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Default Mode Networks

I was never so childhood invincible
as when invisibility empowered.

We are never so integrity distinguished
than when actively flexible.

Earth could channel West-hemisphere wealth competitions
monoculturing
healthiest when East/West nondual WholeEarth cooperative
polyculturing.

LeftBrain psyches of dominant cognitive dissonance
are never so invincible
as when RightBrain prominently cooperative Whole
integrity of Default Mode Network,
invisibly Win/Win bicameral
bilateral
binomially co-passionate.

I have never been so old age invincible
as when invisible ego/eco-empowered,
in/out mediated,
median minded,
cooperative default mode hearted.

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God of Healthy Restorations

The static idea
of an unchanging personal Holy Spirit/Nature,
yet transcendent God,
works more effectively in my RealTime
and RealTalk
and Real EarthHealth,
as an integrity-unchanging god constant
about healthy evolutionary,
even peacefully revolutionary,
creatively constant HolySpirit/Nature
for health-redemptive change.

The theological idea of equal dignity
in God’s eyes
and ears
and taste
and love
and passion,
and, for some, even god’s death
and ultimate trans-regeneration
into GreenGaia-Spirit of active WinWin post-millennial Hope,
ignores our ProGenitors’ co-equal post-death still-evolving integrity
of becoming one regenerating creolizing metamorphic communion,
one Holonic Green ecosystemic DNA-spirit/RNA-nature recombinant womb,
nondually married,
multi-generationally dipolar,
mutually enthymematic nutrition-communicators,
fractally holonic,
committed to god’s evolving preferential option
for those WinWin integrity poor
in WinLose nihilistic
dualistic
commodified capitalistic suboptimization
of diverse mental-capital health-options,
interdependent ZeroZone spirited networks,
integral 0-soul eco-metric core natures.

Consumer/Producer consciousness of a co-operating communal god-story
works most effectively for WinWin RealTime,
and not apocalyptic LoseLose UnReal ScreenTalk night time,
and really Rapturous Earth Health/Wealth
as a god-cooperative omnipresently internally/externally evolving,
resiliently restorative ecojustice revolving,
ZeroZone not not all-consuming ego-transubstantiating individuation
through a communal Whole OpenSystem identification process
discerning healthy-wealthy Earth optimizing change,
healthy WinWin ego/eco-opportunities
and pathological WinLose fragmenting ungodly risks.

An unchanging God
for eco-passionately empowering Gaian health-transformation,

Changing WinWin bilateral/bicameral nutrition investments
of Left thought,
Right feeling,
smell,
taste,
hearing 2020 revolutionary re-visioning
classically robust
health-wealthy polypathic change.

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Economic Conscience

We mature within each Other’s nutritional field, a Commons shared by all who approach and depart our consciousness.

This field we share with mutual subsidiarity because we generated these values and disvalues through our progenitors, Elders, all our past relationships, cultures, history, lead to this field of momentary consciousness within spacetime.

If I could unilaterally choose one extreme or the other, I would always choose to have a positive sustainable nutritious relationship, rather than a negative short-term terminal relationship, with anyone or anything, from spouse through alien species.

While I cannot and must not unilaterally choose each economy, whether cooperative or competitive, for any relationship, it also seems that I am not not You either, so I can mentor a positive relationship we might have in only my imagination and memory of other past relationships. I might speak of these images and memes as my preference for mutual gratitude, my hope and faith, my love of how not not You and not You already belong together in my ergetic id-consciousness.

Regenerative pacific consciousness, positively cooperative and inclusively relational, grows from basic enthymematic attendance, fueled by eco-id well-being.

My eco-identity, id, competes to give away my nutrients to those around me who most need them. While our Yangish egos emerge Eagle topped totems, our Yinnish eco-individuating under-stories Turkey rooted nutrient systems.

Perhaps Freud thought of our Basic Eco-Identity Commons as maniacal because of his fascination with insanity, pathology, internally competitive, dissonant models of unconscious awareness. Had he been a Positive Psychologist, then he might have come to a more positive consciousness of self-identity as primally, ecologically, economically informed by regenerative natural system development; which, by definition, grows relentlessly cooperative.

