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Singing Stevie’s Wonder

I remember,
in the early 60s,
our thirty mile drive
from our historic family farm,
in relentlessly White rural Michigan,
not counting the Mexican migrant workers
whom our Elders pointedly discarded

Singing
on the first shifty shopping trip to Thrifty Acres,
through vibrantly young Black
urban heated streets
of capital glancing Lansing.

Stevie Wonder and I
nearby
yet out casting far

Him singing
all Black city churches
ringing

And me queer pillaged
in all White rural churches
villaged

Stevie and me,
harmonic neighbor memory
in my privately humming heart

Yet never possible to publicly meet
and privately greet
as this sacred land
and this organic Earth
were meant to resonantly sing
and resiliently dance
our regenerations in caste
together
not degenerations outcast
apart.

I didn’t know apartheid by default yet
but I do remember
seeing nearly black as ink skin
for my very first impassioned time

On a smiling brown-eyed boy
on a chipped and flat white painted bike
without defensive rims

And dim longing to talk
and listen
and laugh with him

About fresh green smells of freedom
from poor tired training wheels

Freedom to create our fast together pedaling breeze
across summer’s hot black
and white hate faces and arms

Knowing I would touch his warm dark skin
with loving wonder

What it could be like to be recast with him,
to sing and dance together,
to smell and feel and fly
our rich diverse integrity
on a brave tandem red in-your-face bike

Built for two
bright shining all ways back
restorying Black street glancing Lansing

Through my little Whitely inbred WoodLand
spreading sadist out across all Black without White
decapitalizing cities
divorced from woodland farmers

Left alone
to peddle fly while singing
our glad,
not sad or bad or mad,
hosanna holy wonders

As I reweave
this first drive by encounter
with outcast avenue perversity
against homo-sapient diverse
curiosity

I imagine asking Mom to stop,
pull our metallic gold Ford over
so I could ask his thick black-framed glasses name,
which would sing Stevie

And take his wondrous hand
to walk his bike back to home
and long familiar family
where we would live together
happily
and healthily
and wisely
most prosperously ever after
cast together all.

This was my erasing moment,
too quickly racing past,
to know passion’s love
at first passed sight

Sublime sung sounds
and dark dancing
satin brown skin smells
of Stevie’s tandem wonder.

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Life Through A Thousand Deaths

Here empowering life waits
with a thousand little discontinuous unenlightened deaths,
caste again,
right here in The Evolving Self’s sixth principle
of preferable options for more humane evolution
revolutions lurking behind Mihaly Csikzentmihalyi’s
positive re-ligious integrity
is at least not negative irreligiously disintegrating
neuro-sexsensory health caring psychology.

I had seen EarthMother’s compassion
rebirthing love of cooperatively-held life
when he began by rooting around
in primally co-arising principles of thermodynamics.

The second Yang-negative principle of monocultural hubris,
dissociative limbo
somewhere between remembering contentious defeat
and promising contented repeat
with Yintegral positive
as first open universal synergy principle
toward abundantly unitarian life-system flow.

Every organic tribe tends to share bio-neurosystemic shape
sense enhanced for cooperative fertility,
crowning dialectical DNA
on back through root systemic RNA
resonantly symbiotic passions
for healthy organic pleasures,
fractally unfolding
good faith rooting designs

Monotheistically crowning
emphatically inspiring
future healthy organic clans
living within Earth’s erotic pantheistic wilderness
of deeply rooted spiritual ecstasy

Engaging symbiotic networks
of communing nature
co-informating healthy EarthPeace ecological rights,
dis-integrating anthropocentric caste-preserving wrongs
of Yangish monotheistic monopolizing
GodThesis v GaiaHypothesis excess
of sacred mind over-casting systemic trauma
against under-caste organic matter.

