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HomeRunning Ego

Ego is the label psychology gives us
to describe our ecoconscious experiences,
those cooperatively-nutritionally sustaining climate health

internal and external climates and landscapes
cultures and networks
primal relationships

and those competitively-toxically assaulting climate health,
internally and externally devolving

decaying RightBrain-Body feelings
and LeftBrain worded anthropocentric thoughts
of ego/eco-passions and dispassions

internal/external confluent
when not dissonant,
dissociated

When re-associated
without ‘ego’ off-centering preference,
without attachment to “independent” ego empire building

Non-0-sum
nonverbal
non-violent
interdependent polypathic-polyvagal awareness,
internal ego-forming as externally eco-formed

beginning with Brain-Body formation,
empathic trust Crown dominant
within matriarchal Root nutritional paradise
of embryonic climate health.

EcoMother emerges Ego development
through our Exodus from Eden’s Genesis

birth canal emergence into Earth Tribe
regenerating/degenerating Earth’s climate health/pathology.

Ego health begins and ends
enveloping healthy compassionate contentment
in our own interdependently languaged thoughts-with-feelings skin,
bicameral hearts,
bicameral brains,
polyvagal bodies,
Crown to Root spinal cords
neuro-sexsensory systems
living inside eco-sexsensory systems…

To grow a healthy Ego
is to become polypathically ecoconscious of climate therapies,
internal and external,
anthro/ecologically symbiotic.

Symbiotic relationship
is a term evolutionary theory gives us
to regenerate an organic theology
of ego/eco transubstantiation

sacred ecological purpose
toward polyculturally interdependent robust climates
of thriving democratic life-care systems.

Ego LeftBrain words and economic and political thought
and practice, practice, practice,
emerge from Elder RightBrain matriotic eco-consciousness
to become more cooperatively Animus/Anima grace-full

co-arising
belonging-mind/safe-body
consciousness.

Ego is a label for ecoconscious nurturing trust,
and lack thereof,
in regenerating compassionate economic and political experience,
and degenerative lack thereof.

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Sexy Sacred Mess

Efficient communication,
despite its practical virtue,
is not a priority
or even an objective,
when practicing orgasmic events

Solo,
or Other wise.

Transformative communication
may prefer sacramental rituals
communing within organic Gaia’s
holiness

Peace-making communion
matures Crown/Root chakra
hypostatic God/Gaia union

Re-enacting Wind and Water’s
first fornicating night
becomes enlightened day

Agape and Eros
rebirthing philoprogenitive
sacred sexy’s compassion
peaking nonspeaking communications

Admitting dark Philo
lightly haired
scaped

With no head turn
toward my praises,
only drawn to swarthy nights
for root chakra worship

Wet
warm
welcome Wind,
despite impractical vices,
matures communion’s healthy
indigenously sacred
watered Wisdom.

Purity,
like safety,
less favored values
for happy Crown
and healthy Root
sexsensual organisms

Unable to read,
much less remember,
delusional healthcare messages
that safety,
like purity,
secures monogamy

Our best ecstatic
spiritually virtuous
natural sensuality.

My less solo Crown/Root experiences
suggest other virtues wise

Wondering if monogamy has spawned
a hobgoblin of patriarchal Crowns
wed with capital investments
in breeding caste-privileged
straight male dominant,
and not necessarily safe,
offspring.

How passionate and pleasing is monogamy,
and monotheism,
and monoculturalism,
for natural
physical Rooting,
and spiritual
mental Crowning,
neurosystemic healthcare?

All these monolithic control issues
assume much deeper pantheism
and wider polyamorous compassion
are less virtuous

As Crown caste privileges
dominate monotheistic ideologies,
divorcing cobinary genders of sexiness
from Crown/Root dispassion-abolishing

Compassionate communications
of reconnecting
religious sacramental rituals
pleasing Root/Crown polyamorous
peace invocation.

Philo
turn your brown eyes
left and right
north and south
forth and back

Into pre-Crown dominant history
of Gaia’s sexual spirituality.

