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Power Addiction

Habits and powerful addictions,
like love for PositivEnergy,
are not Either
Yes, I am.
Or
No, I’m not,
for most people
about most substances
and behaviors,
changes
and choices.

Vices and virtues,
virtuous Sacred RightBrain Both/And recycling
and viciously reiterating LeftBrain secular Either/Or cycles
live somewhere midway
searching in-between
restoring LeftBrain trusting just resilience
with RightBrain ego-ecobalancing peace,
harmony,
resonance.

LeftBrain chemical addictions
overruling RightBrain sacred RealTime eco-love
of WinWin health-wealth resolutions
can be difficult TippingPoints
to kick
around only with weapons of LoseLose
dissonant anger
and disharmonic fear management
without co-ownership tools,
developmental experience

Without divinely extended harmonic balancing privileges
of Left-Right cooperative bicameral family support,
trust rooted in WinWin cooperative EarthClimate-ownership
and therapeutic ego with ecological political governance
for health management
and wealthy executive
Left with Right
ego/eco balancing
cooperative Yang/Yin functions
skill-sets
rooted in
cooperative
nurturing
matriarchal-wombed NewBorn experience.

PositivEnergy loving more quality
of SacredTime’s co-present matriotic investment
and NegativEnergy Yang Patriarchal Addictions less:
Either Yes, I am LeftBrain losing
Or No, but I’m not not RightBrain winning health-wealth yet

Patriarchal Win/Lose Yang
without quite enough
Matriarchal transubstantiating YinYin
WinWin nature-spirits as
Both LeftBrain health, Yes
And RightBrain sacred wealth, Yes

Total Left with Right
Secular StrategicWonder
with Sacred OrganicAwe
cooperative healthyGame/wealthySystem co-integrity
Positiv/NegativEnergy BiCameral PolyPathic
AquaMarine/Green Climate Addictions

To cooperative habits of nature-spirit
egopersonal/ecopolitical
green-historical
identity ultra-violet non-violent empowering
enlightening

Resilient Zero-DNA game/systemic
unfolding WinWin
refolding LoseLose
notnot Addictions.

Only health
and climates
and gods
and goddesses change,
the vast remainder of Time’s sacred identities
stand reverently still in HereNow sacred Awe

Addiction.

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In My AlphaTown

In our wildly indigenous
western town
we have a notorious Ancient GoodWitch.
Like GrandMother Moon,
she seems to emerge with a new, yet old,
community healing process
about once a FullMoon month.

I heard she would like to co-facilitate
a Future HealthWealth Community research project
using a STAR green-economy WinWin development process
for 2.5 days,
or weeks,
or months,
or years,
or millennia,
whichever our town Republicans
care to co-invest in
long-term healthy-wealth,
both secular left
and sacred FireCircle right.

This was among GoodWitch’s most notoriously green offers
inviting mutually gratuitous co-investments
through a co-facilitation contract
to pay eco-loving life forward

From and with
for and of
all residents of GoodWitch’s un-privileged
and privileged
and in-between WinLose longing for WinWinning
healthy communal community.

She teaches a Sacred Ecology class
using Bucky Fuller’s synergetic ZeroZone
inside-outside
Alpha-(0)Mega
breathing in and breathing out
womblike dualdark shadow Bubbles
yin-predicating
OpenLiving fractally developing regenerative systems
ecodanced at her GoodWitch CoOperative Spiraling EcoSchool
Wednesday evenings
after vespers
at the Permaculture ZeroZone Cafe.

So, I figured I would catch her for an interview
right after class,
regarding her latest Left with Right cooperative brainstem
brainstorm.

Tonight’s topic is a discussion
of Beck and Cowan’s spinal Spiral Dynamics.
Fortunately
she has already four-dimensionally spiraled
and spun her WinWin web
through Beige automatons,
like cooperative bees and ants
and bacteria,
and Purple matriarchal organic egg-nurturers,
and was just about to finish

Red patriarchal anthrocentric absolutists
remain reactionary zealots
pursuing violent survival technologies
for short-term building LeftBrain universal empires
ruled by perpetual bully-pulpit EitherWin/OrLose bullshit

Taught at RealEstate Business Development Schools
as nakedly exploitive WinLose evolutionary economics
and personal Either/Or egoprivileged politics
against healthy-wealth
of Earth’s ecopolitical cooperative
green reforesting
revolution.

