Natural ecosystems include biosystems,
like people,
ourselves,
those we love,
Earth,
enemies we love to hate,
plants and animals,
internal ecosystems living within biosystemic teleologies of time,
speaking in logos-dynamic language
of love hunting health
of light filling diastolic therapies,
of life as regene-relational holonic process
swimming in a vast surfing sea of medicinal becoming.
Tag Archives: Evolution
Windstorms of Neglect
Dearest Sons
and dearest Cinderella StepSister,
I regret ways I have failed each of you.
From today’s view of memory clips,
frames as farms of teaching-learning times,
my Great Lover Eldest, yet perpetually unfulfilled,
AfricanAmerican black male urban Thug,
driver of van repurposing other’s grateful loss,
transporting toward highest and best
ecologically healthy use.
You needed me to choose to continue bedside reading
just a little longer,
you wanted me to choose family-no-phone daily dinners,
just a little longer,
to choose not to add StepSister
to your adolescent chaos.
Your challenges with reading
other people’s emotional verbal rhythms
and rhymes with reasons,
speak to me of missed opportunities
to invest more eye-to-eye and same-room time,
rather than those other more nutritious monocultural choices,
the kind my dad made without me.
You needed and deserved more time invested
in revesting what it could mean to learn together
about muse and music,
about rhythms with natural rhymes,
cultural songs and political sounds and rapping economic voices
of poetry as temporal rounds of time’s seasons
investments in political
with cooperative economic treasons.
My middle shy wilting flower
MidWay Fluent Son.
Co-empathic gifted and cursed,
Polypathically resonant,
and therefore often suffering
through over-heated bright,
you needed more shared sun-screen time,
a partner in your fascination
winning cooperative relationships
bartering transactors,
on-line cooperatives,
competing team strategic outcome choices.
Life Game Outcome Values
assessed against
Cooperative Economic and PolyCultural Political WinWin
PolyNomial Objects with PolyPathic ReGenerating Objectives.
I always love our mutual WinWin
cooperating “both-and” cultural opportunities to share,
avoiding our competing “either-or” risks of wrong presumptions,
encoding Game Theory versions of Golden Rules with Natural Ratios
applied to all golden-natural ecosystemic relationships,
transactions bilaterally light and dualdark,
4D (0)-centric,
Tao-Soul Revolving RealTime,
BiLaterally Revolutioning LeftThink to RightFeel
to Left sadtry again.
My youngest son
who has no bodylanguage filters,
who cannot voice his temperate words
with languaged rhythms and icons,
to you I leave a human race
that has already paced too fast
to be sure we can sustain
a future that could support
your incubator and medical needs
in your own future’s less viable infants.
Who will sing with our damaged children in their own keys
of rhythm and joy and laughter,
where will your song be heard
as cherished elder-music memory?
Who will remember to tap your shoulders and back
and bounce your bum to the beat
of gospel and rhythms of blue light
speaking through your skin
“I hear it too, as do you?”
Who will hold you through
internal earthquakes
rolling across inside neural plates
seizing chaotic rhythms,
waves of seismic volcano rebirth,
struggling waves
surfing up and down
in as out as in again…?
You I leave your mindbody
as your beautiful song
and daily liturgy of dancing sounds
in resonant colors
of your warm love of light and scents transcendent
echoes of singing voices past,
ringing flowers singing
flowing through your veins,
beating your thumpthump heart,
breathing your in-out balanced flying mind as body
that could not walk.
My struggling StepSister Princess
baptized in embryonic toxic chemicals,
mixed slyly with MotherManna,
you are born to Yang monoculturally through
Cinderella life,
as Princess or Ugly StepSister,
your moment by moment,
hour by hour,
day by day choice.
For you there can only be one Sun Goddess
of EgoMe,
for whom all others were divinely sole-vested
for worshiping your Cinderella feet.
You vigorously want
and need
and expect Prince Charming
good and beautiful and truly healthy
and kind,
loving and good-faithing,
listening and fulfilling each hope
instantaneously,
whether for more or critically far less,
to have sole control of all you know,
exterior robotics serving interior ego-manic,
to Yang about by day,
and struggle against all night,
playing WinLose games of confrontation,
either-or assumptions,
when both-and are so obvious
with more bicameral-temporal-neural balance
than you could ever become.
