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Baby Talk

We learn our right from wrongs,
and maybe right from lefts,
as we go along.

Issues come up within developmental windows,
like stealing
emerges from touching your older brother’s stuff
and beginning to more wisely discern
what’s mine from what’s yours,
because when we are born,
we are born into everything is divinely
and diastatically nutritious us.

Yet,
this too emerges even earlier,
this issue of distinguishing Ego from bio-progenetive AnthroMother.
When we are still in utero
we could not be Ego consciousness
distinguishable,
discernible,
decompositionally dissonant
from EcoEnvironnmental Diastatic(=,=)
CoGravitating Consciousness.

Each DNA/RNA ecosystem born into dialectical-temporal lobe risk
of death without ever having lived threshold
into waiting cerebral cortex,
vacuous EgoLandscape of diastasis-entity,
dipolar bicameral,
balancing health over/against pathology of You=Me
could not equivalently
confluently
healthfully flow and function
into and out of
Us.

This is a difficult Win for Ego
to surrender,
this loss of mindbody ecosystemic nest,
someday somewhere,
Time forgetting Ego’s diastatic EcoPresent
confluent former time
of pre-birth’s absent bio-eco stress,

except for sounds of screaming climate change
and great biometric transitions of chaotic sound and pattern,
except for lack of Mother Manna’s ecologically rich nutrients,
DNA prescribed for regenerative health,

to which we more positively return
to compost rich transparent ecosystemic soul of rich soil
mixed with clean abundant rivers of water,
nutritionally flowing movement’s of Time’s caress
over double-bound co-gravitating skin,
within as without time’s restraints
elating empathic eco-function,
Prime Relational Fractal-Dialogos Octave NaturalSystemic Frequencies
of Harmony and Folding and Unfolding
Flowing and Functioning Formed Balance.

Many of these moral issues begin enculturating
across days of syntaxed light as health
and nights of dual-dark transparent AngryStomach within
and FearFilledDark without
dipolarity pathology Lose-Lose,
before we ever realize
that these Anthros are saying language
associated with life’s rhythms
of positive and negative as warm v. cold,
light v. dark,
forgetting that in our RNA root iconic tradition,
it’s all good in properly explicated,
healthy,
natural-system neutral MidWay
Loving Positve-Synergetic Psychological Order
of Total BiCameral Fractal-Ecology of Seasonal Reason.

But, the issue of bicameral gender,
appositional disorders,
dipolar imbalances,
deviances from polymorphic polynomial
WinWin cerebral cortex non-differentiated harmony,
emerge well after
we have developed the capacity
to imagine what we hope will happen
over against what EcoRight MindBody
co-arises as nutritionally luscious sexual identity,
in full-fractal frame,
Prime Relationally WinWin
as +,+ OVER (-,-),
ReGenerative OVER DeGenerating DeComposition,
with all the right-timed full-octave polycultural diversity
ecologically and analogically implied,
temporal-neural aptic as empathic,
ecosystemic bicameral gender-language function
Time requires for Earth’s global Rights of ReGenerativity.

When our Ego speaks positively
about what our Eco does not truly want,
or perhaps wants less or more of,
then Ego tends to loudly proclaim,
or more quietly and dissonantly repress,
influenced by cultural exegetical negativism
where EcoRight conscious eisegetical empathic intuition,
more dialectically polyfluent co-gravitation,
stretching ecoconsciousness of internal landscape’s
bicameral cognitive dissonance into semi-consciousness,
sometimes felt defensively as hypocrisy
for not becoming
whom Ego more nobly and nutritionally
already is right now.

No wonder, then
it has been said
to remember being baby
if Ego would find Paradise,
before talk could be distinguished from positive yet not-not walk,
and love’s embryonic Commons incubating peace
still belonged to all of us
AnthroTribal WinWin DNA-scripted Evolutionary Co-Messianic Players
of eco-normic cooperative Prime Political Universal Relationship
back to Original Intent Big Bang dense healthy co-gravitational syntax
as forward into (0)Mega MythicLogos PolyNomial Balance,
nutritiously CoPresent WinWin
healthy baby co-operative bicameral talk.

