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SunLight SolAttitude

When my solitude
silently stands in sunlight
radiating GoldenRule enlightenment
and rational empowerment
through windows dawning bright,

A sharp shadow line
vertically cuts across my bridge
and brow of smell and seeing senses,

InBetween left within shadow
and right without radiance,
narrow sides of double-bonded Truth,
curious and hidden Beauty.

Right eye clearly articulating
bright prominent sight
dominantly lit up height
for best resonant enlightenment

Is blinded by bright
to not fight
automatic rays deflecting night,

While shadow Left,
not yet overpowered
with Right red-eyes blinded punishment,
benighted verbal authority,

BiLaterally
yet integrally knows he she sees
seas
and seasons dipolar co-arising contrast
best as starkest
never darkest
win/win economic dawning options
of BothLeft/AndRight gold radiating rain
in droughts known
through beatified non-pain,
bicameral light regained,
empowered feelings unslain

Again
full bicameral stereo polyphonic,
Radiantly healthy thoughts
not verbally sustained
without dark ultra winnings
winging out and in reimaged, full
golden silent solidarity
mountain-rivered,
ego-system eco-quivered,

Belonging to Earth committed bright
compassion soul
ZeroZone of full
new partial shadows
in light rememory,
undelivered solitude
for health safe night

When my solitude
silently stands in sunlight
radiating GoldenRule enlightenment
and rational empowerment
through this window just now dawning bright.

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Love’s Vulnerable Pedestrian

Taoists recognize
all outside exposed inside egos
feel watched
when walking through
a new or, some stressed times,
even a long familiar
housed human eco-habitat

But some of us feel marginal,
suspected,
anxious about being judged
and shamed
and blamed
for assumed insufficiencies
at aggressively playing monoculturing win/lose
Straight
WesternWhite
Patriarchal
eco-political games

And sometimes we feel anticipation,
privileged multicultural excitement
and active hope

That the multigenerational family
moving in next door
will have kids our win/win needy age

Still health/wealth co-empathic
feeling ego/ecosystemic healing memories

Of past
RedYang/GreenYintegrity walking
waking small revolutionary
repurposing
transportive
transcendent communion experiences

ReStorying Earth’s polyculturing just Ways,
PolyPathic Means,
CoMediations of health-felt cooperative experience

In Ego/Eco-Pedestrian NonZero Zones
of active co-mediation,
win/win strategic and healing game designers
bilaterally co-passioned,
walking along 1/0 binomial
double-binary
boundaries

Anticipating ego/eco-systemic
compassionately progressing
communions.

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Faithful Thought Experiment

Imagine your favorite faith community,
whether sacredly vocationed,
or, more prosaic, secularly employed,
is also home to your local Green Freedom Party,
intentionally multipartisan.

This community intends to remain compassionately faithful
to short-term local
through long-term global
public and climate health
of all organic ego/eco-systems.

And you believe
it is your most fundamentally sacred/secular faith,
that polyculturing systems
are more resonantly felt,
and resiliently thought,
empoweringly experienced
and most golden enlightenment reflected,
to be healthy

While monoculturing,
predative,
competitive
win/lose ego/eco-systems
are more dissonantly
dissociatively felt,
and bipolar ignorantly thought
to be regeneratively stronger
win/lose capital-infested options
for retributively justifying
further business as usual investments
in ego/eco-unlogical short-term local
sacrifice of robust long-term ecological global intellighence
on the altar of patriarchal privileged
mono/theocratic original
from-above transcendent
top of the luminous natural/spiritual hierarchical
divine dividing humane from animistically enspirited
dogmatically divisive
apartheid bipolarizing degenerative structure,
anthropocentrically left-brain dominant

Rather than the circling
spiraling revolutions
of Great Interdependent GreenChain CoEmpowerment
for Ego/EcoLogically BiCameral Balance

Running from contemporary Zeroism
through Whole NonZero-Sum NonViolent NonDualistic Metaphysics
through Universal/Unitarian bilateral balance
of egalitarian democratic
multiculturally interdependent
Ego/Eco
Blue/Green EarthCommunion,
on back through Taoism’s Yang/Yin
Left/Right dipolar co-arising
co-governance
co-passioning bicameral experience
of empowering/enlightenment

Nearly timeless
and luminously spatial
loyal multicultural EarthMediators,
win/win strategic nature/spirit facilitators,
compassionate green/blue/red non-violent recommunicators,
restoring ego/eco-justice
yin/yang co-governing peace,
bilaterally co-acclimating
messianic ecofeminist bodhisattvas.

