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Life Through A Thousand Deaths

Here empowering life waits
with a thousand little discontinuous unenlightened deaths,
caste again,
right here in The Evolving Self’s sixth principle
of preferable options for more humane evolution
revolutions lurking behind Mihaly Csikzentmihalyi’s
positive re-ligious integrity
is at least not negative irreligiously disintegrating
neuro-sexsensory health caring psychology.

I had seen EarthMother’s compassion
rebirthing love of cooperatively-held life
when he began by rooting around
in primally co-arising principles of thermodynamics.

The second Yang-negative principle of monocultural hubris,
dissociative limbo
somewhere between remembering contentious defeat
and promising contented repeat
with Yintegral positive
as first open universal synergy principle
toward abundantly unitarian life-system flow.

Every organic tribe tends to share bio-neurosystemic shape
sense enhanced for cooperative fertility,
crowning dialectical DNA
on back through root systemic RNA
resonantly symbiotic passions
for healthy organic pleasures,
fractally unfolding
good faith rooting designs

Monotheistically crowning
emphatically inspiring
future healthy organic clans
living within Earth’s erotic pantheistic wilderness
of deeply rooted spiritual ecstasy

Engaging symbiotic networks
of communing nature
co-informating healthy EarthPeace ecological rights,
dis-integrating anthropocentric caste-preserving wrongs
of Yangish monotheistic monopolizing
GodThesis v GaiaHypothesis excess
of sacred mind over-casting systemic trauma
against under-caste organic matter.

This first synergetic rebalancing principle,
resolving around and in and through
our 4D body-space/mind-time universe
emerges Win/Win when Yin-squared equals positive
not negative Yang
wu-wei cooperative equity, of dual-caste course,
but much more erotically symbiotic,
crown/root cobinary chakra symbiotic
resilient integrity

+(+) = 0-Yintegrity = -(-1)Yang Identity
erotically engaging body = emphatically authentic mind
ecological powers = anthro-logical light
EarthMother’s pantheistic pleasure = SunFather’s monotheistic passion

CoBinary nondualistic organic/sacred systems
inter-communing nature/spirit
regenerative Golden Rule co-empathic
caste-abolishing intent

Reiteratively polyculturing
resonantly octaved
double-fractal DNA/RNA co-gravitation
multigenerations of positive co-relations
between elder RNA seminal sacred memories
of resonantly peaceful ecological experience
projecting future DNA health and safety assurance

Navigating in-between risks and opportunities
of organically healthy Earth wildness life
where YangLeft liberating animus
and
YinRight conserving anima
do our best to make mind-passion/body-pleasure
co-arising love
and not quite so much entropic-trending
upper v lower caste co-aggravating war.

Anyway, back to Mihaly’s sixth dynamic
mistrusted and/or trusted Taoist balancing co-governance,
depending on your paranoia v pronoia predilections,
principle of authentic AnthroMind/EarthBody integrity
Win/Win sacred/organic evolution:

We have two appositional dynamics in our life journey;
Win-health v Lose-pathology potential contention
leading toward Win/Win power-with contented flow,
using cooperative energy resources
to recreate mutually co-present active hope

Yet co-passionate dynamic balance
also risks leading toward further upper/lower caste competitions
powering-over with Win v Lose mistrusts
about Earth’s life v death anthropocentric revolutions

Extracting EarthMother’s energy for monoculturing hubris,
paternalistic patriotic exploitation
of future fear and past angry condemnations,
further starving sapient ego’s potential health
through a thousand deaths and loss and suffering
of entropic maya,
conflicting competitions struggling against further disorder,
rather than struggling with today’s cognitive-affective dissonance
to deep learn ego-ecotherapeutic cobinary care.

It seems perceptually important to believe,
perhaps even to smell and taste and feel
reconnecting past love-line memories
as if implied by first yeasty embryonic experience of self,
that Yintegral flow of cooperative health
could not thrive in total 0-sum absence
of Yang’s darker competitively caste shadow
rememory.

For me,
I have come to see optimally regenerative health
nurturing wise wealth
within Earth’s double-binding bihemispheric spectrum,
between pathology of excessive eco-consumption in my accumulating past
and pathology of excessive ego-energy loss through over-production,
self-abolishing depressions and repressions,
like a bottom-caste life voting for top-caste
Trumping sexploitation.

It proves difficult to summarize
regeneration as a positive inside/outside
cobinary caste
symbiotic ego/eco
Win/Win virtuously dynamic consciousness.

