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Black Is Not His Property

I wake up with a great startle.

My CoOperative EarthVillage Dream
was merely winter’s hibernation.

I dreamed we share richly valued properties
from health-wealthy African Elders;
but awake, once again,
only to painfully remember
I am now again
expected to pretend
I am merely His disvalued property.

I have become enslaved
by His addictions to LeftBrain male supremacy,
entitlement to compete,
not for Win or Lose survival,
but, now, more ultimately and climatically,
for His self-aggrandizing approval
of Western White malicious thrival.

Caste privilege to commodify others,
to colonize us domesticated Loser Also Rans,
by raising barbed wire electric fences,
fueled with depleting oil and coal
and formerly healthy soil and souls
and air and water,
now recombining toward His Perfect Narcissistic Storm

His degenerate
hate-producing Lose/Lose
dual dark Plantation,
environmental and democratic health
eradication.

Not everyone needs cotton,
His MAGA forces recognize,
but every mindbody can consume and reproduce hate.

Hate sells and weaponizes native potential
anxious feeling Elder RightBrain’s
wealth of love
anticipating healthy life properties,
cooperatively owned and held and shared and transacted
WinLeft-WinRight bicameral MindBodies.

I painfully wake up this way,
mere property of Him,
when I can still remember
Gaia’s dusk drenched
dream of trust

Sharing cooperative cultured integrity,
properties of darkly remembered Elders,
nurturing brown-skinned Earth Mammas
singing rich contralto Exodus and ReGenesis
WinLove/WinLife full-harmonic
GoodNews anthems.

We shall overcome,
with love of these same shared Elder properties,
what He would capture and enslave
as hate like Him,
as ManHood mandated hypocrisy,
abortive absence of creative integrity

Sacred dawn of dreams
conserving Earth’s perennial climate of gratitude
for Elder animistic health-wealth properties,
refused by His abortion of active hope

His confused irreligious caste Winners
never lose monotheistic strategies
furthering powers to own me

Through His self-addicted
self-condemning
self-excommunicating
self-impeaching
LeftBrain toxic AnthroMale Supremacy
defying a new cooperative dawn
of SageMind/MuseBody indigenous integrity

LeftDeductive/RightInductive
liberated body pleasure
to conserve mind passion
for progressive climates
of deeply democratic therapy

Addressing His demented manly needs
to reduce and disappear sacred lives
reduced to produce His adoring minions,
by my reweaving morning’s freedom
to free Him and me to love
how we both cooperatively share
our AfricanElder’s EarthMother health
through wealthy fertile properties.

God bless his StraightWhite Master shrinking heart.
He’s doing his LeftBrain Monotheistic best
to keep all His selfish ego-conserving slaves apart
for fear we could remember
history’s compassionate off and on-line
cobinary Crown/Root shock-free
Tree of sacred/organic
love/life
enlightened/empowering potential

To sing our love songs
and dance EarthGaia’s rhythmic praise
of circling pleasures
so African motherland peaceful

Richly fertile win/win roots
engaging MotherTree’s crown/root
ego/ecosystemic chakras
co-redeeming grace.

No one shrinking heart
of fear-mangled right-brained Suppression
could build sufficient firewalls feeding confusion
and propaganda nightmares
fast enough to contain love’s viral tsunami
of peaceful EarthTribe’s prehistoric dawns

CoPassionate,
healthy Left/Right balancing
Crown/Root regenerating
Wealth/Health cobinary
democratic resolutions.

This Paradise Plantation,
unlike His other privately-held corporations,
is cooperatively owned and administered
by all Earth’s Tribes,
former animistic slaves
of anthropocentric AlphaMale colonialism

My time and space to stretch up and out
rehearsing OrganicHealth/SacredWealth grappling dawn
of Let My EarthPeople Go
through WinBody/WinMind-passionate responsibility,
EarthClimate mothering
mutual-help creolizing
cooperative Muse circles

As sung through dark-skinned
thick black-haired protective centuries
by Gaian and Hawaiian
dawn and dusk dancing
EarthLovers

Waking up with a great startle.

