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Engaging Green Integrity

Not competing he
Not fleeing me,
Meaning found
through womyn We,
swimming bicamerally.

Impatient exhale lost,
curious slow-grown inhale gained.

Meaning found
in liberty
gaining win/win energy
as tangible as CapitalHeaded currency,
not autonomously
but interdependently
full-flowing integrity,
synergy.

Denial lost,
engagement gained.

Capital gains
empty with hoard rotted grains
fouled against a wet
sweat polluting air
of unfair drought
consuming future health investments

Perilous for mere
more anthrosupremacist consumers
of vanishing climate comforts

Like health care
wealth of cooperatives
steeped in synergy’s Win,
green in digenous organs
of cooperating natural
yet spiritual infrastructure
absent corrupting hierarchical sin,

Co-investing in
nonviolent intersectional communication
restoring multi-polycultures,
natural cooperative systems
eco-theological
spawning nature’s most spiritual communion

Drenched in digenous DNA’s
health wealthy engaged
enlightening
empowering
integrally interdependent
polypathic
bilateral optimizing
health systemic
wealth of meaning-filled
binomial design

Not so much by He,
Not just freely autonomous ego Me,

Meaning found
through yintegral health-yanging We,
bold integrity unfolding
bicamerally.

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Bodhisattva Myths

Creation Stories
Salvation Narratives
regenerate,
together win/win co-operate
bodhisattva risks
and universal opportunities
for mutual co-investment

In sacred meaning
as also interdependent ecological webs
of blue/green
Heaven/Earth
Patristic/Matriarchal
enlightening/empowering
mono/poly-theistic
communal myths,

Anthrosupremacists
need to feel divinely re-inspired
win/win strategically salvific protagonists
re-activists
multiculturally adept communal mediators
Win/Winning within these co-passionate narratives.

It’s win/lose
either/or
LeftBrain verbally
unredemptively
retributively obvious
why StraightWhiteMale privileged predators
want to believe in Patriarchal-Capitalist
toxic PC cancelling polytheistic myths,

But
how do we make more EcoFeminist healthy wealth
(without degenerative anthropocentric walls)
feel regeneratively win/win
resonantly cooperative
co-empathically co-invested
resiliently long-term
healthy wealth
real?

Thousands of polytheistic choices
polyculturing voices
pre-historic years ago
birdsong and firecircle
singing and dancing rituals
were,
still are,
reattaching EarthNature and EgoSpirit
co-passioning HeavenLight/EarthPower
BlueAbove/GreenBelow communion,

A sacramental inhale-nature/exhale-spirit intervention
re-enacts LeftBrain dominant
transcendent monotheistic abstractions
feeling neuro-sensory incomplete
without RightBrain spiritual intelligence
naturally win/win
systematically positive ego/eco-contextually bilateral
binomially democratic bicameral
felt as co-operatively real
healthyTrue and wealthyBeautiful
bodhisattva theo/eco-cratic healing narratives

Ecofeminist
healthiest when also egowomanist
panentheistic NonZero Zone
of globally sacred
neuro-sensory integral communicating
interdependent Earth

The binomial God/Goddess essence
of polymathic ritual
in patterned
rhythmic co-relational EarthMother DNA
dynamic bodhisattva
healthy wealth salvation fractal spirals

Yang Yintegrity
as X is part of Yang
as Y is also part
of yintegral NonZero Zone
systemic bodhisattva X/Y co-determining destiny
win/win health/wealth systemic
salvific EarthTribe
NonZero Zone potential

As YangSpace
is part of bilaterally Yintegral Time
is bicameral 4D co-reflective
mirrored Heaven/Earth
communion Place

As Yang particles are Yintegrally wavey
correlated binomial
bilateral bicamerals
being historic Creation Stories

And becoming Salvation Narratives
together win/win regenerating
LeftBrain word creations
also RightBrain health-felt salvation

Uncomforted by LeftBrain weapon stories
disempowering RightBrain safe felt
narrative neuro-sensory tools
for in/out-balancing formation
enculturing more resonantly resilient
ego/eco-schools.

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Fear of Failure

I know you don’t want to hurt
or even disappoint
me

And I know you don’t want to hurt
yourself.

