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Nature’s Even-Tempered Balance

The dregs and tumors of decay
predict the medicine and balance of life.

Those who stand on tiptoe do not stand firm;
Those who stand with equal weight,
bipedal-planted, do stand firm.

Those who strain their stride do not walk well;
Those who stride well-timed,
grasping out only when and where environment reaches back,
walk optimally endowed for matching power with positive co-passion.

Those who reveal themselves are not luminous
because those who reveal us to ourselves are too bright.

Those who justify themselves are not far-famed
because those who justify us to ourselves mentor just rightness
with integrity of present truth with future promise.

Those who boast of themselves are not given credit
because those who boast of us within all Earth’s Tribes are mutually credited,
by all natural systems.

Those who pride themselves are not chief among human nature
because those who pride us within all nature are “spiritual leaders”.

These, in the eyes of Time’s transparent matter balancing energy,
Are called “the dregs and tumors of decay,”
things of disgust, disvalue;
AND are called “the therapy and harmony of fully integrated life,”
optimizing relationships of economic and ecological value.

Therefore those of Time’s natural transparency of space,
spurn dissonance,
absorb eco-balance of Yang/Matter deducing-inducing
Yin-Yin Iconically Gravitational Balance.

One Yin without Her energetic Second,
Ego-death inviting faith in
and through
and by
and of
and with
TransParency of Eco matter/energy;
transparent Time, 0 soul of ecologic,
0 sum total of economic transactional values,
universally quintessential PlaceHolder,
both Yang with Yin,
“dark” matter rhyming hydrogenic form,
“dark” energy timing helionic understory
of Earth’s ancestral permacultured
Ergodic Fractal Tree.

Ego death is both a silo isolation risk
of 0-static flatline,
and yin with yin,
coincidental co-relational opportunity,
opening a return to dominance of eco-Self’s primal identity
at cellular,
sub-organic interdependent,
“whole system universal body-mind” levels
of 0-centric
RNA-regeneratively rooted,
consciousness of memory as in-telligent in-coming in-form-ation.

Life evolves rooted within cellular systems of id-RNA-entity,
eternal holonic binomial
transparenting matterYang with integrative energy, Yin-Yin.

Natural systemic wisdom is exegetically shared
through Commons of RNA/DNA roots,
while eisegetically shared through sacred synergetic ecologic,
and transcendent
trans-actional
positively co-operating eco-normic heuristics,
multisystemically liturgical language
with Earth-warmed rhythms and patterns,
sounds with sights,
smells with tastes,
feelings of mutual gravity toward our shared medicinal
nutitritional dancing,
avoiding toxic intent and praxis
of negative-live dissonance
sub-optimizing
monoculture of unconscious entropic chaos,
death.

“Death” equals isolation,
a silo sential silent “0” PlaceHolder,
faith in absolute isolation of ego-Self-identity
at cellular,
suborganic,
and “whole system embodied mind”
as tri-systemic levels
of conscientious mutually-transparent,
subsidiary yet co-incident,
correlation
binomial Eco-Intelligent
TransParenting FormYang with FunctionYin/Yin
polypathic binomial
metric eco-normic
Open Bionic System.

To co-prehend this ecologically economic conclusion of “Death”,
is to comprehend cooperative optimization,
Earth Tribe’s Polyculturing Life.

Note: This piece begins in dialectic conversation with “The Dregs and Tumors of Virtue”, The Wisdom of Laotse, Lin Yutang, trans. 1948, Modern Library, p. 141.

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Home Shopping Interview

Shopping for a house,
hunting for a spouse,
same difference.

Do I want to only look at new ones,
never been used,
or is that a too-restrictive market,
too high-priced for domestic virginity?

I’d rather shop in a wider market,
someplace gently used,
well maintained,
someone with smooth varnished natural hardwood,
rich in character
and not the smell of new paint
when I could have wisteria and roses
lavender and mint
sage and dill
wafting through his big brown
or blue
or grey
or hazel open windows.

Houses and spouses,
if they’re not bringing you security and pleasure
then that’s a contract violation
and time to think about a divorce
so they can get back in the market
for a better fit with changing times and circumstances;
not stuck with a decade ago,
or two,
you’ve both changed.

