S/he was angry
never fully feeling
it was her time to fly,
even if alone.
And now afraid
this is his time
to die
never having known
quite
how to fly together.
S/he was angry
never fully feeling
it was her time to fly,
even if alone.
And now afraid
this is his time
to die
never having known
quite
how to fly together.
Gayla Speak Experiences
promote healing events
not intended to contribute to trauma
drama narratives.
Stories we tell
and trust
and thrust
and softly smile about
when we dare to leave
our stiff
stiffling closets.
RedYang
universal dominants
friendly feasting
with BlueYintegral
unitarian intent
Together praising massively thick
and deeply embedded polarities
of nearly omnipotent
erect and hard patrimony
loving MotherEarth’s holy matrimonies,
compassion
Transcending monotheistic challenging attitudes
failing to question long-term outcomes
of dubious commercial
graphic success,
LeftBrain dominant anthrosupremacism
on top
of Others,
unstraight
unmale
unwhite.
YangPole hot resilience
cannot sustain
without YinHole warm
wet
passionately inviting
fully dilated resonance
WuWei balance
of divinely favored Versatility
engaging neurosystemic respect
for healthy work and play shop sharing,
nakedly transparent
vulnerable wealthy caring
for integrity’s warm
unconditionally impassioned
potential
To not feel bought
and sold,
short-term rented
or long-term leased
Instead both offering
and receiving
Pole/Hole equity
co-empathically felt
and touched
by peak impassioned
sacred communion values
Wanting therapeutic fairness
to eliminate all mundane
no talent
no appreciation drama
in our cooperative
pantheistic sex lives
loves
lusts
Creating
and recreating,
spreading
and retightening,
a cooperative
healthy
sacred nutritional space
For rethinking our peak
orgasmic win/win experiences
when we felt mountainous
rolling climaxes
and deep valleyed seizures
flowing out
and out
encompassing peace
Lost in ecstasy
present to awesome YangPoles
and wondrous Yintegrity.
Scenes sensory developed
from natural roots
seen through spirited hearts
Longing to both host
and guest,
give
and receive again
Through joy of warm memory
and sad loss of peak intensity,
elation
despite risk
of subsequent depression,
transcending invitations
and farewells
Domesticated LeftMind enlightenment
and Wild RightBodied empowerment
together
reproducing root systemic Yintegrity
of natural health
and spiritual safety
Trauma prevention
by means of
Therapy optimization,
flowering Yang/Yin
Pole/Hole
Top/Bottom
curious dipolar co-arisings
of co-empathic consciousness
Erect conservation
engaging liberation,
Orthodox monotheistic worship
and Heterodox panentheistic communion,
Monocultural hot Redness
and cool Green
polycultural awareness,
Anthro-autocracy
and EarthTribe-democracy,
Monopolistic cathedrals
and EcoFeminist sacred outdoor space,
Good-humored human hypocrisy
and health-wealthy divine integrity
LeftBrain’s fascination
with both trusted Pole
and beautiful Hole
satisfies
as either lonely Pole
or isolated Hole
could not
Trained by anal-rejecting
well-endowed envying
anthrosupremacists
to achieve best
and brightest light
through patriarchal-capitalist means
and SWM privileged ways
To bless our
RightBrain indigenous
wise bicameral hearts,
re-membering
and re-imaging
double-binding
co-arisings
Both Pole and Holistic
And Win/Win nondualistic
peak climatic experiences
Yintegrally therapeutic,
so Yang trauma free
resilient wellbeing narratives
for holistic Holes
and panentheistic Poles
wherever we may sniff
and search
and find
co-gravitating dipolarities
Enlightening Left-Dominant
and empowering Right-Recessive
wise healthy wealth
of well-formed
fluid Paradise.
From the Book of Integral Democratic Change
Straight White ego-patriarchal
colonizing
predative mountainous
SunFather Poles
And unstraight
unwhite
uncapitalized
unmeaningful
secularized
shaded
merely ecofeminist
Yin-valleyed
EarthMother Holes
Have become
Patriarchal
LeftBrain dominant
Either/Or Win/Lose risks
And
Matriarchal
RightEarthMind prominent
Both/And Win/Win
warm wombed wet opportunities
Depolarizing bodhisattvas
respectfully
warmly
unconditionally
appreciating Holonic
Open-Systemic
EcoPolitical Integrity
Of polymathic metaphysical
peak panentheistic physical experiences
Space and time-squared bilaterals
iconographically 1/0 co-binary displayed
polypathically Pitch and Catch conveyed
mountainously convex
and valleyed concave
+1 YangBody = -(-0) YinMind
breathing
and breeding out and in
convexly nurturing wombed concave
binomial appositions
Here/Now tipping eternal indigenous points
in-between Yes and Not Yet No
on octave scales of fractal DNA i
fertile and sacred integrity
cooperatively grow
Natural/Spiritual resilience
secular/sacred co-empathic
win/win Left/Right
Top/Bottom
EarthHealthy organic natural 1 poles
fill wealthy holonic
spiritual not not-0
root chakra
ego- and eco-systemic potential.
