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God of PlayTime Loves

I know nothing brighter than disdain
for algebra’s insane fascination with irrational outcomes,
dissonating my natural empathy
with harmonic blends and rhythms,
patterns of fore-giving symmetry.

By contrast,
the only math I take to,
warm wet compost
transforming into well-fed root system,
more than geometry,
is logic,
especially ecological applications
to natural systems theory,
in which close enough,
and just show up,
and what goes up must come down
as what goes in must come back out again,
one way or another,
are all good enough
not only for government work but also self-governance
of God as Sun as ReGenerative Love,
Earth’s AnthroPlay.

AnthroPlay,
like AnthroVocation toward reconnecting solidarity within all Earth Tribes
merging mystical languages of light as fertile health,
as dark politically economizes LoseLose decomposition plans,
anti-ecological suicide of God as Love,
AnthroVocation of EcoConsciousness,
like AnthroPlay of Love,
vocation is enculturing application,
play is regeneration.

From geometry of biology
I learned each BioLove Player has an Exterior Landscape co-gravitational center
as our Interior MindBody Landscape
has a bilateral dipolar co-arising ecoconscious center,
half Ego-identified Left,
half EcoExterior Landscape DNA-ReGenerative Right,
prime fractal-ecological light incarnation OVER
dualdark Original Intent of dual-dense Black Concave,
(0)Mega Climax of Time
syntaxed as Light/double-reverse TransParent,
languaged and enculturing as Love of regenerative light/dualdark balance,
storied as creative evolution of life, health, good, truth, positive, beauty, wealth, cooperativity
sung in harmony of resonant, full circle, resolutions,
danced in variations on a 4-step fractal-seasonal theme,
calculated in prime temporal-neural receptivity,
stored in dialectic +/-,- memory functions
with octave interdependent primal frequencies
of bilinear co-gravitation
wu wei balancing time as love
as cooperative relationship of midway dark and light,
yin and yang,
double-binding irrational outcomes
as half positive and half negative
so split the absent differences
and therein find opportunities
for new balance and symmetrical evolution
of God as Love as Moose Medicine blended with Owl Medicine
for self-perpetuating EarthTribe’s Love MidWay Medicine.

From logic I learned
if God (x) = Love (y)
then BioLove also = God’s Identity.

But, it took Buckminster Fuller’s geometrics,
blended with Julian Jaynes’ evolutionary theory of bicameral mindbody consciousness,
to remind me
AnthroLove evolved through cooperative ego-dialogue within
as evolution emerged without,
they are mutually phylogenetic,
polymorphic,
polypathic,
political and economic and social and
polycultural love of health outcomes.

AnthroLove = BiCamerally Balancing God’s EarthBound TaoTime,
Yang Exterior-Deductive EgoLeft = Yin Interior-Inductive EcoRight,
LeftRight AnthroLove co-arising Prime (0) Relationship,
EarthConvex OVER EcoConcave Double-Binding Conscious Landscape

splitting dissonant differences
of prickly algebraic irrationality,
and other unhealthy, climatically dissonant, outcomes.

To algebra is hell,
to ecologic divinely regenerative.

If Love is God’s Identity
then God is cooperative EarthTribal Love,
RNA/DNA applied as creative work of evolution,
regenerative as radical paradise
through four seasons of playtime revolution.

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7 Grain God

In my 7 Grain ecosystemic theology
God is ProGeneOctave Time
evolving transparent light
revealing Earth’s day and night languages,
logos
rhetorical events unfolding daily
lunar
solar
photosynthetic fertile rich regenerative temporal balance,
bilateral prime (0)-soul intentions
toward a diastatic (0)Mega PolyCultural Climax
of DNA/RNA thermodynamic dipolar solidarity,
Yang co-arising with Yin co-gravitational Tao wu wei syntax.

I suppose this falls under some label:
Polyculturally Diastatic Panentheistic Evolutionary Creation Story of Healthy ReGenerativity within NatureSpirit EcoSystemic Rhetorical Growth and Decay Events.

That’s cumbersome, at best, for entitling polycultural nutrition-time,
political as economic
as eco-normic
as eco-logically comprehending EarthTribes,
evolving natural energy of RNA/DNA BiLateral Light/DualDark
eco-root systemic
poli-economic co-arising forms with strong flow-functions.