I have given you all I have to invest,
all my Zero-interest EgoLeft/EcoRight MindBody
could think and dream of
to play and sing and story
in our puppet fable rhythms
of superheroes and romantic witches
of hope as a shared magic smile
over humor that is most certainly
not politically correct.
You sing up,
I dance down.
You say smile,
I smile frown
upside down.
You say yes,
I say notnot.
You say why,
I say forgot.
You say did not,
I say you caught me,
our co-elating truth,
StepSister don’t now how
to give a shit,
to return our opposite
with her own,
economy of survival
in her made up
why dogs eat cats
dipolar dissonantly dialected
neural challenged world.
Light to StarDust Light
What is sun’s fire to light?
Who is light into stardust?
What are sun and moon and stars
to Earth’s revolving revolutions?
Everything,
integral
unitarian
integrative
integrity of health,
regenerative ecosystemic
Tao bilateral balance, (0)-soul-kosmic,
God of Time’s regenerate future
emerging healthy robust bilateral light.
What is light to stardust?
We co-arise dual-dar
WinWin
YinYin
notnot double-binding
binary
binomial
bilateral
bicameral balance v. cognitive-affective neural-temporal dissonance
EveryWhere and HumanNatural
DNA-fractal
full-bicameral-octave-Left proposed,
as double-YangYang/YinYinfractal-Right polynomial spacetime When.
YangUracil-ConvexPositivePositiveBoundary
with YangAdenine-Convex NegativeNegative Boundary (interior appositional-binary)
with YinCytosine-Concave NegativeNegative Explicate Revolving-Precessive
with YinGuanine-Concave PositivePositive Implicate Order Reverse Revolution Recessive.
Natural light to dark seasonal-neural fold/unfold equivalent-balance dipolar order:
U: winter 0
A: spring +1
C: summer +2
G: fall (-,-)1 MidWay Neural Health Balance Function
Winter- SunGod Absence
Spring- Gaia Entrance
Summer- Climax PolyCultural Outcomes of Regenerative Health
Fall- Advent of MidWay BiCameral DeComposition
of Health/Therapeutic Values
Human languaged relationships,
our transactions with reiterative trends and rhythms
of light and dark as warm and cold,
evolutions and revolutions of perennial Time,
these are also RNA syntax politica economies
healthy dipolar balancing evolutions
emerging cooperative revolutionary transitions,
at least potentially,
for further ReGenerative Trending PolyNomial SpaceTime,
defined as
notnot-YinRight-Recessive CounterBalancing
LeftBrain Dominant MindBody Disposition.
Who is Light of Sun’s Firey Investment History?
What is Bright of StarDust’s Fertile Nurturing Earthstory?
Fr. Time Commentaries
A few words about my good friend, Fr. Time’s, investment in developing this language and these dialects of evolution.
And yet, not to blame someone for doing too good a job,
but why shine so much light on ecosystemic deductive-languaged consciousness
of sciences and math and metaphysics?
Please stop spiraling these teleological definitions of light’s (0)-centric Origin through PolyCultural full-octave of color ReBirth,
Ta(0)Mega-EcoLogical Soul of Fractal-Regenerative-Function,
deep dark rich ecological language-learning compost,
including a little bicamerally balanced Interior-Exterior Landscape wisdom,
blending our Rightmind Owl-Recessive Medicine
with our LeftBody Moose Dominant Medicine.
Why not invest more in ego-identity
as biosystemic light-positive-temporal-function reception,
functioning with ecoconsciousness of EgoLeft Health
chronically dissonant with EcoRight dualdark diastatic (0)Warm/Cold-centric
EgoDeductive/EcoInductive Balance?
If you wanted to invest more in science and math,
why didn’t you throw some culturally enriching light of evolution
toward important relationships for eco/ego therapeutic self through other care?
Why not talk more about what binomiality adds to nomial-metaphysical landscapes?
