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Dark

Dark chances,
unhealthy and unsafe trauma
HiStories

Degenerating predative dogmas
not wanting to let go of ballistics
even for dawning light’s sacred promise
to grab full-immersion hold
and heal dark mythologies
lose now and again later ecologies
repeat rehearsed
inside-only voiced
dark passion narratives

Speaking out alarmed Betrayal
from those you were taught to Trust–
[it was Her job!
I have an unconditional contract
on a warm wet naturally wombed
and spiritually unwounded
birthright!

Defying Other’s Anger
about my gift-economy Hypocrisy
about my sacred Golden Rule restriction
win/win positive aspiration,
invoked by nature’s spiritual
Hippocratic Oath
to at least do no damage
losing trusted breath in
so losing full breath back out
again
and again
and repeat breathlessly again.

My own most difficult,
occasionally traumatic,
distressingly long, slow
letting go transition

Feels almost inevitably headed
for natural health-Lose
spiritual health-Lose
despair

Unless we all keep trying our best,
not just me
cleaning up your mess
to suffering servant impress

All us AnthroPrivileged victims
aware of traumatic over-populated
rabid traumatic
and pandemic health risks,
and runaway
emerging PTSD
and dementia
and suicide
and matricide
and ecocide

Make it almost impossible
to respect ourselves
yet not fear
retributive justice officers
and judges
and monolithic Yang-Jehovah

Dispensing punishments and fines
and shame
and blame
where the only obvious victim
I can see
is me.

My dark protagonist continues
to be victimized,
even now in aging memories

Every day past light
leads, at dusk,
to dark future
leads, at dawn,
to soon past light…

Yet my attachment to enlightenment
encourages me to disregard
co-arising dipolar dark empowerments
bicamerally re-associated

Yet awkwardly, sometimes
with high-risk trauma histories
monoculturally LeftBrain
EgoCentric predative Yang

AnthroPrivileged Voices
stuck on healthy and safe past orthodox
value systems
personal
and economic
and political
and separate and unequal
bi-sensory
and anti-sexual competitive dogmatic traditions

Not spiritually or naturally learning
so not wanting to let go
even for dawning light’s healthy promise
to grab resilient hold
and heal dark
post-traumatic lose/lose
zero-sum global
ecocidal winterish nightmares

Dipolar co-arising
unconditional warm sun rising
well-moisturized
copassionately co-invested day dreams
and horizontal dances,
core-chakra interpersonal win/win
exercises
nonviolent practice
practice
practice

Until we get our cooperative peak experience
sacredly awesome
and restorative ecojustice
left and right again

BiLateral
BiCameral creolization
in timeless tides
of over-swelling
regenerativity

Not quite
so bleakly alone
trapped in silent screaming stark
Dark.

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Singers and Dancers Needed

What to gladly sing
about our global economic politics
and socially inept monoculturing predation?
divinely self-righteous
missionary terrorist zeal
also known as religious
colonization.

Such global
and national
and local PatriarchalCapitalist
RightWing unhealthy issues

Seem to have started
sometime after we stopped
singing and dancing
together

And before we began competitively speaking
and not cooperatively listening
always rhetorically against,
and never even theoretically for,
each Other

They
those separate
and really not pure patriotically
Christian evangelizing equal
non-rightwing dominant
agnostically disabled
gnostically feminized
politically marginalized
economically criminalized
using LeftBrain punishing RightBrain
retributively correct
didactic
anal-retentive Queen’s English
empowering
and enlightened
verbal correctness

In a neural network
somewhere
bilaterally between
wealthy multicultural engagement
and unhealthy mllitarized oppression,
assault rifle policing

And congressional
“mow’em down”
redblooded patriotic pictures
of families proudly erecting assault rifles
nestled between their fertile thighs
gathered round a brilliantly middle-class
StraightWhiteAmerican Christmas Tree
whispering plastic memories

Song and tribal dance
celebrating a Win/Win messianic virgin
bearing forth a GraceFilled Prince
for EarthJust Peace

AnthroSupremacist warriors
punish EarthGreen cooperative
co-invested,
less toxically infested, intent,

Polyphonic deep listening
for sacred Gaian
abundant muses
resonating panentheistic Wisdom.

While monotheistic persuasion
may be confused
with monoculturing coercion
at the end of a self-divinizing gun

And the loser end
of a capital-cultural hoarding game,

We
all hope
and body pray
and kind mind say

Genuine win/win conversion
to GoldenRule Trust
is free of win/lose persuasion
rooted in debate;
not dialogue

Resonant conversion
most resilient
adheres to EarthCentric
GreenCooperative Rules,

Health is wise wellbeing wealth
enumerated in win/win Positive Psychology
applied to uniting co-invested nations
and local communications

NonViolent for EarthJustice
and GreenPeace Days
transforming MeWe
divine humanity
into Beauty/Trusted Truths.

