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Brightening Frightening Neurology

Spectral light resounding arcs
healing theistic justice
positively bow toward resonant
panenthymeme patterned peace
and negatively bend
against dissonant monodramatic trauma.

So too,
wealthy sounding polyphonic cadence
can feel drawn
toward deeply panentheistic
meaning-full

Despite no healthy polypathic narrative
that seems widely polymathic
democratic speed of inspiraling light
and fractal-powered purpose

Justice shows up.
You don’t have to solve my world,
resolve my mind to body.
Show just cadence up
maybe isn’t quite so marching down.

Just grow out capital His-story.
Throw out whatever wealth-eulogies we can find,
they’ll never change our warring minds.
Justice grows unshout out
unpeace changing calm
wise-womanologies.

Peace flows up.
Down deep where old whores find luck
of justice so blind she’ll never He be
come slippery wet between our beats;
hungry peace flows out.

Just stand up.
Down sliding stairs of glaring need,
gliding prayers of blaring greed,
crying slayers of darkened creed,
slying players of slutty breed,
flying nayers of righteous steeds

Let just Us free
Earth’s kosmic karmic bleed

Flow fueling
spectral light resounding spirals
positively bowing toward resonant
patterned peace
and negatively bending
against dissonant disturbing trauma.

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UnHoly RumiNations

The opposite of life
is death

The polar opposite of eternal health
is terminal disease,
with unease perhaps lying/truthing
in-between timelessness
and untimely demise

So too,
my opposite of steady compassion
may be your unsettling dispassion

Elation v deflation
of all these oppositional answers above
as clear
as unclear appositional questings
below.

What is my opposite of suicide?
Self promotion?
Ego inflation?
Having all my consuming needs
fully answered?

Or
maybe some uneasy questing
timeless mind
and spacious body
in-between healthy Now

And death-defying
death-denying
death-defining
death-despairing
death-despoiling
AnthroLove Here

Remains part of EarthLife There
whenever tomorrow comes
Now?

As Me curiously questioning
feels like our lonelier half
of We not yet
finally answering?

What could appositionally rebalance
death’s final answering Earth-climate
and life’s open questioning Anthro-culture?

What is the opposite of lively ruminations
and deadly ideations?

What lies contentious truths contenting,
In-between EarthBody’s discommunication
desecrating death
and AnthroMind’s sacred communion life?

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HIStory Lessons

Testosterone performance history
shows great narcissistic
straight male supremacist
empire-building

Empirically right-justified
just sacred war apartheid
RightHand verbal
male scribe dominant
religious HIStory writers

HerStory defensive
offensive bipolar
oppositionally defiant risk

MonoTheistic colonizing missions
disassociating AnthroSupremacism
from Holy Nature/Spirit
AngryRight/FearfulLeft
dipolar appositional

Testosterone AnthroMind v Estrogen EarthBodies
dispassionately misogynistic

Cognitive brights v Intuitive nights,
verbal logos Historian v nonverbal mythos HerStory
of systemic trauma dominant/recessive
depressive dissonance

Failure to strong synergy survive
as if Earth’s nondualistic
nonverbal energy
for short-term
discontinuously enlightened sperm strength
could resiliently thrive
without long-term
continuously empowering egg integrity

As if
nonviolent indigenous wisdom
could have resonantly imagined
divine SunFather light unborn
without wounding pregnant
sacred EarthMother
empowering energetic light
and synergetic power,
bicamerally co-intelligent
religiously co-binding
Yang/YintegrityStories

As if testosterone alone
could give birth to generous estrogen
as Mothers reincarnate both Yang-formed Sons
and Yin-flow Daughters

Both Osiris historic light
producing energetic poles
and Re her-story night
engaging synergetic holes

MonoTheistic enlightened YHWH
western dusk born
of PolyTheistic empowering
eastern dawn HolonicSpirit

FatherSun enlightened unilateral mind
cherishing MotherEarth empowering bilateral bodies
made of panentheistic sacred/organic communion
of TestosteronePassion/EstrogenPleasure

Wo/man wu-wei depolarizing
epic cisgender political narratives
of love lives
won humane testosterone sung
and divinely dancing estrogen lost
religiously reweaving
bi-partisan reconnecting
polyamorous gain.

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Obliging EarthMother’s ComPassion

Love
ain’t hate

Divine discourse
denies degenerative debate,
Church
ain’t State

Conserving compassions
content obligations
contentiously Liberating.

I love thinking
about win/win compassion
disturbed by hated win/lose
feeling obligation.

We/Me wants to conserve
resilient passion/pleasure
peak experiences
yet
Me/We needs to liberate
a more resonant Me
safe from They’s
traumatic mind oppression,
body suppression,
negative Othering repression.

In Game Theory,
compassion gratitudes
are expressed in win/win attitudes
of Me/We
AnthroMind/EarthBody
bilaterally in/ex-formed
dipolar appositional platitudes.

