Wait A Minute!

Did I hear that wrong?

On my way for another appointment
with the vampire bleeding Quest,
big stage conversations on the radio
travel way too fast
for me to stay tuned in
at my normal liberal-conserving pace.

A single new mom
is surprised to learn about herself.
Her post-parted mother self
is less excited about getting back to work
out in the “real world.”

Wait a minute!
When did the real nurturing home environment
become the unreal world?

Back when most of us were serfs
and slaves,
shipping clerks
and slap-happy farmer families,
wasn’t family life cultural realness?
And outside employment
our unreal
mechanistic crazy ant-nestedness?

When and why did that turn
right side down?

Then she argued,
without waiting for slow to learn me,
against those who blame the childcare victim
by challenging employers AND employees
to do better
balancing work and home life
with bi-transcendent presence.

She finds this adds undue bilocation pressure
on parents to find ever more efficient
and effective employee-parent balancing acts
in multi-tasking lack of fully engaged bicameral presence.

We need systemic change,
she says,
although I fear that’s what Donald Trump would also say,
in another UnReal Wounded World’s competitive runaway favor.

Wait a minute!
Don’t throw out the new-balancing baby
with our dirty economic laundry water!
Don’t argue against Ego/Eco balance needed
to embrace, again,
healthy Cultural Balance.

A culture so out of balance
that competitive Win/Lose economies
now monopolize our encultured RealWorld,
and cooperative Win/Win parent/child empowerment
has become privatized UnReal Healthy CounterCulture.

Then, less than a minute later,
Republican spokespersons
described President Trump as vindicated
by Mueller’s executive report
finding insufficient information to prove collusion
with Russia
and/or obstruction of justice
within America.

Wait a minute!
Is no proof of colluding with a violent
kleptocratic regime
threatened by our flagging healthy transparent democratic culture
and cooperative Win/Win mutual empowerment,
really vindicating
an out-loud vindictive plutocrat
too smart to go to Vietnam
and too slick to campaign for principles of un-commodified love and integrity
rather than against recession of pathological hate and mendacity?

First, he said Russia
was helping Hillary in the voting booths
of 2016.

Then, when it became clear some foreign agency
was trying to help him by hurting her,
He said it wasn’t his good buddy Putin
or his Allies.

Then, when it became clear
it was Kremlin-sponsored interference,
He said, repeatedly, No Collusion!
because his campaign knew absolutely nothing
about anything
(which, out of context, sounds plausible).

Then, when it became clear
his campaigners did meet with Russian representatives
offering to do the political nasty
to Hillary,
He said, just “No Collusion!”
without qualifiers.

Then, when it became clear
the Trump campaign had nothing to say
about having met, without reporting, foreign agents
involved in dirty propaganda tricks
in U.S. media markets,
He still said only “No Collusion!”

But, wait a minute!
Now we have been asking
why wouldn’t a patriotic nationalist leader
true-blue military industrially empowered
not jump out of his white privileged skin
to be the first to squeal on the bad bully guys
for playing mean loser-take-all
disempowering undemocratic politics?

Wait a minute!
Short of transparently unveiling how the Trump campaign
proactively attempted to let everyone know
these hostile actions taken
against the integrity of our democratic electoral system
for RealWorld informed voters,
how is No Collusion! (probably)
sufficient to vindicate
some nationally elected leader of a wounded democracy
apparently intent on breaking all Ten Cooperative Commandments
as shamelessly as possible?

Wait a minute!
What happened to obstruction of healthy restoring-trust
bicameral justice?

By the time I returned home
to my RealWorld,
I was already exhausted
trying to keep up with
a patriarchally privileged
left-unmindful dominant brain
right-mind suppressed
with monoculturing
narcissistic bullying intent.

I’ll be alright though…
Just give me a minute.


Who I Am Right Now

Who are you?
he asked perpetually, patiently
because I invited him to do so
until our time for contented me
to discover his diversely integrated/fragmented identities,
critical acting
and singing
and dancing
and warring
and terrorizing
and confronting events
right now,
and in past network iterations
and throughout future synergetic neural regenerations
of lifeline transgenerational memory.

Who are you?

I am an interdependent neural-systemic journalist,
a witness hoping to WinWin reconnect
with cooperatively invested communion ego-courage
to know and appreciate you,
your inhabited past
and echoing future
and my own best regenerative green sanctuary ego-self.

Who are you?

