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The DisIncorporating Client

My most troubling client
told me he died last night.

While this did not appear to be his somber case,
nor, sadly,
did my home office silently resound
like this was his actual historical peace,
I did conjure up sufficient energy
to ask why he thought so
or felt so
or hoped so
or feared so
and probably all of the above.

Why not invite
this spectral tsunami
overshadowing life’s reverberating days
and nightmare nights?
I have no prior experience,
no words
for comparison or explanation,
he replied,
I realize I am not naturally dead
but feel spiritually disassociated,
withdrawn diverse inside
And not entirely out enough
as if
in my nocturnal half-life
I wandered lost last night
and failed to fully reassemble.

So this feels like spiritual and unnatural failure?

Failed to fully return
to business as daytime usual,
to orthodox reasonable integrity,
to all insanity of inhumane nature
out of interdependent touch
with outdoor Earth kin,
nature-spirit Elders,
ancient ring-wrinkling trees
witnessing history
already before Nina
Pinta
and Santa Maria,
cut and bound European cousins
arrived on Eastern Atlas shores…

You talk a lot
for one so dead.
Is there a difference
between Eastern Atlas space
and Eastern U.S. Atlantic bounded place?

Maybe this is a failure,
pacific weakness;
certainly a loss.
Each natural species opportunistically suspects
yet cannot risk imagining
what spiritual difference could remain
within what is left of natural Us.

Perhaps we feel drained
strained
de-brained
maimed
blamed
shamed
reamed by Herculean angst,
absence of health developed spiritual curiosity
and courage…

to pull all my self chosen gods and improper goddesses
together again
each morning resurfacing
into yet another cooperatively longing day.

Perhaps.
Although gods and goddesses do not sound sufficiently accurate,
nor historically courageous
resurfacing this discontinuity
before and after my regathering alarm,
bugled and bungled into each foggy day…

I feel, still, my sacred loss of outside presence.

To die our sacred disempowering death
To competing devilish inside challenges,
To belong cooperative EarthGarden awakened
gripped by supreme ego lost
shadow of light’s Source,
outdoor business time’s nature/spirit boundary
threshold of ZeroSum heart
playing organic EarthGame’s finest
green commons Paradise–
outdoor courageous success
behind indoor curious failure
to awaken quite wrongly dead again.

Natural secularizing life,
falling and failing through bilateral integrity
as Earth allied

All over again
this personal
and contractual
and constitutional well-born morning,
not quite competitively reassembled.
What remains
paid less to keep consuming
but more properly reimbursed to keep bothering to breathe
bad inside air.

As they say,
Shop till dead Time drops

dispersed
depersonalized
dissonant
desacramented
autonomous ego
ReAcclimating toward more cooperative eco-resilient
interdependent integrity…
As he continued disassembling
Ancient branched witnesses turned to enter deeper rooted notes,
Our most troubling spiritual student
dismissed us from domestic servitude
as s/he died last night
As if one human had exclusive rights
of nutrition empowering sovereignty.

We winked back
and said ThankYou
And don’t let that over-lumbered door
slap you down
on our way outside and in,
more competitively cooperating again.

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Time Out

My time outs
sound like your time ins,
he said
with proper indoor voice,
regretfully.

Your time ins
do feel like good reasons
for healthy,
more resilient,
time outs
She noted in return,
more hopefully.

Perhaps we could be wiser,
they reported back co-executively together
in larger grouping
of vast listening trees
for ancient witness generations,

To think less of our home shelters
inside outside climate storms,

And feel more of our inside wisdom
as health wealthing shelters
outside Time
our inside Selves.

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Green Gay Advocate

When I was about twelve
I began to see my future
as a ruthlessly effective
overpoweringly sublime advocate for justice
as global peace outcomed and measured,
As a courtroom drama officer
of the U.S. multicultural Court EcoSystem,
A flaring hot attorney
of the U.S.
and global green
legal testosterone-preferred system.

