Children fill in leaking emotional cracks
in home and family’s nurturing support
with blind lies of eternal ever after happiness
grasped quickly
before adolescence turns out their light.
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Kafka Conversation
“Women are traps
that lay for men
everywhere”
said Franz Kafka,
“in order to drag them into the infinite.”
Maybe.
But why not,
Women are incense
that invite men and other women
and all genders in-between everywhere
into the infinite.
Woodland Lakes
Woodland lakes require making room for joy
and leaving rooms of gloom
for ruminating sadness
below reflecting forests,
where senses quickly fade toward death.
Making room for glad
baking lands of maddening sad
with wood fuels
released from trees
rooted in landscapes
emerging from seas of perpetual badness.
If positive polynomial polypaths
from woodland lakes for beauty
and repose
then so too
all notnot monomial monopaths lead to double negatives,
as time squared marches
to soft-lit tunes
and souls of woodland lakes;
where sad predicts glad
as bad follows good
as mad seeks balanced polypathic outcomes
floating on glass forested double-binding surfaces
of and with and in and under
as above lakes of woodlands.
Not truly seen
if not felt,
more fairly heard
when seeing
all this lake’s past waters
sinking up to down again
as sun spins round to set.
Woodland lakes
best heard and smelled
in tasty half-filled landscapes.
Outrageous Raves
I doubt the opposite of bliss
could be hate,
for bliss blinds synaptic
and fast-fades ephemeral,
as if it too soon
had never been.
Hate broods and breeds
festers and feeds
on past angry memories
fading forward future fears
of empty echoing
hot flowing paranoia
feasting on should have beens,
could have becomes,
if not for ruinous mortality.
In life’s end,
defeat,
in our beginning,
terror of relentless terror.
No, I sense the opposite of bliss
is rage,
blindingly synaptic,
fading back to slow-burning distrust
of life’s long-suffering challenges,
anthro on anthro.
At least, I cannot recall rage
about the weather,
or mosquitoes,
or even swarming bees.
Rage,
contrasted to more generic angry fear-filled panic,
overpowers even Earth’s transpeciating terrors
then fades back
as if it had never been
any more than hyperactive mistrust,
unsafely harbored in swarming seas of dissonant stress.
Blissful rave through hateful rage,
Earth’s vast embodied stage
for feelings flowing like light and dark clouds
before sun and star light’s constant transparent witness,
waiting for emotive multicultures to learn balance,
like midway infants
learning which operatic brights
bring bliss
which bring rage
and what will outrageously radical raves feel like
to timelessly sustain,
living full-stretched balance.
Sleeping with Devilish Angels
My non-languaged son sleeps with angels
by night,
flying
swimming sometimes erotic exotic
running free of AFOs and walker
dreams of past multiculturing lights
and warm glow-voiced richness.
What could it mean to him
to sleep with devils by day,
poking and teasing,
singing and dancing,
inviting his attention and participation
across his bedroom floor,
breathing in his syntaxed-ear
to say
Hello,
I love you,
as life our abundantly nutritious self
My son can hear this perfect love as life.
We should all become such
wise listeners of
Internal warm nutrition voices
as mutually-held External warm light
contenting ecoconsciousness.
My son would become a Bodhisattva Messiah,
were he capable of maturing images of memory patterned landscapes
as less than already fully diastatic
Beloved Community of Angels by Night,
DNA/RNA Earth-Holonic BeLonging Community
of Cooperative-Contented EcoPolitical Family
by Day.
Now if the rest of us
could just catch what he has,
in part
because we feel free to return
his open-handed love as co-empathic presence,
what a remarkably wonderful cooperative world
we would remember to see
each time we look at,
and listen carefully to,
a human mindbody tree
as another bicamerally
economic ecosystemic
ecologically nutritious
time-balancing,
doing the best I can
given the compost I have to work with,
me.
Messy Spirits
When I see “evolution”
as a spiritual Creation Story,
then I easily miss evolving
as a natural-regenerative Revolution Story,
And when I wrap warm winter blankets
around my Ego’s ReCreation Story,
I create dichotomies and dipolarities
between a morality rooted in neutral soul
and eco-norming blankets,
forming a norm-morality deep rooted
in my eco-spiritual-rational regenetic story
emerging toward Beloved Healthy Communication
and
Cooperatively Balancing Communities
and EcoLove-Management Networks.