Moving on to Blue,
more of a young adult
awareness of notnot Lose inside
as also notnot Win eco-outside
bilateral time-shadow valley spaces
recovering bicameral double-binding mindbodies
still too often seduced by WildWest Red’s WinLose
universal absolutistic structures
both patriarchal dominant hierarchical
and matriarchal unprivileged reverse
forward to cooperatively WinWin Blue re-unhierarchical
way back through Purple
and Beige innocently hatched NewBorns.

Now, if we can get through maturing Orange and Green,
then the last WiseElder bilateral pairing of Sacred Historical Octaves
are penultimate YellowYang
with unitarian Turquoise YinTegrity
resolving ultra-violet holonic
healing AnimaMundi
under Her creation story timespace root system
for and of MotherTrees
speaking in Ancient GoodWitch nutritional voices.

So, Orange
is patriarchal egocentric
Here and Now in Western dominating
ecopolitical structures.

Inducing polycultural cooperative thinking
is chaotically multiplistic
yet new-patriarchal/matriarchal WinWin
technological ContinuousQualityImprovement strategic.
Remaining competitive BusinessAsUsual hierarchical structures
increasingly delegate autonomous responsibility
without RealTime longterm community health-wealth authority
of cooperative ownership
and reverse-hierarchical management.

Matriarchal Greens
are prime relational
ZeroZone cohorts of health-wealth ecotherapists
like (0)Mega Good Witches and Wizards
and not so much like colonizing vampire bats
and parasitic pirate ego-starlings.

Green cooperatively invests with Red self-privileged
to share health care with those ZeroZone prime relationally under-privileged,
yang-oppressed,
scorched by FatherSun.

Secular/Sacred
Green deep learning ZeroSum
ecopolitical bilateral-binomial structures
are also bicamerally egalitarian
using Prime Zero Relational
consensual polypathic-left
with matriarchal polyphonic-right
organic polycultural health-wealth strategic together
WinWin longterm ununprivileged DNA-confluent
Gaming/Spiraling
health/wealth outcomes.

Our (0)Mega WiseElder HealthCare Agenda
derives from YellowUracil
Ego/Eco systemic
bicameral LeftYang health structures
with TurquoiseCytosine resonating ultra-violet holistic octaves
double-bound dipolar integrity polystructures
emerging from bosonic ZeroZone integrity.

But, basically,
these are refinements of Green
beloved GoodWitches and Wizards,
yin-flowing karmic grace parents and teachers
and yang-sacred ecological love preachers,
If I must speak as a matriotic community theologian
understudying
understoried
ununprivileged
community cooperative health care giving
and receiving
with ego-eco bicamerally co-investing politicians.

 

Eventually I had a chance to ask GoodWitch
what she is up to now
with her Ancient FutureSearch offer.

As predicted,
she said her only unprivileged agenda
is green forward,
restoring Turquoise Ego/EcoJustice
reweaving PositivEnergy Yang/Yin Democracy.

I returned home
wondering how to spiral all that
into a resonant sound-bite.

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Transparency

If I were not a GAY white male
living in the USA,
I wonder if I would have grown my LeftBrain up
to so easily hear
Donald John as Head Pharisee
for privileged religiously-held Nationalism–
a totalitarian fake-idol
substituting fake-patriotic raptures
against sacred polyculturing outcomes
for all multiculturing
underprivileged creolizing
natural agnostic and spiritual religious Cultures.

Susan Werner asks
“If God is good
and God is great,
Why is your heaven so small?”

If USA is good,
right or wrong, and
If USA is patriotically great,
loyal to democratic principles of active healthy cooperation
and therefore morally divine,
Why is your current CEO Pharisee of Privilege
so egotistically small,
so badnews mendaciously tiny,
rather than globally sacred
ecologically Great Transitioning
toward restoring climates of polypathic healthy wealth?