But, at the end of EarthMother’s polypathically multiculturing day,
Climate Health is what we all economically and politically,
ecologically and analogically want.

EarthRights (not so much Yangish irreligious Wrongs)
are what we recognize as nutritionally positive health,
while climate pathologies are Left v Right
liberal mind v conserving body
enlightening v empowering extremes
both inside ego-capital positively identified
and caste aside eco-homebody not negatively identified,
Ego-equity/Eco-integrity
wu-wei nondualistic
indigenously mindful feelings

Continuous EarthMother re-ligious life
powering through a thousand discontinuous SunFather deaths
resurrecting ego/eco dual-caste
transformative consciousness.

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Reconnecting Creation Stories

It is at least interesting to turn life’s political economy backward
through reverse-time focus.

Life’s memories of an uphill journey,
perhaps even a sacred pilgrimage,
toward an ultimate death of ego identity,
giving way voluntarily, or not,
to Earth’s regenerative potential, or not.

Let’s call this ecoconsciousness of light

As we mature,
we ascend and wonder
if and how and when we might ever reach
what we so hope will be a Win wealthy mind
and Win healthy body
both elegant and robust
somehow

Re-imaged
time revolving against biological odds of decay,
for all future lives we dread leaving behind,
despite our original rebirth problem
of egocentric death,
purgation

Approaching older ages of ominous portent,
youth’s omnipotent hopes more or less dashed,
lifetime’s rewinding feels remarkably easier to turn
disembodied images backward
toward Earth’s original embryonic becoming,
and marvel at compassion’s organic journey
toward this won time and win-worn space

This almost post-mortem summarizing moment
of embodied ego emergence
against all love-line odds

Now more transparent
reviving vistas of distance holy gained
to remind ourselves about how cleverly
and often clumsily,
yet inevitably,
we have arrived on this sacred pilgrimage
toward ego death regaining eco-conscious life,
organic Earth ascending,
continuing to co-arise unlikely rebirth

Until all interdependent bodhisattvas
reach back and forth
toward Alpha and Omega
winning sacred Time again
hard winning organic Place
as these EgoMind/EcoBody twin lenses
transubstantiate back toward one sacred SunLight
reviewing organic EarthPower purpose

Looking backward,
down this pilgrim hill
climbed toward elder autumn moments

Momentous interwoven opportunity feels easier and lighter,
more helpful, even compassionate.

To reframe Thomas Aquinas
with a both cause and effect recycling twist:
S/he who considers
absolutely (0)Source Origins
the highest cause of the whole universe,
namely Earth’s Creator God,
and considers also sacred these remaining effects
of organic EarthPower’s universal pilgrimage
toward fertile eco-omnipotent ego identity,
is most of all called wise.

If Yang GodMind is cause
then so is Yin GoddessBody
wisdom’s in-and-out flowing effect

If God is first Light cause,
then GaiaEarth double-binds
final Light/Power
meaningfully repurposed effect.

This historic organizing organic path
our natural phylogenic evolution
informs our polycultured creation story
of sacramental revolutionary effects
reverse imaging back through anthropocentric absence

Polyamorous organic bodies
continuing throughout this prehistoric journey
looking back through our long communion

Often frightening and angry disuniting trauma
death
loss
necessary anxiety to conjoin anticipation
of 0-soul’s originating
wind coitally covering water
sacred light roundly hovering organic power,
polyamorous YangMind regenerates each polyculturing YinBody

Re-ligiously reweaving
Earth’s optimal Alpha and Omega
Win/Win outcomes
through Passion’s love
for co-empathic Pleasure’s trust

In Earth’s health-wealth optimizing time
along this retrospectively ecological up-crowning space
anthropologically down-rooting
EcoMind/EgoBody cobinding
spirited-Light/natured-Power co-passion

Sacramental organic pleasure’s
polyamorous healthcare journey
beyond anthro-history’s Creator birth.

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Planning Graceful Oldishness

In my early 70s (not THE early 70s) I discovered, without having had the benefit of being properly schooled for old age planning, that “long-term lifetime goals” have become “longish term waistline objectives” over maybe the next decade or so.

The retiring, too quickly transpiring, nature of these hoped for outcomes has also triaged down to a more responsible mature adult scale of peace-making literacy:
good health plans for resilient physical dexterity,
(used to be sexual athleticism)
good humored anticipation of resonant mental acuity,
(used to be world-famous genius)
and good faith passion for integrity
(used to be making a living by doing something not hopelessly toxic to everyone, everything, everywhere, all the time).

