When anthro-privileged consumers
of massive monotheistic miscommunications
replace faith in compassionate StatesMen
and bipartisan StatesWomen
with vainglorious hope
for straight white supremacist BusinessMen
Then what might have been a healthy
polycultural democracy
has now become just another nationalistic
monoculturing kleptocracy.
Sacred EarthMother
does not define
what matriarchal yin Beauty is,
and yet S/He seems to refine
what patriarchal yang Ugly is not.
Spectral light resounding arcs
healing theistic justice
positively bow toward resonant
panenthymeme patterned peace
and negatively bend
against dissonant monodramatic trauma.
So too,
wealthy sounding polyphonic cadence
can feel drawn
toward deeply panentheistic
meaning-full
Despite no healthy polypathic narrative
that seems widely polymathic
democratic speed of inspiraling light
and fractal-powered purpose
Justice shows up.
You don’t have to solve my world,
resolve my mind to body.
Show just cadence up
maybe isn’t quite so marching down.
Just grow out capital His-story.
Throw out whatever wealth-eulogies we can find,
they’ll never change our warring minds.
Justice grows unshout out
unpeace changing calm
wise-womanologies.
Peace flows up.
Down deep where old whores find luck
of justice so blind she’ll never He be
come slippery wet between our beats;
hungry peace flows out.
Just stand up.
Down sliding stairs of glaring need,
gliding prayers of blaring greed,
crying slayers of darkened creed,
slying players of slutty breed,
flying nayers of righteous steeds
Let just Us free
Earth’s kosmic karmic bleed
Flow fueling
spectral light resounding spirals
positively bowing toward resonant
patterned peace
and negatively bending
against dissonant disturbing trauma.
When Jesus was asked about whether or not it is healthy and safe for the colonized Jewish people to pay taxes to their patriarchal-capitalist predator, he said to give Ceasar what is his.
What is his,
to serve them mind/body health
and environmental safety?
Christ’s implied church v state reverse corrollary:
Do not give Ceasar what is not his,
to disempower WeTheSacredPeople’s mind/body health
and wealthy
polyculturing EarthMother
ecofeminist safety.
So what would happen if the international religious sector
offered tax sanctuary for all their extended family members?
friends,
allies,
cooperative and family businesses,
co-invested partners,
work and play associates
To be held by the nearest geo- and neuro-systemic
win/lose 0-sum trauma-informed
GreenState sanctuary government
To be used to restore peace
in our ongoing ecosystemic struggle
against AnthroSupremacist economic colonization
by kleptocratic regimes
Openly warring against
freedom of panentheistic
polycultural communion,
sacred EarthSanctuary
WHoly Nature/Spirit
indigenously wise
decolonizing cognitiveLeft v intuitiveRight
Regenerating Left/Right bi-hemispheric resonance,
resilient mind-liberating
body-conserving
health and safety
engaging multicultural consensus
win/win peace-making
EarthCommunion belief systems
Compassionate as bodhisattva MotherTrees;
wise as co-empathic
messianic serpents.
What did I take away
from summer camp?
Not COVID
this year,
nor the clap.
But, instead
a more resilient health
of authentic sacred wealth
TransFormative dance
singing integrity’s great
synergetic
bromance.
Polyphonic men
mind and body embracing
polypathic gods
re-imaging goddesses
engaging all us in-between
communal transubstantiations.
My own spirited mind
and strong natured body transmutation
has not been solely limited by Others’
lack of win/win imagination
But also,
perhaps primarily
and primally,
by my own win straight mind
lose queer body trauma story,
His-poled v Her-holed history
Mind blaming
and body shaming
Left hemisphere’s lack
of co-passioned pleasuring
Right-now transcendent
peak co-experienced mystery
More resiliently inquiring–
What transformative longing
does bromance take away
from summer’s sacred belonging
mind and body camp?
Dancing minds
free singing bodies
Dancing bodies
reserve singing minds.
Minds find faith in wealthy
blue-sky synergy
where bodies have experienced hope
for sacred EarthTribe’s
healthiest green integrity.
Whether we feel we must invest
in cooperative minds
invoking compassionate
sacred bodies
Or think we might best divest
of competitive degenerating bodies
provoking dispassionate minds
Is an unnatural “loser”
shaming invoice
leaving a still small crack
enlightening a healthier political voice
and neuro-sensexual choice
inviting wealthy spiritual rejoice
In wealthy dancing minds
liberating soulful singing bodies
conservatively enhancing
healthy singing minds.
