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Pleasing Answers Prefer Passionate Questions

Do heated questions hope to end with cool answers,
while pleasing answers never end
without yet more compassionate questions?

How are Case Studies
of anxious organic history
different than sacred Einstein’s
anticipating Thought Experiments?

Wait a minute…

Yes, well that’s not really a difference.
Thought Experiments and Case Studies
both begin with waiting a minute

to notice cause v effect assumptions,
to decompose bifurcated relationships
between sacredly interrelated organic parts

of what
and whom?

Imagining in reverse time,
from now as cause
back toward effects
leading up to my current favorite cause

current noticing,
sometimes chaotic and unsettling
waiting a minute
to notice struggling against

Feels worse
than struggling with?

Do brains
casing out disorganized thoughts
feel more important
than brawn?

And why is this different
than why that?

Does, or does not,
organic complexity
actively hope
for resonant riches?

Is this really democracy’s healthiest question to ask?

Within all Earth’s vast universe
of sacred questions,
could love invest in life more
instead of hell less?

Is this, more or less, probably more,
what you are trying to point out
before I interrupt your thoughtful minute?

Do democratic rulers
find Golden Rules flattering,
and their reverse fascinating?

When don’t richer Case outcomes
invite more fertile Thought Experiments?

Why have I never heard of,
but often experienced,
a dysfunctional paralysis case
for more dysfunctional family studies?

And how is that different than,
or the same as,
an unhealthy patriarchal
and unsafe capitalist
Case Study?

Wait a minute,
when did we begin
declaring positions
always remain the same
when not opposed?

to asking about appositions?

Do we all start with co-passionate noticing?

Can we reverse hot times
back through bio-eros networks
of bilateral climaxing opportunity?

Yes, I suppose so,
but Einstein’s Thought Experiments were metaphysical,
cold mathematics
and unnatural science,
Aren’t Case Studies more like watching non-pornographic Reality Shows,
weaponized capitalist, and usually strong-man, Disaster Movies,
Freudian Nightmares on Mean Sheets?

How do I know
you hope to respond
to your own questions
with better questions?

about how thought systems are the same
when they don’t feel different?

Sorry, honey,
do you agree or disagree,
or both, somehow,
that Einstein’s Experiments are about metaphysical operations
while Case Studies
are about physical and natural operas?

Wait, a minute…
no, that doesn’t sound ecologically correct,
nor feel logically helpful

Are we better
sticking with naturally stuck wealth
realities
or freeing Earth’s spiritually flowing health
relationships?

Didn’t Einstein hope his Thought Experiments would lead to Truth,
therefore, not also False,
much less Ugly?

Measuring statements about space and speed
revolving time
and gratuitous power

evolving mass
and volunteering light?

When you write extended Dysfunctional Family Case Studies,
do you hope you speak Truth
but not Beauty?

About positive,
and, unfortunately, negative energy,
(0)-sum speed of sharing light,
massively devolving power,
a feeling of insufficient healing time
for sufficient health and safety
final answers.

Why is Truth
not always Beauty?

Because that would be confusing

Winning facts
with loser feelings?

If you say so,
but if thoughts grow complex
when do feelings show chaotic risk
and calming climate opportunities?

Wait a minute.
Sorry love.
When do Thought Experiments shut down?

Either True or False premises?

When was the last time you indulged
winning thrival opportunities,
and not losing survival risks?

Writing a lively Case Study
about love’s Thought Experiments

In Win/Win
bilaterally climaxing
mind thought
and body felt
co-passion Cases?

Well, when you ask that way
you come across
less of a dispassionate
Me win vs You lose

Dominating ass?

Who wouldn’t have the first clue
how a dogmatic Life Case Study
might feel less inviting
than a dog-gone lovely Thought Experiment.

Wait a minute…
You’re doing thoughts again.

That thing where you LeftBrain explicate
answers
while I RightBrain implicate
questions?

That somehow do not really quite exist
just yet

Outside of spaceless now
and timeless here?

Biassed
in favor of ecstatic climax
erotic fireworks!

