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To Sexual CareGivers and Receivers

We all at least aspire to become adeptly fulfilled
care givers and care receivers,
as these two directions prefer becoming mutually symbiotic

To give care is neither spiritually better
nor naturally worse
than to receive,
as robustly healthy care giving is also resilient receiving–
these interactions mutually enriching each other;
growing healthy love,
evaporating unhealthy hate
and apathy.

The best care giving comes out of,
and returns toward,
love and nurturance,
not merely the exterior forms of discipline,
enduring negative emotions
and troubling thoughts of feeding tolerance
rather than intolerance

Love sublimes beat down apathy,
often with humor at our own mindfully deep learning expense

An investment in curiosity,
looking even deeper at this person’s compassionate
and dispassionate,
pleasing
and unpleasing relationships
in this time of potential healing

Learning to share Basic Compassionate Attendance
in organic life’s natural animistic spirit
of verbally vulnerable passions
and nonverbally transparent pleasures
transforming trauma-receiving communications
into therapy-giving communion.

Put another more neurosystemic way,
health care professional training has invested in
defensive attorneys
and insurance bottom-line profit-seeking,
risk-management corporations,
to articulate how to preserve one’s autonomous self,
one’s expert practice,
one’s authoritative relationships,
from inappropriate touch and language,
micro-aggressive behavior.

This is not a bad thing in our capital-hoarding economy,
threatening a scarcity of all lives matter

And yet, solely nursing win v lose monopoly games
is a less compelling choice
compared to organic life’s WinEgo/WinEco-opportunity
for both esteem giving to Other
and esteem receiving for Self

Which is all about how to therapeutically touch and feel
speak and listen
maturing compassion’s pleasing
therapeutic communication

Both strict caste-preservers
and liberated caste-abolishers can agree
our GoldenRule care giving/receiving win/win journey,
within organic EarthTribe’s associative v dissociative Anthropocene climate,
is how we further evolve together
toward optimizing healthy love communication

Compassion giving becomes pleasure receiving,
communicating with hands and feet
mouth and ears
investing sacredly cooperative
polyamorous trust.

As this conversion
away from monoculturing anthropocentrism occurs
and re-occurs
and holistically concurs,
then life-care becomes all about WinMe/WinWe optimizing
unconditionally warm
touch and feel responsive
responsible neurosensory communion.

When we have,
as an anthropocentric species,
too long-term triggering issues of inappropriate touch
and insignificant feelings,
these become historical artifacts
of a prior benighted polarization,
a former toxic age
and tragic stage
and disassociative life

Our Holy Nature/Spirit
non-LeftBrain dominant indigenous Elders
would not wish us to remain dispassionately
and unpleasantly stuck outside
life-caring Us
better together
than falling apart

Making great grandchildren
of all Earth’s organic species
yet again
this care-giving caste
care receiving re-caste
sacred communion day.

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Life Through A Thousand Deaths

Here empowering life waits
with a thousand little discontinuous unenlightened deaths,
caste again,
right here in The Evolving Self’s sixth principle
of preferable options for more humane evolution
revolutions lurking behind Mihaly Csikzentmihalyi’s
positive re-ligious integrity
is at least not negative irreligiously disintegrating
neuro-sexsensory health caring psychology.

I had seen EarthMother’s compassion
rebirthing love of cooperatively-held life
when he began by rooting around
in primally co-arising principles of thermodynamics.

The second Yang-negative principle of monocultural hubris,
dissociative limbo
somewhere between remembering contentious defeat
and promising contented repeat
with Yintegral positive
as first open universal synergy principle
toward abundantly unitarian life-system flow.