Monogamy,
like Agape v Eros monotheism,
has been a more modern strategy

Not normative
in organic biosystems
nor within Gaia’s ecosystemic network
of AgapeCrown/ErosRoot communications,
neurosystemically felt and touched
passionately heard and pleasure seen
sacred sensory mating relationships

Singing
humming
hooting
croaking
buzzing
a cacophony of lusty need
every warm month
WindSeed conjoining WaterBearer
night.

While Biblical patriarchs preach
monogamous marital relationships
for virtuous virginal WaterBearers

Patrimonial fidelity
invests more clothing optional
for WindSeed pleasure patronage.

Philo,
my brown-skinned
sacred sexual icon
of love’s transforming health pleasures

Has never once root-woken up
or crown-spoken out
for more patriarchally efficient sexual service,
despite its capital investment virtue

Not a Crown/Root win/win priority
or even a passionately pleasing objective,
when polyamorous practice makes perfect
sacramental orgasmic events

Monotheistically solo,
or pantheistic non-Othered
Holy Agape/Eros wise.

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Dancing Life and Death

Who are we, rightfully left?

First and last, Mom’s parasite,
a resonantly peaceful tumor
with built in obsolescence.

Then, a moment between exodus
from symbiotic womb
into Earth’s promised Eden,
democratic trees for GoodLife
and not autocratic EvilDeath.

Then time to exhale again
one last self-regulating
timeless
fertile eternity,
regenerous nativity.

In between, economically driven politicians
hoping to improve our cooperative tribal improvisations
on Gaia’s liturgical soul-dance theme

With occasional speaking parts
after learning deep-listening wholes
on EarthTribe’s polycultural
life and death
light and dark
revolving stage

Reproducing embryonic ego-tumors
with built-in obsolescent peace;
a moment between dancing exodus
and cooperatively sung regenesis.

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Autocracy of Racist EcoPolitics

A caste preservationist favors separation
of White from NonWhite races.

Racists come in two varieties,
but both behaviorally support White privileged apartheid,
if not in what we liberally say
about capitalism’s free
and irresponsible speech marketing way
then in what we conservatively do

Too comfortable with neighbor-hooded
apartheid school
and patriarchal church
historical monoculturing segregation
practicing our habitual systemic trauma
combative politics of xenophobic mistrust.

Racists favor separation of positive light
v negative dark eumemic cultures
to perpetuate economic
and political partisan praxis
of ChosenPeople irreligious superiority

An ongoing “upper-self” v “lower-othered”
disempowering
unenlightened “winner” v “loser”
systemic trauma narrative.

There is no authentic empowerment side
of love
in this history of racist segregation
because we are all apartheid losers
when we prefer to fly apart

And stronger when we fly together
more polyculturally inter-religious
deep listening enriched

By our choices for inclusive community investment,
when and where we seek divine empowerment
of MotherNature’s cooperative multicultured purse?
rather than monotheistic business
as win v lose 0-sum
northern light v southern dark
anthro-privileged
bipolar
oppositionally defiant
caste-preserving usual

Competing to defend
birthright v birthwrong
long separated standing
in life’s lesser survivalist
v greater thrivalist
apartheid pecking order

A dull monoculturing defensive position
within Win v Lose strategic oppositions,
entirely inappropriate for organic Gaia’s
WinAnthroWealth/WinEarthHealth
polyculturing positive eumemic
pronoia

Healthier and wealthier
and wiser resonant opportunities together
than dissonantly risky
xenophobic paranoid behavior
caste apart.

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Hope For Global Peace

Active Hope every day
and normal night
consciously engages
Business as Organic-CoOperative Usual,
revolving ecosystemic evolutions
extending bi-hemispheric climate health,
rather than pathologically devolving
from disorganic competitive exhaustion.

Climate healthy evolution
leads toward Active Faith
in our more cooperative organic deep-learning landscapes,
our ecopolitical potential futures,
flying together rather than falling anticlimatically apart.

Active Faith in ecotherapeutic landscapes,
both internal and external climates,
leads to Active Love
of timeless fusions,
eternal ecoconsciousness
of blissful interdependent time
among our most integrity evolving humanity
with EarthTribal Self-With-Others TransGenerational Memory,
from Elders past through Futures
of ProActive Lovers
polyculturing healthier pronoia-wealthy climates.