Yet, actual RealTime experience of becoming enlightened ecoconscious god-events
of light and dark
and time as timeless liturgical syntax,
awareness of EarthTime rhetorical-contextual unfolding,
merging through shared prime-relational dialects
transcending secondary paradigms and spatial power-structures,
ego-culture’s aggressive competition to control labels and titles and history,
rooted in Left brain egocentric dominant enculturation of language
rather than choosing
Left-Right is to Yang-Yin TaoTime Balance
as PolyCultural Time is to Not(Not PolyCultural) DiPolar ReverseTemporal
BiLateral-Dialectic
Fractal (0)-square rooted
God of Black Hole
through TransParent Enlightenment Revolution Time N(0)W.

I need to reiterate this rhetorical message.
One more revolution,
or maybe two to four,
for overemphasis,
if not ruminative stuckness.
I am not saying
I am a God-event
any more or less
than I am saying
you are a God-event.

I am saying
we can comprehend our regenerative Right/Left bicameral brainbody eco-centers
fully and sustainably
only through shared cooperative relationship, transactions, interdependent integrity
with at least one other polyculturally bicameral balancing mindbody.

Ego-anthro centric enlightenment
cannot rise to fully absorb eco-centric ecoconsciousness of love
in absence of co-arising cooperative, ecologically balancing, healthy love
of each rhetorical incarnation,
filled with wondrous light and dualdark demons.

In my polyculturally systematic God-event
I eco-worship Time’s SelfConsciousness
of Earth as Light/Dark CoPresent
within each individual
within each species
within each space
within each place
within all bilaterally co-arising nondual Time.

Politically and economically together,
we are Earth Time’s opportunity
to choose this time of climaxing revolution
of harmonizing our ecoconscious culture,
language,
our global cooperative networking rhetorical event,
economic program,
political agenda,
evolving square-rooted in (0)-interest soul ZenTao Time.

No one person is able to fully experience ego as a God-event
just as no person is an island.
Together, we are emerging our God of BiLateral Time Revolution,
permacultural designs with cooperative poli-economic implications
for fertile polycultural conversations,
healthy events,
and cultural outcomes of regenerativity,
with low maintenance and insurance,
taxation and financing risks and costs and loss,
lower climatic disease and drama risks for future global regenerations.

God of Time’s logos-voice sings to me in mythic dialects
reweaving network stories of polypathic light
as notnot dualdark LoseLose monocultural might.
Why suboptimize
when together we can all belove us all?

Why design our God-event
with any image that could not regenerate our light together?

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The Hills Are Alive

I grew up gay
and singing in musicals.
At the time, these two seemed coincidental,
diassociated,
although in retrospect….

Some dancing too
but with no training in that area,
more about singing.

I grew up with
The Hills are Alive with the Sound of Music.

Then I stopped growing up,
and went about the sometimes cooperative business
of Mastering
Community Economic Development
Public Administration
Divinity (which Bucky would call Synergy)
and certifications
Permaculture Design,
for HIV medications,
and high blood pressure,
and bad cholesterol outweighing the good.
Then I began growing out,
and shorter,
singing The Earth is Alive
in all Six Senses of Musical Opera.

Now I’m growing more deeply
into long term polycultural ecotherapeutic outcome planning,
cooperative financial and health-investment,
for both interior and exterior landscapes,
polypathing co-elationally
to bicameral rhythmic heart beat and air flow,
dancing a PolyCultural Opera
as cooperatively possible
through PostMillennial ReGenesis
WinWin eco-political coop networks.

They are everywhere
once you learn to see through time’s health investment balance,
fractal-octave polycultural prime function,
e-squared = c-squared bicameral eyes, and trees,
ears, and Earth Tribe sounds of echoing hill music,
and autonomic bilateral diastolic precessive flow
with diastatic and post-recessive health regenerate hearts,
and autonomic dipolar diastatic yang
through fully purged yin nutrient breath-flow function,
like a tornado of wind
in slow, sustained, self-regenerating inclusive pace
of gratitude for less bad attitude.

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Earth Day Voices

Voices of creation speak Type A and Type B,
and polyglot dialects through Z, somehow under what lies in shadow
from B through Z,
anyway, Type A conscious I am alive
in this indoor moment
awake but not directly sun-absorbing right now,
uniquely articulating, yet deeply holonic
DNA embryonic
with all Earth’s tribal livelihoods
speaking our economic ecologic among ourselves.