Your needs and wants and preferences evolve,
while your spouse/house may feel
boxed in, no room for additions,
lack of flexible floor plan,
or any kind of plan,
too big or too small,
it happens,
you’ve changed your definition of paradise
and its not who you’re still living in.

The spouse/house seems entrenched in incompatibility,
it has only grown older, not better,
more cracks in the plaster,
wear in the rug,
missing more shingles on the roof,
the view from outside looks like a weed patch,
and you had intended to mortgage paradise.

While shopping used expands your market
it also comes with baggage,
crap in the attic
and stuff in the basement
others left behind.
All that good and/or bad karma
is yours for a down payment
but not part of what you bargain for.

What if somebody was murdered in here?
What if he’s swimming in toxic carcinogens,
tumorous habits
growing mold and fat deposits under the roof?

What is your house/spouse’s experience with abuse,
neglect,
deferred maintenance?

I’ve developed this list of questions
I would like to ask prior co-habitors,
before signing either a marriage or mortgage contract:
Why are the two of you going your separate ways?
Was this your decision
or did it feel more like your house/spouse
gave you no choice?

If it was your choice,
if you have moved on to something more to your liking,
rather than slinking away from a smelly situation,
then what does your current relationship offer you
by way of contentment,
peace with some justice,
that is lacking in my prospective investment?
If you don’t mind my asking?

Perhaps there were reasons
unrelated to your domestic satisfaction,
or lack thereof.
Maybe you couldn’t afford your house/spouse anymore?
Is he high maintenance, do you think?
Too heavily taxing,
bleeding you through inflated costs of living
and gaming?

Are there problems in the neighborhood
extended family
that I should know about?

Does the plumbing still work?
Are the lights on but nobody’s home?
Would you recommend your house/spouse
to your best in-the-market friend?
Why or why not?

What interior
and exterior landscape
and design issues did you have?
Is this a job for a barber or a bulldozer,
a therapist or a demolition contractor?
What did you find were your house/spouse’s interior
and exterior strengths for future development?
With your lived-in experience,
who do you think would be the ideal domestic partner
for your former home?
And, don’t just say it would be me
because you’re tired of the alimortgage payments.

Seems like if they’re not f***in’ with you
then they’re bleeding you blind,
or both.
But,
when they play nice,
inside and outside,
then I can’t imagine why
anybody would mortgage with me.

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Manifestations of Time

The double-bound marks of physical incarnation
Follow the path of time’s conceptual seasons.

What we have named “time”
remains elusive, evasive,
does not present itself.
Ubiquitously coincidental with thought,
flow of consciousness,
yet climatically optimized in HereNow forms.
Double-bound, double negatives
yet diastatic within dense in-formating energy
with ionic iconic balance.

Double-dark and dim primal enlightening Vortex
Yet encoded bilateral order within time’s regenerative life-force flow.
Time’s love of being,
regenerate (0)-souled systemic,
right as true as balanced,
implied contented confluence of coincidental
yet rational and just con-scientific evidence,
human natural proof
of time’s smooth-emergent revolution.

From days of old till now, permaculturally,
Time’s logos as Beloved Space and Place
has never ceased,
By which we may comprehend progenitive universed conception
as dipolar exception co-operating inception.

Time conceives through binomial coincidation
we identity as Self Plus Other Life,
Love of present,
with fear/courageous future
with angry/content-engorged past,
manifestations of time’s power with passion
peace with just-rightness.

How does the Thinker know these shapes of nature’s revolving Time?
Through polyculturing function,
Time’s memory becomes co-passionately comprehensive thought,
bilateral conception,
following septum’s binary dark valley of intuition,
great-dividing exceptional ego from inceptive ecological Time.

Double-bound marks of incarnation forward
excarnation backward,
Time’s bilateral conception as contention
emerging bionically contented information.
Consciousness dances time’s dance,
the singer incarnates time’s song,
as time conceives spatial exception.

Note: Loosely rooted, with lavish poetic license, in Laotse’s “Manifestations of Tao,” p. 132, 1948, Lin Yutang, trans. and ed., The wisdom of Laotse, Modern Library.

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Fear of Death Meets Love of Beloved Life

Freedom from Ego’s death
vistas freedom to eternally recycle Eco’s love for life.

