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Pleasing Answers Prefer Passionate Questions

Do heated questions hope to end with cool answers,
while pleasing answers never end
without yet more compassionate questions?

How are Case Studies
of anxious organic history
different than sacred Einstein’s
anticipating Thought Experiments?

Wait a minute…

Yes, well that’s not really a difference.
Thought Experiments and Case Studies
both begin with waiting a minute

to notice cause v effect assumptions,
to decompose bifurcated relationships
between sacredly interrelated organic parts

of what
and whom?

Imagining in reverse time,
from now as cause
back toward effects
leading up to my current favorite cause

current noticing,
sometimes chaotic and unsettling
waiting a minute
to notice struggling against

Feels worse
than struggling with?

Do brains
casing out disorganized thoughts
feel more important
than brawn?

And why is this different
than why that?

Does, or does not,
organic complexity
actively hope
for resonant riches?

Is this really democracy’s healthiest question to ask?

Within all Earth’s vast universe
of sacred questions,
could love invest in life more
instead of hell less?

Is this, more or less, probably more,
what you are trying to point out
before I interrupt your thoughtful minute?

Do democratic rulers
find Golden Rules flattering,
and their reverse fascinating?

When don’t richer Case outcomes
invite more fertile Thought Experiments?

Why have I never heard of,
but often experienced,
a dysfunctional paralysis case
for more dysfunctional family studies?

And how is that different than,
or the same as,
an unhealthy patriarchal
and unsafe capitalist
Case Study?

Wait a minute,
when did we begin
declaring positions
always remain the same
when not opposed?

to asking about appositions?

Do we all start with co-passionate noticing?

Can we reverse hot times
back through bio-eros networks
of bilateral climaxing opportunity?

Yes, I suppose so,
but Einstein’s Thought Experiments were metaphysical,
cold mathematics
and unnatural science,
Aren’t Case Studies more like watching non-pornographic Reality Shows,
weaponized capitalist, and usually strong-man, Disaster Movies,
Freudian Nightmares on Mean Sheets?

How do I know
you hope to respond
to your own questions
with better questions?

about how thought systems are the same
when they don’t feel different?

Sorry, honey,
do you agree or disagree,
or both, somehow,
that Einstein’s Experiments are about metaphysical operations
while Case Studies
are about physical and natural operas?

Wait, a minute…
no, that doesn’t sound ecologically correct,
nor feel logically helpful

Are we better
sticking with naturally stuck wealth
realities
or freeing Earth’s spiritually flowing health
relationships?

Didn’t Einstein hope his Thought Experiments would lead to Truth,
therefore, not also False,
much less Ugly?

Measuring statements about space and speed
revolving time
and gratuitous power

evolving mass
and volunteering light?

When you write extended Dysfunctional Family Case Studies,
do you hope you speak Truth
but not Beauty?

About positive,
and, unfortunately, negative energy,
(0)-sum speed of sharing light,
massively devolving power,
a feeling of insufficient healing time
for sufficient health and safety
final answers.

Why is Truth
not always Beauty?

Because that would be confusing

Winning facts
with loser feelings?

If you say so,
but if thoughts grow complex
when do feelings show chaotic risk
and calming climate opportunities?

Wait a minute.
Sorry love.
When do Thought Experiments shut down?

Either True or False premises?

When was the last time you indulged
winning thrival opportunities,
and not losing survival risks?

Writing a lively Case Study
about love’s Thought Experiments

In Win/Win
bilaterally climaxing
mind thought
and body felt
co-passion Cases?

Well, when you ask that way
you come across
less of a dispassionate
Me win vs You lose

Dominating ass?

Who wouldn’t have the first clue
how a dogmatic Life Case Study
might feel less inviting
than a dog-gone lovely Thought Experiment.

Wait a minute…
You’re doing thoughts again.

That thing where you LeftBrain explicate
answers
while I RightBrain implicate
questions?

That somehow do not really quite exist
just yet

Outside of spaceless now
and timeless here?

Biassed
in favor of ecstatic climax
erotic fireworks!

You’re just teasing me, aren’t you?
This cums down to foreplay
in your favorite Thought Experiment?

I feel so used.

Don’t pretend your gorgeous Case Study
doesn’t like it.

Could you talk a little dirtier,
and leave out the exploitive capital
and over-rated patriarchal parts?

Less sacredly surreal
and more organically earthy?

Ummm.
That sounds like you’re ready

to stop performing
and start engaging?

Baby,
you’re the writing Sage

Asking if you
are still my dancing Muse?

Does your musing question hope to end
sooner or later?

With only one most sage answer.

Do answers ever end experiments
without yet more amusing
Curious Study questions?

Wait a minute,
did we leave out
our sexy
and sacred climaxing parts?