You’re just teasing me, aren’t you?
This cums down to foreplay
in your favorite Thought Experiment?

I feel so used.

Don’t pretend your gorgeous Case Study
doesn’t like it.

Could you talk a little dirtier,
and leave out the exploitive capital
and over-rated patriarchal parts?

Less sacredly surreal
and more organically earthy?

Ummm.
That sounds like you’re ready

to stop performing
and start engaging?

Baby,
you’re the writing Sage

Asking if you
are still my dancing Muse?

Does your musing question hope to end
sooner or later?

With only one most sage answer.

Do answers ever end experiments
without yet more amusing
Curious Study questions?

Wait a minute,
did we leave out
our sexy
and sacred climaxing parts?

My mind feels so bruised,

My body too unused?

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To Sexual CareGivers and Receivers

We all at least aspire to become adeptly fulfilled
care givers and care receivers,
as these two directions prefer becoming mutually symbiotic

To give care is neither spiritually better
nor naturally worse
than to receive,
as robustly healthy care giving is also resilient receiving–
these interactions mutually enriching each other;
growing healthy love,
evaporating unhealthy hate
and apathy.

The best care giving comes out of,
and returns toward,
love and nurturance,
not merely the exterior forms of discipline,
enduring negative emotions
and troubling thoughts of feeding tolerance
rather than intolerance

Love sublimes beat down apathy,
often with humor at our own mindfully deep learning expense

An investment in curiosity,
looking even deeper at this person’s compassionate
and dispassionate,
pleasing
and unpleasing relationships
in this time of potential healing

Learning to share Basic Compassionate Attendance
in organic life’s natural animistic spirit
of verbally vulnerable passions
and nonverbally transparent pleasures
transforming trauma-receiving communications
into therapy-giving communion.

Put another more neurosystemic way,
health care professional training has invested in
defensive attorneys
and insurance bottom-line profit-seeking,
risk-management corporations,
to articulate how to preserve one’s autonomous self,
one’s expert practice,
one’s authoritative relationships,
from inappropriate touch and language,
micro-aggressive behavior.

This is not a bad thing in our capital-hoarding economy,
threatening a scarcity of all lives matter

And yet, solely nursing win v lose monopoly games
is a less compelling choice
compared to organic life’s WinEgo/WinEco-opportunity
for both esteem giving to Other
and esteem receiving for Self

Which is all about how to therapeutically touch and feel
speak and listen
maturing compassion’s pleasing
therapeutic communication

Both strict caste-preservers
and liberated caste-abolishers can agree
our GoldenRule care giving/receiving win/win journey,
within organic EarthTribe’s associative v dissociative Anthropocene climate,
is how we further evolve together
toward optimizing healthy love communication

Compassion giving becomes pleasure receiving,
communicating with hands and feet
mouth and ears
investing sacredly cooperative
polyamorous trust.

As this conversion
away from monoculturing anthropocentrism occurs
and re-occurs
and holistically concurs,
then life-care becomes all about WinMe/WinWe optimizing
unconditionally warm
touch and feel responsive
responsible neurosensory communion.

When we have,
as an anthropocentric species,
too long-term triggering issues of inappropriate touch
and insignificant feelings,
these become historical artifacts
of a prior benighted polarization,
a former toxic age
and tragic stage
and disassociative life

Our Holy Nature/Spirit
non-LeftBrain dominant indigenous Elders
would not wish us to remain dispassionately
and unpleasantly stuck outside
life-caring Us
better together
than falling apart

Making great grandchildren
of all Earth’s organic species
yet again
this care-giving caste
care receiving re-caste
sacred communion day.

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City Scape

Looking out my high-rise window
I can see shy Beauty
of civilly responsible
bird sheltering trees

Five of these
tunneling through man-made holes
in monotonously grey cement
step aside walks.

Lonely in my city window
I can see the desecrating drama
and trauma
inflicted on Gaia’s organic integrity

Toxic shelters
treacherous streets
polluting smokestacks

Oil and gas fueled
Made In America
uncivil lack of holy natural
safe shelter.