Healthy therapeutic conversations
spill over my back fence
under my Buddha Tree of Life,
over my Buddha TaoTree of NotNot Death,
and over my front yard barriers
to step into political and economic cooperative moral spirit
as normal–nature discernment,
to speak love as co-arising poly-dialectic light,
shedding over past decomposing anger
equivocating future dualdark fears
deep down into choice-factories of responsible EgoOwnership.
If our moral syntax speaks in regenerative DNA/RNA,
my, and our,
Creation Story could begin with Uracil begetting Thymine
as one-bilateral co-gravitational dimension begets 4Dimensional SpaceTime,
Zero-Centric-Souled healthy nature,
equivalently co-mentoring NotNot YinYin reverse-temporal Cytosine,
wealthy Spirit of DiPolar TransParent Time’s CoPresent Relationship
between PositivePolynomial ConvexForm as now-past
and NotNotPolyNomial
nondual ConCaving DiPolar
temporally bilateral
neural-normal-moral-message future function.
Cytosine-structure as non-languaged YinYin Elder Right MindBody
stretching through WinWin CoOperative Revolutionary Eco/EgoProportions
and Rhythmic Function,
ReGeneratively Eco/EgoBalancing MoralNomials,
(0)-soul Earth Centric,
on positive evolutionary course
as Win-HealthyLove
cooperatively struggling with
WinLose SubMoralOptimizing Pathology
of Devolving LeftBrain Uracilly voracious dualdark dissonant future,
alone.
I make less of a mess of my day
when I hear my bicameral ego-spirit
speak our bilaterally equivalent
time-is-nature’s co-arising investment/divestment norm.
Otherwise,
all of my past and future possibilities and risks
co-present
overwhelm elational bliss.
Playing Old Maid Players
“To have Clarity of Intention means to align oneself with the clear and single-pointed purpose of that [regenerative] impulse itself. And the way that alignment occurs, in a [bicameral] human heart and mind, is that the intention to [co-]evolve becomes more important [and obvious and ubiquitous] than anything else in this [living ecosystemic] world.” Andrew Cohen, “Evolutionary Enlightenment”, p. 111
Life is like a game of Old Maid.
We co-arise the cards and hands
we have been dealt
and have dealt ourselves
facedown,
we have gifted and been gifted.
So now you know,
we made that Old Maid shirt and tie
now in your hand,
just means its your time to wear them
until they find some other happy hapless guy.
Love is like a game of Wise Elder.
We co-arise our carded hands
dealing mutual subsidiarity to co-gravitate together
facedown forward,
faceup backward through time’s transactional memory,
gifting to and fro.
So now you know,
we made this Wise Elder shirt and tie
at hand,
just means its our Time to help you wear them
until we find some other happy hapless ego-soul.
To have Clarity of Intention
is to align oneself with equanimity
to each moment’s co-arising Old Wise Elder Maid
cooperative Win-Win game.
Professor Glory’s Kind Mind Bliss
Our topic for this morning
said Professor Glory
to her sleepy class of bicameral scholars,
is “Attraction v. Addiction to Peak Experiences.”
Addictions are wanting more than attraction therapeutically invites.
Addictions suboptimize the Peak outcomes they produce.
Unlike the continuity of attraction,
addiction erupts and subsides discontinuously
as this “need” grows increasingly incommensurable
with your “true” public identity,
introducing internal dissonance,
with suboptimizing flow and ebb dissatisfaction,
suffering about what attracts
this addicted time and season
to timeless bliss.
When what I present outside
resonates fully
with who I know my best self to be
within my Right-mindbody ecoself,
then I know attraction to timeless bliss.
What is left behind,
after addiction to suffering subsides
from wants that emerge
incommensurable with bliss,
are polyculturally co-arising mutual needs.
Now,
that may all sound poetic and metaphysical
and abstractly plausible,
but not scientifically researched
in RealTime,
so let’s step into a Memory example,
a “Thought Experiment”
if you will,
which proved to be so powerful
during the conclusion of the Recently Passed
PreMillennial AnthroCulture.
What is pre-pubescent “memory”
of gender as sexuality
if it is not bisexuality,
rather than asexuality?
