Liberation’s Pride

I wonder if fully liberated consciousness
can only focus on integrity

If partial consciousness
and unconsciousness of left with right awareness
is the default of dis-integrity,
of wandering through detachment
of unwanted apartheid
and mutual apathy
about integrity’s personal
global governing pride,
organic capacity to know
and appreciate
with active listening
and non-violently speaking

In “Why Liberalism Failed”
Patrick Deneen
wonders aloud
if Business As Win/Lose Usual
is “the dying gasp
of an old white working class
and the lashing out
of debt-burdened youth”
disenfranchised from classic Enlightenment
and Reformation hope
in a global
multicultural climate
of integral healthy-wealth.

Deneen worries,
as does post-millennial emerging consciousness,
We are 20-20 witnesses
of climatic pre-revolutionary ecosystems,
and so, thereby,
victims of individual ego-systemic failure
due to lack of active consciousness,
active hope for liberating organic integrity.

Complex Reformation/Enlightenment,
EitherOr/BothAnd integrity
co-arising democracy’s win/win cooperative trust,
now at risk of becoming
a failed natural experiment
in multiculturing organically proud curiosity,
integral courage
to listen with compassionate attachment
before speaking foolishly
of competitive
mendacious mechanisms.

Human experience is not rooted
in win/lose evolutionary machine models
of robotic mutual autonomy, detached,
Although these attributes
lie within the organic planting and harvesting skill set
of left-brain’s active integrity,
listening for how best to seed
and feast on co-empathic health awareness.

This morning
my Fetal Alcohol inspired
dis-integrity daughter
pulled out her tight white T-shirt,
a gift from her brother’s African-American nurse,

In big black letters,
except for the hot pink cursive “ignoring”
her black on white shirt announces,
BUT ignoring YOU

Polarized self v other,
ego v eco,
left v right,
northern white patriarchal privilege
v southern ecofeminist integrity
of all courageous curiosities
except racist and sexist intolerance,
does involve and invest heavily in “ignoring”

But, resulting detached and mechanistic models
of win/lose global lack of positive
organic experience,
are not easier to consciously perceive,
they’re just less extended family pride awareness,
too disassociated identity
reified from integral roots
of EarthMother’s multicultural compassion.

Integrity as revered and worshiped,
sung and danced
by both health Reformers
and would be wealth EnLighteners,

Left activists
and Right bicamerally active listeners
to proud liberated integral memories
and future climates of win/win images
mapping organically interdependent experience,
political and economic
Yang thought and Yin felt
co-passioning integrity.


Communion ReFormations

Defining Terms:

Ego–not Eco

Left–not Right
If Ego = not Eco,
as Left = not Right,

Then not(Left) = not(not Right)

If Left hemisphere is Either/Or dominant
as Right hemisphere is Both/And prominent,

Then Either/Or = not Both/And
not(Either/Or) = not(not Both/And) logic
and ecologic
and theologic
and biologic
and sociologic
and anthropologic
and systemic-logic
and comparative Win/Lose to Win/Win healthy wealth game-logic.

Calculating math
and strategic arts and sciences
and integrity compromises and risks
unfortunately necessary for economic or political power
ZeroSum loss containment

Are not the same closed-off skills sets
as Open Whole Systemic life skill mythopoetic WinWin co-facilitations
felt through bilateral geometrics
and biotic life sciences
and old performance arts with new info-technology sciences,
and integral health-wealth optimization opportunities

Invited by WinWin maximizing ecopolitical cooperative ownership
and inside/outside
ego/eco-management powers
through multicultural democratic health gains

As calculated and strategically WinWin commodified
by multiculturing EarthTribe
Zero TaoSouls.

It is an important principle
of ego/ecofeminist bilateral dipolar therapy
that the yin-healer
polypathically loves to learn
to stretch toleration for intolerable yang-aggressive people

And growing robust tolerance
for understanding patriarchal principles,
physical v metaphysical dissonant pain,
mysteriously dying plants and under-privileged species
and denying matriarchal WinWin PatrioticPlanet
tipping toward a bilateral balancing point
hoping for our open Universal ecosystemic Win
and unclosed Unitarian-Integral ego-systemic individuating Win.

this reform may require transforming the yin-healer’s memory
back toward early WinWin childhood
and/or projecting toward a future
shared WiseElder tolerance
and long-term restorative mercy
for all past intolerant communications
in response to monocultural colonizing
patriarchal intolerance
of polycultural creolizing
matriarchal tolerance,

Celebrating both/and everyday communion.


Outside Voices Choices

Some of us,
admittedly too few
in my detached opinion,
still search for Beauty in metrics
and for Truth in arts
and integrity in humanity
with and for divinity

Probably few LeftBrain dominant Egos
ever thought to bother fixing us
so all our secular reasons
would no longer also feel like colorful sacred seasons
of spiraling regenerate creolizations
secular-sacred co-relations.

Through neglect
a faithful remnant remains polypathically redeemed
in this and each WinWin moment,
saved from monoculturing WinLose EgoZoic compromises,
detached from excessive EcoZoic needs for insurance
against WinLose monocultural compromises
denying co-arising NatureSpirit EarthTribe promises,
Yang-Yin goodfaith histories
written in PositivEnergy Democracy narratives,
matriarchal network herstories
of ZeroZone DNA wombs and RNA seeds.

EgoEco-Balancers contemplate through discerning quiz
after each unsatisfactory WinLose meeting
and absence of co-investment.

Who invites me to restore cooperative peace and justice first?

1. Evolutionary-Devolving Historical Fate?

2. Each Saint-Sinner
Yin-Bad Lack of FlowingFaith

3. EgoCentric LeftBrain dominant
not quite so WinWin WiseElder
ZenSoul me?

Did I promise FullMoon
to SolarRadiant
PolyPathic Entertainment
but settled for another WinLose competition?

