositiveOne and NotNot Zero
And/Or DNA fractals
of ZeroZone health-strings
bilaterally revolving/evolving

Contrast universal bipolarity
to Compare uniting dipolarity

CoArising
health resilient deductive Left
with wealth resonant inductive Right
ZeroZone
Ego/Eco-Consciousness.

Universally liberal Love
notnot equals
integrity-conserving Grace.

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Metamorphosis

Innocence of new birth
Such a sacred thing.
I could not recall its distant unreborn pleasures.

Too worn away
A mundane day after relentless
smoothed-over passive day.
I can only take my fading remainder measures.

Between innocence and torn elder
A midway ride tripping through sacred sighs
and secular screams.
I would seize such natural spirited treasures.

Complexity of integrity
Such a mundane past birth
yet sacred future rebirth.
I have not yet reached for daring resonant fissures.

Innocence of reborn birth
this grey stormed winter reassures.

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Majestic Magic

Magic evaporates with comprehension
yet mystery and majesty and myth
deepen and widen with understanding
how where we came from
is also why we return.

Pathology and suffering diffuse with ego’s eco-consciousness
and miracles erupt through standing under
where Earth’s now time comes forth
imagining our healthiest return.

Magic transubstantiates patriarchal articulations
yet mythic mysteries mesmerize
matriarchal comprehensions.

Regenerating sacred loves
decompose well-wombed lives.

New ecopolitical regenerations
reborn through transuterine eliminations.

Born into light
to bright
for sight
then night
invites Spring Lights
for Summer’s nutritional diastatic Bright
of Harvest Healthy Sight,
retiring Winter’s long cold Nights
of dream-wombed comprehension,
mourning for morning springs of light.

Magic absorbs patriarchal fascinations
yet sacred Earth’s misty myths eliminate
lack of ego’s eco-comprehensions,
absence of magically pricked pretensions.

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Succeeding Days

How old was I
when each succeeding year
each successive year
became each falling year,
each failing year?

How old was I
when each year fell away
as did each month and week and day,
both succeeding less
and failing more
resigned to fade out play?

How old is just right maturity
of days falling off
away?

My calendar begins with clearly given rebirth dates,
succeeds toward organic dusk conclusions
on a day and week and month
within a year not yet quite fully numbered
and yet already fading toward some numeric memory
for those who remain succeeding
more than failing
through days and nights of fears
and faith
our wins outweigh these latticed losses.

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