We are regenerated DNA memories,
born of both ProGenitive Yang’s Sperm
and Embryonic YinYin Eggs,
nesting in eco-viral incubator-homes
waiting to invest in Time’s future regenerative articulation
of dialectical chemistry,
the PoliticalEcoNormic Sciences and Arts,
especially our Language Arts,
like poetry
and lovely geometric lattices of holonic-fractal metric systems
numeric icons,
ironic imbalances in gender-balance,
natural truths about AnthroCentrism v.
EarthTribe Centrism.
PostMillennial RNA Tribal Centrism
emerged through the Great Transition
as Right/Left mindbody Midway Tipping Points
of Bionic-Yang(L)/Yin(R)ology.
Today, we comprehend
breathing in EcoWe
to breathe out a more attractive,
less addicted,
EgoMe,
bicamerally.
Our Elder RNA-syntaxed BiCameral MindBody Research Project
emerged PostMillennially
as never having been intended for Left-brain dominant
MonoCultural SubOptimizing Primal Outcome,
but to PolyCulturally teleologize regenerative form
with full-healthy function,
for future Earth-centric co-gravitational
therapeutic applications,
with full intent Yang
and double-full willed orthopraxis YinYin
of BiCameral EcoConsciousness.
We are Advent-uring PolyCultural Con-Sciences;
juncture of Time’s co-arising articulation,
mutually in-formating co-arising paradigms
accessible for attractive Peak Experiences,
but not quite able to sustain
for those addicted to PreMillennial suffering
of MonoCulturing Left ego-brain dominance.
We close,
as always,
breathing in each Other,
breathing out to continue our regeneratively balanced
revolution.
Please submit your questions and comments
before exiting into our diverse Exterior Landscapes.
I have so enjoyed sharing our BiCameral Interior Landscape
with you this morning.
Really, it has been a constant
chronic
Peak Experience
which makes me smile
and look forward to tomorrow
with you
again,
still
silent
meditating our therapeutic medication.
And those of you who have been
doing your chi gong and yoga thing,
please be mindful,
your mats are inviting your farewell
by rolling them up and putting them in the bin by the door
on your most bicameral way out.
Namaste.
Choosing Time to Die
If I can choose my time to die
winter is my first choice
although I can imagine
any season could be good
for releasing ego’s hold
on my yet-individuated eco-consciousness,
should there be such a long-named thing
when I choose my time to die.
I would walk out through my trees
to caress and bid farewell
and thank them for this air we breathe
for their patience with my cut-down ways,
I would breathe my richest breath
into their root systems
as I walk on through these Trees
of Life and Death,
breathing through rich swells
of elation rooted Time.
I would lie down on the snow
under snowflakes blanketing this final nest
gathering owl’s rich medicine
listening to her echoing
WhoAreYou
night-ride voice
twinkling back into this miracle
of snow-flaking stars
twinkling blowing we us kisses through this path
lying down as cold and ego-bold as snow.
Co-falling
co-arising
timeless
Earth-membered
conscious choice of times we live
to give as freely as Earth’s snow.
Why does not not old and cold
equal timeless flowing eco-function diadancing,
snowing inviting invisible stars
of Advent’s rebirth light?
Father Time’s Surprising Taoist Polintimations
Tell me,
Father Time,
if you would share this space
it would mean everything to me
to us, so kind,
which forms of integrative diversity
incarnate your highest priority,
most comprehensive,
social-political-economic-cultural issues:
1. Domestic economy flat-line trends,
2. International peace intent and praxis,
3. Universally perpetually optimizing CQI health care
practices and standards of outcome-production value,
4. Eco-centric and -logical regenerative revelation
in response to climatic, yet chronic, changes,
unbalanced monoculturating times,
evolutionary paradigmatic
as polydigital-language trending
symbiotic evolution?
Yes!
timelessly offered lifeskills Master Time.
Trying again:
In the unlikely event
that you have the capacity
to give a straight answer
to an eco-political question,
theoretically far afield from your more temporal concerns,
Which of these four options best fits
your crystal-ball signs of cultural impact,
empowerment,
hunger,
critical climatic co-responsiveness
should Quinnipiac College survey
synergetic trends
across most likely voters
in our next national election?
Oh, so glad you finally said so.
Let’s see…
Number One is too sad and hopeless
at either national or international levels,
but maybe if we interpreted “domestic”
as ‘familial”
and/or ‘local”
or even
“genetically tribal exegetical branches
and root systems of eco-enriching
in-co-arising-formination.”
it’s against our real time language rules
to make up language that does not meet
exe-culturating standards.