Active
climate justice evolves inter-religious
trauma-informed
peace-keeping
caste-abolishing win/win hope
rather than devolving
dissonant
anthropocentric despair.

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Remorse For Wilting Violets

If roses are red
then violets are blue.
If you were as dumb as me
you’d have voted for Trump too.

This election just past,
I never wanted to sin
and don’t need more Loser wars
when Earth’s climate needs to Win.

I needed to act
not just say what we say
a little co-operation
could re-landscape Earth’s healthy day.

If hunters are red
our gatherers feel blue
cuz I was as dumb as could be
voting against surfing seas
unbecoming Earth’s TrumpDump
for residue.

I need to say sorry
to all who are not white busy aristocrats,
Sorry to gay and lesbian and hag,
feminist cultural diversity
turning from riches to rags
now deemed unworthy to wave
mean red, white-only,
and fading blue flags.

I’m sorry for nations and nature
now stuck with us,
now disuniting
when Earth needs to be health-cured

Not riding our tired school bus
toward further learning
how to compete unto death.

If roses are meat red
and violets trump-praising Marian blue,
I’m so so sorry
I let down angry red climate you
and ultra-violet octaves
reweaving polyphonic resonance
too.

When roses are no longer my red
and violets are no longer your blue,
then we might transform
to feel better purples
as all flowering beauties do.

I should have known
the Party for health of business
bottomless profit renown
would not make my health care,
or even economic security,
our deeply held value
to cooperatively own

To disown
not health care
for non-wealth bare
and all EarthTribe’s children

Red and yellow,
black and white,
they are not so precious
in TrumPublican blinded sight.

I knew when I did it
my Jesus loving Mom never would have
voted for spoiled fruits
of unholy dark spirits.

Republican by King James biblical birth-rite,
she would not have voted for cancerous wealth share
of Publican
and Pharisee
and Ceasar’s seizing bottom lines

Especially those insuring and financing further investments
in war-profiteering
MotherEarth raping
military-industrial-plantation privileged business
climatically self-interested deposits
rackets and hoaxes and threats

Against worthier choices for her vote
more friendly to health care
and holy holistic world-wide security
of Jesus’ multiculturing kids
not yet born for leaving behind.

If roses are red
and violets are blue
I would have listened to Mother Violet’s Jesus love,
instead of Dad’s Red-Paranoid 1950’s
distracted desperation

Disregarding 1960’s losing green health and safety
counter-culturing condemnations
of homophobic White Gods of War
and sexual exploitation,
fake, sold-out, Christianity

While Gaia-Grace was,
and womanist remains,
clearly bipartisan for optimal health
and security
future regenerating species

Compassionate win/win sacred lovers,
organic advocates for healthy curious kids,
red and yellow,
black and white,
roses and violets in Her sight.

If roses were red passioned blue
and violets were blue pleasured red
how much easier it could be
to see inside each cooperatively intended head.

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EarthWisdom Party

What would we need to know
about coming correctly to an EarthWisdom Party
if we were wanting to attend a cooperatively hosted party?

Well speaking for myself,
and I guess probably my extended at-risk family
of “failure-to-thrive” relatives and friends and neighbors,
certainly including polar bears and turtles
and frogs and mother-trees

Although I hesitate
to put my words in Other’s nutrition-consuming mouths,
or share my feelings about Other’s nutrition-producing root systems

I do so hope our cooperatively held agenda
works with compassionately communing
healthy wealth care

So we are all transparently clear
we do not work, or party,
dispassionately disinforming
pathologically impoverishing
climatic EarthFoolish uncaring
outrageous partisan competitions

Hosting,
instead of ghosting,
outrageously anthropocentric competitions
in consumer rape
and labor pillage parties.

Unfortunately,
some of us seem to already be too EarthPassion bereft
to transform these desecrating pathologies
we are compassionately against

Not really party-planning adept
with cooperatively co-invested refinements
of Earth’s health-wise wealth,
which we are all neurosystemically endowed
to get down boogie for.

