Dear Dean of TedTalk
about unconditional self-regard,
As you clearly know from experience,
overcoming disabling
disempowering changes
isn’t so much about
stopping the habit
of comparing oneself with others
Yet has everything to do
with not contrasting oneself
prejudicially
against Privileged Others.
It is not necessarily established as True
that all capitalist
and patriarchal red roads
lead back to EmpireBuilding Rome
Ancient Rome as original win/lose supremacist Home
unveils no more than an intuitive health preference
for global eco-political win/win consciousness
as both ecologically True progress
way to restore win/win home
and Beauty’s economic co-redeeming GreenWealth
of peaceful bull-curved
syncopating bicameral heart-beat
within healthy win/win process home
In patriarchal survivalist competing climax
and in matriarchal thrivalist cooperative rest
and mostly in-between
with some middle mediating multicultural class
and polycultural healthy sass,
impassioned compassionate
ego/eco-nonviolent
win/win ecopolitically co-impassioned conversations,
history enculturing intelligent process
depicting depolarizing both/and
healthy progressive red through green
democracy roads
lead to EarthMother Home
In local communities
with cooperatively mentored hands
on both up and down hill
thrive and survive bilateral pulses,
best day ecological green commitments
and worst red days of egocentric challenges
Inviting further journeys back
through cooperative communication histories
concerning transubstantiated ecopolitical Trust
that all cooperative
and ecofeminist creolizing tidal rivers
ebb and swell
re-connecting secular/sacred
healthy seasoned HomeGrown
green wealth
Is cooperative
co-passionate Red/Green multi-paths
refined in disciplined Beauty
through all co-invested and matriarchally creolizing seasons
leading back and forth
in surfing green ecofeminist win/win Wombs
progressing
empowering
enlightening
communing
sacramenting
re-connecting
re-ligioning
Earth HealthyHome
Green integrity outdoor shines
enlightening transparent red historic
inside hoarding empirically specialized
military-industrialized vulnerable powers
of economic monocultural privilege.
Why do ecologists
and theologists
and neurologists
see and hear,
touch and feel,
smell and taste
ReGenerating Trust
as Positive Communication?
And,
Why do multiculturists
disvalue active DisTrust
as DeGenerative
Negative Apartheid DisCommunication?
And,
Why are all these
polypathically together
Cooperative + more win/win empowering
as contrasted with Competitive (-) MisTrust
Mis-UnCentered lack of Integral Communion’s
full whole non-zero-sum systemic
non-violent
non-apartheid
non-commodified
non-leftbrain dominant potential?
As win/lose networks
of health/pathology co-arising ambivalence
leading to suboptimizing fatigue and dissonance
in-between Earth global win/lose pandemics
and EarthJustice win/win compassion
Noticing systemic wounds
and loss
and suffering
migrating toward LoseLose
nihilistic fatigue
denying ego-eco-systemic
left-hemisphere nonegalitarian
and right-hemisphere anti-synergetic,
monoculturally leftbrain privileged,
anthropocentrically pathological feelings
Of fear and anger
co-arise universal narcissistic
defiant
red waves of overpowering Hate
Lose/Lose Ego/Eco-Climax Events
within anthropocentric DeathCulture
Violent UnCommunicating
straight white patriarchal privileged
left-hemisphere dominant
ego-unraveling
critical neurological,
ecological,
theological,
economic,
political events,
NonEgalitarian,
AntiDemocratic empowerment/enlightenment,
segregated absence
of bicamerally healthy,
not bilateral apartheid fatigue
Of ego/eco-recentering
systemic intelligent design,
mediation,
communication,
facilitation,
commitment to Win/Win re-education
About thinking/feeling
co-passionate
polypathically resilient
communication ego-theo-neurosystems,
Triangulating
X
Z
Y Spiral Dynamic
organically regenerating
Earth Restoring Justice,
bicamerally healthy
secularized-commodified ego-natured
sacred souls of timeless
regenerating health/wealth consciousness.
