Freedom from death
bounds freedom to fully live,
As freedom from over-competition
reconnects freedom to deeply cooperate,
As freedom from Win-Lose YangGame Strategy
opens ecosystemic freedom to optimally double-YinWin-Win
EcoLogistics,
born-again regeneration,
Beloved Dreams incarnating
freestyle swimming flight
from dawn through night
greets eternal dawn’s adventure
blinding bright ecstatic spiral light,
within…without…reiterate-within…
just right centering delight.
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Sometimes Its Too Dark Inside
We all feel like
dying to get out of here
at least sometimes;
a meeting
a relationship
a job
a car or bus or airplane
a house or apartment
a nation or state
a Party or clan
a faith community or PTA.
This is about the reverse view:
living to get out of there.
How is my competitive praxis
hunting for,
and haunted by,
fear
anger
death-love
dissonance
despair
autistic and/or suicidal images and fascination,
anxiety and psychopathology
sociopathology
ecopathology?
And,
when does our cooperative praxis
and intent
hunt most ubiquitously,
coincidentally,
omnipresently and generically,
hopefully,
affectively, effectively, and efficiently,
sustainably, optimally, and faithfully,
permaculturally and polypathically,
for love and active peace,
cooperative vocations
fairness
balance
equivalent value for equitable natural nutritional merit,
medicine,
joy,
laughter and humor therapy,
rapture and ecstasy,
light and enlightenment,
primally eternal and sacred relationship?
Perhaps when we globally comprehend
that love is to human-nature’s spirit
as medicine is to all nature systems;
that the dynamism of polycultural-polypathic love is to spiritual systems
as the dynamic power of permacultural ecotherapy is to natural systems;
that life is to synergetically cooperative love,
as death is to entropically non-polynomial terror of eisegetical isolation
as the reposed destiny of universal prime relationship,
adventuring toward +/(-)(-)(0) negentropic global evolutionary exposure.
Perhaps when we culturally and religiously
and metrically and scientifically
define Prime Relationship
as (0) Core Vector Beloved Community’s Tao
and Thermodynamic Double-Binding Temporal Principle
of Harmonic-Octave-Frequency Energy-Optimization Balance
and Sustainable Emergent Systemic-Holonic Climax Communion.
Perhaps we learn cognitive dissonance distinction
between thinking of death and fear as “goodbye,”
missed opportunities,
“that’s behind me!”
and simultaneously comprehending dissonance and anger
as “farewell,”
teachable contiguous moments for global and personal well-being,
love and active peace with justice for each and all,
including Self, Other, and Earth.
When we learn to begin each gathering with passing peaceful pipe,
communing our communion,
silencing our background screams,
co-passioning our minds full together with each Other,
in shared faith that before we can no longer see
whites of each Others’ eyes and bleached true souls,
while we share this warmth of Tribal burning bush
DNA-inclusive Wisdom-Presence,
we will each and all walk away from each Other
understanding differences between what we need v. want,
AND we will each and all walk toward our global future
with reconnected commitment to what we each and all NEED
to sustain our permaculturing lives and loves,
our racial polyculturing regenetic ribbon rhapsody,
our ecosystemic well-being,
our ecotherapeutic homes and communities
and vocations,
and economic trans-actional systems
and networks of positively slow-trending information,
and eco-logical scientific revolution of religion,
of nature-spirit paradigms,
Universal Natural Systemic Wisdom-Tao of Design and Development
with optimal Continuous Quality Improvement standards
and normative-therapeutic Prime Principle
of P=NP Equivalence
= Yang + Yin
= (0) Core Tao Beloved Organic Balance.
“To return to the root is Repose;
It is called going back to one’s Destiny.”
Laotse
Destiny is both new birth cry for air’s incoming flight
and final breath extended,
coincidentally incarnational,
incubating speciating Space with timely Time.
Death Within Life
I have learned about external death,
absence of life,
found beyond this body’s borders of place and time,
outside Ego’s hunting season of here and now.
But, news to me,
whether good or bad I still can’t quite say
or think,
death lurking within,
stalking,
tempting,
discouraging,
dissonating,
decomposing,
deducing,
enthymematically implicating,
adventurously waiting for freestyle swimming
in polycultured octave lights and sound
of gravitating rainspiral frequencies,
soaring flight of dark-fearless insight.