Longing in my caged window
I can hear sirens screaming
and a car alarm
warning us it feels threatened
by incorporated investments

In pain
dispassion
pollution
anthropocentric dissolution.

On less barren days
when looking out this same window
I feel freer to learn
from trauma’s malformed mystery

Looking up
at Gaia’s heavenly sky
less troubled by unearthly anthro-hubris
as compared to trans-continental
pocked landscapes.

I notice how I feel
when looking outside
at the boarded-up house
across the street

As compared to
the organically organized green park
behind it
filled with sacred sheltering trees

Now quieting Earth’s suffering
by singing with Her
up-reaching crowns of rooted trees
dancing to a holy breeze.

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Exploring the Balance of Beauty and Truth in Our Lives

Which is more important to you
natural beauty
or spiritual truth?

I guess I didn’t notice any difference.

Maybe there isn’t.
Which is more important to you
a naturally beautiful shelter
or a spiritually truthful home?

You realize that’s not the same question.
An organically polyamorous shelter
may or may not be a safe and healthy type
of natural beauty

Depending on whether my natural habitat is primally within Earth’s beauty,
or divorced from Gaia’s OverSoul Pronoia ReSource
of yintegral grace and flow

By virtue of embryonic matriarchal strength
from my Original nurturing abundance,
Gaia’s organically safe Home
sacred belonging Shelter.

Which, yes,
is a personal,
spiritually endowed truth,
or at least must have seemed transubstantial
reincarnating struggle in EarthTribe’s climax time
of Patriarchal-Ethos/Matriarchal-Eros Imprint,
when Left-Crown conserving dominance
over Right-Root fertile liberating climax

Left polytheistic matriarchal integrity
not yet differentiated
from Original Ecological Belonging Economy

EcoTherapeutically empowering
new aesthetically developing natural polyphonic beauty
and ethical permaculturing design,
my Ego’s Safe Home OverSoul.

I think you just said that my second question could be different than my first,
but that in our particular critical climate crisis situation
it is not,
and, therefore, you do not see a difference
worthy of further distinction?

Well, yes, I did say that.
But I hope I also said
that anyone born of a healthy nurturing mother
might also see their EarthTribe of ReGenerative Gaia
prodigal polypathic integrity potential
in Gaia’s sacred Yang/Yin,
organic Me/We cobinary WuWei

Might thereby more easily recognize,
as children,
Earth as polyamorous Goddess Gaia,
safe polypathic spiritual home

Aesthetically natural integrity of beauty
with healthy, robust, fertile goodness

Monotheistically secularizing humanist,
if you insist on feeding Crown
and breeding Root
LeftBrain-RightWing dominant
systemic trauma

Naturally woke about integrity’s win/win
compassionate potential
yet, either way,
any way you choose to share our interdependent journey

WinWin ecopolitics
is both an economically spiritual ecology feel of truth,
and a natural
cooperative
regenerative
prime-matriarchal/patriarchal co-relationship
nurture-restoring peace.

Passionate truths and pleasing beauty
politically peaceful relationships
of agapicLeft-eroticRight
Integrity of Bounty’s Truth.

Shouldn’t that be True Beauty
caste-preserving defenses
should always be contracted
against False Ugly
caste-abolishing offenses?

Only if you’re LeftBrain-RightWing Dominant
or RightBrain-LeftWing Prominent,
and not agapic-Sage/erotic-Muse
CoPassionate.

Oh.
What were we speaking of again?

Don’t you mean
what were you talking about?

Probably both.

Now you’re getting the hang of it!

More like a round bilateral spiral of it.

Right.
And the fractal Beauty
sacred
fertile Truth
organic
democratically healthy wealth
of win/win binomial
+1EthoticTruth = -(-0)EroticBeautiy bit.

There you go.
Now you’ve really said it.

What?

What we were talking about.

Right.
Which is more important
beauty or truth?

Didn’t Plato already cover that?

