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Singing Out Of Key

I feel like I’m trying to sing
slow win/win
in universal C-major
key of resonance
while you are trying to resiliently dance
fast and furious win/lose
in disuniting F-sharp keys
of in-between dissonance

And
almost G-whiz,
I don’t know
what to do
and not do
to fix you

For not yet trusting
my C-major intent
is also our win/win center
of cooperative mainstream
leftbrain dominant
co-invested resilient narratives
for restoring co-passionate
peaceful
ecological light
and power relationships

Polynomial harmonies
polycultural symphonies
polyphonic rhapsodies
F-sharp tragedies
embracing C-major comedies

Family
and Earth-friendly cobinaries,
DNA spirals
of fractal cooperative
win/win co-investment
in mind-healthy and body-safe
dialectical circles
of growing healthy emergence

Integral regenerative practice
practice
practice full-octave
co-passionate keys
of truth-beauty
bicameral health-wealth culture

Best sung and danced
polyculturally
communally
ego/eco
inside/outside-friendly

Singing universal C-major,
dancing together
spiraling sway
way past B-sharp
about positive dissonance
merging into transforming
cooperative
co-invested
full-circle resonance.

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Sacred Healing

Can you make any sense of
systemic racism?

No more common sense than
too much patriarchalism–
all leftbrain dominant things
oppressing sacred Earth’s
polycultural win/win systems
promoting resiliently wealthy
resonant synergetic health.

Fruitful wombs,
like apple cores,
may be an EarthTribal positive prejudice
not associating Yang energy
with evil patriarchy
and ugly machismo,
sad
and bad
and mad feelings
never regeneratively glad.

And then
I have this further prejudice
against restorative justice question,
perhaps rooted in deep EarthTribal fear
and anger about realistic prospects
of MotherEarth’s revenge
to punish our inhumane ecocide
to fuel a foul-based anthro-privilege?

Traditionally supported
by orthodox StraightWhiteMale dominant doxologies
advocating monotheistically-endorsed
sacred scriptures supporting anthro-supremacy

Invoking Jehovah’s self-righteous tools
for sharpening weapons
enforcing win/lose culturally expressed
retributive justice against idolatrous aliens,
more obsessed with punishing
unstraight sojourners
unwhite slaves
unpatriarchal seducers

Of compassion’s
defiant
dynamic
Whole Open NonZero Systemic
holonic-iconic
win/win ecofeminists

Who are all about
cooperatively empowering Earth’s
panentheistically sacred win/win Tribes
as we restore cultural peace
and health
and polycultural safety

Led by history’s front-line trauma victims
of StraightWhite Patriarchal Capitalists
free to ignore
and/or punish
growing neurodiverse disabilities,
to invest in genocide
from an unsafe corporately veiled distance,
to exterminate pesky pests
blaming mink coats
and top hats
for ecocide

LeftBrain dominant terror narratives
leaving huge non-hugged mindbody wounds
begging for EarthMother’s foregiveness

Which will include
restoring a role for Her masculine
radiant Yang synergy
with all EarthTribal positive Trust
and co-invested Health
and co-empathic Beauty

Empowering Earth-resilient matrimony,
balancing Sun’s Other unwise
unfettered
searing solo patrimony,
from where and for when
here and now
outside and inside
space and time
body and mind
once balancing integrity promised
provoke brilliant
resilient Sacred Healing.

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Empowering Earth Resilience

I’ve noticed our Republic’s
RightWing Tree of Life
reacts to root-systemic problems
as if oak strong branches
lifted to majesty worshiping heights
of supremacy
need not be concerned
with watering
and feeding democratic roots
of nutrition
nurture
empowerment.

Such behavior feels less intelligent
than a sacred Tree of MotherEarth

More like a gang
of Bully Putin Pulpits
and capital addicted Trumpian Puppets
with boundlessly hungry eyes
and upset stomachs

Trying to feed
from entitled top,
trickling down to lowly
leftover bottoms,
what we must primally breed
from deep down
communing inside
mused toward out
and up
transcendent both/and
win/win resonant
organic
uniting experience

Not quite so angry
with enfeebled leaders
and not mad
with anemic cooperative skills
for resolving which top bully
eating all challenger bullies
will next be crowned King
of the trauma-riddled Republican Mountain.

Meanwhile
democratic grassroots burn
and grains of deep potential nutrition fail
to feel multicultural health
trust
truth
beauty
wisdom
compassion
kindness

Sacred integrity of a wealthy
EarthMothered forest.