We each evolve holons of SuperEco’s Universe,
RNA Identity,
interdependent
yet fully complete
within each eternal moment
of Prime Relationship
between space and time,
Yang and Yin,
Uracil and Cytosine,
Ego and darkly fertile Earth resonant Eco-Comprehension
Polyculturing Compost,
exegetical Commons of
mind and heart,
nature and spirit,
divine and human coincidental present,
Presence,
interdependent gift of karmic grace,
wu wei peace greeting
meeting just-sufficient
sublimely intimate exquisite forms
of Here and Now.
Internal death implies our more comprehensive integrity
of timelessly cooperative potential,
free of fear of siloed failure,
silent screaming dissonance,
diseased autonomy of heart
and eisegetic isolated mind.
Love as synergy of life and death,
confluence and dissonance;
lack of full metasystemic morphosis,
incomplete transductive love,
creates fantasies,
illusion and mythos,
language and liturgy,
mindful heartfelt freedom
limned and boundaried,
defined by incarnating power flow and function
in this time and place,
both dissonantly disturbing and warmly resonant narratives
unfolding culture’s nutrients,
hidden within history’s hard-bound evolving covers.
Belover Communication
What purpose do I choose to live;
remaining aloof from evil practice and intent?
What meaning can we find for life
that could transcend our individual absence of identity?
Original Intent uncovers love’s revolutionary invitation
into mutual belonging.
What is this love, synergy, active peace-filling justice
of mindful compassion and contentment
here and now extending forward and backward
across all times and distinctions of identity?
Perfect love voids anger and fear,
confluent confidence overwhelmingly absorbing dissonance
as difference.
Anger dissipates without an enemy to target
through proactive and generously proportioned kindness,
pay-it-forward redemptive
contented
balanced Id/SuperEco value,
as Yin/Yang,
as double-binding negative vortex
over positive (0)-Soul Teleological Prime Relationship
of Tao.
Fear fades coincidentally
as love fulfills its trembling place,
grows naked without tools or weapons,
merely minds and hearts and bodies
as interdependent natural systems,
to transform our metamorphic place,
confining dissonating heat to sweaty race,
pace,
embrace,
and challenges intending long-term primal cooperation
within timeless all EcoEntity.
Edenic life ionically balancing ergodic recreation,
finding humor in ego’s hateful quaking,
double-binding double-negative monoculture
of Lose-Lose mutually mindless monopolistic dis-ecosystems.
All Yang,
no yin,
original over-deductive sin,
omitting half our good potential,
intuitively discovered as only half-bad,
not not Original Intent
of Polyculturally Multisystemic Harmony.
This prime relationship
between eco-logical mind and eco-normic heart
incarnates polypathically:
invest in what you and we all love most,
to disinvest in what we fear.
Multisystemically therapeutic,
like our human DNA-live organic relationships,
swallowing backward-evil monotemporal wrong directions,
biological folding and unfolding,
as passive-solar nuclear fusion of mind and heart.
Just-Right Vitamin D counteracts Despair.
Actively cooperative economic design,
intent,
assumptions,
fuel polyculturally multisystemic therapy,
as competitive Lose-Lose overly-sustained practices
feed anger,
silos of mortal fear,
suffering,
feeding into monopolistic
monochromatic
mindless
monocultures of Black Hole entropic misappropriation,
and socioeconomic pathology.
Black Hole economic competition
never ends with enough for ME.
Ecological binding cooperation
never ends without sufficiency for WE,
consumers and producers,
regenerators and redeemers.
If we don’t fly apart first,
we might learn to fly and swim together
in full-fueled nutritionally organic markets
with permaculturally optimized design,
square rooted in full-living values
appositionally tipping,
syncing,
swaying and dancing,
smooth-structured away from mortally feared dissonance,
WEself-identity immune pathology.
Within and on,
under and over,
before and after,
above and below
Midway’s natural systemic Tao,
P=NP
as,
because,
equivalently,
coincidentally
Yang=ReverseYin.
Evil is to dissonant-revol…, eco-fear and echoing anger,
as live be lover;
as alien competitors
absorb ionic re-balancing mutual redeemers.
