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Knowing Nothing

My Math Teacher said:
I know how to teach you about 1
but can’t guide you into comprehending None–0

A more sacredly co-arising binomial relationship,
less traveled bipartisan path
to know Zero rises positive toward full
and suppresses negative
degenerating back through
reversing toward empty.

In any not non-quantitative way
that would leave you
or anyone else
with a final co-binary qualitative
healthy and safely balanced answer
to why natural monotheistic strong 1’s
and spiritual panentheistic flowing 0’s
embody transgenderal
bilateral
bicameral balancing faith
in healthy spaceless
timeless mystery
non-zero fully open
whole hole systemic zones
of preverbal neuro non-history

Readjusting to more cooperative
win/win settings
on the less patriarchal-capitalist
zero sum win/lose cognitive
leftbrain verbal dominant monotheistic faith
in thriving polycultural resonance
monocultural colonizing
predative tribal resilience for surviving
trauma environmental
complex and chaotic polynomial stressors

Enlightening polypathic Left
and empowering polyphonic Right
anthro-divine theological elitism
whole plundering Green Gaian
Queen Sacred Shabbot
polytheistic holy spirit mystery,
indigenous wisdom
of EarthMatriarchal
regenerative repurposing
spiraling Tao iconic lines

Gospel holy healthy matriarchal
on EarthMother’s best sacred
synergetic circling days
and kinda ecofeminist
not quite so anti-patriarchal mean reactionary
trying to win/lose survive
Earth’s less cooperative
co-governing

One LeftBrain Anthropocene
overwhelmed by climate traumatic anxiety
daze

Not capable of fully teaching you about 1
without knowing what you know
to rationally say
about sacred 0 Prime Relationship
deep tipping point balanced
bicameral listing back
and forth,
left
and right,
spatial
and temporal,
secular
and sacred One
co-binary nonzero

Emptying dark
and filling bright
health and safety
dialectic completing
synergetic dipolar relationship
of one thought
without no feelings
full of empty nonrecourse
to discourse

About 1 math teacher
without any apt
deep listening 0
holistic sacred
wondering
awesome
co-investing students.

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NonDueling Conductors

A Straight
White
Elder Patriarch
came in to where I RightBrain sing
my Gay
White
EcoFeminist way

He seems to want to stay,
to overpower my say
and will to sing
our musing pray

Because…
why?
I wonder what he feels
about me,
us,
about his own deep harmonic longing
to listen for our sung together feelings

Music therapy
composed of what we economically
and politically Trust,
wanting mutual
and actively co-invested
full singing circle harmonic Wins right now
to Win more easily tomorrow’s healthing way

And what might this PatriCapitalist feel
he does not want?
Perhaps less Win/Lose
ZeroSum power and light assumptions
actively distrusted
settling for more traumatic apartheid,
denial of interdependently woven relationship,
nature v spirit non-indigenous dualism
divorced from his own prehistoric felt experience
longing to avoid further nihilistic Lose/Lose
trauma
decay
pain
loss
degeneration.

Am I distracting
dissonant
too RightBrain gooey
for serious performance competition
with Your church choir’s
true blue bought and sold
commodified liturgical purpose?

To put on a good LeftBrain entertaining show

Rituals about cooperatively enjoying
our win/win WholeEarth health-care receiving
and resilient wealth-care giving
by conducting bicamerally harmonic potential

For healthier democracies,
more cooperatively owned EarthPartnership,
more inclusive multicultural polypaths
for universally unitarian polyphonic
constellations of integral systemic Voice

Yang yintegrally
WuWei
less Western sociopathic trauma
best forgiven through compassionate
indigenously polycultural
wellness sung and danced

Win health Voices
to Win resilient wealth Choices
for green ego/ecosystemic leadership

Con-celebrating BlueSky/GreenEarth
light and power felt
warm harmonic need
for more and better
inter-religious
intersectional
interdependently reweaving
healthy democratic communion

Which is what I need
and want to say
about how I seem to feel
when a Straight
White
Elder Patriarch
comes in to where I RightBrain sing
my Gay
White
EcoFeminist way.

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Tipping Healthy Points

Therapeutic tipping points
of a pointless
purposeless ego life

Repurposes meaningful
primal ecosystemic
Whole ReGenerative Systems
of
and for
secular/sacred
purposefully meaningful
co-passionate relationships,
rooted in nonviolent communications
for ReStoring
and ReStorying
Earth Justice/Peace.