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Moderate School Education

Learning,
like feeling thought experiments
brings LeftMind sacred experiential math
enlightenment
for RightBody nurturing
co-passionate empowerment

Sexually sacred
and scientifically thrivalist,
ego/eco-balancing
Taoist yang/yintegral
natural/spiritual intent

Brings awareness of mysterious thoughts
and mystical feelings

Feeling sad
glad
mad
bad fractured thoughts
mixed multigenerational sacred iconic

Tipping in-between 1/0
Full/Empty
Body/Mind
SpaceForm/TimeFlow
PositiveForward/NegativeBackward
Light/DarkPower

Brings bilateral notice
to LeftMind scales
and musical maps
about RightBody integral perceptions
of sacred health
and receptions
of safe wealth
co-passionate relationships

And RightBody awareness
of EarthTribal relationships
changing in-between
neurosensory sexual-sacred
sad glad mad bad maps

Fluidity
within LeftMind scientific stasis
moderating resilient health
and safe resonant wealth
inside/outside
inhale/exhale
body/mind
mediating
touched/felt
neurosystemic learning
changing
regenerating relationships

Co-arising
resonant ego/eco
double-fractal
octaved polycultural flow

+1Yang = -(-0)Yintegral
as 1 completes
0 Yintegral peak experience
empties enlightened
1 Yang
in 1/0 bicameral
double-binary
Middle Moderating School.

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Political Wisdom

I remember,
back in early pre-colonial days,
when promise
and purposes
of prosperity,
well-being,
safe wealthy health care
assumed universal EarthTribal goals

For uniting spiritual
mental health
including natural
embodied wealth
for all organic
and mineral
and bone
and teeth
and nails
and hearts
and guts
and root chakras
of woody plants
and patriarchal people
on EarthTribe’s shared
and sacred
matriarchal planet.

And, I remember
not so long ago
when bipartisan cooperative co-investment
in health
was resilient wealth
for people,
plants,
and eco-planetary systems
built through resonant nonviolent communications
advocating economic health,
liberally conservational wealth
of panentheistic Earth Communion

Inviting co-investments
in politically enlightened
co-empowerment.

Powers for restoring EarthTribal
organic health-wealth eco-justice

Promoting ego-resilient peace

For individual communities
and our polycultural
extended families
of species,
Earth enthusiastic ecofeminists

Advocates
for healthy universal wealthy
unitarian EarthTribe compassionate
resonant
resilient regard,
mindfulness,
immanently indigenous wisdom

Virtuous sacred circles
restoring Whole Open Systemic justice,
transubstantiating
win/win nonviolent cooperatives.

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Settling Contentious Affairs

Guns,
and ballistic threats
don’t settle anything
They can’t,
more quickly
kill.

Mindfulness,
and compassion therapies,
might restore peace
We could
most inclusively
embrace.

Could our court
and prison
and police
and legislative systems
become more mindful,
less judgmental,
by restoring win/win hopeful health?

Rather than punishing
shadowed neurodiversity
and cognitive limitations
and post traumatic stress disorders
and attention deficit hyperactivity disorders
and poverty
and lack of affordable self-medication choices,

Retribution
revenge
assuming perpetrators had real-world powers
to choose
and chose badly
madly
sadly.

Court fines
and forced confinement
in bullying cultural environments,
and verbal abuse from guards
and cops
are not infractions
are not extractions
predations
crimes against healthy wealth
of possibilities
for restoring EarthTribe justice.

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Empowering Voice

It seems to me,
declared the preacher
to the distracted music Teacher,
that sacred MonoTheism
smugly explains
and exalts AnthroOwnership Privilege
to ordain,
buy and sell
Earth health-care rights.

It may sound to we,
sang the woke musician
refraining
and training Her preacher,
that rabid AnthroSupremacy
explains,
and expects a cooperative
bipartisan resolution to
the colonizing historical problem
of Straight
WhitePrivileged
monotheistic
monocultural
monopolistic WealthCarelessness
about Trust
and Integrity
and Compassion

As if our Original Prime Relationship
was Win/Lose traumatized,
punishing experiences of vengeful justice

Divinely jealous
and autocratic intent
of a tyrant society
terrorist military
dogmatist dignitary
fascist ecocidal obituary.

Going in the opposite direction
compassionate
win/win co-invested
ecopolitical co-erection
sounds like the more pleasant
and health resilient
green wealth
peak sacred experience
co-arising dipolar emergent
win/win selection.