And how this reflects what your BiLaterality adds to linear information constraints
on a neural-normative assumption
that positive information about time’s investment
is equivalent to double-negative cognitive experience
of neither past nor future light,
present now a dipolar/bipolar moment,
adds to prime relational (0)Riginal teleological
ecological
ethological
geological
polycultural trending
UnFold-UnFold light as time
cogravitating dipolar balance.
Fr. Time, we have measured you with light,
do we measure Ego’s lifetime values in light-bright outcomes
emerging from otherwise normal chronic stress
of dualdark pathologies?
And if human nature cannot measure our outcomes in healthy light
v. dualdark pathologies of anger-fear despair,
then why not,
as we do measure time’s light invested
incarnating
fueling,
firing,
growing warm and cold regenerating
habits of spinning bilateral light,
then dipolar dual dark transparent,
then another,
co-gravitating,
surfing through diastatic light
self-ecoconscious
of breathing light in
to breath gratitude dense-nutrient light out.
If religion’s GodBrahmanAllahYHWHGreatMedicineSpirit
is also the scientists’ deductive measure of Time
valued as bilateral dipolar CoPresent light,
with dualdark negentropic waves of octave color potential,
then are these three,
God and Time and Light
not some trinitarian form or structure,
or well rooted tree of ReGenerative Time as Light’s
TransParent Beloved Community
and dualdark CoPresent Compost,
balancing co-arising nutrients of light and time and health,
each Now’s light through dark lifetime.
You realize, do you not,
that you do not bilaterally exist?
outside human natured identity,
mindbody memories
include all time’s regenerative investment wealth
in light of now.
Where there’s smoke there’s fire
and where there’s time there’s emerging light,
and where Ego light-memory
then Eco-regenerating bicameral
reiterating
Ego/Eco perpetuating
dipolar feedback,
Egolife of Time flowing and feeding on Ecolight of Time,
some greener, some darker, not too much transparent bright.
Breathe in the light
exhale bicameral wisdom of time bilateral.
Breath in Fire of Time,
exhale bicameral smokey soul
of integral unitarian love,
synergetic health back toward (0) soul
balanced God of Time’s BrightLight.
Life is your organic deeply reiterative
light-dark balancing investment
in polyculturing Earth’s robust future.
Light,
how could you steal time’s echoing thunder?
Smoking Owl Medicine,
how could you cloud
Moose Medicine’s dialects of deductive ecologic,
light/dark RNA/DNA memory streams
of warm/cold etched ecoconsciousness
of SunGod synthesizing-medicine
as God’s Light.
Your investment in light
grows deeper
denser
darker
where it is healthiest, richest,
most informed,
like a pine knot
emerging from spreading waves of light-aptic understory,
like human nature spreading waves of light-fueled nature
across our industrially congested understory
of deep ecology.
Time grows darkest where herstory is richest,
most fertile,
in comparison to transparent light
where she really hasn’t much to add to diastatic dualdark transparent light-potential memory function,
grist of dreams in reverse greyscale,
decomposing DNA’s time investment
in regenerating healthy light/dark midway
cooperative co-mentoring relationships.
I doubt God would invest beyond the temporal limits
on Time’s bilateral perfection,
firmly seated love of synergetic health
riding midway between anger-fear reverse
dualdark pathology.
Time is not reasonably reduced
to a landscape object of exterior worship
however ennobling this might be,
but rather calls us now
to unveil this interior light with dual-dark
as nutritional opportunity
through co-arising confluence of
both EgoInterior and EcoExterior
within as without
climatic cognitive-affective-neural
lightdark doing the best we can
to cooperatively stretch
toward light’s remembered diastasis.
Revolutionary Politics
What’s the difference between a regenerative-revolutionary outcome
and an evolutionary process of gradual redevelopment?
It depends
whether you are talking to the baby
or to the new mom.
But,
if you talk and empathize with both together,
then probably none.
If 2 times 2 is 4
because each 2 is either or
rather than both and,
then why is 1 times 1 not not 1,
but also 2?