I am curious
about your enchantment
with interdependent neural webs
of communication,
toxic and therapeutic,
between humane capital heads,
comparing and contrasting green economic and nutritional co-investments
in democracy, not privilege,
usually cooperative,
but sometimes dissonantly suffering competing bodies
longing for relief
from EarthTribe’s WinToday to LoseTomorrow mortal enculturations,
wounding marks of perpetually anticipating tensions
about who we are
and are not yet

Who are you?

I am future cooperating courage
to believe our WinWin dreams
and needs,
our hopes
co-arise positive and negative feelings
for and of, against and fleeing from,
green optimizing sanctuary communion
hearts and minds
restoring polypathic neural democratic trust
vulcanizing resilience
between what we think and feel and resonantly say
and where we choose to use
our therapeutic hands and feet,
left dominant minds
punishing and restoring health-right holistic bodies,

Interdependent therapeutic webs
of natural body and spiritual minds
bent toward co-passionate green-means-healthy-grow relationships,
non-privileged patience
with partial WinWin green sanctuary communions

Actively hoping for EarthTribal DNA interdependent stringing messages
within EarthPlaced integral HereNow messengers
listening, then gratefully speaking

Now it’s time to turn this listening/speaking table,
Who are you?

Then, for a later session,
How are we resiliently green cooperative communicators
communing communion communal
compassionate sanctuary together?

please avoid terms like
communistic communalist
because that raises all sorts of toxic
anti-social isolating unkindness and impatient paranoia
and misunderstanding of original WinWin democratic motives
moving toward green social well-being prosperity,
as if liberality of love
could toxically threaten conservational green therapeutic defenses
found in robust democratic webs of deep resilience
rather than patriarchal fake-walls of privileged resistance.


The Neighbor’s Wife

He’s been struggling with depression,
She said, so then have I.

It’s our bad news
that competing depressions
breed more contagiously
than our cooperative feeding happiness.

Yet our good news grows:
Depression and positive impression
are equally contagious passions
eruptions into changing flowstreams of consciousness,
evolving conscientiousness,
naked intention,
interdependent awareness,
enchantment and disenchanting stories,
natural causes spiriting effects causing co-acclimating affects,
positive and negative passions,

I’ve been struggling against his self-repression,
she said,
so then he worries about his oppressive powers
financial and political and emotional,
physical and mental.

He doesn’t hit me
or any sentient being
but scares me when he hits
and manhandles against his phone,
kicks against his car,
strikes against his walls and doors and windows,
his property he most interdependently cares about,
relies upon.

This chronic environment of fear,
seeing his violent anger
causes our climate anxiety
and a lack of safely transparent expression,
chronic non-vulnerable repression.

The difference between my suppressed fear feelings
of repression
and his depressed anger feelings,
threatening to disinvest oppression
despite his great attraction to Us,
is a real-talk difference
only if we both know
we are each free to affordably leave,
cut our future health-opportunity losses,
without threat of violent and impoverishing repercussions.

While a free Get Out Of Jail card
and a blinking Safe Exit sign
over our back doors
and front doors
and aside windows
are not much for sharing journeys toward active compassion,
co-operative wonder,
interactive awe,
mutual health and happiness,
prosperous food for mental fitness,
Yet neither is flood insurance
a sign of bad faith in safe and dry land
mutually affordable re-assurance.

is aggressive repression
without freedom to exit

And ego repression
is eco-systemic depression
without mutual freedom to catch and re-catch compassion
with and for each faithful interdependent Other,
sentient and sensed as a safe alliance
for absorbing resonance

And practicing mutual reliance,
practicing re-alliance,
practicing integrity of positive contagious co-passions.

Negative depressions stem from lonely longing
origins internal and external,
As positive impressions
grow from practiced compassion,
Solidarity belonging and bred
within eco-cooperative fed
root nutritional systems,

Fitness energy for actively appreciating
each wounded and wounding Other,
including hims
and hers,
transparently discussing fist-vulnerable hands
and heads,
and stomping, kicking feet,
and bad-news phones
and unreliable cars
and imprisoning homes
and patriarchal supremacists

As if all lives
and interdependent relationships
for continuing depressive competitions
and for altering impressive cooperations.


Advent Funerals with Birthdays

The coincidence of Advent
and the HW Bush eulogies
reminded me of DJ Trump’s challenge
to laugh about himself
at least as quickly as he laughs against others.

