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An Attractive Thought Experiment

In this thought experiment
Adults, at least,
have developed three types of attraction
and attractiveness,
chemistry,
positive and negative
and in-between energy:

Heart attraction,
romantically associated
with touch and feeling,

Mind attraction,
more cognitively associated
with sight and sound
and, perhaps, LeftBrain dissonance
and more competitive
predative instincts,

And root sexual attraction,
primordially associated with taste
and smell,
swallowing
and letting go
biochemistry,
neurologically informed
and exforming passions,
rhythms,
communion and disunion patterns,
non-violent/predative communication structures,
win/win resilient
and lose/lose dissonant,
LeftThought and RightFelt pleasure/unease/disease

Ecological and Theological,
natural and spiritual
secular and sacred
physical and metaphysical.

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Please Do Panic

Writing yet another note to my straight white CongressMan,
asking him to Please, Do Panic
about all this fear-based non-legislation
undemocratic fascist
nationalistic Win/Lose evolutionary corrupt
democratic devolution
going on around
and within us,

I’m wearing a white 1970s vintage Tshirt
from Castro Street’s Don’t Panic
political resistance and celebration
apparel.

Fifty years later,
I think it is well past time
to take the cooperativist
win/win panic plunge,

With a bold
black framed message:

THE RELIGIOUS RIGHT
IS WRONG

My son’s Haitian-American nurse,
married
and straight
as a military-industrialized arrow,
without the slightest quiver
of vocalized doubt,

Sexy darkbrown skin,
greying at his wisdom temples,
and a devout capitalist 7th Day Adventist
family provider man
of second or third evangelical generation,

Wants to know
if he, in 2020,
is affiliated with what my Tshirt says
to the Religious Right of 1975.

Possibly,
but I have always known you
as part of a Spiritual Right,

Which does not
too liberally judge
outside your own sensory satisfactory experience,

And is informed
and transparently curious
to learn from your own
sensory anticipations
of healthy smells
and wealthy tastes,
what feels good
and touches right,

And to responsibly stretch
your own sensory anxieties/anticipations
without blaming
or ambiguously shaming yourself
for not accepting who you are
right now
in this life
flowing toward
who we will become sacredly together,
spiritually and naturally,
tomorrow.

Which must,
in good right faith,
inevitably become a more rooted choice
to not be some other spiritual
or anti-spiritual life,
sometimes anxious about monoculturally competing
and other times anticipating
multicultural engagement
to be most naturally/spiritually right
in the ZeroZone pocket
of just Right EarthNursing balance.

Finding right religion
in natural/spiritual sensory experience;
your own phenomenological journey
embeds our shared ontological history
of sensory
neurological reweaving
re-ligioning psychological
left/right
yang/yin ancient sensory co-arising climax
of co-awareness,
consciousness,
co-operative con-scientiousness,
Ego/Eco-Systemic Balance.

My son’s 7th Day Adventist
Black Lives Matter
Haitian-American straight male nurse responds,

“Thank you.
That’s true.”

“Where can I find this shirt?
I would like one to wear
to our church picnic.
My extended Right spiritual family
will have many paniced health questions.”

And concerns
about green democratic wealth, I add.

“And, as you say,
some surprisingly grateful
gospel faith
anticipations.”

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Wealthy Defense/Healthy Offense

Fear-based legislation,
more against our diverse pathologies
than for our multiculturing health relationships,

The attempt to govern negative emotions,
outcomes of poor communication,
is always
and everywhere
a corrupt effort,
a suboptimizingly ineffective
unhealthy
impoverishing
unenlightened political
and disempowering economic
uncooperative idea.

The opposite may also be true power
and beautifully enlightening;

That love
and gratitude,
positive attitude rooted legislation
is always fertile
and everywhere regenerative,
a restorative justice
and peaceful experience,
idea,
communication,
choice,
decision,
positive electrical election
for a healthier wealth climate,
individually interior
and globally exterior,
metaphysical
and physical,
sacred
and secular,
induced
and reduced,
inhaled
and exhaled.

So,
conclusions drawn
from this heuristic negative correlation,
thought/felt experiment experience:

Not only be careful
what you don’t legislatively
and judiciously wish for,
also become more creative
with why we do wish for
more abundantly healthy cooperative
sensory/sexual life through death,
spiritual regenerativity
through natural degenerativity
of ego-fearful issues,
solutions,
resolutions,
green democratic constitutions
global corporations
interdependent/static energy networks
therapeutic/pathological governing systems.