If God’s timeless polyphonic Paradise
is too narrow,
too spiritually elitist,
for those of us naturally and/or spiritually underprivileged
victims of Trumpian Win/Lose privileged Rapture smallness,
then how sure are you
you have never had a queerly unorthodox sensual thought?
A flicker of sacred matriarchal woundedness?
A flash of natural wet warm wombishness?
An addictive glimmer of longing to reassociate
with sacred Virginal MotherEarth?

How sure are you of not preferring
innocent transgender lily love for each NewDawn–
Raptures in and of NonViolent Revolutionary Fields?

If we cannot recover
some active multicultural hope of landing together
in God’s jealously occupied
and punishingly withheld Paradise,
if only to avoid monoculturing risks
of hellfire’s sweeping overpopulated damnation
for timeless eternity
of Here with Decomposing/Recomposing Now,
perhaps it is time to recall
Jesus’s God of Love,
WinWin Grace,
restorative ego-ecological
co-messianic
co-operative SpiritNatures,
secular Ego with sacred Eco ZeroZone
nondually co-arising
rapturous WinWin healing.

Transparent secular/sacred ecopolitical vocations
as eco-ministers reforesting wounded Earth
to heal internal addictions to multiculturing Love.

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Swamp Babies

When participating in a HealthCare Future Search,
you are invited
to explore a personal timeline
as well as a global timeline
of critical healthcare events
in your past,
present,
and future.

HealthCare personal and political
and nurture-investment learning
begins early and ubiquitously
for new born and reborn ZeroZones
of all species

But, one of my earliest entries
on any personal and political timeline
is self-nurturing stimulation,
raptures,
wonders and awes,
paradise masturbation,
draining the compost swamp.

My parents were missionary-positioned
midwest monogamously StraightWhite Privileged
Republicans
but also underprivileged small family farmers
and matriarchal gardeners,
themselves raised
watered and fed
by missionary-positioned dairy farmers,
but also experts at cooperative HealthCare technologies
milking the tits of cows–
draining their nurture-swamps.

I recall lectures against premarital sex
out of contractually marketed wedlock
only for privileged orthodox swamps,
Yet total silence
on the non-subject of self-stimulating
HealthCare management
to avoid blueball
redblooded pressures,
competing tensions
with cooperative predilections
of and for belonging longing.

A much later Grace entry
on my personal gratitude HealthCare timeline
was becoming a parent,
When suddenly,
unexpectedly,
what was good for my firstborn son’s HealthCare
became what was also good enough
for my personal post-adoption
HealthCare for family swamps planning.

If sleeping through the night
was not in his best nutrition-feeding interest,
then not sleepy mine either.

Fortunately,
to place this co-redemptive miracle on my Future Search timeline
does not require I can explain how it arrived
remarkably self-with-SacredOther
co-nurturing stimulation.

My journey from competitive intrapersonal HealthCare
toward cooperative interpersonal newborn health-wealth care
feels as quickly under-capitalized normal
as an overnight co-adoption placement,
a co-revival natural-spiritual experience,
a reborn together rapture
from which I never fully recovered
my strictly autonomous intrapersonal swamp–

If only because isolated decaying swamps,
although immensely fertile,
are not healthy long-term habitats
for mammalian autonomy–
way too many bugs
and the water is unthinkable.

 

The first entry on my global cooperative HealthCare timeline
is noticing WinWin HealthTrends
As alike as we are polyculturing adults,
newborns of all mammalian DNA-prescribed species
are much more HealthCare giving for
and receiving from parents
and teachers
and WinWin Future Mentors

Sometimes cooperatively draining our pathological swamps together
and sometimes competing too secretively autonomous
in supremely unspoken self-governance,
our personal shame
hiding within global swamps of politically toxic blame.

My second global FutureSearch entry
in our cooperative HealthCare timeline,
is when I also noticed
that newborns emerge from nutritious swampy wombs
to hopefully return to elder compost swamps.

Swamps highly fertile,
regenerative environments,
richly resilient OpenSystems
and deeply resonant with polypathic life,
from early spring rutting croaks of bullfrogs
through winter’s red cardinal love song.

ReBorn cooperative HealthCare
draining and timeline composting
personal through global
under-valued swamps
hosting lower risk sacred revival
for higher opportunity secular thrival–
WinWin EarthTribal.