Life’s Midway
Our body is only a cloak;
seek the one who has dressed you,
heed not the dress.
Midway means nothing to infinity.
When totally immersed in pursuits that you love,
illness and pain won’t distract you.
Midway means nothing to infinity.
I wonder why when a bird
clearly sees the trap laid out for her,
she’s still drawn to fly straight in!
Midway means nothing to infinity.
Rumi (M Mafi translation)
Midway means nothing (0) to binomial time,
captured between a polynomial past and not-so-unpredictably resolving,
resonantly revolutionary,
mutually redemptive future,
where science religions polycultural metrics of infinitely wise and lovely bodies
discovering Interior Landscape’s analogical ecology of evolution v. revolution,
diastatic compost mirroring and absorbing Earth’s nutrient streams and flows,
functions and (0)-core frequencies
of energy and life,
development and design,
decomposition and regenesis,
organically fertilized farming
Prime Relationships of loving peace-filled fairness
in Beloved Climax Communities.
Space means nothing to Time, as
Midway means nothing to Infinity,
as Midway equals Polynomial +Left-Deductive
reiteratively dancing with(-)(-)Polynomial (-)Right-Inductive,
as Yang-convex + Yin-concave = [(0)logic Tao]
balances Infinity’s Prime Relationship
between Here and Now cooperative economic ecologic,
meeting Economic Design CQI,
Globally Synergetic Optimization,
Natural System Development Standards
of ecotherapeutic orthopraxis
thermodynamic balance
and electromagnetic 4-equivalent dimensional spacetime Commons function.
Adults grow from children
deep learning prime relationship
between isolating comedic ridicule
and mutually humored information
emerging from both self and other,
confluently sometimes,
while other times only through sustained cognitive dissonance,
hard birthing events,
yet both confluent Yang/Yin harmony
and dissonant Yang-dominance
unveil redemptive merit
for polyparadigmatic comprehension of other complex
chaotic
stressful
discontented love relationships.
Shared joy and beauty and goodness and wisdom
multisystemically regenerate
when polyculturally analyzed and decomposed
discussed and discerned
remembered and reconnected and religioned
reflected and redeemed
with karmic grace intent,
grateful noticing as-is here and now,
cooperatively redemptive practice,
mutually mentoring synergetic design,
incarnating Boddhisatva Messiahs and Prophets,
Teachers who are first EcoTherapeutic Listeners,
thus permaculturing orthopractors.
Zero Space is Infinite Time
at Her best
wisely resonant Beauty
YangBeing what we are YinBecoming-Balanced
diastatically enculturing internal Climax Communities,
both YangJustStrength and YinOrganicBeauty EcoTherapists
enjoying our ride,
avoiding “I am Ego-Special” feelings
if only because catastrophic paranoia and megalomania both grow contagiously sad and angry,
slowly
transitioning
returning to a self-regenerating dream of
Beloved Community Teleology and Orthopraxis
of active peace absorbing issues of lack-of-time fears
such as mortality and death and climatic survival
as something darker than a shadow chasing Infinite Light
and Midway as something other than this revolving ride between
our SuperEco One,
our Love,
our Contentment,
our being and belonging
where Here greets Now greets Here
eternal cooperative economic ecotherapeutic information
redundantly and inclusively unfolding
enculturing
binomial/binary un-double-knotting systemic QBit string
of prime fractal-telecometric Beloved Community.
Midway is nothing to Infinity
as (-)(-) balancing information-bits grow everytimely
ecotherapeutic (+) prime Eulerian relationship function,
(0) Core Vector/Vortex Fullerian crystal-fractal spacetime.
Id is nothing to SuperEco
as ego-centrism confluently optimizes resonance
with Right-brained eco-natural systemic encoded DNA/RNA
SuperEco Metric Regenerative Optimization Systems,
both thermodynamic and electromagnetic.
Here is nothing to Now
as Now is Comprehensive Coincident Intelligence
regenerating SuperEco Tao.
Fear is nothing to Love
as Love loses everything to Fear of Time’s Unresolved Absence,
as Absence of Fear enculturates Beloved Communities,
Exterior/Interior Prime (0)-sum Balancing Cooperative Landscapes.
