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Psalms 23: PermaCulture ReMix

As regenerate love is our EcoMentoring Shepherd Guide,
we shall not want
or fear any shortage of timelessness,
we are HereNow,
lacking nothing and no past or future time,
in organic self-perpetuating regenerative meadows
of deep green nutritionally healthy grass.

Earth Hosts our parasitic co-occupier evolution
along double-binding temporal flowing still waters
of revolving dialectical time,
Original Intent emerging toward polycultural outcomes.

EcoLogic guides us through therapeutic healthy life
v. pathological fear and angry self-hatred,
for the sake of regeneratively optimizing development
of MidWay balanced nutritional design
opportunities for health
invested in low risks
for further loss and waste.

Though we pass through this gloomy Great Transition,
we fear no harm
to our cooperatively synergetic nondual co-arising dipolar TransParent
DiaPraxis intended selves.

Within me
Right MindBody rods of bilaterally cogravitational time
as Left MindBody staff of bicamerally balancing normative guidance
are here now to co-guide each other
toward polycultural regenerative optimization goals,
to hearten us,
elate us,
CoPresence in Present us,
to notice eco-karmically graced us.

You prepare a PolyCultural Exterior Landscape
of Beloved Community design before me,
under the competing radar screens
of BusinessAsUsual Left-brain deductive dominance.

Earth anoints our mindbodies and cultures
with flowing positive nutrients
and pathological negative dysfunction,
our cup brims over
with polyculturing cooperative wealthy health.

Just show up, HereNow regeneratively ready,
how goodness and kindness co-hunt
our cooperative EcoSelf
through every angry-fearful past and future fissure,
every day and sleep-full-invested night
of our regenerative life;
our home,
the house of Earth’s ReGenerating Tribal DNA/RNA-Passionate EcoTime,
YHWH as (-)0-squared is to +1 binary
WinWin fractal-crystal eco-echo octaves,
singing External YangForm Convex
dancing Internal YinYin DoubleNegative ConCaving echo-mutual love
as ecoconsciousness CoPresent timeless bliss.

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Tough Love

My evolving definition of Tough Love:

Messages sent by someone with political-economic power over you,
sent by an authoritative administrator of future positive
and/or negative
resources,
intending some version of
“my way or the highway,
Win-Lose strategic communication.

MyWay v. LoserWay proposals
imply their victim’s response
will either result in Win-Win
or Lose-Lose health and nutrition outcomes
for both predator and prey
within this rhetorical choice event
of AngerFear motivators for LovePeace
mutually co-mentoring WinWin outcome design.

Predator is typically internally conflicted
by the ambivalence of noble willpower
while negatively co-mentoring mutually-competitive
double-negative-negative intent.

Decision of parasite,
vis-a-vis Host’s Tough Love Position
heavily influenced by degree of currently known environmental support
for WinWin option
as compared to LoseLose game rules established by Host-Predator.

Significant environmental considerations
may be cooperatively positive
and/or competitively negative
with both the WinWin frame
and the LoseLose oppositional-defiant frame,
inclusive of,
but seldom limited to,
the parasite’s relationship to the ToughLove Message Originator
and Host.

CoMentoring Parasites
wishing to transition ToughLove messages from Ego-Self-Empowered Hosts,
might suggest looking together
at how the Parasite position Wins
short-term and long-term
and how the Host position Wins
short-term and long-term regenerational health and safety-trends;

Then compare those Wins
to what the Parasite position Loses
short-term and long-term
and how the Host position Loses
short-term and long-term
what might be missed opportunities
for optimizing regenerational health and contentment,
love and peace
by continuing the Parasite-Victim’s
current LovePeace status quo,
v. AngerFear control and trajectory
toward further disease and cognitive-affective dissonance.

At this point,
it might be possible for both the Hosting ToughLove Predator
and the CoParasitically Present Victim
to engage in some dialectical conversation
about how we might achieve healthy cooperative
peace with regenerative loving kindness,
together.