Feminist flow
and masculine strength
estrogen
and testosterone
co-arising away from LeftBrain
dominant StraightWhite AnthroSupremacist

MisUnEducated persuasions
and MonoTheistic win/lose coercions
do not predict PolyCultural EarthCommunion
resilient health outcomes

Are denying RightWing
degenerative lose/lose
nihilistic absence of health
and regenerative wealth communication,
resonantly resilient

Still GreenWing whispering
of perduring sacred co-invested Time
felt in harmonic healthy
gospel music
4/4 full-spectral
experiential octave resonance
of a holy warm-wombed night

Tao dancing integrity
of hereYang nowYintegrity
body/mind
spacious/timely
cooperative/integral
universal/unitarian
bicameral/contextual
health/wealth
museResonant Stength/musicalResilient Flow
Informing/Outgoing
multiculturally intelligent
organic design.

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Peak Experiences

NonViolently listening
contentedly
conveniently
is not too much

Communing
courageously win/win
curiously co-invested
in contagiously copassionate
communication events

Writing
and discussing
reflecting
and sharing
conversing
and dancing
while singing
and nonverbally musing
moving outside
as inside
Golden Rules
of and for revolutionary
peace actions
cooperative intentions

And reactions
while deep listening
win/win contentedly
mindfully speaking
remembering
reconnecting
healing
singing
musing
conveniently Self not Othering
optimizes health Nature’s eco-
political care giving

Is also care receiving
wealthy panentheistic
Holonic Soul

Inside and
outside
co-passioning serotonin
dopamining
self-perpetuating
MeWe climax

Where copassionate listening
blooms MeWe contentment
fading doubts
while conveniently entertaining
when both fully experienced
and reflectively engaged
in bilateral exterior/interior
objective/subjective
natural/spiritual
body/mind care

Of ecosystemic nutrients
nurturing ego centers
root chakra informed
core balanced resonance

Peacefully reaching
for self-extending
perpetually resilient
co-relational climax

Win/Win eco-self
not Othering
dialectically integral
optimization

Spiraling
revolving
bicameral
bilateral
binomial
double-binding
co-empathic awareness

Peeking out
while Peaking in
creasingly extended
app
earances

NonLanguaged communion
NonScarcely commodified
NonViolently impassioned
self-NotOthering
communications
MeHere/WeNow
bicamerally re-educating

Peak Experiences
nonviolently deep listening
contentedly
conveniently sure
of future’s nondualistic
health is wealth systemic
passionate generosity.

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Engaging Green Integrity

Not competing he
Not fleeing me,
Meaning found
through womyn We,
swimming bicamerally.

Impatient exhale lost,
curious slow-grown inhale gained.

Meaning found
in liberty
gaining win/win energy
as tangible as CapitalHeaded currency,
not autonomously
but interdependently
full-flowing integrity,
synergy.

Denial lost,
engagement gained.

Capital gains
empty with hoard rotted grains
fouled against a wet
sweat polluting air
of unfair drought
consuming future health investments

Perilous for mere
more anthrosupremacist consumers
of vanishing climate comforts

Like health care
wealth of cooperatives
steeped in synergy’s Win,
green in digenous organs
of cooperating natural
yet spiritual infrastructure
absent corrupting hierarchical sin,

Co-investing in
nonviolent intersectional communication
restoring multi-polycultures,
natural cooperative systems
eco-theological
spawning nature’s most spiritual communion

Drenched in digenous DNA’s
health wealthy engaged
enlightening
empowering
integrally interdependent
polypathic
bilateral optimizing
health systemic
wealth of meaning-filled
binomial design

Not so much by He,
Not just freely autonomous ego Me,

Meaning found
through yintegral health-yanging We,
bold integrity unfolding
bicamerally.

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Watering Local Gaian Grace

One of the least talked about,
yet most problematic issues
for regenerating

Global
social-psychological
mental and physical
health and public safety
movements

Well fed and watered
to empower and enlighten interfaith
action and reflection,
song and dance
liturgical and fire-circle
contemporary-indigenous wisdom

Is to explore together
how and when to work around
and with patriarchal clergy leadership.