If me and you grow two
because each me and you is either or not me or you
yet also both-and me as appositional you,
then are we not both each 1,
so 2,
as one appositive co-defining pair?
My Funny Little Revolution Game
In my game of life
I play sometimes against,
and sometimes with,
Time as Other player.
Playing against
seems to have bad odds of feeling like a winner,
while playing with time
feels like we both win,
at least some Time,
especially if we simultaneously stretch
our love for gaming.
In my Evolution Game,
playing with and against Time as Other,
my rules emerge natural laws of healthy,
and pathology,
trends and order and political balance/imbalance,
witnessed by elder spirit voices,
iconic memories of past Games
with diastatic/static
diastolic/purgative
evolving rules of vocational recreation with co-passion play.
Nutrient rules flowing through my veins
and out through rivers of arteries of positive/negative trees
deep fertile cuts and folds,
articulating primal neural streams with suboptimizing substreams,
swelling mainframe-economy with eco-reiterating-nested synaptic revolutions
and co-ebbing aptic mutual win-sufficiency contentment,
more sustainable midway rest from playing against Other.
Now, in Time’s anthro-game of evolving life
s/he plays sometimes against anger and fear memories,
and sometimes with love and peace future investment
with winwin outcome intent,
co-arising regeneratively healthy Anthro-Egos as Other players,
also running coincidental WinWin, WinLose, and LoseLose
strategic naturally emergent health functions and dis-easing pathology
with transitionally revolutionary co-incarnate bilateral form
as postmillennial anthrocentric PlayNice frequencies of EarthTime.
In our love of eco-winning games
we play sometimes against cooperatively stretching regenesis,
and sometimes with Other natural loving life
strategic nutrient-nurture optimization players,
whenever and wherever we can hunt and haunt them up,
make them up as iconic gods and goddesses,
as necessary to harvest win-winnowing together.
In this funny little evolution game,
it is wrong because impossible
to harvest winnings we have not regeneratively seeded,
as individual ego players
and as a potentially Earth-centric tribe of team players.
So Many Struggles, So Little BiLateral Time
Why does sacrilegious
mean struggling against sacred religion
rather than struggling with re-ligioning divinity
as notnot dividity?
How could prodigal sons and daughters
struggle against their prodigy potential,
yet not struggle with their prodigious potentiality?
When would a natural spirit
struggle against spirituality
rather than struggle with nondual spirited-correlational nature?
Which reminds me,
why does human nature
mean struggling against nature
rather than struggling with articulating integrative humane race
within and toward co-arising nature?
Where does contentiousness
suggest warring against contentment
rather than wrestling with nondual content?
How did death economic reassurance
land on “life insurance”?
Who thought mental dis-ease
could not be compatible with mental health
emerging overdue internal uneasy conversations?
Why isn’t anger management
more importantly love optimization development?
How could eco-normative cooperative evolutionary transactions
have become ecodislogical monochromatic competition
to store nutrients in safe deposit boxes
where they become detrimental risk of loss
with inevitably unsafe-able death?
If elation
predicts relations
predict correlations
then why not evolution
predicts revolution
predicts ecorevolutionary systems,
merging regenerative love of EarthTribe health?
If bilateral past-future time co-gravitates,
then why wouldn’t bicameral love/anger Left
with dipolar symmetry/dualdark fear Right
co-arise?
Why would a natural eco-spirit inductive-recessive
notnot nondually evolve a spiritual ego-natural deductive dominant?
If mythic creation stories of why we live
articulate dualdark logos dipolarity of how we purgatively die
while living within a WinWin naturally regenerative,
integral,
and unitarian Earth-Home-Universe,
then how are not all cultural nurturances
both universal and unitarian econatured?
How could a healthy integral, integrative re-ligion
re-tying
re-knotting
re-membering
re-linking,
re-syncing bicameral verb
become such a toxically divisive
anthrocentrically universal noun?
Why couldn’t nurture DNA nature
as DNA-nature eco/ego nondually dipolarizes nurturing love,
integrity as positive-regenerative?
Why isn’t bilateral Time
spelled “Tao”
and defined as self-reiteratively progenitive EcoPresence?
