If life’s sacred meaning
is found,
or perhaps never even lost,
through active multicultural regenerativity,
I hope love’s secular purpose
might find me,
and us,
through Earth-responsive recreation,
Like white patriarchal privilege
recalling
compelling matriarchal herstories
of dualdark degenerativity,
Like healthy green spring
is to winter wealthy snow.
My RightWing
all white male
or venus invidiously envious
family
Is way quick to remain gated
away from drug
and alcohol
and automated arms dealers
and users,
black market buyers
and sellers
and renters.
Yet these same straight
boxer whitey patriarchs
are curiously too comfortable
with gingoistic
nationalistic
patriotic commodified statistics
Athletically supporting
made and paid in the USA
Drug
and alcohol
and arms dealers STEP RIGHTWING UP STORE
for natural resource stealers,
pharmaceutical and military-industrialized
international wheelers
and corporate dealers,
straight white patriarchal marketers,
corporate buyers
and lobbying tellers
and sweller sneed sellers
and human traffic renters
exploiters
predators
finers
criminalizers
shelter fillers
dog killers
ecopolitical therapy shillers
sociopsychology magical thrillers
communicating decaying climate chillers…
My RightWing family
is horrified
at the very self-righteous thought
of prostitutes and pimps
living and transacting their filthy business
within our own sacred straight
white capitalist neighborhoods,
But,
I don’t recall
aversion to political prostitutes
underwritten by corporate sponsor pimps
happy to separate us from our cash
for desecrating entertainments
underwritten by corporate lobbyists
and get even more rich incorporated
while competitively divided
investors in gross
national
toxic consumer reproduction.
My RightWing family
freaks at URBAN VIOLENCE!!!
But has only recently reconsidered
more domestic wisdom
moving away from criminalizing
marginalizing
death sentence violating
judiciously punishing
victims of parental
and systemic
and educational
and capitalistically corporate competitive neglect,
LeftBrain ego-wounded addiction
to cheap self-medications,
violent entertainments,
domestic chronic battlefield stressful violence,
economic and educational disinvestment,
social nasty distancing apartheid,
and what does “compassionate communication”
even actively
hopefully mean?
As if individual egos
are solely responsible
to authorize their own
choice of sacred birthing Earthwomb.
My RightWing family
is horrified by spousal abuse,
especially among those lower class
non-straight
non-white
non-capitalist privileged Folk,
who don’t need no custody of the eye
proper training
glaring toward disempowering Earth
and not enlightening Heaven
green cooperative rebirth.
These same ego-righteous non-abusers
persist in neglect,
remain in denial,
about our MotherEarth,
only sacred EcoHabitat,
abuse,
neglect,
with our fake anthro-supremacist
nationalistic
kleptocratic wealth,
absence of healthy eco-political
resonance and resilience
InBetween Left/RightWing rebalancing revolutions
reducing double-standards
against expressing actively hopeful curiosity
how we might, together,
cooperatively forgive our own individualistic
nationalistic
anthro-centric RightWing errors
while simultaneously denying mercy
restoring win/win ego/eco-justice
to all those frightful LeftWing communists
Communing breath
spirit
anima
wind
YangPower out
and YinLight back in,
Again up
and back down,
ReConnecting forward and backward
to and from
our ego re-ligiously wounded
marginalized
left behind
disinvested
unincorporated
extended non-binary
non-white
non-wealthy
non-healthy
fading
degenerative family
Of monoculturing RightWing predative
secularized and commodified
monetized and economized
politicized and psychologized
ecologized and theologized
recognized and reanimated
re-enlightened and re-empowered
bicamerally rebalancing
Blue/Green
NonViolet reconnecting
AnthroTribes
Breathing integrally
holistically
cosmically
regeneratively in
then out,
Yang
as Yin,
Left
as Right,
Power
as Light
Remembering past empowering/disempowering delights
within my own Left v RightWing
all white male,
or venus invidiously envious,
extensive healthy family tree.
What is the difference,
historical or cultural,
naturally experienced or spiritually souled,
between economic capitalism
and political patriarchalism?
What is the difference
between two hands clapping?
Competitive capitalism
is about dominance,
which increases separation,
space between Winner haves,
and Loser have-nots
Degenerating into polarized views
more culturally dominant
than old-school cooperative middle
in-between
socio-economic median disappearances
Away from civically active democratic imagination,
focus,
functionally experiential frames
favoring cooperative democracy
over capital plutocracy.