This first synergetic rebalancing principle,
resolving around and in and through
our 4D body-space/mind-time universe
emerges Win/Win when Yin-squared equals positive
not negative Yang
wu-wei cooperative equity, of dual-caste course,
but much more erotically symbiotic,
crown/root cobinary chakra symbiotic
resilient integrity

+(+) = 0-Yintegrity = -(-1)Yang Identity
erotically engaging body = emphatically authentic mind
ecological powers = anthro-logical light
EarthMother’s pantheistic pleasure = SunFather’s monotheistic passion

CoBinary nondualistic organic/sacred systems
inter-communing nature/spirit
regenerative Golden Rule co-empathic
caste-abolishing intent

Reiteratively polyculturing
resonantly octaved
double-fractal DNA/RNA co-gravitation
multigenerations of positive co-relations
between elder RNA seminal sacred memories
of resonantly peaceful ecological experience
projecting future DNA health and safety assurance

Navigating in-between risks and opportunities
of organically healthy Earth wildness life
where YangLeft liberating animus
and
YinRight conserving anima
do our best to make mind-passion/body-pleasure
co-arising love
and not quite so much entropic-trending
upper v lower caste co-aggravating war.

Anyway, back to Mihaly’s sixth dynamic
mistrusted and/or trusted Taoist balancing co-governance,
depending on your paranoia v pronoia predilections,
principle of authentic AnthroMind/EarthBody integrity
Win/Win sacred/organic evolution:

We have two appositional dynamics in our life journey;
Win-health v Lose-pathology potential contention
leading toward Win/Win power-with contented flow,
using cooperative energy resources
to recreate mutually co-present active hope

Yet co-passionate dynamic balance
also risks leading toward further upper/lower caste competitions
powering-over with Win v Lose mistrusts
about Earth’s life v death anthropocentric revolutions

Extracting EarthMother’s energy for monoculturing hubris,
paternalistic patriotic exploitation
of future fear and past angry condemnations,
further starving sapient ego’s potential health
through a thousand deaths and loss and suffering
of entropic maya,
conflicting competitions struggling against further disorder,
rather than struggling with today’s cognitive-affective dissonance
to deep learn ego-ecotherapeutic cobinary care.

It seems perceptually important to believe,
perhaps even to smell and taste and feel
reconnecting past love-line memories
as if implied by first yeasty embryonic experience of self,
that Yintegral flow of cooperative health
could not thrive in total 0-sum absence
of Yang’s darker competitively caste shadow
rememory.

For me,
I have come to see optimally regenerative health
nurturing wise wealth
within Earth’s double-binding bihemispheric spectrum,
between pathology of excessive eco-consumption in my accumulating past
and pathology of excessive ego-energy loss through over-production,
self-abolishing depressions and repressions,
like a bottom-caste life voting for top-caste
Trumping sexploitation.

It proves difficult to summarize
regeneration as a positive inside/outside
cobinary caste
symbiotic ego/eco
Win/Win virtuously dynamic consciousness.

But, at the end of EarthMother’s polypathically multiculturing day,
Climate Health is what we all economically and politically,
ecologically and analogically want.

EarthRights (not so much Yangish irreligious Wrongs)
are what we recognize as nutritionally positive health,
while climate pathologies are Left v Right
liberal mind v conserving body
enlightening v empowering extremes
both inside ego-capital positively identified
and caste aside eco-homebody not negatively identified,
Ego-equity/Eco-integrity
wu-wei nondualistic
indigenously mindful feelings

Continuous EarthMother re-ligious life
powering through a thousand discontinuous SunFather deaths
resurrecting ego/eco dual-caste
transformative consciousness.

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Color Blind

Some people say they don’t see color
or caste.

I look for others who do see color
and want to make rhapsodies together
with symphonic us.

I long to see more multiculturing colors
and less monocultural monochromatic
white v black monotheistic responsibility
for opportunities at-risk
among those organically gifted mammals
who don’t believe a colorful Earth
could sacredly matter.

Some people see color and say “Why?”
Yet when we can see that same color
within a prism’s octave unity,
wisdom might well engage “Why not!?”

Ask not what your eagle nation’s indigenous coloring can do for you;
ask what your wise owl poly-colored relationships can do
for our way too straight beige nation.
Or, even better, ask both eagle and owl
light perception and night wisdom
as if co-arising spectral passions
and non-violent resonance.

