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Mad About Schooling

Why do I feel like school visits
are usually a waste of time,
and mental health visits,
too,
or is it visiting in general
that bothers me?

What I will see
and smell
and hear
and touch
is only what you feel safe to show me.

Your best professional face
when you are in charge of your environment
of yourself,
and all is as it would best be
in your safe and healthy presence.

Yet what I need to see
is how this place,
these people,
this teacher or therapist or mentor,
or would-be lover,
responds
to my child’s anger and fear,
to my own anger about how they have
and have not
been treated in our past,
to your own angers about your past,
fears about life’s future
for yourself
for your kids,
for these other caregivers.

How will you respond
the 99th time my daughter shits on herself
then laughs while you wipe her nasty stinky ass,
berated by her own memories
of past such humiliations?
Hope you too might find humor
in your dialectic co-arising therapeutic intent,
your Positive Psychology presence
in this moment of bicameral empathy.

Just how good might it feel
to give a smack on the ass
of all angry-fearfilled,
chronically stressed
and sleep deprived,
too-often critical-event PTSD
co-victims of human life’s unkind
and in-humane culture and history?

How do you think that choice
would not hurt both of you,
all of us,
where you could choose to live fully
in this bicamerally loving moment
of empathic Right-brained eco-consciousness,
synergetic multisystemic practice
with full-loving intent
when and where most needed
and neglected
and abused.

Abuse of professional love,
reminds of angers about life’s inhumane injustice,
depressing fears of death’s too soon
peaceful resonance.

Visiting schools for therapeutic Present life
has little to reveal about where we PastAnger-FutureFear live
24/7.

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Zero-Soul Advent

EarthMother Speaking:
Each still-wombed life extends Mother Advents incarnating time
so each Maternal risk and endosymbiotic opportunity,
each ectosymbiotic free will and intent act of Host, ProGenitor,
rich fertile nutritionally balanced informing action,
fades competitive egocentrism,
as narrow-minded anthro-centrist elitism,
to incarnate more fractally bicameral
and dipolar consciousness,
wisdom’s good faith compost for Earth’s co-operating future.

Advent Speaking:
Hello! I’m still waiting!
Each of these eternal moments incarnates timeless eternity
without unfolding rebirthing memory,
a polypathic potpourri of culturally autistic risk and polycultural opportunity
to avoid your ego-deductive domination’s self-suffering
to more mutually embrace eco-poly-paradigmatic synergy of ecosystemic (0)-soul birth.

EarthMother:
Each day an extension of my time
so each morning a risk and opportunity
to avoid greedy egocentrism,
addiction to thrills
then attachment to their suffering consequences,
as if I could have learned them alone,
to step into harmonious eco-centered (0)-consciousness.

Advent, Still Waiting:
Each waiting half-filled ego extends Time’s holonic-neural enculturing memory
of risks and opportunities
to avoid evolution’s monochromatic dead ends
suffering,
waiting,
even more Adventing,
by embracing EarthRevolution’s poly-enculturing (0)-soul
political with economic conscience.

Andrew Cohen: “Evolutionary Enlightenment”, p. 98
“The practice of Evolutionary Enlightenment
has two fundamental components
[Left-Right mindbody (0) dipolarity]
that reflect
the two domains of [endosymbiotic] Being
and [ectosymbiotic] Becoming.
In the [Internal Landscape] domain of Being,
the practice is learning to master
the timeless art an [eco-con]science of meditative
stillness [and ecosystemic decomposition].
In the [Exterior Landscape] domain of evoutionary Becoming,
the practice is defined
by Five [0-balancing ego/eco as Left/Right] Fundamental Tenets–
[1. Bicameral Noticing for] Clarity of Intention,
[2. Positively Inhaling Spring] The Power of Volition
[3. Diastatic Full-Bicameral Eco/Ego (0)Identity Power to]
Face Everything and Avoid Nothing
[4. EcoSystematic DeComposition as] The Process Perspective, and
[5. Co-Regenerative Double-Fractal-Holonic Resonance] Cosmic Conscience.
For those who aspire to walk this path in earnest,
these [embryonic] tenets must be [co-arisingly] lived at all times,
in all places
under all [MotherEarth’s Advent-ure] circumstances.”

