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Holding Clear Places

Were I in control of my consciousness,

it would not forsake me while I sleep.

Since I have no reign over my dreams,

how amazing that I swagger with self-importance!

Rumi #303

 

Were I in control of my QBit pixels

flowing,

informing and exforming,

protoning and dianeutroning and

concavely electronically ringing and singing

my special organic physical entity cells and organs

and metaphysical systems, like molecules,

who would we be, I wonder?

 

How ego id-entified,

these pixelish positive polynomial place-holders

within life’s incarnating temporal flow

of memory sequences and DNA coded messages

folding and unfolding their mutual kisses

and diastolically stretching binomial linear bows

waving gravitational Prime Relationship,

time birthing and decaying space and place,

QBit universal information fields

of full-colored octaves

fractal-crystal non-polynomial places

of used to be

and not quite yet,

implicate decomposing to regenerate

proton positive presence.

 

Consciousness,

neither controlled nor entirely forsaken

remaining interdependently synergetic,

yet individuated entities,

binomials with mutual immune and gravitational patterns

of reverse-radiantly ionic and ergodic

holonic balance,

0-soul smooth-structured

yang-out positive and yin-in negative

electronic,

balancing electromagnetic mutual mentoring

Prime Relationship pattern sequence,

sometimes resonantly increasing

and other times dissonantly decreasing,

but id-pixel entities remain diastatically

and equivalently balanced

at P=NP,

 

Where P = +1QBit

NP = +/(-)(-)ZeroBit

= Yang/Yin

=+0 Core Vertex (B. Fuller)

OVER

(-) Core Vortex [reverse-P dipolar] QBit

mutually defining Universal Intelligence.

 

EcoTherapeutic comprehension

grows balancing ecological economies

of self identifying ego/eco cooperative balance,

and dreams.

 

 

 

 

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Close Encounters

Yang holds mashed potato mountain space

for Yin to diastolically fill

with life-yeast regeneration’s mysteriously familiar spire,

born of Yangform Space and Yinfunction diametric Time.

 

Yang grows Left’s deductive mountain,

Yin reflective mirrored through Right’s inductive smooth deep sea,

where mountainous heavens meet cavernous Earth

we grow bicameral sacred skin

incubating ecological economies,

exchanging equivalent (0)-sum

win-win breaths and beats

and flowing coincidental minds

of peaceful confluence.

 

Within our still emergent speciating sea of mindfulness,

Right-mind prehends our supereco mountaintop,

piercing up and out toward Northern skies,

and ego id-entity as mountain’s boundary skin

of Self meets Other

swimming in a deeply composting

lotus-flowered root system,

informing sap rising from

Earth’s dark Prime Relationship Tao center

to cooperatively feed our healthiest needs

and noble wants of wisdom.

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Breathing Hearts and Flowers

i breathe in

filling convex body/mind’s shellac,

immunizing ego-surface identity.

 

i breathe out concave,

eco-individuating,

growing within perennial rings

of encoded memory branches

rooting through human nature’s

bicameral Tree of Life.

 

i breathe in

your becoming,

your evolving design story,

shared incarnational trunk

fed by our mutually resonant RNA taproot,

infinitely more prime relationally alike than not

one binary-binomial mutual-informating network

of incarnation’s grace.

 

we breathe out through lungs,

our polymorphic beating, pumping heart’s raison d’etre,

original design coincidental intention,

finding freedom to share air

within our red warmed blood rivers

and tributaries

babbling brooks

and swampy creeks.

 

we breathe in engorging air-quenched brains,

our bipolar lungs’ Original Intention,

practice

discipline

stretching exercise,

sucking in contented sap of mutual regeneration,

suffering sting of toxic double-bound immunity.

 

we breathe out deeply, purging

reaching down and in

pushing from testicles and ovary wombs

and shared root system

whose first morphic product

was our polyculture developing healthy heart.

 

we breathe in

our mutual eco-regeneration,

developing perennial harmonic cycles of memory,

encoding this year’s branches

on our human gracing Tree of Life.

 

Breathing deeply and inclusively,

our sweeping permacultural vocation,

valentine.

 

 

 

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How Am I Not Part of You?

In which sense am I not you

and those from whom we emerged together?

What does this leave,

only those into whom I emerge toward?

If so, in what sense

does our future incarnation

transcend life and death,

and, without biological progeny,

is my ecological Self more marginal

than self-perpetuating stuff of breeders?