Where verbal violence
and non-verbal multiculturally healthy intelligence
are written across
and deeply within
this deep learning binomial language
best sun and danced synergetically
rhythmically
cooperatively
communally
organically
eco-politically
across each green/blue ecofeminist empowering heart.

From this eco/theological co-reflective center,
your Green Liberty MultiParty home
regeneratively invites your local interfaith dialogue
about how,
eco/theo-analogical secular/sacred
ego/eco-logically reflecting together
for integral restorative win/win EarthJustice,
you might progress
toward a healthier local cooperative win/win empowering dialogue
with more polycultural resonance
and a wealthier short-term local,
long-term global
co-invested economic ecological
ecofeminist alternative to further
self-righteous anthropocentric-winged
degenerative capital lose/lose projections

For evermore patriarchal oppressions
suppressions
depressions
win/lose monoculturing
left-hemisphere dominantly competitive win/lose
either/or dualistic LoseEgo/LoseEco
rabidly viral competitions
polarized red-hot debates
into global unhealthy disintegrating
anti-ecological deprivation
of both enlightening health
and empowering wealth–
a total public and climate health/wealth
lose/lose disaster,
division transparently undivine

Green Liberty MultiParty experiences
memories
predictions
self-perpetuating restrictions
on patriotic green multicultural freedom
for all potential healthy red-powered patriarch
and wealthy green-lit ecofeminist
dipolar co-arising BiCameral Community Allies

Reweaving secular
restoring sacred
regenerating natural
revolutioning spiritual win/win healthiest wealth
through and of and for bicamerally inclusive re-MEMEories,

Ecologically EgoYang
universal left-verbal strong explicit reflection
on theologically spiritual EcoYintegral unitarian

Ego/Eco-felt outflowing implied
bilaterally systemic-structured
co-empathic
polypathic
polyphonic
polyvagal-neural
polymathic
polynomial
polyfractal
DNA regenerative health-systemic
empowering/enlightening bicameral experience

More truthfully weighed
and beautifully tipping point balanced
when we feel at home
in our local co-governing
Green Liberty Win/Win MultiParty
for BiCameral Health/Wealth Platforms
Templates
Dialogical-Integral Frames
[not so much Dogmatic Debate NonCommunications]
MultiCultural Community Mediations.

Win/Win sponsored by your local/global
ego/eco-polyculturing
GreenHealth Earth-ReGenerNation

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ProLife Selection Reflections

RightWing evangelical Capitalists
competitively invested in StraightWhiteMale privilege,

And win-ego/win-ecopolitical LeftWing
multiculturally democratic
prominent LiberalLovers
of EarthRights ecofeminist solidarity

Might together stop
to polyculturally notice

Capitalist competitive debates
do not remember
or co-invest in win/win Left/Right dialogue

Seeking bilateral resolutions
also bicameral-interior solutions,

Capital-fed RightWing fundamentalism
of Either/Or reductive
secularized thinking,
even if devoid of resilient health-and-conserving-safety feelings,
is nearly impossible to let go of,

Without also LeftWing remembering
regenerative historical-multicultural his/herstory
of ego/ecosystemic binomial health/wealth restitutions,
restorations of win/win ego/eco-justice,
pre-historic,
pre-violent lose/lose non-verbal communications.