Freedom from competing and hoarding,
envy and jealousy,
craving and Ego’s negatively deduced attachments,
re-presents freedom to fully and deeply
design and deploy,
incubate and cultivate and develop Love’s Co-Operative,
Eco-Solidarity.

Freedom from I-Win so You-Lose Dominator Game Identity
reverses ecosystemic freedoms
toward optimally double-Yin Win-Win CoRegenerator,
born again Earth’s salvation,
esoteric Eco-Terra Tribe of Permaculturists.

Beloved Community dreams incarnating
swimming freestyle flight
from dawn through night
greet eternal twilight’s warm right
evolving double-binding bright ecstatic light,
within identifying without within
just right.

Ego’s fear drains deadly stasis,
until Dominator Ego graces Midway Ego’s Eco-Identity,
love as life flows Eco-Fully,
Earth’s DNA kinutopia.

Fear fertilizes
as anger cultivates functional ego-ionic contraction,
purgation,
reverse-yang force.
Love revolves functional diastasis,
Beloved Climax Polyculturing RNA/DNA Inclusive Community,
reverse double-bound grace-filling information
open-sesame systemic,
full yinyin Win-Win economic ecologic flow.

“Death” and “Life” confuse Ego’s valley volleying language
for Echo’s recycling resonantly resolvant syntax,
universal radiant co-gravitational breath,
deducting Yang inhale dominance
to co-operatively induct YinYin’s binomial exhale.

If fear of love is Quirky,
then love of fear is double-qubitishly Dark.

 

Note: The reference at the end is to quirks and double-qits as in http://www.billlaportebryan.com “Theory of Everything”. I believe what Laporte-Bryan calls “qits” are what others call qubits, but qits, unlike qubits, are quintessentially binomial boundary, temporal-only, placeholder function, which appear as a prime-binary, mutually heuristic balanced divide, in digital organization of analogical information. If so, then “polynomial” information is also, more specifically, quintessentially binomial-co-relational, temporally-coincidental, information. This may also be related to larger issues within paradox and language about why double-negative information is redundantly dipolar with positive information, and why Not-Not Polynomial Iconic Language as algorithm is formally equivalent to Polynomial (Positively-expressed Binomial) Language. See the Clay Math Challenge, P v. NP.

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We are Time’s Four Seasons

Time is Like the Sea
flowing and floating Within
as Without,
soul without patience for incarnation’s two-timed boundaries,
soil without passion for fertility.

Time is absolute and has no name.
transcendently ubiquitous absence of identity,
no return address,
uni-versed absolute Not-Not knotted Logos
without any rope
without so much as a genetic string
or yin-to-yin stretch-mark.
Nature unfolds
information hidden beyond utility, commodity,
frequently used but never owned,
always borrowed for this time.

If Wise Rulers,, self governors, could sustain confluent Universal Nature,
Earth would Yin-yield Yang-powered Nature within,
as Universal Design
developing intelligence without.

YangHeaven and YinEarth join,
baptizing fertile compost rains,
solar-lunar rays,
with solidarity of well-balanced gravity.
Within and beyond human nature’s deductive-only reason
being
knowing
languaged
domesticated wild chaos,
Yet intuitively equivalent,
unconsciously subconscious,
within all Nature’s well-meaning exegesis,
filling
spilling
spinning revolutionary regenerating cells.

From Left-Brained Dominant Culture emerged Logos.
With deductive labels, sets, static monomial metric systems,
calculating paradoxical ambiguities for life and reason,
death and irrationality.

Earth regeneratively co-optimizes by slowing to
Tipping Ruddered Midway.
Wisdom discerns eco-nature’s right-timed systemic tipping points,
exempt from evolutionary danger,
dissonant failure to thrive.
Time’s Universal Intelligence flowing on and in
and above and through Earth
Eco’s divinely-fired rivers of gravity’s mythic waves
reposing in this sea
of Me,
polymorphing Earth perennially
wise-seasoned regenerativity
growing economic nutrition v. drought
rings of life value in this bicameral DNA Tree.

Universe is Human Nature’s Seasoned Syntax
of informating carnation.