It might help,
in this regard,
to co-define perameters for
“short-term” and “long-term”,
somewhere between the range of
short as timeless-now PresentMoment emergence,
and long as time’s eternally regenerative self-consciousness,
folding and unfolding and refolding and prefolding syntax within
co-arising bicameral mindbodies.

It could also be more positively regenerative,
to agree on a scale of potential win and lose outcomes,
with optimal win polarity described as
PolyCultural Global Bliss and Peace
and Love with Justice for all Earth Tribes,
and lose outcomes trending more toward PolyPathological
Eco-Dysfunctional Over-MonoCulturally-DisPopulating Screaming Chaotic Voices
of Deadly Irrational
and Eternally Damned Dismay,
Fear of Internally/Externally Empty-Landscaped Fear
becoming Our EgoCompeting Selves.

EcoPresent Presence
speaks and acts,
nouns and verbs,
causes and double-bind effects,
our ToughLove tipping points,
teaching ourselves how we might win less anger and fear
to win more mutually loving peace
Internally cooperative intent
and positive-willed mindbodies,
as Externally regenerative time-articulating
nondual co-arising gravitas,
grace,
timeless elating gratitude,
bicamerally balancing ecoconsciousness.

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Breathing Through Design

“…making this shift [from ego to Authentic ecoSelf] usually requires inspired [inductive Right to Left +health-reiterative messages] intention and consistent, diligent effort [and a supportive vocational and residential and eco-logically balanced environment.]”

“And the way this is achieved is through using the greatest gift that evolution has given us: the power of [polyculturally healthy or monoculturally pathological] choice [for ourselves as for our potential future regenerators].” Andrew Cohen, “Evolutionary Enlightenment”, 2011.

PermaCultural HumanNaturalOnly Choice:
ReGenerative Health/EcoTherapy for all
or degeneration of Earth’s bio- and eco-systems,
including political and eco-not-so-normic deductive-competitive,
bicamerally-unbalanced,
enculturation system dominance.

Free Choice to intend and will Exterior Landscape behavior
confluent or dissonant with
Interior Landscape
metaphysical language enculturing ecosystemic iconically
analogical information,
exegetical rich-resonant normative strings
of historic WinWin “Yes” polycultural choices of genetics,
PositivePresent-OVER-
DoubleNegative FoldFunction and FlowTrend memory,
regenerative (RNA/DNA) iconic syntax,
in either PresentAptic Polycultural tense and ionic-elational distension (concaving),
or PastAnger SynAptic Predicates FutureFear avoidance,
cognitive-affective personal and cultural dissonance.

FutureFear Choice Corollary:
Monocultural Lose-Lose decay
and decompositional preparation
for composting future natural health/ecotherapy
co-arising regenerativity of time’s incarnation into space;
reverse-temporal-neural double-dimensioned (bilateral-linear)
therapy WinWin clockwise self-perpetuating polynomial health-rationality
OVER
egoLeftYin/ecoRightYin chronic cognitive-affective stress
of trying to find regenerative health
swimming through a sea of mediated and immediate
dissonance-pathology hell.

Present CoPresence as DiPolar Bicameral Basic Attendance Corollary:
Positive DiPolar Meets and Greets and WinWin intends
Mutual-Positive-Namaste
as AngerPast Teaches FutureFear
how and why and when to co-arise
(-,-) Double-Negative LoseLose
equals Double-Positive PolyNomial-PolyReGeneration
WinWin as YinYin Balancing DoubleNegative
PositiveYang Politically EcoNormic.InFormating
SelfOptimizing CoGravitational SpaceAsTime 4D Systems.

The logical conclusion of overpopulating
overly-competitive and aggressive human natural dominant trends,
of suicide and other irrationalities
and errors in self-enculturation
through evolutionary cooperative sciences and arts and history
and myth and logos-icons of symmetric rhythmic exegetical (0)
ecobalance
CoPresent Soul of ReGenerative
Balanced CoGravitational Time,
deciding to head toward hell of anger and fear anyway,
not taking time to recall these are Angry Prophets of Past Sins,
predicting lack of even hellfire’s last flame of Fear’s SelfHatred,
awash in self-perpetuating not-not reiterations
of disbicamerolling negentropic chaos.