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Love’s Waiting Warmth

“The nature of the Authentic [Love] Self is always already spiritually [naturally] motivated, turned on, tuned in, ready to respond to the radical [co-arising] immediacy of now [as LovePresent]. It [love] experiences no fear, no doubt, no hesitation, no procrastination. Your Authentic [EcoLove] Self is always already [elational] inspired and [inductively] spiritually on [full-flow potential empowered integration–diastatic] fire. This is a new manifestation and expression of enlightened awareness.” Andrew Cohen, “Evolutionary Enlightenment” (2011)

Awareness of Internal Landscape
as polypathic integrity,
eternally regenerating flame
of love as light,

AND

Awareness of External Landscape
as polycultural PresentYang
OVER
CoPresence YinYin,
Earth Goddess of Time
as Tao–EcoSacredSelf
born and yet-borne
within BiLateral-CoGravitational-Other.

When I cannot recognize kindness as love
within nature,
human or otherwise,
then I cannot experience Love’s ReGenerative Time
for human and OtherWise
nondually birthing Earth’s CoPresent Time.

I cannot recognize kindness in nature
until I remember this generosity of Ego’s incarnate birth,
adventuring through this lifetime,
learning love’s flame
from which I came
and within which we each return
to smolder diastatically
atmospherically Earth-bound
together,
regenerative recycling ecosystemic process
of light’s fine-timed fire.

Love squeezes through anger-cracks and fear-fissures,
leaking kindness and generosity,
gratitude for residency
within this regenerative string
of time from past timelessness
and heading right back into that same positive elational eternity
at threshold of incarnation’s demise,
to re-member our already Present-CoPresence of Love
as ProGenitor Eros
as regenetically temporal
bilaterally diastatic
YangUniverse Positive ConVexForm-Event
dipolar implied within
YinIntegrative (-,-) ConCave CoGravitational Flow Function,
counter-timeflow revolutionary power-potential
decompositional polypathic integrity.

All else is anger and fear, combined into
Ego’s Negative BiPolar Teachers,
negative Yang BusinessAsUsual dominating
YinYin Cognitive-Affective-Temporal
autistic dissonance
between LeftDeductive External Landscape
eco-normative information
and RightInductive Internal Landscape
ecological co-gravitational systemic function
(-/-)
double-binding reverse temporal-neural
aptic/synaptic function and trend flow,
so chronically precessive–
expanding toward future’s monocultural overpopulation–
or recessive–
shrinking away from bilateral decay of (-) past anger
and (-) future fear.

We are each
Kindness Outlyers and UnKind Predators,
co-messiahs and EgoCentric Publicans,
but it tremendously helps
when our UnKind Predators
are named and well-governed
AngerPast twinning FutureFear,
listening,
rather than always ranting and dominating Present,
noticing Love Present with PeaceCoPresence,
both aptic and synaptic-elational neural, positive,
rather than continuing to dominate our personal,
internal,
and political, external conversations
and discernment,
our dialectical logos lives of potentially integrative love;
two bicameral voices of LovePeace reasons as positive seasons,
those decomposing moments and events and mindfulness
of listening/noticing and teaching/learning heads
working bicamerally together.

I am continuously reborn
of Earth’s atmospheric nutrients
of time,
perfectly formed to my mindbody,
filling my nose and our noses and lungs
while caressing our exposed skins and hair and feathers,
and eyes and ears,
our TransParent CoPresence,
within as without,
Yang and YinYin Universal atmospheric bicameral time,
folding,
refolding,
unfolding,
prefolding future regenerations
of memory
as EarthTime’s CoPresent Loving Kindness.

Earth’s Hearts
anticipate Left’s deductive-reductive Diamonds,
as ballistically violent Clubs
precessively predict
dipolar balance
with fractal-ballasted Spades
digging up ever more nondual co-arising fuel
feeding Hearts with full-fired Diamonds.

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Professor Glory’s Kind Mind Bliss

Our topic for this morning
said Professor Glory
to her sleepy class of bicameral scholars,
is “Attraction v. Addiction to Peak Experiences.”