Seasons with reasons ripen in post-Aquarian Fall harvest,
At long-last remetering Time Out from empirical
industrial
reductive-deductive Self-Bullying
now bidextrously wilting,
remembering ambidextrous
multisystemic
polypathic
bi-syntaxed RNA’s
PermaTeleological Co-Operative
as ReGenerative Enculturation Time.

Time incarnates Universal Permacultural Wisdom
as ego/messianic loving eco/karmic
Left-Right Zero-Equivalent Buddha Balance,
West-East contented budding
co-redemptive brain.

We are Earth’s co-operatively conscienced DNA Sea Tribe
reflecting and correlating, surfing and salting,
reiterating enthymematic waves of comprehensive consciousness,
universapiently wise enlighteration,
trinity’s enumerating place
for Time’s holistic 0-Core Prime Relational Space.

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Earth Rights

In which ways were you and I born equal?
Equal rights to live,
to breathe,
to sustain our bodies,
our familial relationships
with sufficient nutrients
of taste and sound and sight
smell and feeling and insight,
to express our truth with integrity,
with cooperative purpose and intent.

Yet, in all these senses of equal rights of persons
it feels insufficient to notice justice within human rights.
All living nature has regenerative intelligence of memory
and interdependent purpose,
sharing global rights of ecojustice.

All Earth Tribes cooperatively,
ecotherapeutically,
share a rightness for breathing clean air,
to sustain our incarnate being
with sufficient nutrients of sensory absorption,
the mutuality of co-gravitation,
the cosmic balance of thermodynamics
and global electromagnetics
and revolving synergetics,
positive balancing double-negative
eco-biometric function and flow capacities,
to optimally improve our shared quality of well-being.

Health rights for all endosymbiotic evolutions of all Earth’s Tribes,
as one united cooperatively networked confederacy
of Species and Systems,
all organs and cellular and quantum functions
of all naturally yang-deductive:yin-inductively organized
bionic mutually informating systems.

All EarthTribe, together, enjoys equal rights,
responsibiities and authorities for optimal health,
sustainable ecotherapeutic quality
and value for solidarity
born of mutually subsidiary gratitude,
indigenous to natural ecojustice relationships.

Earth Rights are not limited
by kindness or unkindness
by justice or humanity;
natural rights
and lefts
resolve our balancing energy of time.

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Cultured Mentor Seeds

We are born DNA syntax,
cryptic receipts with multigenerational redemption value,
to redeem through this incarnation
fully functional potential for ecological
co-intelligent
co-operative economic practice,
through polycultural intent,
mutual subsidiarity of peace co-passioned just rightness
declared only through solidarity in comprehensive consciousness.

Who are these would be Co-Redemptive Mentors
stalking my mirror?
Whether for good and evil
I reconnect suffering to listening,
steadfastly ambivalent,
ambidextrously languaged.

Riding Time’s enculturing edge,
flying forward for hope of better
stronger
surer lasting light,
fleeting backward darkening optimistic courage
to change what I cannot co-passionately tolerate
to fulfill commitments to grow Earth’s justice together
as we might
were I not a lone Redeemer anti-hero species,
prophets without Time for nature’s embryonic forms
flowing polycultural unction.

The present makes a safer home
than future’s eco-pregnant womb
or past’s enslaving anthrocentric tomb
drawing analog’s ecologic landscapes together,
double-bound stigmatic messiah wound
breathing in Eco while dying out Ego
stifling my victorious shout
“not yet…not yet”
my time portends toward climax
without sufficiently Beloved Co-Redeeming Time.

Redeemer heart,
with mind,
and breath,
our Triumvirate Teleological Revolution,
perpetually rides this suffering surf
of almost pregnant paradise.

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Acts of God

Ellen Gilchrist, Acts of God, 2014, Algonquin Books

Review for amazon.com

I came to this collection of Ellen Gilchrist’s stories as a “Gilchrist virgin,” having noticed it adjacent to another book at the library which was my intended destination. So I had no great expectations.

I soared through nearly all of it one sultry August day, entranced by a simplicity and clarity that somehow never felt simplistic or obvious. This is a rich, deep-cultural read, and masterful art as story; stories of rural, small town, 20th century southern heritage, Gilchrist’s fertile DNA, absorbing and mysteriously regenerative.