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Sustaining Health

Who said?
Health isn’t about politics!
Health shouldn’t be about politics!
Health should be above partisan politics!

Healthy systems
are not about unchanging purity
and safety
and traditional dogma.

Healthy ego and eco systems
are much more about diversity
flexibility
and courageous curiosity

Just as wealthy economic networks,
local through global,
include ecological interrelationships

We might associate resonance
with polyculturally robust interactions,
personal and political,

Multiculturally resilient
dynamic stasis–
Slow inclusive
and diversely intricate
Beauty
cross-pollinating
climaxing inclusive diversity

Avoiding the monocultural purity
and calculating sobriety
of a 100% crabgrass landscape,

Or 100% concrete

Or 100% saltwater environment
with no above water healthy ecosystemic landmass
embedded in prehistoric
pure and safe
powerful but unenlightened
bedrock.

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Self-Unfulfilling Prophecy

Mental
mortal traumatic anxiety
is a metaphor for physical pain experience

As anticipating personal therapeutic healing
is analogically connected to absence
of win/lose cultural pathology
in a bad air
anxious atmosphere
climate.

Atheism about sacred healing Benefactors
is not so much a theological position
as it is a disconnected memory,
disembodied experience,
dissociatively anthrosupremacist,
non-panentheistic

In a secularizing monocultural climate
often PatriarchalCapitalist nationalistic,
fear and anger-rooted
cognitive/affective chronic dissonance,
dis-ease,
stress,
detachment from Whole Systemic Healthy EarthMother’s
traumatic
laborious
nihilistic experience
of autonomously stressed-out
disordered monotheistic humanity.

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One God, Under Nationalism

Please don’t share this
with your straight white monotheistic worshiping
friends and family,

But, just between us panentheistic ecofeminists,
sometimes,
not often enough,
we would be healthier and wealthier
to reflect together upon

Internal polytheistic integrity communications,
bilaterally organic both/and dipolar
internal/external co-operations
of thoughts and feelings
co-arising indigenous natural/spiritual wisdom

Reverberating copassionate PolyCulturing Communion Voices
of nonviolently communicating
integrally healthy choices
among intersectionally regenerative wealth

Like polypathic Green EcoWomanist CoOperatives
of and for
EarthTribe’s healthy ecological
joyful care,

Like MotherBirds
singing and dancing
in April love
with win/win attached young polyculturing grace

BlueLight inspired above
GreenPowering yintegral inter-connected
re-ligiously re-investing
Yintegrity Elder RightBrain EarthEmpowering
WinWin prevocal NonZero SoulFelt resumption
with collaterally invested Yang newer LeftBrain
EgoIdentified MonoTheistic
Win/Lose ZeroSum soulless assumptions

BiCamerally CoLateral
BiNomially PolyMathic
Taoistic NonZeroism,
not not Turquoise spiral dynamically,
full-spectrum ZeroSoul Zoned
for radically democratic
Win/Win bilateral energy

Purposely,
deliberately,
deductively,
sorting and labeling with Either/Or individuating stamps
of healthy rational exalted approval
or unsafe chaotic intuitive disapproval

Meaningfully mythical nuance
of inductive rebounding narratives
inviting ecowomanist nurturing feelings
interdependently
transparently
vulnerably synthesizing
all those Received View Patriarchal Capitalist
Win/Lose presorts and relabels
of PatriarchalCapitalism’s Straight White
Monotheistic privileged Godly omnipotence
as Earth’s universal Capital best economic
and political systemic narrative

Overfeeding the strong
and underinvesting in Others
sinful,
weak,
disproportionately not PatriarchalCapital StraightWhite
orthodox thinkers
ignoring our own dismissed privileged state
of EarthMother Wombed grace

Preceding any cognitive awareness
of God as Patriarchal Capitalist StraightWhite Creator
in and outside orthodox Win/Lose survivalist secularizing times
for punishing panentheistic goddess win/win experiences
felt biosystemically

Long before LeftBrain dominant speakers
and early advocates
for giving sacramental voice to something
Other than all those endless,
and did I mention frivolous?