Enjoying Earth’s promised land
of compassionate
multicultural communion,
we share a preference for deep
rich soil
and fertile green-blue
resonating surf
As our bodies adjust
to rocky and prickly
either me
or not me space
And our minds flow
back and forth
through gooey both “me”
and organic neurosensory “we”
peace searching times
of glad/bad memory,
healthy peak and unwealthy valley
remembering felt body trauma
and mindfully resilient therapies
Inhaling Earth’s past sacred unions
Exhaling into conjoined future
compassionate communion.
These reflections came to mind
this morning
as I recalled a recent clergy question:
“What did you FEEL
when you first read
this proposal for a change
in our corporate
orthodox
Universal Salvific
and Unitarian CoRedemptive
liberated feminist tradition.”
I remember listening for neuro-sensexually
enlightened language
for distinguishing core
empowered/disempowered Feelings
primally limited to:
Glad-anticipating win/win peak mind/body experiences
Bad-anxious about lose/lose dualdark valley experiences
Sad-depressed about my own win/lose long-term chances
Mad-about suppressed short-term survival
odds against overpowering PatriarchalGod’s
timeless dispassion.
My gladness trying to thrive
despite an unholy trinity
responding to trauma history
of multigenerational peak/valley surfing
change
Transitions
in glad health opportunities
reforming bad unease
sad disease
mad missing ease
invoking dissociative
neuro-sensexual despair
informing future opportunities
for compassionate repair.
Out of twenty
LeftBrain verbal dominant responses
to this spirited natural feelings question,
only two mentioned feelings
underlying
predicting positive
and negative
and ambivalent thoughts.
One said both glad about opportunity
for deep communal dialogue
and sad about lowly lay victims
speaking against too powerful and unenlightened
religious professional orchestrations
Us v them rhetoric
creating a polarizing culture
of win/lose
0-sum
closed-off
competitive
destabilizing trauma
Lack of EarthPeace
and Restorative Justice
in the deep rich soil
and fertile green-blue surf
of nature-spirited communion
opportunities for peak dialogical experiences
of LeftMind/RightBody
enlightened/empowering
FatherSun/MotherEarth co-passionate
revival.
Another wise woman elder responded
with “confused”
which encompasses,
without resonantly resolving,
all of Glad and Bad
Sad and Mad
chaotic flowing mind
feeling toxically disembodied
from sacred healing peace
restoring EarthTribe Justice
co-passionate mission statements
EarthTribe healing vocations.
What no one said
was “compassion”
for the romantic-comedy of peak experienced Glad
and the traumatic-tragedy of dark valley experienced
Bad’s
short-term Mad
and long-term chronic Sad
Lose/Lose absence
of healthy
enlightened
messianic minds
Surfing through empowered
co-redemptive neurosensory
bodhisattva bodies
of spiritual/natural
mental/physical
co-passionate communicators
Win/win naturally resilient
co-mediating spiritual practicers
rooted in peak experiences
of comprehensive synergetic feelings
more resiliently Glad
than dispassionately Bad
Speaking our restorative justice
free and co-responsive win/win
searching truths
to patriarchal/capitalist
win/lose systemic trauma.
While the sacred ecologist within
re-cognizes Bucky Fuller’s pre-millennial insight
What appears,
from a transcendent distance,
to be a static
entirely monocultural
universal Vertex,
A Black circular Whole
at New Moon midnight,
while circling outside
physical Earth nature
May also feel
like an ecstatic unitarian Vortex
from a co-empathic inside
panentheistic spirit
of complexly synergetic compassion
Especially when experiencing
a peak polycultural
mountain/crown-1.00% SunLight
valley/root-0.00% EarthPower
1 Prickly Here
enters co-invested Gooey 0 Now,
inserts the ghost of Allan Watts
conserving Red
nutritional economic AnthroPrivileged
LeftBrain precessive Vertex
reconnecting with Green
nurturing eco-polycultural EarthTribe
RightHemisphere recessive Vortex
BiCamerally polypathic,
binomially polymathic
throughout Full Moon
peak and valley surfing
in and out-side
In bodied Here
and back out expiring Now
vortex/vertex
mind/body
metaphysical/physical
spirit/nature
immanent/transcendent
valley/peak
womanist/patristic
womb/phallic
0/1 iconic Peace Warriors,
ironic MusEcologists,
ionic Vertex/Vortex
Crown/Root Sage MetaPhysicists
in hypostatic triune reunion
Right-felt/Left-thought communion
EarthTribe reconnecting
under a Full Moon,
peak and valley
vertex and vortex
crown and root chakra
mind/body
compassion surfing
in solidarity
with the indigenous wisdom
of prickly Crown MotherTrees
nurturing gooey RootSystemic
co-infested peak experience
Empowering further orthopraxis
with BlackWhole root systemic compassion
EarthTribal
universal/unitarian
vertex-from above
and vortex-from within
panentheistic Integrity.
