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Privileged Cultures AfterThought

It feels fascinating
that horny voracious passions
dissipate in the presence of ego-centered fear
of pain and suffering
and ego-defeating loss,
disability and predative performance anxieties,
wounds,
death,
short-term through permanent
degenerating energy,
absence of active hope
for future holistic integrity.

In this time of climate degeneration
fear and cultural distancing need,
frustrated leftbrain dominant
StraightWhiteMale monoculturing horniness
looks culturally privileged like,
sounds prejudicially like,
feels and touches sacred EarthMother like,
smells and multiculturally
creole tastes like
manically monoculturing
predative redmeat energy states
of fear-and-anger inducing rabidity
rather than restorative green regenerative passion
for multicolored
trans-generational
testosterone/estrogen
yang/yin
pansexual win/win
inclusive cosmic integrity

Of cooperative green/blue energy
power
EarthPeace compassion.

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Privileged Testosterone Cultures

One of my several disabilities
of personal knowledge
through experience
and, therefore, empathic intelligence,
is to know what estrogen-driven “horniness”
might feel like,
look and sound like,
taste and smell like.

Gay men require alternative
deviant paths
toward green/blue/red
ultra-nonviolent
cooperatively owned
and perpetually self/other-managed
multiculturally mediated
open WholeEarth systemic
ecofeminism.

I suspect a primal contrast
between an empty holed
deep chakra longing for compassionate relationship,
rather than a pole-addicted belonging
to assertive plundering
the newest available warm wet
unholy hole,
might be one way
of contrasting secularized patriarchal privilege
with matriarchal holistic submission
to eco-political windy waves
of increasingly rabid aggression,
unilaterally pleasure polarized
and further polarizing capital-headed dominance
of debate horniness
rather than dialogue compassions.

Which brings me to my strong ability,
outgoing,
discontinuously flowing,
capacity to feel and know
smell and taste testosterone-driven “horniness”
of re-membering experience,
although not necessarily that well re-ligiously contemplated,
reflecting on how I might re-connectedly improve
continuous, rather than discontinuous, win/win outcomes
and avoid future win/lose disasters
of sexual
sensual
sensory
spiritual/natural conscious practice,
compassion practice,
passion practice
until I get testosterone/estrogen horny us
at least imaginatively balanced,

Left dominant red
and right recessive green/blue
states of humane-peace/divine-justice
bright toned passion

Because that, “passion”
and power
and positive/negative energy,
may be sense-synonyms
for “horniness”
felt and known,

Ergodic balancing exterior structured
cognitive spaces
and
Ionic harmonic interior flowing
affective revolving nonbionic-binary
irrationally felt
positive longing
and negative belonging
empty passioning times

Whether testosterone
or estrogen
or some bisexual multicolored culture,
some multicultural environmental combination
of these two
become one ego/eco-rooted
in cosmic polyphonic
polypathic win/win energy democracy,

EcoPolitically seen
when compassionately heard,

EcoBiologically felt
when passionately touched,

SocioNeurologically tasted
when co-empathically smelled

With win/win informed/exflowing gratitude
cooperative testosterone/estrogen attitude

Compassionate multiculturing global energy
of sufficiently bicameral
disciplined powers

Non-violently mediated integrity
deep learning opportunity

Even while facing manic
ego-centrically runaway rabid
capitalistic
patriarchal
heavily testosteroned
dominating
privileged
narcissistic
horny
prickly
polar passions of great unraveling
unease
about climates of potential
integral health/wealth
lost to yesterday’s EcoPolitical disease.

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Russell’s Systemic Passions

Bertrand Russell
was intrigued by systems theory,
appalled by systemic racism
within himself and others,
corporations and churches
not recognizing each other’s wisdom
also found in temples and synagogues
and community investment banks
and poor houses.

He was also interested in political philosophy,
power of aristocrats
anticipating growing personal economics
despite offering no respite
to green/blue democratic EarthLovers.

A contemporary of Einstein’s,
who shared Russell’s political philosophy
and perhaps his interest in 4Dimensional
prime NonZero-entropic space/time
co-arising dipolar bilateral systems,

Russell writes,
“The reason physics has ceased to look for causes
is that, in fact,
there are no such things.
The law of [unilateral linear] causality
is a relic of a bygone age,
surviving, like the monarchy,
only because it is erroneously supposed
to do no [win/lose, either/or leftbrain dominant reductive] harm.”

Here, Russell’s parenthetical analogy
betrays his political philosophy
favoring natural/spiritual green co-arising systemic democracy
of We The Healthy MultiCultural People
causing and effecting
monoculturing
narcissistic aristocratic collective fantasies,
anthropocentric Naked Emperors.