Big surprise in the gerontology department, lesser quantity of life, but healthier qualities of love.

A Taoist’s pronoia version of fair trade.
(used to mean not-fair-trade paranoia about getting ripped off by suspiciously threatening Others, God, Aliens, Big Brother, Artificial Intelligence, Big Pharma, Big Government, Big Bullies, too much over-capitalized, and weaponized, Bigness, etc.)

Now I practice compassion-engaging faith and humor and health by responding to systemic TrumPublican trauma with music and movement therapy, and writing sexual politics poetry, for which there is not a large commercial market, and practicing good liturgical song and dance.

Now in my 70s, I’ve also noticed that good sacred music, like good humor, and good health, is not just about commitment to the stretching movement, but also to the silent rest.

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TrumPublican ReVival

If there were no infamous passion for Donald Trump,
then he would not be where he is right now.

So, what would it mean to bury the TrumPublican NonParty?
not with the condemning verdict of not worthy
but rather worthy of healthier democratic treatment
than to further empower partisan apartheid
over bipartisan cooperative belonging

North with South
urban with rural
rich with poor creolizing
bicamerally co-intelligent
mind-liberating/body-conserving cooperation?

Inter-religiously re-membering
outside-traditional-lines multicultural curiosity
has been more resiliently empowering
within Earth’s polycultural history
than jealous monotheistic aggressions
against organic bilateral health care-giving
and peacefully interdependent care-receiving.

Histories of ecosystemic resilience
balance successful human nature
and resonantly holistic Earth nature
nurturing resilient economies
empowering both sacredly humane
and organically divine
equivalent democratic emerging
from prehistoric SunFather enlightening
EarthMother empowering
monotheistically transcendent light
pantheistically immanent power
cobinary political consciousness

To free ourselves from TrumPublican systemic trauma
with an ecotherapeutic landslide
of healthy democratic love
for sacred SunGod/EarthGaia belonging together

Healthier and wealthier and wiser
than falling into further uncivil apartheid

Healthy EarthMother synergetic caregiving
replacing unforgiving AnthropoCentrism
so TrumPublican families
and good-faith communities
could enjoy more robust health
resilient wealth
polyamorous SunFather wisdom

Worshipping
with more reviving peace
restoring ecojustice
within EarthClimate Rights
of constitutionally protected
democratic coinvestment.

Conservatively continuing to polyculturally evolve,
better, healthier, more actively curious, ecological listeners,
bicameral cobinary cooperative discerners,
anticipating ecopolitical landslides
of LeftMindLiberating/RightBodyConserving
transcendently sacred light
and immanently organic power

Of bicameral co-intelligence
to belong democratically together
more than autocratically apart.

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The Agnostic Gardener

How can you say
with your not quite straight face
that you neither know nor care
anything of God, or gods,
or exotic goddesses
or ghosting holy spirits?

That’s like saying you don’t care for any love today,
or believe in rain during a drought,
yet feel gratitude for sacred Earth’s holistic medicine,
all the grace-filled rain that came some other place and day,
even if not this dry and cracked today.

Like saying you don’t believe in music
and dance
and sex
and pleasure
and passion
and red and purple and pink and yellow bruised violet sunsets.

How could you not care about creative becoming?
Regeneration of interdependent life?
The future peaceful home of our prospering grandchildren?
Health care and assurance?
Social and environmental securities?
Anti-social anti-ecological irreligious insecurities?
AnthroObscene LoseAnthroMinds/LoseEarthBodies
mutually assured destroying war games
and re-creative multicultural sacred/organic gardens
pantheistically loving
peace-thriving fragrant and beautiful Beloving Communities.

How can you pretend
with that half-smirk
that this Earth Goddess
we democratically garden together
is no one you could wisely know
or deeply care about?
To co-redeem a master gardener’s wildest dreams?
To love into integrity’s holy nature/spirit wealth
by divesting of manmade hypocrisy,
thinking we could sufficiently name,
much less commodify, God
without re-creating passions
and pleasures of organic Paradise.

Why would you take a pass
on digging into Earth’s co-passionate
fully humane mind/body divinity?

This could not be true
not really you
not the Self with polyculturing Others
past and future right now within
and without your own,
but never owned, passion
to prefer sacred cooperative pleasure’s
indigenously natural wisdom.