Democracy is about win/win bicameral consensus
which grows integrity
between co-investing Haves
and HaveNots,
depolarizes our EitherHave/OrNotHave
eco-politically valued lives
Mediating in-between re-membering,
reweaving multigenerational cooperative
matriarchal empowering history
of mutually enlightening democratic health care
Through cooperative ownership
stewardship
citizenship
home and meal management
integrity of co-responsive thought and feelings,
polycultural communication
and multicultural energy systems
Refracting integral re-MEMEory
left-hemisphere empowering
right-hemisphere energetic win/win
neurological waves of light.
Yes, President Trump,
“Our Country needs a victory!”
On this,
we are all multi-party agreed.
Some of us recognize
the only direct route to this national success,
economic and political and social and cultural,
is united in our stated urgency,
“Our Earth needs a health victory!”
Others don’t.
And you would distract us
with your confused world view,
in which the boundary between your own ego
and our shared national
and planetary ecosystems
are too pathologically fuzzy
to meet even the minimal standards
of Reality TV.
Wiser leaders
have learned to be silent
and go on quiet retreat
when such serious personality disorders
rear their unfortunate
undemocratic capitalistic
straight white patriarchal
supremacist heads.
I cannot tolerate
those who are intolerant,
I cannot stand
those who take a stand
against unknown others
unlike themselves,
much less than we are truly
health and safety seekers
multiculturally alike.
I can tolerate anything
except intolerance,
most certainly including impatience with myself,
not excluding my esteeming
estimating
assessing
empathizing
sympathizing
realizing
without finalizing
self and others
as myself
in others
as myself
co-empathic within other
cooperatively tolerant relationships.
I cannot not multiculturally tolerate
monoculturally elitist tolerance
of injury to MotherEarth,
of patriarchal-capitalist
straight white incorporated privilege
of which I am so much an unwilling
and unwitting
and unwisely competing un-part.
I can tolerate anything
except intolerant exceptions
to multicultural GoldenRules
to love unto others
as I would be loved,
as I tolerantly,
yet impatiently,
without active curiosity
about afflicting win/lose experiential wounds,
love my left egoself
as eco-other
Best at loving
my more than tolerant
best and brightest ecosystemic Teacher,
Master,
Mistress,
Mother,
Father,
Outdoor GreenGodVoices and Inside Healthy EarthChoices,
CoCreators of all EarthTribes,
as my actively cooperative green Self
as part of LifeSystemic InterDependent Tolerance Habitats,
More of a right-hemisphere tolerated HumanTruth
is also left-hemisphere
awesomely unfathomable EarthBeauty
Sacred vocation into selfless worship
of His/Her barely tolerable comings
and goings,
solstice
and equinox,
inhales
and exhales,
yang tolerant strengths
and yintegrity’s intolerance
of business as usual
lack of win/win
green cooperative inspiration
inhalations,
more tolerant intimations.
I cannot remain uncurious
about my own monculturing,
dualistic,
anthro-supremacist
Sacred EarthMother denialistic
pathological
pedagogical
apartheid tolerance
and disinvestments
away from cooperative polycultural EarthHealth Systems,
Care giving and receiving
democratic
social
public
biological
mental
animated
energetic
ecological
synergetic
pedagogical
theological
eco-political
healthy multi-systemic
poly-paradigmatic resilience
And so I ask
through my intolerably insatiable curiosity,
what is the greatest experience you have had
so far,
of self
as part of other?
And, my answer
ubiquitous in original gifted,
fore-given onto Earth’s
vast green living birthday context
MultiColored in associated feelings,
ranging from
“everyday since ego’s embodied birth
continues my grateful eco-celebration
of positive healthy neuro-psychological systems”
to
“everyday since has been hellishly
wounding downhill.”
It is these latter intolerable losses
and sorrows
and sufferings
painfully defensive monoculturists,
like my egoSelf,
are most likely to impatiently challenge
my yin-flexible plasticity
toward restoring win/win active curiosity
Responding to such hopelessly naive
green optimism
with defensive win/lose intolerance
for risking active healthing hope
of wealthy faith
in lavishly liberal love
When all intolerably long debating
shouting
and highly competitive
corporate marketed evidence
of my lifelong miseducated
and diseducated unhealthy
win/lose normative economic
devolutionary
disempowering
disillusioning
inevitable and intolerable
lose only to mortally lose
nihilistic theorized experience
ignores all green signs
of fore-giving cooperative economics,
co-redemption messianic politics,
restorative justice,
non-violent communication networks,
organic polycultural systems designers,
democratizing health/wealth bicameral tolerance
Today too red egocentrically limited
to progressive green WinWinners
gifting forward political economies
supporting local win/win value communications
intentions
more than tolerant appreciations,
slow-grown sacred applications,
prayers,
anthems
To global green compassion,
far beyond mere tolerance,
for Earth’s GreatCommons,
for Her Indigenous GreenCommunion.