Causal systemic power travels down to up,
like root systems toward flowers,
nutritionally before,
secondarily, communication flowing top to down,
like seeds embedding in Earth’s co-invested future
multiculturing fertile soil
bearing multi-regenerational anticipated win/win fruits,

Dipolar co-arising in polyphonic apposition
more normatively nurturing
than win/lose bipolar challenges of monoculturing,
too aristocratically self-delusional
short-term empowering aggressors
leftbrain straight white western male predators
on organic polycultural matriarchal fields
of nature/spirit win/win systemic energy
for which each individual ego
was EarthMother sacred
eco-politically born

For growing systemic
democratic cooperative green energy,
power,
empowerment,
enlightenment
of integrity’s systemic multiculturing potential
for climate health,
internally spiritual ego
as externally natural eco-systemic.

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Openness

“Energy fields extend to infinity.
Consequently they are open–
not a little bit open,
not sometimes open,
but continuously open.
The long-established view of the universe as an entropic,
closed system is rapidly losing ground.
Proposals that living systems were open systems
led Von Bertalanffy to postulate
that living systems manifested negative entropy.
Evidence has continued to accumulate in support of a universe
of open systems.
The closed-system model of the universe
is contradicted
and obsolescence of such concepts as steady-state,
adaptation,
equilibrium and the like
is made explicit.”
Martha Rogers, p 227, in “Martha E. Rogers: Her Life and Her Work, edited by Violet M. Malinski and Elizabeth Ann Manhart Barrett

Power fields
and WorldView frames
extend associations
to omnipresent
sacred,
multigenerational,
matriarchally continuous lifelines
of humane organic infinity.

Consequently,
these frames are spiritually
multiculturally
metaphysically open
NonZero Sum
irrational RightHemisphere artistically
aesthetically full-spectral,
interdependent,
open,
and waiting to revolutionarily re-open,
bilaterally,
bicamerally,
binomially.

Not a little bit holistic and open,
not just discontinuously patriarchal
evolving one isolated ego-lifetime open,
but omnipotently
continuously
divinely cooperative,
regenerative green/blue globally,
empowering,
healthy-wealthy open.

The long leftbrain-establishment view
of Green/Blue Living but Static
2-dimensional EarthMap
as an entropic,
closed energy field system
is ecologically
rapidly losing 20/20
enclosed balance yet open,
inhaling yet exhaling,
grasping yet distracting
sensory bilateral co-arising ground.

Proposals that living systems
are also open sacred metaphysical systems
led Von Bertalanffy
to bicamerally postulate
this Principle of Taoist Green Reversion,
away from too much Red,
so that healthy living EarthTribe systems
manifest not negative Green syntropy,

In some mystical metaphorical health-wealth way,
dark red unsafe
neurological secularized death
is in continuous appositional
bicameral psychological relationship
with green empowered sacred healthy life

Spiraling Ultra-NonViolet revolutionary evidence
has continued to win/win accumulate
in support of a revolving green/blue healthy Earth
of bilateral space/time
open communing systems.

The closed orthodox fundamentalist
capital/patriarchal rationalist
desecrating
sacrilegious
morally contentious
and retributively judicious
mapping and entrapping model

Of this health/wealthing EarthView
is ecologically/theologically
robustly predicted,

Our green/blue experience
of reverse
reweaving open
re-cooperative
re-storative
redemptive win/win concepts
such as
not always win/lose
steady growth-state economics,
not necessarily win/lose political power
adaptation
against cooperative co-acclimation,

Re-turning divine/humane unchanging climate equilibrium
to not inhumane
green-blue restoring peace
as Earth Justice
open multiculturing noncrimes
of healthy democratic passion.

To LeftBrain explicitly green/blue life
openly reiterating

The closed leftbrain dominant
capitalistic win/lose
and patriarchal v matriarchal
yang v yin
closed polarized system
Red-strength v Green/Blue-flowing
flowering wisdom
is Left/Right neurobiologically contradicted
and ecological/theological obsolescence
of such leftbrain straight white male privileged
steady-state enlightenment,
self-empowering closed system maladaptation,
divine v humane dissonant disequilibrium
and the metaphysical closed in unintellectual life
is made rightbrain interdependently Open

Green/Blue holistic living Earthtribal indigenous System
explicit

For leftbrain dominant non-violently communicating
listening ears to hear
and 20/20 eyes to revolutionary revise
devise
improvise
surprise
not divine climate
and humane eco-culture demise.

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Sensory Prophets

Smell
anticipates new taste
and too often learns anxiety
of past bad taste memories,
associations,
deep neurological lessons.