Some people say they don’t see
or hear
or feel color
but have no problem remembering their own,
and how they are
and are not
appreciated for diverse symphonic opportunities.

I look for those who do see color
and hope to make far more wisdom of it
than I could ever imagine
monoculturally alone
monotheistically lonely
monochromatically white
as an unholistic ghost.

With apologies to John F. Kennedy, taking issue with Ronald Reagan black and white reruns.

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ReCentering Hope

I lay to waste
Earth-centered
omnisciently questioning life,
overindulging Anthro-preoccupied
questing enlightened faith

Wasting Anthro-centered
wealthy sacred life,
overindulging Ego-preoccupied
healthy organic lust

Wasting Ego-healing opportunities
for Earth-centered healthy love,
greedily grabbing for immortality

Laying to waste
Earth-centered
omnipotently questioning life,
overindulging Anthro-preoccupied
power questing fame

Wasting Anthro-recentering
wealthy organic life.

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Dear Eve of Adam

Dear Eve and not so much Adam
over writing The Clitoral Monologues,

Love your book.
Just one suggestion,
expand your entitlement to
The Clitoral-Penile EcoPoliTickle Dialogues.

Feminist to feminist monopolizing monologues
make merely OK theater,
at best, the first feminist nurturing ecopolitickle opera,
if you were to also become gifted with writing songs
and choreographing exotic clitoral-clitoral non-dueling dances

Your wisdom becomes more cooperatively powerful
on an eco-policultural
co-arising dipolar
neuro-sexstemic therapeutic stage,
clitoral yintegral
with penile yang-poignant thrust
of regeneratively co-passionate revolutions

Our wisdom nurturing anthropocentered
co-empathic health caring selves,
reincarnating evolutionary predators invading receptors
into hunters loving gatherers
of weathiest wise polarities
transubstantiating holariously nonviolent
politicklish co-passions.

Strategically repositioning
the only mono-longing
Sex Business as usual
is a competitive Mine-Is-Bigger Game
with a wealthier Win/Win Clitoral-Penile synergy
of wiser transgenderal politickling co-investments
in healing bipolar oppositions
with dipolar appositions

Like Adam v Eve
reconceiving Adam/Eve
Yang/Yin
cobinary pole/hole

Crown/root polyvagal transformations.

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EarthWisdom Party

What would we need to know
about coming correctly to an EarthWisdom Party
if we were wanting to attend a cooperatively hosted party?

Well speaking for myself,
and I guess probably my extended at-risk family
of “failure-to-thrive” relatives and friends and neighbors,
certainly including polar bears and turtles
and frogs and mother-trees

Although I hesitate
to put my words in Other’s nutrition-consuming mouths,
or share my feelings about Other’s nutrition-producing root systems

I do so hope our cooperatively held agenda
works with compassionately communing
healthy wealth care

So we are all transparently clear
we do not work, or party,
dispassionately disinforming
pathologically impoverishing
climatic EarthFoolish uncaring
outrageous partisan competitions

Hosting,
instead of ghosting,
outrageously anthropocentric competitions
in consumer rape
and labor pillage parties.

Unfortunately,
some of us seem to already be too EarthPassion bereft
to transform these desecrating pathologies
we are compassionately against

Not really party-planning adept
with cooperatively co-invested refinements
of Earth’s health-wise wealth,
which we are all neurosystemically endowed
to get down boogie for.

That historically said,
and mysteriously unsaid,
I believe we all might,
in some deep meaningful layer of wokeness,
long for nurturing invitations
to cooperative economic
and political health-work parties
for playing Win ecological pleasure
to Win anthropological passionate
co-invested treasure games.

For someone who feels so hesitant to speak and sing and dance
co-invested with others,
I certainly do invest a lavish amount
of self-indulgent nonparty time
not transparently
and vulnerably
responding to this EarthWisdom Party
preparation question

Too distracted, perhaps,
by chronic EarthClimate trauma
to reconsider who is most often excluded
from active hope
to become more cooperatively co-invested
in EarthMother’s indigenous healthcare wisdom party.