My Type B right mindbody reminds through night shadows
fearing Type A loss, ego’s death of cultural dominance
may remainder only unconscious undead absence of awareness.
More comfortable as Type B eternal grace plan
to re-emerge through dualdark threshold
into Earth’s free-floating timeless absence of incarnate memory.

Feeling futile for my Plan A ego
but all part of Plan B’s co-mentoring designs as A-B,
now only dancing shadow voice, double-binding time’s revolving daily meeting pace,
home as Plan Z ZeroZen nest,
Type A through Z polyculturally ecstatic,
static NOW speaking through Type A’s closed windows and doors,
sweeping down chimneys
and up through cold damp basements whispering nighttime’s A-B dissonance,
absence of warm empathic resonance.

Each of time’s voices speaking through each day and night,
some more balanced and resonating deep ecology,
others echoing, struggling, dissonating to not disappear
in anthrocentric ghetto of despair,
needing wider voices of enculturing air
speaking in deep learning dialects of enriching birdbrained song,
Earth’s bilaterally languaging design volution.

Yang triumphant Type A days
bound in knots of complexly ambiguous anthro health-toxic communication,
hunting for responsive reiteration
delivering and consuming richly fertile imagination
of Type B-A limbo-dancing hand with hand,
meadow prancing,
rich cultural arts enhancing,
polypathic paradigmatic landscape redesigning
time’s culture-nurturing investment opportunities.

What and who and which and why for lunch?

Type A rhetorically dominant days
present high noon risk of failure to Type B co-arisingly thrive.
Inside looking out where I prefer to belong
listening and speaking monoculturally
echoing through my ego comfort and family discomfort chambers,
familiar ghetto gestalt of Left mindbody language
translating while thirsting for deep health rhythms
through each rhetorical Earth day’s abundant voices
dialects double-bound to Present now
by simple shared regenerative syntax,
dialects of co-empathic ecoconsciousness.

Type A yang asks Type B yin, who are you anyway,
shadowing my AnthroVoice?
My B-Yin responds, we are you as nutritional and toxic lights
and darks,
liturgical self+other dancing days of learning
cooperatively vested harmonic echo-voice of Earth’s enlightenment,
integrating solar revolutions,
singing through polyresonant symphonies of star song,
moon bright regenerating healthy repeating non-competing events
orchestral dialectionary of Earth’s resolving Type A with Type B
Earth Day resonance.

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What Are We Learning?

What have you learned from your family experience
that influences your position
on public health and safety,
national health defense
and economic offensives you might propose
for healthier individuals
and families
and nations
and even planet Earth, hopefully?

Could you give me an example
of what might qualify as a politically satisfactory answer
for you?

Well, I parent four teenagers,
three require special support environments and resources
to foster improved learning outcomes.

I have concerns
none of the schools,
from the most elite private
to the mental health specialized therapeutic public,
seems to have deep learned their way into
how to avoid adversely depressing and repressing my kids’ growth potential
into a more polyculturally articulated
and multisystemically accessible
self-optimizing ego-healthy mindbody,
much less an effective communicator,
much less an effective deep ecosystemic listener and learner.

We each seem to start into our learning lives
thinking and feeling deductively and inductively
with all senses listening for dialects of feeling and function
within ourselves,
others,
Earth,
until our enculturing institutions
interrupt with mental-physical health disservice,
suboptimizing with more didactically addicted
quantified
deductive memorization performance outcomes,
thereby missing days and years of lifetime healthy cooperative political
and economic
and ecological
and interpersonal relational communication potential
while investing in competitive excesses
of Left mindbody dominant commodification
of learning how to live into life’s most regeneratively
anthro-preoccupied not-listening opportunities,
we accept unacceptable risks of unbalancing angers and fears
as anthro-supreme species
sharing primal bilateral temporal intelligence
with all DNA/RNA syntaxed living cells
and organs
and species
and bioregions.

We are of and for Earth’s polyculturing cooperative relationships
and transactions
with internally symbiotic dipolar nondual ecosystemic functions
of purpose and deep regenerative meaning.
I didn’t pick that up in school,
nor have my kids found any support for
this way of enculturing holistic health
to regenerate polyculturally optimal outcomes.