I would respond,
but I hardly know where to begin
reiterating the total number of double-negative
standards within your un-natural logos.
This has always been a problem for me,
knowing where to begin,
to end,
to continue our story.
Anyway,
Number Two glares too starry-eyed
for prickly realists,
academics,
attorneys and pyramid-structured financial insurance agents,
for struggling real property commodifiers
and landlords, and ladies, of Earth’s Commons.
Number Three is too “liberal-Clinton” associated,
in the U.S.,
which is one of the few places
on Earth
where health-assurance continues to be a debated political and economic issue,
rather than an Earth Health Rights
environmentally inclusive
ecological imperative
to respond to global critically screeching
wilting, extinguishing, refuge-seeking demands.
Number Four speaks most clearly
to our stormy TransMillennial emergence generation,
syncing health as following eco-centric polycultural network optimization trends
of YangForm with YinYinFunction.
So, for young adults
through infants
of all currently incarnating
and co-evolving species,
I suggest Number Four,
to optimize culturally transformative healthy wealth
clout–
both effective health outcomes
evinced through Best Permacultural Practice research,
deductive-empowered,
and
anthro-epic mythic-rooted definition
for Beloved Climaxing Unto Near Diastatic,
Eco-Centric Community,
with concomitant Positive Psychology,
communication reiterating-regenerating
co-arising trends
for and from public/private discernment,
reductive harmony meets inductive prediction.
Internal,
like external,
climatic change
continues to forewarn
we are over-armed with mutually intended ballistics
while under-anchored
with mutually co-arising ballastic in-formation;
organic Earth’s co-intelligent red sky
points both dusk and dawn
of this co-operating local/global economic network.
It is like pulling wisdom teeth
without appropriately timed
and functional anesthetics
to follow your run-on temporal syntax.
Father Time,
your words are too dense
for normal neural travel.
If you were consulting a potential political policy
to empower globally inclusive economic incubation,
which of the following four options
is your strategic choice
for mentoring Earth’s residents
as faithfully
and lovingly
and effectively
and regeneratively
as possible
through our internal
and external climatic need
for positive healthy enculturating revolution,
designed to logistically deliver
sustainable health outcomes
through life’s projected eternity
on planet Earth:
1 Eco-normic thermodynamic political balance?
2. Increasing healthy multisystemic ecotherapeutic relationships
between bio- and eco-systems?
3. Achieving an exegetically accepted
eco-logical polycultured metaparadigm
of analogic-steering
Fullerian Midway Tipping Points
as permacultural Yang/Yin
co-operative harmonic wu-wei discernment
for eco-climaxing regenerative outcomes,
4. (0)-square-root sprouting
our metaphysical spacetime eco-consciousness
on, in, of, by, through
bicameral 4-prime fractal
regenerate RNA-rooted
co-arising intelligence?
Cultural history might suggest
reiterating prior cycles of spiral-octave cultural evolution:
Number One gifts our nondual future
with TransParent NegErgodic
Co-Gravitational Cosmology,
giving birth to RNA
as Host of bilateral Time’s awareness
(that’s my familial line).
Number Two erupts RNA
eventually spawning Left-brain ego-dominant
deductive-languaged DNA’s
lexicon of Yang/Yin double-fractal
Zero-Centric octave sets of frequency,
placeholders of confluently exegetical
positive/negative synaptically reiterative
transgenerational memory.
Number Three barters co-operative political relationships
with co-arising economic optimization,
Us-Them [P=N(NP)]
Win-Win Gaming Tree
on WWW’s Earth-as-Universe
balanced electromagnetic
binary-bi-nomial form and function
unitarian languaged mainframing
redundant information discernment systems.
Number Four yet emerges a Positive-C
(or “e” or “P”)
evo-logical language
balancing Time’s timeless
Right-brain love
of symmetric pattern
and fractal-holonic rhythm frequencies
double-boundaried, self-justifying implicate order
of negentropic dia-syntax,
bi-cytosine as Not(Not-Uracil)
uniting +U/(+/-)C-fractal
defining SpaceTime’s 4-prime bi-equivalency,
sustaining enculturation’s cooperative economics
with co-arising
Win-Win
political=power
primal Tao (temporally bilateral and dipolar) co-relationship.
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