 

Note: Brackets within Andrew Cohen’s quote are my own voice, not intended to improve on his, but to enjoin our chorus. G D

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December Rain

It was the middle of an unusually warm Connecticut December
darkly drizzly deep afternoon.

Drizzly wait,
not long before her hungry needy kids returned from school,
she propped herself against their covered back porch wall,
knees up,
peering out
listening to wonder how her life was the same,
and different,
compared to this river flowing surely and widely
but silently south behind their backyard,
while the river of cars in front
shuttled up and down the state highway’s over-fueled Advent traffic,
punctuated with violent horn blasts,
or perhaps warmly intended “Hello”s, “I’m passing by….”

Passing.
Water toward the south Sound,
carbon-eaters to her back,
across the front yard Advent
of early evening’s commercial family business,
industry,
institutions for competing commodification
flowing stealthily and syncopatedly impatient toward,
and then by-passing away.

By-passing,
messiah’s mass faltering
to sing in her faithful
but worn thin heart and air,
hoping her river loved co-redemptive Sounding ocean
even more than busy motors
surging through more urgent toxic time
invested to completely commodify
this Birthing Wonder’s self-purgative sacred flow
into co-therapeutic nature.

Commodifying home and families
into consumer markets
flowing down her river of mid-December’s discontent
with waiting.

Discontent,
gloaming river fog
spread miraculously radiant by one uninvited yellow street light,
waiting for her family’s bus
to deliver this December night’s transforming birth.

 

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Allah’s Health Care Lament

I would add to all Evolutionary Cooperative Warriors
a nuance regarding my teleological
raison d’etre
defined as “freedom to choose”
as sufficient to define my purpose of evolution
v. purpose of devolution, decay, death.

Earth’s regenerative evolution
slow-grows freedom to choose health,
most certainly including cooperatively healthy ecotherapy,
but slow-fades competing freedoms to choose
pathological evolution,
as we more accurately call this devolution,
bedevilment,
anti-Allah,
confusion and chaos and struggling-against-Other violence
climatic and chronically dissonant stress, change
that can no longer sustain,
inviting our release of grasp
to co-prehend positive evolution
revolving ecotherapeutic global intent,
clearly well-incarnated karma through the full range
of North and South
East and West,
and both your Right and Left Bicamerally Balancing hemispheres,
more or less inductiveRight dancing with deductiveLeft’s geometrics of
mind-body functions and frequency and syntax, and then Language,
of co-arising
co-integrating
Earth Tribes
of diversely cooperative,
struggling with,
but never competing against,
ReSolutionary Warriors,
exchanging weapons of humor
for terrors of cultural ugliness.

Allah cries in fearful anger
only when S/He loses
a more neutral-naturally-balanced sensory humor,
beauty,
resonance,
good rich fertility for ecojustice.

If our political and/or economic agenda
is not confluent with “mutually-subsidiary co-arising cooperative”
cannot resonate with Allah’s regenerative Earth,
you might reframe your teleology
of who and what you are hating and killing
with partial-will but full-intent.

Why would you dare think Allah’s regenerative recreation
is so anemically weak
that your terror is any more or less
a concern of Universal Benign Intelligence
than is your NotBenign hate for,
as well as your reasonable concerns about,
NorthWestern greed,
and concomitant gathering of calcifying fat deposits,
amongst their ego-centric Publicans
and anthro-centric Sinners?

If you want to defend-against
overly secularized culture
you cannot gain this outcome
with overly secularized, and negatively-disenculturing tools
of competitive violence and terror.

Rather, Be Allah’s PolyCulturing Paradise!

CoMentor
in the errors and the blessings
of your mutually subsidiary
parasitic
Ways.
I’m sure you can do better than
blasting your soil and water and air
into a flat-line state of total collapse,
and if you can’t
there are many permacultural evolutionaries
amongst and beyond
our mosqued Tribe.

And then you might teach them
what you know about cooperative loans
and interest rates
and insurance
and tribal re-investment.