Our real, true, balanced competitive identity is one that competes to give, to cooperate, to grace, to incarnate together, synergetically, recognizing we are only this moment’s integrity, and our potential for either cooperative integrity or competitive disintegration will individuate, define, label, predicate, enervate,  our next moment together.

We cannot rationally, truly, share disintegration. Entropic negative trends away from full mindful consciousness follow a trajectory toward an autistic silo. Positive, integral relationships are phenomenologically and ecologically accessible to reason, confluent perception, “true” proportion and balance, Right-brained equilibrious access to our sensory receptors, neurons, minds, consciousness.

Cooperative, empathic, integral, inclusive consciousness is itself intrinsically positive, preferring synergetic pattern finding and resolving, while avoiding the toxicity of cognitive dissonance.

Competitive and negative intentions are, by definition, self-distorting, truncating, silos of merely ego-semi-consciousness.

Lack of full, or “true” consciousness is imbalanced awareness of (0)-centric value consciousness. Lack of mindfulness appears to be lack of “true” or full consciousness, and it is, but more specifically imbalanced value/disvalue information generates dissonance within our shared consciousness Commons, or Co-Intelligence.

Positive cooperative consciousness follows this Tao of intelligence by distinguishing confluent information from dissonant noise. Discernment of balanced inclusive consciousness grows much more abundantly, robustly, resiliently through mentoring praxis than merely speaking of our positive intentions.

We mature our resonant and optimized economies within each Other’s nutritional Information field, a Commons shared by all who approach and depart our grateful eco-consciousness.

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Ordained Life

I learned the other day that my immune system is gone. She just up and left. No goodbye, no Dear Jerry letter, no flowers, not even an email to let me know; hoping I wouldn’t notice why systemic failure grows more prominent.

My doctor told me about this sly exodus. She is this vibrant buxom Russian immigrant with long wavy auburn hair, and the sturdy solid nature of totalitarian atheistic culture, and the bedside manner of Attila the Hun. Still, she tries her best to break dark news, reaching for anything she might recall to work with human feelings, other than  pain and suffering. Pain she understands, and believes we should all be much more tolerant of our petty, relentless, agonizing Teachers, like not being able to bear weight on my left foot, for example. Her best medical advice was stay off your foot. Teach my kids how to feed and care for each other. Take a nap.

Anyway, she breezes into the examining room where I am sitting, mostly clothed, perched on the edge of the exam table with naked feet anxiously touching the pull-out steel footrest. Waving my not very thick file in her dominant left hand, before the door slams shut behind her, she asks me if I know that I am Positive.

Her radiant smile did not seem to be begging me to tell her I already knew so she was not in the position of actually having to think about how to be kind.

I didn’t know what was the right best answer:

Yes, thank you, and I’ve always found you to be a positive person too?…

No, in fact I hope my husband of the last twenty years will be surprised to hear this as well….

Well, I have been getting sick a lot lately, coming down with weird stuff normal people don’t usually have a problem with, like breaking out in hives in my armpits, so it does cross my mind, now that you so generously mention it, that maybe my immunity guards have departed without giving notice, or even closing the door of vulnerability on their way out….

But, instead, I just say No, quietly, in awe of this strangely-shared boundary moment.

So she hesitantly touches my forearm, and valiantly tries to continue smiling, to reassure me that it will be OK, not a death sentence, her extractive words.

Well, that was good to know, especially because I hadn’t even realized I was waiting for sentencing. I wasn’t even aware of my charges or my trial, my judge, or my apparently merciful jury.

But, I had been feeling vulnerable, and learning I am vulnerable to all the cooties and disease and suffering and pain in this world, on this Earth, within this EarthTribe, leaves me feeling mushy and rotten, old and used up, or at least overripe for decay, inside, then outside.

Vulnerable.

Wide open to whatever comes along, available, accessible, for good and bad.

An open vortex for anyone or anything to use as even my own defenses have evaporated, not like a sunset over the ocean, when that last radiant arcing flash says goodbye until tomorrow. Rather, the loss of immunity, the ache of endlessly inclusive vulnerability, uncovers a quietly creeping dawn, except instead of Earth gradually emerging until I must open glad eyes to discover Her visible presence once again, one more time, this time, her sobbing and singing, dancing, lavishly beautiful Time, my Interior Landscaped self-consciousness gradually purges to uncertain self-identity, and less concern about where you begin and where I end, because my ending is already predicted by lack of self-defense.