 

My mind avoids such

non-ego-individuating limitation.

 

Do bioparents bear more mentorship authority

or stewardship responsibility

for our children’s future than do I,

adoptive only?

(Yet, repeatedly!)

 

My heart does not embrace

echoing reified eternity

after dying.

My heart wants

self-perpetuating climax,

cutting edge of surfing soaring belonging

singing,

regenerating in this ocean of Solar Systemic music,

and rhythm dance explicating memories

and full-functional imaginations,

night dreams and day design,

learning as we fly together

to create as we have learned

to love our children’s future.

 

I swim toward freedom

to do as eco-self wants,

to be what I most gracefully prefer,

to belong with whom and what I most long,

rather than what I can afford to purchase.

We compost freedom to grow in integrity,

synergy,

love.

To become where we most primally belong,

to incarnate our (0)-sum smooth-structured souls,

carnating eco-self identity

evolving EarthTribe’s permacultured history

from ecstatic conception unfolds a person,

a faith community,

a GLQ community,

a bisexual transpeciated community,

a transgender community,

any community or communication,

story,

history,

permacultural revolution,

an information processing polymorphic system

reiteratively learning our interdividuating evolution,

a globally revolving spacetime network

of informating ribonucleo-string,

full-octave colored umbilical cord

wending in toward dark-eyed yesterdays.

 

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Hospitality Economics

Never give up.

Always give down,

downstream,

only what you would hope to receive

from upstream.

 

Ego identity only exists now.

A moment ago,

and a moment from now,

you ecologically individuate,

balancing self-identity with environmental messages

and memory string revolving through your seasons

and imagination,

both hopes and fears,

values and disvalues

back to doubly-bound DNA,

maternally and paternally balanced.

 

What you received downstream

evolves what ego invests upstream.

Karma hosts time’s regeneration,

your ecological investment,

sometimes dislodging revolutionary synergy

when space and time reveal themselves

as yang and yin,

polymorphic positive physics

hosting -(-) meta-fractal fold

flying binomial time.

 

We submerge spatial out

with temporal echoing in.

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Advent Light

Maybe it could be safe

to fade off into the night

with gratitude for light.

 

Perhaps deforming identity

might belong to adventure,

a conciliating pilgrimage

of floating light

drawing us toward each Other’s

original intent.

 

Why couldn’t decay function salvifically,

absorbent healing hidden within ego’s hubris memories,

uncovering carnation’s form

revealing unmitigated synergy

as boundless light’s economy of grace.

 

Light composting fuel’s individuating form,

to sustain ego’s burned out wick,

we pass through light’s regeneration,

flying graceful paths not yet taken.

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Evolving Messianism

Regenerative Orthopraxis as Messianic Teleological Function

 

Do Earth’s natural systems predict an emergent messianic reconnecting vocation between our natural environment and ourselves?

Permaculture Design has recently evolved from agrarian roots to notice, analyze, plan, and facilitate regenerating polycultural systems within our Interior Landscape as well as within Earth’s Exterior Landscape. Regenerative systems are living rather than static because they do not simply reiterate a prior systemic state, or Self-identity; they are more than simply self-perpetuating and self-defining systems. Regeneration, living systemic evolution, accumulates information extending from prior enculturing generations into the present. Biometrically speaking, this cumulative “permanent” information follows natural instructional messages from the continually reconciling, absorbent, salving, confluent logic of DNA/RNA development structure, and octave frequencies.

In Synergetics 2 (1979), #987.075, p. 322, Buckminster Fuller speculates that Universal Intelligence is DNA/RNA programming, the “cosmic-coordinate system to be embraced and accommodated by the epistemography of synergetics.” Fuller explains synergy as both love and ergodic, incarnating, formative incubation peculiar to living, regenerative systems. Optimal synergy and love are liminally outlined by dissonant, unsustainable trends, in both our External-organic and Internal-ecological Landscapes.

Messianic themes are culturally ubiquitous. “The state of the world is seen as hopelessly flawed beyond normal human powers of correction, and divine intervention through a specially selected and supported human is seen as necessary.” (www.wikipedia.org, Messianism) The cultural roots of messianism trace back to shamanic functions. Messianic intent bridges Earth’s degenerative dissonant suffering and loss with our future’s regenerative teleological purpose. Messianic fertility improves with multisystemic composting orthopraxis by permacultural prophets, designers, and synergetic system developers who not only practice and teach, but comprehend vocation as mutual mentorship–walking the walk together, while talking.