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Turquoise Communion

Eastern non-violent communion teachers
pass along a sacred tradition
that enlightened moments
of healthy integral life
predict wealth optimizing death
of future moments
for verbal left-hemisphere dominant
society of Man v Woman,
Yang v Yin
Left v Right bicameral
bilateral co-arising
Life/Death balancing resilience,
regenerate/degenerate

Organic/ergodic
ionic/bionic/ironic good-humored energy
electing electrically transporting wealth
of non-violent choices
to more resonantly balance
decisions toward propulsion
with repulsion,

More fully leaving discontinuous acts
and dissociative scenes
and dissonant communication
for indigenous multicultural Turquoised
ultra-nonviolet
ancient full moon celebrations

Vacationing at enspirited home
within sensory sexual climaxes
without residual sensual needs
to transport further aggression
where good win/win healthiest wealth
could not return toward red and angry life
on Earth’s most beautiful green/blue
frames restoring Justice

In EarthTribe’s multicultural society
at Peace,
rest,

Just distant enough from efficient death
to remember intimate generosity
transporting communions
recalling richest green/blue Life
for healthy non-violent EarthSystems.

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Healthy and Resilient Diplomacy

And I respond
to your unasked question:
What might love have to do with regenesis,
synthesis,
integrity?

You ask me these questions
about framing an essential therapeutic message,
for that must be how centering questions end,
about essence
core
soul
spirit
nature

energy
guts
roots
seeds
wombs
eucharistic ZeroSum
ReGenerative Green
Resonant and Resilient Ego/Eco-Systems.

Within their proper multicolored
frames of multicultural reference
hoping for stronger
more fluid polyculturally nutritious
cooperatively integral
whole open systemic
EarthOrbiting Life Results.

For instant timeless now,
does it help
to change my mantra
by adding just one
of eight prime colored octaves
of spirit sound and mental sight?

There is only green integrity
of each EarthMoment’s potential.

Multicultural context adds qualitative purpose
to questions of quantitative meaning

Which sounds quite different than:
There is only red over-heated dissonance
of each EgoCenter’s lack of Win/Win
present
and future polycolored health potential.

Color has economic
and political empowering
and disempowering,
enlightening
and shadowing,
yanging
and yinning,
breathing out
and breathing in
potential.

This is DNA spiraling revolutionary
fractally structured bilateral dipolar
regenerative trend power analysis
unfamiliar to a Red LeftBrain dominant line
of decontextualized framing
when not warmly accompanied
by RightBrain Ultra NonViolet prominent circles
of multiculturally intelligent communication

To not think it sufficient
to correctly frame secular issues
and sacred essences
without also optimally feeling
how healthy energy democracy
may RightBrain intuitive feel/think
critical moments
to color
and recolor these transitional issues
and essences about dissociated ego-energy v eco-power,
green or red
or blue
or black lives matter, as well.

Taoism,
like Zeroism,
and ecopolitical win/win cooperative multiculturalism
notices the color and consecutive organic seasons
of regenerative flowing trends
for future flowing green hopeful energy

On green/blue Turquoise MotherEarth,
spiraling Her sacred and secular DNA/RNA
webs of information Left out
and exflowation Right in
co-arising/co-gravitating enthymematic
not(not) double-binding communication
of blame and shame,
climatically polypathic,
degenerative,
negative energy
like straight white patriarchal privilege.

Yet, I agree,
probably best not to declare this radical rainbow
spiraling revolution of 20/20 spacetime
too boldly.

It may seem to mean something hopeful
green new dealish,
and yet with what proof,
evidence of regenerate reformed trends
to follow healthy co-investment?

LeftBrain deducers-reducers
need to gnaw and know
differences
and dissimilarities
and capitalistic win/lose presumptions
of degenerative lose/lose energy
degenerate rabidity
red anger
toxic fear

Monoculturing, terrified white supremacists
left alone
to no longer merely imagine
disproportionate deaths
of GreenBlue Sacred EarthMothers

Future healthing lives
yet to ecofeminist
green cooperative empowerment come
win/win healthy messianic democracy
born through full BiCameral UltraViolet essences
resilient green issues
electrifying crises

Already foreshadow
evidence that RightBrain contextual intelligence
can learn to re-sense health maturation trends
through spiraling revolutions
of non-violent energetically re-imagined
reversion-conversion time
in nonzero-sum not yet space,
whole systemic
multiculturally restoring Green Earth
PeaceRight and JusticeLeft.

I guess I’m hoping to more mutually say,
I love your healthy wealth of multicultural greenness,
and always will.
And faith, somehow,
you might find this humorous
and romantic
and maybe a little bit green flirtatious,
curiously sexy,
sacredly mysterious
healthy and multiculturally safe diplomacy.

 

 

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Leisurely Pleasures

Leisure:
Like retirement,
a feeling
achieved through patient paths
of health
and safety.

Pleasure:
A similar feeling
achieved through polypaths
of healthiest wealth
and risky win/win opportunities,
more actively curious
than passively patient.

Resiliently resonant,
leisurely pleasured
sensory awareness
we can no more be
with the same person,
in the same place,
at the same time, twice
Than we can re-enter
the same river twice.

Baptismal pleasure
is less about one time immersion
than full time rapture.