A well-fired strength lurks within this deep ecology of grateful emptiness. Creating a winterish listening place for all nutrients and toxins around and within me, a place, a jump in, the water’s warm recreating safe-space where each can be heard, embraced, have a say about our future together. How long we may or may not sustain our interdependent web of life.

Without capacity, perhaps even the desire, to exclude often dissonant nutrients and voices, tastes and smells, feelings and awareness, difficult and insane immigrants, I invest this sacred listening mountain in regenerating new connections, new ways of seeing appositional, dialectical rationality, rather than oppositional polarity.

I learn to long for ways we might survive together that would be in your best interest as my self-interest dissipates into a dark vortex of Yin openness. If our shared values for diversely nutritional compost disappear, then I have no hope to grow my own.

Finding harmony within this apparent dissonance and disease and suffering and insanity is the only vocation left to this EarthTribe Identity, softly individuating within Earth’s resilient resonance, my boundaries of immunity to you removed. All remaining for me is my subsidiarity to Earth’s well-being, for here we all return, generative memory seeds of language and code, capturing voices stringing songs back, back to stardust Elders.

We are Earth’s Tribe dying to remember to fly together like the stars from which we emerged, the Earth which we reincarnate; and trying to not fly apart quite so awfully much.

 

 

 

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Organic Self-Winnowing Compost

Let P = Exterior Landscape Polyculture [physical in-formation]–Yang

Let NP = Interior Non-Physical Landscape [metaphysics]–Yin

 

When the people of the Earth all know beauty as beauty,

There arises (the recognition of) ugliness.

When the people of the Earth all know the good as good,

There arises (the recognition of) evil.

 

Therefore:

Being [P] and non-being [NP] interdepend in growth;

Dissonance and confluence interdepend in completion;

Long and short interdepend in contrast;

High and low interdepend in position;

Tones and voice interdepend in harmony;

Front and behind interdepend in appositive [P=NP] relationship.

Laotse

[Translation: Lin Yutang and Gerald O. Dillenbeck]

 

If, as, when and where

my natural universal system

housed and homed on Earth’s skin

is and becomes

abundantly optimized compost for our Species,

and for Me,

then my humane nature emerges

abundantly optimized compost for our Home,

our Universe,

our Earth,

our community,

our family,

our RNA EarthTribe,

ourselves,

me,

living in real-time spacetime,

where P=NP,

as Physic’s Exterior and Metaphysic’s Interior

appositionally reflect each other in place

and time.

 

I reflect my culture

too Yin-repressed

anthro-centric

egotistic

Self v. Other, rather than WeSelf organizing,

Win v. Lose, rather than Win-Win slow-cycles of gestation,

not feminist-balanced enough,

too much Yangish testosterone for

active peacefilled optimal abundance

to equitably reflect nonviolent Yin’s communication,

using primal dissonance to tip toward harmonies.

 

Positive purpose/meaning balanced

in (0)-Prime Root of love,

redeeming Her faith-centric child,

yields hope-filled teleology,

adolescently positive bi-memial,

binomial rhetorical events

toward a transcendentally balanced Tao Love Theorem.

 

Sustained well-being, health, nutritional delight,

the opposite of unraveling disvalues

sequencing irrationally into monocultural pathologies;

potential string-stories, conversations, that fall apart

unraveling in fading memories of weak unreality.

 

Loss of mutual love yields +Self v. -Other,

when and where +/-WeSelf Identity resolves within imagination’s reasonable reach,

loss of love yields loss of faith,

loss of faith yields loss of hope,

loss of hope yields loss of ego-love identity,

an emergent autism issuing tripping point correction,

loss of interior-balancing peace

yields Self v. Other violence, anger, depression, suffering

socioeconomic and decaying

culturally inhumane

denatured pathologies.