Aetna,
a health insurance company,
knows more about mindfulness training,
health and self-care as Earth-care consciousness,
while our schools,
which could be our kids’ healthy-love-of-polycultural-learning assurance incubators,
focus more on anger and risk management.

I’m wondering if anything like this comes up from your experience
of how our social
and political
and economic
and defense
and sometimes even our “health” institutions
do not practice basic mindbody health-medicine principles
of cooperative ecoconscious relationships and transactions,
or aspire to regeneratively optimize future cooperative learning outcomes.

Why isn’t human history taught
as our still-evolving language
and nutritional enculturation
and toxic deculturation
ecopolitical healthylove-as-learning
EarthTribe’s re-creation story?

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Fr. Time’s BiCameral Voice: ReMix

So, like I was saying,
before so rudely interrupted by Ms. Earth/Heaven Outer Space,
I enjoy many multisystemic and paradigmatic ideas
for applying PolyCultural Design Standards
to develop both Interior and Exterior
Trees of Time as Life/Death Landscapes,
evolving organic ego- and anthrosystems,
from gardens and weedpatches
to communication v. competitive debate systems
to political parties and disasters,
to economic as ecological (and not-so-much) policy platforms
for optimizing cooperative health as wealthy time of life,
divesting of more competitive ego-time as decomposition.

Time is light
and shadow dark
dipolar measures of enculturation’s
dominant-recessive history.

Culture-strains and -strings and -stress of history
communicate,
explicitly YangLeft
and implicitly YinYin double-reverse negative dipolar Right,
reading time’s memory backward,
co-arising trust,
sometimes even faith,
in evolving commensurable knowledge
and ecoconsciousness
across full spectra DNA/RNA fractal-dipolar organic solidarity,
regenerative exegetical creation stories
of memory enculturing
Time’s light and warm
as notnot dualdark cold and dense
BigBang TransParent
EgoAnthroBicameral EcoConsciousness
Memory
of Life as loving diastasis
emerging primal Trees of Life and Death-Spin EcoCycles.

Difference between wild-chaos and polypathic genius
is measured in resolutionary range,
from revolutionary multiparadigmatic full-climax resonance,
to a white-sound echo chamber of LeftBrain dominant
ego chattering radiantly
wild monocultural failure to communicate
in ways that continue fueling our polycultural stream
of ecoconsciousness.

Wild, undomesticated, non-resonant mindbody times,
not necessarily wrong,
but high-risk eisegetical,
struggling with cognitive-affective dissonance,
when combined with economic and/or political power,
potentially dangerous paranoia,
choosing Win-Lose over available Win-Win evolutionary models,
loss of value, or even hope, for self-awareness
as a vibrant-living ecosystem
capable of healthy productive outcomes for all,
and therefore loss of value for other lifesystems.

PolyPathic resonance across paradigms
discovers transparent co-arising communication
within a symbiotic-trending deep health-synergyculture
of revolving time-spiral evolutionary teleologies
and individual bicameral complex ecosystems
of light and shadowdark dipolar double-binary information,
consciousness of interior as exterior
healthy regenerative
and pathological degenerative trends,
stipulating further cooperative investment
and further competitive, struggling against, divestment,
respectively.

Bicameral eco-enculturing logicalness,
flowing regenerative strings
dancing DNA with RNA revolving rings of fractals
of Yes
= double-binding notnot synapse of integral possibility
it had to be you
is equivalently defined as
Positive BiCameral EcoConsciousness,
both ecotherapeutically and exegetically
RNA/DNA Revolvutionary DiPolar-Dialectic
Folding/BiFolding TaoTime
as 4D RealTime WinWin Game Theory
and Group Theory
BiLateral PrimeRelational True-Beauty-SymmetricBalance of Time.

If GooeyYin Me,
then there had to be PricklyYang You, (A. Watts)
and vice versa.
Repeat as necessary for all parties to Win
co-arising ecotherapy
of regenerative Time.