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Twitching Chakras

There is something sacred
about sphincter natural functions,
slow milking
and fast plunging
bilateral structures of Pleasure,
Nutrition,
Energy,

And warm wet
spiritually dynamic
chakras
of bicameral heart
and mind
and root

Twitching,
opening to unwillingly close again
in anxiety, negatively,
and in anticipation of more,
positively wider,
deeper,
frictionless,
without dissonance,

Letting go, yet demanding urgent return,
and grasping rhythmically on
toward all that embodies baseline energy
of win/win cooperative ecopolitical chakras

Leading up and down
toward tensed
and thrusting spines

Spiraling toward climaxing spiritual mind
and lusty strings of regenerate embodiment
for future NatureSpirits

With senses
longing to smell fertile YangFathers
to taste nutritional Yang roots
and seeds
with moist mouths
and wombs
and with our YinStretched Chakras
of immensely impressive
multicultural climate repressions,
multigenerational cultural depressions.

Pleading for ThrustOpen
and SlowClose Sesame
further warming developments,

Future imagined health services
of twitching
winking
blinking
sucking nurturing
milking bicameral minds
and hearts
and other regeneratively positive parts

To share
and care
and bare
vulnerable
transparent
co-passionate non-violent verbal
and non-verbal comm-unification,

Empowering win/win investments
Enlightening lovely
romantic
politically cooperative entrapment
enwrapment

CoArising Left
as also CoGravitating Right
co-operatively twitching
sacred energy chakras.

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Earth’s Superior Wisdom

Revolving Earth knows
from ancient sense-sexual
life experience

That we,
as global EarthTribe regenerators,
do simultaneously experience
seasons of summer north
and winter south,

That we do
already know
and financially appreciate
dualistic capitalism West
and nondualistic Both/And communion
ancient indigenous East multiculturalism,

That we are
already bicameral
Either/Or deductive Left bipolar hemispheric
and Both/And inductive Right dipolar spheric,

That triangulation
of health care choices,
win/win
win/lose
lose/lose
has many warm and healthy,
safe and wealthy,
therapeutic empowering
enlightening systemic voices.

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Sensory Revolutions

It is a longterm scientific revolution:

THAT, despite visual perceptions
to the contrary,
Earth revolves around our light
and heat SunSource,

And not the other way,
Sun daily rounding Earth,
abounds all our sensory assumptions
to this EarthBound space in UniversalTime.

THAT our home planet’s shape
is co-revolving round
and not linear
ZeroSum cause-effect flat,
entropic,
stagnating
toward future chaos.

THAT atoms are not
merely swirling building blocks
of stable round
or square
or triangular
or even rectangular
two flat
or three fat dimensions

But also,
when viewed across Time’s flowing perspective,
wave-linear change
expected and invited
transportive impressive/repressive undulations,
balancing rhythms,
songs sung through humming harmonics
of ionic circumferential
cooperatively deferential
ergodic resonance
of energy cooperatively becoming
EarthTribes most inferentially
reverentially
hope this healthy wealth would come
most precisely back together.

As we revolve more clear:

THAT relentlessly straight white male
left-brain dominant verbal orthodoxy
is killing sacred Earth,

THAT deadly Viruses
are not limited
by nationalistic
patriotic
naturalistic v spiritualistic
partisan disloyalty to Life
and Love,

THAT social
and political
and economic capitalistic distancing,
masks hiding sensory lack of information,
gloves muting sensual touch and feeling
warm skin to healthy/pathological moist skin,
can lead to depressing paranoia,
rabid repressive divisiveness,
military oppressive first solutions
devoid of impressing win/win resonant
or resilient resolutions,

SO THAT EarthTribe remains abandoned
by a nondualistic
sexual/spiritual revolution
into universal win/win health commitment
compassionate political empowerment
with cooperatively owned
and managed
and multiculturally mediated economic enlightenment.

THAT we cannot own each Other;
Earth’s living
vibrant
healthy real estate,
as if a StraightWhiteMale Master Teacher
would omnipotently own a tribe
of reluctant Slaves

Without paying the ultimate
degenerative price
of global win/lose rape,
lack of cooperative sensory invitation
gratitude
non-violent and often non-verbal compassion
for healthiest
wealthiest
sensory communion
spiritual union
sexual celebrating climate climaxes
of regenerative
scientifically enlightened
and religiously empowering
green
and black
and non-violent revolutions

THAT co-arise further
right/left-brain
win/win
prominent/dominant
resonant/resilient
health/wealth
transportive transparent comm-unifications

SO THAT yang/yin’s future
scientific/religious revolutions
restoring EarthPeace-Justice,
inner Beauty-Truth
become multiculturally healthier
polypathic
polyphonic
polyvagal
polynomial/not-not polynomial
equitable revolutions
furthering compassionate communication.

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Of Death Then Life

Death and life
are a degenerate/regenerate transformation
of negative/positive energy,
space flowing time’s sustaining identity;

Therapeutic transubstantiation
for those with ecopolitical maturity,
to sensory
sensual,
even sexual, power identify
with all generations before;

And, for those who have
communed
compassioned
communificated
with generous
grateful sufficiency,
transforming humane regenerators
yet to arrive

On spiraling
revolutionary Earth,
born of sacred EarthMother’s
primal metamorphic eucharist,
attachment
creation
recreation,
healthing green
and wealthing blue
and ultra non-violet regenesis.

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