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Roots of Worship

My roots of Creator worship
are fed and watered
by Creation appreciation
and curiosity

Whether this might also be true
and sometimes disappointingly false
for you

A resonantly sacred
sometimes prophetic
heart

With a resilient
health developing
ecosystemic mind

For whom my tricky part,
or one of many
as I recall…

Furtive sidewind glances
to my youthful left

Where he sat
in his magnificent
thick stacked darkness,

My closet worship thing
is impossible to come out
with perfect timing
with someone I am powerfully,
intoxicatingly, enraptured by
with
within
and preferably not without

Yet have no hope or intention
of ever being naked
or even transparent,
and certainly not vulnerable,
within his sight and hearing.

If said out loud,
then unveiled too soon
to not cause unwanted predative
seductive concerns.

If not said too soon
then inevitably disclosed too late
to retain resonant
and resilient trust

No hidden agendas,
no closet colonizing cases,
no aging platonic relationships
continuing to work
and play better
in just right silence
of unseen
unheard
unfelt
untouched emotions
without attaching motions

Back through roots of Creator worship
fed and watered
by Creation appreciation
and thick stacked curiosity.

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No Killer Skills Involved

No skills involved,
just natural instincts.

No spiritual development skills,
leftbrain worded messages
about rightbrain instinctive
natural/spiritual,
indigenously multicultural
yang-out/yintegrity resonance

Like singing and dancing,
sucking and copulating,
olding and young scolding,

Persistently historic resilient
LeftBrain verbal resonance,

Spacing and resilient timing,
short-term strengthening
long-run-on green
ego-cooperative
historic
yet microcosmic anthro-economics

Wellness-sung strong
and danced long-ecoflowing
dark sky charts
non-violet parts
of and for unstrictly feminist logic
with a green ecological swing,

Dropping her keys,
locking her knees,
ass out,
left shoulder prominently out,
open full disclosed QueenGreen Gaia,

Uncloseted,
uncovered,
temporally transparent,
vulnerable prime relationship

Non-verbal
non-violent
outrageously cooperative-inviting

Full-nonbinary spectral,
multicultural
“Think about it, grandpa,
remember, enjoy…”

But act out
only for restorative, cooperative rainbows
of healing
compassionate light
win/win ego/eco-systemic powers

Bicameral
bilateral
binomial
double-binary
not(not) ZeroSum
tipping points
of eco-politically nonviolent
communicating

In between
healthy/wealthy
co-passionate health
giving and receiving safety system
ecosystemic seasons
with theologically green progressive reasons

Light/dark
warm/cold
space/time
north/south
west/east
out/in
exhale/inhale
male/female
yang/yin
silent spring thaw/integral falling freeze
Tao NonZeroist Soul
dipolar co-arising

MultiCulturally inter-positive faith
reconnecting sacred/scienterrific
restorative win/win aspiring EarthJustice
vocational commitment
with economic co-investing intentional budgets
for peaceful green Earth resilience..

No special
sacred informational skills involved,
just natural spiritual
multicultural mediating
teaching
parenting
preaching
advocating
resisting
upstreaming win/win political dialogue
downstreaming cooperative capital discernment
ego/eco-budgetary

Singing humanely
while also dancing divinely,

Talking
while also chewing gum,

Bobbing your clueless white head
while whistling bird songs,

Everyday miraculous biosystemic
ecosystemic
HeavenlyParadise

Peacefully/pacefully resilient win/win
neurologically sacred
life systemic
polypathic
emigrating/immigrating
just plain old fashioned
bicamerally balancing
blessed
co-migrant instinct

No messianic green skills involved,
just natural/spiritual
indigenous
EarthCooperative instincts
to heal past wounds
is not to punish or reward
future patriarchal red
predative StraightWhiteMale privileged
primordial verbal and nonverbal competitive
survivalist weaknesses.

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Mercy’s UnBlind Justice

I suspect mercy may be more resiliently empowering
for optimizing multicultural health
as compared to uniform law
and ordered, cookie-cutter, justice
unresponsive to ubiquitous mitigating circumstances
of unique spaces
and relentlessly changing times.

Mercy recognizes society’s environmental
historical contributions to loss,
to absence of equitable justice
more aware of each individual perpetrator’s responsibility
to society
to family,
to local community

Society’s justice,
without nurturing
restorative mercy,
speaks decontextualized
un-nuanced authority of capital-measured economic systems
including reasonable and fair expectations
of retributive law,
imprisoning neglect
and sometimes violently punishing order.