More of an ego-eco unlogical
Win outside to Lose inside system?
Rather than a SecularLeft/SacredRight
WinWin Theo-EcoLogical
deep inside-outside learning voices
restorative therapeutic network

For cooperative MotherGaia reforesting
ecological economic WinWin projections,
Go TellUs On the Mountain
post-millennial climate health v pathology

my loyal WinWin soldier,
listen to your GaiaMama Yin
with green and blue highlights ecoside,
and right red-blooded baptisms
ego co-redemption side,
polyculturally committed
even when Ego-you remains monoculturally afraid
and angry depressed
and suppressed
by xenophobic haters,
WinLose abandoners,
badfaith colonizing funda-mentalists
for bad monoculturing old news

Who have not seen,
since innocent childhood,
Earth’s beautiful nature
as also a true cooperative spirit,
and true and healthy secular Nature
as also beautiful sacred voices
of polyculturing Spirits,
already too long kneeling through lifetimes
and sleeping
and deaf to inside-outside
NatureLeft with Elder HolonicSpirit Right
co-dying pathological climate trends.

Loyal Messianic Gospel Soldiers
remain WinWin adament
about restoring ZeroZone understanding,
If forced by ecopolitical powers
to WinLose compromise,
Better to be GaiaMama Yin oppressed
and accurately LeftBrain suppressed inauthentic
than LoseLose abandoned
by hope of PositivEnergy Democracy
and faith in climate health
for future generations.

From Yin-rooted innocent Left-Right childhood,
we have undergone psychosocial
as ecopolitical WinWin downsizing,
suppressing RightBrain sacred emotions,
co-passionate desires
to remain cooperatively innocent
of Others’ WinLose retributive campaigns,
advocating history’s conservative
fundamental unhealthy behaviors
and unkind fascist hurtful opinions
extracted from nature
reductive secular evolutionary competition models
without faith in coterminous
sacred WinWin Revolutions.

What sensual sense could we paranoid not find
denying WinWin sacred evolutionary
complex evidence
of sacred EarthTribe’s past creolization,
YangHere sanctification
co-arising and coloring YinYin
Zero double-binding Now?

Perhaps all of us,
admittedly too many,
in my detached patriarchally extracted
and exhausted
still search for PolyPhonic Beauty
in nutritional metrics,
and Truth in zero-zone arts,

And expect Sacred Integrity
enculturing humanity
with and for and of
matriarchal divinity studies
of organic wombs as incubating
inside to outside seeds.


Sometimes Its Too Dark Inside

We all feel like
dying to get out of here
at least sometimes;
a meeting
a relationship
a job
a car or bus or airplane
a house or apartment
a nation or state
a Party or clan
a faith community or PTA.

This is about the reverse view:
living to get out of there.

How is my competitive praxis
hunting for,
and haunted by,
autistic and/or suicidal images and fascination,
anxiety and psychopathology

when does our cooperative praxis
and intent
hunt most ubiquitously,
omnipresently and generically,
affectively, effectively, and efficiently,
sustainably, optimally, and faithfully,
permaculturally and polypathically,
for love and active peace,
cooperative vocations
equivalent value for equitable natural nutritional merit,
laughter and humor therapy,
rapture and ecstasy,
light and enlightenment,
primally eternal and sacred relationship?

Perhaps when we globally comprehend
that love is to human-nature’s spirit
as medicine is to all nature systems;
that the dynamism of polycultural-polypathic love is to spiritual systems
as the dynamic power of permacultural ecotherapy is to natural systems;
that life is to synergetically cooperative love,
as death is to entropically non-polynomial terror of eisegetical isolation
as the reposed destiny of universal prime relationship,
adventuring toward +/(-)(-)(0) negentropic global evolutionary exposure.

Perhaps when we culturally and religiously
and metrically and scientifically
define Prime Relationship
as (0) Core Vector Beloved Community’s Tao
and Thermodynamic Double-Binding Temporal Principle
of Harmonic-Octave-Frequency Energy-Optimization Balance
and Sustainable Emergent Systemic-Holonic Climax Communion.

Perhaps we learn cognitive dissonance distinction
between thinking of death and fear as “goodbye,”
missed opportunities,
“that’s behind me!”
and simultaneously comprehending dissonance and anger
as “farewell,”
teachable contiguous moments for global and personal well-being,
love and active peace with justice for each and all,
including Self, Other, and Earth.

When we learn to begin each gathering with passing peaceful pipe,
communing our communion,
silencing our background screams,
co-passioning our minds full together with each Other,
in shared faith that before we can no longer see
whites of each Others’ eyes and bleached true souls,
while we share this warmth of Tribal burning bush
DNA-inclusive Wisdom-Presence,
we will each and all walk away from each Other
understanding differences between what we need v. want,
AND we will each and all walk toward our global future
with reconnected commitment to what we each and all NEED
to sustain our permaculturing lives and loves,
our racial polyculturing regenetic ribbon rhapsody,
our ecosystemic well-being,
our ecotherapeutic homes and communities
and vocations,
and economic trans-actional systems
and networks of positively slow-trending information,
and eco-logical scientific revolution of religion,
of nature-spirit paradigms,
Universal Natural Systemic Wisdom-Tao of Design and Development
with optimal Continuous Quality Improvement standards
and normative-therapeutic Prime Principle
of P=NP Equivalence
= Yang + Yin
= (0) Core Tao Beloved Organic Balance.

“To return to the root is Repose;
It is called going back to one’s Destiny.”

Destiny is both new birth cry for air’s incoming flight
and final breath extended,
coincidentally incarnational,
incubating speciating Space with timely Time.