My mind feels so bruised,

My body too unused?

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To Sexual CareGivers and Receivers

We all at least aspire to become adeptly fulfilled
care givers and care receivers,
as these two directions prefer becoming mutually symbiotic

To give care is neither spiritually better
nor naturally worse
than to receive,
as robustly healthy care giving is also resilient receiving–
these interactions mutually enriching each other;
growing healthy love,
evaporating unhealthy hate
and apathy.

The best care giving comes out of,
and returns toward,
love and nurturance,
not merely the exterior forms of discipline,
enduring negative emotions
and troubling thoughts of feeding tolerance
rather than intolerance

Love sublimes beat down apathy,
often with humor at our own mindfully deep learning expense

An investment in curiosity,
looking even deeper at this person’s compassionate
and dispassionate,
pleasing
and unpleasing relationships
in this time of potential healing

Learning to share Basic Compassionate Attendance
in organic life’s natural animistic spirit
of verbally vulnerable passions
and nonverbally transparent pleasures
transforming trauma-receiving communications
into therapy-giving communion.

Put another more neurosystemic way,
health care professional training has invested in
defensive attorneys
and insurance bottom-line profit-seeking,
risk-management corporations,
to articulate how to preserve one’s autonomous self,
one’s expert practice,
one’s authoritative relationships,
from inappropriate touch and language,
micro-aggressive behavior.

This is not a bad thing in our capital-hoarding economy,
threatening a scarcity of all lives matter

And yet, solely nursing win v lose monopoly games
is a less compelling choice
compared to organic life’s WinEgo/WinEco-opportunity
for both esteem giving to Other
and esteem receiving for Self

Which is all about how to therapeutically touch and feel
speak and listen
maturing compassion’s pleasing
therapeutic communication

Both strict caste-preservers
and liberated caste-abolishers can agree
our GoldenRule care giving/receiving win/win journey,
within organic EarthTribe’s associative v dissociative Anthropocene climate,
is how we further evolve together
toward optimizing healthy love communication

Compassion giving becomes pleasure receiving,
communicating with hands and feet
mouth and ears
investing sacredly cooperative
polyamorous trust.

As this conversion
away from monoculturing anthropocentrism occurs
and re-occurs
and holistically concurs,
then life-care becomes all about WinMe/WinWe optimizing
unconditionally warm
touch and feel responsive
responsible neurosensory communion.

When we have,
as an anthropocentric species,
too long-term triggering issues of inappropriate touch
and insignificant feelings,
these become historical artifacts
of a prior benighted polarization,
a former toxic age
and tragic stage
and disassociative life

Our Holy Nature/Spirit
non-LeftBrain dominant indigenous Elders
would not wish us to remain dispassionately
and unpleasantly stuck outside
life-caring Us
better together
than falling apart

Making great grandchildren
of all Earth’s organic species
yet again
this care-giving caste
care receiving re-caste
sacred communion day.

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Life Through A Thousand Deaths

Here empowering life waits
with a thousand little discontinuous unenlightened deaths,
caste again,
right here in The Evolving Self’s sixth principle
of preferable options for more humane evolution
revolutions lurking behind Mihaly Csikzentmihalyi’s
positive re-ligious integrity
is at least not negative irreligiously disintegrating
neuro-sexsensory health caring psychology.

I had seen EarthMother’s compassion
rebirthing love of cooperatively-held life
when he began by rooting around
in primally co-arising principles of thermodynamics.

The second Yang-negative principle of monocultural hubris,
dissociative limbo
somewhere between remembering contentious defeat
and promising contented repeat
with Yintegral positive
as first open universal synergy principle
toward abundantly unitarian life-system flow.

Every organic tribe tends to share bio-neurosystemic shape
sense enhanced for cooperative fertility,
crowning dialectical DNA
on back through root systemic RNA
resonantly symbiotic passions
for healthy organic pleasures,
fractally unfolding
good faith rooting designs

Monotheistically crowning
emphatically inspiring
future healthy organic clans
living within Earth’s erotic pantheistic wilderness
of deeply rooted spiritual ecstasy

Engaging symbiotic networks
of communing nature
co-informating healthy EarthPeace ecological rights,
dis-integrating anthropocentric caste-preserving wrongs
of Yangish monotheistic monopolizing
GodThesis v GaiaHypothesis excess
of sacred mind over-casting systemic trauma
against under-caste organic matter.

