I’ve heard about non-violent communication
but wasn’t deeply listening.
It didn’t seem to have much of a plot,
a lack of creative tension,
drawing my full survivalist attention.

So this is probably all wrong
that I’m not owning my conspiring dissonant feelings
and hungry needs
to eradicate conspiracy theories
that we are, and should, remain more mutual predators
playing violent ZeroZone economic
and political capital
and familial patriarchal offensive
disassociated non-communal feelings
left bereft uncharted right.

Needing to establish cognitive dissonance barriers
to fear of mutually winning intimacy,
mysterious anger about liberally inclusive love,
hellish despair about inability to control blessed creativity,
transparent absence of integrity between faith and science paradigms
yet loyalty to conserving Earth’s healthy secular opportunities
sacred commitment to all Her warm-wombed
non-violent HolySpirit communicating gospel singers
Dancers living in interdependent nutritional seasons
for birthing WinWin rapturous communication
despite pre-millennial residue
of WinLose nationalist conspiracy residuals.

On the other LeftBrain hand,
when I am a tribal parent and teacher,
mentor of domesticating animals,
a worshiper of edible and ornamental interdependently rich ecosystems,
a restoring truth speaker,
a deep beauty listener
and yet choose to still defend WinLose positions

To promulgate theological conspiracy theory views
of a disassociated
dualistic
violent voracious predator God
ruling against Earth’s intrinsic sacred Nature,
inflaming fear about health of future Earth generations
and anger about past sinful degenerations
of healthy multicultural family values,
then it is important to the health of democratic extending family trust
in non-violent democratic constitutional loyalty
authority
responsibility to and with all other organic EarthBodies
with Minds to declare peaceful revolutionary intent
to listen to
and share WinLose conspiracies
with appropriate historically re-associating humor
and predominance of Earth’s WinWin wisdom stories

Speaking and singing personal and public cooperative revolutionary experience
because we each choose to rehear history
as more of an unrealistic violent conspiracy
an UnReality NightMare ClimateShow
whispering to tell of LeftBrain dominant corruptions
rather than MotherEarth’s tribal herstory
as a Green non-violent
ultra-violet communication network
of primal ZeroZone RightBrain cultural prominence

Enchantment as more typically expressed
in a liberal non-violent loving
anti-bullying deep learning environment
typical of ultra-sound violet listening
and multicultural speaking and studying school
and homes in WinWin restorative peace
more than OldSchool retributive injustice
between WiseElder and younger voices
looking and longing for mentors in WinWin full-color singing
and dance ensemble
rather than continuing to evolve
a uniformly marching militaristic monoculture.

White evangelical
monotheistic
patriarchal churches
perspire
pushing devil-worshiping conspiracy theories.

Such theories are not just an alternative bad-faith view,
to be FirstAmendment tolerated
as rhetorically harmless fiction
disassociating projection
fueling potentially violent fake-patriotic predation.

White nationalistic competitive enterprise factories for violent fiction,
whether home or church or school,
are intentionally disassociative,
alienating,
internally dissonant,
a song repetitiously sung out of divine key

Fearing a bully predator within and behind every McCarthyan bush
except one’s own blaming and shaming fears
composed by not such truly divine conspiracy theories
to reward disassociating mortality with eternal LoseLose hell

While DNA and RNA remain more quietly amused
rebearing WinningWombs with WinningMother health-homes
born through regenerative non-violent communication recycles
repurposes
remeanings
reweavings
restorations
requirements
resilience
resonance
reiterations
wondering about cosmic WinWin feedback.

Like I said,
I’ve heard about non-violent communication
but wasn’t deeply listening.
It didn’t seem to have much of a robust plot,
a lack of creatively conspiring hypertension
pretension
co-acclimating retention
comprehension
drawing my secular yet sacred thrivalist attention.