That historically said,
and mysteriously unsaid,
I believe we all might,
in some deep meaningful layer of wokeness,
long for nurturing invitations
to cooperative economic
and political health-work parties
for playing Win ecological pleasure
to Win anthropological passionate
co-invested treasure games.

For someone who feels so hesitant to speak and sing and dance
co-invested with others,
I certainly do invest a lavish amount
of self-indulgent nonparty time
not transparently
and vulnerably
responding to this EarthWisdom Party
preparation question

Too distracted, perhaps,
by chronic EarthClimate trauma
to reconsider who is most often excluded
from active hope
to become more cooperatively co-invested
in EarthMother’s indigenous healthcare wisdom party.

Love grows easier to EarthWise cooperative party play
WinWin bicamerally fusing
flowing AnthroMind liberating
EarthBody conserving
co-passionate pleasure

No EarthWise Party bodhisattva
becomes optimally prepared
for full sacred mind invitation
until every breathing player wins
EarthGaia’s abundantly integrative potential
for democratic body health.

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Choosing When To Hang Around

What lies between extremes of boredom and bliss
for you
and those you most love to work and hang with?

If your Business As Usual day
sends messages within
redundantly reiterating how life is always coming too fast
too needy
too deprived of freedom’s more creative recreational climates,
seeking more keep it positive atmospheres,
then it may help to recall
you are choosing to see your time v Earth’s timing
as a personal anemic Win
between and among a whole lotta public Lose.

The alternatives depend on your choice of paradigm.
Monotheistic traditions speak of redemptive love
where pantheists might choose Basic Attendance
to each now as just right investment

Enough
to freely dispense
in your next anticipated exhale

Time ebbing and flowing
so inevitably between Empty (0) Now
and 1 Fully Attendant Here
within momentous Earth maternity

Woke ecotherapists scarce could bother
with any anthro-irrational remainders
of fear and suffering animistic loss.

A Game Theorist might recommend choosing
only WinWin wellness timed intentions
and spaciously co-passioned orthopraxis

As would a Positive Crown/Root NeuroPsychologist
passionately and pleasantly communicating
both verbally voicing and nonverbally moving
resonantly timed internal and external
peacefully resilient communion

Bio- and eco-systemic
perfectly wealthy Win/Win timely outcomes,
and not so much desecrated EgoMind
and disorganized EcoBody chaos;
love-life Lose/Lose
game time run out,
monotheistically over.

A cooperative time-management Pronoiac
gardening EarthMother’s organic Beauty and sacred Truth,
might kindly laugh
and polytheistically empathize

Yet also invite
turning down our hallucinating paranoia,
rather like a head and body cold
picked up through superstitious miseducations
that anthro-sapient lives are best downplayed
as merely surviving shameful condemnation,
choosing to eat red meat
or become eaten economic devolution

When all Earth’s regenerative green evidence
transubstantiates contrary right-felt prominence
ego/eco balancing
left-thought dominance

We could choose both whom and when we have most nutritiously
and transubstantially consumed and produced,
transliteratively speaking Left to Right to Left, of course on course,
transpositionally dancing
one life-fulfilling lovely moment
throughout eternal pronoia Zen(0)
filling 1 ego and emptying (0)
ecotherapeutic cobinary time.

One of many differences
between Negative Psychology empire-building Competitive EcoPolitics
and Positive Psychology
empowering CoOperative EcoLogicals Both/And With,
is this fundamental matter of choice,
balancing ego’s freedoms to WinWin
with Earth’s freedoms from WinLose paranoia
about death and dying
and associated ecopolitical risks and losses
of internal monotheistic wealth
balancing external polyculturing climate health

Polypathic qualitative time
with polyculturally quantitative yummy space
bring nondual optimally regenerative outcomes,
without degenerative paranoid lost remainders,
also known as cognitive-affective dissonance, by psychologists
and would be communicators,
and also known as anti-empathic mistrust
of continuing pathological ecopolitical climates
by political and economic cooperative research scientists.

This WinWin choice over WinLose voice
merely requires EarthMother co-passion and beauty pleasure.

What lies between extremes
of relentlessly dull monotheistic business competitions
and polytheistic inter-religious bliss
for bicamerally balancing you
and those you already prefer to win/win play
and hang out and in with?