As compared to any recent US President,
he comes in dead last
for his appropriate humility,
willingness to sacredly listen, empathize with generosity,
and least place for his ability to nurture resilient international peace,
and I am not sure these two challenges
are merely side-by-side coincidental.

Other challenges seem to come with the Yangish motivation required to even become a credible candidate.

Presidential candidates
at least since the Civil War,
if not the Revolutionary War,
are not generally known for saintly sacred listening
to and for healthy multicultural developments,
domestic or foreign,
domestic and yet foreign
to those unschooled in WinWin health-power whisperings,

Noticing positive deviance
advocated and praised and blessed first well-humored,
before negative pedestrian bullying rat races continue
with all paranoid Win/Lose stripes
madly pursued by monoculturing manic political stars.

This Advent day of HW Bush eulogies
was also my oppositionally defiant daughter’s seventeenth birthday.
When I asked her for an allegorical meaning
for the Sleeping Beauty fable
she dismissed the story
as another patriarchal humorless female Messianic staple
for achieving EarthJustice happily ever after
by mere kiss of Prince Charming
after she had done all the heavy emotional lifting
required to rebuild sacred communion
with resilient good humor.

But, she is more interested in discussing Robin Hood
and Little Red Riding Hood,
all the potential messianic Hood leaders
who know predative patriarchal wolves when they see
and hear
and smell them,
even in hooded disguise,
transparently lying on their own grandmother’s bed
and Bibles
and thrones,
about being more committed to democratic good-humored healthy constitutions
advocates for sharing communion with all
before defending their own ego-centric hindquarters.

My fetal alcoholic seventeen year old daughter
knows wolves when she hears them
in government threatening humorless voices
or more entertainingly violent industrial corruption predators.

Feminist Hoods can themselves taste wolf hunger
for royal hunting and riding
and devouring innocent WinWin democratic youth,
separating them from their naive healthy multiculturing forests,
composed by
and for
and of naturally diverse and good-humored habitats.

She can smell satiated predators
growing hungry for vulnerable healthy integrity
stealing back fleeting power from Win/Lose playing wolves
by investing economic and political trust
in those still living natural-humored life
as a normal spiritually connecting re-investment.

Hooded egos still know this spiritually enchanted forest life
as a naturally reconnecting hope
for healthy happier,
more co-redemptive,
EarthJustice futures.

And so the eulogies
and my daughter’s exegetical birthday party progressed
through Cinderella’s king and queendom
at healthier humored EarthJustice hand
after marrying her Prince of Adventuring Revolutionary Peace.

On through the Three Little Pigs
enjoying shared wolf-soup communion
with all EarthTribe’s piglets and cubs,
dolls and stuffed bears
communioned while sitting down grace-fully together.

She hears this same polypathic humored journey
in every diversely sacred narrative
she leads and listens,
smells and tastes and feels
hope for Earth’s wealth
of future everyday health
for democratic constitutions,
disability stories,
eulogies inviting salvific humor.

This coincidence of birthday and funeral
reminds me of our sacred challenges
to laugh communally among ourselves
more than jeering a viral twittering weapon
against the vulnerabilities of others.


ReFreshing Contract Transparency

Public, or even familial, contracts
with predative purposes and rights given and received
move toward more transparency

So local folks
can better monitor
what’s extracted from our communities
against what’s coming back in
by way of re-investment
in future healthy regenerations
of active hope
and faith
and secular/sacred love.

Imagine what might happen
if contract transparency
were applied to proposed changes
in extractive federal tax and spend policies.

We might more clearly notice,
In unfair exchange for cooperatively sharing
an additional One Trillion Dollars in new debt
this year alone
We are opaquely adding
to our degenerative
and destabilizing growing gap
between the 99
and the Great One ecopolitical SuperElite,
disproportionately irresponsible,
yet unwisely authoritative,
for debt repayment schedules
to be aborted by yet unborn oppressed children

Further deficit destabilizing universal affordable healthcare
for all future organic EarthTribes
of all economic and political nations and natures,
all continents and ecofeminist Spirits,
all oceans and all enculturing Muses,

And for such a risky short-term climate-pathology investment,
we are invited to re-invest
about the same amount of cash and resentment
and competing pathologies
and punishing BusinessAsUsual naturally competitive
worthless equity
If we are among the 99,
and somewhat more generous short-term healthcare returns
for the SuperElite Great BusinessOnes
willing to divest away from health
for their own great-great-grandchildren,
should any of them survive
climates of rapidly expanding unwealthy pathology.