Addictions are wanting more than attraction therapeutically invites.
Addictions suboptimize the Peak outcomes they produce.
Unlike the continuity of attraction,
addiction erupts and subsides discontinuously
as this “need” grows increasingly incommensurable
with your “true” public identity,
introducing internal dissonance,
with suboptimizing flow and ebb dissatisfaction,
suffering about what attracts
this addicted time and season
to timeless bliss.

When what I present outside
resonates fully
with who I know my best self to be
within my Right-mindbody ecoself,
then I know attraction to timeless bliss.

What is left behind,
after addiction to suffering subsides
from wants that emerge
incommensurable with bliss,
are polyculturally co-arising mutual needs.

Now,
that may all sound poetic and metaphysical
and abstractly plausible,
but not scientifically researched
in RealTime,
so let’s step into a Memory example,
a “Thought Experiment”
if you will,
which proved to be so powerful
during the conclusion of the Recently Passed
PreMillennial AnthroCulture.

What is pre-pubescent “memory”
of gender as sexuality
if it is not bisexuality,
rather than asexuality?

We are regenerated DNA memories,
born of both ProGenitive Yang’s Sperm
and Embryonic YinYin Eggs,
nesting in eco-viral incubator-homes
waiting to invest in Time’s future regenerative articulation
of dialectical chemistry,
the PoliticalEcoNormic Sciences and Arts,
especially our Language Arts,
like poetry
and lovely geometric lattices of holonic-fractal metric systems
numeric icons,
ironic imbalances in gender-balance,
natural truths about AnthroCentrism v.
EarthTribe Centrism.

PostMillennial RNA Tribal Centrism
emerged through the Great Transition
as Right/Left mindbody Midway Tipping Points
of Bionic-Yang(L)/Yin(R)ology.

Today, we comprehend
breathing in EcoWe
to breathe out a more attractive,
less addicted,
EgoMe,
bicamerally.

Our Elder RNA-syntaxed BiCameral MindBody Research Project
emerged PostMillennially
as never having been intended for Left-brain dominant
MonoCultural SubOptimizing Primal Outcome,
but to PolyCulturally teleologize regenerative form
with full-healthy function,
for future Earth-centric co-gravitational
therapeutic applications,
with full intent Yang
and double-full willed orthopraxis YinYin
of BiCameral EcoConsciousness.

We are Advent-uring PolyCultural Con-Sciences;
juncture of Time’s co-arising articulation,
mutually in-formating co-arising paradigms
accessible for attractive Peak Experiences,
but not quite able to sustain
for those addicted to PreMillennial suffering
of MonoCulturing Left ego-brain dominance.

We close,
as always,
breathing in each Other,
breathing out to continue our regeneratively balanced
revolution.

Please submit your questions and comments
before exiting into our diverse Exterior Landscapes.
I have so enjoyed sharing our BiCameral Interior Landscape
with you this morning.
Really, it has been a constant
chronic
Peak Experience
which makes me smile
and look forward to tomorrow
with you
again,
still
silent
meditating our therapeutic medication.

And those of you who have been
doing your chi gong and yoga thing,
please be mindful,
your mats are inviting your farewell
by rolling them up and putting them in the bin by the door
on your most bicameral way out.

Namaste.

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Zero-Soul Advent

EarthMother Speaking:
Each still-wombed life extends Mother Advents incarnating time
so each Maternal risk and endosymbiotic opportunity,
each ectosymbiotic free will and intent act of Host, ProGenitor,
rich fertile nutritionally balanced informing action,
fades competitive egocentrism,
as narrow-minded anthro-centrist elitism,
to incarnate more fractally bicameral
and dipolar consciousness,
wisdom’s good faith compost for Earth’s co-operating future.

Advent Speaking:
Hello! I’m still waiting!
Each of these eternal moments incarnates timeless eternity
without unfolding rebirthing memory,
a polypathic potpourri of culturally autistic risk and polycultural opportunity
to avoid your ego-deductive domination’s self-suffering
to more mutually embrace eco-poly-paradigmatic synergy of ecosystemic (0)-soul birth.