At sixteen
People’s Bible Church
sent me from rural Michigan farm lands
to Moody Bible Institute
in siren-screaming Chicago
Church fathers assumed,
despite curious evidence to the contrary,
that I was a StraightWhiteMale
born-again
wanna be choir director
Because I could sing with gospel appeal
and dance with evangelical zeal.
It was in Chicago
I learned some LeftBrain orthodoxy
of RightBrain orthopraxis
I had always felt,
from the Muse within.
This mind/body orthopraxis of singing
peak and valley embodied feelings
as opposed to merely memorizing lyrics
and vocal intervals
and rhythms
and sacred silent rests
in Earth’s indigenous Wisdom
Would sometimes swell up and out
from the souls of my Yang conducting feet
Music beginning with primordial
root chakra Yintegrity
positively impressing our full
sacred neurosystemic embodied
Muse
Heading up and down
and all around my heart chakra
mind/body double-binding
co-arising
in-between nonboundary
where transcendent monotheistic gospel
orchestrating, from above
cherishes EarthMother’s immanent empowerment,
mediating, from within
moving soulful choices
inviting good news Yang voices.
Those instructors who were planning
to more comfortably conduct
with their dominant right wing
orthodox uninspired messaging bodies
did not actively encourage us
to move below our stagnant necks
On the other hand
we had one woman of color
who invited each morning
conducting from the souls of our feet
with sufficient passion
to raise FatherSun’s
octaves of co-enlightenment.
She conducted warm-ups
considerably more athletic
than eremetic
Stretching compassion’s inside muscles
primal joint relationships
bicameral minds and lungs and hearts
while reaching
teaching
preaching outside ancient light/power
Musing memories
of dance
and prance
and, occasionally, communal trance.
Sadly,
merely sixteen,
I returned to conservative
rural homophobic xenophobic patriarchal anthro-privileged
RightWing dominant
People’s MonoTheistic Bible Church
more comfortable making metronomic
1-2-3-4
points like the 4/4
fractal sign
of a triumphantly crowning cross
While singing,
from my own entitled head-voice
repeating orthodox melodies
from disembodied traditional memories
At my peak experience best,
from my core heart chakra diaphragm
breathing in dogmatic history’s choices
while expiring more sacred
gay and trans-inspiring
transporting
orthopraxis
of ancient healthy sung passions
and wealthy moving beauty
written across every bipartisan resonant heart
Good news singing
and LeftBrain orchestrating
but not really great shoes moving
and RightBrain mediating
cooperative engagement in communal resonance
and community full-bodied
root-systemic resilience
Strong enough to carry
through six days
of secular ecocidal
lack of sacred Yang/Yintegral orthopraxis
transcending mere orthodox
religiously repeated narratives
To more fully embrace
wellness-souled
song and dance
gospel-passioned praxis
orchestrating FatherSun’s Yang dusk
while mediating MotherEarth’s Yintegral
empowering redawn
of indigenous nondualistic
nonviolent
nonverbal wisdom
Wellbeing mindful sung
and
Wellness rooted dance
up and out
from the souls of our feet
on EarthMother’s natural beat.
When personal narcissism
and tribal autism
choose our words
as hurting
threatening
weapons of trauma defense
Rather than choosing wealth
of healing tools
for compassion’s therapeutic unfence
We soon find
that no one cares
to impatiently listen
outside our partisan walls
For whatever future win/win kindness
and EarthCare forgiveness
we cannot trust
will last.
Gratitude
for grace already received
is a robust measure of generosity.
Compassion scans for generosity’s fullness
felt within
as incarnated without
As dispassion predicts greed’s anxious emptiness.
Giving is physical and/or verbal
while generosity is mental and nonverbal.
Giving,
like loving,
hoping for a return of grace
within your lifetime’s future,
does not share
or stretch
your gift of generosity.
Giving,
hoping to receive in equal measure,
plus interest,
plus loyalty,
plus admiration for our generosity,
is an investment
which counts the cost
of risking loss
Not necessarily a failure of gratitude,
or love,
for oneself
as for Other,
and also
not an outward compassionate act
of inward
mind-nourishing generosity.