Or, just revisit the Golden Rule,
and insert “all RNA/DNA” as “other”.
Father of Time’s encultured memory
as Mother EarthPlusHeaven Beloved Community Horizon-Balancing
encrypted Other EcoConscious LifeForms,
stretching toward warm sun’s revolving inductive awareness
of conjoining, co-arising, healthy ecotherapeutic resonance
and resolutions
of multi-paradigmatic climatic-transitional
health-evolving regeneration issues.

Now is all the time we potentially share
with polycultural-composting integrity.

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Improvisations on a cultural theme

It was sometime back in the 70’s,
my later 20’s,
I woke up one morning to realize
EgoSelf as an often dissonant nest
of natural systemic TaoEarth,
a mindbody bicameral treehouse
in some way that felt socially
and economically
and perhaps even politically awkward.

Too much like an Ugly Duckling Ego
in a Cinderella Opera,
clearly expecting myself to overcompensate
for my alien social-regenerative nature,
by learning to play each of the other roles
co-arising adeptly.

Prince Charming to my kids and husband,
somehow especially sadly
because I have the only AngloIdentified
AnthroBioSystem
in my Ugly StepSister/Brother and Cinderella and
Prince Charming family.

Carefully avoiding LoseLose Political-Economist
as SuperUgly dualdark StepMother
of malicious,
mendacious,
hateful intent
to play out a MonoCulturally supremicist Win-Lose Opera,
with me in charge of racist misery.

It was not until we all began stretching together
to comprehend what it means,
in terms of health and beauty,
goodness and truth,
to become daily reborn
into a PostMillennial Taoist Unitarian Universalism,
more richly hued polycultural health outcomes increase.

In this PostTaoist UU Landscape,
I have come to correlate
Left MindBody Language,
with YangPowered nutritional-natural health outcomes

If, and only if,
co-arising MidWay Tipping Point
of deductive-within-inductive mutual nature/spirit interest and value,
Elder Right MindBody Inductive-Empathic-Subjective
nutritional-nurturing PermaCultural
dialectical decomposition confirms
RNA (0)-soul regenerative health enculturation-confluence,
contentment,
no ecosystemic stress,
trending toward PolyCultural Climaxing Outcomes,
where P as Exterior Landscape
reiterates reverse-temporal intention
of NotNot P as EcoInterior Right MindBody Landscape.

This is densely substantial and speaks of rich fertility,
and is kind of a lot to carry around in one bicamera-rolling mindbody ecosystem,
but,
for us,
together, I hope,
our already shared Main (0)Mega Point Principle of Time,
is a dipolar nature-spirit nondual radically symbiotic hypothesis

Universal-ConVex c-squared YangTime
functions unitarian within 4D RealTime e-squared
PrimeRelational Right MindBodies
co-arising
Newtonian gravitational waves -,-
Einsteinian radiant frequency bilateral +,+ mutually positronic-elational,
are also double-bound reverse-immune aptic-negentropic-electronic fractal ballast.

I hope you are familiar with Right-brain love of health as symmetry
and truth and goodness
and light rather more than dual dark
as sensual-polycultural-receptor color and tone,
autonomic temporal balance of bilateral/bicameral systems,
breathing and heart-beat norms of mindbody health,
blood flow nutrient ebb and flow streams of energetic balance,
these bilateral-revolving flow structures,
like DNA ladders
twisting in fractalspiral ordered revolutions
never quite reaching EgoHome,
but fully-defining-refining
our Earth-centered hearts and rivers
of internal nutritional blood-systemic fueled
neural mindbody flow systems of balance,
ebb-exhale YinUnitarian,
flowing inhale diastolic Yang Universal.

Now I unfold each morning
stepping into a PermaCulturing Opera,
co-arising Janus-faced bicameral mindbody spacetime
and language,
dialects and seasonal nutritional dynamics of light love
and peaceful contentment-nature,
with dipolar appositional dualdark AngerLose-FearLose
cognitive-affective dissonance,
Tipping Point notices from Elders past
ruminating dualdark voices of Time’s languaged present
co-presence,
(0)-EcoConsciousness.

Buckminster Fuller often plays
Elder Ugly Duckling Prophet and Father of Time.
He speaks eco-logos to biological UU systems
using analogies of temporal-bilateral dialects,
diapraxis,
diastasis,
transforming-fusing fold and unfold functions
metaphysical correlations incarnating physical form,
co-development of regenerative health potential.
Time folds Yang convexly,
Physical Universe as closed present-tense diastatic potential,
achieved through cooperative co-mentorship of design and development,
Time unfolds Yin bilaterally OpenSystemic,
concavely unitarian-integral-dialectic-fractal-prime-dipolar-relationship-elation-co-gravitation-implicate-string-nature’s-time-syntaxed-order….