Yet still your shame
and self-blame hurt

Your self-judging
punishing closet frame
suffocates our transparent life
my caring curiosity craves,
and mutual vulnerability
our sharing courage braves.

Addiction to feeling happy
is not free
and connected to sensory satisfaction
nor to ego significant gratification
and certainly not natural and spiritual bilateral wealth
of healthy feeling substantiation,

Which, as you know,
I also recognize as body and mind healthy
choice voices.

Before you even small voice object,
I also recognize you may feel natural
or spiritual choice
has nothing to do with driving off
without “goodbye,
see you safely soon.”

If no physically tolerable choice
of resources to feed serotonin
and water dopamine,
I know, from years of isolated,
neglected experience,
how frightening loss of lonely ego-powered control
can feel.

Speaking not of choice,
but inside swatting interminable Voice
never still
until you self-shame
and blame
hiding hurts
and unfree frames
us both,
unhappy you,
not Here,

And me
loving enough for Us,
not yet Now

Still worrying
what will voiceless nonchoice happen
disempowered There
and unenlightened Then
suddenly Amen

Our silently uninvited End.

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TransCuriosity

That’s queer!
said transculturing Curiosity,
peering out Her sacred big-boxed window
panes of misty white fog
gently covering her view
of upstream tiding River’s
mysterious grey
reverse time flow

Sometimes,

OK, really too often,
I could use more courageous exercise

But, Other times
I’m more content, inviting compassionate awareness
of Earth’s queer tidal rivers,
surfing sacred oceans
surrounding anthropocentric privileged Kingdoms

Patristic Empires already capable of replaying WinWin
with both holy bicameral Hands
of better monetized Nature/Spirit Balance
blue/green indigenously wise reconnection
ComPassion ReEducation.

I tire of ageing while standing
inside here now still gazing outside
where all my best copassioned sexual imagination
interdependent neuro-sensory anticipation/anxiety
intersectionally unfolds,

Usually remarkably nonviolent
normatively win/win
without anthropatriarchal
StraightWhiteWesternMale
upstream privileged
reactions against TransIntegral EcoFeminists

My own uncurious RightBrain oppressed nudging
invites for healthier win/win both/and non-shunning
longs to divest of over-capitalized
RightWing patristic
LeftBrain queer dominatrix
curiously demented
EarthBound ManiFestering
GodWord Judging Justice
finds SacredEarth Rapture
compatible with TransMatricide.

MultiGenerational deep learning
ecosystemic education invites these curious Both/And
rivers of misty
RightBrain foggy felt mysteries
nuancing questioning comments
feeding and breeding
nonviolent multiculturing responses

My cooperatively owned QueenCuriosity
anticipates Win/Win cooperative dragging outcomes
predicting ecopolitical transregenderal,
scientifically inclusive,
collaborative communication research
and nutritional transitional change

For climatic rivers of resilient health
multi-tipping up and downstream points
inhaling
while already anticipating
transubstantiating win/win exhales
of re-inspiring recorrections,
great and small transtherapy
for blue/green health education
supporting our best
and brightest,
empowering
and enlightening wealth.

Curiosity naturally thirsts
for enspirited inspiring examples.
Let’s see…
Here (Laudato Si’, #102)
Pope Francis strategically asks,
“How could we not acknowledge the work of many
scientists
and engineers
who have provided alternatives
to make development sustainable?”

Strangely,
my simultaneous queer curiosity
invokes indigenous Nature/Spirit
felt trans-reversion Both/And also asks

How could healthy EarthMothers not acknowledge the work
and Win/Win strategically cooperative play
of many deductive
LeftBrain dominant exploring
capital-starving corporate scientists
and transcultural communication engineers
cooperatively designed mediation empowerers
facilitators
meditators
knowledge follows deep feeling teachers
nonviolent communicating parents
ego/eco-systemic trans-therapists

Who have, together, already provided
way more anthro-supremacist
over-capitalized patrilinear
monoculturally combative alternatives
to make militaristic
inhumane ballistic
LeftBrain On/Off technological Natures
-overpowering-
BothCause/AndEffectiveness co-arising organic-transpiraling Spirits;
thus, degenerating more unsustainable
inhumane
StraightWhiteWesternMale ecopolitical overdevelopment?