Love grows easier to EarthWise cooperative party play
WinWin bicamerally fusing
flowing AnthroMind liberating
EarthBody conserving
co-passionate pleasure

No EarthWise Party bodhisattva
becomes optimally prepared
for full sacred mind invitation
until every breathing player wins
EarthGaia’s abundantly integrative potential
for democratic body health.

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ReMembering MindFull Bodies

Note: This piece is challenging, even if you are familiar with Beck and Cowan’s Spiral Dynamics AND Buckminster Fuller’s work published in Synergetics 1 and 2. You might want to read the conclusion first, to see if you might enjoy this reflective journey toward empowering and disempowering value influencers.

I remember my mindbody would tense
sometimes
then relax into complex confusion
while non-consiliently reading Bucky Fuller’s “Synergetics 2.”

I also remember,
and too often reweave,
Fuller’s stream of thought ecoconsciousness
as I read Beck and Cowan on the well-timed subject
of improving/transitioning colorful polycultural climates,
anthropocentric memes with transformative healthy
and transitioning dis-easing faces.

I began adding to ‘meme’
other words that felt familiar
like time and tao
and climates and cultures
balancing both interdependent integrative left brain concepts
and right brain nondual nonverbal
co-arising empty-notnot zen zeroist precepts

Organic co-binary networks
of seasonally nutritious
richly resonant
nurturing sacred time.

Tao begat time begat rememory climate space
reweaving
each re-enculturing time Beck and Cowan used
a 1(0)-soul equivalent transformation/transitioning placeholder
co-binary octave-evolving stage theory
of Earth’s progressive polyculturing anthro-history.

Fuller spoke not of memes but memory banks of speciating
evolving
revolving
Earth-bound
timeless universe
and cooperatively co-intelligent
unitarian space/time geometric conception
within body/mind polymathic reception.

“Children conduct their spontaneous explorations
and experiments
with naive perceptivity.
They have an innate [nonverbal/preverbal] urge
first subjectively
to sort out,
find order in,
integratively comprehend,
and synergetically memory-bank their experience harvests
as intertransformability system sets
[transubstantiating nutritional-digestive
nature-spirit
organic-sacred
ecosystemic-neurosystemic
ecto/endo-interdependence].”

“Thereafter
they eagerly seek to demonstrate and redemonstrate
these [robust co-relational ego/ecological] sets
as manifest of their comprehension and mastery
of the synergetic realizability of the [Earth’s unitarian pronoia] system’s
[positive value-nurturing] physical principles.”

“Consequently [neuro-sexsensory developing] children are the only rigorously pure physical
[not metaphysically conceptual] scientists.
They accept only sensorially apprehensible,
experimentally redemonstrable physical
[resonant passion/pleasure v dissonant dispassion/displeasure] evidence
[of multisensory nonverbal perception without metaphysical verbal conception].”

This brings a much more curious, less furious,
pronoia, less paranoia, enculturing climate
to the perennial wisdom that we must each be reborn again as children,
an especially poignant humility
for our political and economic “value” influencers,
but no parent of any species is health-value v disease-disvalue exempt.

We are born to be for healthy ecological resonance
and against toxicological dissonance,
for becoming more eco-politically cooperative
as polyculturally polypathic meme-ory endorphin/pathogen perceivers
of multi-regenerational neuro-sexsensory
sacred-ego/organic-eco re-conciliating wisdom.

It is not nice to foolishly disvalue
Gaia’s pronoia Nurture/Nature values.

A bird now
is worth the two that you future project
with the one you shadow re-perceive
shyly waiting in that bicameral
crown/root co-intelligent
ego/eco-logical
anthropocentric neuro-sexsensory meme-story.

We want our valued/disvalued selves
and also our economic and political value leaders,
all creatures with diverse organic resources and sacred powers
to pronoia win/win influence, with our active cooperation,
our external mind-wealth
and internal body-health endorphin climates,
to remember, resonantly notice, resiliently focus
where our personal love and our public life meet,
co-passionately coincide,
co-arise nondually for Win-EndoMind/Win-EctoBody
nutritional economic cooperative EarthBody experience
nurturing politically pronoia co-relational AnthroMind values,
not paranoid dis-relational disvalues.