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Sage Prayers, Muse Medications

Prayer talks
reflective love passion

Meditation walks
responsive life pleasure

Prayer is meditation
as cognitive life images intuitive love

Sometimes reduced to words
attempting to define
purposeful reality

Sometimes induced without awkward words
refining organic life’s sacred love
meaningful relationships

Reforming
disorganizing death’s desecrating
meaningless non-relationship.

Reducing inductive meditations
to produce deductive reflections
may lead to seductive mystic paradox

Redacting
distracting
retraction

The silent Muse
may deeply feel
desecrating death’s inevitable cause
remains organic life

While the prayerful Sage
may profoundly believe
organic life’s unavoidable effect
portends desecrating death.

Life’s absence
does not always provoke beating hearts
to grow fonder

Yet love’s presence
is always necessary,
and yet insufficient,
to avoid life’s organic losses.

Natural life’s spiritual love
feels like something healthier than
unnatural death’s desecrating lovelessness.

If “lovelessness” is not a proper prayerful word,
could this be because loveless meditations
remain so relentlessly still
unspoken?

Sage prayers acknowledge personal trauma
causing disturbingly dissonant effects
while
meditating muses recognize longer-term personal
AND larger-terminating political
silencing systems
of deadly desecrating disgrace.

So too,
we may sagely anticipate specific therapeutic
blessed events
and also muse longer-term personal
and deeper bred political
wealth systems
loving sacred living grace.

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Crown Songs and Root Dances

Sages sadly sing
LeftBrain dominant songs
of resonant resistance
to crown-caste uppity dispassion

While Muses design divine
RightBrain prominent dances
for resilient persistence
in root-caste down compassion.

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Pronoia HealthCare Final

Brezsny in PRONOIA quotes:

“Bestow a blessing on a person you’ve considered to be beneath you
or alien to you.”

Donald, may your future communications engage deeper ecological listening
and more widely embrace
democratically cooperative economicl learning

“Who and what will you pray for as you’re making love?”

What: For this to never end
Who: For whom we are erotically becoming together
in this eternal moment’s flow of agapic Earth’s
pronoia becoming.

“May you get what you want and still want it”

May you gain integrity you feel you need
and also gain what you authentically want
for all of us.

BiLateral ConVexing Systemic Formations.

“Give examples to illustrate the differences between dumb, trivial pleasure
and smart, life-exalting pleasure.”

Passive perception of performance-oriented entertainments v Actively cooperative play and win/win co-engaging exchanges. Less autocratic solo performances; more democratic group sing alongs.

“Arguments with God is the only organization on the planet that specializes in the art of debating with the Creator. Our trained Prayer Warriors are standing by, ready to deliver the protests and complaints that you want to convey…. Write your first draft here.”

Hey! Straight White Patriarchal God!
Why not come out of your transgenderal organisms of all Earth colors
Matriarchal Goddess Closet?

“A dissident wing of the Beauty and Truth Lab (the “Uproaries”) defines happiness as
‘the state of mind that results from cultivating interesting, useful problems.’
See if you can make that definition work for you.”

AT EROTIC ROOT RISK: PolyVagal power of Win/Win CoPleasing Communication
REDEFINE AGAPIC CROWN OPPORTUNITY: PolyTheistic light of NotWin and NotLose compassionate caste-abolishing sacred communion

“Do something that you will remember with pride and passion until the end of your days. Report your results here.”

Successfully defending, even cooperatively singing and dancing
while cooperatively writing our political theosophy,
entitled Our PolyVagal Designers’ Opera,
erotically written in agapic inter-religious libretto.

“Tell about the moment you finally realized who exactly you are–
or imagine the time you’ll do so in the future.”

In this eternal moment
I am transubstantiating this transgenderal manifestation
polyvagally win/win polyculturing neuro/ecological regenesis;
so my budda-sattvaness is also our indigenous eco-sattva,
now in a bit of an anthro-partisan mess.

“‘Each person is a story that the Soul of the World wants to tell to itself,’
says Michael Meade.
What does the Soul of the World want to say through you?”

We are our multiculturally ecological developing world,
cooperating at and into our best Golden Rule outcome performances
within a Polyculture Designing Opera
of collective pro-recreation indigenous stories,
where panentheistic deeper
is also monotheistic richer
and more erotic/agapic ecological
crown/root
win/win
mind/body yummy.

