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Turning Ballistics into Ballast

“The desire for personal exculpation from the sins of society is a kind of fetish,
akin to solar panels on a 4,000-square-foot house.”

Exemption from our anti-social competition and egocentrism
is a desire for ever more cognitive dissonance
as suboptimization of eco-consciousness,
perpetuating our collective delusion
worshiping at the altar of win-lose competitive markets and choices
as self-perpetuating survival identity,
implied threat of Other’s success,
Earth’s insufficiency to provide,
lifetime’s fleeting universe of opportunity,
failure to trust Time’s timelessly transparent cooperative process.

“What, exactly, is this ‘money power’?”

What is Yang power?

“…I sometimes run into people who have read books…that make a persuasive case for an ancient global conspiracy [B. Fuller, “steering”]
dedicated to a ‘New World Order,’…[of J Macy’s “Active Hope”]
…conspiracy theories give too much credit to the ability of humans
to successfully manage and control complex systems.
Something mysterious is certainly going on,
and the ‘coincidences’ [co-arisings] that people…cite
defy conventional explanation,
but if you’ll allow a moment’s indulgence in metaphysics,
I think ultimately what is happening is that our deep ideologies
and [ecosystemic, DNA-encrypted] belief systems,
and their unconscious shadows [syntax],
generate a matrix of [polymorphic] synchronicities
that looks very much like a [benign] conspiracy
[steering of time’s four-seasoned unfolding].
It is in fact a conspiracy with no [systemic]conspirators.
Everyone is a[n enslaved] puppet,
but there are no puppet-masters.”
[There are few enslaved-slaveowners,
and none who could be systemic freedom-masters.]

(Quotes from Charles Eisenstein, pp. 90-91, Sacred Economy, 2011, Evolver,
comments in brackets and format changes are my own wilderness.)

Enslavement is universal
but cooperative co-arising parasites
are unitarianly powerful.

Slavery is forced ownership of parasite B
by A’s full-time Host agenda.

Slavery, in anthropomorphic cultures,
is collectively ego-morphic
(in contrast to polymorphic nature)
and fear and anger
toward and from which enslaving ownership of Other’s time derives
and predicts to continue,
are also nondually relational,
or “relative,”
as Einstein used the term.

Enslaver force perpetuates Ego’s forceful angry deductions,
self survival through creating victims,
reduction of self
to destroyer of time’s inclusive fullness
as someone who could cooperatively share all Others’ ego-healthy will
for equivalent freedom from freedom to enslave or not,
source of nature’s co-gravitational unfolding,
timeless freedom of self/other co-belonging.

Those nations,
corporations,
families,
tribes,
individuals,
informating biosystems,
with vastly disproportionate wealth deposits,
divorced from cooperative health and well-being investments,
not only steal power’s freedom from those without enough to interdependently thrive,
our unbalanced yangish wealth also steals our own collective mental health,
fearing fair freedom’s inevitable repercussions of evolution,
climatic transitions
struggling to repress nondual codependent enablement
of negentropically transparent ego-death.

On the other hand,
as we feel our most resonant light of wisdom,
as we have checked our intuitions with good multisystemic empirical research
on optimal development of polymorphic polycultures,
interior and exterior landscaped,
both endo- and ecto-symbiotically co-arising evolutionary revolutions,
as we step into our deduct/induct
ballistic/ballast for balancing thresholds of ecological consciousness
and become time’s agent-door,
swinging positively as West deductive,
and double-negatively as East intuitive reiterations,
where West is Left and East is Right harmonics
we learn to ballast these fears and angers in temporal
and proportional alignment
for optimal thermodynamic balance,
and co-arising cooperative love.

This day,
each day,
even these bone-aching heart-breaking days of loneliness,
desperate revolutions of interior/exterior climates,
fear with anger;
This Life’s day
is you, nondual positive/negative correlational-dipolar co-arising.
You co-operatively revolting is your phoenix revolution.
Your Time.
Your Moment.
Our Moment’s timeless time.
Our cooperative ecosystemic life

Turning Self and Other’s competitive and paranoid ballistics
into Ego/Eco’s cooperative ballast
toward Active Revolutionary Hope.

Note: Joanna Macy’s Work That Reconnects is not a conspiracy theory, it is a co-arising systemic theory for active hope to deactivate despair.