When I was about sixteen,
I began to question the resilience
of Win/Lose ecological and theological partial-rapture Dreams.
I wanted to belong
in a more resilient WinWin restoration
of local through global peace through ecojustice
and how could I do that
in a Win/Lose punishment egosystem
designed to avoid
or at least ignore
Loser predator and Loser prey’s ultimate EarthTribe outcomes,
pathological death and dying degeneration?

When I was about twenty
I began to see myself
as a great preacher and teacher
of WinWin co-redemptive multicultural
and permaculturally perennial religion
evolving straight through reincarnate cultures
ourselves.

But, how could I become that sainted preacher
of rainbow natural and spiritually timeless integrity
as an uncommitted agnostic,
a mere investigative journalist
rather than an active subject of history’s grand full-voiced stage,
or passive object of Win/Lose greed and lusting culture?

I lack sufficient articulation
within any one integrity path,
one Paradise garden polypathic,
one walk within God’s harmonic matriarchal newborn voices,
speaking creation
through naturally diversifying generations,
Advocating spiritual renewal
restoring WinWin revolutions
across every overt and pervert and divert system
in every sacred land?

When I was about twenty-four
I felt sufficiently redeemed
as a green gay prophet
of sensory revolutionary WinWin experience,
with some Win/Lose rapacious and tragic defeating compromises
with Truth
acidically associated WinWin kinships
with Earth’s diversely sheltering lights
and rhythmic patterns
of 4Dimensioned dynamic habitats
developed through cooperatively systemic relationships.

I lacked sufficient WinWin theory
to prophetically explain
how to cooperatively recapture such profoundly prescient passion
without psychotripic supports,
not physically sustainable–
yet another Win/Lose compromised dead-end.

Then there was my forty years
of vocational wilderness wanderings,
dark night of inside winter
outside desert walks,
inside confusion,
outside complaint
inside dissonance
to tolerate Win/Lose partially recycled monoculturing compromises
inhabiting LeftBrain deductive
Either good
Or bad
dominating dualist dueling AnthroTribe,

Not worshiping
or even listening to
natural/spiritual hybrids,
like lovely lilies in green gay meadow memories,
indigenous DNA enraptured
Right/LeftBrain Win/Win outside/inside
experience of polypathic rapture,
sacred enchantments.

When I was about 64
I began to understand
how miserable I would have been
as a Win/Lose advocate
of U.S. violently punishing elite entitlements
for an anthrocentric legal system
with no orthodox health v pathology insight,
little cooperative ecological hope,
bad mono-elitist inaccessible entitlement toward MisTrust
that once we enter God’s Great Patriarchal CourtRoom
anyone could possibly become integrally healed
for and by and of and with profoundly accessible
Win/Win experiential love
for Ego co-arising therapeutic Eco-justice
inside as outside habitat
of sainted green advocates.

Now I continue
as yet another Win/Win health non-officer
of Earth’s non-patriarchal CourtSystem,
A green gay outdoor student
increasingly without indoor Win/Lose over-invested portfolio.

This green gay preacher
is happy to Green Proclaim

It does not matter,
the Source of
current climate pathology,
health-trend portfolios,
robust v mistrusted health paradigms

Whether act of Western and LeftBrain dominant
over-extraction EitherUsNow-OrThemLater culture,
or religion of overt ego-distraction,
or whether illegal Act of God v. Future Resilient Healthy Creation
This climate pathology
cries through Win/Win ecosystemic hearts
of patriarchs and matriarchs alike,
and all creatures in-between
dipolar tipping points

To remember
To restore, inside and out,
Our sacred RedSky warnings and defenses
and secular open GreenSeas
timeless landed vocational ground
soil
soul to resonate Paradise green ecojustice,
cooperatively owned
and DNA healthy polypathic
wilderness peace within
without
Time our regenerately reverberating
GreenSoul advocating Selves.

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Trees in Silent Forests

When a tree falls in your forest
And no ears can hear it
Does it come to rest on Earth
silently
as it is in Heaven?

If a sun rises above Earth’s darkness
And no life is there to see or hear or feel it,
Does light shine on Earth
timelessly?