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On PeaceMaking Leadership

An open letter to new legislators,
new chief executive officers,
new judges,
and all new healthy climate parents
and other health and safety advocates.

When you were in the process of securing this new position in your life
perhaps you were expected to speak fluently
about how your past experiences,
often negative,
had prepared you for this vocation at this time,
to represent the most prosperous and healthiest interests
for all,
especially the grandkids,
within your electoral/appointive constituency, first,
and then, as possible,
for all people everywhere.

You were elected, appointed, selected, or at least blessed.
So presumably you do this well,
this learning from past negative experience
to suggest how we will do better
with active hope for your future
in this empowered choice-making position

Representing your extended intentional familiar’s healthiest wealthiest interests
and also, with further maturation,
extending your budgeting authority for just and peaceful leadership
and political responsibility for kind and loving mentorship
across your entire organic constituency of bio- and ecosystems.

Your fluency between systemic trauma experience
and problem-solving reflection,
trauma-informed discernment,
is presumably why we selected you
to carry often heavy responsibilities for others
with, hopefully, wise freedoms of co-invested authority

Not too much authority
becoming a poor listener and ungrateful student,
and not too little responsibility
lacking integrity of enlightened and empowered
sacred health and organic safety.

By now, if you are a promising candidate or nominee,
you know far too much about why we all seem to be losing healthy climates together
when our wealthiest wise intention is to grow more cooperatively owned
and health-managed
climates and cultures,
manscapes and landscapes,
bodies and minds,
humane corporations and organic incarnations
progressing toward resiliently peaceful
polycultural
polyamorous
pronoia inter-relationships

Rather than more greed business as pathologically normal,
investing in divide and conquer politics,
and budgeting priorities
complacent about inevitable unhealthy
partisan
hate- and anger- and fear-mongering.

The Original Sin of opposing compassion/pleasure
mind/body deep-rooted integrity

Thereby promulgating further dispassionate communication
dissociating sacredly wealthy capitalist minds
from organically healthy corporate bodies.

More healthy (and inter-religiously blessed) democratic choices,
in this transitional time
inviting more economic and political gratitude
for ever-new kind and loving opportunities
while living more compassionately
and pleasantly,
within our richly diverse responsibilities.

  1. It is now time
    to come through on all those verbal commitments I made
    to myself
    and to those who have put me behind this desk,
    or even on this pedestal,
    based on wisdom of learning curves rooted in past regenerative experience,
    and degenerative nightmares,
    and my understanding of the positives and negatives,
    the therapies and the traumas
    apparently endemic to our shared ecopolitical experiences.

Here, you see yourself more as a student
among co-empathic deeply cooperative teachers,
co-passionately discerning,
co-empathically trusting more than mistrusting
Earth’s ecologically climaxing polycultural health
and humanity’s expanding multicultural wealth.

  1. It is now my well-timed opportunity
    to step more deeply into my learning curve.
    What do these voices of these constituents,
    those now in my day to day learning experience,
    most want to discuss and contest with sacred me
    that organic we
    actively hope to learn more about together?

How can I share this learning process with my most multiculturally
inter-religiously
trauma-informed,
and informing,
compassion/pleasure-motivated constituents?
[Or, in the case of more therapeutic parenting, our kids.]

How can I bring this nonviolently communicating extended family along
on this transformative journey
toward economic and political
enlightened and empowering
cooperative love-life discovery
about what promises to optimally secure
and sustain
short and long-term regenerative healthcare outcomes?

On the other hand, what threatens to perpetuate
dissociative 0-sum bottom-line
capital-investment
Business As Competitively Usual,
defiantly invested in my either Win or Lose campaign debates
but not in my wiser
and more Win and Win bipartisan co-empathic moments
and cooperative days
and co-invested weeks?

Bicamerally evolving, revolving, resonating
more compassion
more deep learning curiosity loving hearts
resonant, rather than dissonant, bihemispheric ecological minds
born of DNA-fueled bodies
born of RNA-reweaving deep rooted ecotherapeutic
peak interdependently cooperative climate experiences
recomposing organically wealthy planet Earth.

We could approach this season of gratitude
more democratically investing in cooperative ownership and management
of interdependent political economies.