Probably, but you wouldn’t get unsafely away
with a 1 v 0 bipolar assumption so easily
back in the prior enlightening millennium,
before LeftBrain-RightWing monotheistic dominance
religiously matures enough
for ethotic minds with erotic bodies
no longer speak out of two different hemispheres
tending and not tending
to compassionate custody of our mouths

About conserving short-term
true health and beauty wealth
and progressing expanded longer-term democracy
ecologically robust erotic beauty
deep learning wealth
of resilient ethotic truth.

So, short-term polyamorous beauty outcomes
are also long-term true
ecosystemic health outcomes?

I think this is a more important question
than your original one
that assumed Truth and Beauty are bipolar
+1 v -(-0)
and not dipolar
+1/-(-0).

But, I wonder if beauty speaks as beauty does
wealthy outcomes
rooted in long-term true climate health incomes
for CoPassionate Virgin Muses
-(-0)-Soul Empty
bicamerally inter-religious
pantheistic Goddess Gaia,
icon of Mother’s organically sheltering
interdependent network.

The good old Golden Rule days
before there were 2 dimensional flatscreens

For the well-fed and nurtured
Left-Ethotic/Right-Erotic
song and dance species

Not yet for all EarthTribe Muses

Don’t blame me.

If our beautiful Shelter’s healthcare
were a matter of assigning blame
or accepting shame
we would move more cautiously
toward caste-abolishing ecotherapy

Then surely there is enough blame
felt unsafe bodies to be shared by all

Integrity of faith in TruthFull homes
and hope for BeautyFull shelters
and love for Win/Win co-binding equity

Democratic constitutions protecting
freedom’s natureEros/spiritEthos
mono/poly-theistic ecology
of mutually subsidiary -(-0)/+1

EroticBeauty bodies
informing and protecting EthoticTrue
Win/Win caste-abolishing minds

Indigenous wisdom’s win/win cobinary authority
for further graceful
flowing
natural-Beauty/spiritual-Truth home runs.

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Life Through A Thousand Deaths

Here empowering life waits
with a thousand little discontinuous unenlightened deaths,
caste again,
right here in The Evolving Self’s sixth principle
of preferable options for more humane evolution
revolutions lurking behind Mihaly Csikzentmihalyi’s
positive re-ligious integrity
is at least not negative irreligiously disintegrating
neuro-sexsensory health caring psychology.

I had seen EarthMother’s compassion
rebirthing love of cooperatively-held life
when he began by rooting around
in primally co-arising principles of thermodynamics.

The second Yang-negative principle of monocultural hubris,
dissociative limbo
somewhere between remembering contentious defeat
and promising contented repeat
with Yintegral positive
as first open universal synergy principle
toward abundantly unitarian life-system flow.

Every organic tribe tends to share bio-neurosystemic shape
sense enhanced for cooperative fertility,
crowning dialectical DNA
on back through root systemic RNA
resonantly symbiotic passions
for healthy organic pleasures,
fractally unfolding
good faith rooting designs

Monotheistically crowning
emphatically inspiring
future healthy organic clans
living within Earth’s erotic pantheistic wilderness
of deeply rooted spiritual ecstasy

Engaging symbiotic networks
of communing nature
co-informating healthy EarthPeace ecological rights,
dis-integrating anthropocentric caste-preserving wrongs
of Yangish monotheistic monopolizing
GodThesis v GaiaHypothesis excess
of sacred mind over-casting systemic trauma
against under-caste organic matter.

This first synergetic rebalancing principle,
resolving around and in and through
our 4D body-space/mind-time universe
emerges Win/Win when Yin-squared equals positive
not negative Yang
wu-wei cooperative equity, of dual-caste course,
but much more erotically symbiotic,
crown/root cobinary chakra symbiotic
resilient integrity

+(+) = 0-Yintegrity = -(-1)Yang Identity
erotically engaging body = emphatically authentic mind
ecological powers = anthro-logical light
EarthMother’s pantheistic pleasure = SunFather’s monotheistic passion

CoBinary nondualistic organic/sacred systems
inter-communing nature/spirit
regenerative Golden Rule co-empathic
caste-abolishing intent

Reiteratively polyculturing
resonantly octaved
double-fractal DNA/RNA co-gravitation
multigenerations of positive co-relations
between elder RNA seminal sacred memories
of resonantly peaceful ecological experience
projecting future DNA health and safety assurance

Navigating in-between risks and opportunities
of organically healthy Earth wildness life
where YangLeft liberating animus
and
YinRight conserving anima
do our best to make mind-passion/body-pleasure
co-arising love
and not quite so much entropic-trending
upper v lower caste co-aggravating war.