If integrity raises co-relational health consciousness
And no mindbody co-arises to notice it,
Does wealth of relationship emerge from chaos
unconsciously?

If a voice falters in your gospel forest
because no comprehending ears have heard it
Does it come to rest in Earth
never regeneratively cherished?

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RightMind Revolution

Left with Right
Allies coarising God’s ecological empowerment,

Indigenous green West with Eastern nature-spirit doors
and sacred flowing windows
rainbows
Seventh toward Eighth full-color prophetic octaves.

Eastern yin prominance
Western yang dominance
creolizing transubstantiation
of holonic sacred/secular collusion
curiosity
predestined prescriptions
for healthy wealth inscriptions
of EarthTribe’s original DNA instructions,
ethology,
sacred integrity meaning

Northern WiseElder
HeartGuide she-wolfs
mentoring international multiultural political opportunities
and monocultural risks,
Southern buffalo adolescent markets,
praying for re-imaged WinWin revolutions
of Truth with Beauty,
despite abundant WinLose
heading toward LoseLose
bad news–
DNA’s nihilistic demise
rather than optimistic destiny

InBetween introspective Bear
sufficiently modest household and corporate economies
of extended family cooperatives.

Gather yin’s patience
with, and not against,
Resilient brilliant yang self-esteem
Dreaming Left toward Right prevailing Lizards,
West secular deductions
favoring East sacred dipolar nature/spirits
conjuring full-octave inductions

Timely slow-grown revolutions

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EgoExperience v EcoTheory

Experience v Theory,
like Either/Or deductions v Both/And inducted feelings,
like Internal Information v External ReConstructions,
like Memory v ReImaging,
like Cause/Effect v DNA of causal-effective nest of resilient
Golden WinWin Theory

Like LeftEgo with Right Green EcoTheory,
like patriarchal Win/Lose experience
trumps
matriarchal Win/Win reverse-hierarchical
Both/And
nondualist-cooperative
healing-redemptive
EcoFeminist Theory

Experience teaching Theory
Is all about comparing here
with now and back then,
both/and immediate inductively reorganizing experience,
feeling,
regenerative and degenerative
and too often pathologically stuck
in-between experiential trust
and theoretical anti-distrust advocacy
against EarthGreen good ecological-theological
prime relational WinWin faith.

Experiential MisTrust
empowers theoretical mis-judgment,
where TrustExperience restores peace
between WinWin victims and WinLose perps.

Theory descended through
More Old Testament narratives
about retribution for sins against
LoseLose nihilistic Angry SunGod’s
infinite lack of patience for TheoreticalCause with ExperientialEffect
denialism of NaturalCause/SpiritualEffect nondualism
and WinLose fading degenerative causal trends
toward entropic LoseLose timelessly inevitable
nature v spirit Source.

Left EitherOr EgoCenter
is all about contrasting deductive cause/effect Theories
to explain why and how what has regeneratively healed
has ecologically restored
our theoretical/dialectical constructs.

I’m not sure what that could inductively GreenFelt mean
about repurposing resilient cooperative green
causes past effecting now
causing future health wealthing secular/sacred causes

Left EgoCenters theoretically explaining and predicting
Right EcoCentering limbic and temporal brainstems
DNA-transcribed
scripturally sacred regenerative
resilient secular health/wealth
flowing cause/effect repurposing WinWin dynamic theories
healing LoseLose climates of stale and overgrown pathology

As contrasted with RightBrain cooperative experience
hope
faith
green DNA love giving begrudging secular way
to reductive behavioral dualistic theories
of Yang as regenerative cause
against Yin reduced
to despotic degenerative matriarchal understory
anti-historical cause of evil profligate affectations,
dead ends,
curious irresolution,
pangender quagmires of ambiguous passions,
aptic chaos,
experiential/theoretical dissonance,
chronic stress,
silent and hidden sleep deprived RightBrain unwellness
causing/effecting paranoid over-populated rabid viral unwellness,
pathologies of internal experience and external theoretical climates.