How can you know
we’re not gods and goddesses
in our health-gardening integrity?
in our potential for harvesting regenerativity?
economic and politically fertile
sync-tensegrity,
love of full-stretch multi-colored jazzy soul livity.

You know you want to dance in cornrows
and sing with bird choirs
as god and goddess
within and on,
for and of Mother Gorgeous Gaia’s
embryonic wounded womb
elationally awaiting Golden Ruling garden bliss

Or, did I miss something
in that twinkling
of your somewhat straight-faced lie?

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BeComing ReBorn Again

Elder RightBrain felt compassions never die,
they simply enter colonizing peak
and complexly exit creolizing deep
erotic/agapic sexsensory sleeps
co-arising passion’s positive redemption

Not quite so much ecstatically felt
in our first inhale longing breath
as in our last surrendered exhale

Synergetic belonging
co-redeeming breathless pleasure,
however unrequited,
resiliently touches sacred peace
with all indigenously resonant souls

ReGenerating EarthTribe’s healthy heartbeat way
panentheistically anticipating wealthy paradise life
first inhaling birth of longing truth
last exhaling re-birthed belonging

Within Elder EarthMother’s root felt
pronoia choice
empowering FatherSun’s light crown
touching pleasure voice.

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WeedPatch Therapy

What words do we choose to express our ultimate accomplishments,
achieving our healthiest goals,
measuring our most successful outcomes?

Why do these words,
and our feelings about these choices,
wave in and out of happiness and prosperity,
even when quantitative measures suggest our resilience
continues to trend up and out toward infinite resonance?

We say we could become anything,
but do we mean we might achieve everything,
every power,
but not necessarily any time or way we choose?
How does WinWin associative integrity
accommodate WinLose dissociative history?

Integral PolyCulturists,
global environmental wealth therapists,
holistic health practitioners,
favorably contrast polycultural climax
with monocultural collapse
into rabidly aggressive “weed” patches,
where “responsible owner”
investment “planner”
intelligent “controller”
master “gardener” you
imagined your organically healthy
and sacred-beauty wealthy
well-groomed and wellness-inviting front yard–
rather than an uninvited cancerous infestation
where you intended to extend your healthy ego identity.

We might hope to become more adept polyamorous achievers
by acclimating to less anthropocentric monopolistic aspirations,
competitive Anthropocene climates of self-inspiration
too privileged to care about other-expiration

win/lose survivalist desperations
becoming uncontrollably messy “weed patch” subclimates,
stubbornly monolithic

EarthNatural disgrace
defeating HumanSpiritual grace
of concomitant eco-trust and ego-faith
in cooperatively resonant
win/win well-being resilience

ReCognizing ego’s always limited
co-empathic feelings

Healthy anthropocentric neurosystems
don’t require unwealthy Anthropocene ecosystems
anymore than good love-life days
require bad fear-death nights

Measuring out divine successes
and inhumane failures
day by day,
decade by decade,
life against life survival contests,
invidious “weedpatch” comparisons,
virtuous win/win AnthroMind/EarthBody contrasts,
each and all co-arising
polycultural integrity’s nondualistic potential.

Yet, like Yangish competitive AnthroEnlightenment
over all Lesser Othered-Lives
and Yin’s gooier cooperative co-empathic win/win powers
with Others,
these opposing bilaterals
are also dynamically recycling appositional revolutions

Neurosystemic health within
as ecosystemic wealth without
co-intelligent exchange,
searching for words and deeds
to optimally extend pronoia’s tensegrity
sacredly resonant synergy
organically resilient neuro/eco-therapy,
softly contentious sustainable contentment

Peace through EarthTribe solidarity
and cooperatively-held flexibility,
in-between victimization and virtualization,
in-between LeftBrain doer verbalizations
and RightBrain feeler harmonizations,
in-between monotheistic Anthropocene optimization
and polytheistic EarthCentric integration

An omnipotently
and omnipresently complex neuro/ecosystemic
win/win contentment
and yet often feeling win/lose transitionally chaotic
contentious

An overwhelmingly monolithic “weedpatch” of despair
further polarizing any active hope
of middle-ground integrity’s
AnthroMind/EarthBody repair.

With healthy democracy tools
for front lawn re-landscaping,
monocultures begin to feel like painful resources,
artifacts of pleasure passionate polyculturing Elders

With trust and good-faith wellness
co-governing more ecosystemically wealthy
and neurosystemically healthy
Anthro-crown/Earth-root therapeutic
inter-religiously resonant
and multiculturally resilient
thriving love-life futures.