Bird songs
and awkward sexual mating rituals
and more XX v XY-rated
explicit sensory-neural
dopamining and seratonic climaxing misbehaviors

EgoLogically concluding
jealous WhiteFather God
created natural addictive sexuality not as sacred
when outside anthrosupremacist experience

Which remains integrally divine
as long as it’s missionary baptizing
positive worship position
remains strictly Male Over Female,
White over Other,
Straight over kinda’ queer non-binary

Judgment justified by win/lose
Either/Or EgoSupreme vengefully angry/fearful tough-love
unusually necessary punishment
of PolyCulturing Communion
QueerWomanist demons

Demonstrating upstarts
and outcoming green re-connected,
re-ligioned,
co-empathic nonverbal homeopathic wombs

Incubating Other multicultural seed-bearers
including NonBinary in-betweens,
like Both/And intuited dipolar feelings
of nuanced complexity
hypothetical curiosity
rebirth of polyculturing communion courage
empowering GreenEarth
and enlightening BlueSky
ecopolitically resilient
when Whole SacredEarth bilaterally realistic

Win/Win restorative birdsong kindness
multicultural
polycultural green communication,
nonviolent cooperativity
for nutritional neuro-sensory systemic outcomes
and health empowerment
and wealth enlightenment,
bicamerally balancing
health education
deep listening intersectionality

That dare not speak
our restorative justice ecofeminist name
with our straight white monotheistic worshiping
patriotic
patrilinear
patrimonial friends and family.

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Natural Seeds With Spiritual Roots

I can see difference,
but also sameness,
between neurological networks
and internal/external co-empathic sensory experience

InBetween metaphor and analogy
reflecting contrast and cooperative comparisons
between natural perception
and spiritual feelings

Of confluence/dissonance
with and without
all that is Holy
and Dissonant

Persistently
devilishly against all we feel holonic
organic
synergetic
interdependent
creolizing
integral.

A root metaphor
for this win/win creative intention
invites a seed’s natural potential
to experience a healthy spiritual root system
embedded in a polyculturally wealthy experience
of naturally spirited EarthGaze

Nights and Days
for co-invested wellness
Celebration.

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Addicted to Suffering Loss

So, she said,
much to everyone’s BusinessAsUsual
StraightWhiteMale
surprise,

Sew,
I run into your aversion
to unpatriarchal Principles of Reversion
whenever I deeply listen
to your dark passions first,
then redial,
notice,
[occasionally speak]
as if I trust what I can win/win hear
in PreVersed
unrehearsed response

To liberal GoldenRule applications
of sacred theological Law
restoring ecological
Synergetic Order

Smelling and tasting,
Touching and feeling
and seeing cooperative reversions
redeeming dipolar sacred co-investments
in ecosystemic reversals
of secularizing bipolar egos inside
repurposing competitive god-like divestment
away from healthy choices
outside

Extractive
uncreating
pathological apart-heiding

Liberally enlightened co-passioning Left
and conservational empowering Right
disassociatively blind

Meaning double-binding repurposing
lose/lose reversion
illicit perversion
of unrehearsed win/win
integrity pre-versed.

Reverting win/lose depressing bipolar answers
into win/win impressive sacred dipolarizing questions
of what might
left and right
more cooperatively bright
resolve resiliently win/win?

Political democratic health
AND economic ecological wealth
co-transubstantiating
positive redoubling binary
reverse transitioning

As I recall domestic unvoiced revolutions,
Freud’s Principle of Reversion
has something patriarchal to do
with sexual perversion bisexuality
ambiguous both/and,
transgenderal sacred EarthMother
foreshadowing Father
non-resolved reverse attachments

Preversions of something extracted
distracting
retracting
Sigmund could not hope to positively experience
in a rapturous neurosensory way,

Even in his wildest polyvagal
non-heterosexual forced
found
bound
and gagged violent communication
kind of reversing sexual humanity
back to beast-animus/sacred anima
distant god/goddess rememory

YangHeaven overpowering
unenlightened EarthYintegrity
of dipolar/bipolar co-reversioned
liberating synergy

Which reverses degenerativity
in LaoTse’s Principle of Reversion
to Yang/Yintegral co-bodhisattva balance
in NonZero sums
of Original WholeEarth ReGenerative
dipolar energy

Supporting and healing
polyvagally egalitarian ego identities
while also interdependently individuating
organic peace and bionic justice ecosystems,
bicamerally communicating,
multilaterally congregating,
networking,
interfaithing,
multiculturing,
creolizing,
transubstantiating,
co-reversioning,
restorying Win/Win hopeful thinking
reverting lose/lose faithless feelings.