EarthMother:
Each day an extension of my time
so each morning a risk and opportunity
to avoid greedy egocentrism,
addiction to thrills
then attachment to their suffering consequences,
as if I could have learned them alone,
to step into harmonious eco-centered (0)-consciousness.

Advent, Still Waiting:
Each waiting half-filled ego extends Time’s holonic-neural enculturing memory
of risks and opportunities
to avoid evolution’s monochromatic dead ends
suffering,
waiting,
even more Adventing,
by embracing EarthRevolution’s poly-enculturing (0)-soul
political with economic conscience.

Andrew Cohen: “Evolutionary Enlightenment”, p. 98
“The practice of Evolutionary Enlightenment
has two fundamental components
[Left-Right mindbody (0) dipolarity]
that reflect
the two domains of [endosymbiotic] Being
and [ectosymbiotic] Becoming.
In the [Internal Landscape] domain of Being,
the practice is learning to master
the timeless art an [eco-con]science of meditative
stillness [and ecosystemic decomposition].
In the [Exterior Landscape] domain of evoutionary Becoming,
the practice is defined
by Five [0-balancing ego/eco as Left/Right] Fundamental Tenets–
[1. Bicameral Noticing for] Clarity of Intention,
[2. Positively Inhaling Spring] The Power of Volition
[3. Diastatic Full-Bicameral Eco/Ego (0)Identity Power to]
Face Everything and Avoid Nothing
[4. EcoSystematic DeComposition as] The Process Perspective, and
[5. Co-Regenerative Double-Fractal-Holonic Resonance] Cosmic Conscience.
For those who aspire to walk this path in earnest,
these [embryonic] tenets must be [co-arisingly] lived at all times,
in all places
under all [MotherEarth’s Advent-ure] circumstances.”

 

Note: Brackets within Andrew Cohen’s quote are my own voice, not intended to improve on his, but to enjoin our chorus. G D

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December Rain

It was the middle of an unusually warm Connecticut December
darkly drizzly deep afternoon.

Drizzly wait,
not long before her hungry needy kids returned from school,
she propped herself against their covered back porch wall,
knees up,
peering out
listening to wonder how her life was the same,
and different,
compared to this river flowing surely and widely
but silently south behind their backyard,
while the river of cars in front
shuttled up and down the state highway’s over-fueled Advent traffic,
punctuated with violent horn blasts,
or perhaps warmly intended “Hello”s, “I’m passing by….”

Passing.
Water toward the south Sound,
carbon-eaters to her back,
across the front yard Advent
of early evening’s commercial family business,
industry,
institutions for competing commodification
flowing stealthily and syncopatedly impatient toward,
and then by-passing away.

By-passing,
messiah’s mass faltering
to sing in her faithful
but worn thin heart and air,
hoping her river loved co-redemptive Sounding ocean
even more than busy motors
surging through more urgent toxic time
invested to completely commodify
this Birthing Wonder’s self-purgative sacred flow
into co-therapeutic nature.

Commodifying home and families
into consumer markets
flowing down her river of mid-December’s discontent
with waiting.

Discontent,
gloaming river fog
spread miraculously radiant by one uninvited yellow street light,
waiting for her family’s bus
to deliver this December night’s transforming birth.

 

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Advent Overtures toward Virgin Birth

Where are my richest arteries
for struggling with
as, in, through
fertile flowing
cooperative co-mentoring
light?

Where is that taproot
going in to deepest routed
Christic song eco-balancing dance
crossing Tao’s revolutionary Tipping Point
of ego crucifixion
gracing polycultural bi0hemispheric
evolving
revolving
co-arising
co-messianic
bicameral karma?

Where resides optimally positive psychology
with multi eco-systemic therapy and pathology?

Ecotherapy of organic political-economic
as personal-cultural revolution?

Baptism of Left brain competing for dominance
into co-redemptive Left-Right
Convex-Concave
Vertex-Vortex
diastatic fullness with dipolar ego purgation,
stopping right on MidWay’s
eco-normative birth of ReGenesis?

