Failures of Integrity

I feel like a high school civics class dropout.

So much confuses me,
to this day,
about democratic constitutional law,
which feels like it should have WinWin original empowerment intent,
about public and private rights,
protected against others’ immoral and illegal, unhealthy wrongs of infringement,
and why we invest so much of our gross,
and I mean really Gross,
nationalistic produce
in what could not possibly be public health outcomes.

If governments are not for liberating and defending public health
then how could we realistically hope for those constitutionally promised deliverables:

Obviously I missed the day
when our high school civics and U.S. history teacher
explained the complex relationships
between public health
and growing democratic
WinWin trust.

And truth,
and public service life,
and healthy-wealthy ways
of building a resilient
ecologically invested
economically smart

For example,
how did the Supreme Court buy into the argument
that corporations have the right to buy and sell candidates for public office
because, if they didn’t,
then our legislative regulators
would thereby unconstitutionally restrict
their rights of free speech
as stipulated by our First Amendment?

I have the right to speak up for the public health benefits of marijuana
as compared to alcoholic beverages,
but do I have a first amendment right to purchase, carry, and consume marijuana?

In communications theory,
we differentiate between what is linguistic performance
and what is not speech
but non-verbal action,
Why would that distinction not apply to the First Amendment
for white privileged patriarchal corporations
and yet does seem to apply for just regular persons
like you and me?

I have the right to speak out for white nationalism.
I could even argue that the abolition of slavery
was an unconstitutional taking of personal property,
but that would not give me the right to go out and buy a person,
not even a candidate for public cooperative WinWin wealth service.

It obviously was my misunderstanding
that the First Amendment protection of personal
(not incorporated) rights
is restricted to free speech and peaceful assembly.

Now I’m trying to wrap my Left and Right Brain around
First Amendment incorporated rights to buy and sell governing authority,
rights to buy and sell democratic trust commitments
to responsible
and accountable
and transparently free choice-speaking and democratic health investing,
rights to buy and divest of cooperative cultural integrity
to robustly serve in our public health sector
for equal and interdependently informed,
preformed personal (not incorporated) voices
unwilling to buy and sell pro-organic healthy resilient lives.

I keep going back to historic constitution development notes
about this resonant rhetorical First Amendment,
trying to find a strict conservative defense of original intent
that might responsibly, and healthily, stretch enough
to include corporate freedom to peacefully purchase public assemblies
and rent free-market corporate spokespersons
for Win/Lose choices
supporting short-term capital returns
against ecological-organic long-term democratic healthy climate services
predicting nothing but further Lose/Lose patriarchal retributive injustice
as everyday capital-hoarding
democratically unusual
cynical and nihilistic privileged market freedom
for inordinate inhumane over-investment
in enslaving otherwise reasonably healthy minds
and public spirits
and trusting natures
for freely communicating democratically resilient health services.

when I was in graduate school,
studying political philosophy,
and integral multicultural wealth-of-health design,
we learned corporate investment in partisan political processes
as a private sector unhealthy opportunity
to grow white privileged economic buy and sell colonialism,
sponsored and supported by xenophobic unhealthy minds.

Which feels rather distant
from protecting our informed rights
to free and robust speech
and peaceful assembly
within and among this public service
promoting resiliently wealthy eco-logical,
unincorporated ego-therapeutic,
diversely nonsectarian,
interdependent integrity
of these healthy uniting WinWin States.





I’m reading this book about germs and guns and steel
and pre-history
and human history,
predators and prey,
and people praying they won’t be predatored.

You know,
light bedtime reading.

So, this guy who wrote the book…

No, not the Daniel Quinn thing.
Quinn thinks the beginning and end of our nutritional civilization story
is food production.
He forgets we can also hear cooperative health
and overly-rabid pathologies,
like CEOs calling “bleed the poor to feed those already too rich”
“tax cuts”.

I mean,
I guess they are tax cuts
if you happen to be in the top 20% US income bracket,
but that seems to miss the healthier democratic point
that Lower 80% Lives Matter Too.

No, not Quinn,
it is this younger guy,
Jared Diamond,
who probably never even met Thomas Merton.

Diamond mentions “kleptocracy”
where I would have used “plutocracy”
or “aristocracy”
rather than “democracy”
but this sounded too kleptomanic
to nutritiously feed integrity
of national health
and personal
and family
and non-elite wealth.

So I had to look up this kleptocracy word
to see if it might be the economist’s view
of the political scientist’s view
of plutocracy.

And, sure enough,
here it is,
right, but feeling very wrong,
on dictionary.com:
“A government or state in which
those in power exploit national resources
and steal”

This sounds familiar
from the Declaration of Independence,
in which the original USA forefathers
informed the British aristocracy
that we are all done
with the stealing of natural and human resources
thing they called “taxes” and “fees”
and the white male property owners
(including slaveowners)
called tribute
and extortion.

