Where all humane souls repent
of contempt
for our EgoSelf
against our EcoOthers
And celebrate,
or at least commend,
express gratitude for,
our inner enlightened
and empowered
co-passionate communication,
dialogue,
discernment
Bilaterally
and multiculturally informed
by
of
and for
global climate health
and polycultural wealth
of peace.
There probably are some psychotropic meds
helpful with win/win rerooted thinking
reconnecting within feelings,
positive and negative
But meth
and alcohol
and heroin
and depression
and anxiety meds
are not among these.
Nor are behavior management practices
hoping to fade out robust addictions
to substances
and victim spiritualities
against healing
without replacing shame
and blame
and self-loathing
with regenerative health
is also natural/spiritual wealth
ego/ecosystemic
thinking Left and feeling Right
solidarity systems
of compassion
for wounded
MeWe timeless
co-identity.
MeWe wants to live
in green eco-centric identity
humbly not anthrosupremacist,
instead multiculturally loving
with fully polyvagal,
deeply positive polyphonic,
widely polypathic
integral possibility
Here being
also Now becoming
enlightened thought Left
and eco-empowered Right
bilateral deep and wide healthy feelings
friendlier with mushrooms
or cannabis
or carefully calibrated LSD
or even Molly
All better choices than alcohol
and allies
for love rerooting
a more expansive
MeWe life
Resilient resonant recovery
lives and loves in-between
positively felt conviction
and negatively experienced condemnation
Contempt,
and wounded appreciation.
Despair,
and active hope.
Loser traume
and Winner ego/eco
MeWe
bicamerally communicating therapy.
A difference between
monotheistic organized religious formation
and interdependent
inter-sectional spiritual experience:
Religion LeftBrain dominantly teaches
that Elders have the exclusive wisdom
to define and prescribe Jehovah’s
self-righteous love
for autonomous
wounded soul
Me
While naturally spirited RightBrain
MeWe feelings
reconnect with ElderEarth
inclusive peak experiences
to refine and describe
EarthMother’s timeless love
As life within interdependent
reconnecting MeWe
dipolar co-arising NonZero BiPartisan Zone
Full and Empty
compassionately wounded
and rewounding panentheistic Souls
Healthy
strong
opulently flowing
non-anthrosupremacist
co-passionately non-violent
non-zero interdependent
communal peak natural/spiritual experiences
Of actively convicted hope
in timeless face
free of MeWe condemnation.
Free for unconditional
co-passionate
timelessly resilient
warm regard,
and joy;
don’t forget the natural passion
of spiritual compassion.
Rituals
are sacred
when they reconnect
what LeftBrain dominant
straight white privileged man
has transcendently and monotheistically disconnected
Earthly nature
divorced from Heavenly spirit,
power
from light,
empowerment
from enlightenment,
autonomous theological identity
from interdependent ecological experience,
personal health
from transcendent joy
Like segregating
sexual health rituals
from sensory wealth of regenerative spirituals
sacredly enriching both Yang LiberalLovers
and more mundanely conserving
Yintegral every day
red-blooded green conservation
PolyCultural rituals
of resonant positive is not negative,
resilient health is not pathological
cancerous wealth
Lives fulfilling YangYin in-between
balancing rituals
reforming divinely sacred empowerment
and profane ecosystemic
enlightened health/wealth
co-passionate care
Rituals,
sexual and sacred
are ultra-nonviolent
celebrating EarthMother’s sacred
holy
holonic non-zero zen womb
of Yintegrity double-binary
ProGenitive balance
with Yangish LeftBrain
patriarchal EitherTop/OrBottom
conservative reaction
to protect healthy/safe conserving EarthTribe
through co-empathic therapeutic wounds
of historic win/lose zero-sum thinking
Unaware of positive
socio-eco-psycho-bio-theological flow
panentheistically co-operative
intersectionally co-invested
dipolar co-arising
bipartisan Left/Right
PolyPathic = Not(NotPolyVagal)
P=N(NP) strategic win/win
ritualistic systems
for resilient/resonant
global peace outcomes
Rituals
both naturally enlightened
and spiritually empowering
for health/wealthy EarthTribe,
cooperatively DNA-enscripted
organic mindbodies
formed and reformed
by co-passionate neuro-sensory systems
Seeking pleasing
pleasure rituals,
like making slow-grown
universally uniting love.