Where are my Shamanic Cooperative Warriors
of truth
resolving scientific revolution
as natural evolution
of Right-Left balanced mind-embodiedness?

CoArise PostMillennial CoOperators
Evolve-Solutionaries,
our Adventure into global mutual re-membering
struggles virgin-pregnant
with polypathic nutrition-rich seeds
drawn from diverse paradigms
of joyful round resonantly resolving octaves.

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RealTime’s Stimulating Deep Spaciation

Ms. Real Time,
an often stimulating Taoist,
but sometimes, admittedly, not so much,
more of a cannibal really
on her dark time of before and after
her Taoist stimulating period
if you know what I mean.

Anyway,
Ms. Real Time
invited her Prime Co-Partner,
Mr. Deep Space,
more of a revolutionary-historic Christian
kind of a co-redemptive guy,
to remember intimate conversations
of too long ago.

“We used to have those long quiet whispers
both before and after our commingling
about who we would be
how we would become that
and why.
Why was where our logical stories
always seductively began and romantically ended
forever Real Time after birthing Deep SpaceTime.”

“Then you wanted to argue about names
for this future Earthly embryo,
I suggested YinYin,
but you demanded Eco-Messiah.
Do you remember that?”

Some of it, admitted Space,
my memory begins where ours ends,
but I do recall our co-messianic resolution
to Advent the Birth of Yang Co-Messiah
by giving Birth to Christ as yinyin messianic,
as John baptized Earth’s waters
in advent of our Nazarene.

“Which reminds me,” throbbed Real Time
“we need to focus our Advent of DeComposition
on our North Star as RNA-ProGenitor
of YangThymine+/YinCytosine(-,-)
to orthopraxis our permacultural birth of language
biological enculturation as fractal-logical culture-syntax
four prime seasons of Earth and human life,
from winter of Transitional DeComposing ReGeneration
to spring of Co-Messianic Birth
into summer of Our Most Beautiful Community and World,
sustaining Fall’s SpaceTime universal embryos
into future’s bicamerally balancing eco-logos,
hydrogen with nitrogen
oxygen breathing into dialectical carbon-bases,
regenerating all these RealTime memories
of sensual experience as evolutionary story.”

Deep Space bore down on Language’s Advent,
a dialect of Earth’s temporal-bound logic,
ecologic.
Spatial
dialectical
co-arising experience of health v. pathology
is rationed logic,
logical and rationally balanced
both deductive with inductive RealTime value-as-proportional-balance
optimized tuition,
S/he needed to give birth as NOW
to Yang as Yin-squared spacetime ecologic bicamerality.

“Not quite yet, dear” slow-grows Real Time’s reminder
“you believe in 12 days and nights
to give birth to Christ’s Co-Mass Ergodic Balance,
don’t you?”

Something like that,
it’s difficult to retain full-octave Left-Right focus
with all this cognitively dissonant lack of love
still floating through Earth’s synergetically cooperative culture.

“Hmmm. Push in a little closer.
Baby needs a full-body rub.”

Ms. Time
are you flirting with me?

“Only if you want to play the role
of Mr. Deep Space.”

It is not your temporal language
about dialectical experience
that is “logical” or “illogical”,
but our co-arising birth
into dialectically cooperative,
and, yes, I do mean less cognitive dissonance
between us is something I RealTime need from you,
bicameral mindbody as timespace experience
of health v. pathology.

“I love your synergetic formal love talk,
baby,
all that naturally rich organic
fertile
life-birthing regenerative mythic-logic.”

I think the Quads are coming into alignment,
little fold with re-fold,
implicating pre-fold predicting re-fold closure,
birthing down into co-gravitational wonder.

“Your Deep Spatial language
of Zero-Soul EcoLogic,
in 4-RealPrimeTimeSpace
seasonal
temporal
spaciated
dialectical Yang-EcoMessiah harmonics
feels like climatic edge of Advent (0)Mega…”

Our ecoconsciousness spacetime point
beyond language
bearing into,
struggling into diastatic logic
of bicameral co-incidental
healthy-fertile
eco-messianic experience,
both positive and negative
co-mentoring.