Then stop
notice,
you still empathically elate positive nutrients,
all heading in a more cooperatively polycultural direction
appositional nondual dipolar bilateral-linear
reversed wu wei Tipping Point
of an endosymbiotically positive-positive CoPresence
ReVolutionary inhale with exhale economics.

If you are still breathing
you have already begun this practice
of absorbing both positive nutrition and toxins,
co-arising collateral negatives, fear and anger,
teaching your oppositional anti-death MidWay WinWin,
while those FearAnger Twins inevitably follow
planned or unplanned
eitherway increasing consistently aggressive Yang ballistic Way,
toward Ego’s ever-faster inevitable demise.

Ego without EcoRight CoPresence
always loses in Ego’s own Win-Lose dominating way.
Incarnations die to fuel further regeneratively healthy incarnations.

This ecology of diastatically rational life
predicts continuing BusinessAsUsual,
breathing positive self-dominance
while intentionally absorbing more anger-fear fighting nutrients
than love-peace synchronously-flying menu choices,
and to thereby emerge
ecopathologically even further anthro-centric,
monoculturally fixated,
hypnotized by our own fear of fear of ego’s death,
absorbing further toxins and collateral corporate insult,
injury,
self-abuse and other-neglect,
violence and cognitive-affective dissonance,
addiction to possession and dispossession
of ego’s increasingly constipated
anger-fear ruminations,
with negative loser messages.

WinWin cooperative co-regeneration optimization
would be just the opposite of competitive monocultural,
dissonant-trending
ecosystemic political and economic
private and familial
BusinessAsUsual double-binding negativity.

Our ecological and economic cooperative project
of natural regenerativity
as also spiritual ecoconsciousness
basking in love of health and timeless co-relational security,
empathically and deeply attends,
sitting within LoseLose competitive decomposition,
embracing our shared BusinessAsUsual predative/co-messianic
culture,
dis-assembling each dominating seasonal stage
of LeftEgo’s struggle with RightEco’s Present CoPresence
Love of Harmonic Balance,
Symmetry
Septum DiPolar Yang/Yin Dynamics of Time as Breath.

Ego, alone and bereft of an exegetically co-arising
sea of ecoconsciousness environment
and nutritional culture
and cooperative political and economic networking capacity,
plays “lose” intentions with Other,
and Earth,
substituting short-term survival
suboptimizing anthro-centric designs
for Eco’s Right brain inductive
regeneratively deep eco-normic meaning,
healthy choice of life as love,
Golden Rule positive assumption with and for each Other,
written into bilateral Yang/Yin time
within this EarthBound
Balancing
neural networked
Ego(+/-)/Eco(-/+) Bicameral-Fractal WinWin
Co-ReIteratively
EcologicalExterior/AnalogicalInterior
CoPresent
Neural-Temporal Bionic Network Systemic
TransParent
Universal/Integrating EcoBiNomial Fold-System
Positive Psychological Identity
Resilience
Resonance
ReSolution
ReGenerating PolyNomial-PolyPathic Time.

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January’s Dark Light

Dear Sacred Son,

I realize this feels like a Win-Lose
New Game Year,
with you as “Loser”
and so it is,
a self-fulfilling prophecy
equally as powerful
as if you could find a way to choose
this as a Win-Win Game
opportunity, with only shorter term risks likely,
with you as CoWinner
and so it would be,
your new year self-fulfilling prophetic resolution.

January strikes each new year with tough love
messages everywhere you see time’s cold harsh claw
fang of Lose-Lose angry threat of fears,
self and other hatred
of political and economic
and personal and familial hypocrisies,
thinking we might ever Win through trying
Love’s narrow path
between Angry memories
and their foreshadowing winterish dark Fear
of freezing death.