Meanwhile I was listening to the Cohen testimony
about some plutocratic kleptocrat
racist extortionist
buying and selling his white privileged way
into our way too WhiteHouse
extolling the unabashed value of WinLose capitalism,
so long as those born into “Win” households
remain unfettered from their colonizing
and extorting
and racist
and homophobic
and xenophobic lack
of any semblance
of traditional Christian virtues
or Islamic virtues,
or Buddhist virtues,
or Taoist virtues,
or Hindu virtues,
or Jewish virtues,
or democratic constitutional well-being
and prosperity virtues.

So, there you go,
I’ve already learned my new word for this plutocratic day
and kleptocratic nightmare.

Who knew?
We have words for everything
someone might ever need
to slice and dice
and serve up,
like food production
to grow less healthy
uncivilized undemocracies.


Beliefistic Behaviorism

LeftBrain thought powers
follow RightBrain warm light and cold dark feelings.

Like behavior follows beliefs
follow repeated warm/cold rituals
follow entrenched belief networks
building walls between appositional changes
of positive/negative trend directions
too often complexly confused

With antithetical divine/human
outside/inside oxymoronic opposition
where ecological true cannot be a false ego-unlogical thesis
and must be, at least LeftBrain deductively
left not not false right now,
holistically here
in time-spaced flows
of felt health climate passage.

Transitioning revolutionary future thoughts follow past resonant
and dissonant,
healthy and pathological feelings,
and apathetic unfeelings
follow learned and inherited behaviors
follow integral beliefs in past through future eternal memories
felt sacred as DNA enscriptions
toward healthy light integrity
absorbs pathological dark ego-sectarian mendacity

So too,
future ecoschool non-violent instructions
formulas felt
and thought Win/Win descriptive
of past healthy memories

Told and then written down as sacred scripture thoughts
originally eco-theological
following light and dark strictures
felt secularly ecological,
refining risky LeftBrain oppositional limits of thought
defining Whole NonViolent Systems
RightBrain felt as holonically integral Win/Win opportunity,

Synergetic healthy climate thoughts
following feelings for cooperative eco-schooled
ego-listening for WinWin reweaving integrity.


Reasons Not To Kill Ourselves

Mother Trees
will subdue deforesting Earth.

International Green Parties
will conjoin Democratic Organisms,
not so much Machines,
to re-invite WinWin ReBorn RePublics
of and for CommonGround bicameral healthy-wealth,
short- through long-term
wellbeing outcomes.

Those with LeftBrain EitherWin/OrLose challenges
link up our karaoke machines and podcasts
to sing and dance new cooperative green anthems
rounds enabling outdoor ecoschool four seasons
in 4D spacetime RealTime
deep learning how to sustain ecovillage nutrition centers
with resilient multicultural abilities
for nurturing water-womb oceanic habitats
and intercontinental wealthy souls.

Organic cafes
build self-entertainment cooperatives
for ballroom and square dancing,
jazz and comedy improv,
blues and soul,
gospel and GodSpell
praising Gaia’s gentler green reminders
to take our anthro-centered WinLose hubris
down an EitherUs/OrThem notch,
or even Lose/Lose depressing dualistic two,
away from most self-declared SuperElite
competitive false anthro-wealth
codependent hoarding of LoseLose fake-health fatalities
between us.

Earth matriotic poetry contests,
more comparative cooperations
of WinWin polycultural
multicolored ultra-violet hues
and strains,
wonder and awe
transparent greyscaled shades
of double-binding fractal double-negatives
equals positive yang/yin energy
integrating timeless convex/concave octaves
in WinWin water-wombing webs.

Mother Trees
will leaf and branch-productive systems
with root-consumer ecopolitical nurturing systems
subdue Win/Lose deforesting Earth.


ReFreshing Contract Transparency

Public, or even familial, contracts
with predative purposes and rights given and received
move toward more transparency

So local folks
can better monitor
what’s extracted from our communities
against what’s coming back in
by way of re-investment
in future healthy regenerations
of active hope
and faith
and secular/sacred love.

Imagine what might happen
if contract transparency
were applied to proposed changes
in extractive federal tax and spend policies.