Natural Sacraments
Emerge from what sacred center,
committed to integrity’s potential
become more resilient,
and not fragile
More nature-soul evolving
Earth’s deepest
widest
longest
roundest
mountainous
dark valleyed sacraments
of light and power.
Gandhi regenerated
humane love lives on
and
inhumane hate
abuse
bigotry
patriarchal colonization
do not.
Even lesser losses
tend to shadow fade
across therapeutic rememorizing space
and laws of positive passion
Bodhisattva ruling
warm wombed pregnant co-attachment
across unconditional win/win
peak messianic experience
of panentheistic timeless time,
wonder of light
awe of deep dark power.
“It gives me ineffable joy
to go on
trying to prove that”
love lives on
where hate cannot.
Gandhi,
affirming integrity’s sacred meaning
cooperates with therapeutic bloom,
and not hate’s Loser doom
Win/Lose uncivil wars
and internal traumas
and Othering 0-sum competitive history
of disintegrating ecopolitical hostility
cannot destroy
our NonZero root chakra Soul
Curiously
constantly
resiliently
resonantly inviting EarthJustice
Peace within
as without
only one orthodox way to live
yet a legion of ways to die,
biologically
ecologically
politically
economically
spiritually
naturally
unnaturally
unspiritually
ZeroSum Capitalistically
yet
pregnant NonZero Soulfully
Sacred Round Integrity
embracing Secular Civil Equity
as universal passion
invites unitarian compassion
as beloved
as bilateral breathing
love-life rivered
shivered
shimmering…
anticipating warm empathic regard.
This personal, intimate project
of becoming fully humane
holonically reflects Earth’s divine project
into panentheistic Spirit’s nature:
integral EarthTribe transcendence.
From what pantheistic soul
does inter-religious commitment
become more therapeutic,
and less traumatic?
Healing intimately transcendent potential,
Sacred Integrity’s naturally spiritual,
Earth conservationally liberal
universal life–unitarian love
healthy multisensory
peak experience
merging resilient
Bodhisattva synergy
of EarthTribe sacraments.
It seems to me,
declared the preacher
to the distracted music Teacher,
that sacred MonoTheism
smugly explains
and exalts AnthroOwnership Privilege
to ordain,
buy and sell
Earth health-care rights.
It may sound to we,
sang the woke musician
refraining
and training Her preacher,
that rabid AnthroSupremacy
explains,
and expects a cooperative
bipartisan resolution to
the colonizing historical problem
of Straight
WhitePrivileged
monotheistic
monocultural
monopolistic WealthCarelessness
about Trust
and Integrity
and Compassion
As if our Original Prime Relationship
was Win/Lose traumatized,
punishing experiences of vengeful justice
Divinely jealous
and autocratic intent
of a tyrant society
terrorist military
dogmatist dignitary
fascist ecocidal obituary.
Going in the opposite direction
compassionate
win/win co-invested
ecopolitical co-erection
sounds like the more pleasant
and health resilient
green wealth
peak sacred experience
co-arising dipolar emergent
win/win selection.
Which is why,
revised the preacher
with the music Teacher,
a universally individual CreatorGod
is made in the imaginative image
of AnthroSupremacy
LeftBrain verbal dominant
baritone-bass resonant sacred Privilege
to pursue economic monopolies
and political patriarchal rightwing societies
and sensual/sexual binary monocultures
and religious monotheistic autocracies
Hierarchies of power
empires made of golden ManStrong
Might/Light resilience
gone somewhat flat
of integrity’s best health-wealth
less dour and sour
green/blue sacred fresh
neurosensual
Open Whole Black Sacred potential.
How would Earth create
and reconnect
regenerate
a species still needing ecological acceptance?
This need to be accepted
and accepting what cannot be win/win changed
just yet
in troubled
and troubling relationships
This need for acceptance
is born of trauma,
past experiences
not being accepted
as is,
not feeling appreciated,
not unconditionally cherished
warmly accompanied,
touched
by win/win communication
Not tolerating chronic
win/lose aggressive
patriarchal capitalism
as the best RightWing weapon
fighting wars
against economic
and political Appreciation,
nonviolent communication,
compassionate invention
for trauma prevention.