Especially true, perhaps,
without Advent advantage of more positively waiting
in elational CoMessianic Expectation
during December,
hosting Winter’s Solstice
Transition from Win-Win new year expectation
into Lose-Lose ego pay-it-forward investment
in eco-health and therapy
by divesting of Ego v. Eco SuperCompetitive Pathology.

Even, if not especially,
in cold freezing heart of January,
it feels good and warm to remember Present EcoPresence,
Interior Landscape as cold, cold Exterior Winter Landscape
of dipolar revolution
toward Summer’s Win-Win regenerative wealth maturation,
whether incarnate or no longer,
either way,
this year is likely to get much better
within six months,
before things start to shake down
for the next round.

Perhaps it helps to imagine your Interior Landscape
as already experiencing July’s warm climaxing Beloved Community,
worshiping together in verdant gardens and fields,
or just sitting in front of any RealTime old-rooted tree
or sublimely octaved unfolded flower,
or imagining the beauty of human bicamerally unfolding
eco-centric balancing temporal-neural nature
and culture
and iconic language patterns and rhythms,
and information and bicameral communication systems,
and history of science and psychology and ecology and evolution,
and then a nap

As warm radiant light
baptizes me in cosmic atmospheric bright
drifting toward another January sunny afternoon,
Interior Landscaping for Win-Win EcoPlay.

Your Always Loving, but also Retiring,

Dad

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Love’s Waiting Warmth

“The nature of the Authentic [Love] Self is always already spiritually [naturally] motivated, turned on, tuned in, ready to respond to the radical [co-arising] immediacy of now [as LovePresent]. It [love] experiences no fear, no doubt, no hesitation, no procrastination. Your Authentic [EcoLove] Self is always already [elational] inspired and [inductively] spiritually on [full-flow potential empowered integration–diastatic] fire. This is a new manifestation and expression of enlightened awareness.” Andrew Cohen, “Evolutionary Enlightenment” (2011)

Awareness of Internal Landscape
as polypathic integrity,
eternally regenerating flame
of love as light,

AND

Awareness of External Landscape
as polycultural PresentYang
OVER
CoPresence YinYin,
Earth Goddess of Time
as Tao–EcoSacredSelf
born and yet-borne
within BiLateral-CoGravitational-Other.

When I cannot recognize kindness as love
within nature,
human or otherwise,
then I cannot experience Love’s ReGenerative Time
for human and OtherWise
nondually birthing Earth’s CoPresent Time.

I cannot recognize kindness in nature
until I remember this generosity of Ego’s incarnate birth,
adventuring through this lifetime,
learning love’s flame
from which I came
and within which we each return
to smolder diastatically
atmospherically Earth-bound
together,
regenerative recycling ecosystemic process
of light’s fine-timed fire.

Love squeezes through anger-cracks and fear-fissures,
leaking kindness and generosity,
gratitude for residency
within this regenerative string
of time from past timelessness
and heading right back into that same positive elational eternity
at threshold of incarnation’s demise,
to re-member our already Present-CoPresence of Love
as ProGenitor Eros
as regenetically temporal
bilaterally diastatic
YangUniverse Positive ConVexForm-Event
dipolar implied within
YinIntegrative (-,-) ConCave CoGravitational Flow Function,
counter-timeflow revolutionary power-potential
decompositional polypathic integrity.

All else is anger and fear, combined into
Ego’s Negative BiPolar Teachers,
negative Yang BusinessAsUsual dominating
YinYin Cognitive-Affective-Temporal
autistic dissonance
between LeftDeductive External Landscape
eco-normative information
and RightInductive Internal Landscape
ecological co-gravitational systemic function
(-/-)
double-binding reverse temporal-neural
aptic/synaptic function and trend flow,
so chronically precessive–
expanding toward future’s monocultural overpopulation–
or recessive–
shrinking away from bilateral decay of (-) past anger
and (-) future fear.