 

We reverse this NP Interior Landscape trend

in Golden Rule and therapeutic positively recycling ratio

to treat this Me-identity as WeSelf-regenerating

Omega Tao BiCameralHeart

beating within diastolic implied, predicating, Dark Vortex,

the gravitas of radiance fused

in Original Intent’s eternal BigBang enthymemic moment,

and Me and Thee

live in mutual subsidiary equanimity

of gratitude for paradise found

quite metrically

where it was lost

within (0) soul’s primal CenterCross.

 

When the people of the Earth all know beauty as P=NP,

there arises (the recognition of) ugliness,

when we used to worry that P and NP were somehow incommensurable,

When the people of the Earth all know the good as positive,

there arises (the recognition of) evil as appositively placed negative,

as the unraveling of our Positive Teleological String,

emerging from binomial self-perpetuating strands of Yang-form and Yin-function,

4-dimensionally rooted in Prime Explicating/Implicating Relationship of (0) Core Vertex/DarkVortex.

 

The constancy of Hilbert geometric real-time placement

meets the relativity of spacetime

in Prime Relationship of (0) Core Tao.

Our Universe’s skin unfolds in fractal explication

as time re-emerges into dream covered implicating memory,

our enthymeme of graced original intent,

transitioning now toward self-regenerating co-prehension;

the TrimTab permaculture of optimized abundance

through synchronizing dissonance

into rich composting diversity of polycultured paradise.

 

Beauty, good, equity, and peace

our four horse voice for Tao

combine where WeSelf began

when the people of the Earth all knew each Other,

our nightmare denial of WeSelf identity, our dysfunctional ugliness,

within our shared ecology of grace,

a home of natural regenetic beauty.

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Self Mind-full Therapy

What lies within my dark cave’s name?

What’s in a name?

A tropic nomial, perhaps.

Within my nomial, this Me

Self-identified.

If Me and Self

why not WeSelf;

half part of WeEarthTribe progenitor,

and You my other half?

 

Other, poly-nomials defining and refining

memes co-versing and conversing

bubbling troubling,

designing and divining,

noticing this paradigm’s parsing individuation,

appositioning bifurcation

born through positive dialogue

exchanging dissonant tipping points of view.

 

Positive, in Yin’s enthymemed intent,

incorporating Yang’s Not-Self peace-fully content

beating double-walled informating Boundary,

liminally breathing diametric heart.

Beating boundaries deductively induce

labored breathless recreativity.

 

Yet perhaps within our well-walled cells,

within (0) spatial skin between Self and Other,

we explore our double-bound revolving door,

DNA coded colors painting

our ecoequi-diversity.

We individuate our karmic futures

of peaceful just exegesis

as inter-weaving Individuals,

binomial self-perpetuation,

mutually bowed gratitude,

be(long-com)ing.

 

Me Yin,

You Yang;

Interior’s Landscape.

reflects

Self-humane Nature’s meaningful belonging,

EarthSelf Exterior’s Physique

positive poly-nomial

bicamerally coded negative;

DNA-RNA fractal co-designing string,

Re-formive Genesis Order echoing

Original Intent

to mean our purpose

longing to belong together

abundantly bi-generative;

within three-dimensioned dimming womb

Self’s  constant longing absent home.

 

Hi.

Positive Polynomial here,

what’s your name?

 

Not-Polynomial Negative!

 

Of course, so sorry to intrude convexly,

but who are you, I might notice,

positively speaking, as wise  justice EarthSelf Mind?

 

Not You alone but Eco-We together,

I am EcoSelf

including your resonant tempered memory string

of EcoSelves used to be

and EcoSelf emerging once again,

through self-regenerative

UniversalInformation’s

still revolving,

stimulus-responsive

permaculturing door.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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EcoTribal Dreams

I am,

Identity insists.

We are,

Individuation explains.

 

We are,

beat heart, breathe lungs, bicamerals brain,

this coincidental life, this day, this moment;

implied positive potentiality nesting within tomorrow,

and next moment,

event,

relationship,

communication strings and strains

informing life,

exforming death,

transforming life

as fractal-cultured compost.

 

Myth refines,

Logos defines;

while Yin and Yang make hoopy-swoopy,

wavilinear strings of QBit formating confidence.

 

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