Why are polycultural languages and values and political economies
dual-destined
to emerge polypaths
toward regenerative ecologos of bilateral co-arising global polyculture,
guilds and cooperative networks emerging nondual revolving Time,
as SunGod rises with prodigious eco-hope
yet nocturnally arrests with prodigal ego-suffering,
jonesing about hope
invested in justice
as one more dawn of life incarnate-memory?
Dancing through Poetic Treasons
Language,
like evolution and poetry,
dynamic verbs,
functioning with co-arising root systems,
nouns for action and reaction,
co-arising preaction Ego-faith perpetuating
reiterative dipolar seasonal-temporal eco-health
regenerative prime relational
DNA-RealTime = RNA-LoveNowCoArising function.
Systems are dynamic ecoverbs,
to function systematically is why “system”
ecosystemologically includes biosystemologic,
polyculturally transregenerated
as fractal-balancing ecological health-systemic,
you know, ionic and iconic dynamic transcripts
of mythic-logical 4D WinWin CoOperative Teleology,
like RNA-Elders,
confluent with us DNA-wanna-play-nice
with Gaia’s Earth Rights of Birth-thru-Death-thru-ReBirth
Optimal ReGenerative CoArising Passage
through Great Transitional Events and Moments,
as well as BusinessAsUsual Evolutionary
slow-growth CoOperativeEconomics.
Culture likes each liveNOW,
both before taken over by anger
and after co-prehending fear of dualdark past
notnot regeneration
kosmic codex health regenerative prime-fractal-formed
Fullerian-bicameral-knotted mindbody
nature becoming nurture-being
ecoself-perpetuating bilateral Time
positive/negative feedback-fold dipolar loop hypothesis,
ongoing through Time’s bilateral co-gravitational
nutrient string
back and forth toward (0) ecoEarthTribe-centric
dialogical political and economic EcoCreation PolyStoried,
global cooperative health and safety language,
ego-nouns for ecobiosystemic balancing verbs,
long for
exegete Yin’s RightLeft Balancing Exegenesis,
generate-elational,
dynamite,
revolution thru great transitions,
as Wisdom muses thru great literature.
As is love, synonymous with synergy, Fullerian-fractal.
Loves, with their hates, are lives
are dynamic Ego-discontinuous verbal ecosystems,
with their own lovely and angry and fearful births and deaths,
their own childhoods,
and adolescent full-bodied spring,
and sometimes mature autumnal wisdom
follows diastolic-dialectic ecologosing younger adulthood
of bicameral polyenculturation,
spreading viral love verbs
far and wide,
now going cooperative networked on-line.
Love functions synergetic-integral-unitarian dynamically,
what beloved longs for
as does belonging recall,
for longing is only able to see
the reverse face of love already nouned,
already known, remembered, labeled,
reconnecting belonging
with exegeting
regenerating viral-vital-vive-live with notnot-live systems of degeneration
dynamites of cooperatively regenerate synergy,
integral integrity absorbing competition’s age of LeftDominant suffering,
unitarian universality of ecovalue
nutrient enriched polycultural guilds of ecotruths,
viral ecocomprehension,
bicamerally balancing ecofunction of life as love renouned.
Poetry,
like evolution of language,
draws in and out dynamic verbs,
functioning with co-arising ecoRNAroot systems,
nouns for action and reaction,
preaction and self-implicating embryo
children of Ancient SunGod-ReGenerative Productive Branch-Yang-Worshipers
thereby feeding all those YinYin
WinWin
notnot double-temporal bound
fornicating feminist RightBrain dominant
forests of eco-neural-fractal root evolutionary-thru-revolutionary
ecosystemic cooperative economic
as political compost-fertile dynamite.
Or, perhaps that was Wisdom Literature.
I reiteratively interchange those paradigms.
I wonder why I am not alone in that,
in here,
as also there,
as now
is also notnot yet politically begun economically,
where my bicameral Left mind ends up
is where our Right-Balanced bilateral BodyElders began,
eco square-rooted
in binomial balanced ego/eco Earth’s RealTime Prime
nutrient value ReGenerating CoArising Integral-Unitarian
Health-Integrity Synergetic Commons,
Polycultural Outcome Integrity.