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Bucky’s Wealth of Information

Universal information,
like forms of multisystemic diversity,
is composed of fractal syntax,
primally illustrated by noticing RNA,
then DNA,
binomially re-cognizing bilateral temporal memory
as formative id-entity.

Polynomial is to in-form-ionization
as polycultural outcomes are to universal
organic
life-systemic
syntax.

Not-Not Poynomial unitarianism
is both entropic and synergetic-fractal Time bilateral.

Not-Polynomial is neutronic-entropic.

While Double-Negative-Binding Polynomial ex-form-bionization
re-connects double-transparently gravitational ergodic
with ionic/bionic balancing primal syntropic relationship.

Neutronic bipolar information exerts, exforms, exhumes, exhales
a bicameral balancing influence
within our neural systems,
seeking Left-Right dual-transparent-equivalent confluence,
deductive with inductive,
masculine with feminist.

In absence of this abundant neutral Win-Win
neural system normativity,
Ego-Left deductive
remains in diverse stages
of critical-event cognitive/affective/uneffective dissonance,
which can lead to autistic chronic dissonant patterns
of harmonic chaos
between Left’s deductive sensory receptors
and Right’s inductive Elder-RNA Zero-Commons Centric
fractal syntaxed memory storage
and eco-identity patterns,
seasonal as reasonal rhythms
of permacultural optimization regenesis
and co-operative development of Whole Earth organics.

Why do we fear,
self-immunizing subsistence,
mutual resistance?

Why do we love
eco-centric co-arising surrender,
mending,
tending spacetime’s brilliantly fractal-syntactic
synaptic burning bushes of divine humane genius,
natural-spiritual pilot lights,
unveiling polypathic intuition of abundant consciousness?

This HereNow Transmillennial ReGeneration
Be-Longing Co-Redeemers as Co-Operative Global Commune,
with economic Zero-Sum Commons values,
engage positive Zero-Centric ecopsychological practice,
humor’s common sense of permacultural
self-perpetuating redesign
of double-knotting naughty negatives
to produce reproductive positives,
reconnecting what could not not become,
both more and less than already is co-relational.

Co-Revolutionary Boddhisatva Mentors:
breathe in with out
our polynomially double-binding universal fractals
of EcoLogic,
tri-metric seasonal spacetimes of logical redevelopment
unfolding outstretched universal uniting breathe
of time with eco-depth,
re-creation through double-negation
of Winter’s bilateral-temporal discontenting
decomposition,
reverse facing regenerative eco-open analogical systems.

What did we think could not be co-incidental
co-arising/co-gravitating
about rhythms of dissonance
and epicentering patterns
of ecology’s Zero-Balancing
as P=NNP
as Yang=YinYin,
Win-Win co-operative economics?

Nondual co-arising revolution,
building ecological and economic cooperative networks
for positive ecopsychological
polycultural investment,
to cool our post-climatic brow
trending toward flat-line deadly endo/ectosymbiotic trends
of devolving
decomposing competition
between AllEarth’s Health
and HumanNatured Wealth.

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Struggling Love

I know
you know
you stole our property,
our mutual possession,
our sense of co-ownership,
of belonging together
to grow our health forever.

I know
you took it for your sole ungrateful possession,
to use for your co-dependent purposes,
not a subject for open communication,
further evolution of whom we were becoming
together.

You know
I know
you stole our mutually co-arising trust
in cooperative objectives and views and color-filled perceptions,
you removed our room for cooperative gratitude,
replaced with anger and fear of future isolation,
divorce.

We both know
with deeply resonant intuitive integrity,
this critical event in our relationship cannot redeem,
re-direct,
re-connect,
our co-arising healthy trajectory
without mutually acknowledging
our sense of excommunicating loss and suffering
to have stolen
and to have been thereby co-laterally severed
from co-expansive gratitude,
replaced by co-condensing anger burning entropy,
absence of healthy wealth
through love’s reiterating Commons of communication.

We both know
If I am generous toward you,
if I “gift it forward” in your direction,
and you feel gratitude in response,
and express that gratitude through your deeds
and words
then you redeem and co-arise further generosity of love;
While not feeling and/or not expressing gratitude
in non-response
absorbs and dampens and depresses love
into our co-dependent toxicity of habit
where new creative loving life once grew.

We both are sane
as love will grow in our time
and organically chosen,
integratively intended, places,
relationships,
transactions.

We both are crazed
as other competing loves
still hunt and gather to fill in our gaps
and fracturing losses.