EgoMind me
loves in holistic glee
of and for
EgoBody we

Thriving in a compassionate
open
holistic
Me/We
Win/Win
NonZero-sum
regenerative neurosystem

This compassionate win/win
positive health gratitude
lives in nondualistic contrast
to negative obligation,
barely surviving winMe v loseWe
against They’s
relentless
unhealthy ingratitude

They cause Me
body shame
mind blame
TraumaMe v TheyTerror
lose/lose double-binding
negative judgment

Hate
ain’t healthy Love

In a win/lose
ZeroSum closed
competitive
economic and politically contentious geosystem
of obligation to perform
both correctly
and individualistically

Universal Win/Lose State
ain’t Win/Win Unitarian Church

Me/We bicameral thriving
compassionately positive
ecopolitical social psychology’s
MeBody/WeMind
panentheistic
natural obligation
is also
spiritual compassion
communicating pleasure/passion
coresponsive

Absorbing survivalist Me v They
defensive obligations
in a WinMe v LoseThey
dispassionate secularized
patriarchal
capitalist RedState
ain’t GreenChurch

AnthroMeMind/EarthWeBody
womanist win/win womb
cooperatively governed
depolarizing co-passionateMind
pleasureEarthBody
polytheistic
isn’t merely monotheistic
EarthTribal sacred view.

This same Mindcompassion
v Bodyobligation dichotomy
found in Game and System Theory

Open Win/Wins
ecopolitical compassion
ain’t Closed Win/Lose hate
for unmitigated obligation

Where Taoist rebalancing
NaturalBodies
are also SpiritualMinds
compassionate Yang/Yin
Win/Win resiliently thriving

Contentedly curious
about residual Yang v Yintegrity
BodyShame v MindBlame
AngryMe v FrightenedWe
obligations to defensively survive
against all They’s
obligatory anthrosupremacist odds
and dispassionate monotheistic ends

Despite neurosystemic familiarity
with universal peak pleasure
EarthBody RedStates
uniting AnthroMind GreenChurch
obligingly resilient compassion.

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Perpetual EMotions

All Earth’s sacred tribes

From seeds
to nuts
and eggs
and embryos
and guts

Organically start sacred life
as faithful panentheists

Receiving nutritional manna
from MotherSky’s
Gaian healthcare
wealth of heaven.

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Integrity of Kindness

Why is it that kindness,
like integrity,
is both free
and freeing?

And meanness,
like AnthroSupremacy,
is too expensive
and frightening?

Yet
I often do not feel free
to choose therapy,
Earth’s sacred dancing choice

While pursued by overpowering lack
of wise wealthy light
ego singing bright love’s rejoice

Inside curiously echoing
compassion’s pleasured voice.

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EarthTribe AnthroPoids

AnthroPoids
standing tall
on both hind feet

Are a great aped longing
to belong

Without getting down
on all four transportive limbs

Stretching down
and dusking in

ReImagining
another dawning day
empowering
and enlightening
daytime’s life

Vulnerably wise
and transparently healthy

EarthPassioned AnthroPoids
dancing in tall circles
singing on both hind feet.

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Ferry Beach Fairy TransFormation

What did I take away
from summer camp?

Not COVID
this year,
nor the clap.

But, instead
a more resilient health
of authentic sacred wealth

TransFormative dance
singing integrity’s great
synergetic
bromance.

Polyphonic men
mind and body embracing
polypathic gods
re-imaging goddesses
engaging all us in-between
communal transubstantiations.

My own spirited mind
and strong natured body transmutation
has not been solely limited by Others’
lack of win/win imagination

But also,
perhaps primarily
and primally,
by my own win straight mind
lose queer body trauma story,
His-poled v Her-holed history

Mind blaming
and body shaming
Left hemisphere’s lack
of co-passioned pleasuring
Right-now transcendent
peak co-experienced mystery

More resiliently inquiring–
What transformative longing
does bromance take away
from summer’s sacred belonging
mind and body camp?

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NonViolent Musicians

When he speaks
transparently
he feels co-passionate
as long as s/he appears
to vulnerably listen

Without Me v We risks
of retributive judgment
when he aims
to restore cultures
and climates of peace
through win/win reassessment

Which may be why
music feels easier to sing
resonantly
when compassionate audiences
dance along
resiliently

Brilliantly co-empathic
indigenous community communion rituals
of peak and valley love stories

Natural/spiritual wisdom circles
as old as
universally enlightened mind space
unfolding/refolding
unitarian empowering body time.

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Polite Mess

Politeness,
like kindness,
may not sell newspapers
or win the partisan debate

Civility,
unlike deviliciousness,
will not win the civil war
nor leverage the biggest tax rebate

But integrity
is the world wide web of nature
that composed the paper
and incubates
the peace we celebrate
when impolite love to hate
of systemic trauma gates
recede well past faded
therapeutic empathy,
becoming civilly sedate

Singing while dancing
in politely well-said company
not seen
or heard from
of late.

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