If babies
and marriages
are made in Heaven,
then we should not be surprised
when they are aborted
while surviving silent
secluded
obsessive-compulsive
patriarchal-colonizing Hell
on ecocidal Earth
Which may speak out for warm acceptance
rather than continuing cold
impatient tolerance
for LeftBrain AnthroSupremacist
fears of dark and shameful
idolatrous
and/or spoiled brat inadequacy
To learn why Earth has created
LeftBrain verbal dominance
for reconnecting
regenerating
a species still needing ecological acceptance,
unconditional warm regard
for MotherEarth
Restoring sacred Justice
Touched by Her trust
for Yang external Truths
with Yin internal Beauty
thought and felt accompanied
compassionate
Self and Other
warm NonZero-Soul Acceptance
Is a whole lot healthier
and environmentally safer
than cold Zero-Sum
patriarchal-corporate
competitions for Tolerance.
If your peak experiences
have led to some mature sexual spiritual vocation
Beware, such engaging vocations
are best as special event avocations
Yet unconditionally applied
with win/win nonzero sum
whole open systemic
warm regard.
YangPole/YinHole alacrity
CoEmpathic integrity
sanctity
both lusty and luscious,
sweaty and sweet,
empowering and enlightening,
mountainous and valleyed,
pulsating and holy,
secularly impassioned and sacredly compassionate
LeftBrain engorged and RightBrain engaged
Liberating loud wonder
and Conserving silent awe
This Earth’s a place we call our own
When we can stand with Her lands
And look within great loves we’ve known
For hope that we might share command.
Like strong gods above the sky
Soaring sacred from on high
We long for all Earth’s tribes to be
Without a loss, straight trauma free.
Queer love invokes a distant sigh
Inside gray clouds full of rain
Yet we will always hope to know
Earth’s journey ends without pain.
We spin swiftly round light’s way
All too soon love’s yesterday.
We might grow through shades of blue
Queer dreams cut shy of love felt true.
So lust’s a song we all could share
A gift for love’s sweet self care.
For when we know Earth’s gay brings light
Great spirit roars deep darkest night.
Like rain’s bow up in the sky
Love has taught queens how to fly.
This Earth will bless what we have been
And never could be lost
as flat again.
Strange Fruit choreography
speaks to me of seeing
and smelling
this strange evil fruit
of hatred
and bigotry
and fear
and straight white man
perpetual menace.
Choreographing trauma
only infrequently translates the words
of DarkHole poems
Rhetoric hoping to carry
the emotional shock of evil awe
and dark timeless burdens
Terrifying wonder
as perceived
within this Strange Fruit Dark VerbalView
Rather than the more interior non-verbal feelings
of profound inhumane disarray,
division,
hate climates
and monocultures
of straight white monotheistically judgmental,
capitalist-driven,
commodification
and disposition
of semi-domesticated talking animals
live stock,
breeding stock,
slave labor
Too smart for their well-endowed britches
and es
Strange Dark Fruit,
the enslaving racist face
frantically encircling
straight white fascism
in full flagrant,
strange southern fruit,
industrially resilient horror.
Strange Fruit Anthropocene,
with polyculturally felt choreography
of ecopolitical
disempowering/unenlightened
monochromatic lack of appropriate appreciation for color,
and drama,
and with way too much
Patriarchal-Capitalist
monotheistic
StrangeFruit trauma.
Deep sleep
seems to be a figment
of my ruminating imagination
Just as my sex life
seems to be a fading figment
of my dark penetrative
and glad light receptive
co-passionate imagination
And trauma
feels like a figment
of my Master Knows Best addictive history
limiting legitimate compassionate love
to exclude all my body’s wrong
but feels so right
sacred places
Thinking I am a bit queerly curious
about integrity’s 1/0 bigenderal
iconic Taoist co-governance
for health care
giving Light
receiving wealth share
Power
Dipolar Co-arising
convex-1/concave-0
bilaterally co-passionate hot potential
Regenerating ego-1/eco-0 co-empathic mindfulness
appreciating timeless win/win balance
yang-1/yintegral-0 cooperative
Co-invested
since before indigenous wu-wei messages
SunRadiant Light/Earth DarkMoon Powers
Deep wound
whole wombed Black Hole
not-not 0 = +1
holonic co-balancing non-systems
felt pursuing win/win grace
Wind
a penetrating figment from above
seems to become flirtatious
with deep and wide
creation-bearing seas
yearning
churning pregnantly below
Where troubling sleep
becomes a figment
of deprived
traumatized
self v other
win/lose chronic
“Always Lose” re-imagination
As colored in
between white supremacist lines
Black Hole sacred figments
of timeless wounded blues
empty of champion crews
for compassionate thrival news.