Then, today, I landed in the last story, “Hopedale, A History in Four Acts.” Far contrary to my usual dark and quasi-cynical response, I became emotional, enraptured; a transcendent read. Margaret and Eli are who we are at our most benignly human, who we might have become, who we could hope to become again.

I am better for having seen her culture through Gilchrist’s deep-seeded eyes. Such a gift.

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QuintEssential PlaceHolders

Yin/Yang
Ch’ang as “Constant”
natural law of growth and decay
yanging and yinning,
logically necessary alternation of opposites
universally permacultural law: exterior nature as inner conscience communicant
Interior Landscape of eco-Ch’ang ego’s Exterior Landscape operatives
eco-self as “true nature”
exegetical identity of co-passioned operation
natural 0-dimensional Core identity “soul” functioning bicamerally
expressed as Exterior natural landscape–Left (ego) deductive convex
WITH Interior natural landscape–Right (eco) intuitive concaving implied,
predicated, predicting, Fuller’s precessive
ordaining ordination,
TwoTime Being quintessential and mutual Placeholders
for One holy-fractal Universe.

Placeholders: SpaceTime Quintessentials:
death: life
winter: summer
Uracil: Guanine
Zero: Fractal
0: 3
1: 4
fractal: octave
0-dimension: 3-dimension
time: space
light: place
transparency: full spectrum octave
Tao: Yang/Yin-squared
Hydrogen: atomic 120
aptic: synaptic
enthymematic: reiterative
monomial: polynomial
monoculture: polyculture
boundary: unity
dissonance: confluence
chaos: integrity
intent: habit
humor: gravitas
tipping point: closing curtain
cell: organism
set: universe
icon: culture
communication string: community
subject: objectives
meme: transactional network
QBit: Reverse Hierarchical Win-Win Climax
Double-Dark “C”: Enlightening Bionically Regenerative “L”
Not-Not Monomial: Positive Polynomial Bilateral Co-Relationship

Zero-dimensional
primal placeholders
concaving within this fractal
holonic
spacetime dimensional Earth-Universal Con-Science.

Ordained ordination
as co-redemptive coordination
as co-operative ecological eco-normics.

Ordained by Host embryos:
Time, progenitor of trinitarian dimensioned space,
RNA, progenitor of DNA bicameral places
faces
forms with hopeful polycultural economic functions,
communication strings of permacultural memory
forming futures,
decomposing past regenerations.

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Naked Aquarian Age

Did our Age of Aquarius evaporate,
fail to regenerate,
to resonate,
fall too far short of what our parents
knew we should anticipate?
Free love could not sustain
weak non-violent resolutions against
whatever they were for.

Yet, if love is synergy,
mutual gravity,
and creation is this co-passion’s regenerate transgeneration,
how could love cost more than free?
How could co-redemption not invest everything
in learning how to cooperatively Be,
free of enslaving supremacist becoming,
free to come together as ecological We?

Those who stop to count these costs of love,
look for ways to divest of co-opportunity,
ignoring Earth’s mentoring economy
of light’s photosynthetic comprehensive consciousness,
of neutral’s dark unconsciousness,
a fog bank evaporating as double-binding time and rhythm
pattern and color RNA’s free-fractal love connection.

If Time’s eternal unfolding presence is 0-dimensional,
and Nature’s bicameral perception is 2-dimensional prime,
bicameral form with function,
ego emerging from eco,
yang incarnating double-yin,
reiterative communicative processors
borrow RNA’s decomposing 3-space with 1-time prime bilateral dimensions,
equivalent seasons;

Shy winterish Uracil of Universal freely decomposing love
greets Cytosine’s full summer-formed regeneration,
as objectives greet their past and future subjects;
while Adenine painlessly springs
for Guanine’s lavishly com-posted integrative harvest,
as verbs form fractal-recycling nouns,
verbal con-science revolutions,
relearning Earth’s organic language,
by echoing universal polypathic syntax.

Global monocultural power of governance
becomes a Left-brained dominant and reductive tyrant,
an Emperor reified of clothes
to cool His naked Ego-thirst.
However,
when power remains integral within co-passionate,
climatic,
gravitational integrity,
synergetic uniting cooperatism,
then naked power conjoins dark yin-time-ations,
shy bigendering romantic camouflage,
re-birthing this post-millennial
gift-it-forward
Age of Aquarius.

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