For those value leaders too enamored
with overly-Yanged competitive reaction to Earth’s Yintegral limitations,
it is past time to turn around,
visit with healthier EarthTribe neuro-sexsensory wealth directions,
more cooperatively rooted in nutrition nurturing outcomes
for growing pronoia thriving WinAnthroMind/WinEarthBody health,
endorphin happiness,
and truly prosperous polyvagal abundance
of regenerative sacred/organic valued wealth.

Those who are more enamored of RightBrain engaging arts
and indigenously reconnecting crafts,
with a tendency toward turquoise wisdom wealth,
that’s all find and good
beautiful and trustworthy
but we will never overcome LeftBrain trauma-triggering verbal dominance
without learning to value-nurture more nutritionally nonverbal communication
on behalf of ego/eco-political LeftMind/RightBody bicameral co-intelligence.

LeftBrain can verbally understand and value inclusive multicultural re-memories
disvaluing WinAnthroMind v LoseEarthBody devolutionary survivalist trauma
and value Win/Win synergetic revolutionary experience
of nonverbally enculturing peak compassion thrival history,
throughout endorphin swelling co-peacefully valued
neuro-sexsensory time.

Turquoise spiralist revolutionaries
can use our polypathic Left Brains to laterally deduce and declare
ultra-violet thru red with blue Right Brain created nematic nurturing feelings
of 1-ego/(0)-eco-recentering EarthTribe pronoia mind/bodies
within fractal climate regenerative seasons

Organically informed structures rememeoring EarthBody’s sacred resonant times,
etching exegetical DNA/RNA 4D Prime Relational SpaceTime thermodynamic balance
across dipolar co-arising win/win
pronoia valuing
MetaPhysicalMind/PhysicalBodies
with bicamerally sacred/organic

compassionately resonant
healthy democratic
re-ligiously restorative
cooperative pronoia values
of a reborn bodhisattva thriving child

and dispassionately dissonant
unhealthy autocratic
irre-ligiously retributive
competitive paranoia disvalues
of a trauma-triggered
messianic delusional
unwoke survivalist
deeply wounded adolescent
masquerading as a mature adult.

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Tao of Healing Peace

Which comes first?
asked Justice Sage
of Peaceful Muse

Divinely inspired Peace
or Humanely expired Passion?

For amusing organic bodies
inspiring sage minds
perspiring pronoia purposes

While DivineSage minds
worship HumaneMuse bodies
anticipating deep sacred meanings

Unveil organic unitarian Muse purposes
flowing toward
prevailing universal sacred Sage meaning
peace forms

Pronoia Gaia’s hypothetical paradox
Gnostic God’s metaphysical orthodox

How could SageMind remember anticipating
organically resilient purpose
without MuseBody religiously conjoining
sacredly resonant meaning?

Why would democratically organic bodies
reproduce belonging
autocratically sacrilegious minds
seduce longing

For sacred AnthroSage inspiring Peace
love songs refueling
Organic EarthMuse perspiring Passion
justice dances restoring

Which sacred longing first
comes organic belonging last?
asked peace perspiring MuseBody
inspiring SageMind passions.

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Golden Rule Resonance

Talk to yourself.
Think and thank about your past selves,
how you have changed
and charged into different interests/disinterests
over years and decades.

Think about your now best self
as generously
as you might best re-listen and re-see
your worst felt unkind Enemy.

What can you hear about your older self
that you cannot also innocently perceive
with pleasing inner child compassion?

To belong in self-regenerating health
we might long for curiosity’s inter-communicating wealth
of alternative crown/root passionate pleasures
now/past
mature/infant
VerbalMe/PreVerbalWe
biological/ecological
individual/kindred
sacred/organic
co-empathic win/win relationships
,
To avoid repeating Win v Lose past-condemning strategies
through isolated ego-identity self v unself dissociation.

