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Primal Voices and Choices

Paranoia feeds on dark roots.
In full bloom, everything and everyone that happens against me
happens for a sinister conspiratorial reason.
This is my felt conjecture,
to which I respond
by struggling against trust
in Other’s monopolistic monocultural Wins,
so I might survive to tolerate
yet another scrappy day of paranoia.

Pronoia feeds on everything and everyone
not out to get me
but more in to let me
happen for a blessed season
with which I am invested to resonate,
including my fair share of struggling with,
but not against,
my WinLose enculturation
so we might thrive to mutually WinWin
yet another multiculturing
polypathic
Beloved Community Way.

This is our primal ecopolitical choice,
Both-And over Either-Or,
made each moment in time’s evolving articulation
deep learning incarnation
of days and nights
within this not-paranoia and not-pronoia
in-between identity,
risk with opportunity
conjectural life.

Conservative LeftBrain Either-Or
sees a bipolar world
of either I am saved
or demonic,
either I am part of the solution
or part of the problem,
either I am True
or I am False,
only pretending to be True
to get you to become False.

Liberating Elder RightBrain Both-And
fluid feelings
multi-sensually engage in a dipolar EarthTribe
in which I experience pronoia on healthy days
and paranoia on more challenging days,
I am an integral and authentic organic part
of EarthTribe’s living win/win resolution
and part of an irreligious ecocidal global problem,

I sometimes feel unconditional warm regard
with peak win/win opportunities to Trust
and usually also feel win/lose risks of MisTrust
and occasionally paranoid panic
with deep dissociative valleys
of shadows
of death,
lose/lose despairing DisTrust.

But, even should this become bipartisan political science,
bicameral neuropsychology,
bilaterally conjectured co-intelligence,
let us not delude ourselves into a hypnotic state of academic neutrality,
ambivalently pretending either choice is equally healthy,
when ecocidal outcomes are so clearly etched in patriarchal bones
of troubling dissociative history.

Love’s mutual promise clearly points toward evolutions
embracing elegant polyculturally resonant
healthy democratic systems furthering win/win wealth,
while paranoid fundamentalist God v Man terror
degenerates toward further traumatic pathology,
afraid of our own anthro-suprema-cast
dark blaming mind v shameful body

Conjecturing fundamentally irreligious
punishing
paranoid shadows.

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RightWing Answers Without LeftWing Questions

“There ain’t no answer. There ain’t going to be any answer. There never has been an answer. That’s the answer.” Gertrude Stein

Because there ain’t no question.
There ain’t going to be any question.
There never has been a question.
That’s the question,
why isn’t that obvious?

Because there ain’t no answer.
There ain’t gonna be no answer.
Never was an answer.
That’s my answer.
Because I’m always right!

Empathy challenges grow active curiosity for asking Why.
Trust responds with mind’s open multisensory search
for understanding
Because?…

Antipathy grows WhyNot win/lose answers,
prejudiced against investing in open questions.

Deeply learned distrust responds with lose/lose anxiety,
anger,
anticipating heated discommunication–
exclusively receiving pathological answers
to questions not ecologically asked

Because positive co-relationship is not for me,
of me,
by me,
with me,
like me,
in me,
near me–
nearly universal negative assumption strings of mutual disregard,
escalating,
too often going ballistic,
immunity to open bilateral communication.

CoEmpathic love evolves body chemistry inviting Why and WhyNot.
Trust empowers receptive questions
actively hoping for resonant win/win resolving answers

Typically leading to further resilient reiterations,
refining trusted answers
to more open communing questions.

Pathological discommunication
ruminates actively distrustful feelings
provoking viciously closed
darkly unanswerable loss of desire
for sacred EarthTribe communion

Because there ain’t no question.
There ain’t going to be any question.
There never has been a question
that I am democratically left
to assume your republican right
to give self-righteous non-answers
to my actively distrusting non-questions

Just like any other dysfunctional
disintegrating couple.

