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Optimizing Health Care Resilience

Health care,
public health care,
global health care,
climate health care,
democratic health care,
resilient polycultural health care,

to actually be healthy
and caring,
minimally requires non-violence,
non-violent verbal communication,
non-violent non-verbal reflection
and action,

if not proactive
multiculturally resonant
and everyday and night personally resilient,
often silently felt,
deep listening compassion.

And, when personal
and local communal compassion
becomes culturally
and politically
and economically coterminous with health care
co-operative ownership
and shared space and time co-governance
and ego/ecosystemic cooperative synergy
restoring EarthHealth management,

then production
and consumption cooperatives,
citizen co-governing co-invested systems
tend to become slow-grown viral
win/win robust
loving revolutionary
international global faith
in ecologically climaxing green resolutions
of economic cooperative wealth conservation

and sacredly reflective
theo/demo-cratic inter-faith experience
with universalLeft/unitarianRight
multigenerational health care

just in
bilateral 20/20 balancing
non-violent communicating time
in healthy polyculturing co-passionate EarthSpace

for restoring healthy nations
and local communities
while non-violently communicating,
advocating
and deep silent listening
to yesterday’s manifest health-seeking destiny

rediscovered in today’s sufficient
and sacredly co-passionate
Green/Blue revolving
regenerating
returning
reweaving EarthJustice wealth
of multicultural caring health

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Slow Grown Grace

Poetry
like unpartnered,
unteamed,
slow dancing

However rhythmically precise,
concisely devised

Does not dance well
in a highly competitive
youth-oriented
commercial entertainment market

But,
does better
in cooperative venue voices,
disproportionately enthused by ancient women
investing in large-print choices,

Preferring off-line accessibility,
and not too expensive!

More deeply embedded
in soulful
left and right co-empathic
slow grown engagement.

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When THEM Changes To US

When does their health
become essential
to our public health system?

When does global human health
become compassionately communicated intrinsic
for preserving
protecting
providing
liberating
conserving
nurturing our climate health-cooperative
biosystem?

When did we LeftBrain max out
opt out of,
give up on,
unhealth unsystemic uncare about
Earth’s green democratic conversion process,
Gaia’s sacred regeneration progress?

From newborns and young pups
and kittens
who clearly understand all personal attributes
and assets
are gifts from regenerations past
forthcoming,
paid forward,
fore-gifting,
mercifully fore-giving
ego-sacrificing in hard win/lose survival,
and eco-sanctifying in easier win/win thrival
health care giving and receiving times

Entirely codependent relationships
increasing in interdependently maturing
autonomous, yet still multiculturally informed
historical democratic win/win experiential choices
and cooperative will power

Healthy adolescent environmental
ecologically systemic,
biologically organic,
non-violent
democratic health communicating
bicameral intelligence

Became capable of win/win co-passionate communication
culminating in civilized co-responsible physical/metaphysical,
left/right,
natural/spiritual
sensory/sexual peak experience, Perhaps

this may be that young adolescent
worshiping “CHANGE” transition
as quickly as that first cooperatively felt
co-invested mutual climax,
slow-grown and wave-linear
and ejaculatively atomic blast
as long a revolutionary maturing process
double-edging co-empathic
Elder self-smiling private reminders

Of why we were first motivated to ask
When did I LeftBrain max out,
last fully invest in
Earth’s virile green democratic conversion process?
Gaia’s sacredly cooperative
regeneration progress?

And if your answer
has anything to do with the day you were baptized,
or the moment you first believed
in Christ’s universally redemptive love,
then you have clearly missed
God’s still green speaking
scripted
enscripted
scriptured win/win messianic
coredemptive
HolySpirit of love,

Known by our co-empowering
enlightening fruits of souls
mutually listening for
global non-violent communications
of PeaceProtecting Princes
green ecofeminist

Poor in patriarchally competitive
leftbrain dominant
unholistic spirits
of zealously independent
fundamentalistic Might Makes Right
lose/lose angry fear

Rich in matriarchally cooperative opportunity
through rightbrain therapeutic fruits
of multiculture celebrating
spirited
active
compassionate listening
before monotheistically speaking
your own competing SuperPowers

Again motivated to LeftBrain max out,
opt in,
give up on competing autonomous wealth,
receive down under evangelical impassioned health