Restoring win/win Left/Right-bicameral wings
of win/win luminous
and dual/dark appositional reverse
face of the bilaterally light/dark
50/50 greyscale full/half
neuro-sensory belonging/bi-lateral longing moon
spiraling dynamic circles
of remembered recycling
repurposing
regenerative health/degenerative nonwealth
EarthTribe polypathic binomial consciousness

That win/lose capitalism
RightWing evangelically fundamentalist
All or Nothing ego-empowerment thinking,
remains cognitively and affectively dissonant
with win/win multiculturally-valued
democratic health
rooted in cooperatively-invested
polypathic
multi-paradigmatic
polynomial = not(not) polynomial
NonZero-Sum
binomial luminous
empowering-enlightening
polyculturing integrity’s
Paradise/Pleasure EarthTribe Potential
for healthiest resilient wealth.

From this perspective,
it feels luminously simple
to conservatively
and safely
grasp on

Restoring win/win dialectical justice
rather than further win/lose retributive injustice
excommunicating
anti-communing
with those we disagree with,
aptically and synaptically and integrally and appositionally,
at least until we cooperatively select
Earth’s salvific restitution,
sacred/secular co-redemption,
social-capital democratic co-passionate
multicultural Left/Right communion
co-governing
co-investing
empowering
enlightening systems.

The lose/lose opposite of win/win communication,
and experience of communion,
and historic memory
of healthy community economic development
is not aptic non-communication,
mere untrust,
win/lose mistrust;

Opposition to selecting authentic democratic healthy communication
is deliberate lose/lose anti-communication,
anti-healthy-wealth winLeft/winRight feedback systems,
reiterations,
rememories of ego/eco-systemic
thought/felt
multi-regenerational health/wealth

ReVolutions of ecopolitically developed,
conservatively redeveloped,
liberal love predeveloping
undeveloped
enveloped resonant polyphony,
poly-nonegotistic-theistic integrity’s not
not NonZero-Sum
polynomial Left/Right bicameral balancing
integrally empowering
enlightening potential

For selecting green eco-feminist win/win
multiculturally valued wisdom,
rather than continuing on
with Business As Usual
complex and chaotically dissonant confusion,
in this time of continuing divestment
from both Earth and Ego healthcare crisis,
win/lose capitalist-patriarchal hierarchical
straight white male leftbrain dominance,

v win/win multiculture-valuing
ecofeminist democratic circles,

when it is possible to co-redeem
both/and rightbrain multi-interdependent contextual intelligence,
by merely replacing the “v”
with a dipolar co-arising “/”;

where multiculturing leftsides of the waxing moonlight
are Yintegrity’s Paradise Enlightening Promise
and the more monoculturing rightside of waning luminosity
is YangCapital’s Pleasure EmPowering
BeLonging/BeComing
resonantly/resiliently
health/wealthily togathering.

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Healthy Life v UnWealthy Death

In the Tibetan Book of Living and Dying,
Sogyal Rinpoche writes, unconvincingly,
to my left-grained dominant ears,

“No suffering,
however dreadful
[and even mortal]
is
or can be
meaningless
if it is dedicated
to the alleviation
of the suffering
of others.”

This abstract act of “dedication”
sounds suspiciously left-engrained
global monoculturing dominance
to me,
Looks like over-rationalization,
denatured theory of hypothesized sublimation,

Feels like arguments
for a spiritualized view of
disemobodied “sublimation” of sexual desires
that would merely replace,
by act of superego-divine willpower,
one disconnected set of sensory attractions
for another.

As if left-preyed reason
could control our natural
and spiritual flow of hormones,
the multicolored elixirs of right-trained connecting
and disconnecting feelings.

Anyway,
[kinda got lost in my analogy
which is more of a right-strained metaphoric
metphonic
polypathic
polyphonic non-verbal search for felt connections,
primal reconnections
preconnections
unconnections
co-relations
positive and negative
attachments and aversions
empowerments and disillusionment],

I can imagine:

No suffering
loss
humiliation
excommunication
death of organic
left-prayed dominant EgoSystem,
however dread-filled,
is
or can become,
meaningless
if this event
can be connected,
and constantly reconnected
to enlightening
and thereby empowering
the alleviation of Others
ecosystemic suffering
loss
degradation
disconnection
apartheid,

Death of an organic
right-light prominently absorbing
Whole Open EarthSystem
of spiraling
revolving
Life and Death

Reweaving
ReGenerations,
MultiRegenerations,
InterConnections
of life systemic
sacred Power

Secularized Light,

BiLaterally resilient
Positive Universal-Unitarian
Strong-InterFlowing
Yang-Yin Energy,
BiCamerally Bright.