We all trust
our cosmological economy of synergy
evolves cooperatively reiterating gratitude,
human naturally reflected in love’s economy
co-arising generosity.

We mistrust
unilateral love, like lust,
so discontenting,
raises encrusted mountains of anger
deep flowing lava rivers of fear.

We respond
with trust and respect and care,
with practice and intent of generosity
until we no longer understand response as gratitude,
until chronic patterns feel empty of generosity returned,
redeemed,
replaced with judgment or apathy
too often swelling into anger and fear,
hunting and gathering and stealing
standing in for trust and respect and care.

I react
unwilling to continue this generous intent
because you steal my trust in our future
as co-arising health.

Struggling but still vigorously healthy love
evolves and sustains co-arising generosity
and mutually reiterative gratitude,
which would be no exception to our daily norm,
our default expectation of nature’s rich abundance,
if not for our mutual lack of gratitude,
iconically captured in Win-Lose economics
and anti-evolutionary cultural assumptions.

Love evolves
mutual economic generosity
as synergy revolves co-arising ecological paradigms,
systems and species,
cooperativity creation,
or love falls unrequited,
unredeemed,
stolen and absorbed into competitive mutual immunity,
heading toward entropically co-condensing selves,
cells of apathy and anger,
cancerous hurt and swollen suffering.

Love is risk
which often pays generous returns,
opportunities to invest further in healthy directions,
in relationships of evolving wealth.

We are free
to choose to stop loving
in response to suffering and ignorance and apathy,
anger and fear and hatred,
aimed at us by those we have invited into our trust;
free to stop responding to loss as mutual theft
with further generosity defusing integrity,
honesty,
because we feel too exhausted to survive
feeding toxic co-dependency
where we would nurture healthy co-redemption
of mutual investment in trust, caring,
this grace of cooperatively co-arising generosity.

I do not know
your quantities and qualities of need
for nurturing your healthy life.
If I have not offered generously
in response to your needs and wants and hopes,
don’t steal from me what was ours to mutually benefit
and then grow angry and fearful of how I may respond;
extend your generosity with me
just enough to help me understand
what you want
that I might have to give with gratitude.

Love is like a mountain,
majestic and beautiful to contemplate,
difficult to climb to the apex,
and harder still to survive there
to accomplish long-term healthy outcomes,
especially through cold winter nights.

Love presents life’s high stakes,
high risks for some nightmares,
high opportunities for some Great Day dreams.

 

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Empowering Health

Positive balances negative energy,
co-arising matter.

Future balances past Time,
co-arising within Space.

Neutral-Draw Yin balances Negative Yin,
co-arising Positive Yang/YinYin healthy wealth.

Positive CommonTime equi-valences Negative “c”
co-arising +/(-)(-) double-binding Zero-PrimeTime bilateral dimension
of light’s emergent speed.

Light as +/(-,-)0 co-arising gravity
square rooted in RNA regenerative enlightenment
as (+/(-/-)ZeroCommons CulturalMetric
within 4 primal spacetime dimensions.

Understanding Elder-hemisphere as Eco-centered “Commons” bilateral,
Time encrypted skeletal-soul cell informating energy;
Comprehending Left-deductive through Ego-centered c-squared
bi-elliptical octave frequency transliterations,
in 4-prime spacetime;
emerges Universal cosmological +/- QBit function
as information/exformation of co-arising matter(s)
co-generating through ProGenitive (0)-sum cooperative ecological economies,
healthy self-optimizing thrival
of Beloved Climaxing Nature.

Verbal logic reveals relationships and transactions
as noun-binomials reveal subjects with their objectives,
to be attained or avoided or confused,
loved or feared
by their co-relational transmutation,
their co-arising praxis,
mutually gravitational life,
precessive and recessive,
inhale expansion toward exhale contraction,
time’s unfolding incarnation
of health and beauty,
sickness and decay,
peace and justice
with violence and suffering struggle,
Left with Right,
Ego with Eco-logical Economics,
Time’s +/(-,-)0 nutritional value,
integrative revolutionary recycles,
co-gravitational QBit trend default strings of P=NNP equivalence,
positive/negative co-arising informating energy,
in (0)-centric Open Universal Bicameral Systems
with Thermodynamic
and Electromagnetic
Yang/Yin Balance.