And yet,
and yet
I can re-member
a preverbal indigenous wisdom
spacious time

When “In God We Trust”
respected a deeply primal
panentheistic integrity

A non-dueling sacred communion
between monotheistic SunGod’s trusted pleasure
enlightening quests
and polytheistic EarthGaian deeply co-empathic
fertile
grace-empowering
respectively responsive
inter-religious answers

In compassionately benign contrast
to a more LeftBrain/RightWing verbally dominant discommunication
like
“There ain’t no answer.
There ain’t going to be any answer.
There never has been an answer.
That’s the answer.”

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ReWeaving EarthTribal Peace

Radicals of PostMillennial Zeroism,
like Fundamental PreMillennial Taoism:

YangMind,
severed from YinBody,
falsely promises
unmitigated monopolistic political omniscience
and monotheistic economic omnipotence.

YinBody becomes spiritualized-denatured
empty womanized
invisibly purged
recessed
depressed
repressed
suppressed
voiceless
powerless,
eco-normatively absent
lacking positive nutritional flow trends,
panentheistically dormant.

Just as Holonic Spirit/Nature abhors vacuums of appositionality,
insides divorced from outsides,
there is no such physical dipolar divide
as either of these bipolar metaphysical extremes
might imagine

just as there is no such thing as Yang MindSpace
without YinBody’s bilaterally evolving sensations
of not ANGRYpast and not FEARFULfuture
panentheistically omnipresent -(-0)
co-passionateMind/pleasureBody
peace-full NowTime +/- 1
midway in-between
polymathic polynomial equity.

And, their divinely humane ecopolitical stage
balances MidWay Wu Wei
issuing advent of M.L. King’s (et. al.)
non-violent powers of love

Beloved Climaxing CoPassionate Community/Communication,
Health/Wealthy Indigenous Wisdom Family,
organic/sacred EarthTribal Peace,
and any other polypathic/polyvagal
eco/neuro-logical
bilateral YANGformation YINflowing system
we might care to nondualistic bicameral wealthyMIND
and polyculturally healthyBODY
co-arise together

Like a primal positive
peaceful co-relationship
between monotheistic FatherSun’s enlightenment
and panentheistic EarthMother’s empowerment

Renewing
reconnecting
reweaving
re-ligioning

wealthy plutocratic YangMind’s
sacred omniscience
healthy democratic YinBody’s
organic omnipotence

Regenerating
bicamerally nondualistic omnipresence

RePresenting a choice
deeply felt within each Sage/Muse soul
between win/lose 0-sum Business As Usual,
continuing irreligious anthropocentric retributive wars,
or re-ligious EarthTribe
restoring win/win
+1 = -(-0) polynomial peace:

For both Radicals of PostMillennial Zeroism
and Fundamentalists of PreMillennial Taoism

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Dawnland Testimony

Honorable Members of the Mainiac Judiciary Committee

I hold gratitude for you, and for the Wabanaki Tribe of indigenous wisdom, on whose land we deeply listen for this opportunity to address this Committee with a healthy democracy agenda.

My name is Mother Eartha, a wildly undomesticated Peace Warrior, and I am here on behalf of Maine’s Unitarian-Universalist LGBTQ identities, young and old, schooled and unschooled, and all of our inter-religious and indigenous Allies.

I also speak as one leaf on a sacred MotherTree providing overwhelming religiously interwoven opposition to the neurosystemic trauma-perpetuating bills before this committee today.

I stand with LGBTQ powers of polytheistic love, not lust for monotheistic suppressive powers, darkly homophobic, xenophobic, and misogynistic, betraying fear of a polyculturally healthy future binding us together in EarthMother’s neuro-inclusive sacred communion.

Too often victims of RightWing systemic trauma; physically abused and emotionally neglected, disenfranchised, marginalized, imprisoned, raped, face-slapped, sexually molested, vilified, spit at, reviled, burned, sold, murdered, starved, abandoned.

We have received the IrReligious Wrong’s message that a wounded, lonely, and jealous Great Straight White Patriarch has given lip-service to a vengeful god of fear- and anger-mongering, actively campaigning for sacrilegious mal-governance and dissociative discommunication, standing aggressively apart from EarthMother’s Holy NatureSpirit.