Multiculturally systemic
cooperatively therapeutic
eco-organic care for
Earth’s green democratic conversion process

LeftBrain friendly communications
RightBrain bicamerally felt
EgoYang/EcoYintegral
Universal/Unitarian
Space/Time ZeroZone GreenPeaceful,

Gaia’s sacred
slow grown natural-light and spiritual-power,
heavenly wind above earthly waters,
regeneration progress

To ask again
with last gasp
20/20 climate cusping
pandemic compassion exhaustion,

Why do I LeftBrain max out,
opt out of,
give up on,
unhealth unsystemic uncare about
Earth’s green democratic
win/win maturation process,
Gaia’s compassionate
sacred communication progress?

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Tolerating the Intolerable

I cannot tolerate
those who are intolerant,

I cannot stand
those who take a stand
against unknown others
unlike themselves,
much less than we are truly
health and safety seekers
multiculturally alike.

I can tolerate anything
except intolerance,
most certainly including impatience with myself,
not excluding my esteeming
estimating
assessing
empathizing
sympathizing
realizing
without finalizing
self and others
as myself
in others
as myself
co-empathic within other
cooperatively tolerant relationships.

I cannot not multiculturally tolerate
monoculturally elitist tolerance
of injury to MotherEarth,
of patriarchal-capitalist
straight white incorporated privilege
of which I am so much an unwilling
and unwitting
and unwisely competing un-part.

I can tolerate anything
except intolerant exceptions
to multicultural GoldenRules
to love unto others
as I would be loved,
as I tolerantly,
yet impatiently,
without active curiosity
about afflicting win/lose experiential wounds,
love my left egoself
as eco-other

Best at loving
my more than tolerant
best and brightest ecosystemic Teacher,
Master,
Mistress,
Mother,
Father,
Outdoor GreenGodVoices and Inside Healthy EarthChoices,
CoCreators of all EarthTribes,
as my actively cooperative green Self
as part of LifeSystemic InterDependent Tolerance Habitats,

More of a right-hemisphere tolerated HumanTruth
is also left-hemisphere
awesomely unfathomable EarthBeauty

Sacred vocation into selfless worship
of His/Her barely tolerable comings
and goings,
solstice
and equinox,
inhales
and exhales,
yang tolerant strengths
and yintegrity’s intolerance
of business as usual
lack of win/win
green cooperative inspiration
inhalations,
more tolerant intimations.

I cannot remain uncurious
about my own monculturing,
dualistic,
anthro-supremacist
Sacred EarthMother denialistic
pathological
pedagogical
apartheid tolerance
and disinvestments
away from cooperative polycultural EarthHealth Systems,

Care giving and receiving
democratic
social
public
biological
mental
animated
energetic
ecological
synergetic
pedagogical
theological
eco-political
healthy multi-systemic
poly-paradigmatic resilience

And so I ask
through my intolerably insatiable curiosity,
what is the greatest experience you have had
so far,
of self
as part of other?

And, my answer
ubiquitous in original gifted,
fore-given onto Earth’s
vast green living birthday context

MultiColored in associated feelings,
ranging from
“everyday since ego’s embodied birth
continues my grateful eco-celebration
of positive healthy neuro-psychological systems”
to
“everyday since has been hellishly
wounding downhill.”

It is these latter intolerable losses
and sorrows
and sufferings
painfully defensive monoculturists,
like my egoSelf,
are most likely to impatiently challenge
my yin-flexible plasticity
toward restoring win/win active curiosity

Responding to such hopelessly naive
green optimism
with defensive win/lose intolerance
for risking active healthing hope
of wealthy faith
in lavishly liberal love

When all intolerably long debating
shouting
and highly competitive
corporate marketed evidence
of my lifelong miseducated
and diseducated unhealthy
win/lose normative economic
devolutionary
disempowering
disillusioning
inevitable and intolerable
lose only to mortally lose
nihilistic theorized experience
ignores all green signs
of fore-giving cooperative economics,
co-redemption messianic politics,
restorative justice,
non-violent communication networks,
organic polycultural systems designers,
democratizing health/wealth bicameral tolerance

Today too red egocentrically limited
to progressive green WinWinners
gifting forward political economies
supporting local win/win value communications
intentions
more than tolerant appreciations,
slow-grown sacred applications,
prayers,
anthems

To global green compassion,
far beyond mere tolerance,
for Earth’s GreatCommons,
for Her Indigenous GreenCommunion.