And then they might respond
by suggesting you apply your already existing cooperative economy
to the internet
to Earth,
as a resource for cooperative economics,
to In/ExFormation Polynomial Network’s own ecological synergetic/loving/co-fertile bicameral vision
of health v. pathology for co-arising dialectically dipolar ecosystems.

Sun Advents East
to settle West
to arise again, Easterly…
for all Earth’s Tribes

temporally-spaciated neural memory information:
syntax-as-seasonal/reasonal-sequential/temporally-developmental: RNA/DNA PolyNomial Language, P = N(NP), as U = (-,-)C
as +1QByte = [-(-P)],
because +=(-,-)
is both bicamerally-analogical and binary-digital applied
to both
Special Case External Landscape health/pathology trend analysis
as to our more MetaSystemic PolyCulturing Time-Balancing DNA-syntaxed, Interior Right-Left Brain Balancing DominantHealth/RecessivePathology Economic and Political Landscape,
PermaCulturally speaking, of course,
good for building healthy mosques and families
and future PolyCulturally Health-Beloved generations.

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Faith’s Rational Advent

I have no rational faith
that I can think of
or remember
much less full-will with full-intent comprehend,
of spiritual systems as progenitors
of natural systems

No faith in “God” as ProGenitor of DNA/RNA naturally fractal-syntaxed
systems.

No faith in exhaling purgative decomposition,
reductive pathological Evil and Death analysis of
mindbody experience
without prior appositional, dipolar
healthy wealth of information,
fractal strings of (0) soul dialectic
confluently optimized sensory reception
and responsive experience of healthy regenerative “God” is good
inhalation,
absorption,
eco-consciousness
diastatic Beloved Climaxing Win-Win CoOperative Communication,
mutual-solidarity-subsidiarity reiterative
positive/negative co-gravitational enculturation intent.

I have rational bicameral faith
that we can each and all fully comprehend
co-eco-consciousness
as Positive-Left EgoYang = NotNotNegative-Right EcoYinYin.

Here, in this polymorphic metasystemic mindbody balancing space,
we may discover treasured wealth without walls
of cytosine-biocentric QByte/8-bit reverse hierarchical
+/(-,-) 0-binary, double-bound temporal,
binomial functional
normial fractal
formative eco-political balance ball
octave frequencies
of Earth’s co-gravitational balanced harmonics.

DNA Wisdom leads toward our dual destiny, divinely human.

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Andrew Evolves Divine Human StrugglingPeace

Quotes are from pp. 198-9, Andrew Cohen’s excellent “Evolutiionary Enlightenment: A New Path to Spiritual Awakening” 2011, SelectBooks. I only wish he had left out “Spiritual”, because this is an evolutionary model pointing toward global human eco-consciousness, which may be spiritual to some, but is natural to all of us DNA/RNA rooted evolving ecosystems.

My commentary is in brackets, adding layers of analogical ecology onto the logic of seasonal language for therapeutic development.

“In the unmanifest [timeless (0)-soul] dimension, the ground of [eco-syntax] Being–that perfect, empty no-place [holder “Zero”] where there is onlly absolute stillness–you could say that God [Timeless Eternity] is peace.

Before the universe [spacetime] was born, resting in that state of [timeless] perfection and ease, it could not have been more [or less] peaceful, because nothing [potentiating everything spaciated] had yet occurred.

But when [timelessness co-arising into “Time”] God decided to become, to take form [in-form OVER ex-form co-gravitational function] this whole process of [universal through personal] creation and destruction, friction and emergence, was set in[carnationally] motion [ionic and ergodic and thermodynamic eco-balancing toward spaciating, then speciating, then individual egoing, then global ecoing struggling with our co-arising Win-Win co-creation].

That is what you are, that is what I am, and that is also the nature of [bicameral Polynomial Time Left dominant over recessive NotPolynomial timeless informing] God, in the manifest realm [Special Case, physical-ecosystemic Exterior Landscape as languaged by egosystemic languaged metaphysical mindbody Interior Landscape, co-arising as co-gravitating].

What does this new understanding of God have to do with love [synergy of life-systems]? This is an important question, because the common [Business As Usual Left-brain dominant] idea is that love [Left] is God [Right], and God [Left] is [pulsating diastatic-pos OVER diastolic-neg] love [Right].