“What kind of skills will he or she need
in order to get a job,
understand what is happening around him
or her,
and navigate the maze of life?”
cooperatively researches
and competitively publishes
Yuval Noah Harari
titling 21 Lessons
for the 21st Century
in “Education” (p. 266)

Also transregeneratively asking,
to my troubled embodied
sensory-neural informed mind,
respiring information
and expiring transflowation,

What kind of multicultural communication skills
and polycultural nutrition systems
and health/wealth education networks
will we transcendently feel
and cooperatively want
in order to interconnect with EarthTribe’s win/win
cooperative EarthJustice trans-restory
gracefully co-inviting
sacred pro-blue/green healthy life vocations,

To understand what is locally happening
globally still fog-enshrouded grey around
upstream tidal pushing Him
and within downstream flowing Her

To win/win trans-remediate
co-facilitate
this multi-regenerational
complex space/time big-boxed maze
of co-empathic bicameral love is trans-cerebral life
as hate is apartheid death

In this secular LeftBrain HereSpace
and sacred RightBrain NowTime
yanged yintegrity,
blue/green unitarian
TransCuriously Substantiated Universe…

Still almost back to NonZero
Queer!
said transculturing Curiosity,
peering out Her sacred big-boxed window
silently suffering
grey fog-recovering panes.

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Respecting Hearts Inspecting Minds

When I feel differences
between respected wisdom
and inspected knowledge
becoming invisible,

When I discover transparent distinctions
between rightbrain easy Awe
and leftbrain articulating Wonder,
with or without flavors of unease
between invisible time
and distinguishable space,

Then I here and now believe
we are all in deep climatic trouble
when patrilinear capital competitions
dissociate Yang strong knowledge
from Yintegrity’s potential,
Western knowledge
divorced from Eastern wisdom,
deductive information
severed from inductive systemic needs
for bioculturally indigenous reassurance

Dipolar co-arising
universal health knowledge
of unitarian wealth wisdom
devoid of anthro-supremacist
monoculturing
StraightWhiteMale colonizing,
predative,
win/lose competitive
ballistic bias.

Cultural knowledge
without climate wisdom
is like faith
without good-humored works,
resembles invisible enlightenment Here
without empowering compassion Now,
reassembles theological beliefs
without ecological Great Turning experience
of transparent wellbeing knowledge
within healthy multiculturing wisdom.

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Feeling Old and Lost

I noticed just yesterday
while glowering about something else
now already
once again
forgotten…

I seem to have lost my good-sensed humor
along my stumbling
isolating internal say

Toward this red STOP! sign
searching for a different way

To find a new Earth center
for healing active hope,

To sing new scales of joyful
sad sharp focus

Performed more locally
and possibly reformed less reflectively
mesmerized by fame’s monopolistic grope.

This new reselective time
Less silently reserved
Less anxiously depressed
Less repressively suppressed.

Each morning’s dawn warning
to worship at new altars

Renewing robust octaves of communion
encompassing organic green nutrition

To redesign all creatures here below
more positive above
good-humored love
with timeless passions
hilariously sensed together
yet tragically shoved
apart.

If I were not so sweet sixteen
prepared to restart home’s immigration scene
again for my first time,
what would I rechoose to do
becoming compassion’s singing rally
with rainbow hearted allies?

If I were thirty-three,
my age of messianic crossfire
for all to red angry
horrifying see,
what would I choose to resurrect again?

And why would this revoiced
rechoiced healthier community
support potentiating integrity
with more robust good humor
this well-timed passed over
and back around
on sacred wellbeing ground?

If I were twice
my god’s reflective age
revived,
what would we joyously choose
to re-member
as half-life good golden sense
for revolving salvation’s humor?

For this tragic comedy
of tumorous migration
anxiously anticipating
integrity’s full ZeroScores
restoring just right species

All together one predation
praying for exterior relations
more integral summations
than humorless,
silent rumorless
quiet aging absence
of eternal sad-paced mercy,

At least sufficient for noticing,
just yesteryear
while glowering about something else
now already strange sadly queer,
once again forgotten.