HealthCare students and teachers,
patients and nurses, and sometimes even holistic doctors,
NonPartisan Political Theorists
System Resilience students and teachers,
patients and resisting impatients and therapists,
Game Theorists,
Information/DisInformation TransparentCommunication Systems Analysts
will all consensually
speak WinWin Nature/Spirit Truth
to overly competitive LoseNature/LoseSpirit Violence
of opaque contracts against healthy democratic Constitutions
and constituents thereof

Ecological family economists
long-term deficit unhealth/unwealth spending increases
grow bipolar divides
between the GreatOnes
and the 99s,
divesting of WinWin good nature
and transparent spirited resistance

To opaque health/wealth extractions
while yet cooperatively receiving
unhealthy divestments outgoing
from local cooperative health/wealth communities
for dismantling unwealthy violence
and self-marketing federal partisan pirate privileges
against each healthy-wealth cooperative Other

UnHealth-UnWealth divestments
A trail of tears
toward LoseLose monocultural toxic dumps
counter-green revolutionary
chronic stress
sleep and nurture deficits
terrifying interior/exterior climate pathology
further fueling disagreeing degenerative survival hoarding strategies,
while forests burn
and hurricane season builds
opaquely ominous…

Rather than transparent
liberally loved PositivEnergy Democracy
and regenerative WinHealth-WinWealth resilience.

This absence of liberating healthy freedoms
and conservative re-investment
in and with and for nature/spirit bipartisan wealthy behavior
reminds me
of the 1980’s
NotSoHidden Contract Against America’s
GoldenRule Health/Wealth Standards
for PositivEnergy Constitutional Law
and Nature/Spirit restoratively re-invested Order.


Ripped-Off Climate Deniers

Yesterday I heard a happy Republican
crediting President Trump’s self-proclaimed successes
to his training and experience with consumer-driven accountability;
I presume,
his for-profit experience with market-driven consumerism.

Now I realize this for-profit wealth of experience
outside Washington,
untainted by prior government experience,
appears compelling for how he became President Trump
as opposed to continuing as Emperor Trump,
although there is some concern that these two have become the same,
a monstrous hybrid of plutocracy,
but what does all this say about us,
that we think a lifetime of public sector legislation
is less consumer market driven
than a lifetime of private sector management?

I mean
isn’t a democratic government
supposed to be cooperative production
of consumer-citizen satisfaction,
health and happiness and prosperity
and all those other extending family virtues
we originally declared
as root of our sustainable interdependence?

So, how is this presidential choice not taking a further step
precisely in the wrong, even more competitive,

Maybe this happy Republican business advocate
was touting the virtues of more competitive experience
in autonomous response to other producer-driven markets,
the advertised commercial success
emerging from past healthy wealth
of big dollar outcomes.

Self-promoting budgets,
bully pulpits,
proclaim autonomously-held glorious outcomes,
pitched to larger and larger markets,
as incoming revenues
exceed outgoing revenues.

And yet this is not at all the type of producer-satisfaction business President Trump is selling
within this democratic enterprise.
His budget will further increase expenditures beyond revenue
when he could move toward balance
by eliminating his proposed tax-revenue cuts
exclusively designed to leave more dollars
in the self-investing hands of our wealthiest individuals and corporations,
the folks with those big self-marketing budgets
with which Trumpians have so much experience,
and by turning the bomb dropping military
into tree planting militias
in areas of strategic pathological toxic-climate concern.

as long as we continue electing NRA Presidents
for their competitive self-promotional training and experience,
responding to competitive EitherOr marketing campaigns,
we will continue to derive a competing bicameral absence of cost-effective legislation
with no explicit investment
in our cooperative health care and regenerative education values,
rooted in co-empathic trust
rather than capitalism’s bottom line
of chronic competitive mistrust,
rooted in WinLose evolutionary theories
rather than WinWin cooperatively enriching democratic experience.

How can we expect any President
or legislature
to become cost-effective
and produce healthy sustainable outcomes
when we continue to elect denial of transparent accountability
for measuring health production outcomes
against wealth consumption investments
that actually disinvest away from future health production outcomes?

Healthy soil and water,
healthy climates and landscapes,
healthy extending families and GoldenRule multicultures,
produce hot house tomatoes
only for those who choose to remain stuck inside,
denying what’s happening outside
by navel-gazing competitions all day and night,
and ego-maniacal exclaiming against interdependent values
of Earth’s intrinsically cooperative health
sustaining bioregional networks of wealth.