The politicized will to disempower neurosystemic diversity lies irreligiously outside sufficiently reweaving natural curiosity to find value in recreating healthy and environmentally safe indoor and outdoor classrooms, organically sacred parks and compassionate bodies of bicameral congress in which we can all empower love for enlightened indigenous learning.

Together, without demonizing polarization, we can deeply revive, reweave, re-ligion how to govern our synergetic minds and sacred bodies to make compassionate peace paths, and not irreligious warpaths.

What will be different for us, if these unhealthy, unwise, and economically unwealthy proposals, without biological or ecological or theological merit, were to pass unchallenged by spiritually enlightened minds and naturally empowered bodies:

Maybe, just maybe, we would not have to see and feel another wave of suicide, matricide, self-harm, risky and socially expensive self-medication among our burgeoning generation of young people with a diverse panoply of neurosystemic and ecocidal risks, as we re-ligiously revive indigenously sacred opportunities to thrive in green meadows of compassion and blue oceans of synergetic pleasure.

Thank you, FatherSun and MotherEarth, for this opportunity to share UniversalHealth and UnitarianWealth perspectives with this Committee.

I urge all bicamerally intelligent bipartisans to deeply listen as thousands of neurodiverse potential voters sing and dance our Peace Warrior invocation to your Great White SunFather: We “Ought not to need to Pass” this sacrilege to our next Seven Generations

because all multiculturally sacred EarthTribe indigenously, naturally, spiritually, religiously remembers: We are better bipartisan re-binding together than merely wanting Them to fall into hellfires of anxiously lonely, desecrated, demonized apartheid despair.

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Cooperative Bicameral Congress

If Yang is tea,
Yin is water.

If Yang is a vulnerable yolk,
Yin is a polyculturing transparent embryo.

If Yang is a sage ego,
Yin is a musecological body.

If Yang is fire,
Yin is air.

If Yang says Goodbye or Hello,
Yin feels Aloha.

If Yang is a convex mountain,
Yin is a concave river valley.

If Yang is a community,
Yin is communication.

If Yang is a sacred community,
Yin is re-ligious communication.

If Yang is Earth,
Yin is our Solar System.

If Yang is our enlightening FatherSun,
Yin is our empowering EarthMother.

If Yang is monotheistically sacred,
Yin is panentheistically organic.

If Yang wakes polycultured
crown polypathic Me,
Yin urges multiculturally inter-religious
root systemic We.

If Yang is inter-religious metaphysics
Yin is polyculturing environmental physics.

If Yang is 1,
Yin is 0.

If Yang is penetrative male,
Yin is receptive wombanist.

If Yang explicates future win/lose fear,
Yin implicates angry lose/lose past

If Yang explicates win/lose patrimony,
Yin implicates win/win matrimony.

If Yang explicates
universal messianic salvation,
Yin implicates
unitarian bodhisattva co-redemption.

If Yang restores EarthJustice
Yin re-ligions GlobalPeace

If Yang is 1 HumanSpirit,
Yin is 0 DivineNature

If Yang is welcoming Mind,
Yin is well-being Body.

If Yang explains compassion,
Yin implies pleasure.

If Yang is wisdom-forming Tea,
Yin is musical flowing Water.

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Speaking Trumpian Truths

Trumpian authority
seems to believe
disassociative chirping
and well-oiled chatting
is his OneGod messianic duty
to speak hard apartheid truths
to unrepresented unpower,
those already poor
in unvoiced sacred spirit

Hard truth manscapes
of RightWing monopolistic impatience
enabling catastrophic climate trauma

Without first actively listening
for bilateral win/win
EarthTribe integrity’s potential

for hearing enlightened co-operating
wellness voiced
and health-choiced
inclusive multi-reconnecting intentions
empowering more resilient systems

wholey open
EarthMother trans-parent health
and safe-wealth
re-ligioning vulnerable climate integrity

Compassionately pleasing
polyculturing
animistic grace-full EarthTribe
indigenously rising wising peace
restoring ecojustice

uprising
naturally out
spirited inside contagious
indigenous conventions

Speaking up
for co-empowering
enlightened
panentheistic WholeMindSpirit

integrity re-connecting
re-ligioning
neurosystemic trust

trauma-informed
in Universal LeftMind’s
Unitarian RightBody

compassion’s wealthiest web
of sentient TruePeace passion lovers
mentoring safe win/win
robustly healthy pleasures

While curiously noticing
kleptocratic hypocrisy
seems to believe
chatting up OneGod messianic duty
speaks enlightened hard truths
to unrepresented unpower

Disempowering
those already poor
in unvoiced sacred spirit

Manifestly
woman festively destined
to inherit gospel singing Heaven
and compassion dancing Earth.

