Where did we come from?
asked winter, of gratitude.
Who and what are we becoming and belonging?
asked spring, of hope.
Where are we going?
asked summer, of faith.
How did we get here, again?
asks fall, with incarnating grace,
winnowing harvest’s climatic outcomes,
regenerative, redeem-and-balance, economic mind.
Each life,
and all life,
is a coincidental ReGenesis Project.
How are yours coming along?
This more fully organic mind-farm we are growing,
a rich composting Holding TimeSpace
of (0)-centric Positive values
appositively balancing, tipping, exchanging,
transposing Negative Non-Named Disvalues,
lurking before our Square Commons of Cognitive Dissonance,
slowly pulling into enlightening days and Transitioning Generation
to explore harmonies of scale and pitch,
and developmental learning stages,
proportional polyculturing designs
to optimize Positive Systemic Teleology
by diminishing eisegetical dissonance
from our global cooperative orthopraxis.
Dynamic orthopraxis regeneratively Holding SpaceTime’s
(0)-sum economic logic;
too often confused with stagnant ego-serving Orthodoxy
degenerating Earth’s gasping overheated breath.
Bucky’s easiest way to improve failing systems
is to upgrade their environments,
their ecological balance and harmonious potential flow streams,
especially their humane cultural environments,
to grow more effective nutrients,
Positive Teleological Values,
and less Cognitive Dissonant
Ways and Means–Progenitive Hope,
Truth or Consequences–Generative Faith,
and The Good Life–ReGenerative Love,
a graceful messianic incarnation
of post-millennial Tao ReGenesis.
Balanced dia-praxis,
including dialogue,
primally roots
in regenerative systemic orthopraxis.
Tao optimizes sustainable Ego-Yang
through our Self-subsiding Eco-Yin exhalation.
Invest in Ego reducing praxis for CQI,
low-risk investment outcomes.
Does nature have the right to fly?
Apparently so.
We certainly do perceive flight function
within aviary ethereal nature,
air-travelers.
Does human nature have the right to fly?
Apparently not.
Perceiving flight as functional,
organically possible
and probably fun,
however compelling to my imagination
my ego-centric memory recalls flight
only in my dreams,
where eco-logic and ego-centrism
seek my synchronicity.
What rights and wrongs,
rights and lefts,
goods and evils,
could nature have,
apart from humane nature?
Are nature’s rights confined by natural laws,
like winter must not follow spring,
nor morning follow noon?
Yet winter does follow spring,
with summer and fall between.
Next dawn’s morning follows this noon,
with afternoon, evening,
and starlit dreamy memories of flight between.
Nature’s temporal laws
are rights with spatial faces,
Earth’s rights our laws
of permacultured regeneration,
and dissonant entropy,
a Tao of binomial temporal balance
in which after always follows before
and beauty emerges from
uglier times, frequencies, dysfunctions,
noise, chaos, suffering.
Yang and Yin
sing out and in,
convex-concave,
positive radiant light and night’s ergetic gravity,
balanced Left and Right economic functions
with competition square rooted in mutual gratitude’s roots
for win-win creative cooperation,
self-perpetuating moments of eternal sanity,
as ego-normics give way to eco-logic,
and spring warms winter’s dissonance
as winter’s hibernation regenerates fall’s winnowed harvest.
Eco-normic rights and wrongs uncover,
nakedly displayed for all to see
in ecological balance,
our polycultured paradise,
where night flight soars
and daydreams roar
our mutual delight.
It seems easier to be heard accurately
when choosing to sing with others
while helping us float downstream
toward shared values;
than struggle to successfuly shout at others
about why they need to improve their swimming practice and intent
toward my own hegemonic values.
Mentoring eco-centric souls
with compassionately mindful egocentrist comprehension
of regeneratively formed systemic history,
and evolution,
and enculturation,
and learning,
and faith,
and trees,
OK, any informating system,
like gardens and forests
and days and nights together,
and Left and Right hemispheric processors,
and years, and species,
and evolutionary paradigms about everything,
especially the eco-logic of economics.