As enveloping touch
anticipates new internal feelings
and, too often, deep learns anxieties
of past dissonant felt memories,
negative reassociations,
deeply felt psychological lessons.

As compelling sight
anticipates new therapeutic sounds,
empowering and enlightening communications,

And, too often,
deep learned anxious depressions
repressions
suppression
of past LeftBrain historic dominance,
anti re-ligious sounding judgmental dogma
deeply monocultural,
darkly negative
economic and political resounding lessons.

Yang strong faith
anticipates new yinspired green hope
and too often learns dissonance
of past hopes for empowering unity,
equity,
win/win integrity
free of requiring economic win/lose endarkening uniformity,
dissonant dissociations,
deep astronomical and revolutionary
lessons in bad-faith pathology

Which may be why
fragrant faithful cultural truths
anticipate tasting
great therapeutic climates
of beauty.

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An Anxiously Anticipated Event

Dear John,

All day
yesterday
I loaded up with a cascading river
of mixed anxiety and anticipation
about what to safely and kindly,
transparently and vulnerably
compassionately, so non-violently, share
communicate;

Which narrative tributaries to choose
within this vast spacetime stream
of choices
directions
felt depressions and erections.

Do you remember
communication theory
framed as Rhetorical Events?

Our initial walk and talk,
eating together,
rather than my refrigerator foraging
brunchtime usual rawfood practice,
is a graced green,
rain giving way to blue, memory for me,
and, I hope, for we
these sacred walking
secular talking
people.

Successful rhetorical events,
as I recall,
and have co-passionately experienced
with ecstatic thrills
and mysterious chills of anticipation,
wanting more and more
cascading throughout my too isolated life,

Are cooperatively held spaces
resonant and verbal and non-verbal places
longing to become resilient
as ultra-violet light
in phosphorescent mystical night,
bright
and warm
without ballistic fright,
inviting sounds of sight.

So I drove home
basking in such rich
potentially resilient
transparent and vulnerable
articulate yet impassioned
felt experience
confirming all my own ego’s grand theories
about win/win non-violent
Rhetorical compassioning
Events.

My anxieties spoke later
about mutual physical
natural, yet also spiritual,
attraction–
this smell and taste neurological chemistry
of touch exhaling
to co-empathically predict
our romantically felt quality
inhaling integrity’s great resilient passions,
shared loves
communal,
deeply green cooperative,
that rhetorical day
as true and beautiful for us.

It has been thirty years
since my last first date,
with a man who became my unanticipated husband,
partner
spouse
lover
quarreler
critic
listener
emotive voice
co-investor
political ally
communicator
miscommunicator
long-term rhetorical event
cooperative space-holder,
mediator
not really quite green enough
for resonant felt
and thought co-passionate experience
near our end
of cohabitation.

Nearly half my lifetime,
thirty years,
and I feel anxious
I have not yet learned
appropriate new old person rules
of transparency
and vulnerability
to be clear
and kind,
compassionately clear
about my natural/spiritual
physical/metaphysical attractions,
anticipations,
anxieties.

When I last dated
a gay encounter of the first kind
either ended nakedly together
or with a scheduled second date
with a bed
or a sling
or a deserted moonlit beach
front and center on our anticipated menu

Or ended in disaster,
no connection,
no further warm and resonant communication,
no passing green light Go!

I did not “date”
men who lived so very far away,
out of state,
unless one of us was planning to relocate
or both of us were anticipating
an extremely resonant
one hot night stand
lying down together,
exploring all the vertical
and horizontal dances
we could imagine ever wishing we had done
to further gather
future’s warm anticipations.

I am anxious
because I do not want to disappoint you
or me
about our embodied
non-verbal communication
and passion together.

My own nakedness
lies nowhere near my vulnerable
and transparent self-esteem
as was the case
when I last dated
and I do not know
what to do
and not do
with that.

I have no mentors,
no wise teachers,
no therapeutic facilitators,
no sex therapist
to talk and touch me through
this anxiety.

But, I do anticipate
an unfortunate comparison
I met on our silvered dating site
the same day I first heard you
connect climate pathological effects
with capitalistic causes,
which immediately won my curiosity
to know
just how deeply knowing
we might go
together,
and not apart.

I met another singer
another meditator
another deeply
physically connected
to Taoist sensory communication
yangly verbal and yin non-verbal,

More physically incarnated
and less metaphysically abstract
less theoretical
merely rhetorical
more mature
aged
connected like wine with cheese
and re-connected
than my own experience
in how to mutually
yet maturely
please.

Last evening we talked.
His voice sings and rings,
warmly chills and quietly thrills.