Note:
See also “Spiral Dynamics: mastering values, leadership, and change” by Don Edward Beck and Christopher C. Cowan, kinda like ghost transliterators for the bicameral systemic healthy redevelopment thinking of Clare Graves, restructuring Earth-Contextual Intelligence as spiral ing dynamic fractal/octave/bilateral/trilateral polymetric multiculturally revolutionary DNA-iconic structure for cooperative planning, compassionate communication, designing polyculturally healthy EarthRegenerative outcomes.Â
There is also a helpful synopsis in wikipedia.com, if you search “Spiral Dynamics.” My own work with this creolizes (attempts to co-acclimate, in a Gregory Bateson cooperative define/refine kind of way) Spiral Dynamics with Integral Permaculture Design principles of compassionate EarthCentric planning for healthy redevelopment of radically democratic, non-anthropocentric cooperatively-invested, resonant and resilient design. Which, indeed, does sound very much like either a Clare Graves sentence, and/or a Bucky Fuller paragraph page-long sentence. Which is probably why I tend to write prose in poetically licensed horizontally blocked disguise, in some form of left/right internal communicating, guiding guise.
I heard today
a corporate goal
“To free the world of cancer.”
What I heard, instead,
“To free the Earth of human toxic nature.”
Often rooted
in feelings of not belonging,
not being good enough,
not even fitting in sufficiently,
too toxic,
unbenign,
too loudly aggressive
and/or quietly sinister
to be known and appreciated as I am,
as we are,
Can easily confuse discriminating effect
with intent to discriminate against,
Can confuse left-hemisphere deductive cultural privilege
with Straight
White
Male
middle-class through filthy rich
Militaristic-Capitalistic Supremacy.
I worry
our left-hemispheres invest too much
in from-above theologically-driven
retributive justice for sins of our Fathers
and anthropocentric analysis
Before noticing possibilities
for win/win economic/ecological
co-passionate empowering feelings
responsible wants
ecofeminist needs,
longings to win by others losing their patriarchal sense of belonging,
longings to win with others winning,
longings to not lose too awfully much more
while over-privileged
over-fed
over-watered
and emotively under-educated
right-hemispheres continue to lose hope of safety,
to lose faith in economic/ecologicaql co-investment
through resilient/resonant cooperative thoughts
and feelings and actions,
non-violent communications and co-educations
featuring GoldenRule energy democracy
listening and speaking,
acting and reflecting,
regenerating positives and degenerating negatives
Which generally involves
a great deal more curiosity-driven listening
for win/win neglect,
And a lot less brazenly proclaimed shaming
and blaming
for past win/lose abuse,
like a cancer
rabid and viral Yang
overpopulating living Earth
while not worshiping Her
Right hemisphere
sacred flow of yin-time
dipolar co-arising ecological
health-resonant
warm-latticed womb
of energy democracy motions,
more win/win
empoweringly benign.
Racism research
and therapy
often oversimplify
Elite patriarchal against NonElite ecofeminist
LeftBrain dominant complexities
Confusion between LeftBrain privileged and RightBrain fragile,
Elite v NonElite
lack of win/win integrity experience
of RightBrain’s repressed shadows,
felt dark intelligence,
indigenous peace,
ancient wisdom
Modern EgoCentrism,
without EcoCentral communion,
is LeftBrain dominant
Elite self-identity
out of touch
with GoldenRule gratitude,
cooperative democratic wisdom attitude
In a Western dualistic
LeftBrain educational support system
dominantly focusing on cognitive
analytical
deductive,
reductive individualism,
Either always Truly best
or always False and unrewarding
short-hand capitalistic evolutionary world view
In Left with Right creative tension
with co-passionate felt appreciation
of revolutionary Earth
and all Her Tribes,
viewing our win/win
integral spinning world
Ecologically
Theologically
Intersectionally
MetaParadigmatically
Multicultural
PolyFramed environments,
internal and external experiences,
interconnected systems,
metaphoric mutual climates of his/her-story,
polyphonic colors and tones and hues
and octaved encircling cries
of polyculturally deep learned resonant re-membrance,
TransRacial Renaissance,
patri/matri-coarising Revolution
Revival
Thrival outcomes/incoming.
Meanwhile,
White privilege and concomitant fragility
through Left v Right apartheid
historically points toward climate
interdependence and fragility,
inside as outside,
Outside terrifying inside anticipations
of both negative risks
and positive opportunities
double-bound
like double-negative=positives
not not in metaphoric collusion
restoring health/wealth
nurturing/naturing peace,
polycultural/polyphonic
Racism research
and therapy
complexly bicameral
Elite patriarchal
reweaving NonElite matriarchal
reverse-hierarchical depth,
breadth,
indigenous nondualistic wisdom.