Here means everything to Now
as Midway means nothing to Infinity
unfolding permaculturing past
enfolding polycultural future promise.
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Heads Will Roll with Laughter
What to do,
how respond,
to totalitarian tyranny in someone else’s home
or community
or economy?
OK, good question, I hope,
yet with ample precedent in polycultural battles
to attain harmonious balance
where we have become monopolistically lost.
What do you do,
how respond,
to monocultural stimuli advancing in your own heart,
across your backyard?
When death stalks you,
declares you alien to life’s current probabilities
of rationally redeeming praxis,
when your friends recognize your karma
arcing from past memories
inviting evolution’s highly personal fragile future?
What do you do when you fear
your ego and relationships of love,
and sometimes even faint suggestion of domestic peace,
may realistically be at an unwelcome end?
I tend to ask myself,
then those around me,
profoundly wise questions:
Have I done something to tick you off?
Why this tyranny,
where is the winning function of decay,
mayhem, mercenary merciless mob
thuggish behavior?
Who is winning what in this long-hot summer
of monopolistic habits, norms,
assumptions of egocentric,
rather than ecologic,
zero-sum lose-lose strategies
and principles of economics?
Who designed such chaos?
And, my answer always echoes
resoundingly back across our Eternal Transitional Moment,
“no one,
this is a fool’s game we witness.”
So, whether this totalitarian monocultural weedpatch
of a socioeconomic culture is your own
or your neighbor’s
or your larger DNA/RNA-rooted and regenerative cousins
trees
seas
stardust Elders,
if you know them as interdependent relationships
within EcoTherapeutic Praxis
we mentor with, by, and for each Other,
continue to water your cooperative flowers
and ignore that violent weedish autocrat
suffering from too much yang,
too little yin flexibility and graceful mind
and inclusively grateful breath.
If you can’t win them back,
join them in laughter at ourselves
for being such an autistically exclusive species,
distracted by our own solar spots and days gone solo,
we forget we’re all in our mess together,
whether we aim ballistics at eco-systemic hearts,
and wallets, and purses,
and values,
or not.
When my teenagers cannot believe they need not fear me,
because my actions tell them otherwise,
according to their diverse abilities,
they laugh with me.
This laughter always surprises
I cannot retain my fear and anger,
but maybe a little suffering,
and my daughter shuns me,
and my older sons ask me what is my problem?
It helps when they remember to ask with kindness
and patience with my pain and fear
and cherished suffering.
So, why not a simple email from one head of state,
tribe,
community,
household,
to Other:
I can see you are suffering catastrophic loss
of wealth and happiness,
your nutrients are leaking,
your polycultures fade
and your monocultural trend is sharply rising,
how can we help?
Sometimes I’m in no mood to talk.
I want to hang on to my suffering,
to fully harvest its positive lessons.
Sometimes I’m in a mood
to not tolerate shunning
from Ms. Oppositional Daughter,
but my son who cannot speak,
understands no language beyond rhythm and resonance,
language as music in personal keys and chords,
when he laughs at my vast righteousness,
I melt and wilt
to join his polycultural revolution
of atmosphere
attention
primal assumption of mutual gratitude,
we will always laugh together
as we have throughout our incarnations.
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Active Peace
Polycultural and permacultural,
space and time growth of human communication,
information systems,
common understanding,
Commons economics,
and ultimate integrity of all human concern
and evolution’s informed coordination,
coincidental endosymbiotic cooperation,
karmic incarnation,
of love’s redemptive initiatives–
these harvest active peace.
Anger dissipates without an enemy to target
through acts of kindness.
Fear fades coincidentally
as strong-tempered love fulfills its trembling place,
transformed polymorphic place,
Edenic life ionically balancing,
finding humor in ego’s hateful quaking
monoculturing systemic dissipation.
All Yang,
no Yin,
original sin,
not Original Intent
of polyculturally balanced
Prime Principle of Universal EcoLogic.
Indeed,
P must reverse-valent NP,
as Yang reverses Yin,
as Tao’s enculturing skin economically responds
to namaste invitations from sunlight’s Vitamin D.
Photosynthesis enlightens binomial polycultures
and regenetic string theory.