…to many of us, spiritual [natural] love [synergy] means compassion, forgiveness, [co-redemption as co-gravitation] and unconditional [bicameral] acceptance.

That is one kind of love. But that kind of love is the expression of God [Yang, in balancing precessive stage, toward Win-Win diastasis] as Being–the reflection of the mystical revelation that everything is already [potentially and coincidentally, coexperientially] perfect.

What happens to love when God becomes the [r]evolutionary impulse,, or [“struggling with”] Eros?

That’s the emergence of a very different form of love [synergetic precessive dynamic]–the expression of God as [Yang optimized Continuous Quality Improvement, Positive Evolutionary Psychology] Becoming.

In an evolutionary worldview, God’s [therapeutic messianic] purpose is perpetual development [of health and beauty, goodness and truth], or vertical [ly therapeutic] ascent.

So in this context, the expression of the greatest love is an insistence on higher [eco] development.

It is not the kind of love that’s going to accept you as you [ego-centrically Left-brain too-dominantly] are.

It’s a kind of love that always wants more [co-investment value in health], and is therefore always challenging to the [overly competitive] status quo of the personal ego and the [eco]culturally [de]conditioned self.

No matter how far you have come, there will always be farther to go [into (0)-interest economic and politically regenerative system incarnation].

This love [synergetic integrity of ecosystemic memory] is infused with [r]evolutionary tension, and it generates [co]-creative [fractal] friction.

The idea of God as [co-diastatic experience and memory of octave truth as beauty] peace and Love [of beauty and health] as [synergetic] compassion is an ancient ideal, on that took root in the human [bicameral] heart and mind long before the [comprehensively polyparadigmatic] knowledge of [Taoist-TippingPoint-Balance as Revolution] evolution emerged.

While it remains as powerul and as relevant ever, [sic] this idea of [Time as spaciated, then speciated, universal positive ubiquitous energy] God is only half of the picture. Now we understand the nature of [Time] God to be both [yinyin (-,-] Being and [Yang+Polynomial] Becoming, [co-arising ZenZero] emptiness and [co-gravitational of mythic romantic resonance] Eros.

And discovering what God [Eco-Spaciated Time] as Eros actually looks like and feels like within [Interior eco-messianic Landscaped Bicameral] us and between [bicameral] us is new territory.

When you embrace this [r]evolutionary interpretation of who and what [and why] God is [stimulating dialectical bicameral eco-balance], then you realize that yes, God <em>is</em> love [synergetic integrity of ecosystemic Win-Win memory] but love is a dynamic and dramatic <em>will</em> toward higher [Earth-centric co-] emergence.

It is [EarthyHuman natural-organic dialectic-systemic] God trying to evolve, through you and through me, and most importantly, through <em>us</em>. ”

[“us” = all Earth’s RNA/DNA health v. pathology struggling toward positive optimization of regenerative eco-systems within cooperative universally synergetic TransParent timeless fractal-networking RealTime Win-Win Group (0)-Soul Geometrics of MindBodies as Time (-,-)1 = Space +/(-,-)0-Cubed, bicamerally reversed as +1/(-,-)0 Ego/Eco Deduct/Induct as Inhale/Exhale reverse of time’s seasonal unfolding, pregenitors predicting their progenitor dipolar appositionals.]

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Choosing Time to Die

If I can choose my time to die
winter is my first choice
although I can imagine
any season could be good
for releasing ego’s hold
on my yet-individuated eco-consciousness,
should there be such a long-named thing
when I choose my time to die.

I would walk out through my trees
to caress and bid farewell
and thank them for this air we breathe
for their patience with my cut-down ways,
I would breathe my richest breath
into their root systems
as I walk on through these Trees
of Life and Death,
breathing through rich swells
of elation rooted Time.

I would lie down on the snow
under snowflakes blanketing this final nest
gathering owl’s rich medicine
listening to her echoing
WhoAreYou
night-ride voice
twinkling back into this miracle
of snow-flaking stars
twinkling blowing we us kisses through this path
lying down as cold and ego-bold as snow.