We might more clearly notice,
In unfair exchange for cooperatively sharing
an additional One Trillion Dollars in new debt
this year alone
We are opaquely adding
to our degenerative
and destabilizing growing gap
between the 99
and the Great One ecopolitical SuperElite,
disproportionately irresponsible,
yet unwisely authoritative,
for debt repayment schedules
to be aborted by yet unborn oppressed children

Further deficit destabilizing universal affordable healthcare
for all future organic EarthTribes
of all economic and political nations and natures,
all continents and ecofeminist Spirits,
all oceans and all enculturing Muses,

And for such a risky short-term climate-pathology investment,
we are invited to re-invest
about the same amount of cash and resentment
and competing pathologies
and punishing BusinessAsUsual naturally competitive
worthless equity
If we are among the 99,
and somewhat more generous short-term healthcare returns
for the SuperElite Great BusinessOnes
willing to divest away from health
for their own great-great-grandchildren,
should any of them survive
climates of rapidly expanding unwealthy pathology.

HealthCare students and teachers,
patients and nurses, and sometimes even holistic doctors,
NonPartisan Political Theorists
System Resilience students and teachers,
patients and resisting impatients and therapists,
Game Theorists,
Information/DisInformation TransparentCommunication Systems Analysts
will all consensually
speak WinWin Nature/Spirit Truth
to overly competitive LoseNature/LoseSpirit Violence
of opaque contracts against healthy democratic Constitutions
and constituents thereof

Ecological family economists
long-term deficit unhealth/unwealth spending increases
grow bipolar divides
between the GreatOnes
and the 99s,
divesting of WinWin good nature
and transparent spirited resistance

To opaque health/wealth extractions
while yet cooperatively receiving
unhealthy divestments outgoing
from local cooperative health/wealth communities
for dismantling unwealthy violence
and self-marketing federal partisan pirate privileges
against each healthy-wealth cooperative Other

UnHealth-UnWealth divestments
A trail of tears
toward LoseLose monocultural toxic dumps
counter-green revolutionary
chronic stress
sleep and nurture deficits
terrifying interior/exterior climate pathology
further fueling disagreeing degenerative survival hoarding strategies,
while forests burn
and hurricane season builds
opaquely ominous…

Rather than transparent
liberally loved PositivEnergy Democracy
and regenerative WinHealth-WinWealth resilience.

This absence of liberating healthy freedoms
and conservative re-investment
in and with and for nature/spirit bipartisan wealthy behavior
reminds me
of the 1980’s
NotSoHidden Contract Against America’s
GoldenRule Health/Wealth Standards
for PositivEnergy Constitutional Law
and Nature/Spirit restoratively re-invested Order.


DoubleBinding Riddles

When is physical restraint equipment
also dirty laundry?

When your daughter vomits
all over her school bus transport harness,

When she could have more safely,
and less expensively, traveled
in a six-seat van
with her contenting seat belt on

Rather than shackled to her seat
and unshackled into her school

Where all unharnessed big girls and boys
hierarchically go
to not air their dirty laundry.


TransMillennial Profit Prophets

I’ve read several modern day prophets,
some green naturalists
others more ultra-violet spiritual,
a few indigenous,
the occasional zealot.
All diversely agree in predicting
we are not post-millennially
and trans-millennial here together
by accident.

Both you,
and us,
co-incidentally co-present,
hoping and praying for and against each other,
feeling we each were destined
for Earth’s future of robust health care
and receiving,
and outside
therapeutic peace
with Earth’s green healing justice–
health/wealth climates.

For me,
the richest and deepest prophets
are green.

Why green?
Why not true blue
or bloody red?

Not blue or red bipolar
because, in this unusual dipolar revolutionary moment,
WinLove/LoseHate blue is not egoWin/ecoWin green enough

And red,
Lose cooperative political economic wealth
to also Lose long-term sacred ecological/sociological values,
Evolves hot monoculturing climates
of oligarchical theft,
continuing abuse of WiseElder Innocence,
wildly self-perpetuating sinister shadows
of ancient red rape

And fired up Yang-demonic old-age,
Roman through NRA blood spillage
to purify this fake-Christian village
for SuperElite Prophetic Pillage,
naturally-endowed Vampiracy
disguised as QueenBee functional progenitive tenacity
Fat with honeyed ego-profitology,
short-lived and long divested theology.

Green is a WinWin wu-wei threshold
to WiseElder Yellow,
mellow muses wearing FirstNation
transcendent profits
organically accessible value
to all open spiral dynamic prophets.

Green feeds a NewBorn human’s imprint
memory of rich organic outdoor nurturers
ethologically minded
and phylogenically embodied
health-cooperative family trees
extending back to…l

Tree networks
with interdependent co-acclimating matriarchal roots
and those ubiquitous patriarchal branches above,
nondual systems of and for health-wealth
polyculturally interdependent
ecotherapeutic forests
healing our restoring
with local through global EcoOthers,
holonic-organic unfolding waves
of regenerational DNA-scripture within

projected without
transferred within

transubstantiated without
polypathic within

polyphonic without
polynomial within…

not(not polynomial)
4D Experiential Fractal-Resonance without…

Revolutionary Yin/Yang
Tipping ZeroZone Points…