Anyway, back to Mihaly’s sixth dynamic
mistrusted and/or trusted Taoist balancing co-governance,
depending on your paranoia v pronoia predilections,
principle of authentic AnthroMind/EarthBody integrity
Win/Win sacred/organic evolution:

We have two appositional dynamics in our life journey;
Win-health v Lose-pathology potential contention
leading toward Win/Win power-with contented flow,
using cooperative energy resources
to recreate mutually co-present active hope

Yet co-passionate dynamic balance
also risks leading toward further upper/lower caste competitions
powering-over with Win v Lose mistrusts
about Earth’s life v death anthropocentric revolutions

Extracting EarthMother’s energy for monoculturing hubris,
paternalistic patriotic exploitation
of future fear and past angry condemnations,
further starving sapient ego’s potential health
through a thousand deaths and loss and suffering
of entropic maya,
conflicting competitions struggling against further disorder,
rather than struggling with today’s cognitive-affective dissonance
to deep learn ego-ecotherapeutic cobinary care.

It seems perceptually important to believe,
perhaps even to smell and taste and feel
reconnecting past love-line memories
as if implied by first yeasty embryonic experience of self,
that Yintegral flow of cooperative health
could not thrive in total 0-sum absence
of Yang’s darker competitively caste shadow
rememory.

For me,
I have come to see optimally regenerative health
nurturing wise wealth
within Earth’s double-binding bihemispheric spectrum,
between pathology of excessive eco-consumption in my accumulating past
and pathology of excessive ego-energy loss through over-production,
self-abolishing depressions and repressions,
like a bottom-caste life voting for top-caste
Trumping sexploitation.

It proves difficult to summarize
regeneration as a positive inside/outside
cobinary caste
symbiotic ego/eco
Win/Win virtuously dynamic consciousness.

But, at the end of EarthMother’s polypathically multiculturing day,
Climate Health is what we all economically and politically,
ecologically and analogically want.

EarthRights (not so much Yangish irreligious Wrongs)
are what we recognize as nutritionally positive health,
while climate pathologies are Left v Right
liberal mind v conserving body
enlightening v empowering extremes
both inside ego-capital positively identified
and caste aside eco-homebody not negatively identified,
Ego-equity/Eco-integrity
wu-wei nondualistic
indigenously mindful feelings

Continuous EarthMother re-ligious life
powering through a thousand discontinuous SunFather deaths
resurrecting ego/eco dual-caste
transformative consciousness.

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Reconnecting Creation Stories

It is at least interesting to turn life’s political economy backward
through reverse-time focus.

Life’s memories of an uphill journey,
perhaps even a sacred pilgrimage,
toward an ultimate death of ego identity,
giving way voluntarily, or not,
to Earth’s regenerative potential, or not.

Let’s call this ecoconsciousness of light

As we mature,
we ascend and wonder
if and how and when we might ever reach
what we so hope will be a Win wealthy mind
and Win healthy body
both elegant and robust
somehow

Re-imaged
time revolving against biological odds of decay,
for all future lives we dread leaving behind,
despite our original rebirth problem
of egocentric death,
purgation

Approaching older ages of ominous portent,
youth’s omnipotent hopes more or less dashed,
lifetime’s rewinding feels remarkably easier to turn
disembodied images backward
toward Earth’s original embryonic becoming,
and marvel at compassion’s organic journey
toward this won time and win-worn space

This almost post-mortem summarizing moment
of embodied ego emergence
against all love-line odds

Now more transparent
reviving vistas of distance holy gained
to remind ourselves about how cleverly
and often clumsily,
yet inevitably,
we have arrived on this sacred pilgrimage
toward ego death regaining eco-conscious life,
organic Earth ascending,
continuing to co-arise unlikely rebirth

Until all interdependent bodhisattvas
reach back and forth
toward Alpha and Omega
winning sacred Time again
hard winning organic Place
as these EgoMind/EcoBody twin lenses
transubstantiate back toward one sacred SunLight
reviewing organic EarthPower purpose

Looking backward,
down this pilgrim hill
climbed toward elder autumn moments

Momentous interwoven opportunity feels easier and lighter,
more helpful, even compassionate.

