These Liberating Truths

I’m musing with Jill Lepore,
historian (Harvard feminist, but definitely within brackets of general interest),
through eight hundred pages of These Truths
telling an other U.S. herstory.

She starkly says,
“Slavery is political”
while I had been thinking more of addictive economic
and punitive domestic relationships,
enslaving social absence of healthy relationships,
Dr. Lepore reminds me
about powerful natural/spiritual inter-relationships,
where overpowering addictions meet underpowering enslavement.

Nationalistically political
community-toxic apartheid,
personally oppressive-repressive ego-supremacist pathological
for both LeftBrain long-term smart investors
and RightBrain universal-frame cooperatively sentient property(ies) development.

LosePredator/LosePrey colonizing politics
again this historical effect
of insufficient interdependently synergetic web-spinning together
a healthier WinWin history/herstory
of ego/eco-normative
nature-spirit ZeroZones,
Universal mountains of suppressed affluent strength
Unitarian eco-valleys of depressed effluent flowing grace,

Deductively autonomous truth labels
Inductively not-interdependent/not-fragmented flow
of ambidextrously apathetic suppression of impassioned feelings

Competitive Either/Or
CoOperative Both/And
nondual co-arising networks of communion,
ComPassionately owned nutritional RightBrain sentience,

Although perhaps not quite so much LeftBrain
dominantly effective/affective sentences.

ReImaging history
re-employing fertile/stagnant qualities
re-deploying LeftDominant language
of RightWing over-reactionary capital-royalist apartheid
competitively bought and sold with an ego-defeating loss,
disinvesting oppressions,
repression walls,
depression webs

RePlaced by healthier
more ego/eco-therapeutic
LeftThought and RightFeeling positive non-platitudes
actively hopeful re-creative tensions
interdependently webbed, networked
images for binding positiveYang with negativeYin,
egalitarian double-binary binding
negative past personal/political effects
inviting more positive WinWin future health causes,
more opportunities for deeply and widely trusting democratic communion,
natural and spiritual,
polypathic HereNow
ZeroZone spacetime
4D co-relational integrity,

Growth of cooperative power opportunities
for owning compassionate freedom,
and not so much LoseLose politics of slavery
and walls
and anti-herstoric
patriarchal LeftBrain dominant privilege

To invest in writing
and publishing
and reading eight hundred pages
of cooperative freedom v competitively enslaving U.S. life
pro-healthy political regenerative voice,
speaking truth to degenerative commodified economic
anti-ecological death of a healthy
multicultural future climate opportunity,
historically declaring cooperative integrity life
or death of violent non-solidarity.




Compassion for TeleMarketers

I’m still waiting for my first automated rifling phone call,
Scripted to begin:

Hello Gerald Oliver Dillenbeck!
What would you like to health invest in this wealthy day?

So I could answer with
Compassion, even for telemarketers
of narcissistic death technologies.

I’m still waiting for Donald John’s first non-automated
non-violent internal recall:

Hello Donald John!
What would we,
NorthAmerican democratic residents
and global Allies of Earth,
like to health invest in with you?
Pursuing WinWin outcomes,
today and every compassionate day and night
to lead by following deep silent “we” listening.

To let go of ego’s Narcissus fascination
To grab hold of reborn EarthMother compassion,
co-operative enchantment,

To uncover even more patience with mutual disenchantment,
To discover loyalty to domestic and international non-violence,
To recover choice to avoid aggressive WinLose
and nihilistic LoseLose strategies
in blind and deluded bad faith
that short-term loss of nutritional sufficiency
is essential for eternal redemption.

Artifacts of steadfast compassion,
have never been found
in seeds of violence,
monotheistic or polytheistic
and all realistics in-between
elitism and compassion for narcissism
within and without,

Sometimes grieving for ignorant foolish sins and sinners
and sometimes briefly triumphant, manically ecstatic,
despite inevitable losses
to demon death.

Newborns bond most robustly without such fears
and most resiliently when matriarchal compassion
is not unduly compromised
by aggressive patriarchal corrections,
violent domestic warnings,
threats to defer and extinguish a positive
compassionate primal relationship.

Green Goddess Gaia,
Holonic MatriarchalSpirit,
when newborn
and revolving toward future mature networks
of organically sustained lifelines,
experienced Her just-right sacred sanctuary space
and perpetually revolutionary NowTime
in FatherSun bright
and darkly outside night

CoPassion of a personal planet-wide resilience,
Her familial nature Spirit
historically emerges
from this compassionate positive light/dark nondualistic balance
more prominent than merely nurturing patriarchal narcissism,
cultural dominance,

Until YangLeft finally sleeps
longing to reconnect within YinRight’s dualdark matriarchal compassion.