Healthy peace-making cultures
prefer to invest in deeper and wider democratic ownership
rather than more competitive plutocratic mismanagement
and authoritarian ownership.

Bilateral exchange economies,
like the power and control political relationships
from which communication systems derive
investment and divestment values,
with monopolistic capitalist 0-sum Win or Lose understories,
monotheistic anthropocentric entitlement stories
assuming survivalist might makes right evolutionary theory
is the only true historic game
on cooperative organic-nurturing polycultural Earth

Will always health- and wealth-care underperform
more robust empowerment of democratically multicultural
win and win bilaterally co-intelligent peace-making

Nonviolently communicating
through both word and action
more democratically trusting
than autocratically mistrusting
polities

Composed of EarthPeace history’s
organically sacred
preferentially polyamorous
extended peak passion/pleasure
win/win crown to root
ecotherapeutic families

Reflecting on how our past experiences,
often traumatic,
have compassionately prepared us
for this EarthPeace-making leadership vocation
at this climate-failing anthropocentric time.

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How Sacred Earth Has Lost

The title,
How the West Came to Rule,
disturbs me enough to continue reading,
like wanting to escape a nightmare
but too fear frozen with why it could never truly end well
to stop dreaming.
In this case,
is to stop reading.

This history of violent capitalism’s romp across Earth,
fueled by eco-political engines of Europe,
and then industrialized and militarized former colonies,
is brilliantly nuanced and developed

And yet, for me,
the subtitle GeoPolitical Origins of Capitalism
is also the story of
How the East Came to Defeat
through more economically
and politically cooperative-normed extended families

Elder Venerating as reconnecting practice
nurturing personal and familial prosperity,
multiculturally held as religious and ethical,
ecological and psychological,
natural and spiritual grace

Invoking dipolar cobinaries–
yang/yin
FatherSun/EarthMother
mountain/valley
patriarchal/matriarchal
enlightening/empowering
polytheistic ecological balance

In remarkable contrast
to anthropocentric monotheistic
industrially militarized capitalism’s
Great Chosen People Assumption
of worldwide colonizing salvation
by means of unfortunately necessary ballistics
because of Original Anthropocentric Sin,
imagining a monotheistic god
made in our own capitalized
competitive Winner v Loser
prosperous image.

Quite different
than Eastern veneration
of cooperatively co-redeeming mature bodhisattvas
multigenerationally connected
back to sacred EarthMother/FatherSun
prime ecological Earth-pleasure/Anthro-passion
Golden Rule relationship
polyculturally reiterated
throughout worldwide
Creation Story indigenous wisdom

In the West, progressively salvific tough-love
monotheistically justified colonizing wars
to feed anthropocentric prosperity
value measured in capitalized wealth
gained by God-endowed aristocrats
practicing, by divine right,
Saint v Sinner colonization
acquisition

Monotheistic might
makes anthropocentric right
to own Earth’s unstraight
unwhite
unmale commodities

Scientifically supported
by an evolutionary historic theory
that Win v Lose competitive survival
of the anthropocentric fittest
brings more powerful prosperity
than WinYang/WinYin cooperative thrival
of EarthCentric peace-making integrity.

I continue reading
How the West Came to Rule
Anievas and Nisancioglu,
and continue my nightmare epic
How the West Came to Lose Earth Health
as authentically resilient Anthro Wealth.

We have become anthropocentrically capitalized
patriarchal lust for acquiring organic property
through immoral condemnation
and illegal colonization,
justified by messianic ideation

Rather than EarthCentric cooperative
matriarchal love for sacred bodhisattva co-redemption
through spiritual AnthroMind compassion
and natural EarthBody pleasure.

How the West Came to OverRule PolyCulturing Wealth
could evoke reborn again opportunities for ecotherapy,
newly woke nonviolent communication responsibilities,
even academic authority?
for how the West and East cooperate
to OverRule Past-Climate Pathologies

An indigenously panentheistic way
of venerating our holy sainted organic Elders,
Left and Right bicamerally indigenous co-intelligence
multiculturally endowing EarthTribe resilient resonance
with West/East bihemispheric prosperity.

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