Co-arising nondual communal communion
silences our screaming segregating ego-defensive screens.
Eco-identity shares faith in hope to yet see
the whites of each Other’s eyes and souls
while we share this warmth of what remains
within our mythic Tribal burning bush,
DNA-encrypted fractal-balancing wisdom,
we can each and all walk away with each other,
not from each other,
understanding differences between what we all need
and what nobody wants,
and we will each and all shine toward this globally inclusive future
with what we each and all need,
and without co-dependent competitive relationships,
toxic to lasting therapeutic coherence.

Revolve Resolve Resonate ReDeem ReMember ReTurn ReConnect
to sustain our co-arising polyculturing time,
our ecosystemic well-being,
our ecotherapeutic homes and communities
and shared vocation,
our cooperative economic transactions of wealth-optimizing health;
this eco-logical,
permanently-enculturing permacultural con-scientific revolution
of co-mentoring within’s paradigms gardening without’s eco-consciousness.

Co-arise this optimally sustained revolution,
this dipolar wealth of meaning for health,
with dissonant noise and chaos for disease,
this robust prose and languaged
consciousness of inclusive bicameral mental health,
this graceful living and breathing and healing poetry,
rhythm, pattern of sound’s reason,
fullness of season;
metaphysically expressed through universal laws of language
and eco-time’s-logic,
while physically expressed through global dancing
and singing
in full RNA-fractal octaves of ringing regenetic circles.

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Knowing Hate: Growing Health

“He who is contented is rich
He who is determined has strength of will.”
Laotse, “Knowing Oneself”

Those who would be effective
and are also ripe for effectiveness,
when contented,
this is contentment with healthy growth
to share our strength of cooperative will.
When determined,
this is determination to continue optimizing contentment
within growing healthy wealth–
doing what is nutritious for yourself,
and those you meet.

Hatred is a love void,
a hybrid of two fuels,
remembered anger co-arising future fear;
these three an unholy trinity of discontentment,
dissonance within the more inclusive potentiality of confluence.

Hate is to ego-centric survival
as love is to eco-centering thrival.

Noticing our hate-power,
whether directed exclusively toward self
or more heatedly encompassing another,
or even the sociopathology of including all others,
is our greatest opportunity,
and risk,
for changing our world through active love.

What do you hate to love
and love to hate?
Struggling with this dissonance
rather than struggling against this chaos
is important to personal and public discernment,
bringing our diverse ego-anthro centers
into nondual co-arising alignment with EarthTribe’s eco-center.

Thrival of the fitting-est,
most synergetic relationship network
presents a loving polycultural environment,
co-operatively Win-Win rooted
to co-arise positive teleology
of all creative natural systems.
Our deepest ecological meaning
is our richest healthy love of self with others.

Hate presents opportunity for determined internal challenge,
within our species, our localities, our families, our individual ego-selves.
This unholy combination of anger about, and fear of, ego-loss and decay
and deadly dissonance
feels more productive as an internal rivalry,
endosymbiotic challenge rather than ectosymbiotic war,
hate-love rivalries,
occasional survival crises,
more frequent for those marginalized
through our collective lack of active love.

There is only the integrity of this moment’s potential
co-arising evolution from ego-loving subjects
toward our health-optimizing eco-inclusive wealth objectives.

We are this HereNow Moment’s integrative,
synergetically positive, polynomial potential,
AND we are fear+anger double-dark
not-not dia-nomial
negatively ambiguous dissonance
within Earth’s consonant harmonics,
either-or with both-and logical,
full-octave balancing polycultural freedom with integrity.

Thomas Kuhn, for example,
was scientifically revolted by incommensurable paradigms,
challenging and defeating BusinessAsUsual
with not-yet-ripe theoretical replacements,
new generations of cause-effects becoming dominant
where they had lived recessively camouflaged
in prior cooperative research within ReceivedView boundary.

Fear of incommensurability
co-arises Darwin’s problem with endosymbiotic evolution
anticipating that the rich must get richer,
without power to explain a more complex philogenetic re-creativity
and genetic interdependence,
co-arising revolutionary trends
of ectosymbiotic cooperative Win-Win evolution
regenerating a more inclusive diastatic balance
of complexly interdependent paradigms
and health/wealth eco-systems.

We each contain two nondual co-arising epicenters of consciousness,
one interior-cathected ego
informing and informed by exterior-encrypted eco-memory,
dia-nucleic double-transparently negative eco-normative
views of natural, con-scientific, scientific,
deductive/inductive
endo/ecto symbiotic evolution.