To reframe Thomas Aquinas
with a both cause and effect recycling twist:
S/he who considers
absolutely (0)Source Origins
the highest cause of the whole universe,
namely Earth’s Creator God,
and considers also sacred these remaining effects
of organic EarthPower’s universal pilgrimage
toward fertile eco-omnipotent ego identity,
is most of all called wise.

If Yang GodMind is cause
then so is Yin GoddessBody
wisdom’s in-and-out flowing effect

If God is first Light cause,
then GaiaEarth double-binds
final Light/Power
meaningfully repurposed effect.

This historic organizing organic path
our natural phylogenic evolution
informs our polycultured creation story
of sacramental revolutionary effects
reverse imaging back through anthropocentric absence

Polyamorous organic bodies
continuing throughout this prehistoric journey
looking back through our long communion

Often frightening and angry disuniting trauma
death
loss
necessary anxiety to conjoin anticipation
of 0-soul’s originating
wind coitally covering water
sacred light roundly hovering organic power,
polyamorous YangMind regenerates each polyculturing YinBody

Re-ligiously reweaving
Earth’s optimal Alpha and Omega
Win/Win outcomes
through Passion’s love
for co-empathic Pleasure’s trust

In Earth’s health-wealth optimizing time
along this retrospectively ecological up-crowning space
anthropologically down-rooting
EcoMind/EgoBody cobinding
spirited-Light/natured-Power co-passion

Sacramental organic pleasure’s
polyamorous healthcare journey
beyond anthro-history’s Creator birth.

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Planning Graceful Oldishness

In my early 70s (not THE early 70s) I discovered, without having had the benefit of being properly schooled for old age planning, that “long-term lifetime goals” have become “longish term waistline objectives” over maybe the next decade or so.

The retiring, too quickly transpiring, nature of these hoped for outcomes has also triaged down to a more responsible mature adult scale of peace-making literacy:
good health plans for resilient physical dexterity,
(used to be sexual athleticism)
good humored anticipation of resonant mental acuity,
(used to be world-famous genius)
and good faith passion for integrity
(used to be making a living by doing something not hopelessly toxic to everyone, everything, everywhere, all the time).

Big surprise in the gerontology department, lesser quantity of life, but healthier qualities of love.

A Taoist’s pronoia version of fair trade.
(used to mean not-fair-trade paranoia about getting ripped off by suspiciously threatening Others, God, Aliens, Big Brother, Artificial Intelligence, Big Pharma, Big Government, Big Bullies, too much over-capitalized, and weaponized, Bigness, etc.)

Now I practice compassion-engaging faith and humor and health by responding to systemic TrumPublican trauma with music and movement therapy, and writing sexual politics poetry, for which there is not a large commercial market, and practicing good liturgical song and dance.

Now in my 70s, I’ve also noticed that good sacred music, like good humor, and good health, is not just about commitment to the stretching movement, but also to the silent rest.

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TrumPublican ReVival

If there were no infamous passion for Donald Trump,
then he would not be where he is right now.

So, what would it mean to bury the TrumPublican NonParty?
not with the condemning verdict of not worthy
but rather worthy of healthier democratic treatment
than to further empower partisan apartheid
over bipartisan cooperative belonging

North with South
urban with rural
rich with poor creolizing
bicamerally co-intelligent
mind-liberating/body-conserving cooperation?

Inter-religiously re-membering
outside-traditional-lines multicultural curiosity
has been more resiliently empowering
within Earth’s polycultural history
than jealous monotheistic aggressions
against organic bilateral health care-giving
and peacefully interdependent care-receiving.