Little wonder so many homeless
and autistic
and chronically ill
people feel compelled to live marginalized lives outdoors
where Earth’s larger canopy feels more therapeutic
than indoor competing anthro-supremacist toxins.

Watch out for lowly peace-makers,
for we are inheriting what’s left of Earth.


Eternity’s Viral Hourglass

That which is neutral,
no big deal,
not noticed,
enjoys an intimate mirror effect,
behaves and misbehaves
with the logic of eternity.

Time steers virally clockwise,
eastern dawn toward west’s setting sun,
birth through death,
with day’s completion duskly hoping
for red skies at night.

Time fractally, seasonally, reasonably,
normatively, neutrally rotates through noise
with negentropic double-binding vitality
humming along light at the speed of Commons-squared
equals right relationship in the form of Eulerian Prime Relationship squared.

Eternal time evolves interest in metric systems,
not “math”
not measuring and calculating and commodifying useful economic utility,
not reducing nomials out of their eternally subdividable polynomial case.

Special unitarian individual cases
learn to live in their neutral universe of econormal
more interested in comprehending relationships
and dynamic polynomial/not-not polynomial dynamic transactions,
proportional eco-rhythms and patterns of values,
and the apparently bilaterally functional relationship
between analogical and digital QBit information,
geometrical cytosine reconceived
through bicamerally karmic-balancing consciousness
of systemic design and development optimization trends,
regenerativity as metrically decomposing steerage,
viral as RNA/DNA unfolds ubiquitously loving normal,
syntax norms with fractal logic
being as logos-eternally revolutionary nondual polyconsciousness.

Memes speak time in monomial syntax,
within polynomial structure
of a polyparadigmatic culture.
Syntax follows linguistic laws of logical development
through bilateral and dipolar relationship
as Positive Psychology:
Where Ego’s Plan B = Left DNA dominant deduction,
Where Eco’s Plan A = Right RNA dominant induction,
If A + B = A or B,
then EcoHealth Win for A
and EgoWealth Win for B.
Viral steerage metric plans
to make time right-left balanced
within timeless eternity of Prime Relationship Tao (=Time) Harmonics.

Paraphrasing Bucky Fuller:
There are many different unitarian individual realities.
This is the difference between reality and eternal generality.
There is only one universal generalization.
The only reason nondual communication works
is that it has no overwhelming interference.
This Game of Universalist
can be played any way
but played optimally
with Win-Win cooperative strategies,
avoiding cognitively and affectively dissonant interference,
steering toward primally balanced bicameral polycultural outcome frequencies,
accessible to full octave diversity.

Universalist is the sum-total Brahman,
and each unitarian individual is special case Atman.
Universe is aggregation of the generalized prime thermodynamic principle.
Each unitarian is one of the illions of ways
the Win-Win Game of Universe is played,
metasystemically and polypathically
and polyculturally,
our Beloved RNA-encrypting Health-Wealth Cooperative Network.

Non-polynomial irrational infinity
is logically responsive to subdividing polynomial finity.
Because unity and relationship are conceptuality independent of size,
time requires systemic conceptuality
before metric subdivision
as co-arising bicameral steerage,
can commence.
Space commences with subdivision of nondually transparent time
into fractal-frequencies of prime-light relationship.

Irrationally non-polynomial outcomes
may be considered potentially limitless,
provided infinite time.
But, time is always unitarian special case-sized system.
Time, like its absence, is not generalizable.
Generalized principles are all eternally balanced relational.
Eternal is not the fullness of time.
Eternal is timelessly devoid of time.
Infinite polynomial and non-polynomial informing universe
is micro-temporal-only unitarian systemic
before it evolves macro-spatial universalist bio-systemic.

All unitarian hourglasses have insideness and outsideness–
ergo, bilaterally systemic.
Every individual monomial and monoculture and monopoly
has inside-endosymbiotic system and outside-ectosymbiotic system.
Memes, monomials, information, and individuals,
all points of form with double-binding function,
perceptually steer toward becoming identifiable
as systemic polyhedra,
binomial polynomial inside/outside hourglass universally confluent time.

There can never be any less than four primitive dimensions,
which Thurston seconded,
and Perelman centered in Zero-Souled BiElliptical Universal Principle
of Concave/Convex Thermodynamic and Electromagnetic
and Co-Gravitational and UniversalistGroup Balance.