The potential of a beloved community,
or paradigm,
may resolve more ectosymbiotic hate-struggles of public dissonance
long before proving its endosymbiotic success for my ego-survival.

For anthro and all Earth Tribe thrival,
both ego and eco,
Left and Right hemispheres,
endo within ecto co-arising synergetic Win-Win enculturation,
are important,
just as this primal relationship of within/without evolution
remains important to bicameral conscientific information processors.

Our hated release of ego-center,
to transition toward eco-centrism
is not a once-then-done revolution;
it is our lifelong pilgrimage of co-arising evolution.

Unraveling dissonant ego is optimally healed by reweaving eco-normics.

Embrace our endosymbiotic struggle with self-hatred
or continue drowning in ectosymbiotically climatically critical chaos,
to learn love for hate’s co-arising cosmological consciousness.

 

Labor Day (Vocation Celebration), 2015

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Fear of Death Meets Love of Beloved Life

Freedom from Ego’s death
vistas freedom to eternally recycle Eco’s love for life.

Freedom from competing and hoarding,
envy and jealousy,
craving and Ego’s negatively deduced attachments,
re-presents freedom to fully and deeply
design and deploy,
incubate and cultivate and develop Love’s Co-Operative,
Eco-Solidarity.

Freedom from I-Win so You-Lose Dominator Game Identity
reverses ecosystemic freedoms
toward optimally double-Yin Win-Win CoRegenerator,
born again Earth’s salvation,
esoteric Eco-Terra Tribe of Permaculturists.

Beloved Community dreams incarnating
swimming freestyle flight
from dawn through night
greet eternal twilight’s warm right
evolving double-binding bright ecstatic light,
within identifying without within
just right.

Ego’s fear drains deadly stasis,
until Dominator Ego graces Midway Ego’s Eco-Identity,
love as life flows Eco-Fully,
Earth’s DNA kinutopia.

Fear fertilizes
as anger cultivates functional ego-ionic contraction,
purgation,
reverse-yang force.
Love revolves functional diastasis,
Beloved Climax Polyculturing RNA/DNA Inclusive Community,
reverse double-bound grace-filling information
open-sesame systemic,
full yinyin Win-Win economic ecologic flow.

“Death” and “Life” confuse Ego’s valley volleying language
for Echo’s recycling resonantly resolvant syntax,
universal radiant co-gravitational breath,
deducting Yang inhale dominance
to co-operatively induct YinYin’s binomial exhale.

If fear of love is Quirky,
then love of fear is double-qubitishly Dark.

 

Note: The reference at the end is to quirks and double-qits as in http://www.billlaportebryan.com “Theory of Everything”. I believe what Laporte-Bryan calls “qits” are what others call qubits, but qits, unlike qubits, are quintessentially binomial boundary, temporal-only, placeholder function, which appear as a prime-binary, mutually heuristic balanced divide, in digital organization of analogical information. If so, then “polynomial” information is also, more specifically, quintessentially binomial-co-relational, temporally-coincidental, information. This may also be related to larger issues within paradox and language about why double-negative information is redundantly dipolar with positive information, and why Not-Not Polynomial Iconic Language as algorithm is formally equivalent to Polynomial (Positively-expressed Binomial) Language. See the Clay Math Challenge, P v. NP.

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Dr. Fuller’s Hot Mess

Let’s start with one shared understanding:
life is a more dynamically relational synonym for “nature”.

So when we ask,
What is the purpose of life?
we are also asking,
What is nature’s purpose?
which sounds similar to asking if evolution is teleological.

What if we collectively imagined that life
is to “regenerative enlightenment”
as death is to “degenerative deduction”?

If life is the praxis of love’s synergetic intent,
and death is the oppositional purgation of ego-deduction,
perhaps dying is an entropic boundary
balanced between beloved life and negentropic
non-ergodic
not-ionic
eternally harmonic eco-syntaxed time.

Ionic double-binding balancing boundary issues of nature
develop iconic boundary issues of life’s enculturation,
like racial and gender and economic and ecological entitlements and enslavements,
monopolistic possessiveness and neglectful dispossession of relationship,
over-attachment to left-hemispheric ego identity
as over-detachment from right-hemispheric eco-ionic devolution,
domination of Left-ego as undervaluing of Earth’s Universalist Natural Rights
for balancing life’s integrative potential with death to ego-dominance.