Empty of more fertile organic kindness
re-connection
resonating self and unself re-association
re-ligiously fore-giving
resilient preverbal voices
care-giving care-receiving
co-empathic resonant unchoices

Observing
and becoming more MindSpirit/BodyNature perceived,
belongingly loved

ReHearing your preverbal inter-rooted child
become lovingly listened to
and organically known
and sacredly appreciated
as is
and ever shall be

To again remember smelling
and tasting
and feeling resonant health
more kind than pathologically predative wealth

By reversing organic developing “self v not-self” concepts
we touch all timeless root-systemic
pre-verbal pre-histories
of indigenously wise
resonantly resilient
re-ligious regenerations

That could not possibly
have kindness become you
with autocratically irreligious degenerations.

Imagine inviting your sacred-organic
polyphonic mind
polyamorous body
into this new reconnecting day
to be filled to overflowing fruition
with democratically GoldenRuling others

Doing and saying to our verbally mature adult selves
as we would have compassionately pleasuring Elders
do and say kindness to our preverbal inner child

Feeling yourself
treating yourself,
meeting yourself,
listening and perceiving yourself,
with at least as much reconceiving kindness
as you would want
your own worst unkind trauma enemy
to respect sacred neurosystemic you
and your prenatal organic
ecosystemically kind-kin home

Still living and singing to yourself.
Thinking about and thanking yourselves
noticing how CrownMe/RootWe have interdependently changed
and charged into democratically resonant interests,
avoided autocratically dissonant disinterests,
over sacred seasoning years
and organically regenerating decades.

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Criminals and Victims

We all have emerged from one nutritiously polyculturing earth,
one sun enlightening
one DNA patterned and structuring rhythm compliance
with fractally resonant RNA.

Predestined to remain within harmonic restraint limits,
yet free within these interdependent limits
to play ecopolitical WinWin healthywealth all day
every day and night
each in our own sacredly native nature way.

Utopia is polypathically multicultural.
We all know what Paradise dreams look and smell and taste and feel like
to a girl baby in Africa
as to an old gringo in the Americas.
These are the opposite of Hell,
ubiquitous monocultural excesses melting into LoseLose eco-political climates,
regardless of where and when you land and plant and grow on Earth.

What, then, are the enlightened wealth
and empowering health merits and demerits
of a social justice,
much less an entire Earth Justice,
that we intentionally take off the scales of value-balance
when blindly thinking and speaking of criminal/victimization justice?

For which of us has never lived in both landscapes,
for othering and against togethering
inter-religious win/win intent
without anthropocentric environmental terrorist
loseAnthro/loseEarth Anthropocene outcomes?

And when do we most need and long for justice?
when we are well fed and among healthy social friendships?
or when we are incarcerated, without family and friends,
without good nutritional food,
shared meals feeding compassionate listening
and kind speaking?

If we seek economic and political investment wisdom,
if we can remember what it is to feel unsheltered,
to become hungry for food and love,
to be ostracized and humiliated for poverty of resources,
all of us remembering our moments with and among and as
economic and political non-elites
struggling together,
like twins for evil and good,
then we can co-empathically trust
that our best optimal criminal and victim restorative justice
is discerned through organically sacred co-empathic relationships,
democratically re-balancing power,
cooperative win/win control,
peace-filling mutually mentored polypaths
toward grace-full co-arising mercy.

Restoring care-giving peace
between self and othered
always begins with fore-giving bilateral
Mercy!
Bless our irreligious
desecrating hearts…

I know we’re all doing the best we can
but this is not yet cooperatively co-invested enough!
Not yet healthy or wealthy or wise enough!
to sustain resilient climates for democratically multiculturing elite healthcare
within all us autocratically monoculturing non-elite pathologists.

Norms and rules and laws and values and climates and landscapes for healthier nutrition
for trauma victims of our collective pathological anthro-privilege
defying ego/eco-logical climate health risks
and denying our organically sacred wealth opportunities,
co-arisingly dipolar,
monoculturally disempowering eco-criminals
and disinvested ego-victims alike.

While it remains difficult to define EarthTribe paradise
we organically know EarthMother’s peace
when we sacredly sense FatherSun’s justice
for enlightening all
criminals and victims.

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