This first synergetic rebalancing principle,
resolving around and in and through
our 4D body-space/mind-time universe
emerges Win/Win when Yin-squared equals positive
not negative Yang
wu-wei cooperative equity, of dual-caste course,
but much more erotically symbiotic,
crown/root cobinary chakra symbiotic
resilient integrity

+(+) = 0-Yintegrity = -(-1)Yang Identity
erotically engaging body = emphatically authentic mind
ecological powers = anthro-logical light
EarthMother’s pantheistic pleasure = SunFather’s monotheistic passion

CoBinary nondualistic organic/sacred systems
inter-communing nature/spirit
regenerative Golden Rule co-empathic
caste-abolishing intent

Reiteratively polyculturing
resonantly octaved
double-fractal DNA/RNA co-gravitation
multigenerations of positive co-relations
between elder RNA seminal sacred memories
of resonantly peaceful ecological experience
projecting future DNA health and safety assurance

Navigating in-between risks and opportunities
of organically healthy Earth wildness life
where YangLeft liberating animus
and
YinRight conserving anima
do our best to make mind-passion/body-pleasure
co-arising love
and not quite so much entropic-trending
upper v lower caste co-aggravating war.

Anyway, back to Mihaly’s sixth dynamic
mistrusted and/or trusted Taoist balancing co-governance,
depending on your paranoia v pronoia predilections,
principle of authentic AnthroMind/EarthBody integrity
Win/Win sacred/organic evolution:

We have two appositional dynamics in our life journey;
Win-health v Lose-pathology potential contention
leading toward Win/Win power-with contented flow,
using cooperative energy resources
to recreate mutually co-present active hope

Yet co-passionate dynamic balance
also risks leading toward further upper/lower caste competitions
powering-over with Win v Lose mistrusts
about Earth’s life v death anthropocentric revolutions

Extracting EarthMother’s energy for monoculturing hubris,
paternalistic patriotic exploitation
of future fear and past angry condemnations,
further starving sapient ego’s potential health
through a thousand deaths and loss and suffering
of entropic maya,
conflicting competitions struggling against further disorder,
rather than struggling with today’s cognitive-affective dissonance
to deep learn ego-ecotherapeutic cobinary care.

It seems perceptually important to believe,
perhaps even to smell and taste and feel
reconnecting past love-line memories
as if implied by first yeasty embryonic experience of self,
that Yintegral flow of cooperative health
could not thrive in total 0-sum absence
of Yang’s darker competitively caste shadow
rememory.

For me,
I have come to see optimally regenerative health
nurturing wise wealth
within Earth’s double-binding bihemispheric spectrum,
between pathology of excessive eco-consumption in my accumulating past
and pathology of excessive ego-energy loss through over-production,
self-abolishing depressions and repressions,
like a bottom-caste life voting for top-caste
Trumping sexploitation.

It proves difficult to summarize
regeneration as a positive inside/outside
cobinary caste
symbiotic ego/eco
Win/Win virtuously dynamic consciousness.

But, at the end of EarthMother’s polypathically multiculturing day,
Climate Health is what we all economically and politically,
ecologically and analogically want.

EarthRights (not so much Yangish irreligious Wrongs)
are what we recognize as nutritionally positive health,
while climate pathologies are Left v Right
liberal mind v conserving body
enlightening v empowering extremes
both inside ego-capital positively identified
and caste aside eco-homebody not negatively identified,
Ego-equity/Eco-integrity
wu-wei nondualistic
indigenously mindful feelings

Continuous EarthMother re-ligious life
powering through a thousand discontinuous SunFather deaths
resurrecting ego/eco dual-caste
transformative consciousness.

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Dear Eve of Adam

Dear Eve and not so much Adam
over writing The Clitoral Monologues,

Love your book.
Just one suggestion,
expand your entitlement to
The Clitoral-Penile EcoPoliTickle Dialogues.

Feminist to feminist monopolizing monologues
make merely OK theater,
at best, the first feminist nurturing ecopolitickle opera,
if you were to also become gifted with writing songs
and choreographing exotic clitoral-clitoral non-dueling dances

Your wisdom becomes more cooperatively powerful
on an eco-policultural
co-arising dipolar
neuro-sexstemic therapeutic stage,
clitoral yintegral
with penile yang-poignant thrust
of regeneratively co-passionate revolutions

Our wisdom nurturing anthropocentered
co-empathic health caring selves,
reincarnating evolutionary predators invading receptors
into hunters loving gatherers
of weathiest wise polarities
transubstantiating holariously nonviolent
politicklish co-passions.

Strategically repositioning
the only mono-longing
Sex Business as usual
is a competitive Mine-Is-Bigger Game
with a wealthier Win/Win Clitoral-Penile synergy
of wiser transgenderal politickling co-investments
in healing bipolar oppositions
with dipolar appositions

Like Adam v Eve
reconceiving Adam/Eve
Yang/Yin
cobinary pole/hole

Crown/root polyvagal transformations.

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Play It Again

If it’s not organic
it’s not sexy
and probably not all that funny
either.