Entropy as cognitive dissonance boundary space
and ergodic eco-holonic economy of tipping point rudder dynamics,
the “camouflage” of Taoism,
the double-bonding ambiguity of time’s always-present function,
the TrimTab path toward slowly adjusting time’s cultural rudder
toward regeneratively co-redemptive life
as comprehensive consciousness.

Freedom from fear of ego-death
revolves to face freedom to love
eco-integrative,
synergetic,
regeneratively natural life.

What we have is a failure to communicate,
a deductive-dominant ego-governed economic culture,
what we want is a co-redemptive
deduct-ego WITH induct-eco
bicameral meta-physicality of nature and life
AND
binomial physicality of nature’s temporal folding WITH unfolding
eternally balancing moment of Time
as comprehensive consciousness,
universal intelligence,
uni-versed in-telling narrative of in-formating spacetime.

Our eco-culturally balanced Commons underlying spacetime’s relativity
is time’s primally bilateral (0)-sum omnipresent
ubiquitous
co-incidental
collateral integrity.

If a deductive
extractive
possessively dominant economic monoculture
is the opposite of a redemptive
intuitive
dispossessive eco-normic polyculture,
then a balancing co-redemptive boundary of cognitive dissonance
heuristically challenges contentiousness
mendacity
hypocrisy
lack of balanced left-ego with right-eco-prehensive consciousness,
dissonance within our conscientific revolutionary learning space.

Deduction divides and separates values
redeemed through subsequent correlation and re-integration.

The opposite of synergy and love
is fear and anger about ex-formation’s undervalued
understoried
camouflaged negentropic root source,
reversing time’s disforming strings of syntax
back and forth toward Alpha’s Dark Vortex of (0)Mega Vertex.

Time’s double-binding syntax evolves toward recreative spatial stimuli
as positively balanced language evolves toward decompositional response.

RNA’s 4-dimensional syntax evolved DNA’s regenerative enculturation
as language struggles to comprehend binomial-fractal double-bound DNA syntax
as comprehensively regenerative consciousness
of this 3-space and 1-primetime equi-valent (0) centric uni-versed string
of in-formating theorem.

If Polynomial “Real-Time” Information
were not equivalent to Not-Not Binomial Exformation,
then electromagnetic balance would no longer be +radiant OVER (-,-)mutually gravitational energy waves,
thermodynamic balance would no longer be synergy OVER negentropy
in an ionically regenerative open universal system,
rather than the timelessness of entropic closed-universal chaos,
the power of cooperative relationships would no longer resolve
the disempowerment of competitive domination,
the economy of cooperative synergetics
would no longer balance time’s eco-redemptive presence.

If the purpose of life
is the meaning of nature’s evolution
toward harmonic freedom between ego- and eco-enculturing consciousness,
then unbalanced fear and anger about death and dying
will continue to distort our economics,
health policies and procedures,
vocational and residential formation,
ecological balance,
and regenetic harmonious integrity
as Earth’s polyculturally diastatic contentment,
peace with co-passioned
co-operating
transpeciating correlational justice,
Beloved Climax Community.

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Redeemer Howl

Forgive me
for soundly sleeping while you silently weep,
for bold breathing while you belligerently wilt,
for heart beating strong and true
without you and yours,
dust fore-given free.

Challenge us
to never swim without you,
to always win to win rich blues,
love’s lusty inclusion,
heroic trust.

Relent me
for needing to win
on backs aching with loss
for balancing harmonic dross
while children drift to sea
sons and daughters without home
except hunger to live free.

Redeem me
with my up-front birth deposit
within a more nurturent wombing sea,
no choice specific to how I might be,
or not become,
a fairly well-fed lottery ticket
avoiding your draft for violence,
ballistic anger,
seasoning sorrow
for a tomorrow without rational hope
of better than today
or last,
with all those wished-for lasts before,
your chronic path through over-populated messages
that black
and brown
and red
and victimed,
and oppressed,
and unhealthy subliminal suppressed lives do not fucking matter,
poverty trends to eat our young
to digest in tumors of rich fat deposits
before children can leaven hope to ever fly together
through a deeper embracing ecology.

Know me,
your nature’s genetic parasite
afraid of my own absorption
within our regenetic forested wild
while I sleep
to the beat
of a defenseless child
born too soon for time’s enrapture,
born without face
that splatters through dull culture’s consciousness,
no matter
if some grow fatter
while flowers fade
and next year’s seeds cease speaking
within their silo tree,
while others climb her privileged branches
to grow free.