It seems unlikely
Left Hemisphere’s
Either 100% Positive-On
Or 0% Negative-Dormant circuitry
Could change
toward polypolarizing
Right Hemisphere’s
Both Full
And NonZero Empty
CoPassion
And Silent Soul feelings
Devoid of unilaterally dissonant monoculturalism,
monotheistic judging voices,
depressing anthro-supremacism,
predicating overwhelming chaos,
underwhelming complexity
of unnatural lose-Me/lose-We despair
for fading
formerly healthy memories
of ecosystemic robust climates
For our already wounded children
and their affective climates
of high lose/lose risk
negatively correlated
with fading win/win opportunities
to rediscover
great Green EcoFeminist healthcare
For our future poly/mono-cultural
health of LeftHemisphere rational
verbal appreciation
For RightHemisphere wealth
of green eco-systemic
regenerative
resilient body-health/mind-wealth
strong/flowing
mountain/valley
convex-ego/concave-ecology
Ritualizing sacred green redeemers
Prophets of holy panentheistic
regenerative healthcare
Composed of dynamic spiraling revolutions,
emerging systems
remembering lunar ecocycles
of LeftHemisphere enlightenment,
RightHemisphere both/and co-empathic
passionate wisdom,
dipolar co-arising light/dark
Reweaving health/wealth
ReConnecting co-empathic evolutionals
like Yang/Yin
liberal love/conservational mental yintegrity
co-investing Left/Right
in Green poly-systemic health
resilience of hidden appositionals
in co-operating co-passion
BiPolar sexual orientations
including dipolar co-arising transcendent Saints
AND TransPanTheistic seductive Sinners
Straight poles
and transgender holes,
tops and bottoms,
aboves and belows,
co-enlightnment and affective wise empowerment
together seeking blue/green global climates
of health-caring balance
In a NonZero systemic zone
Open to secular holistic
AND sacred panentheistic understandings
overwhelming global
bi-hemispheric
health/wealth care
both Eco/Theo-Logical
ReWeaving
ReConnecting
ReGenerating similarities
in double-negative equals positive balancing
win/win optimizing
resilient global healthcare
openness,
open wounded nest
That positive Polynomial (P) worldviews
LeftHemisphere dominant
are also
negative NotPolynomial (NP)
views of RightHemisphere
win/win healthy v lose/lose pathological
heuristic both/and theoretical experience
DiPolar co-arising
liberal Yang lovers
and conservational-integral
GreenBeauty ecofeminist
global healthcare
eco/theo-logically
enlightened/empowered
To inter-religiously interconnect
multicultural values for health
with our polycultural STEAM experience
of resilient green ecosystemic
resilient
global
Open Systemic
holistically healthy-wealth
ReWeaving
ReConnecting
ReGenerating
mountains/valleys
convex/concave
complex/chaotic
holistic/empty narcissistic ZeroZone
for EarthTribe’s global wealthshare
equivalently balancing
green/blue healthcare
ReConnecting
ReWeaving
interdependent red-blooded
USA patriotism
for Green MotherEarth,
reconnecting
reweaving
sweet
sacred Home.
Why did you think then
and
Why do you feel now
You are OK to park here?
drive here?
breathe in here?
stop breathing out here?
love here?
live here?
eat here?
defecate here?
urinate here?
peak here?
fall apart here?
exercise here?
sleep here?
practice here?
reflect here?
act here?
heal here?
destroy here?
appeal here?
repeal here?
unravel here?
reweave here?
fornicate here?
make love here?
Play here as now?
Work here, and now?
Demand here, more now?
Invite here as now?
Initiate here, and now?
Conclude here is also now?
Breed here as now?
Feed here, and now?
Devour here, more now?
Regurgitate here feels now?
Learn here, as now?
Teach here and now?
Meditate here now?
Preach here is now?
Prophecy here will become back there?
Exhort here as now?
Impress here for now?
Repress here against now?
Suppress here was also now?
Oppress here loves now?
Invest here and now?
Divest here as not now?
As compared to there?
As part of liberally rooted
thinking Now
conserving felt back Then.
I see us
cowering within
our safety walls
I feel us,
almost smell us,
struggling
vacillating between pungent stink
of fear
and acrid
acidic anger
Emerging toward viral hate
directed against entitled Others
unwelcomed emoting immigrants
encroaching on our safe home space
Others employed corporate attorneys
and management vested accountants
keeping hidden retainers,
possibly cooking kickbacks
and slow stealing our collateral
real propertied co-investments.