And, he is closer.
Teaches dance.
We anticipate learning together
how to tango horizontally
without creating an entangled mess
at our ripe old average age
of 69

Which,
when I last dated
was a cooperatively rhetorical
erotic position
and not an age
which we sensually anticipated
without great anxiety
about resilience
of sensual resonance.

For me,
this need not be a win or lose,
either-or situation.
Even less so
if I thought the two of you
would appreciate each other
in this partner searching
lifeline rivered
shivered way,
but that is not what I would anticipate
either of you would say.

So, that is what is on my mind
and heart
and root chakras
this another deep green
ego-centering
and ecosystemic rhetorical day.

Said my vertical horizontal way,
physical and metaphysical
natural and spiritual
secular and sacred
love with you
and hell to pay,
anxiously anticipating
your kind
non-maligned
response.

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Agree and Yet Disagree

How would you agree
and could you disagree?

Those who oppose Domestic Violence,
secretly oppose healthy
yet punishing
responsible parental exercise
of absolute patriarchal authority.

Those who protest against Police Brutality,
Bullying
Violent Communication Culture,
secretly oppose healthy
yet punishing
responsible officers of the militaristic
capitalistic peace.

Those who curse runaway capitalist
bloody patriarchal meat-eater economic privilege
of greed and white straight male supremacy
secretly support,
as if healthy
and compassionate,
irresponsible wildness
for nurturing witchy
deeply green queer
and too dearly near
alarming liberal eco-political
MotherEarth indigenous sacred healing circle
inductive and seductive
secretly
and anonymously recruiting homosexual
child-eating feminists
to communistically farm and garden
this Green/Blue Communion Living Earth.

Those who rail against anti-green climate woundedness
secretly support,
as if healthy
and compassionate,
irresponsible
naive
too liberally green win/win revolutionary love
for all EarthHealth Justice multicultural theologies
of ecologically wealthy
indigenously empowering
and integrally enlightening
eco-political
polycultural
NonZero-Sum Whole Open
continuously regenerative
self/other GoldenRule communicating
extending
reiteratively spiralling
revolutionary health/wealth bicameral relationships.

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To the DNC

Do not waste this rhetorical and climatic moment

on redundantly telling us what we already know:

Trumpism is not healthy democracy.

Please do invest this convening

in exploratory dialogue reminding us

of what we already love:

Patriotism is about wealthy EarthHealth

of green cooperative democracy.

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Cerebral CoOperativism

Capitalism
is an economic strategy
and/or theory
that harbors no inefficient room
for healthy democratic love,
to live or die trying
(and not slowly fade away
not trying)
and for concomitant
co-arising
co-relational
positive correlational
ego/eco-relational
co-passionate
compassionate
wealthy multicultural values.

Cooperativism
is an inclusive incorporating culture,
with an economic systemic plan,
a politically healthy theory
rooted in democratic
and robust multicultural
win/win privileged values.

Expectations of cruel
and unusual win/lose punishment
strategies for fake
disempowering
undemocratic justice
is what runaway cascading capitalists
dream of drowning in
each nightmare night
of winners v losers politics.

Anticipation of kind
and natural/spiritual win/win rewards
for restoring Earth’s healthy green justice
is what cooperativists
wake up to
each co-arising economically buoyant
democratic dawn

Of ecosystemic RightHemisphere rest
prevailing over
anthro-centric LeftHemisphere restlessness
about Yang global
v Yin spinal spiraling
health empowering emphasis
of multiculturally cooperative patriotism
over monoculturing capitalist fealty.

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Agreeing to DisAgree

I have noticed
in negative strong
long feeling settings
a willingness
to accept impatience
to reluctantly embrace tolerance
and Agree to DisAgree.

Yet, to equate this conclusion
with cooperatively
and actively Agreeing to Positively Agree
with anticipation
rather than further win/lose anxiety
would be to overvalue tolerance
and to underestimate
differences between systemic logic
and self-deceiving fallacy.

We do not meet
win/win standards of nonviolently held energy,
powers of positive communication praxis,
by Agreeing to DisAgree,
shrugging
and leaving the dialogue
with win or lose, who knows?
back to hopeless stuckness,
but now further entrenched
in frustrating
increasingly impatient,
look some other way
tolerance

Of a society
too dumb to GoldenRule agree
to act as decent as a healthy family,

And too ignorant
to co-invest in present
and future green integrity.

To believe agreeing to disagree
is sufficient for short-term bridges,
let us be forewarned
agreeing to not yet agree
on reassuring regenerative plans
for healthy green democracy,

Is quite far from cooperative value enhancements
of agreeing to co-passionately agree
we are here together
for all EarthTribe’s health and safety

Multiculturally cooperative
eco-political regenerativity,
revolutionary 20/20
democratic positive energy.

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