Anger and fear burn monopolistically synaptic,
like sunlight on unprotected skin,
when and where
perma- and poly-
P does not
unfortunately
equal NP.
Baptism is to water and air systems
as photosynthesis is to light and soil rooting systems
as yang is to binomial implicating yin,
thusly thereforeversomuchly,
(and exhaustedly)
P DOES = NP!!!
so let’s move on with this Green Revolution
of active peace.
I need a nappy.
When Bears and Pigs Fly
Fear and violence and guilty judgment
display synaptically sharp,
competing “Loser!” skittish economies.
Love and active peace sustain buoyance,
resilience,
robustly revolving away
from red skies of mourning;
cooperatively mutual Win-Win
ecology of evolution.
You want so badly to fly your competing belief kites,
and faith,
for your string to remain confidently taut,
vibrantly humming and singing your self-righteousness,
intrinsic value and merit,
for your eisegesis to transcend up and out
catching our multi-cultural wind,
decomposing old ways of competing
as we bow to your better judgment,
declaring your Orthodox wisdom kite
the Winner!
Still,
your kite won’t fly this way,
or hasn’t after all these frustrating
lean growing years of learning your faith
in competing paradigms,
where one must be more right,
the best kite,
but really not just the best,
because you would love to obliterate
all inkiting competition.
Your self-righteous judgment
reads and studies why you must be elite
to lead us losers behind.
Meanwhile, some of us are relearning,
re-ligioning,
reconnecting,
reweaving kites flying best together
like wedges of geese
balanced and resiliently squawking
our glad tidings,
“It’s warmer south,
and colder north,
and vice versa,
depending on which habitual hemisphere
you dominantly favor.”
Together we catch post-millennial wind
to soar our joyously cooperating kites,
a Golden self-regenerative economy of inclusive grace.
If your eisegetical kite won’t fly right,
if your EarthTribe can’t hear or understand
or care about what you have to proclaim,
listen deeper
to find how high
your kite might float
in richer racing flowstreams,
as positive deviant diversity
among mutually mentoring companions,
quacking our coincidental ecologic.
We find each Other’s incarnated contours,
adjusting,
nuancing,
merging one breath,
two resonant heartbeat kites,
then three….
Then rise to fly apart.
Floating back,
breathe,
sustain mutual listening,
sync-rhythmic vibrant revolution
spiraling up and away,
soaring eastern harmonies,
dancing inkited breeze.
Left-Right well-bowed bicameral sparring confluence
balancing peace
toward mutual gratitude,
centering mindfulness soaring regeneratively up
reducing tipping-tail dissonance and stress,
waving down to smile this namaste.
Leaning left proposes inspiration,
flexing right disposes expiration,
together swelling prime (0) spinal soul,
our permacultural kite-fly system
fractally equivalent encoding,
air-born swimming,
interdependent open systemic balance,
which was our Original Intent,
to reach up toward bicameral balancing flight,
as Left breathes in
Right breathes back out as gift to Earth,
with positively positioning
evolutionary gratitude.
Breathing out what you breathe in,
breathing in what you breath out,
inspiring information,
expiring exformation,
my Yang inhale our Yin exhale,
my Yin exhale our Yang inhale,
balancing (0)-sum ecologic stress,
flying our long-taled nest.
Red Sky At Night…
Once upon a nightime grim
all creatures of Earth dreamed
our Mother was not enough for everyone,
just “me.”
This collective nightmare thunderously rolled out
dark implications:
Earth is insufficient for our needs!
We live in Closed Systems of immunity,
heading toward decay!
EarthTribe is not enough to sustain all this life!
I am not enough, yet!
I do not have enough, yet!
When someone grabs from me
they steal from my self-identity!
Grab back!
When someone strikes and hits to hurt,
is mean to those I care about,
I hit back!
with self-righteous flashing anger,
equity and integrity mere dormant values.
They must learn
or I may perish!
With such dark dreams
our primal twins,
Yang and Yin,
thrashed about in tangled sheets
each unaware of Other’s parallel flight
within this blue-black brackish night,
til Yang whacked Yin upside the head
completely unaware of how this would unfold.
So Yin hit back in fright
and soon this ruckus raised a violent alarm
among their household, neighbors, Tribe.