HealthCare evolution is about WinAnthro/WinEarthTribe revolution;
not a caste-preserving sacred crown v organic root theory
of sacred thrival and revival
through organic denial and repression
of desecrating devolution.

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Adventures In Happy Endings

Throughout 2016 I have been reading Rob Brezsny’s Pronoia
Is The Antidote For Paranoia
now ending before I reach 2017.

This postmillennial bible of multiculturalism
ends with several questions or statements
with space to write in my responses.

I am about half through these end pages.
Here is a condensed version of this conversation,
to date:

“Imagine that you get three wishes on one condition:
They can’t benefit you directly;
they have to be wished on behalf of someone else.
What would they be?”

  1. Peace and justice throughout sacred Earth’s more cooperative organic Tribes.
  2. And economic and political goodwill for ecofeminists,
    matriarchs of Earth’s extending families.
  3. And all Gaia’s (0)riginally Sinless win/win newborns.

“Comment on this thought:
Imagination is more important than knowledge
and play is more interesting than belief.”

And imagination is not accessible without memory
and play feels more accessible with trust
than distrust.

And role-play is better for deep learning
cooperative v competing beliefs
about how to become a more peacefully communicating
multiculturally-adept
adult.

“Pronoia is a gnostic art.
Everyone is potentially a visionary
capable of revealing more of its mysteries
Write your oracles and definitions of pronoia here.”

Pronoia co-passioning designs
rather than
paranoid conspiracies of autocratic anthropocentrism
engage indigenous wisdom
of restorative justice
and resilient peace.

“‘When I grow up,’ wrote Ramona McNabb, ‘I want to be a river.’
What impossible magnificence would YOU like to be
when you grow up?”

A two-headed tornado
bilaterally communicating
mirror reverse-revolving
co-powering funnels
ingesting Earth’s complexity
exhaling anthropocentric chaos
through appositionally equi-valent dipolar tails
feeding on and off each other’s co-impassioned
bicameral synergy.

“Tell what techniques you’ve discovered
about feeding honey to crocodiles.”

Waste of sacred time
and organic space.
Like feeding pearls to swine
who would much prefer to eat me.

“What would you have to do in order to keep getting smarter and smarter?”

Invite my egocentric, and anthro-centric, hubris
to become humbler and humbler,
until entirely co-passioned
to keep becoming trauma-informed polyamorous integrity
and feeling polyvagal painless peace.

“What’s the single most important question you’d like to resolve
before you die many years hence?”

Why didn’t Me v We paranoia die sooner
so Me+We could pronoia thrive sooner?

“‘Bodhisattva’ is a term used by Buddhists to describe a saint
who has developed spiritual equanimity
and a consistent ability to act with wisdom and kindness
but who nevertheless postpones his [sic] ascension into nirvana
in order to help free all other beings from their suffering.
In Beauty and Truth Lab parlance, a ‘dissident bodhisattva’ believes that existing political and cultural institutions must be overthrown
and replaced
in order to liberate all beings from their suffering
and achieve spiritual equanimity.
Write a story in which you are a dissident bodhisattva.”

Better to resonantly love
this deeply resilient co-passionate communication
of truly felt compassion
and beautifully peaceful pleasures.
Bring non-violent communication
to Whole EarthSystem incarnation.

Although,
before pronoia imagining our healthiest
and richest
and deepest bodhisattva incarnation,
I suppose it’s always good to prepare our most co-intelligent
PolyCulturing ReGenerative Design.

So, perhaps positively deviant co-messiahs
of cooperative economic and political bodhisattva (0)-zone polypaths
might passionately begin with writing down how I would like to feel
0/1-prime cobinary indigenously wise nondualistic dipolar relationship
over the next 12 AnthroMind/EarthBody
Passion/Pleasure years

I could anticipate having sufficiently (0)-woke left
before I 1-Whole EarthBody right retire,
when I will hope to learn why I didn’t retire now,
before I co-passionately sing
and coitally dance
while rewriting ecotherapeutic EarthTribe’s
BodhiSattva ReCreation Story.

“You are Ruler Of The World.
What three decrees will you immediately issue
to begin the mass healing?”