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Revolutionary 20/20 Power Spirals

Revolution is to ReEnergizing Spirals
as Evolution is to EnergyWaves
for those with 20/20 revisioning skills.

Tibet’s Buddhist teachings
include a bicameral conscious practice
called Tonglen,
which might summarily be described,
by a systemic win/win GroupGame Organizer,
as breathing in
with competitive win/lose leftbrain dominant
privileged awareness
AND breathing out
with cooperative win/win rightbrain prominent
integral BothLeft/AndRight co-empathic
information/exflowation wave-linear spirals.

For a multicultural mediator
of diminishing community negative debate energy
AND expanding positive dialogue synergy,
Tonglen practice quickly identifies
the mediator’s own empathic bias,

Usually for the “underdog,”
the most vulnerable,
most at unhealthy risk,
the smaller minority of marginalized yin roles
over the larger majority of established,
more privileged,
more empowered,
more competitively invested,
Yang corporate trolls.

However,
this seems to reverse
in the case of an economically
and politically
conservative narcissist.

For example,
Trump activists
are comfortable with bullying
already marginalized populations
because of their apparent past sins
and impoverishing
threatening fearful failures,

Not because the monocultural narcissist knows,
and has experience empathizing with,
these yin-Outsiders
as feeling/thinking compatriots,
potential economic and political allies,
within a healthy multiculturally inclusive democracy,

But because this privileged
individualized
alien-bullying narcissist
is defensively,
conservatively invested in saving ego-face

As one of the great self-empowered
bootstrap enlightened egos
of win/lose capitalism’s patriarchal
competitively hierarchical
StraightWhite
leftbrain privileged historic enculturation,
dogmatic capitalist education,
retributive social humiliation,

Which assumes competitive debates
overpoweringly trump win/win cooperative dialogue
between individualized
polarized sectors,

Too independently perceived and heard,
ego-centered identities

AND too protective and defensive
of orthodox win/lose evolutionary dogmas
rooted in technocratic capitalistic incorporations
of economic power
to even suspect
concomitant politically privileged dark Yang
overdog-manic energy.

Darkly competitive Yang supremacy
seems to become overdog preference
by egocentric individuals
more culturally miseducated
to not see and hear 20/20 deep learned

Cooperative Yang/Yin
Left/Right,
secular either/or bipolar thinking
WITH
Sacred Both/And dipolar-eased feeling
non-violent communion
community
communication of integral possibilities

Throughout Green Commons
reweaving Yellow/Turquoise spirals
revolutionary Permaculture HealthSystem Design

Revolving 4D spiraling maps for
Left-space/Right-time
holonic
polypathic/polyphonic dynamics

In multi-encultured
bicamerally intelligent
bilaterally waving evolutionary
revolutionary 20/20 dynamic
eco-political spirals
of polypathic/polyphonic
polynomially languaged
meta-paradigmatic energy flowfields
for resiliently respiraling
non-violent green new deal
peacefully resonant EarthCommunion.

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Privileged Cultures AfterThought

It feels fascinating
that horny voracious passions
dissipate in the presence of ego-centered fear
of pain and suffering
and ego-defeating loss,
disability and predative performance anxieties,
wounds,
death,
short-term through permanent
degenerating energy,
absence of active hope
for future holistic integrity.