 

 

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Summer Plot Development

In grade school
many of us learned about plot development
as variations on a WinLose theme–
Person v Self,
Person v Other,
Person v God/Universe/Earth/History/Evolution–

But
probably nothing about cooperative garden plot development.

Literature is replete
with manly patriarchal ubiquitous competition themes
required to hold consumer marketing interest,
and usually the writer’s own self-therapeutic
or pathologically toxic fascination interests
as well.

Yet these WinLose themes
are difficult to find in day to day organic history,
because not the primary framework
in WinWin polycultural plot development.

Western patriarchal literature flirts with
Every Wounded White Man
lived happily ever WinWin after
despite a WinLose opportunistic
and self-hypnotizing Rapture
not quite fully humane
divine White capitalistic competing Historical World.

For some LoseLose avoidance reason
WinWin polyculturing outcomes came to mind
when I outlined
my morning and evening cooperative gardening plan
for friends and extending family.

1. I recall all the 101 recent weedy moments
when I reflected,
inflicted,
deflected grief
and loss
and shame
and blame
and WinLose repression
suppression
oppression, etc.
On my Person v Self
and my EgoPerson v EcoOther
and my Person v OpenEarth Organic WinWin Systems,
and my Yang Autonomous Person v Yin-Matriarchal
CreatorGaia
EarthMotherLand
and WombingSeas
and Warm through Colder Seasons
of my business as competing usual day.

2. I do my best to think of one or two
or even three
cooperative just-right moments in between all the WinLose weeds above,
when I and We recreated WinWin,
as I fed and watered no Loser victims,
including myself.

3. I declare and explore
partial not notWinning success.

4. I celebrate my potential sacred opportunities
for more
and stronger
and healthier flowing
WinWin tomorrows
as a secular PositivEnergy Person
within a confluent EgoSelf,
as a sacred vocational identity
with a future for
and a past of
WinWin resilient EarthTribe Others,
as a HealthingEgo
within Sacred WinWin ecological His/Her-CreationStory.

5. AND,
I spring and summer evening ignore LeftBrain
transposition tensions,
analogical words for RightBrain potential ecological integrity
AND WonderWander my LeftBrain Ego
and Awe Zero-sum my RightBrain CoPresent
sacred ecological extended family
SacredOther recreating re-memories

Reweaving my best WinWins
getting down,
even sexy
organic garden stalking
and eating time
nutritionally co-invested.

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Predators

My older sister,
now in her early seventies,
which was about the last time
she enjoyed a new idea,
in the early 70s, possibly earlier,
I would guess…

She moved to white middle-class
Republican Texas,
with aging Texas sized unresolved adolescent issues,
not too long
after dropping out of Bob Jones University,
southern capital of all-white evangelical anti-Christian racism,
which had fallen prey to unfiltered privilege
of Republican Pharisees,
BadNews for all non-white
non-straight
polycultural ecofeminist Aliens,
therefore not authentically heterosexual white Jesus lovers,
or something patriarchal like that.

Anyway,
a few years ago
I let her know
I had recently been invaded,
not by a goodnews Hetero-Revival,
but by HIVirus.

HI!
I’m Positive.
Don’t pass it on.
Keep me to your loser self.

She emailed me back:
How do you feel about your choices
now?

A few years later
a hurricane went through Texas
and her gated community flooded
resulting in new front porch vistas
of alligators or crocodiles
or whatever Texans have down there,

besides angry straight white privileged Republicans
and Johnson Democrats of suspicious color
and green ecopolitical WinWin persuasions,

swimming upstream
hunting for white-meat prey.

I emailed my sister back,
How do you feel
about your choices
now?

Have not yet heard back.

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Learning Grows Experience

Spiritual, perhaps even emotional, experience
reflected upon and evaluated with gratitude,
can further develop natural-rational
secular-sacred
co-intelligent eco-presence
between sacred Right ecotherapy
and secular Left egohealthy healing.