Nor does this predative silence
of neglect,
abuse,
obfuscation,
dispassion
sound newly sinister
Darkly aged,
unconscioiusly mature
and overwhelmingly mighty,
waiting to weighty collapse
under inadequate concrete savings
against rainy steel-bent days
unveiling structural collapse,
lack of sufficient safely humane
compassionate glue
greasing capital co-invested
resonantly resilient resources.
I taste bitter refuse
of a half-century collapse
beginning with personal
and corporate developing greed,
consumer theft,
dis-incarnate bankruptcy
Future river-front homes
and industrious
beauty restored businesses
starved by disingenuous divestment,
sold and bought at public auction
by a second degeneration
of non-resident
richer investors
supported by street-side renters
and river-view penthouse winners
with decks
and wealthy walls
of radiant
western
witless windows.
I know we are waiting,
like resident domestic workers,
starving cockroaches,
striking serpents
To hear our next executive decree
born on high
Another miscarriaged plan
for extracting fees
to impossibly balance debt-riddled budgets,
exploding deferred care
for ourselves
our homes
our neighbors
our vehicles
our plants
our sheltering roof
our cooperatively invested finances,
our future EarthTribe viability
Longing to thrive,
not further derive
imagined barriers between
resident owners
and those non-present investors
and their assumed to be careless
and clueless
unwoke
ungreen
unhealthy immigrant Renters
Afraid we cannot polyculturally survive
further entitled executive
“I’m your professional Daddy”
Abuse and autocratic
extractive
deferred emotional
and political
and economic neglect
Of healthy GreenCommons interest,
co-invested compassion,
integrity
win/win thriving
our most wealthy
abundant cooperation
Healing nightmare visions
wherein I see us
cowering within
our severing
unsafe serpentine walls.
among cherished riff-raff,
old trope tropical reproducing images
Sadly resilient
and madly resonant,
About penises
and full-flowering young
green feminists
of feckless zero-empty wombs,
1’s and 0’s
co-binaries of upright monotheistic/pluralistic YangPower
and surrendering polytheistic spectral
but wounded
diminished
damaged YinLight
Also more RightBrain passionately
positively felt
in PeakExperience of cohabitating
ego/eco
Me/We
Convex/Concave
Outside/Inside
Identity/Individuation
ZeroSum/NonZero Sum Potential
co-arising Heat
Enlightenment throughout timeless Time,
Empowering LeftBrain monoculturing associations,
Dominance of verbal-either/or
ZeroSum lack
of both/and nuances
flowing out NonZero Sums
Images becoming increasingly polarized,
bipolarized win or lose
Left for EitherPlus One Or Negative Zero
rational
co-binary conclusions
regarding equity
and balance
Resisting further repressions
political suppressions
economic competing win/lose
merely delays lose/lose
inevitable climate failure
ego-health v eco-wealth depression
Really, not at all impressing
dipolarizing RightHemisphere
Both NP/NP light and power
health and safety
universal and unitarian
natural and spiritual
body and mind
systemic non-violent
nonzero
usually nonverbal
cognitive/affective
both1/and0 resonance
Secular LeftYang’s
Sacred RightHemisphere felt
resonant
co-passionate
positive attachment
Yintegrity
CoBinary flowing
1 Left-Full/Right-Empty
Verbal/NonVerbal
Thought/Feeling
Left-Positive-Health/Right-Negative-Wealth
internal image of ego v EcoTribe
co-habitating We
Yintegrity refacing 1 CoBinary
co-investment in Ego/EarthTribe 0
NonExclusive Zero
Universal YangStrength
of NonViolent Enlightenment
resonates optimal regenerative
co-empathic intent
Green health values
like sexual-sacred integrity
dipolar with,
and not bipolar against win/win images,
divisively monoculturing against non-supremacy.