In this time of climate degeneration
fear and cultural distancing need,
frustrated leftbrain dominant
StraightWhiteMale monoculturing horniness
looks culturally privileged like,
sounds prejudicially like,
feels and touches sacred EarthMother like,
smells and multiculturally
creole tastes like
manically monoculturing
predative redmeat energy states
of fear-and-anger inducing rabidity
rather than restorative green regenerative passion
for multicolored
trans-generational
testosterone/estrogen
yang/yin
pansexual win/win
inclusive cosmic integrity

Of cooperative green/blue energy
power
EarthPeace compassion.

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An Anxiously Anticipated Event

Dear John,

All day
yesterday
I loaded up with a cascading river
of mixed anxiety and anticipation
about what to safely and kindly,
transparently and vulnerably
compassionately, so non-violently, share
communicate;

Which narrative tributaries to choose
within this vast spacetime stream
of choices
directions
felt depressions and erections.

Do you remember
communication theory
framed as Rhetorical Events?

Our initial walk and talk,
eating together,
rather than my refrigerator foraging
brunchtime usual rawfood practice,
is a graced green,
rain giving way to blue, memory for me,
and, I hope, for we
these sacred walking
secular talking
people.

Successful rhetorical events,
as I recall,
and have co-passionately experienced
with ecstatic thrills
and mysterious chills of anticipation,
wanting more and more
cascading throughout my too isolated life,

Are cooperatively held spaces
resonant and verbal and non-verbal places
longing to become resilient
as ultra-violet light
in phosphorescent mystical night,
bright
and warm
without ballistic fright,
inviting sounds of sight.

So I drove home
basking in such rich
potentially resilient
transparent and vulnerable
articulate yet impassioned
felt experience
confirming all my own ego’s grand theories
about win/win non-violent
Rhetorical compassioning
Events.

My anxieties spoke later
about mutual physical
natural, yet also spiritual,
attraction–
this smell and taste neurological chemistry
of touch exhaling
to co-empathically predict
our romantically felt quality
inhaling integrity’s great resilient passions,
shared loves
communal,
deeply green cooperative,
that rhetorical day
as true and beautiful for us.

It has been thirty years
since my last first date,
with a man who became my unanticipated husband,
partner
spouse
lover
quarreler
critic
listener
emotive voice
co-investor
political ally
communicator
miscommunicator
long-term rhetorical event
cooperative space-holder,
mediator
not really quite green enough
for resonant felt
and thought co-passionate experience
near our end
of cohabitation.

Nearly half my lifetime,
thirty years,
and I feel anxious
I have not yet learned
appropriate new old person rules
of transparency
and vulnerability
to be clear
and kind,
compassionately clear
about my natural/spiritual
physical/metaphysical attractions,
anticipations,
anxieties.

When I last dated
a gay encounter of the first kind
either ended nakedly together
or with a scheduled second date
with a bed
or a sling
or a deserted moonlit beach
front and center on our anticipated menu

Or ended in disaster,
no connection,
no further warm and resonant communication,
no passing green light Go!

I did not “date”
men who lived so very far away,
out of state,
unless one of us was planning to relocate
or both of us were anticipating
an extremely resonant
one hot night stand
lying down together,
exploring all the vertical
and horizontal dances
we could imagine ever wishing we had done
to further gather
future’s warm anticipations.

I am anxious
because I do not want to disappoint you
or me
about our embodied
non-verbal communication
and passion together.

My own nakedness
lies nowhere near my vulnerable
and transparent self-esteem
as was the case
when I last dated
and I do not know
what to do
and not do
with that.

I have no mentors,
no wise teachers,
no therapeutic facilitators,
no sex therapist
to talk and touch me through
this anxiety.

But, I do anticipate
an unfortunate comparison
I met on our silvered dating site
the same day I first heard you
connect climate pathological effects
with capitalistic causes,
which immediately won my curiosity
to know
just how deeply knowing
we might go
together,
and not apart.

I met another singer
another meditator
another deeply
physically connected
to Taoist sensory communication
yangly verbal and yin non-verbal,

More physically incarnated
and less metaphysically abstract
less theoretical
merely rhetorical
more mature
aged
connected like wine with cheese
and re-connected
than my own experience
in how to mutually
yet maturely
please.

Last evening we talked.
His voice sings and rings,
warmly chills and quietly thrills.