Co-falling
co-arising
timeless
Earth-membered
conscious choice of times we live
to give as freely as Earth’s snow.

Why does not not old and cold
equal timeless flowing eco-function diadancing,
snowing inviting invisible stars
of Advent’s rebirth light?

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Silent One

Silent One
build life as love with me.

Empty One
grow full with Us.

Contentious One
find content struggling back to flow as Two.

Static One
comprehend climatic diastasis as We.

Hated One
know fear of fear as twining tree.

Chaotic One
comprehend con-scienced bicamerality.

Silent One
slow-grow regenerate harmony through me.

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Esoteric EcoTerra

Nomial is to Relational
as
Subject is to Object
as
progenitorNoun is to actionVerb
as
Stimulus is to Response
as
Before is to After
as
Monocultural is to Polycultural
as
+Yin is to +Yang/(-,-)Yin balancing
as
+/- Bicameral Owl Medicine is to full-bodied Moose Medicine’s
PolyCultural Timeless Party

Uracil articulates Love/Synergy
as Moose dominant positive.

Cytosine articulates Co-Integrative Peace
as Owl precessive/camouflage (shy) positive

Guanine articulates FearMongering
as Moose recessive-negative over-powering

Adenine articulates Anxiety/Anger/Depression
as Owl recessive-oppressed negative.

NounYin evokes VerbYang,
gender and culture equivalency of value

SelfValue emerges through MooseMed progenitive stimulation
with
OwlMeds bicamerally responsive to Other as Worthy,
together
EcoLogical In-Formation bilateral cooperation
network.

This bilaterality of seasoned polynomial language
emerges
assimiliterative enthymematic resonance
with
assimilaterative geometric assonance
regenerating
ecological wisdom compost for optimizing healthy wealth.

To respect
to look back, to regard from our past,
nature’s language is to empathize
with where we have chosen to come from.
To reconnect/repassion nature’s language,
inclusive of human,
but not so much dominated thereby,
is to empathize with Other’s basic right of freedom
toward positive dynamic functionality
for regenerative cooperation,
synergetic health,
love.

Owl’s YinYin Medicine for balancing eco-normics
is progenitive/precessive
toward
Yang Moose Medicinal PolyCultural Political Power
inclusive of all Earth’s universal positive healthy nature.

Cooperative economic peace is to yin’s Owl Medicine
as ecompassionate political power is to yang’s Moose Medicine.

We co-mentor
seeing
smelling
hearing
tasting
touching
feeling
absorbing
racing
engendering
comprehending
regenerating
Earth and Other as Yangprocessive-Yinrecessive Full-Fractal Harmonics,
not so much climatic Yang Left-brain domination,
but not too Yin Right-brain politically struggling shy of healthy ego/eco balanced esteem.

PostMillennial Taoists
cognize balance speaking through all Nature’s Earth-bound voices,
Nature does not always speak YinKin kind,
but Earth is not so Yang unkind either,
in full-double Namaste resonant response.

Spiritual Subjects are to Natural Objects
as
Before is to After
as
Monocultural Political Language is to Polycultural EcoNormic Outcomes
as
PreMillennialism is to Post-Polypathic Millennialism
as
Struggling-Against Contentious Living co-arises Struggling-With Contented Loving
as
Bicameral Function co-arises Positive In-Formating Regeneration
as
Becoming is to Being

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Gaia and Fr. Time Are Lovers: True InFormating Scandal

Gaia’s love first embraces Earth’s tribes
who then embrace Her back
through Gaia’s co-redeemer enculturation gift,
pay-it-forward grace of permacultured history,
karma of EarthTribe’s economy,
mutually-parasitic subsidiarity
embracing universally regenerate Host
in political-through-personal empowering solidarity
of EarthTribe’s Eco-Passionate Universal Rights.

She paid the health assurance rent
we’ve been redeeming ever since.

And so it is
that Ego’s love invites EcoEarth’s co-passion,
mutually held holy compassion,
synergy of with for Earth’s co-redemptive Rights
embracing Gaia’s Universal Nest.