We are each
Kindness Outlyers and UnKind Predators,
co-messiahs and EgoCentric Publicans,
but it tremendously helps
when our UnKind Predators
are named and well-governed
AngerPast twinning FutureFear,
listening,
rather than always ranting and dominating Present,
noticing Love Present with PeaceCoPresence,
both aptic and synaptic-elational neural, positive,
rather than continuing to dominate our personal,
internal,
and political, external conversations
and discernment,
our dialectical logos lives of potentially integrative love;
two bicameral voices of LovePeace reasons as positive seasons,
those decomposing moments and events and mindfulness
of listening/noticing and teaching/learning heads
working bicamerally together.

I am continuously reborn
of Earth’s atmospheric nutrients
of time,
perfectly formed to my mindbody,
filling my nose and our noses and lungs
while caressing our exposed skins and hair and feathers,
and eyes and ears,
our TransParent CoPresence,
within as without,
Yang and YinYin Universal atmospheric bicameral time,
folding,
refolding,
unfolding,
prefolding future regenerations
of memory
as EarthTime’s CoPresent Loving Kindness.

Earth’s Hearts
anticipate Left’s deductive-reductive Diamonds,
as ballistically violent Clubs
precessively predict
dipolar balance
with fractal-ballasted Spades
digging up ever more nondual co-arising fuel
feeding Hearts with full-fired Diamonds.

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River Source

We are each a spring of therapeutic kindness
and pathological unkindness
emerging from and toward a rising river of time,
flowing down deep through universal oceanic absorption,
ebbing back upriver’s EarthBound regeneration
back through time
leaping to confluently touch PresentPresence
if only for a timeless golden moment,
rapturous waterfall of time’s integrity
sweeping back and forth
across Earth’s ecoconscious eyes,
radiantly elational swirling smiling timeless joy
in love with timeless enjoying OtherTimes
CoPresent.

Kindness and unkindness transactions
among collegial parasitic ecotherapists
often unequal in power over potential futures,
produce both generosity and stinginess of empathy,
which responses ecoconsciousness invites
as appropriately proportional
are transactions between mutual water-flow mentors
of gratitude and lack thereof.

River’s Way
invests our human natured
Business as Fluidly Usual,
but Water’s EarthConscious Way
always prefers eco-gravitating
regenerational therapy,
rather than stagnant swamps
seeping monoculture’s stinky toxins,
ebbing lack of love
as healthy nature’s spring.

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Ego’s Somewhat More Positive Attitude

“If you are evolutionarily enlightened it means that your ego…all the ways in which you are consciously and unconsciously identified with [anger about the past] and attached to [fear of a negative-oppositional dying future] relative [to loving peace with justice for all Earth]dimensions of your [eco/eros love] self that inhibit your higher [and deeper and healthier] development–has now been overshadowed [and under-internalized-concaved] by the blazing light of the evolutionary [regenerative cellular co-elational systemic-cooperative] impulse [co-arising induction of synaptic/dual-aptic-binomial energy messages that Present Love + = (dipolar balances) double-negative (-,-) PastAngerMemory + FutureFearDespair].”

“And this kind of [multi-dialectic-tiered or nested] awakening really does change who we are, because it transforms our deepest [organically therapeutically cooperative] motivations.”   Andrew Cohen, “Evolutionary Enlightenment” (2011, SelectBooks) [Regenerative motivations toward optimally self-sustaining focus within co-arising regenerativity, where the Politics of EcoTherapy demonstrate global EarthPositive intent, as the Economics of Co-Mentoring CoOperation–Present-CoPresence-EcoPraxis– DiaPraxis of Time’s CoGravitational UnFolding.]

Dear EcoYin,
did Freud know you as SuperEgo,
while others have know you as Mythic Wisdom
Holy Spirit of Love,
defined as elationally TransParent
PresentPresence,
or sometimes just “ecobliss”
for short?

Dear EgoYang,
you are the reverse side with all the language skills,
does that not leave to you
only double focus Left’s deductive resolutions
contrasting angry past synaptic
with fear of future death
as (-,-) co-synaptic,
a LoseLose Game
for both your EgoLeftYang
and my EcoRightYin-FractalSquare 4D?