And, he is closer.
Teaches dance.
We anticipate learning together
how to tango horizontally
without creating an entangled mess
at our ripe old average age
of 69

Which,
when I last dated
was a cooperatively rhetorical
erotic position
and not an age
which we sensually anticipated
without great anxiety
about resilience
of sensual resonance.

For me,
this need not be a win or lose,
either-or situation.
Even less so
if I thought the two of you
would appreciate each other
in this partner searching
lifeline rivered
shivered way,
but that is not what I would anticipate
either of you would say.

So, that is what is on my mind
and heart
and root chakras
this another deep green
ego-centering
and ecosystemic rhetorical day.

Said my vertical horizontal way,
physical and metaphysical
natural and spiritual
secular and sacred
love with you
and hell to pay,
anxiously anticipating
your kind
non-maligned
response.

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The Pleasure Principle

I’m not sure what Freud’s Pleasure Principle is all about,
or was about Health and Safety;

Whether it’s in
or out,

Whether hedonistic
and narcissistic
or the mundane
secular
capitalist
corporate product
of efficient sexual therapy
and heartless entertainments.

Whether the Principle is applicable
only to secular masters
for optimal “sacred rights” experience

Or also accessible to sacred slaves
as our secularized vocation
to provide for our nasty property owners,

Whether it is the primary purpose
of capitalism’s efficient,
if ruthlessly competitive,
corporate monocultural deformation
into post-climax apathy
and cynicism
and cruel and unusual punishments,

Yet, somehow,
as I merge into this stream
of organic fossils
still miraculously refueling,

I am sure this Pleasure Principle,
Beacon of Health and Safety Bliss,
Paradise Pursuit

Could only be entered
by those wise enough to recognize
it is cooperatively
globally
multiculturally owned,
managed interfaith communion,
interdependently experienced
and multiplied

Into raptures
of organic/cosmic
internal/external climates
of and for personal
political
economic
ecological
theological
neurological win/win Climax

Of spaciated bilateral Time
dynamically equals revolutionary bicameral Space
in NonZero-Sum
open-holistic yet still emergent
equipoise waves
of self/other co-conscious
co-passionate
co-empathic
co-intentional
co-operative comm-union comm-unication.

Well,
thanks for sharing all that.

De nada;
my Pleasure.

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Silent UnPrivileged Stories

When I was a Big Brother
for Jason,
an African-American 10 year old male,
we went into his apartment
so he could look around
for a long overdue library book.

As I accompanied him
from room to sparsely furnished room,
looking in nearly vacant closets,
cupboards,
drawers,
the only book we found
was a phone book,
looking silently neglected
much more than actively abused.

My first white male privileged
feelings about his Mom
had to do with blaming her
for probably not even feeling ashamed
for her irresponsible choices
while economically and politically administering
their bookless house
in this pre-WWW information age.

But, then I began asking questions.
What could Jason tell me
about his Mom’s life
when she was his age?

What were stories
familiar to her,
read
or retold
or experienced
and re-experienced,
therapeutic or traumatic?

Through this widening narrative moment
of multigenerational conjecture,
hypothesis,
questioning,
contemplating,

I also learned to question
what traumatic straight white male stories
are experienced by gay
and bisexual
and transsexual 10-year-olds,
regardless of racial identification,

And by 10-year-old girls,
perhaps regardless of racial identification,
or even further amplified
by being doubly,
and silently, outside
straight white patriarchal privilege.

I found myself
suddenly
tearfully
incapable of briefly imagining
much less deeply,
unflinchingly contemplating
the trauma
of growing up poor
and lesbian
and black or brown
or too red
or too yellow
without any books
or stories,
read
or retold
or experienced
about how her 10-year-old life will matter,
could be healthy, someday,
would ever be felt safe,
unless held shamefully silent,

Not appropriate material
for books
or retelling
or experiencing straight
white
male dominant stories,
economic
and political narratives
about retributive trauma
and not multicultural
restorative
democratically inclusive therapy.

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