I’ve now read evolutionary
and feminist historians
and economists
and political scientists
agreeing, in a side by side custody
of the over-specialized eyes
and ears
non-dialogical way
Not competing against each other,
except maybe for journal space,
nor actively cooperating with each other,
beyond normal ethical Golden Rule academic standards,
occasionally co-opting hybrid terms
from each other,
word choices, if you happen to be a historical communication
paradigmatic systems analyst,
like Thomas Kuhn,
sniffing out multiculturing re-appropriations
moving toward renewing articulation
of non-colonization
non-violent revolutions,
co-passionate creolizations,
transubstantiations,
polypathic transformations
into grand new reincarnations
Agreeing that Earth’s historical evolution
involves both competitive survivalist economies
and cooperative thrival developments
growing ecological resilience objectives,
Meanwhile Game Theorists
recognize both survivalist win/lose power games
and thrivalist win/win positive communication
enlightened games.
mutually transparent
cooperatively vulnerable
culturally integral.
But, my own limited experience
challenges evolutionary assumptions
that win/lose competitions
are more cost-effective,
stronger strategic responses
to pandemic and climate public health crises
That runaway military-industrialized
monoculturing capitalism
is more likely to achieve successful economic health goals
than can win/win multi-party
inclusive healthy democratic cooperation
When local community
and corporate
and national commodified values
are in a frenzied state of feed and breed
before starved and bled
with competing rabidity
virility
audacity
cunning,
an ecologically prudent economist
might predict rabid exhaustion
and collapse of healthy co-invested economies
and wealthy ecological relationships
much more often than future’s more resiliently planned
cooperative co-invested Paradise.
And cross-pollination works both ways
when democratic multiculturing economic paradise
and global ecological
co-relational peace
feel most ecopolitically climatic
then co-passionate Left and Right Wings sing
of predative lions
and preyed out lambs
coalesce in ecosystemic cooperative fields
of co-invested manure together
Playful win/lose competitions
between cooperatively win/win trained
and empowered
and enlightened team-players
become our best socio-economic evolving structures
for learning cooperative holistic metasystems
with democratically competitive political
integral thriving economies
supporting locally owned producer/consumer cooperatives
and global win/lose competitions
in optimizing healthy empowering experiences
Hoping to be the first local economic delivery
of these last minute 20/20 revisionary gifts
for how we,
historically together,
become ultra-nonviolent
ecofeminist evolutionaries
retelling ancient narratives
concerning our thriving economic-ecological
political investments
in fairest fairness
to MotherEarth’s All
Cooperatively living
most health wealthiest
ever after.
Old Taoists,
anonymous
universally unanimous
unitarian EcoFeminists,
always degeneratively die
regenerating Transcendentalists
Of no practical use
to humanist Liberals
or theocratic Conservatives
Except as in-between green/red
non-violet ultra-transmediators
listening for non-violent trans-communicators,
democratic multi-dialoguers,
poli-empowering facilitators,
transcendental noticers,
witness to EarthTribe’s
Great Tragic/Comedic Transition
As seen and heard
smelled and felt
tasted and touched by AnthroTaoist
Transcendentalists
Still hanging in there
on ZeroZone ThoughtFull/MindEmptied
Phobic/NonPhobic
double-binary win/win
with OldSchool liberally conserving Tao RealTime
Health/Wealth co-arising transcendency analyzers
Anxiously anticipating multiculturally bicameral
transubstantiating cooperative feelings
absorbing
composting all kinds of multiculturing matters
Currently felt as degenerative
divisive
polarizing
partisan,
depressing
oppressing
suppressing
repressing
certainly not multiculturally impressing
Descendentalisms.
Becoming One/Zero
DoubleBoundaried Transcendentalists
more in love with Yang/Yin
deep exponential eco-political development
than Yang v Yin
widely divisive ego v eco-maniacal,
less than Whole GreenEarth
Transactional ReGenerativity.