Which is why,
revised the preacher
with the music Teacher,
a universally individual CreatorGod
is made in the imaginative image
of AnthroSupremacy

LeftBrain verbal dominant
baritone-bass resonant sacred Privilege
to pursue economic monopolies
and political patriarchal rightwing societies
and sensual/sexual binary monocultures
and religious monotheistic autocracies

Hierarchies of power
empires made of golden ManStrong
Might/Light resilience
gone somewhat flat
of integrity’s best health-wealth
less dour and sour
green/blue sacred fresh
neurosensual
Open Whole Black Sacred potential.

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Fading Figments

Deep sleep
seems to be a figment
of my ruminating imagination

Just as my sex life
seems to be a fading figment
of my dark penetrative
and glad light receptive
co-passionate imagination

And trauma
feels like a figment
of my Master Knows Best addictive history
limiting legitimate compassionate love
to exclude all my body’s wrong
but feels so right
sacred places

Thinking I am a bit queerly curious
about integrity’s 1/0 bigenderal
iconic Taoist co-governance
for health care
giving Light
receiving wealth share
Power

Dipolar Co-arising
convex-1/concave-0
bilaterally co-passionate hot potential

Regenerating ego-1/eco-0 co-empathic mindfulness
appreciating timeless win/win balance
yang-1/yintegral-0 cooperative

Co-invested
since before indigenous wu-wei messages
SunRadiant Light/Earth DarkMoon Powers

Deep wound
whole wombed Black Hole
not-not 0 = +1
holonic co-balancing non-systems
felt pursuing win/win grace

Wind
a penetrating figment from above
seems to become flirtatious
with deep and wide
creation-bearing seas
yearning
churning pregnantly below

Where troubling sleep
becomes a figment
of deprived
traumatized
self v other
win/lose chronic
“Always Lose” re-imagination

As colored in
between white supremacist lines
Black Hole sacred figments
of timeless wounded blues
empty of champion crews
for compassionate thrival news.

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Dancing Pequot River

Flying free
in rooftop ecstasy

Raptor’s wings direct
with feathered pins strong, erect
swelling mountain chests
then wings
brought safely down
protecting Earth’s
most sacred wounds.

Standing Yang
with wings wide spread
Left then Right
rebalancing

Bent over filling in Yin’s flow
extending gratitude for out
bold attitude brought back in
for more sincere
out wanting more
more
more sacred practice
mindful praxis
moving axis

Practice makes Yang
with Yin
happy together once again
in this million hole
with pole
extravagant excursion
upstream North
growing deep down South
flowing in/out surfing mouth

Dancing round root chakra
river source
to up reach
down stream right
to left dividing swings
gone sacred South

River’s needy mouth
to feed
time’s seas
of timeless pirate peaks
opposing valleyed surf
inhaling exhaled needs

Healthy seasons too tidal full
swelling now and why and how
toward empty skies

Anthrocentric light
invites this ecocical night,
upstream
patriarchal might
toward down wombed times
round cycling source
of Great White Father fright

Root wise spread out predation
penetrating river’s source
shifting toward rich mountain rivered valleys
flowing up
then down White streaming pole
with Black uncovered silenced hole,
designing doublebinding
God-dressed nature’s inspiring views

Inviting dawn’s
past sunrise dance
sweeping light
round downstream
falling failing
EarthTribe’s meager
flowing sacred
rivered night

Flying free
on rooftop ecstasy.

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Healthy Caring Systems

Too many times sadly
too seldom gladly
I must learn to trust
Earth’s future more

Both Father Sun’s timeless
rounds of enlightenment
and Mother Earth’s
codependent rhythms
regenerating rich
empowering
soulful soil

And this trusting more
impels healing trauma’s lessons,
surviving hale and hearty lust
for too RightWing earned distrust

Unenlightened AnthroElitism
within our CommonEnglish languaged voice
while dismissing other naturally iconic sounds
and physical sights,
sacred smells
and mental tastes

Feelings that matter more
than mere white privileged noise
degenerating ego v eco-other
for mere win today
lose survival tomorrow

Much less anthro-resilient healthy
this RightFright Yang v yin militaristic
narcissistic AnthroSurvival

And we could also regenerate
more Yang/Yintegrally together,
rediscover strong and sacred Beauty
peak experience passions

CoInvested integrity’s historic
win/win therapeutic revival,
future multiculturing
verbal and nonverbal
compassionately thriving
and not merely nonviolently surviving
1/0 double-binary bipartisan polypaths
polynomial +1P=(-,-)0P, Tao wu-wei bilateral balance
0/1 cisbinary communication’s
deepest
and most peak
health (1 Universe)
wealth (0 Full/Empty Synergetic Ego/EcoBalancing)
bipartisan ecopolitical health care potential.