By contrast,
LeftBrain competitions
against RightBrain cooperative
PositivEnergy trusted
multicultural democratic inclusive emotions
and motions
of swelling WinWin love
and awesome Left-Right co-arising beauty,

These LeftBrain WinningLosses
further acclimate against health optimization
furthering LeftBrain dominant suboptimization
of natural-spiritual wealth
within everyday Western Yang-competitive
patriarchal patriotic default

Against matriarchal eco-maturity
nondualistic
non-violent nurturing
Green ZeroZones

Boundaried by No Vacancy signs
aimed as tools, not weapons,
for harvesting monoculturing dissonance,
co-acclimated non-egotherapeutic colonizing injustice risks
with ecotherapeutic creolizing justice opportunities
of and for peace-filling ZeroZones
of Sacred Green PolyCulturing Integrity.

Positive/Negative emotional, perhaps even spiritual, experience
reflected upon and evaluated with gratitude,
can present both LeftBrain oppositions for EgoSafety
and RightBrain apposition for WinWin EcoOpportunity.

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Green Brownies with Red Wine

Said THC to Alcohol,
A political difference I find between us,
I am more RightBrain cooperative exhibitionist
and you more LeftBrain inhibitor.

Which implies, Alcohol sneers,
you more holier holonic
than LeftBrain EgoThou?

Only to EitherOrthodox
or kill it
Thou,
smiles THC,
To me this feels more polyculturing fun
to play with words polyphonic
restoring health-wealth of integrity
regenerating polynomial
polypaths
toward and notnot away from
equal Left/Right WinWin multiculturals.

Yes, interrupts monoculturing Alcohol,
To which no EgoThou
would dare or care to WinWin listen.
Such understudied non-dramatic nomials,
binomially co-arising,
like gentle summer winds of grace
with healthy skin gratitude
rising attitudes
playing rhyming chimes
together.

I find sacred but next morning forgotten Alcohol freedom
in absence of sustainable LeftBrain co-invested interest
through cooperative EarthTribe Good WinWin News management,
ecology of Left EitherWin OrLose
Alcohol seduced and distractedly reduced

Without THC permacultural theology
of Sacred stoned Right…
What was I saying?
I was coming up onto a tipping point…

Well, responds THC,
while deep learning
while actively marching
through 4D Real WinWin Advocacy Time,
I can see notnot winning Ego
as also notnot losing Eco
Logic of all these over-heated hater spotlights
and Earth-tremoring
paranoid-schizophrenic
rabidly overpopulating bipolar microphones
with speakers mysteriously tipping
and dynamically spiraling toward revolutionary
RightwithLeft Wing ears
with feet
relentlessly dipolar walking
toward evermore capital co-arising investment
in LeftBody RightMind co-dominance
despite my currently enhanced WinWin
lack thereof.

Oh, my great Left-Alcohol Truth
with Right-Beauty THC
WinWin synergetic love,
we should integrity speak
and potentially listen
with each other
more therapeutically often.

Yes,
at least once a green brownie with red wine year,
whether we need more cooperation
or less competition,
or notnot.

Notnot who, dear Alcohol?

Notnot either you against me
or WinWin to gather
and plant
and harvest
and ecopolitically re-evaluate
red ego’s
best green resilient options.

Exactly the colors I was seeing.

It’s a gift
we share.

Oh chemistry!

And goodnews sacred bicameral timing.

What is bicameral timing?

When journalists
act like revolutionary cooperative activists
and polycultural green activists
think like evolutionary journalists.

That’s deep…
I think I would like to sleep…

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Business As Usual Grows Danger

This is dangerous
said pirates to their vampire allies
about losing past regeneration fees
and bloodline contributions.

I’m being treated unfairly,
said pathological hurt
to self-redeeming anger,
loss of sacred winning patience.

I’ve lost something precious,
said virginal grief
and sacred matriarchal refugees
of WiseElder
wombed through tombed
cooperative-synergetic loss.

I’ve wronged future and past
goodfaith generations,
said shame and guilt,
in bowed head
and on wounded knee,
for sacred restoring justice wrongs
Original DivineLight LeftWing
against RightWing punishing intent.

This is anguish
I have been hoping-for?
prayed Earth-winning happiness
preying upon
wounded YangEgo unhappiness.

Sometimes my wounded future
wins with eventual longterm death and dying losses
cooperatively owned
and managed past research appraisals
concluding with fear of empty success
ego-dominating
and eco-green resiliently mistaken.