I wonder if both justice and mercy
improve therapeutic co-arising potency
restoring merciful justice
AND
revising metaphysically just
equitable
reuniting mercy,
co-redemptively resolving
what Earth has positively conjoined
in thoughtful truth
and felt beauty

Breathing,
re-animating,
enspiriting
inspiring nature’s in and out climates
of seasonal development,
undevelopment,
redevelopment,
anti-development,
pro-development,
fractal phases of leftbrain space
mercifully greeting,
halfway meeting,
bilateral rightbrain TaoTime

With merciful multicultural anticipation,
so less competitive room
for monoculturing white justice anxiety.

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LeftBrain Avatar

LeftBrain thinking,
not an avatar
of compassionately feeling
emergent healing systems,

Chilly baptismal waters
of equanimity
do not typically suggest a warm bath
in multicultural
and global
democracy.

Is it possible,
reasonable,
healthy,
therapeutic
to carry gifts of resonant love
and extend them to those
evoking a long history
of patriarchal anger
and “vengeance is capital-invested mine”
disempowering fear?

How would this,
could this,
“should” this,
might this be different,
better
than fueling codependent anxiety
without realistically anticipated reform,
curiosity with transcending cooperative courage,
win/win communication out
without
win/lose return
back in,
external faithfulness without active internal hope?

Is it possible,
and even responsible,
more or less therapeutic,
to deeply burn with anger against Trumpism,
the blind excesses of narcissistic fascism
somewhat democratically turned over to empower a fool
by a near majority of lose-ego/lose-eco ignorant voters,
inexperienced with sufficient cooperative bicameral ecopolitics
to discern enlightening differences
between democratic love
and autocratic fear
of losing face,
noble retributive reputation,
emotionally satisfying financial success
far beyond simple ecosystemic life sufficiency?

Who might we become
if compassionate patriotism
were so democratically inclusive
our object of win/win regenerate love
could settle for no less object
than sacred green/blue
yellow/red
purple/orange,
and black/white at night
polypathic
polyphonic
polynomial equals not not polynomial
democratic
sacred-secular equanimity
of rightmind equals left-embodied EarthJustice,

To be faithful
to nothing less than full EarthTribe compassion
within empowering
as without democratically enlightening.

For me,
if I can expand my sense of loyalty,
commitment,
appreciation,
love for Donald Trump,
at least as much as I fear
all the leftbrain reasons to to be angry with him,
angry about what he deliberately fosters,
angry about what has led him away from democratic We,
to the very threshold of self-righteous
inhumane fascism,
climate terrorism,
that he iconically represents,

Then I can expand into a larger picture
mirroring the loving kindness
deep learning Source
and ReSource
for all that brings us to this moment
in globally polarized Time
to find our unwinding way back
back
back

To all-embracing love
for Original enlightening
empowering
democratic
multiculturing
co-passioning SummativeSource

Of BlackHole degenerative
yet integral lives matter
splatter spacetime dances
flirting with joyful rhythms
in becoming undivided
once and twice
and thrice again

Within 4D spiraling revolutionary frames
of sacred grace,
compassion,
beauty,
serene foregiveness
for lack of history’s win/win
sin
of leftbrain win/lose thinking

Stinking
slinking lack of rightbrain win/win
democratic
EarthPatriotic
interdependently viral feelings
extracting and extending
out to all rationally angry
and systematically terrified EarthTribes.

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Not-Not Rhythms

If two mistakes are not better than one
then why do two negatives equal a positive?

Why does not not peace
not equal justice?

Who does not not dying
not equal fully cooperative living?

Why does not not fear of future or anger about past
not equal love for this present moment?

Why does not not now
not equal heavenly eternity?

Why does not not you
not equal me?

Why does not not motivated
not equal co-redemptively determinated?

Why does not not way out there
not equal way deep co-operating ecology?

Why does not not sin of omission
not equal grace of solidarity commission?

Why does not bad karma
not equal really good karma?

Why does not not yet dead
not equal still fully alive?

Why does not not my way
not equal the best highway?

Why does not not
not equal Yes Yes!?

Why do not bad nightmares
not equal really good dreams?

Why do not not monocultures
not equal fully climaxing beloved polycultures?

Why does not negativity
not equal sufficient positivity?

Why does not not night
not equal day?

Why does not not go
not equal stay?

Why does not not live
not equal decay?

Why does not not devolutionary dissonance
not equal revolutionary livedance?
“Not not.”
Who’s there?
“Guess.”
Guess who?
“I guess you?”

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