If it’s up and down bipolar movement
with your arms and legs,
it’s Yang male energy,
and potentially horned up
and/or out.

If it’s side to side dipolar,
it’s Yin synergy,
all about love
spreading liberally up
and distended out
for thrival

Up against hate
with bent body
gathering in
self-defensive down
deep root systemic protection,
survival.

If I’m sitting silently inside
feeling unconditional warm mind/body
deep listening appreciation
for and with and of
all spirit/nature
mind/body
time/space organic EarthTribe

I may also become a dancing organic muse
inside my mind
imagining peak musical experiences
outside embodied

Singing my softest
and ultra-soprano highest
and hardest
and low sexy slow
baritonist
love songs

While dancing
praying
playing
meditating mind
medicating body
moving as gracefully as might be expected
inspected
judged
appreciated
enlightened
empowering
this sexual-systemic member
of the Ancient Gay Men’s Choir.

And I really should moisturize more bipolar
AND dipolar,
more fluid
fluids
more amusical

Less silently
and lonesomely depressed
and chronically anxious,
knickers in dried-out knots

Falling down low spirited apart
co-arising up
multiculturally together

With unconditional warm
and passionate regard
for healthy and safe
song and dance
and lavishly lustful
moisturization

While driving a deep leather convertible
top down
thrusting forward
love machine

Silently humming power
while driving toward integrity
deep listening engagement
before Sabbath TeaDance

Well moisturized memories
going back
and back
and Yin back
and Yang forth

Yin down
and Yang up,
Yin below
as Yang above

Water receiving below
Wind perceiving from above
sacred moisture
unconditionally warm
erotic fertile
exotic funky
sometimes ironic
mind amusing
body music

Resiliently engaged
in silent root chakra
resonance
nurture
harmony

Neurosystemic rhapsody
healing…

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A Million In/OutVocations

Orthodox answers
Paradox questions

Peak Experiential Doxology
ParaDoxological
Taoist ParaDoxEcology

WuWei Win/Win Thrival
Universal-Unitarian
Yang-Yin Communion
Indigenous Paradox
Orthodox Sacred
1/0 pole/hole double-bind
full/empty NonZero CommUnification
BlackWhole Systemic
Indigenous Ecology

CoPassionate Biology
CoInvested Economy
CoOperative Psychology

BiCameral Win/Win Neurology
BiPartisan Paradox Theology

Trauma Prevention answers
Therapeutic BiLateral questions

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Spiritual Vocations

If your peak experiences

have led to some mature sexual spiritual vocation

Beware, such engaging vocations

are best as special event avocations

Yet unconditionally applied

with win/win nonzero sum

whole open systemic

warm regard.

YangPole/YinHole alacrity

CoEmpathic integrity

sanctity

both lusty and luscious,

sweaty and sweet,

empowering and enlightening,

mountainous and valleyed,

pulsating and holy,

secularly impassioned and sacredly compassionate

LeftBrain engorged and RightBrain engaged

Liberating loud wonder

and Conserving silent awe

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Flying Gayly Free

This Earth’s a place we call our own
When we can stand with Her lands
And look within great loves we’ve known
For hope that we might share command.

Like strong gods above the sky
Soaring sacred from on high
We long for all Earth’s tribes to be
Without a loss, straight trauma free.

Queer love invokes a distant sigh
Inside gray clouds full of rain
Yet we will always hope to know
Earth’s journey ends without pain.

We spin swiftly round light’s way
All too soon love’s yesterday.
We might grow through shades of blue
Queer dreams cut shy of love felt true.

So lust’s a song we all could share
A gift for love’s sweet self care.
For when we know Earth’s gay brings light
Great spirit roars deep darkest night.

Like rain’s bow up in the sky
Love has taught queens how to fly.
This Earth will bless what we have been
And never could be lost
as flat again.

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Appropriately Polite Company

It seems maniacal,
Black Rabbit Hole easy
kinda sleazy
to sexualize every thought

And, yet,
all too easy
to desexualize
to decontextualize
multisensory feelings
deep and widely organic
roots from ancient EarthMother wisdom

Sometimes polycultural transparency above
conjoining multicultural vulnerability below
give peak orgasmic conversational sway

To passion’s Left/Right co-balancing day
of protruding Yang verbal dominance
seducing Yintegrity’s river-valleyed
eagerly inviting pre-verbal
pregnant wombs of co-invested
cooperative win/win interests
in peak and valley neurosystemic
indigenous traditions,
spiritedly natural

Seldom known to partisan politics
and weaponized capitalistic
colonizing rapacious prominence
of patriarchal nationalistic populism

As if, somehow,
matriarchal EarthTribe integrity
of deeply thought/felt hearts
with womanist
deep valley ecopolitical minds
were less morally appropriate
than indecent ecocidal exposure.

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