And, maybe,
wondering what you UniversalYang with UnitarianYin Right MindBody Balance
bicamerally ego/eco-conscious folks polypathically think,
what we might find,
discover,
recover,
within Bucky Fuller’s Synergy,
as Polycultural Climax ReGenerative TemporalSpatial Design,
and elsewhere too,
in PermaCultural apps for cooperatives
economic
and political
and ecological
and health-value systems
divesting of toxic monocultural over-competitive anthro-development
within this lifetime’s EgoDeductive-Dominant PreMillennial Memory.

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ReGenerative Stretching

If love is healthy
perhaps health is a form of love,
like synergy and elational god-events,
witnessing ecoconsciousness
of bilateral co-arising time
as love
as healthy function.
All, or at least most, circuits and systems functioning.

So hatred would be pathology,
dysfunctional circuits and systems.

But, what about apathy?
Apathy and hatred,
a pathology spectrum?
as passive peace and active love
emerge a healthy polyculturing system
of eco-nesting systems.

God, then, as love
emerges divine healthy outcomes,
Time’s Source of peace in darker denser rest,
more diastatic activity co-arising love,
therapeutic relationships and transactions
of eco- and biosystems,
finding peace for quieter nights,
establishing patterns of ergodic love
for daytime romance,
creation stories
unfolding one day
one season
one fractal-bilateral fold of Sacred Memory
as Medicine Becoming.

Going back, then, to love as health
and apathy through hatred as pathology.
Could health inspire a divine comedy eco-logic of cooperation
as pathology is a double-negative economy
of Lose to Lose competition?
runaway
absent brakes of thermodiastatic relief.

Earth emerges chronic need
of human nature’s transformation
from anthrocentric competition with other bio-systems
to health-centric cooperation
of Yin’s peaceful endosymbiotic circuit flow functions
emerging Yang’s polyculturally harmonic
ectosymbiotic open-systemic
fractal-polysyntax forms,
together co-arising time’s balancing cooperative,
political systems
as economic nutrition-flowcircuits ecobreathing enhealthing culture.

ReGenesis Design is health-benefit rooted
in polycultural systemic development outcomes,
structural systemic integrity,
synergetic perpetuity,
eco-facilitating, co-arising internal
communication nutrition circuits
of healthy wu wei flow,
Bodhisattva lifestyle as polypathically skilled carpentry
and gardening as co-messianic investment by day,
deep ecological peace by dualdark root-systemic night.

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Riding the ColorLine Bus

I have typically had the experience
of riding comfortably
on a polycultural,
including multi-generational,
populated bus.

But,
I also have memories
of stepping onto a subway
and not feeling I am welcome
by my fellow-alien riders.
And sometimes this goes OK,
and somewhere the line keeps going out dark
and darker
as I get whiter and
more mutually parasitic,
like haunted and hunting bugs
exploring each other’s piece of the pond,
sniffing fear and anger
about needs and eco-tribal identities,
or total defense against co-empathy.

I have walked into a Louisiana bus stop
with a brown-skinned friend
to soon notice
each of us would have been safer
checking in without knowing each other
than we were checking out as polycultural friends.

I’ve been on a NYC train
with my brown-skinned sons
and felt like they were more welcome
than I,
and other Connecticut way more welcome than they would have been
without me,
profiled by angry women of color
aggressive with those cellphones
aimed toward the police,
about my suspicious white man ways,
what business could I possibly have
with my own sons?

Actually,
now that I think about it,
we often shared this question.
How could we possibly have anything to do with
or without each other?

Whatever it is and has been,
it is ours to do and not do,
others to watch kindly,
if possible,
or not watch
with the courtesy we are learning together,
to continue exploring some other polycultural way.

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Windstorms of Neglect

Dearest Sons
and dearest Cinderella StepSister,
I regret ways I have failed each of you.

From today’s view of memory clips,
frames as farms of teaching-learning times,
my Great Lover Eldest, yet perpetually unfulfilled,
AfricanAmerican black male urban Thug,
driver of van repurposing other’s grateful loss,
transporting toward highest and best
ecologically healthy use.