The value of individual freedom
seems impossible to quantify
without at least knowing,
What is this freedom for?
What is this freeing political and economic purpose?
Will my freedom
and your egalitarian
side by side
sometimes competitive
sometimes cooperatively multi-sided
liberty
liberate us to live in robust wealth
of interdependent multicultural health?
Is this individual freedom’s disvalue
to die in unhealthy,
boring,
lonely,
divisive pathology
of pretend autonomy
for individualistic lack of thriving polycultural wealth?
Challenged by economic and social distancing,
Stuck in quantitative and qualitative commodity losses,
both monetized and uncommunicated values
for healthy wealth of democratic multicultures
felt robustly freeing
resonant
resilient health systems
thriving through win/win interdependent communications
where we have leisurely and always sufficient time
to take a warm breath
together
Revaluing messages reminiscent
of earlier critical nationalistic times
when The only thing we had to fear
was straight white patriarchal nationalistic fear
itself.
Today,
the only thing we must not tolerate
is straight white patriarchal privileged intolerance
of leftbrain monocultural predation
itself.
The only thing we must not individualistically punish,
and thereby further empower,
is retributive vindictiveness
our monoculturing
colonizing
supremacist selves.
The only nationalistic freedom value we must not shun
is our own interdependent guilt itself
For the undemocratic
unhealthy society
we too often tolerate
at least within our freedom envious selves
Discovering commodified
monopolizing
monotonizing
industrialized
militarized win/lose communication value
is too expensive,
yet I too often empower
asset envy of Others,
especially those felt
as outside my own extended family
Thereby dissociated from my polarizing ego
freedom values for continuing
business as nationalistically
and autonomously usual
monopolizing partisan patriotic
unfreedom reacting against
loyal
liberating EarthJustice patriotism
rooted in multigenerational
co-empathic interdependent identity.
The value of individual freedom
seems impossible to quantify
without at least knowing
how is this freedom for
Earth-enlightened co-empowerment
of healthy communicating lives
multiculturing
multi-generational wealth
of sacredly reflected
secular
multisensory
neurologically systemic
win/win through win/lose experience
not lose/lose absence
of ego-liberating
ecosystemic memories?
Neither happiness or sadness
can preclude each other’s continued personal
political
and economic,
social
and psychological,
sensory
and neurological potentiality
If only because sadness
has something to teach us
about happy health
and sad pathology,
About EarthCentric virtuous circles
competing with AnthroPrivileged vicious exploitation,
About this possibility of creative
and regenerative
v destructive
and degenerative
climate tensions,
chronic intentions
competing against
healthy win
wealthy wintegral attention
If only because MotherTrees
and other EarthFeminists
are not the only virtuous circling rings
slow-growing revolutionary spirals
capable of merging
imagining
remembering
reconnecting
restoring green justice Pleasures
in Eden’s MotherTree ReGenesis
of both win/win Health
and epic win/lose to lose/lose
Pathology of Extraction
Cannot preclude each other’s continued
InFormative
restorative justice and green peace potentiality
If only because climate pandemic pathology
has something to social
political
economic win/lose distancing
teach us about happy anticipation v sad anxiety,
About win/win v win/lose ecopolitical strategy,
leftwing multiculture-valuing healthy global democracy
v rightwing monoculturing
straight white privileged
evangelistic AnthroSelf-righteousness
Sadly willing to compromise
current and future regenerations
of green resilient
global community,
co-passionately happy communication,
sacred communion.
Economic kleptocracy
hiding between anti-green libertarianism
and AnthroNationalistic Patriotism
sadly EarthBound unfreedom to commit fully
to Earth’s multiculturally
polyculturally healthy GreenPeace
and Freedom from rightwing fundamentalistic
either/or
win individualism or lose to interdependent socialism,
Ruminating unhealthy All or Nothing self-redemption stories
confusing disvalues for uniformity
with social values for unity,
Defaulting stuckness in debates
competing for military-industrialized supremacy
for resiliently strong values felt
within flowing interdependent dialogical waves
of pre-historically timeless
win/win values
for Whole EarthSystemic Patriotism
Still happily hidden
in dipolar co-arising apposition,
in-between positive wonder
and negative awe,
between economic potential
for global climate health
and local ecologically integrating,
multiculturally interdependent political wealth
Of gladness
for ecofeminist kindness
and not so many pandemic
patriarchal climates
of unhealthy
autonomously depressing
social distancing
divisive
deductive
reductive
left v right winged sadness.
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