Taoist God/Dess integral Reversion
principally
primally reverses LeftBrain spatial subjects,
egocentric and metaphoric,
physical and metaphysical,
with RightBrain temporal interdependent objectives,
ecosystemic and analogically ecological
theologically synergetic

God v Goddess fractious ZeroSum integrity
inside ego-fractal NonZero Wholistic
metaphorically polyphonic Systemic
polynomially polypathic
polyvagally polymathic

NeuroSensory
Not(NotZero) wHoley enSpirited interfaith
polyculturally non-violent principles
of ultra-nonviolet re-communing language
wealthy choices

Peacemaking
the reverse of unhealthy war-building injustice

Reverse polarity
win/win restorying
EarthWealth enlightening peace
empowering justice
Principled Reverse of shouting

Dialogical harmonic singing
and interfaith synergetic dancing
metaphonic restorying
GreenGoddess ecofeminist
global ChristChild performance poets
slowdown listening
for ClimateMessianic healthy voices.

Unsew
what you have reverse reaped
so, S/He will resay,
much to everyone’s BusinessAsUsual
StraightWhiteMale
awesomely healthy unsurprise.

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ReCentering EarthMatriotic Consciousness

When I see and hear,
touch and feel,
something

Somewhere unwanted
someplace uncherished
egocentrism

Making alienating choices
that follow group win/lose competitive norms,
this constellation of nationalistic patriotism’s
monoculturing beliefs
and unbeliefs,
anthropocentric values
and disvalues,
provoke out-raging
hypocritical anger.

It is only in epic transition times
when climatic health and safety social issues
emerge and re-emerge,
evolve and revolve,
inhale and exhale,
inside and outside,
that these same unwanted
uncherished competitive choices
by Other Capitalist
USA Supremacist
Evangelically Straight baby-maker
Fundamentally White is not sinful Black
Male DeathCulturists
provoke fear

Inside acute anxiety
that my own ecologically cooperative values
are merely BusinessAsUsual competing theological disvalues
against StraightWhiteMale
lack of divinely esteemed
Multi-LifeBearing Culture experience

And deeper chronic negative anticipation
that my ecosystemic beliefs
about fundamentally nondualistic
LeftBrain healthy regenerativity
are also DeathCulture Other’s
RightBrain unsafe degenerativity;

These angers and fears
live and breathe outside
and inside
my win/win optimizing hopes
and bilateral faith
in curious research
and courageous design
for cooperative ego/eco-therapies
with Other’s Lose/Lose dismay at heart
and in despairing mind
un-pairing unicameral uncaring

Shadows of co-empathic experiential nihilism,
xenophobia
anthroprivileged claustrophobia
rabidity
mortal carnal sin
terror
depression
inhumane ecofeminist suppression,
zealous RightBrain repression,
instinctively negative
affective-cognitive
dualdark DeathCulture
violently uncommunicating
nonverbalizeable
acutely dispassioned impressions

Of angering or fearful sin
as lose/lose ego/eco-systemic
multilateral communion absence
of healthy and safe wealth

Experience of cooperative
co-invested bicameral
win/win recentering
Earth Patriotic/Matriotic
Yang/Yintegral
tipping climatic points
of multiculturing climax
co-arising dipolar health/wealth balance.

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Roots of Worship

My roots of Creator worship
are fed and watered
by Creation appreciation
and curiosity

Whether this might also be true
and sometimes disappointingly false
for you

A resonantly sacred
sometimes prophetic
heart

With a resilient
health developing
ecosystemic mind

For whom my tricky part,
or one of many
as I recall…

Furtive sidewind glances
to my youthful left

Where he sat
in his magnificent
thick stacked darkness,

My closet worship thing
is impossible to come out
with perfect timing
with someone I am powerfully,
intoxicatingly, enraptured by
with
within
and preferably not without

Yet have no hope or intention
of ever being naked
or even transparent,
and certainly not vulnerable,
within his sight and hearing.

If said out loud,
then unveiled too soon
to not cause unwanted predative
seductive concerns.

If not said too soon
then inevitably disclosed too late
to retain resonant
and resilient trust

No hidden agendas,
no closet colonizing cases,
no aging platonic relationships
continuing to work
and play better
in just right silence
of unseen
unheard
unfelt
untouched emotions
without attaching motions

Back through roots of Creator worship
fed and watered
by Creation appreciation
and thick stacked curiosity.

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