  1. All public and private investments,
    both impassioned time and pleasing money,
    currently supporting competitive
    WinnerCasteWe v LoserCasteThey preservation
    of monoculturing monopolistic monotheistic grandeur
    and corrupting wealth,
    rather than multicultural health
    and polycultural wealth,
    are now democratically,
    yet not officiously,
    reinvested in cooperative WinWin
    ecopolitically viral and virtuous
    EarthTribe Climate HealthCare Games,
    and other forms of nutritionally recreative
    deep learning inter-religious passion play,
    ecopolitically green transformative partying.
  2. All Patriotic and Paternalistically dominant anthrocultures
    are now officially,
    yet not autrocratically,
    also Matriotic and Maternalistically prominent
    Earth as SacredMother
    Golden Rule nurturing meritocracy.
  3. All males and females,
    heteros and homos,
    upper and lower castes,
    conservators and liberators
    are now virtuously positive,
    and not viciously negative,
    on the EarthTribal full-transgenderal Octave Spectrum
    of multiculturing polyamorous panentheistic
    indigenously wise polypaths
    toward deeply exotic/erotic
    prime peak experienced
    wealthy neuro/ecological cobinary
    prime 1 SunGod MonoThesis = 0 EarthGaia HypoThesis
    compassionately communing
    upper/lower recaste
    transformational relationship.
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Nativity Birth Stories

If you have a favorite Messiah Story,
one that makes your sweetest Ego swell,
and stay that way,
then you also have a favorite political narrative
about how you would prefer your wealthiest power development
to optimize our healthiest ecological abundance.

For example,
for Christians,
is the Messianic re-creation story
merely redemptive grace coming down
and inbound?

Or also bodhisattva co-redemptive,
where grace,
like money,
flows more abundantly
when everybody has more than enough
gift-it-forward compassion
to also gift outwardly,
abound around town?

So, which still ReGenerating Story
you powerfully embody to co-invest ,
inhaling and exhaling,
extends or shrinks your primally significant economic choice

Wholesome Sacred Earth’s outside health
or whole-sum Organic HomoSapient inside wealth
or co-invested co-redemptive both?

Still empowering Messianic salvation
raining down grace
like light radiates regenerating power
love irradiates interdependent life systems

Authentically interreligious Messiahs
are not known for Win v Lose
divide and separate demonically dark cultic powers
of ego investment in overpowering Othered
outcaste-preserving players

Instead
more challenging
love your sad gift-hoarding enemies too
wisely knowing no one wins salvation
until every sapient species co-invests
in-down caste/out-up caste transformational co-redemption
of sacred EarthMother’s ecologically committed
polyculturing WholeEarth Peace

Climate paradise
perfected for
MessiahPassion/BodhisattvaPleasure
spiritual/natural co-investors.

How was original organic EarthTribe life created?
to ecologically love
abundant WinAnthro/WinEarth political reform

Speaking only from my own Ego experiences
cooperatively engaging as much outside
and outbound regenerative freedom
from degenerative inside and downcast gift-hoarding
as Anthropocene possible

For all sentient crownMessiah/rootBodhisattva species
of co-intelligent cobinary polyvagal design
living co-passion here
loving co-pleasing now
life-love’s universal trust,
unitarian grace

Peace-full belonging
feels like neurosystemic Messiahs past
still flowing through Bodhisattva future
co-redeeming ecosystems

In and out ego/eco-logical
up-caste and down-caste
AnthroCrowning and EarthRooting
SunFather and GaiaMother
primal co-relationship
of transforming grace
recaste
to further future co-redeemers

Inter-religiously messianic saviors
liberally graced
and conservatively gifted
by sentient polyculturing bodhisattvas

Pantheistic GaiaMother inside
empowered listening
long before monotheistic GodFather outside
enlightened speaking

Like every healthy newborn
wealth reborn
peace restoring messiah.

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Singing Stevie’s Wonder

I remember,
in the early 60s,
our thirty mile drive
from our historic family farm,
in relentlessly White rural Michigan,
not counting the Mexican migrant workers
whom our Elders pointedly discarded

Singing
on the first shifty shopping trip to Thrifty Acres,
through vibrantly young Black
urban heated streets
of capital glancing Lansing.

Stevie Wonder and I
nearby
yet out casting far

Him singing
all Black city churches
ringing

And me queer pillaged
in all White rural churches
villaged

Stevie and me,
harmonic neighbor memory
in my privately humming heart

Yet never possible to publicly meet
and privately greet
as this sacred land
and this organic Earth
were meant to resonantly sing
and resiliently dance
our regenerations in caste
together
not degenerations outcast
apart.