I.
I’ve said it all before,
last time you firmly closed my door.
Where have my words dreamed since then,
hiding fugitives in labyrinthine recesses,
backwaters of insane progress
confidently processing toward unknown intent?
I’ve feared it all before.
This flirtive closing door
on other sides far too vast
with needs sucking out my lungs
squeezing timid-static heart
closing rich sensory prehensile shutters
until concaving Yin weeps with righteous loneliness.
She’s sung it all before
time’s merciless karmic door
open always as before
yet No Admission
without formal dress,
accessorized dysfunction.
II.
You’ll say it all again
next time I mercy fuck your home.
What will your words do next time,
laughing boldly through primordial eclipse,
surging equinoxing rivers
streaming global madness fear?
You’ll find me once again,
my grace-open salvific door.
Death’s other side slowly swims
languidly breathing advent into
fertile faith-ballooning diastasis,
wide-sweeping invite into ego-silence,
warm echo belonging,
blanketing Yang’s eternal karmic kiss.
He’ll dance with Yin again
in carnaling EarthTribe’s permacultured soil
zero-carbon holonic balancing
banquet for all Earth to savor
frequent fractal organic fusions.
I’ve said this all before
time gave birth to four dia-metric space,
biological, binomial, and bicameral,
in Bucky’s regenerate,
synergetic,
geometric (0) soul-fractal place.
III.
Yang encultured power praxis,
male-dominatrix history.
Yin polyculturally integrating harmony,
feminist nutrient permaculture.
Revolve in RNA’s relational fractal structure,
regenerating natural systemic template:
U = +P
C = (-)NP
A = Yang-convex Vertex
G = Yin-concave’s Dark Vortex
cooperatively stringing
reweaving
EarthTribe’s eternal memory code.
I have given up on us
because you gave up on us
before I ever came along.
You saw in me some hope
that maybe you were wrong
perhaps the human race could be redeemed
if just one
would take the time
to notice and care
that you are.
But I was not that one for you,
the one to see wealth
where you have it
rather than long to be fed
what is not yours to provide.
It breaks my heart to know
that I can’t fix yours.
I step into your absent space
and here I am without you
where I can only see you
as my fixer-upper.
I am afraid to be your only love
it feels too much to ask of me
to love you when you’ve never loved another.
Can you tell me why
you never cry
when I try to hurt you?
Can you tell me why you only cry
when I tell you that I want you?
But I can’t find you.
I had given up on me
before you ever came along.
I saw in you my last dark hope
that I could share myself
without running out
until our dying day.
We would never end
telling stories of now,
and then,
and why we never want this one to end.
We would look outside
in each other’s eyes
and see inside
through each other’s eyes.
It’s those parts under your skin
your mind
your heart
too weak for faith that I might care
and know you as you are.
And yet, you hope,
it lingers there,
ringed finger glow reflects,
where we grow hope
that’s positive;
so water it.
Rich warm compost hope emerges
from and for lost faith that love could be for us
to share
and from such diverse synergy
grow love for all who come to wear
our radiant worn-out rug.
I believe the political power implications of a universal eco-spirituality is an emerging cooperative economic vision revoluionarily erupting since we achieved global information networking capacity.
I believe all spiritual traditions and cultures share a primal comprehension that we do not need more knowledge to fulfill our Earth-bound paradise resolving vocation; we merely need to more deductively understand what we already intuitively prehend.
I believe economic values incarnate ecological virtues already emerging into who we are together as a global polycultural EarthTribe.
I believe that “spiritual” is a very old word for “humane nature;” so panentheistic; not independent of nature, but rather an inductive/deductive dialogue with nature. Nature and spirit are interdependent as Yang (+e-function) and Yin (-e-function). [See Euler, or B. Fuller on Euler, or David Bohm on Explicate v. Implicate temporally-unfolding strings of formative/disformative/diaformation energy]
I believe each local community and our entire global species derive from a positive meaning/purpose Original Intent [teleology; not necessarily theology] toward homophily, love, synergy, integrity, co-passionate mind/form out of which this experience emerged way far back prior to language, when life began through 4-equidimensional acid-based regenerative mutuality.