Spike cannot be accurately accused of reverse-racism
after his lifetime of chronic WhiteHouse Trumpian privileged,
Spike disempowering,
socially acerbic exposure
For the same reason
calling privileged daytime
“reverse nighttime”
takes us back only from moon set
toward moon rise
And does nothing to honestly confront
Trumpian fake-theological utopias
in which god’s full grace
brightest shines in space
only from colonizing sun rise
toward enslaving sun sets
by privilege of dominating light-skinned race.
Some people
see reverse racism
as justified by genetic meritocracy
and historical seniority of sacred monocultural grace
not quite so generously bestowed
as one might more paradise
have multiculturally hoped.
So, some people
see affirmative action
as too liberal with love
too affirming reactionary.
So, some people
see assertive responsiveness
as PositivEnergy ecofeminist reply
to reverse racism
and sexism
and anthro-patriotic nationalistic supremacism.
So, some people
see anthro-supremacism
as RightWinged
patriarchal RedMeat.
So, some people
see patriarchalism
as red-faced egocentrism,
longing to rebelong
in green Paradise days
of GoodNews scriptured Olde.
So, some people
see xenophobia,
reverse ecological
and political empowering face
of rabid LeftBrain egocentrism,
and RightBrain racism
and sexism
and anthro homophobicism
So, some people
fake homo sapien
eco-resonant WiseElder minds
with ego-resilient bodies–
inside spiritual climate health
without regenerative outside natured wealth.
Trumpity Dumpity
sat on his Wall.
Dumpity Trumpity
had a Great Transitional Fall.
All the King’s Secretaries
and all his White patriarchal men
couldn’t put his sociopathological administration
climate health together
truly democratic again.
In our wildly indigenous
western town
we have a notorious Ancient GoodWitch.
Like GrandMother Moon,
she seems to emerge with a new, yet old,
community healing process
about once a FullMoon month.
I heard she would like to co-facilitate
a Future HealthWealth Community research project
using a STAR green-economy WinWin development process
for 2.5 days,
or weeks,
or months,
or years,
or millennia,
whichever our town Republicans
care to co-invest in
long-term healthy-wealth,
both secular left
and sacred FireCircle right.
This was among GoodWitch’s most notoriously green offers
inviting mutually gratuitous co-investments
through a co-facilitation contract
to pay eco-loving life forward
From and with
for and of
all residents of GoodWitch’s un-privileged
and privileged
and in-between WinLose longing for WinWinning
healthy communal community.
She teaches a Sacred Ecology class
using Bucky Fuller’s synergetic ZeroZone
inside-outside
Alpha-(0)Mega
breathing in and breathing out
womblike dualdark shadow Bubbles
yin-predicating
OpenLiving fractally developing regenerative systems
ecodanced at her GoodWitch CoOperative Spiraling EcoSchool
Wednesday evenings
after vespers
at the Permaculture ZeroZone Cafe.
So, I figured I would catch her for an interview
right after class,
regarding her latest Left with Right cooperative brainstem
brainstorm.
Tonight’s topic is a discussion
of Beck and Cowan’s spinal Spiral Dynamics.
Fortunately
she has already four-dimensionally spiraled
and spun her WinWin web
through Beige automatons,
like cooperative bees and ants
and bacteria,
and Purple matriarchal organic egg-nurturers,
and was just about to finish
Red patriarchal anthrocentric absolutists
remain reactionary zealots
pursuing violent survival technologies
for short-term building LeftBrain universal empires
ruled by perpetual bully-pulpit EitherWin/OrLose bullshit
Taught at RealEstate Business Development Schools
as nakedly exploitive WinLose evolutionary economics
and personal Either/Or egoprivileged politics
against healthy-wealth
of Earth’s ecopolitical cooperative
green reforesting
revolution.
Moving on to Blue,
more of a young adult
awareness of notnot Lose inside
as also notnot Win eco-outside
bilateral time-shadow valley spaces
recovering bicameral double-binding mindbodies
still too often seduced by WildWest Red’s WinLose
universal absolutistic structures
both patriarchal dominant hierarchical
and matriarchal unprivileged reverse
forward to cooperatively WinWin Blue re-unhierarchical
way back through Purple
and Beige innocently hatched NewBorns.
Now, if we can get through maturing Orange and Green,
then the last WiseElder bilateral pairing of Sacred Historical Octaves
are penultimate YellowYang
with unitarian Turquoise YinTegrity
resolving ultra-violet holonic
healing AnimaMundi
under Her creation story timespace root system
for and of MotherTrees
speaking in Ancient GoodWitch nutritional voices.