We need only change the messianic power source from divine intervention to integral multisystemic interventions growing out of Basic Attendance, or positively deviant noticing. Positive deviant mindfulness explores appositional relationships between ecological and economic values and disvalues within a stressed, sub-optimizing, environment or population.

Our shared messianic goal, as a species of permacultural mentors, is to optimize harmonious regenerative values, by actively encouraging our demons to diet; reducing dissonant disvalues and unraveling chaos, with over-stimulated trends toward monopolistic and over-crowded silos of marginalization and discontent; the weed-patch. Regenerative polycultures, Edenic homes and gardens, optimize with inclusively balanced values, functions, grace, incarnation, reconciliation. Intervention design analysis looks for tipping points and redundantly harmonious efficiencies in flow, function, form and pattern sequence.

Regenerative orthopraxis embraces a mutual-mentor “calling,” a creative exterior and interior  mindfully developing adventure in compassion. Deep permacultural ecologists follow a wu wei  ego-discipline toward a (0)-sum inclusive economy, a Win-Win strategic ecological vocation shared by all living cells.

For most of us this is about learning how to live a more cooperative and ecological life hoping to serve the well-being of our grandchildren’s grandchildren, as served by our grandparent’s grandparents, elder species and genetic cousins, stardust, back toward our Original Meaning as future’s polyculturally blooming Omega Point.

We evolve as messianic global interns born of, by, and for Earth’s teleological incubation.

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Tao of Strategic Challenges

There is the maxim of military strategists;

I dare not be the first to invade, but rather be the invaded.

Dare not press forward an inch, but rather retreat a foot.

That is, to march without formations,

To roll not up the sleeves,…

There is no greater catastrophe than to underestimate the enemy

(Laotse, #69)

 The word military does not fit with Laotse’s overall intent to talk about dispute resolution. Clearly he sites territorial and proprietary issues, so maybe this is a “maxim of ownership strategists,” which would include defensive and offensive strategies to maintain and re-establish natural balance.

Not being the first to invade goes back to a wu wei principle of mutually cooperative subsidiarity as an ecological systemic norm. Think and act like an eco-cell within a healthy organism; not a cancerous ego-center. To invade is to challenge existing ego/eco value balance. To be the invaded might more fully translate as “become empathetically focused on the challenger’s perspective, values, positions—try to find them within yourself until they have resonance.” Maybe try some reverse role play, like preparing for a debate team.

 “Dare not press forward an inch” means do not even appear to react with ego-resistance. Ask for nothing that might lead to ecological imbalance, “but rather retreat” might look like inviting your challenger to agree with you to an equitable Win-Win resolution, defined as no one allows the other to walk away while feeling they have just lost a positive opportunity to incarnate wisdom.

 “March without formations” may have some reference to Laotse’s primary attraction to natural flow functions. Solid forms lack the flexible flow functionality for evolutionary economic change that one might find in a river, or even a tornado, if you have something more revolutionary in mind.

The title of this poem, Camouflage, is what a Buddhist might think of as Basic Attendance, which has a mutual gratitude understory, or gestalt, understanding each moment as having positive opportunity potential. Basic Attendance, in oppositional and other forms of dissonant, wild, crazy environments, begins with exposing our vulnerability, our fluidity, our confluent intention, a disciplined humility of balanced ego/ecological consciousness.

 “To roll not up the sleeves” reminds us to never show our fist even to our own internal need for self-passion. Laotse mentors non-violent multisystemic communication praxis; most certainly not aggression. He explores the paradoxical orthopraxis of breathing in comprehensive natural-systemic information and breathing out toward our mutually cooperative future.

“Enemy” is just wrong here. Enemies are created through lack of wise response. The word here should be challenger. In Permaculture Design we confront many challenges to optimizing Continuous Quality Improvement, ecologically balanced polycultures that show promise for sustaining regenerative life cycles. The only strong candidate for enemy status might be time, but the seasons and scales of development and design approach permacultural standards with humane ecocentric humility and reverence for the progenitive sacredness of time’s nutritionally absorbent dimensions.