I believe a very old verb-word “Tao” for goodness, beauty, truth, equity, combined together in one fractal-integrity structure, is dynamically binomial, as YangNature/YinSpirit, which is 4-dimensionally, natural, systemic, universal articulation of grace (West) or karma (East), aka, evolution, incarnation.
I believe that this nature/spirit dialogue is fundamentally informed by the profound integrity between human nature’s DNA-coded Interior Landscape, binomial orthopraxis “mental space,” reflecting Hilbert-spacetime, system-optimizing, cognitive-regenerative natural universe Exterior Universal Landscape.
I believe the Theory of spacetime Relativity, normatively unfolds in our (0)-soul Prime Yang/Yin binomial [“binary” within digital information processing universes] Relationship toward a global politically, socially, economically, ecologically, ionically-balancing emergent Positive Teleology of Synergetic Regenerativity.
I believe this (0) soul polarity we share is Zeroism’s binomial prime fold of integrity, and that a permacultural reconnecting with this universal comprehension will also rejoin our political longing with our cultural belonging, our economic purpose with our ecological meaning, our nature with our spirit, our Yang with our Yin, our tomorrow with our today,our becoming and our Being, our function and our (in/ex)Forming-evolution in this Eternal Tao Moment.
I believe, therefore, when polynomial spacetime information becomes equivalently reverse-balanced by non-polynomial Implicate reverse-temporal Order, then we have a Trimtab, tipping-point, global permacultural threshold moment, teaching, mentoring, reminding us of our regenerative information string back to before time, when Universal Prime Rationality was confluently functional form, in +/- thermodynamic balanced trajectory toward our re-emergent future paradise.
I believe as without, so within,
as before, so after,
as above, so below,
as stimulus, so response,
as belonging, so longing,
as meaning, so purpose,
as originally intended, so regeneratively extended,
as Yin, so Yang,
as time, so space,
as reverse-temporal-functional, so in-formed,
as Implicate reverse ordered, so Explicate Positive Teleology,
as nature, so humane spirit-nature,
as karma, so grace,
as mind, so com-passion,
as faith, so love,
as hope, so faith,
enthymeme, so hope,
TrimTab pathology-as-teacher, so positive therapy
as NP, so P
as -(-), so +,
as +binomial-temporal QBit e-function, so (+)=(-) polynomial e-function-square root (0)-CoreChi Boson.
Active peace inquiry:
1. Here is how I understand what you said.
Does that sound right?
If not, please try again,
I’ll try to focus harder
because I care and hope to understand.
2. If yes, here is what fits
with how I understand myself
you
our home
our planet.
3. Here is what confuses me
about myself
you
our home
our planet.
4. I say this in full faith,
in mutual gratitude of namaste,
born of Earth,
to Her we return
for fertile healthy analogies,
therapeutic compost of
re-incarnating ergetic karma.
1.1 Our God of Polynomial Information;
Goddess of Non-Polynomial reversed information
as U is to -C
as +1 is to -0,
magnergetic binomial,
as Incarnated Self is
within Eternal Eco-Moment,
regenerating spacetime nest.
5. OK, who and what is next?
6. Namaste.
7. Here eternally
8. is how I co-prehend you…
Life concaved inside
Convexing beauty
Harmonious in as out
Female
Male
Bigenderive mindfulness
Redeeming
Love
Graced Ecoyeast regenerating
Negative
Positive
Diametric binomial meta-versed
Peaceful stasis
Faithful diastolic succulence
Positive purposed Original Intent
Gratitude for Other
Hope for EcoOther balancing identity
Faith in Other as confluent NotEcoSelf,
sparks Love for Self as EarthTribing.
Original graced incarnating within
Robust compassioned love without
Mindful polycultured compost
of PermaCulturing Design.
ReGenerating = copredicating prehensile predicament
Globally Coincident Comprehensiving
Mindful justice and compassion emerge together, not necessarily compassion from justice, or justice from compassion–both evolve together in each culture, like a culture growing across time.