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UnHoly RumiNations

The opposite of life
is death

The polar opposite of eternal health
is terminal disease,
with unease perhaps lying/truthing
in-between timelessness
and untimely demise

So too,
my opposite of steady compassion
may be your unsettling dispassion

Elation v deflation
of all these oppositional answers above
as clear
as unclear appositional questings
below.

What is my opposite of suicide?
Self promotion?
Ego inflation?
Having all my consuming needs
fully answered?

Or
maybe some uneasy questing
timeless mind
and spacious body
in-between healthy Now

And death-defying
death-denying
death-defining
death-despairing
death-despoiling
AnthroLove Here

Remains part of EarthLife There
whenever tomorrow comes
Now?

As Me curiously questioning
feels like our lonelier half
of We not yet
finally answering?

What could appositionally rebalance
death’s final answering Earth-climate
and life’s open questioning Anthro-culture?

What is the opposite of lively ruminations
and deadly ideations?

What lies contentious truths contenting,
In-between EarthBody’s discommunication
desecrating death
and AnthroMind’s sacred communion life?

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HIStory Lessons

Testosterone performance history
shows great narcissistic
straight male supremacist
empire-building

Empirically right-justified
just sacred war apartheid
RightHand verbal
male scribe dominant
religious HIStory writers

HerStory defensive
offensive bipolar
oppositionally defiant risk

MonoTheistic colonizing missions
disassociating AnthroSupremacism
from Holy Nature/Spirit
AngryRight/FearfulLeft
dipolar appositional

Testosterone AnthroMind v Estrogen EarthBodies
dispassionately misogynistic

Cognitive brights v Intuitive nights,
verbal logos Historian v nonverbal mythos HerStory
of systemic trauma dominant/recessive
depressive dissonance

Failure to strong synergy survive
as if Earth’s nondualistic
nonverbal energy
for short-term
discontinuously enlightened sperm strength
could resiliently thrive
without long-term
continuously empowering egg integrity

As if
nonviolent indigenous wisdom
could have resonantly imagined
divine SunFather light unborn
without wounding pregnant
sacred EarthMother
empowering energetic light
and synergetic power,
bicamerally co-intelligent
religiously co-binding
Yang/YintegrityStories

As if testosterone alone
could give birth to generous estrogen
as Mothers reincarnate both Yang-formed Sons
and Yin-flow Daughters

Both Osiris historic light
producing energetic poles
and Re her-story night
engaging synergetic holes

MonoTheistic enlightened YHWH
western dusk born
of PolyTheistic empowering
eastern dawn HolonicSpirit

FatherSun enlightened unilateral mind
cherishing MotherEarth empowering bilateral bodies
made of panentheistic sacred/organic communion
of TestosteronePassion/EstrogenPleasure

Wo/man wu-wei depolarizing
epic cisgender political narratives
of love lives
won humane testosterone sung
and divinely dancing estrogen lost
religiously reweaving
bi-partisan reconnecting
polyamorous gain.

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Perpetual EMotions

All Earth’s sacred tribes

From seeds
to nuts
and eggs
and embryos
and guts

Organically start sacred life
as faithful panentheists

Receiving nutritional manna
from MotherSky’s
Gaian healthcare
wealth of heaven.

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Brilliant Resilience

Singing with outside voice
while dancing inside healing choice

Represents ancient sacred reconnections
provoking verbal thoughts
invoking nonverbal feelings

Amusing muse professions
re-presenting nonviolent communications
contentiously contenting.

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