Well yes Dear YinSquared
together we regenerate confluency,
or cognitive-affective dissonance
through our co-arising bicameral mindbody functions.

We so love to grow our mutuality
this co-regenerativity
going back through uracil with cytosine
toward time as space’s emergence
from timeless diastatically elational dual-dense
eco-gravitating eternity
toward which each Loving PresentPresence
co-arisingly (0)-soul balances,
EgoYang with EcoYinRight MindBody,
love as each positive gap
emerging to cancel angry fears of ego’s
false deductive-only fearful,
negative-elational despairing, conclusions
as not-yet-fully comprehensive ecoconsciousness
of Present-CoPresence
as YangYin temporal spacetime balance
researching deductively-informing mindbody ecosystems
to regenerate our.inductive-exforming bodymind eco-binomial
universally interdependent PresentPresence CoMemory
of Time’s ReVolutionary Great UnFolding Moments.

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Facing LifeTime CoOperative Service

All creatures with a Yang-formed face
with Yin bilateral sensory receptor function,
are looking out together
while riding this front edge
of ReGenerator Time’s huge sacred
pay-it-forward investment
in creating each and all of these incarnating faces
with mindbodies.

Most of our value
to and with and for each Other
of Time’s InVestments
we meet along love’s potential way
co-emerges through this cooperatively self-optimizing memory
information system
stored in each of our cells
inherited from our parents
on back in time
all the way back
to diastatically climaxing Black Hole
of timeless dense-eternity,
containing everything save dissonance
and disharmonic decay.

We ride time’s co-gravitating surf,
Earth Tribe residents and co-arising investors,
worshiping our echoing internal voices,
gods of PolyNomial LightSpace
and Not(Not Polynomial) Double-Dark TransParent Time
for DeComposition
as reverse-face of ReGenerating Time.

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Why Just Get By?

What would you do
if I walked out on you?
Would you stand up
and sing out of key?

I’m really quite sure
if you did this to me
I would sit down
and dream how to be.

Do we need everybody?
We sure need sometime to be.

Could it be anybody?
As long as that someone’s not me.

What would I do
if you came home from school?
Would I ask what
you learned out of key?

You’re not really sure
what they thought they might teach.
You were being
what you might become.

Do you hear anybody?
I just need someplace to be.

Could it be anybody?
As long as they don’t act like me.

What would Yang do
to fill out his vast form?
Would YinYin win
to flow and fill in?

How light might we get
to know empathy?
Could time’s nature
refold us again?

Do we need to feel better?
We all need someEarthTime to love.

Could we be anybody?
No, We Occupy CoPresence Today,
we occupy EcoPresent ToNight
Earth’s ReGenerate Rooting Rite
to appreciate
even more ecotherapeutic
co-arising
political with economic
eco-logical consciousness.

EcoPolitical Science
merges co-evolutionarily
positive v. negative dialecticality
theories sharing ecologically
with analogically
primal roots in BiCamerality
ReGenerativity
Syntaxed Fractal-Time Form with Balancing Functionality.

PositiveYang
with NeutralYin as Holy Holonic (0)-soul Spirit
with DoubleNegative YinYin EcoPresent

Aptic co-arising “content-Present” reiterative default (-,-)
TransParent
CoPresence of Time’s
Folding
Unfolding
Refolding
PreFolder Prime Relational (0)-Soul EcoSpiritNature.

I think it is true
but I’ll leave it to you,
we could gain a better therapeutic high
sustained through future regenerations
with a little more help
from our more ecotherapeutically self-governing
friends
and cooperative health optimization policy writers,
and investors
of both time and
that stuff we use to get high off ego-competition
consumer games,
when we could richly
warmly invest in eco-cooperation
Win-Win Games.

 

Note: With apologies to John Lennon, and mutually intended thanks for rich resonance. we’re still getting by, etc., “With a Little Help from My Friends.”

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