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Aldo’s Note to Future Generations

Aldo Leopold recommended
to would be ecotherapists
that we deeply learn
to “think like a mountain”

At life summit and death ebbing
silent scales of health
becoming
and polyculturing wealth
being burned
and drowned
and starved
and dried out

For a monotheistic capital harvest Season
of winterish waiting

To see this anxious
and anticipating balance
of natural revolutions

Through forest and meadow and grasslands
recycling
repurposing
revolving
evolving mountainously reliving EarthSpace.

Yet, I also hear a further commendation
to would be singing egotherapists

Also deep learn to feel
and dance like a river
of upstream toward downriver time
of Earth’s unraveling
traveling nutrition
tunneling trunk tide recommunication

Flow trends predicting new later recycling
resurrecting
resuscitating opportunities
to empower sacred polyculturing health
of Earth’s enlightened multicultural wealth

For and of
from and yet also before
future regenerating flow,
Earth Health and Justice
to go

Around again
recommending ecotherapists
river deeply feeling
rethinking
like Earth’s spacetime mountain,
true empowering strength
and enlightening beauty
flowing reconnections.

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Survival Through Revival

Mirror, mirror on the wall,
Who’s the fairest of them All?

If you were hoping for InterFaith Power and Light,
what might you need to better empower
and enlighten your community
during Earth’s Great UnRaveling?

Perhaps Earth needs global power and light leaders
who qualify for selection
only if they have received
the sacrament of pregnancy.

At least in the Abrahamic
patrilinear
monotheistic
monoculturing traditions,
a missing sacrament of regenerativity
raises questions of why pregnancy
and not Confirmation,
a rite of fertility passage,
equally accessible to all polycultural genders.

While Western theological reflection
has been historically silent,
or at least reserved,
about sacred experience of pregnancy
as more spiritually maturing
than mere preparation of organic plumbing,

This added empathic grace
invites transubstantiation of regenerative service
into life through death tranfiguring solidarity.

Pregnancy is emotionally commited
to enlighten and empower future generations
of leaders pregnant with healthiest wealth
of EarthMother commitment
to nurturing and nursing
nutritional nonviolent communication
with multicultural people of all wealthy faith traditions,
with deep listening plants,
with this empowering healthy
and enlightened co-investing,
co-empathic
co-operatively pregnant planet
Earth.

We may need an international solidarity
of InterFaith Power and Light leadership
implanted and transplanted through conferences
less like a sacred non-elite version
of United Nations for Resilient Public HealthCare

And more like an emergency revival campground
for eulogizing indigenous Earth’s unraveling Anthropocene,

A revival of win/win survival
for repentance from patrilinear monopolistic
intolerable anthrosupremacist tyranny,
terrorism,
triumphalism,

A survival revival for seeing violated and raped,
extracted and exhausted,
dissociated nature v spirit worldviews
of MotherEarth

Divine Reiterative
violent and desecrating justice
may need
to review ReStoring Justice
with new empowering
and enlightening ego/ecotherapeutic eyes
of active PregnantSystemic hope.

EcoFeminists may need to repent
of past partisan
competitive corporate missionary zeal
by restoring poly-nominational
EarthMessianic/Bodhisattva Thrival Justice;

Not merely tolerating RightWing/LeftBrain
patriarchal
monocultural runaway over-reach,

But also learning,
actively listening,
exercising,
practicing
non-violent compassion with
and for the indigenous innocents of All
currently extinguishing species.

Mirror, mirror enlightening Earth’s sacred body,
Who’s empowering All united fairness
of pregnant universal hearts,
dancing through revolving spirit space,
nature singing in unraveling time.

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Counting Cumulative Costs

What does it cost
to love a degenerating Earth,
home,
habitat?

Where NO TRESPASSING signs
speak out for natural sound
defensive silence,
for spiritually medicinal fragrances
only,
in sacred space and times
forbidding mechanized transport
across Earth’s MotherLands
and feminist HealthCare Oceans.