Consciousness rides
through Unitarian Yintegral Flow
back to more primal DNA-fractal
fulfilling times for glamoured go
grow
glow
of sacred pistons
and fruitful stamen
and their richly wet
velvet vulva non-violet wombs
of darkly self-regenerating flowers
valleys
flowing lava
On our way toward becoming
sacred sapping trees
hosting industrious honeyed bees
for probing
and harvesting
On our/their polyphonic way
way
way on mythically
mysteriously sacred back
before still-living Time
When sacred Sun’s
patriarchal above
from tophead divinely
inspiring capitalist
Light first 1
compassionately
universally kissed
PanEntheistic (0) Communal
green inter-religious unitarian
interdependent web of life/death
positive/negative/double-negative
Power of Future EarthTribe
peace images
win/win integral, non-violent,
nonzero cooperative sums
Universally indigenous Left
is also Unitarian SacredGreen
ElderRight
Ego-Thought/EcoFelt systemic
In Peak Climate Experience
of healthy-sexual/safe-sensual
co-passionate climaxing
co-invested win/win
Heat
of co-empowering light images remain
among cherished sensory riff-raff,
old tropics sadly resilient
and madly resonant,
About shafts
and full-flowing flowering
More RightHemisphere passionately imaged
in peak dipolar co-arising
Universal Light
and Unitarian Power
throughout timeless
preverbal Time
of spiraling
bipartisan intelligence
Healthy green democracy
and safe win/win economics
Liberal Yang love
Conserving Yintegral compassion
Convex co-binary information
co-binary tied
within concave
dipolar co-arising
trans-binary
polyculturing health is multicultural wealth
green democratic communications.
I wonder
wander through sacred history,
in
and out again
Back
remotely far
before humanity,
When EarthTribes
were already compassionately gifted
with potential whole-sum divinity,
PanenTheistically expressed
today
in ecofeminist Earth’s great
rapturously gifted
economic ecology
of relationships
worth having
truth of resonating beauty.
I wonder,
back before religious anthrocultures
and sexual regenerating climates
were sensory
nonlinguistically
yet meaningfully alive,
then, later,
lately LeftBrain purposely separated
into Either Or
where previously RightBrain reigned
Both-And
Communicating severances
in a precisely dissociative way
away from sacred companionship,
As were sensuality
and healthy polycultures
of democratically inclusive communion
Long
long before Earth’s non-violent
verbalized communication.
I wonder
if, before Verbal Dominance
when religion
felt like communal reconnection,
All creatures here below
awoke riding on sacred Earth
below these timeless flowing clouds
accumulating land and seas
of rich communication
enveloped in resonant
musical companionship.
I wonder
if all EarthTribe asked,
invited
absorbed within
among each Other,
was nonviolent hospitality
in healthy democratic return
of wealthy
multiculturally religious
transcendently sensual
politically empowering communications
of economically enlightened
theo/eco-logical companions
celebrating co-empathic gifts.
Natural compassion,
like unnatural hate,
is left hemisphere teachable
and right hemisphere contagious.
Perhaps also like hate
(fortunately I know less about this
journey in misfortune)
compassion cannot mature
through merely didactic reasoning,
words,
thoughts
devoid of healthy
safe feelings
Positive communication experience
commitment
integrity
Nurturing
and nutritional support
Nature’s cooperative respite
into nondualistic peace,
resonantly non-anxious safety
A lifetime environmental healthy
guarantee
that I will notice,
respect,
attend to,
anticipate moments when alone
to fill with imaged complex solidarity
rather than emptying
into dark silent apartheid,
despairing manic loneliness,
uncomfortable forced separation,
segregation,
severance.
Compassion
grows from infant attachment
into childhood appreciation,
puberty’s struggling acceptance
flaring into peaks of passion,
adolescent sympathy
for EarthTribes left behind
and out
and under
and away
and fractured by neglect
Of history,
culture,
religion
healthy and impassioned sexuality
Marginalizing into unstable labels
of Either Us Or Them
eco-political competitions,
divisions,
polarizations
of what MotherEarth
wove
wombed
birthed together
For mature
adult
healthy and safe
EarthTribal empathy
Which,
when felt and known,
seen and heard,
touched and smelled
as uniting co-empathy,
we deeply feel
and wide-culturally speak
of integrity’s mystery
Sacred,
wondrously overwhelming,
awesomely unspoken underwhelming
steadfastly anticipating
timelessly stable
strong yet flowing
co-passionate communion.
Critical race theory
could also dynamically camouflage
critical sex theory,
critical gender theory,
critical binary theory
Which might look like
Analytical Feminist Theory
on Earth’s creolizing Eastern Hemisphere
And speak of more competitive
DisPassionate Predation Expertise
toward the colonizing
riled-up Western Hemisphere
Dipolar co-arising
a great transitional dialogue
within each individual
Left and Right mindbody
engaging theoretical experience
of competing cooperative
integrally spiraling
potential wealth
of EarthTribe health.
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