Fear and anger domination
need not necessarily render future losses necessary
or losing past sacred emotions
with reverse secular emotional dissonance today
about our shared green future
dismissed as tjerapeutically irrational.

My yangish co-gravitating polypathic feelings
dualdark WonderLeft
with AwesomeRight
matriarchal repressed mindbody
spiritually changing climates
remain polyphonic ZeroZone
Winning Future through Present
co-operating trends

While breathing ego-in,
reverses exhaling co-investments
eco-out
since dualdark dusky yin
co-invented
co-acclimating
creolizing
dawning Light.

Sacred light optimizes
decision-ownership
by shifting winning enlightenment
from DivineLight initiative
to co-therapeutic EgoAgenda CoOwnership.

Conjoining EgoVoices
remind us
we are each eco-trustingly responsible
for time co-arising ownership
self-managed
in healthcare vocational groups
of and for cooperative self-with-other co-insurance.

Cooperative EarthTribe leadership
voiced best through mentoring
and winning v losing role-playing
with One WinWin Another
grows ever more abundant reforesting harvests
as compared WinSome-LoseSome
tp competitively monoculturing redemption
against secular polypathic co-redemption,
organic-harmonic
cooperative ZeroZone networks

ZeroZone
SpaceTime structures HereNow
in this enthymematic deep Win learning
outdoor classroom
with and for eco-theological
rebirthing cooperative research students
with co-mentoring eco-teachers,
children with cooperatively co-mentoring green parents
descended from dualdark matriarchal wombs
of PositivEnergy Integrity.

When cooperative networks
minimize ego wins v ecopower struggles
between winning EarthTribe co-ownership
and individuals winning ownership
of organic species
and individual winning co-ownership
of ego/eco intelligence,
we have just-right sufficient time
to grow fewertugs
toward tipping pointed LoseLose War.

More than sufficient short-term losses
predict further long-term bossy ballistic bully losses
to terrorists and thugs
and vampires and pirates
and WinLose passive-aggressive conformist rebels
remain hidden behind
attending each other
while struggling with compromises
netting short-term economic investment in wealth
against long-term organic Earth health.

We receive no LeftDominant answers
to RaptureWinning prayers
sent out with gratitude
and grace
and Take Me Away From All This Competition grief
afflicting sacred and secular eco-mentors.

Civil suffering servants
facilitating ego-ecotherapies,
teachers and prachers
here now
to become co-messiah winning mentors
shot at
and dismissed
as too matriotically cooperative
owned and managed
by winning graceful love
for and of wondrous leftwing academic paradigm competitors
allied with sacred awesome rightwing cooperators.

Such prayers and players
are mindbody struggles
without fun,
yet not Loser deathblows either.

If all EarthTribe
does not fall vampirate dead
and LastDays predative,
And if we don’t go rabid loser overpopulated
paranoid-ballistic,
like vampiratic rats
in a closed zerozone system
recognized by LeftBrain against RightBrain
manic-oppressive
double-binding cages,

We might Ego-Eco win nondualistic plans
for a quick and therapeutic cooperative-ownership truce,
all EarthTribe sabbath
for cooperative ownership
grace and gratitude,
followed by a restorative justice planning
and permaculture designing
polycultural Future Search,
ego/eco cooperative
indoor/outdoor Green EarthTribe
Open ZeroZone
WinWin ecological/theological systemic
cooperative research.

This is short-term infamous cooperative wealth risk
with long-term health opportunity
said Either/Or dissonantly competing vampirates.

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The Princess Smells Like Pee

Once upon this time
Princess Yang
yells her dad,
You are an ugly king!

This, even before her usual
Good morning, daddy.

Her ugly King responds,
Princess Yang
looks and sounds just like me.

You are a pickle hamburger
and its raining here,
she responds,
somewhat randomly

It is raining pee
if you ask me
nose
and you are doing your private rain dance
too well,
said King Daddy.

You are the King
and the Princess and the Prince
and the Queen
and the UglyQueen StepMother
living happily ever after,
declared his awestruck Princess.

The End?
gratefully asked the King
of Yang eco-domination.

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