Both justice and compassion emerge from essential human relationships of equity and balanced power with Other, anchored in the universal (0) soul we share, in the same sense that we share RNA across all living cells. Compassion and justice are most abundantly incarnated when they remain balanced between confluence and diversity. Too much confluence breeds totalitarianism; too much dissonance brings a level of individualistic human entitlement enculturation that results in our marginal comfort/discomfort controversies about power deposits, inequities, “power-over” intentions, and concentrated marginalization, and growing inequities, concerns about the future and “hidden” agendas of competitive, exclusionary intent, slowly emerging from their closets.
By way of contrast with this cacophony, our diverse and healthy “Commons” permaculture leans toward cooperative solidarity and inclusiveness when planning, and designing, and using, and harvesting, and planting, and maintaining ecosystems. Abundant healthy “private” culture leans toward self-challenging, stretching solidarity, a type of interdependent diastasis within an encultured spacetime-string. Solidarity and team-building are normative for the Permaculture Generation when planning our messages, homes, and vocations. Our Formative Principle of Polycultural Complementarity includes the functional optimization process beginning with mindful awareness (noticing), yielding facilitation, yielding mentoring, yielding replication, yielding positive-cooperative subordination to the Commons we regenerate together.
In PermaCultural Design, aboriginal cultures, metaphysics, teleology and theology, there is this question, or expectation, usually implied, of Original Intent. This question is more primordial, assumed, enthymematic to the question of life’s meaning or purpose. Original Intent goes back to mindfully discerning the infrastructure of meaning and the purposes we practice, and learned prior to our bicameral capacity for ethical intelligence.
Dr. Robert Norton (Communication & Consequences: Laws of Interaction) refers to the communication of our own Original Intent as enthymematic communication; it is richly, even optimally, effective and nutritious for building and maintaining relationships. Enthymematic means before the syllogism, or meme, or language. It is positively and integrally predicated without having historical explanatory (deductive) support. Without it, no hope for positive relationship emerges. This enthymematic Original Intent diastatically embraces/embues a word, a message, with efficacy–the power of potentiated relationship. The projected right message for the right person at the right moment balances hope for future confluent response with positive teleological faith in a (0)-centric +SelfIdentity = (-)OtherIndividuation dipolar complementarity (see Julian Jaynes on the ethological and evolutionary function of symbol and language development; also David Abram, The Spell of the Sensuous).
Analogically conflating these diverse paradigms, they each suggest that the Original Intent of information and creation is gratitude as the essential response to the possibility, the hope, the grace the karma of positive/confluent relationship, connection, having a new power with Other. The opposite of gratitude can be non-violent intent, but lead to dissonance, dismay, and even violence within spacetime practice. Violence and gratitude are mutually defining appositionals, as are confluence and dissonance, Yang and Yin, justice and compassion. Enthymematic communication is rooted in active hope and peace toward confluent power with another. Rich dialogical encultured strings of communication are positively expressed; radiating minimal negative implications, assumptions, reaction, or intent. They tend to inclusively sweep in their analogical value family–similar models, metric systems of measurement and calculation, design elements, gestalts, coincidental scientific paradigms, and arts and humanities paradigms, into a re-ligioning constellation of Permacultural Enthymematic Awareness, graced ecologies of compassion underlie ecological economies of justice, yield further graced ecologies of positive hope, then faith, then love, then global positive teleological comprehension of what our shared vocation has always been; what was originally intended.
Our positive ethical value system is rooted in the hope of mutual gratitude; active abstinence averse to dissonant violence, emerging from aptic non-violence [kind of a precameral positive-neutral-withdrawn position; the opposite of synaptic–see Julian Jaynes on the evolution of self-awareness out of an original undifferentiated aptic awareness, emotively and integrally (0)-value-centric +/- neutral.] While non-violent communication is an important step toward inclusive effectiveness, recognizing its more explicated, positive, expression as active-peace (rooted in mutually prehensive grace) brings hope that my flowers are “Other’s” eisegetical flowers and “Other’s” weeds are exegetically known, mutually understood, as “my/our weeds.” We do our best when we all see our mess as doing the best we can to leave the mess behind.