I didn’t know apartheid by default yet
but I do remember
seeing nearly black as ink skin
for my very first impassioned time

On a smiling brown-eyed boy
on a chipped and flat white painted bike
without defensive rims

And dim longing to talk
and listen
and laugh with him

About fresh green smells of freedom
from poor tired training wheels

Freedom to create our fast together pedaling breeze
across summer’s hot black
and white hate faces and arms

Knowing I would touch his warm dark skin
with loving wonder

What it could be like to be recast with him,
to sing and dance together,
to smell and feel and fly
our rich diverse integrity
on a brave tandem red in-your-face bike

Built for two
bright shining all ways back
restorying Black street glancing Lansing

Through my little Whitely inbred WoodLand
spreading sadist out across all Black without White
decapitalizing cities
divorced from woodland farmers

Left alone
to peddle fly while singing
our glad,
not sad or bad or mad,
hosanna holy wonders

As I reweave
this first drive by encounter
with outcast avenue perversity
against homo-sapient diverse
curiosity

I imagine asking Mom to stop,
pull our metallic gold Ford over
so I could ask his thick black-framed glasses name,
which would sing Stevie

And take his wondrous hand
to walk his bike back to home
and long familiar family
where we would live together
happily
and healthily
and wisely
most prosperously ever after
cast together all.

This was my erasing moment,
too quickly racing past,
to know passion’s love
at first passed sight

Sublime sung sounds
and dark dancing
satin brown skin smells
of Stevie’s tandem wonder.

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Life Through A Thousand Deaths

Here empowering life waits
with a thousand little discontinuous unenlightened deaths,
caste again,
right here in The Evolving Self’s sixth principle
of preferable options for more humane evolution
revolutions lurking behind Mihaly Csikzentmihalyi’s
positive re-ligious integrity
is at least not negative irreligiously disintegrating
neuro-sexsensory health caring psychology.

I had seen EarthMother’s compassion
rebirthing love of cooperatively-held life
when he began by rooting around
in primally co-arising principles of thermodynamics.

The second Yang-negative principle of monocultural hubris,
dissociative limbo
somewhere between remembering contentious defeat
and promising contented repeat
with Yintegral positive
as first open universal synergy principle
toward abundantly unitarian life-system flow.

Every organic tribe tends to share bio-neurosystemic shape
sense enhanced for cooperative fertility,
crowning dialectical DNA
on back through root systemic RNA
resonantly symbiotic passions
for healthy organic pleasures,
fractally unfolding
good faith rooting designs

Monotheistically crowning
emphatically inspiring
future healthy organic clans
living within Earth’s erotic pantheistic wilderness
of deeply rooted spiritual ecstasy

Engaging symbiotic networks
of communing nature
co-informating healthy EarthPeace ecological rights,
dis-integrating anthropocentric caste-preserving wrongs
of Yangish monotheistic monopolizing
GodThesis v GaiaHypothesis excess
of sacred mind over-casting systemic trauma
against under-caste organic matter.

This first synergetic rebalancing principle,
resolving around and in and through
our 4D body-space/mind-time universe
emerges Win/Win when Yin-squared equals positive
not negative Yang
wu-wei cooperative equity, of dual-caste course,
but much more erotically symbiotic,
crown/root cobinary chakra symbiotic
resilient integrity

+(+) = 0-Yintegrity = -(-1)Yang Identity
erotically engaging body = emphatically authentic mind
ecological powers = anthro-logical light
EarthMother’s pantheistic pleasure = SunFather’s monotheistic passion

CoBinary nondualistic organic/sacred systems
inter-communing nature/spirit
regenerative Golden Rule co-empathic
caste-abolishing intent

Reiteratively polyculturing
resonantly octaved
double-fractal DNA/RNA co-gravitation
multigenerations of positive co-relations
between elder RNA seminal sacred memories
of resonantly peaceful ecological experience
projecting future DNA health and safety assurance

Navigating in-between risks and opportunities
of organically healthy Earth wildness life
where YangLeft liberating animus
and
YinRight conserving anima
do our best to make mind-passion/body-pleasure
co-arising love
and not quite so much entropic-trending
upper v lower caste co-aggravating war.