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Wondering Thoughts

I wonder if heuristic,
tentative thoughts,
and ambiguous,
nebulous feelings,
coalesce, sometimes
into resonant knowing

In a personal
powerful
illuminating way
resilient hope of sharing
this round living Earth
with robust wildness
leaking out in between
relentlessly speaking words,
autobiographical lessons
never native learned

Thereby opening a passion
for searching communioned sacred doors
toward further nuance,

Recreating what we have lived to know,
to timelessly
yet ambiguously appreciate,
celebrate in awe
of this wilderness
we have always known
but could not, before,
articulate alone.

Nature’s living roundness
of healthy, robust Earth
grows never merely alone

Celebrating
yet challenging
peaceful and leisurely integrity,
lovely
perfect ease
of right felt
strong ecstatic left mindedness
under controlled

Like Mother
and newly freed newborn
struggling through wild co-attachment.

Like multicolored bands
of a bowed rainbow
assembling
and recomposing each miraculously unveiling other
in perfectly predictable progressive laws
of domesticated
conserving order,

Transculturing lucent symmetry
empowering sustained non-violent light
resplendently full of wilding
wondrous mystery

Remembered images
of fading
bewildering
wildly tentative thoughts,
and ambiguous,
nebulous feeling
wilderness, sometimes
recreative knowing
this from which
we derive
arrive
strive
more consciously alive.

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Historical Winners

I’ve now read evolutionary
and feminist historians
and economists
and political scientists
agreeing, in a side by side custody
of the over-specialized eyes
and ears
non-dialogical way

Not competing against each other,
except maybe for journal space,
nor actively cooperating with each other,
beyond normal ethical Golden Rule academic standards,
occasionally co-opting hybrid terms
from each other,
word choices, if you happen to be a historical communication
paradigmatic systems analyst,
like Thomas Kuhn,
sniffing out multiculturing re-appropriations
moving toward renewing articulation
of non-colonization
non-violent revolutions,
co-passionate creolizations,
transubstantiations,
polypathic transformations
into grand new reincarnations

Agreeing that Earth’s historical evolution
involves both competitive survivalist economies
and cooperative thrival developments
growing ecological resilience objectives,

Meanwhile Game Theorists
recognize both survivalist win/lose power games
and thrivalist win/win positive communication
enlightened games.
mutually transparent
cooperatively vulnerable
culturally integral.

But, my own limited experience
challenges evolutionary assumptions
that win/lose competitions
are more cost-effective,
stronger strategic responses
to pandemic and climate public health crises

That runaway military-industrialized
monoculturing capitalism
is more likely to achieve successful economic health goals
than can win/win multi-party
inclusive healthy democratic cooperation

When local community
and corporate
and national commodified values
are in a frenzied state of feed and breed
before starved and bled
with competing rabidity
virility
audacity
cunning,
an ecologically prudent economist
might predict rabid exhaustion
and collapse of healthy co-invested economies
and wealthy ecological relationships
much more often than future’s more resiliently planned
cooperative co-invested Paradise.

And cross-pollination works both ways
when democratic multiculturing economic paradise
and global ecological
co-relational peace
feel most ecopolitically climatic
then co-passionate Left and Right Wings sing
of predative lions
and preyed out lambs
coalesce in ecosystemic cooperative fields
of co-invested manure together

Playful win/lose competitions
between cooperatively win/win trained
and empowered
and enlightened team-players
become our best socio-economic evolving structures
for learning cooperative holistic metasystems
with democratically competitive political
integral thriving economies
supporting locally owned producer/consumer cooperatives
and global win/lose competitions
in optimizing healthy empowering experiences

Hoping to be the first local economic delivery
of these last minute 20/20 revisionary gifts
for how we,
historically together,
become ultra-nonviolent
ecofeminist evolutionaries
retelling ancient narratives
concerning our thriving economic-ecological
political investments
in fairest fairness
to MotherEarth’s All

Cooperatively living
most health wealthiest
ever after.

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Between Pleasure and Paradise

If it is true
that only one fundamental,
all or nothing,
choice in evolutionary life is offered–

To eat
or become someone else’s dinner

Then, are you choosing to remain
the Exclusive Eater,
Selfish Harvester,
or the Weakest Plant
not yet sacrificially eaten?