Degenerating natural landed bodies,
spiritually disconnected minds
cannot divide such universal costs
against ego resilience
too willing to sacrifice ecosystemic environmental health,
transmogrifying into angry
and frightened cosmic players
in toxic EarthMother quicksand

No longer so patrilinear certain
where Earth’s regenerative humane losses began
and EarthMothers’ degenerating ecofeminist gains
become reborn
restored
repaid
redeemed
restoried
reconnected
religioned multicultural health values
indigenously Win/Win
upending Green Common Values,
full nature/spirit
nat/spires
out/in
yang/yintegral revolution

Sacred revival
secular inform/exflow
space/time
1/0 ego/eco-zone
light/power thrival

NonViolent ecological dialogue norms,
speaking logos/mythic restoring EarthJustice
theological values,
listening for integral Whole Wild Earth multicultures
of co-invested compassion

Underlying anthrosupremacist presence
costs transportive health and communication safety,

Whose EarthMatriotic absence
divests of win/win reiterative opportunities
and over-invests in win/lose redundant risks,

While Yang’s Great Universal Capitalized Earth
counts only patrilinear monotheistic costs
charged disproportionately
against NonElite Yintegral EarthMothers
invoking unitarian co-redeeming economies
for our ecologically compatible
co-passionate
co-empathic value development

Weeping with anger
and fear
of anthrosupremacist cost overruns,
Lose/Lose runaway dis-ecological mono-theologies
of jealous StraightWhiteGods
invoking anti-multisexual rage,
missionary greed exceeding messianic grace.

Capital-Colonizing-Caste triumphalic consciousness
left-brain monoculturally dominant
Either/Or reductive patrilinear bias
means not Both/And
inductive matri-multi-poly-thecoistic regenerative

NonViolently evolving dipolarity
recounting
reconnecting what has devolved
into bipolarizing demonic dissonance
infestment
global loss of ego/eco/theological shared values
costing right-brain synergetic sacred suppression
diminution
division
dissociation

Of Multi-generational
matri-cumulative recycling DNA treasures
inside/outside rememories
retelling costs to natural seasonal
spiritual development

And cost-effective dual-redemption ego/eco-nomials
of spring hope investment accounting

And summer faithful regenerative climax
enlightenment

And autumn’s health and safety
robust harvest empowerment

Of winter’s whitenoise wisdom wealth
without compassion emptying costs
of monopolistic right-wing reactionary Walls
against MotherEarth’s Original Prime Communication WorldView,
left/right bicamerally winged,
walked,
sung and danced,
heard then seen,
smelled then tasted,
touched, then felt healthy needs
and cost wealthy wants.

What does it not cost
to support a health-restoring justice EarthTribe,
living home,
green ecosystemic habitat?

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If We Agree In Love

“If we agree in love,
then there is no disagreement that can do us any injury,
but if we do not,
no agreement can do us any good.”
Hosea Ballou

If we,
in good faith communion,
agree
that love is green healthier
and wealthier than hate
and mutual ignorance,
then there is no red climate of disagreement,
depression,
degeneration
that can do us any injury,

But, if we do not,
no sacrificial punishing judgments
can do us any red-blooded restorative good
for resonantly therapeutic peace
and resiliently regenerative justice.

What is the empowering right
and enlightened loving thing to do
right now
maintains a sensory conversation
between personal conscience
and historical/cultural animated context;

Between my ideal regenerative experience
of cooperative interdependent feelings,
often liturgically captured
and enraptured in shared communion
services, yes,
but also deep and wide rooted feelings
of cooperative emotion-motion empowerment
and emotive-cognitive enlightenment

AND within Earth’s optimal health/wealth seasonal rung
of spiraling laddered DNA constraining/retraining wealth
of healthy co-passionate communication opportunity
accessible in this highest coredemptively enlightened
and deepest empowering
secular/sacred climate
of polycultural/interfaith re-ligious climax

Re-connecting EarthTribe
indigenously preverbal
more ecofeminist holistic
multicultural values

Every EarthDay compassionate
RightHemisphere interdependent
actively networking
global context aware
of our already accessed
eco/theo-logical
restoring healthy EarthJustice
public and climate green wealth
communion communication,

Multiculturally conscious of this contextual moment
for integrity’s great green transitional promise

If we agree
that love is healthier
and wealthier than hate
and ignorance
and greedy sins of leftbrain dominant extraction
dissociation
reductive deduction
narcissistic seclusion,

Then there is no ecofeminist regenerative
disagreement
that can do us any degenerative
patriarchal
straight white capitalist
anthro-supremacist injury.

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