That is where we left off yesterday;
and today let us reconsider a related question
about more personal peak experience outcomes
of a health care bipartisan co-governing system.

First, we notice that robust polycultural systems
of win/win thrival
will always be negatively correlated with
exhausted monocultural failing Lose/Lose chaos

despair
trauma
chronic stress
degeneration
death
entropy
lack of any imaginable and/or remembered system

Re-articulating integrity’s most sacred,
and sometimes sexy,
peak regenerative experiences

Feeding our LeftBrain need for EitherYangly Yes
Or TooYinnish Yes and not yet know

Consistency with prior experiential
labeling of penetrating history.

What are our universal characteristics
defining and refining caring systems?

Sounds like we may be speaking nonviolently
of spacious and NowTimed compassion
and co-investment,
and active curiosity.

That works for me,
so let’s go one LeftBrain dominant step
further into verbally defining
what we might all agree
we win/win intend
to successfully differentiate
our health care resilient thrival systems
from our pathological uncare
unfelt lack of any non-degenerative
LoseLose chaos
entropy
despair
trauma
chronic ego/ecocidal
lack of unconditional
warm regard,
retributive blaming
and shaming
straight white monotheistic
monopolizing core panentheistic values
monoculturing neurosystemic despair
depression
oppression
full-spectral Win/Win suppression
of integrity’s compassionate
warm and caring
systemic potential

This recontextualing process
follows an ecological perception principle (EPP)
that it is not polyvagally possible to imagine
or remember ever feeling a caring system
that could co-incidentally be nonverbally noticed
much less defined
or even moderately refined
as any something
or non-peak co-relationally felt event.

Lack of warm unconditional win/win
sacred panentheistic regard
may feel as chronically anxious
as trying to re-imagine
an uncaring entropic
cold as a closed
non-systemic
vacuum of exflowing
information.

What we are capable of appreciating,
deeply rooted in ecological
and biological experience,
are Caring Systems
and not uncaring non-systems.

To define systems feels challenging
because systems, including organic
and Whole
and Open
and Universal Healthy Caring Systems,
all feel so overwhelmingly
and perhaps sacredly comprehensive,
synergetically complex.

Within your own neurosystemic framework,
maturing,
robustly thriving,
perhaps even enjoying elegant
and/or multiculturally exotic
and/or polyculturally erotic
peak Aha! Win/Win
Yang/Yintegral co-balancing experiences

As appositionally contrasted
against a monochromatic win now to lose tomorrow
or win EarthHealth Care Systems tomorrow
by sacrificing AnthroWealth Care Systems today

False dichotomies
nurture chronic trauma,
fear and retribution,
fire and thunder,
conspiracy theories,
like the witchhunt
or the devil
made me addictively
and obsessively,
sometimes violently,
sometimes greedily,
sometimes abusively,
sometimes neglectfully,
always anthro-narcissistically
think it
say it
do it to Eco-You

Lose/Win Dissociated
from interdependently nurtured
and anti-spiritually natured
independent Win/Lose surviving
Ego-Me

Here
in cooperative home
and Now
in my 71st revolutionary round

Too many times sadly
too seldom gladly
deep and widely learning
to trust Earth’s curiously sacred
and courageous
peak health
and valley of integral wealth
win/win health care systemic
Yang InFormation
and Yintegral OutFlow

Networks of not-not
double-binding neurosystemic apposition,
sadly anxious
and gladly anticipating more nonviolent dialogue,
less win/lose zero-sum debate
for and against future’s EarthTribal WinWin gains
rethriving positive regeneration thoughts

Less conservatively unbalanced
degenerative negative
anti-eco/pantheo-logical feelings,
Ego Monotheistic Nature v Eco PanEntheistic Polycultural Spirit

More resident of EarthCare Global Peace Systems
cooperative, so not just competitively capitalistic
ecosystemically co-invested in continental/oceanic balance,
so less win/lose survival of one sovereign entitled nation

Or species
straight white male privileged
LeftBrain verbally dominant
anthrosupremacist win/lose or lose/win
karmic conspiracy anxious theories

Not yet anticipating
more deeply integral possibilities

Health caring systems
invite LeftBrain integrity’s inclusive
secular-1/sacred-0
ecotheistic EarthTribe
interreligious multiculturing wealth
caring compassion systems

Too many times sadly
too seldom gladly
sharing trust
in EarthTribe’s health
wealthy ecofeminist future.

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