Anyway, back to Mihaly’s sixth dynamic
mistrusted and/or trusted Taoist balancing co-governance,
depending on your paranoia v pronoia predilections,
principle of authentic AnthroMind/EarthBody integrity
Win/Win sacred/organic evolution:

We have two appositional dynamics in our life journey;
Win-health v Lose-pathology potential contention
leading toward Win/Win power-with contented flow,
using cooperative energy resources
to recreate mutually co-present active hope

Yet co-passionate dynamic balance
also risks leading toward further upper/lower caste competitions
powering-over with Win v Lose mistrusts
about Earth’s life v death anthropocentric revolutions

Extracting EarthMother’s energy for monoculturing hubris,
paternalistic patriotic exploitation
of future fear and past angry condemnations,
further starving sapient ego’s potential health
through a thousand deaths and loss and suffering
of entropic maya,
conflicting competitions struggling against further disorder,
rather than struggling with today’s cognitive-affective dissonance
to deep learn ego-ecotherapeutic cobinary care.

It seems perceptually important to believe,
perhaps even to smell and taste and feel
reconnecting past love-line memories
as if implied by first yeasty embryonic experience of self,
that Yintegral flow of cooperative health
could not thrive in total 0-sum absence
of Yang’s darker competitively caste shadow
rememory.

For me,
I have come to see optimally regenerative health
nurturing wise wealth
within Earth’s double-binding bihemispheric spectrum,
between pathology of excessive eco-consumption in my accumulating past
and pathology of excessive ego-energy loss through over-production,
self-abolishing depressions and repressions,
like a bottom-caste life voting for top-caste
Trumping sexploitation.

It proves difficult to summarize
regeneration as a positive inside/outside
cobinary caste
symbiotic ego/eco
Win/Win virtuously dynamic consciousness.

But, at the end of EarthMother’s polypathically multiculturing day,
Climate Health is what we all economically and politically,
ecologically and analogically want.

EarthRights (not so much Yangish irreligious Wrongs)
are what we recognize as nutritionally positive health,
while climate pathologies are Left v Right
liberal mind v conserving body
enlightening v empowering extremes
both inside ego-capital positively identified
and caste aside eco-homebody not negatively identified,
Ego-equity/Eco-integrity
wu-wei nondualistic
indigenously mindful feelings

Continuous EarthMother re-ligious life
powering through a thousand discontinuous SunFather deaths
resurrecting ego/eco dual-caste
transformative consciousness.

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Color Blind

Some people say they don’t see color
or caste.

I look for others who do see color
and want to make rhapsodies together
with symphonic us.

I long to see more multiculturing colors
and less monocultural monochromatic
white v black monotheistic responsibility
for opportunities at-risk
among those organically gifted mammals
who don’t believe a colorful Earth
could sacredly matter.

Some people see color and say “Why?”
Yet when we can see that same color
within a prism’s octave unity,
wisdom might well engage “Why not!?”

Ask not what your eagle nation’s indigenous coloring can do for you;
ask what your wise owl poly-colored relationships can do
for our way too straight beige nation.
Or, even better, ask both eagle and owl
light perception and night wisdom
as if co-arising spectral passions
and non-violent resonance.

Some people say they don’t see
or hear
or feel color
but have no problem remembering their own,
and how they are
and are not
appreciated for diverse symphonic opportunities.

I look for those who do see color
and hope to make far more wisdom of it
than I could ever imagine
monoculturally alone
monotheistically lonely
monochromatically white
as an unholistic ghost.

With apologies to John F. Kennedy, taking issue with Ronald Reagan black and white reruns.

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ReCentering Hope

I lay to waste
Earth-centered
omnisciently questioning life,
overindulging Anthro-preoccupied
questing enlightened faith

Wasting Anthro-centered
wealthy sacred life,
overindulging Ego-preoccupied
healthy organic lust

Wasting Ego-healing opportunities
for Earth-centered healthy love,
greedily grabbing for immortality

Laying to waste
Earth-centered
omnipotently questioning life,
overindulging Anthro-preoccupied
power questing fame

Wasting Anthro-recentering
wealthy organic life.

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