This outrage spread
sweeping across land and oceans
then back again to where it all began
until exhausted and dark bruised
all earthbound life fell down unconscious.
Within this loss of self-defense,
our open-handed peaceful nest,
dawn quietly crept toward abundant light
for all to feel and hear and touch
her sobbing singing warming beauty.
Scent of sun-baked cotton sheets
invites Yin’s eyes to uncover sight
of radiant light
abundantly growing nutrient wealth,
a yeasty compost sustaining interweaving life,
incarnating karmic response to each species’ evolving wants
and worthy hope.
As her awareness of Earth’s vast creation
lit her eyes of self-discovery
dawn’s diastasis filled hearts and minds
of all coincidental early risers.
We woke uncovered to discover immensity of life
and color swarming far beyond our needs,
nutrients absorbed for taste, and touch, and scent, and sound,
and sight, freely accessed to fit each synchronic need,
each longing to belong,
each Self fading into and out of Other,
sufficient place for each species’ time and space.
Last night’s primal screams of insufficiency replaced
by dawn’s ecology of karmic grace.
Yang woke alarmed at loss of cover.
His arms flew out to hide his fall
from dawn’s radical gift of generosity
and harmonic praxis.
And, in so doing, he hit Yin’s head.
This blow did smart
but seeded tears of redeemer healing.
Yin justly smiled and absorbed around
reminding Yang she is his graceful mentor
interpreting his dreams.
She sang with harmony enveloping unredeemed dissonance and disease,
hope for suffering and insanity’s dark lessons,
dawn’s well-lit vocation for us all
softly individuating within Earth’s optimizing life,
all brittle boundaries of mutual immunity
relaxing into resonance.
In this Transition Time from dark competing violence,
we remain cooperatively nested within Earth’s well-being,
so, dear Yang,
return toward redemptive rest,
regenerating memory seeds,
stringing songs dancing back,
back to stardust’s Ecologic Elders.
Fear and violence display synaptically sharp;
competitive “Loser!” economies;
love’s justice peace remains buoyant, resilient, robustly evolving
cooperating mutual winner revolution
away from red skies of mourning.
Face to Face Reweaving
I remember feeling special
hoping for a path beyond the Law of reason
with shamanic powers
to grasp and change
and save myself,
my family from death,
uninvited decay and dissonance.
Owl came to whisper
“Shaman-child, be born again”
I was afraid to die with Her.
Purgation feels wrong and putrid,
an offense to creating hope and faith.
This death would be too common
for my Self-potential Shaman.
Bear came to teach me
hibernation’s coincidental embrace,
and not death.
My cave of fear is where I sleep
until spacetime is ready
to call forth one of her eternal pearls.
One among all, each with our place
and time to shine
smooth-structured
fluid,
a reincarnating pearl
well-strung strong
in harmonious round octave
to carry forth our future
pearl of paradise.
Yet still I want and wait and balk and fear
disgraced ungrateful,
ungraced disgrateful,
wishing victory for my silent cave
of dark potential integrity.
If I could make it so
I would,
to call out Spring of hope at last
our season of regenesis,
but are we ready?
So still I wait and balk and fear.
I confuse my faith
with our self-consciousness.
Raven calls the Shaman call
within Elder cave’s cell-consciousness;
regenesis is always near
between tomorrow and right now.
We are only this integrity,
Eternal Moment’s potentiality
toward vast polyculturant affection
through present’s winnowing comparison
with past negative effects.
Shared black silo of fearful smothering
alone without relationship to space or time.
Turn around.
Our positive pilgrimage rises convexly,
together toward expanding solidarity.
With obedient trepidation
I face about to face the face
Other knows about,
with timid voice, I hesitate,
“Does the Shaman assembly accept your verdict?”
It’s not my place to speak this way
but silence screams back to me
“Okay.”
More confident with building hope
“Does our shamanic assembly accept our verdict?”
Again the reconnecting cave of reconciliating
silent wisdom string
stretching back through cultured history of pearls.
Incarnating faith,
with graceful dance of presence,
“Do we accept present integrity
of future’s positive promise?”
I sing our dance
reechoing strings of eco-normic pearls
toward future’s present past.
Permacultured pearls prance prescient presence.
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