AnthroMythos creation-story-re-ligions EarthTribal Iconic Logos,
Gaia Goddess of EcoJustice, Rain, Water, Earth, Regenerate Fertility, etc.
we do our poli-economic hoky-poky,
as we turn our Earth-nest around,
upside down,
where BlueHeaven still moon lights GreenEarth
in full double-negative temporal-bilateral fractals
of energetic frequency and healthy compost-function.
Poetry,
like Wisdom Literature,
great nutritional ecotherapeutic reading for insomniacs,
but be careful of which nutrient-choices you make,
whether reading or writing
some are healthier than others.
Polycultural diversity is usually our self-optimizing choice,
more permaculturally tested and researched for full-octave balancing harmony,
full-color witnessed and time regenerated,
loved and metasystemically synergized
as nature rhymes with nurture
and reason rhymes with season
and Bucky rhymes with Lucky
Plan ZeroCentric B/A Resonance.
Revolutionary Dynamics,
like evolution as ego/ecosystemic bilateral balance
of mythic poetic Timing,
logos-muse of CoPresent Diastatic Now,
stepping firmly
in our dance following past and hunting future Earth-nativity.
Quibbling with Carter Phipps
Carter Phipps has authored
“Evolutionaries:
Unlocking the Spiritual and Cultural Potential
of Science’s Greatest Idea.”
Hmmm. This is good rich brown rice,
and I want to stay nice,
cause I like his prime line
but I also like to scribble.
I thought science’s greatest idea
was regenerating healthy outcomes,
with alternating slow-grow evolutions
and critical-event revolutions
emerging fertile polypaths
to further polycultural regenerations.
Evolutionary ways
toward regenerative means
and kinds balancing unkinds of nature
and DNA/RNA kin.
If regenerate outcomes are evolution’s medicinal purpose,
then scientists evolve emerging prescriptions
for nature’s fertile unfolding of time.
And, by the way,
why “spiritual” potential of science,
and not “natural”
or is Phipps cartering both together?
Time’s EcoRising Issue and Opportunity
I am a teacher?
That’s what you hope?
If a teacher
engages students learning what and why and how
the teacher intends, and practices,
e-color mentors,
co-walks the walk,
then,
no,
I suppose I am not a green teacher,
so much as grayscale multisystemic decomposer of psalms,
or I have too seldom been an effective teacher.
On the other hand,
I have known few teachers,
or other full-octave spiral lovers,
of my time.
Yes,
I do believe ecological regenerative mentors
evolve Best Practice listening.
But,
even better are co-mentoring agreements,
cooperatively derived covenants,
InteriorYang with ExteriorYinYin,
WinWin Health-Dialectic Syntax,
to plant and care for our organic gardens
as cultural languages,
polyculturally conversing together,
with Earth-regenerative intent.
You
might apply this full-wheel permacultural development process
to your field
your mindbody
of incarcerated over-commodified and –domesticated adult nutritional values
and negative disvalues
with collective mental health issues and concomitant opportunities
to balance our regeneratively spinning octaves
of nutritional enculturation.
Then
maybe next year
this Polycultural DNA/RNA Inclusive Party might all agree
to teach others
how to cooperatively transplant and care for
our organic prisoner garden of economic neglect
and toxic political overpopulation of self-empowering fat deposits
reproducing Left-brain dominant sub-optimization,
lacking WinWin full color-circle light
and swimming in economic ecological health care challenges.
Then
maybe next year
you would teach me
how to apply this rich organic-fractal compost
to my full four-seasoned work
within an increasingly autistic anthro-centric world
of peers and parents
chronically killing and bullying
polycultural DNA/RNA nondual co-arising eco-intelligence,
form and information as Yang Convex Positive,
midway balancing Yin-squared = Eulerian Prime (0) dipolar co-arising cross-fold-function
square root of light’s bionic dialectic transparent
revolution of light
as Tao-time’s light/dualdark emergent CoPresence.
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