Original Intent in human terms is gratitude. Original Intent in physical regenerative, creative, terminology is increasing harmony, or confluence, or therapy; which also decreases disease, dissonance, toxins, pathology, irrational anomaly, Left-brained dominance, but only to the point where the values of harmony and inclusive diversity are equally expressed as the bond of compassionate fairness, the best we can do within the relative imbalance of currently informed (+) Binomial RealTime, within (0)-soul Vector/Vortex Universal Magnetic Balanced SpaceTime. This is our positive teleological pilgrimage toward ecological and economic equity, where all polynomial information (P) equals implicated reverse-appositional predicated, but currently impossible to RealTime incarnate due to analogical irrationality, lack of confluent temporal-affective Codex (NP). We exegetically share these NP weeds and watering them is what we call insanity.
My family is stressed by the constant in-my-face neediness, in-my-ears loudness, in-my-heart oppositional expression of the Fetal Alcohol communication system with whom we live. The house shakes as she bounces hour after hour.
On the other hand, we also have the contrary grace of Angelman’s syndrome in our youngest son’s special practice of living in the present, not judging, but accepting with gratitude the presence of his family as a primal source of nurturing within his aptic nest of non-linguistic awareness. He is our resident guru of gratitude, nurturance, and well-being. When our daughter’s Fetal Alcohol is too much, we do well to spend extra time with my son’s ever-confluent presence, and do as he does.
Even so, too much internalizing of Yin-son’s aptic awareness could lead to an entropic state of hibernation, to affective withdrawal rather than the continual oscillation between the graced positive ecology of awareness and our genetic learning toward a re-balanced fair Commons of active tribal and globally-speciated peace. Learning to fly together, rather than fall, apart.
I remember feeling special
hoping for a path beyond the Law of reason
with shamanic powers
to grasp and change
and save myself,
my family from death,
uninvited decay and dissonance.
Owl came to whisper
“Shaman-child, be born again”
I was afraid to die with Her.
Purgation feels wrong and putrid,
an offense to creating hope and faith.
This death would be too common
for my Self-potential Shaman.
Bear came to teach me
hibernation’s coincidental embrace,
and not death.
My cave of fear is where I sleep
until spacetime is ready
to call forth one of her eternal pearls.
One among all, each with our place
and time to shine
smooth-structured
fluid,
a reincarnating pearl
well-strung strong
in harmonious round octave
to carry forth our future
pearl of paradise.
Yet still I want and wait and balk and fear
disgraced ungrateful,
ungraced disgrateful,
wishing victory for my silent cave
of dark potential integrity.
If I could make it so
I would,
to call out Spring of hope at last
our season of regenesis,
but are we ready?
So still I wait and balk and fear.
I confuse my faith
with our self-consciousness.
Raven calls the Shaman call
within Elder cave’s cell-consciousness;
regenesis is always near
between tomorrow and right now.
We are only this integrity,
Eternal Moment’s potentiality
toward vast polyculturant affection
through present’s winnowing comparison
with past negative effects.
Shared black silo of fearful smothering
alone without relationship to space or time.
Turn around.
Our positive pilgrimage rises convexly,
together toward expanding solidarity.
With obedient trepidation
I face about to face the face
Other knows about,
with timid voice, I hesitate,
“Does the Shaman assembly accept your verdict?”
It’s not my place to speak this way
but silence screams back to me
“Okay.”
More confident with building hope
“Does our shamanic assembly accept our verdict?”
Again the reconnecting cave of reconciliating
silent wisdom string
stretching back through cultured history of pearls.
Incarnating faith,
with graceful dance of presence,
“Do we accept present integrity
of future’s positive promise?”
I sing our dance
reechoing strings of eco-normic pearls
toward future’s present past.
Permacultured pearls prance prescient presence.
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