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Permaculturing Compost

This more fully organic mind-farm we are growing,

a rich composting Holding TimeSpace

of (0)-centric Positive values

appositively balancing, tipping, exchanging,

transposing Negative Non-Named Disvalues,

lurking before our Square Commons of Cognitive Dissonance,

slowly pulling into enlightening days and Transitioning Generation

to explore harmonies of scale and pitch,

and developmental learning stages,

proportional polyculturing designs

to optimize Positive Systemic Teleology

by diminishing eisegetical dissonance

from our global cooperative orthopraxis.

 

Dynamic orthopraxis regeneratively Holding SpaceTime’s

(0)-sum economic logic;

too often confused with stagnant ego-serving Orthodoxy

degenerating Earth’s gasping overheated breath.

 

Bucky’s easiest way to improve failing systems

is to upgrade their environments,

their ecological balance and harmonious potential flow streams,

especially their humane cultural environments,

to grow more effective nutrients,

Positive Teleological Values,

and less Cognitive Dissonant

 

Ways and Means–Progenitive Hope,

Truth or Consequences–Generative Faith,

and The Good Life–ReGenerative Love,

a graceful messianic incarnation

of post-millennial Tao ReGenesis.

 

Balanced dia-praxis,

including dialogue,

primally roots

in regenerative systemic orthopraxis.

 

Tao optimizes sustainable Ego-Yang

through our Self-subsiding Eco-Yin exhalation.

 

Invest in Ego reducing praxis for CQI,

low-risk investment outcomes.

 

 

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Economic Conscience

We mature within each Other’s nutritional field, a Commons shared by all who approach and depart our consciousness.

This field we share with mutual subsidiarity because we generated these values and disvalues through our progenitors, Elders, all our past relationships, cultures, history, lead to this field of momentary consciousness within spacetime.

If I could unilaterally choose one extreme or the other, I would always choose to have a positive sustainable nutritious relationship, rather than a negative short-term terminal relationship, with anyone or anything, from spouse through alien species.

While I cannot and must not unilaterally choose each economy, whether cooperative or competitive, for any relationship, it also seems that I am not not You either, so I can mentor a positive relationship we might have in only my imagination and memory of other past relationships. I might speak of these images and memes as my preference for mutual gratitude, my hope and faith, my love of how not not You and not You already belong together in my ergetic id-consciousness.

Regenerative pacific consciousness, positively cooperative and inclusively relational, grows from basic enthymematic attendance, fueled by eco-id well-being.

My eco-identity, id, competes to give away my nutrients to those around me who most need them. While our Yangish egos emerge Eagle topped totems, our Yinnish eco-individuating under-stories Turkey rooted nutrient systems.

Perhaps Freud thought of our Basic Eco-Identity Commons as maniacal because of his fascination with insanity, pathology, internally competitive, dissonant models of unconscious awareness. Had he been a Positive Psychologist, then he might have come to a more positive consciousness of self-identity as primally, ecologically, economically informed by regenerative natural system development; which, by definition, grows relentlessly cooperative.

Our real, true, balanced competitive identity is one that competes to give, to cooperate, to grace, to incarnate together, synergetically, recognizing we are only this moment’s integrity, and our potential for either cooperative integrity or competitive disintegration will individuate, define, label, predicate, enervate,  our next moment together.

We cannot rationally, truly, share disintegration. Entropic negative trends away from full mindful consciousness follow a trajectory toward an autistic silo. Positive, integral relationships are phenomenologically and ecologically accessible to reason, confluent perception, “true” proportion and balance, Right-brained equilibrious access to our sensory receptors, neurons, minds, consciousness.

Cooperative, empathic, integral, inclusive consciousness is itself intrinsically positive, preferring synergetic pattern finding and resolving, while avoiding the toxicity of cognitive dissonance.

Competitive and negative intentions are, by definition, self-distorting, truncating, silos of merely ego-semi-consciousness.

Lack of full, or “true” consciousness is imbalanced awareness of (0)-centric value consciousness. Lack of mindfulness appears to be lack of “true” or full consciousness, and it is, but more specifically imbalanced value/disvalue information generates dissonance within our shared consciousness Commons, or Co-Intelligence.

Positive cooperative consciousness follows this Tao of intelligence by distinguishing confluent information from dissonant noise. Discernment of balanced inclusive consciousness grows much more abundantly, robustly, resiliently through mentoring praxis than merely speaking of our positive intentions.

We mature our resonant and optimized economies within each Other’s nutritional Information field, a Commons shared by all who approach and depart our grateful eco-consciousness.

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