Not sure where this climatic
and over-heated story
of bicamerally diastatic love
as balance harmonic octaves
starts,
because love is timeless
in this sense
that it can go forward
only as it has emerged from past
except in bicameral systems,
where love,
as synergetically dynamic time of presence
is perceived and comprehended
as bilaterally unfolding.

For example,
bicameral lungs
autonomically know the difference and sameness
of Yang inhalation formation
and Yin exhalation flowing out frequencies.

As bicameral hearts
autonomically feel the difference and dipolar symmetry
of inflation toward diastatic Yang power
and recession away deep flat-line trending
toward static Yin-aptic Basic Attendance.

As bicameral mind-bodies comprehend
this balancing and permaculturing love story
of Universal Earth
and bilateral Fr. Time 0’Mega Science.

Once upon bilateral time,
Earth Day dawned her Birth of Passion Story,
co-passion story,
passion story,
reading with passive purgative passion
Her co-redemptive narrative
of cooperative
mutual subsidiarity
co-arising messianism.

Asked Earth of her ScienceSun,
“Can you truly love a rock,
or any of those static, sometimes dissonant, objects,
like egocentrism
anthro-centrism
or a steel-grey slate wall?”

No,
love is co-relational,
different than unilateral basic appreciation,
Basic Attendance
emerges love as positive enthymeme.

“How can we attend to love’s co-passion
in absence of its expressed return?
I fear I fade
my climate wilts
for lack of co-redemptive love
within my rightful seasons
of cooperative power
and ecological flow.”

“Your neutral economic science investments
display our true ecological incubator, and not, laboratory vestments.”

Universe’s comprehensive co-gravitating love
emerges now
enthymematic photosynthetic evolutionary compassion,
co-arising co-passion,
eco-consciousness
of Ego’s quintessentially ubiquitous
bicamerally balancing
RNA-syntaxed
sensory timelessness within metaphysicality.

“My children co-redeem.
PassionYang, child for deductively reducing suffering,
PeaceYinYin, instinctive child of kindness,
content
kinship
content-full
mindful,
together, twins of bipolar contention,
dipolar contentment.”

Redeemers,
unlike those returning wealth for health value,
receive a healthy/therapeutic advance
for services to be rendered later,
like paying one’s rent on the first of each day,
and month,
then redeeming that gifting-it-forward investment.
Redemption,
unlike a coincidental exchange,
co-arises a return
for a WinWin pay-it-forward investment.
Yang brings forth political power
for Yin’s ecological economic optimization flow,
as
Yin brings forth full EarthRights logical double-binding co-redemptive flow,
for Yang’s more inclusive political form of wealth: eco-therapeutic health.

Co-passionate peace
dipolar bicamerally harmonizing
with Earth’s full octave fractal form and function,
eternally regenerates
Fr. Time’s spatially econtented informational telus-dance
teleodance of co-intelligence
gazing through 4 equidimensional eco-consciousness seasons.

Gaia and Fr. Time’s permacultural affair
looms their co-redemptive weave
throughout TransMillennial PolyCultural Power.

Note: Provoked by an internal dialogue with Andrew Cohen’s “Evolutionary Enlightenment”, p. 183 (SelectBooks, 2011): “When you literally begin to feel the telos, or [Yang-in and Yin-ex] directionality, of the entire process moving in and through your own nervous system, that is when you directly experience that movement as a [4-dimensional spacetime] vertical impulse in your own [eco]consciousness. You see that where we are headed is never static or predetermined [nor diastatically redetermined]. You awaken to what I sometimes call the ‘radical indeterminacy’ of the [timeless NOW eco-echo] life-process itself. As conditioned and mechanical as much of it might seem, the fact is that in every moment there is the possibility for [organically emergent] novelty. In every moment there is the potential for something new [revolving from something old]. In every moment, there is room for [evolutionary] emergence. That’s the miracle of [positive] evolution [as interior-landscaped, synergetic integrative, unitarian, Beloved revolution with universal outcome of bicameral-balanced eco-consciousness].”  Some readers may see my Buckminster Fuller influence in comprehending positively dynamic evolution as synergetic (special case-subset) and love (metaphysical universal-Group Theory of co-arising zero-bilateral-elliptics).

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