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Haunting Endless Waves

What co-arises together
must co-exhale to part.

Last night my HIV+ hunted down my negative,
my darkside,
death and fear,
my anger about my mortality,
my greater anger about our mortality as a species,
my greatest anger about our mortality as Earth’s DNA/RNA Tribes of Life,
that we all are so wrong and pointless
given limitations of our time’s memory
riding,
hiding,
hunting inside our skin
for how to not let this incarnate hunt ever end.

Yet, with dawn’s light,
solely this haunting by endless nothingness,
as if we had never become, so never been,
this fear of death and anger against its organic final demand,
we hope to end
with seamless faith in eternally timeless ego-identity.

Where did this ego emerge from?
Endless nothingness?
Or, a paradise womb of cooperative eco-normics,
eco-logically self-optimizing nutritional health,
perfect temperature care,
nurturing co-abundance
between this seed of ego and this Mother Earth Elder EcoSystem,
sufficient well-being wealth
which, as decomposed,
became exegetical syntax,
elements with dynamic flows and functions
progenerated by co-arising gravity of time’s folding
and refolding revolutions,
the stardust structure of Father Time’s seasonal
reasonal
primally relational language.

How do we ecologically reason and induce,
expand and contract,
regenerate and decompose,
produce and consume,
this emergent hypothesis about ego’s deadly nondual co-arising,
inevitability?
Just how frightening and maddening is this,
to embrace
absorb
devour
soak up
co-prehend
co-science
co-arise to co-decompose
integrative/disintegrative folds
of cosmologically progenitive
dual-destiny transparent
Eco-Time’s co-arising/co-densing identity?

Those who surf our co-arising together

learn to co-exhale dismount
to co-arise the waves of future’s time
now always co-densively logic-present.

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Double-Binding ReBirth

The dancer becomes dance
as the singer becomes song’s liturgical story.

The player becomes recreational play
and the worker becomes vocation.

The designer becomes bicameral design
and life becomes co-redemptive landscaping,
as space unfold’s time’s seasonal function,
Yang unfurls Yin-Yin’s bidirectional prime frequency.

Co-redemptive economics unfolds regenerative ecological systems
as coregenerating functional seasons develop informative nutritional abundance,
eco-normative value for natural life systems,
development processes,
creative bicameral processors
of form’s function as space’s well-raced polycultural time.

Winter’s transcendent decomposition
opens to summer’s diastatic fullness,
as Yin-time’s regenerative transactions
invite binomial balance to Yang-space’s permaculturing sustainable designs.

Trinitarian spatial dimensions
over unitarian bitemporal dimension
rationally deduces to more smooth-structured Eulerian function:
dualistic prime-linear space diametric systems
before-after
above-below
without-within
appositional and oppositional temporal-spatial values,
are explicitly and concavely our Universe’s metaphysical
+/(-,-)Zero-soul core prime thermodynamic balance
as Core Vertexial Space OVER Core vortexial dark time,
Polynomial Yang embracing Yin-Yin Game Theorem.

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Redemption’s Razor Edge

Who is this would-be Redeemer
stalking my own mirror?
Whether for good or evil
I remain steadfastly ambivalent.

Riding Time’s unfolding edge,
glancing forward for faith in better
stronger
surer lasting light
glancing backward darkens optimistic hope
to change what I cannot,
to fulfill commitments to grow together
as I might
were I not so all-encompassing alone.
Universe of Presence much too vast for home.

Even so, the present makes a safer home
than future’s pregnant womb
or past’s sterile tomb,
drawing these two faces together
in stigmatic messiah wound,
breathing in and out,
stifling each victorious shout
“Not yet!…not yet….again
my time unwilling to climax
without our Time Beloved.

Faith in fated freedom
struggles with choosing birth as death
to what might have been,
contents with choosing life
as if chosen through cosmic coincidence
of karmic evolution.

Redeemer hearts and minds
perpetually ride anguish surf of paradise.

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