So, Orange
is patriarchal egocentric
Here and Now in Western dominating
ecopolitical structures.
Inducing polycultural cooperative thinking
is chaotically multiplistic
yet new-patriarchal/matriarchal WinWin
technological ContinuousQualityImprovement strategic.
Remaining competitive BusinessAsUsual hierarchical structures
increasingly delegate autonomous responsibility
without RealTime longterm community health-wealth authority
of cooperative ownership
and reverse-hierarchical management.
Matriarchal Greens
are prime relational
ZeroZone cohorts of health-wealth ecotherapists
like (0)Mega Good Witches and Wizards
and not so much like colonizing vampire bats
and parasitic pirate ego-starlings.
Green cooperatively invests with Red self-privileged
to share health care with those ZeroZone prime relationally under-privileged,
yang-oppressed,
scorched by FatherSun.
Secular/Sacred
Green deep learning ZeroSum
ecopolitical bilateral-binomial structures
are also bicamerally egalitarian
using Prime Zero Relational
consensual polypathic-left
with matriarchal polyphonic-right
organic polycultural health-wealth strategic together
WinWin longterm ununprivileged DNA-confluent
Gaming/Spiraling
health/wealth outcomes.
Our (0)Mega WiseElder HealthCare Agenda
derives from YellowUracil
Ego/Eco systemic
bicameral LeftYang health structures
with TurquoiseCytosine resonating ultra-violet holistic octaves
double-bound dipolar integrity polystructures
emerging from bosonic ZeroZone integrity.
But, basically,
these are refinements of Green
beloved GoodWitches and Wizards,
yin-flowing karmic grace parents and teachers
and yang-sacred ecological love preachers,
If I must speak as a matriotic community theologian
understudying
understoried
ununprivileged
community cooperative health care giving
and receiving
with ego-eco bicamerally co-investing politicians.
Eventually I had a chance to ask GoodWitch
what she is up to now
with her Ancient FutureSearch offer.
As predicted,
she said her only unprivileged agenda
is green forward,
restoring Turquoise Ego/EcoJustice
reweaving PositivEnergy Yang/Yin Democracy.
I returned home
wondering how to spiral all that
into a resonant sound-bite.
If I were not a GAY white male
living in the USA,
I wonder if I would have grown my LeftBrain up
to so easily hear
Donald John as Head Pharisee
for privileged religiously-held Nationalism–
a totalitarian fake-idol
substituting fake-patriotic raptures
against sacred polyculturing outcomes
for all multiculturing
underprivileged creolizing
natural agnostic and spiritual religious Cultures.
Susan Werner asks
“If God is good
and God is great,
Why is your heaven so small?”
If USA is good,
right or wrong, and
If USA is patriotically great,
loyal to democratic principles of active healthy cooperation
and therefore morally divine,
Why is your current CEO Pharisee of Privilege
so egotistically small,
so badnews mendaciously tiny,
rather than globally sacred
ecologically Great Transitioning
toward restoring climates of polypathic healthy wealth?
If God’s timeless polyphonic Paradise
is too narrow,
too spiritually elitist,
for those of us naturally and/or spiritually underprivileged
victims of Trumpian Win/Lose privileged Rapture smallness,
then how sure are you
you have never had a queerly unorthodox sensual thought?
A flicker of sacred matriarchal woundedness?
A flash of natural wet warm wombishness?
An addictive glimmer of longing to reassociate
with sacred Virginal MotherEarth?
How sure are you of not preferring
innocent transgender lily love for each NewDawn–
Raptures in and of NonViolent Revolutionary Fields?
If we cannot recover
some active multicultural hope of landing together
in God’s jealously occupied
and punishingly withheld Paradise,
if only to avoid monoculturing risks
of hellfire’s sweeping overpopulated damnation
for timeless eternity
of Here with Decomposing/Recomposing Now,
perhaps it is time to recall
Jesus’s God of Love,
WinWin Grace,
restorative ego-ecological
co-messianic
co-operative SpiritNatures,
secular Ego with sacred Eco ZeroZone
nondually co-arising
rapturous WinWin healing.
Transparent secular/sacred ecopolitical vocations
as eco-ministers reforesting wounded Earth
to heal internal addictions to multiculturing Love.
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