What looked like monopolistic alien powers over little benign-ego me,
begin to also feel like restoring peace opportunities
with what remains from our former shared polypathic
NeuroAnthroMind/EcoEarthBody co-empathic
passion/pleasure
mind/body therapeutic depolarizing co-identity

ReWeaving promise,
never beginning re-ligious omnipotence
and ever ending dissociative omnipresence,
timelessly wealthy
front lawn win/lose “weedpatch” reseeding
healthy win/win spaciousness.

CoPassionate edible trust
with ornamental beauty pleasure
enlightening resilient climate Nature
continuously co-arise
old composted death
into new life change,
but these are transitions
that have historically favored multiculturally democratic health
and disfavored autocratic “weedpatch” pathology.

All robustly polycultural landscapes
lead to a more globally wealthy Home,
but AnthroPrivileged LeftBrain liberating verbal intelligence
chooses which directions to healthy-democracy walk
and which to unsafe-autocracy avoid

and when it’s time to win/lose contentiously pick up
and to win/win contentedly slow down
our WholeEarth peace-making pace

Calmly anticipating
leaving no anthropocentric weedpatch behind
monotheistically uncared for
and panentheistically neglected.

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Cooperative Bicameral Congress

If Yang is tea,
Yin is water.

If Yang is a vulnerable yolk,
Yin is a polyculturing transparent embryo.

If Yang is a sage ego,
Yin is a musecological body.

If Yang is fire,
Yin is air.

If Yang says Goodbye or Hello,
Yin feels Aloha.

If Yang is a convex mountain,
Yin is a concave river valley.

If Yang is a community,
Yin is communication.

If Yang is a sacred community,
Yin is re-ligious communication.

If Yang is Earth,
Yin is our Solar System.

If Yang is our enlightening FatherSun,
Yin is our empowering EarthMother.

If Yang is monotheistically sacred,
Yin is panentheistically organic.

If Yang wakes polycultured
crown polypathic Me,
Yin urges multiculturally inter-religious
root systemic We.

If Yang is inter-religious metaphysics
Yin is polyculturing environmental physics.

If Yang is 1,
Yin is 0.

If Yang is penetrative male,
Yin is receptive wombanist.

If Yang explicates future win/lose fear,
Yin implicates angry lose/lose past

If Yang explicates win/lose patrimony,
Yin implicates win/win matrimony.

If Yang explicates
universal messianic salvation,
Yin implicates
unitarian bodhisattva co-redemption.

If Yang restores EarthJustice
Yin re-ligions GlobalPeace

If Yang is 1 HumanSpirit,
Yin is 0 DivineNature

If Yang is welcoming Mind,
Yin is well-being Body.

If Yang explains compassion,
Yin implies pleasure.

If Yang is wisdom-forming Tea,
Yin is musical flowing Water.

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Perpetual EMotions

All Earth’s sacred tribes

From seeds
to nuts
and eggs
and embryos
and guts

Organically start sacred life
as faithful panentheists

Receiving nutritional manna
from MotherSky’s
Gaian healthcare
wealth of heaven.

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Religion and Other Strange Passions

Religions,
and other strange passions
exotic
and erotic
and hypnotic,
are at their healthiest natural
and safe wealthiest spiritual
best

Reconnecting compassion
between yesterday’s remembered
conservational enlightenment
and tomorrow’s anticipated
liberating empowerment
restoring EarthPeace healthy wealth.

A peak spiritually experienced Warrior
dances.

A peak nature experiencing Muse
sings
of sensexual joy
in colorful
and fragrant play
thrival

Conserving cautionary work
for anthroprivileged survival
with birds
and frogs
and insects
and other mammals
giving peaceful voice
to health resonant choice
to mind/body rejoice.

A peak nature spirited Sage
sings while dancing
and thinking about reconnecting

All these thoughtful feelings
with healthy timeless resonance
and pathological
closed down dissonance

And wisdom
to resiliently search
for inside cooperatively
co-invested outside

Nature’s sacred compassions
at their healthiest
and best sacred Muse wealthiest
reconnecting Warriors

Dancing
between yesterday’s inhaled enlightenment
exhaling tomorrow’s singing
dancing
healing
restoring Earth’s organic
orgasmic empowerment.

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