What if both could be true
for you?
Cooperatively planting
what we will inevitably harvest together

To gather only what we planted:
One both/and still connected nutrition system
depolarizing re-creative nuanced truths
across multigenerations

Offering an abundance of multiculturing
creolizing win/win options
transcending traditional boundaries
of cause or effect
causing effective possible options
to cooperatively reconsider
divinely fundamental
from-above reductive choices
not so regenerately
multi-nutritionally offered–
sacred communication proffered

InBetween plants
reproducing healthy empowering Yang seeds
and breeds
and feeding Pleasure

And harvesting
consuming
with enlightening yintegrity of bountiful love
and synergetic interfaith
nurture communicating experiences

Positive hope-invested
win/win co-empathic
energy recreating
plant through harvest Paradise
of polyculturally healthy options

None of which
include the reductionist
nihilistic view
of the Exclusive Eater
or the Only Good For Eating.

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Meditations on Regeneration

In meditation,
formally creative
and informally recreative,
and in similar forms of conscious self-medication,
and assiduously non-violent internal
yet bicameral communication,

In all these ways of remembering meditation,
my mindbody neural-sensory receptors
enjoying respite
from win/lose monopoly
either/or monotony
leftbrain limited theophany
monotheistic and obstructed
by my autonomously segregated human bodymind

Resident of humans only need apply
for sacred ecologically co-relational consciousness
win/win regenerating
HumanEgo/EarthEco
Incorporated Global Management.

Integral multi-creator possibilities
for passionately impassioned compassion communication,
leftbrain verbal
and rightbrain humane felt
non-verbal non-voices
of positive healing
empowering
enlightening co-investment

But, too often
sequestered in human supremacist apartheid,
negative thinking images
of wildly unenlightened
disempowering detachment
from inhumane historical responsibilities

Infinitely bilateral bromides
become fully win/win restored justice promise
when human meditating spirits
choose to reinvest
in Earth’s creative
democratic
dialogical
Ecological Political Nature

Wildly free to loyally,
peacefully,
joyfully,
polyphonically wander
among interdependent natural/spiritual,
outside/inside,
binomial/bicameral/bilateral
metaphysical both/and co-arising
all creature co-empathic paradigms

Experiencing rebirth
through primal ZeroZone solidarity
for winning essential global health
to also win potential meditative
therapeutic existence
in more than AnthroPersistent,
no less than EarthCreation Resilient
sustainable EarthTribe wealth

EgoEmbodied
multi-cultural physicality
yet also re-cognized
EcoPolitically metaphysical

Empowerment extended far beyond
mere LeftWing humane
enlightenment becoming
less RightWing domesticated

Bicameral consciousness
ensnared by delusions of grandeur
in permanent Homo-sapien privilege
as decreed by a jealous monotheistic god
for contemplative healthy humans only,

Polytheistic
and/or atheistic flies
and mosquitoes
need not apply for well-being inclusion,
for win/win co-investment,
regardless of contemplative
wild world vision
and wilderness intention
to exterminate inhumane
bloodthirsty pests

Democratically prescribed
by all creation’s living WholeEarth rebirth
and proscribed
by each creature’s
and species’ deadening unbirth.

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When Wellness Exists

What resiliently exists
has synergetically become together
more than win/lose competitive apart

Win/Win reframed
as future integrity’s healing potential
existence,
sustainable experience,
potency for positive resonance,
multicultural cross-creating
and re-creating narratives

Historical regenerative
cultural responsive
co-invested fore-gifted plots
to co-invest
in co-redeeming
cooperative ecopolitical systems.

What cannot exist,
viably persist
prefacing entropic
static
unchanging enthymematic
pre-emptive being
without past integral reweaving
systemic and ecological potential
to produce empowering gifts

To induce grace
to seed
breed regenerative health creation,

Wealth of multicultural creolization,
positive resonant inter-nations
complexly co-invested
nested cooperative fore-gifted sets
of interdependent resilience

Throughout WholeEarth Systems
re-creating
ego/eco-feminists
more rightbrain prominent
re-educators
recycling
reweaving co-redeeming narratives

Repurposing
re-ligioning
re-integrating secular and sacred
re-storied Meaning

CoMediating political bicameral ways
and economic bilateral means.

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