Sacred or secular cooperative outcomes of compassion,
like health and climate care,
can be narcissist seen as ego-building experience.
Narcissism is not only egotistically privileged
but politically distorted against democratic principles
of nature/spirits, co-operative.

Autonomy of EgoManiacal obsessions
ignores both interdependent nurturing root systems
and future flowers of compassion’s healthy redevelopment,
healing narcissism’s past aggressions.

Gaian compassion,
EarthMother co-operativity,
EcoFeminist resilience,
personally salvific evinced
by historic political empowerment
in those days before a dangerously toxic distinction arose
between economic and ecological compassion,
One calling for more capital co-investment
and the other calling us toward global communion.

When HeteroSapiens were yet a NewBorn species,
a glint in Golden Ruler CoPassion eyes
of FatherSun
with MotherEarth’s cooperative light
already empowered ecotherapeutic compassion.

I’m still waiting for my first personal phone call
to begin:

Hello Gerald O Dillenbeck!
What would you like to compassionately invest in
this personal and political co-operating day?


Housing Homeless Souls

Warm with camaraderie,
Filled with extending family eyes
kindly accessible as two-way inviting cameras,
Cooperatively good-humored, sometimes gently critical,
never intentionally mean or ugly,

A healthy communion home
can unravel
becoming an emotionally barren
hidden asylum
for codependent inmates afraid of change,
serving one-way camera time
until someone
someplace better comes along,

Then sacred Earth becomes easier to see
filled with side by side homeless souls
too often becoming houseless bodies
feeling wanderlust
for pilgrimages belonging back to earliest weeks
of breast-fed codependent memories.

But, solidarity of deep educational intent
to learn and teach,
to experience and co-mentor
cooperative extended family communions,
warm bicameral communities,
peaceful healthy sanctuaries,
not mere small-ego claustrophobic silent silos,
can lead to growing healthy eco-homes
and eco-schools
and eco-villages
and eco-nations
amid multi-eco-cultures
built by loyal EarthTribe sacred communions
of everyday integrity enchantment,

Two-way, multi-wei, camaraderie,
co-operative well-being
rooted back in breast-fed humane/divine misty memories
ego/eco-passions non-violently invited
and responsibly shared.


Climates of Ecstasy

Any difference between feeling horrified, on one hand,
and disenchanted thoughts, on the other,
seem connected to punishing error and folly in others
unlike our self-righteous ego identities
trained to settle for a Win/Lose anti-communal
anti-trusting world.

Such disparities are even less wise when paranoid
and manic,
a difference in degree
between tragically toxic and merely Win/Lose business as usual,
between outside projection and inside rejection
on our shared global potential enchantment stage.

Then, too,
perhaps any disappointing difference between climatic ecstasy
and everyday enchantments,
in-between wu-wei,
still kindly love our best
and healthiest
and most beautiful,
graceful local cooperative presence.

Each ecstatic day may bring some of both
cooperative enchantment
and Left v Right disenchanting competitions
to avoid horror and terror out there,
without doubt,
but also everyday disenchantments
of a complex, sometimes chaotic, domestic darkness.


Cultural Blindness

In psychology and communications theory
We notice experiences of cognitive/affective dissonance–

What an anthropologist might note
as a cultural legacy of cognitive blindness–
epically unfortunate events

And a health therapist
might not notice as a pathological orthodoxy
preventing mere health objects of history
from acting and voting
in our own greatest subjective wealth of multicultures
promoting IdentityHealth resiliently-responsible self-interests.

Like voting for DonaldJohn
if you are in the bottom 99%
of the Not Trumpian Orthodox Healthy and Attractive SuperElite
Or, you are in the 1%
but Not Trumpian StraightWhite EgoCentric Myopic PrivilegedMale.

Orthodox feelings
favoring affective matriarchal change
and cooperative integrity re-acclimations of GoodFaith Circles
and healing revolutions
for restoring natural/spiritual FireCircle justice

Compel multicultural objectives
to continue cooperatively unfolding
and ecologically incarnating
our own greatest
and deepest
and widest theological polypathic health
of eco-polyphonic graced integrity

OutDoor CoPresence
Integrating both PositiveIntegrity development
effecting and affecting NegativeBlindMendacity
inside screaming voice abatement
co-arising dipolar appositional 2020Vision
Prime ZeroZone
Ego/EcoRevolutionary Relationship.