Free me,
from this relentless suboptimizing justice,
for placing lack of empathy
where surplus of antipathy
breathed and smoldered more honestly,
relentlessly burning warrior hearts
in passioned love with eco-we,
reclaiming corporate integrity for ego-me,
free from investing in slow death silence,
quiet laissez-faire mediocrity,
free to live Earth’s incubator nest
of webbing life,
time’s space to be,
letting go of life alone at sea
to invest in fear of death as we
becoming, reconnecting me to echo Earth’s harmonic frequency,
to cosmic jazz-dance solar light of free,
with power to feel your beat as me.

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Peaceful Losers

Patching up enslaving hatred is sure to leave some hated aftermath.
How can this be regarded as tolerable,
these interior human natured self-hatred transgenerational aftershocks?
Therefore Wisdom holds the Yang as Loser paradoxical space,
And does not dispossess guilt toward any Winners.
Virtue, like indentured servitude, is for coredemptive patching up;
Violence of enslaving hatred is for assigning Loser guilt.
But, the way of wisdom is partial toward inclusive Winners;
Siding only with coredemptive dispossessive losers
of enslavement, possession, cancerous wealth of entitled self-hatred
and fear of death as loss.

Knock Knock.

Who’s there?

Slave.

Oh, well, first, ummm…Slave whom?
And, second, are you sure you intend to knock
on my front door?

First, Slave Hater.
Second, does that sufficiently answer your question?

No, not really, Slave Hater could be most anyone I’ve ever met;
this really doesn’t help me figure out who you are
knocking on my door
in this eternal moment.

So why don’t you open your door
to answer your own fearful questions
about my Hater identity?

Because anyone I would welcome into my life
would never knock first.

What does that say about your identity?
Who are you,
a 24-7 pit stop
only open for those who have a key to you?

That doesn’t sound quite right,
but perhaps not wrong either.

Well then it sounds like we are a good fit.
I’m Slave Hater,
both not quite right or wrong
for your passive-aggressive locked door
Win-Lose logistical strategy.

Wait a minute,
I didn’t say I’m passive aggressive,
and everybody I know locks their door
to win some safety from losers.

But you do say you are passive-aggressive
in your habitual practice of reminding those around you
of what you did not say or do.
You have less empathy for enslaved losers
than fear of becoming one yourself.
Don’t worry so much about it,
all us losers already know you’re a loser too
and we will feel comforted by learning
that you finally recognize you are one of us self-haters.
It’s OK,
really.
You hope that hanging onto that one last key
in your pocket
means you’re not a total loser.
It does.
OK?
No one intends to dispute that,
at least no one you are ever likely to meet
to know and learn to love,
as long as you totally invest in that last sole-Winner key.

Patching up a great hatred
is sure to leave some hatred outside
and behind,
downstream for future struggling memories
dreams
and generations.

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Redeeming Time’s Investment

He took his morning seat
to hear the Sage’s sonnet,
“On Punishment”:

“The people are not afraid of death;
Why threaten them with death?
Supposing that the people are afraid of death,
and we can seize and kill the unruly,
Who would dare to do so?
Often it happens that the executioner is killed.
and to take the place of the executioner
Is like handling the hatchet for the master carpenter.
He who handles the hatchet for the master carpenter
Seldom escapes injury to his hands.”
(“The Wisdom of Laotse”, Lin Yutang (ed.), 1948, Modern Library, p. 300)

He drifted off and on and in and out
as gathering dusk redreamed:
Enlightening people are not afraid of losing time;
Why threaten them with loss?
Supposing they learn fear of untimely death,
And would seize and kill unruly incarnations,
Who would be wise enough to do so?

Often it happens that prophets are killed
to take the place of omniscient justice.
Redemption of another’s investment
is like handling the wu-wei hatchet for the master carpenter,
He who handles the master carpenter’s trimming points
pruning just discernment and balancing design
Seldom escapes injury to crucified hands.

Jesus was a master carpenter?
Teaching wu-wei design
and fishermanic skills
in a school of fishy men.
His self-optimizing teaching was redemptively mentored,
as is ours,
graduating from dominating executioners of time’s incarnate investments,
to commence mutual-mentoring global cooperative design.

We take each morning’s messianic seat
to invest our wise redemption.

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