Even if a skilled multicultural facilitator
invites a lay-leader on-line discussion group
of cooperative environmental health concerned parents
and teachers
and preachers
and secular/sacred town leaders,

Even if a restorative justice advocate
for cooperative predator/prey dialogue,
steeped in non-violent communication deep listening experience,
were to invite a like-minded reading circle,
and/or a singing/dancing multicultural liturgical celebration planning committee,
and/or an organic community gardening and composting neighborhood
interfaith movement
toward local and regional food and health resilience projects,
and/or tool and transport and home sharing cooperative management,

By asking faith community leaders
to commit to on-line dialogue
for a specified number of events,
over an agreed upon period of time
in weeks
and/or months
and/or years,

CoInvesting in strongly StraightWhiteMale privileged monocultures,
like degenerative caste systems,
like capitalism,
like competitive partisan debate patriarchalism,
like either/or deductive LeftBrain debate dominant thinking
and not so much intuitive, contextual, interdependent,
interfaith dialogue feeling,

Priests or evangelical preachers and rabbis,
and all religious professional teachers,
both economically and politically dependent
on corporate faithfulness and integrity,
will, at best, select their most powerful surrogates
to represent and speak with their home faith communities.

Instead of starting with clergy meetings
to inform and invite faith community buy-in,
maybe it is our revisioning Public Health Emergency time
to go directly to the local newspapers,
to localized chat rooms,
to Facebook pages of local congregations,
to City Hall on-line conversation boards,
to the local utility company,
to parent-teacher dialogue rooms,
to volunteer Sunday/Sabbath day teachers
and deep listeners,
to community gardener websites,
to library chat rooms,

To any and all local byways and on-line direct highways
to connect
and reconnect with local feminist/ecomatriarchal political leaders
and faithful everyday practitioners
in the League of Women Voters,
the NAACP,
Adult Education Curriculum Screeners,
Senior and Youth Centers,
wherever we might discover,
recover memories of supportive youth
and women’s circles,
book reading rooms,

Wherever we might still look for education that is deep listening
non-violent
and Right/Left bicameral dialogue-friendly.

Where are these potential ecofeminist
green cooperative
co-investing religious and humanitarian educators,
multicultural facilitators,
polycultural nutrition and communication moderators,
polypathic mediators of spiritual context
for natural health and integral wealth-resilient
experience,
empowering and enlightening resonant compassion
planning circles?

Let us now invite each and all responders
to a Zoom meeting.
Offer an initial agenda
for an Adult Education
Public and Personal Health Empowering Event

CoHosting gratitude for humanitarian/divine grace
to share compassion interfaith held,
to take care of,
to feed and water
our cooperative
co-invested green passions,
our interdependent reweaving songs
of EarthDay journeys,
energy,
dance,

NonViolent compassions
natural and spiritually indigenous wisdom
restoring egocentric lack of peace
by restorying our co-investment
in systemic EarthJustice
rather than stigmatizing xenophobic hysteria

By expanding empowerment-model dialogue circles
to actively enlighten this healing process
of win/win

To shrink our unenlightened
polarizing debates
in public unhealthy squares
of uncivility
and private unwealthy stuckness

In webs capitalistic
LeftBrain dominant anthrosupremacist
when recognized as both eco-politically disempowering
and ecologically unhealthy
and theologically bereft
of our own everyday ecofeminist natural experience
discontented and impatient
with sectarian monoculturing apartness
quagmires
gumption traps
repeating verbal sticking points,

Regenerating energy democracy progress
only to reactivate
degenerative elitist-professionalized,
kinda bureaucratically patriarchal sometimes,
lack of emergency power public health disaster fluidity.

Now has become then and when
moving to seeing
planning,
cooperative budgeting,
and incubating installation of song
and liturgical dance inclusive performances,
reformances,
preformances
sectarian AnthroCulture unformance

By compassionately listening
for spiritual/natural peaking experiences
co-arising healthy wealth green communions
of egocentric
and ecosystemic bilateral
bicameral health and safety restorations

For EarthGreen Peace,
for Cooperative Justice
through interfaith direct grassroots dialogue
engaging local ecofeminist leaders
of nonviolently repurposing
interdependent EarTheoLogos

Sometimes polytheistically Green Muses,
Sometimes monotheistically Red,
Sometimes transubstantiated full
and empty,
Yang inhaling
and Yintegral exhaling together,
restoring and unstoring,
restorying health
to unstory red dominant anger
demonizing
LeftBrain historically predominant
absence of Whole
Holistic MatriSpiritNatured NonZero

DNA interfaith four-season/strand stewardhip
of Earth’s cooperative co-inviting
co-investing
co-empathic
polypathic
polyvagal neurosensory communication systems

Preferring win/win positive organic Paradise
of co-passions
non-violently communicating
by reiteratively recycling
revolving
spiraling dynamic FullOctave Beauty becoming
compassionate local public health communities

Still capable of sabbath fire circles
celebrating our healthiest full-diverse cycles
to co-enlighten EarthPower.

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