Trade Wars

Authoritarian DonaldJohn
authoritatively, yet irresponsibly,
declares the U.S. has the worst trade deal
in all of colonizing history.

I suppose
under his free autocratic authority
to re-interpret historic wealth
we were better off
exporting domestic booze and guns
in exchange for domesticated slaves.

Those good old GoldenRulership days
when only white male trader lives
authoritatively mattered.

The opposite of historical integrity
is cultural mendacity


ReEntry Projects

I find imprisoning parallels
between early Nazi Germany
and early Roaring Trumpian 20s USA,
between fascist and fake propaganda,
between judicial patriarchal-privileged racist stockpiling,
between CEOs living above our democratically inclusive laws
while self-pardoning for agressions,
debts against a cooperatively co-investing society,
between mutually irresponsible yet authoritatively self-justified
betrayal of natural-spiritual nonduality,
like royalty of pre-democracy LoseLose days
and nightmare burning-sky nights.

Imprisoning parallels
between escapist NationalismParty fake-piety,
loyalty tests to dictators rather than MotherEarth,
totalitarian privileged patriarchal predator addictions
to re-invent fundamental-evangelical
xenophobic Global Colonizing Raptures
cloaking some serious fake-patriotism
re-defining anti-matriarchal paranoid distrust

Imprisoning parallels
running into and out of competing monocultural cell blocks
rather than cooperative multicultural integrity.

frees us to win healthy opportunities
and win true wealth risk of mutual prison failures
to break out of competitive retributive
correctional directional institutions
to step into cooperative EarthTribe ownership,
ecopolitical polypathic management
of polyphonic health-wealth climates.

Polychromatic personal healing climates
and political
and social
and economic
and ecological ZeroZone therapeutic
system structures,

Cooperative re-entry game structures
for polynomial prime-zero networks,
4D fractal-latticed
reverse-hierarchical organizing synergetic
symbiotic organisms,
slow-growing dopamine saturated principles
of WinWin mutual ego-subsidiarity,

Subsidiary egos
born of Earth’s GoldenRules
inviting matriarchal nature/spirit sufficiency,
natural resiliency,
ZeroZone cooperativity
4D polylateral
WinWin resonance.

So, perhaps RightWing dominant
nationalistic totalitarian Party members
and LoseLose fear-addicted
and Anger-Envy Escapist Allies
could be invited to ReEnter
our shared Motherland of Ecological GaiaGrace Games
using some daily condensed six-step
re-deployment reminders:

1. Celebrate leaving your Addict/Escapist LoseLose prison
of multicultural distrust
by inviting cooperative therapeutic amends,
and maybe even constitutional amendments
against monocultural aggression and weaponed hate-violence,
whether intimately domestic
or transparent multi-national disloyalty.

2. Cultivate your NewBorn East-Matriarchal,
Healthy South-Adolescent,
WealthyWestern-Patriarchal PoeticLicensed MatriarchalMuse,
singing ecotherapeutic praises
for your culminating North-WiseElder
4D polypathic developmental potential.

3. Restore gratitude,
WinEgo and WinEco regenerative memories,
health-wealth cooperative ownership realities
and learn to invite WinWin perspectives
from co-investors,

4. Offer daily gratitude
to past shame Escapists
and blame Addicts
for therapeutic prison services rendered–
now surrendered.

5. Replace WinLose assumptions
with PositivEnergy Democracy,
Ego with EcoOther cooperative GoldenRule invitations
and encounters
growing mutual WiseElder integrity,
GoodNews more precociously polypathic
than Fake monocultural Bad PrisonNews.

6. ReEnter deep WinWin longings
within your Positive/Negative Energy Future
mindful of deep learning
from your NegativEntropic
anxious Past
LoseLose nihilistic
LeftNature v RightSpirit addictions,
retributive injustice prisons,
fake anti-freedom wanna-be Raptures–
by Great WhiteWestern PrisonWarden.

If you find you have more than sufficient leisure WinWin gaming time,
and would like to earn some extra freedom credits,
Ask your Trumpian friends and family
What differences and similarities do they see
in how we think of health
and how we feel integrity.


Note:┬áInfluenced by Bill Plotkin’s Wild Mind, especially p,.193.