Histories of ecosystemic resilience
balance successful human nature
and resonantly holistic Earth nature
nurturing resilient economies
empowering both sacredly humane
and organically divine
equivalent democratic emerging
from prehistoric SunFather enlightening
EarthMother empowering
monotheistically transcendent light
pantheistically immanent power
cobinary political consciousness

To free ourselves from TrumPublican systemic trauma
with an ecotherapeutic landslide
of healthy democratic love
for sacred SunGod/EarthGaia belonging together

Healthier and wealthier and wiser
than falling into further uncivil apartheid

Healthy EarthMother synergetic caregiving
replacing unforgiving AnthropoCentrism
so TrumPublican families
and good-faith communities
could enjoy more robust health
resilient wealth
polyamorous SunFather wisdom

Worshipping
with more reviving peace
restoring ecojustice
within EarthClimate Rights
of constitutionally protected
democratic coinvestment.

Conservatively continuing to polyculturally evolve,
better, healthier, more actively curious, ecological listeners,
bicameral cobinary cooperative discerners,
anticipating ecopolitical landslides
of LeftMindLiberating/RightBodyConserving
transcendently sacred light
and immanently organic power

Of bicameral co-intelligence
to belong democratically together
more than autocratically apart.

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The Agnostic Gardener

How can you say
with your not quite straight face
that you neither know nor care
anything of God, or gods,
or exotic goddesses
or ghosting holy spirits?

That’s like saying you don’t care for any love today,
or believe in rain during a drought,
yet feel gratitude for sacred Earth’s holistic medicine,
all the grace-filled rain that came some other place and day,
even if not this dry and cracked today.

Like saying you don’t believe in music
and dance
and sex
and pleasure
and passion
and red and purple and pink and yellow bruised violet sunsets.

How could you not care about creative becoming?
Regeneration of interdependent life?
The future peaceful home of our prospering grandchildren?
Health care and assurance?
Social and environmental securities?
Anti-social anti-ecological irreligious insecurities?
AnthroObscene LoseAnthroMinds/LoseEarthBodies
mutually assured destroying war games
and re-creative multicultural sacred/organic gardens
pantheistically loving
peace-thriving fragrant and beautiful Beloving Communities.

How can you pretend
with that half-smirk
that this Earth Goddess
we democratically garden together
is no one you could wisely know
or deeply care about?
To co-redeem a master gardener’s wildest dreams?
To love into integrity’s holy nature/spirit wealth
by divesting of manmade hypocrisy,
thinking we could sufficiently name,
much less commodify, God
without re-creating passions
and pleasures of organic Paradise.

Why would you take a pass
on digging into Earth’s co-passionate
fully humane mind/body divinity?

This could not be true
not really you
not the Self with polyculturing Others
past and future right now within
and without your own,
but never owned, passion
to prefer sacred cooperative pleasure’s
indigenously natural wisdom.

How can you know
we’re not gods and goddesses
in our health-gardening integrity?
in our potential for harvesting regenerativity?
economic and politically fertile
sync-tensegrity,
love of full-stretch multi-colored jazzy soul livity.

You know you want to dance in cornrows
and sing with bird choirs
as god and goddess
within and on,
for and of Mother Gorgeous Gaia’s
embryonic wounded womb
elationally awaiting Golden Ruling garden bliss

Or, did I miss something
in that twinkling
of your somewhat straight-faced lie?

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BeComing ReBorn Again

Elder RightBrain felt compassions never die,
they simply enter colonizing peak
and complexly exit creolizing deep
erotic/agapic sexsensory sleeps
co-arising passion’s positive redemption

Not quite so much ecstatically felt
in our first inhale longing breath
as in our last surrendered exhale

Synergetic belonging
co-redeeming breathless pleasure,
however unrequited,
resiliently touches sacred peace
with all indigenously resonant souls

ReGenerating EarthTribe’s healthy heartbeat way
panentheistically anticipating wealthy paradise life
first inhaling birth of longing truth
last exhaling re-birthed belonging

Within Elder EarthMother’s root felt
pronoia choice
empowering FatherSun’s light crown
touching pleasure voice.

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