Whether healthy climate Theory is more necessary
reflection on universal felt Experience,
Or unitarian Experience exegetically felt
wisdom about what is cooperative love health
and what fuels competitive hate pathology

WinWin experience
is sufficient without LeftEgo deductive
reductive totalitarian universal Theory
of Left v Right perpetually degenerative quandary
side-stepping sufficient effectiveness
of bilateral ExperientialTHeory
and PrimeRelationship theoretically redacting
transcribing cultures both

HereYang/NowYin
spatial/temporal
experiential/bilaterally theoretical temporal
body/mind
nature/spirit
secular memory/ZeroZone HolonicSoul TheoryMap

BothLeft/AndRight
experiential information
exflowation
inhalation
exhale-cooperative nation/tribe
internal/external
concave/convex
re-creational conscious
WinWin imaged experience
restoring theoretical Egohealth/Ecowealth balance

InBetween matriarchal ecological experience
healing patriarchal LoseLose monocultures
redialing dualistic nature v spirit
theological-antiecological elite self-justified redemptive AnthroTheory
of Paradise lost
and Yang without Yin reforesting WinWin Earth.

And the WinWin people said
Matriarchal womb-experience WinWin Amen
trumps WinLose patriarchal uniformity Theory.

Earth’s resonant theoretical wealthiest polypathic goals
are cooperatively co-relational
co-passioned
with each Ego AnthroCentric green golden rule and ratio
theoretically anticipating equivalent healthy co-resilience,
potentially revolutionary
timeless Paradise polynomial experience
green gracefully greets
notnot polynomially restorative theory.

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Green Indigenous Revolution

Dear Green Party, International

I suppose we don’t actually have an international Green Party,
or even much of a national Green Party in the U.S.
where our religious meat is fed with bipolar national politics.

Anyway,
looking at Green Party priorities in New England,
I am struck by healthy prospects for a transcultural GreenParty Revolution
already learning through RightBrain
BothAnd cooperative
Green and RedBlooded
EarthHealth patriotism.

Indigenous patriotic/matriotic incarnations
potentially
DNA intentionally
creolizing (blending, transubstantiating)
within Indigenous EarthTribes
of all Left with Right,
West with East political knowledge
deductiveYang with inductiveYin
ecological-theological
natural-spiritual wisdom

YangStrength with YinFlow
Patriarchal with Matriarchal
international competition
for most outstanding national cooperation,

Win/Lose adolescent West
with WiseElder Win/Win nature/spirit East
Polypathic RightBrain enlightenment

Indigenous Green light
through HereNow global revolving doors
to restoring healthy Earth climates

Developing shared cooperative restorations
secularLeft with sacredRight
Green revolutionary vocations.

So,
Earth might fare healthier
to develop MultiCultural Green Parties
with Indigenous cooperative matriarchal WinWin Wisdom
to devise reforesting
and reclaiming healthy wealth of all games and systemic
Abundance,

Democratically discerned
through cooperative ownership of Green
and Democratic
and even Republican TurtleIsland defenders
of extended family healthy wealth,
conserving Earth’s green patriotism,
locally through globally owned
self-perpetuating green liberty
restoring justice
as peace for all Species,
nature,
spirits,
soul
jazz and blues
flutes blowing and drums beating

Green multi-partied 2020 cooperative Earth
rings of annual refractive revolutions
healing evolutions,
seasonal wealth anti-devolutions
for health stability
resilience
multipathic green resonance.

I wish I could find a universal green language
in key of C
for this repetitious octaved harmony
of rhythmic pattern

But, I’m feeling RightMind stuck and struck
missing LeftDominant green EcoSchooled
cooperative self with other GoldenRuled
academic/hearthrobing respect,
sacred integrity,
secular love,
synergy…

All Right with Left mindbody
Green healthy DNA indigenous instructions,
enchantments,
joys,
bliss,
wonder
Eastern nondual enlightenment

EarthTribe sacredEast/secularWest
bilaterally harmonic
bicamerally cooperative
GreenIndigenous
commitment.

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