You needed me to choose to continue bedside reading
just a little longer,
you wanted me to choose family-no-phone daily dinners,
just a little longer,
to choose not to add StepSister
to your adolescent chaos.
Your challenges with reading
other people’s emotional verbal rhythms
and rhymes with reasons,
speak to me of missed opportunities
to invest more eye-to-eye and same-room time,
rather than those other more nutritious monocultural choices,
the kind my dad made without me.

You needed and deserved more time invested
in revesting what it could mean to learn together
about muse and music,
about rhythms with natural rhymes,
cultural songs and political sounds and rapping economic voices
of poetry as temporal rounds of time’s seasons
investments in political
with cooperative economic treasons.

My middle shy wilting flower
MidWay Fluent Son.
Co-empathic gifted and cursed,
Polypathically resonant,
and therefore often suffering
through over-heated bright,
you needed more shared sun-screen time,
a partner in your fascination
winning cooperative relationships
bartering transactors,
on-line cooperatives,
competing team strategic outcome choices.

Life Game Outcome Values
assessed against
Cooperative Economic and PolyCultural Political WinWin
PolyNomial Objects with PolyPathic ReGenerating Objectives.

I always love our mutual WinWin
cooperating “both-and” cultural opportunities to share,
avoiding our competing “either-or” risks of wrong presumptions,
encoding Game Theory versions of Golden Rules with Natural Ratios
applied to all golden-natural ecosystemic relationships,
transactions bilaterally light and dualdark,
4D (0)-centric,
Tao-Soul Revolving RealTime,
BiLaterally Revolutioning LeftThink to RightFeel
to Left sadtry again.

My youngest son
who has no bodylanguage filters,
who cannot voice his temperate words
with languaged rhythms and icons,
to you I leave a human race
that has already paced too fast
to be sure we can sustain
a future that could support
your incubator and medical needs
in your own future’s less viable infants.

Who will sing with our damaged children in their own keys
of rhythm and joy and laughter,
where will your song be heard
as cherished elder-music memory?

Who will remember to tap your shoulders and back
and bounce your bum to the beat
of gospel and rhythms of blue light
speaking through your skin
“I hear it too, as do you?”

Who will hold you through
internal earthquakes
rolling across inside neural plates
seizing chaotic rhythms,
waves of seismic volcano rebirth,
struggling waves
surfing up and down
in as out as in again…?

You I leave your mindbody
as your beautiful song
and daily liturgy of dancing sounds
in resonant colors
of your warm love of light and scents transcendent
echoes of singing voices past,
ringing flowers singing
flowing through your veins,
beating your thumpthump heart,
breathing your in-out balanced flying mind as body
that could not walk.

My struggling StepSister Princess
baptized in embryonic toxic chemicals,
mixed slyly with MotherManna,
you are born to Yang monoculturally through
Cinderella life,
as Princess or Ugly StepSister,
your moment by moment,
hour by hour,
day by day choice.

For you there can only be one Sun Goddess
of EgoMe,
for whom all others were divinely sole-vested
for worshiping your Cinderella feet.

You vigorously want
and need
and expect Prince Charming
good and beautiful and truly healthy
and kind,
loving and good-faithing,
listening and fulfilling each hope
instantaneously,
whether for more or critically far less,
to have sole control of all you know,
exterior robotics serving interior ego-manic,
to Yang about by day,
and struggle against all night,
playing WinLose games of confrontation,
either-or assumptions,
when both-and are so obvious
with more bicameral-temporal-neural balance
than you could ever become.

I have given you all I have to invest,
all my Zero-interest EgoLeft/EcoRight MindBody
could think and dream of
to play and sing and story
in our puppet fable rhythms
of superheroes and romantic witches
of hope as a shared magic smile
over humor that is most certainly
not politically correct.

You sing up,
I dance down.
You say smile,
I smile frown
upside down.
You say yes,
I say notnot.
You say why,
I say forgot.
You say did not,
I say you caught me,
our co-elating truth,
StepSister don’t now how
to give a shit,
to return our opposite
with her own,
economy of survival
in her made up
why dogs eat cats
dipolar dissonantly dialected
neural challenged world.

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