Every organic tribe tends to share bio-neurosystemic shape
sense enhanced for cooperative fertility,
crowning dialectical DNA
on back through root systemic RNA
resonantly symbiotic passions
for healthy organic pleasures,
fractally unfolding
good faith rooting designs

Monotheistically crowning
emphatically inspiring
future healthy organic clans
living within Earth’s erotic pantheistic wilderness
of deeply rooted spiritual ecstasy

Engaging symbiotic networks
of communing nature
co-informating healthy EarthPeace ecological rights,
dis-integrating anthropocentric caste-preserving wrongs
of Yangish monotheistic monopolizing
GodThesis v GaiaHypothesis excess
of sacred mind over-casting systemic trauma
against under-caste organic matter.

This first synergetic rebalancing principle,
resolving around and in and through
our 4D body-space/mind-time universe
emerges Win/Win when Yin-squared equals positive
not negative Yang
wu-wei cooperative equity, of dual-caste course,
but much more erotically symbiotic,
crown/root cobinary chakra symbiotic
resilient integrity

+(+) = 0-Yintegrity = -(-1)Yang Identity
erotically engaging body = emphatically authentic mind
ecological powers = anthro-logical light
EarthMother’s pantheistic pleasure = SunFather’s monotheistic passion

CoBinary nondualistic organic/sacred systems
inter-communing nature/spirit
regenerative Golden Rule co-empathic
caste-abolishing intent

Reiteratively polyculturing
resonantly octaved
double-fractal DNA/RNA co-gravitation
multigenerations of positive co-relations
between elder RNA seminal sacred memories
of resonantly peaceful ecological experience
projecting future DNA health and safety assurance

Navigating in-between risks and opportunities
of organically healthy Earth wildness life
where YangLeft liberating animus
and
YinRight conserving anima
do our best to make mind-passion/body-pleasure
co-arising love
and not quite so much entropic-trending
upper v lower caste co-aggravating war.

Anyway, back to Mihaly’s sixth dynamic
mistrusted and/or trusted Taoist balancing co-governance,
depending on your paranoia v pronoia predilections,
principle of authentic AnthroMind/EarthBody integrity
Win/Win sacred/organic evolution:

We have two appositional dynamics in our life journey;
Win-health v Lose-pathology potential contention
leading toward Win/Win power-with contented flow,
using cooperative energy resources
to recreate mutually co-present active hope

Yet co-passionate dynamic balance
also risks leading toward further upper/lower caste competitions
powering-over with Win v Lose mistrusts
about Earth’s life v death anthropocentric revolutions

Extracting EarthMother’s energy for monoculturing hubris,
paternalistic patriotic exploitation
of future fear and past angry condemnations,
further starving sapient ego’s potential health
through a thousand deaths and loss and suffering
of entropic maya,
conflicting competitions struggling against further disorder,
rather than struggling with today’s cognitive-affective dissonance
to deep learn ego-ecotherapeutic cobinary care.

It seems perceptually important to believe,
perhaps even to smell and taste and feel
reconnecting past love-line memories
as if implied by first yeasty embryonic experience of self,
that Yintegral flow of cooperative health
could not thrive in total 0-sum absence
of Yang’s darker competitively caste shadow
rememory.

For me,
I have come to see optimally regenerative health
nurturing wise wealth
within Earth’s double-binding bihemispheric spectrum,
between pathology of excessive eco-consumption in my accumulating past
and pathology of excessive ego-energy loss through over-production,
self-abolishing depressions and repressions,
like a bottom-caste life voting for top-caste
Trumping sexploitation.

It proves difficult to summarize
regeneration as a positive inside/outside
cobinary caste
symbiotic ego/eco
Win/Win virtuously dynamic consciousness.

But, at the end of EarthMother’s polypathically multiculturing day,
Climate Health is what we all economically and politically,
ecologically and analogically want.

EarthRights (not so much Yangish irreligious Wrongs)
are what we recognize as nutritionally positive health,
while climate pathologies are Left v Right
liberal mind v conserving body
enlightening v empowering extremes
both inside ego-capital positively identified
and caste aside eco-homebody not negatively identified,
Ego-equity/Eco-integrity
wu-wei nondualistic
indigenously mindful feelings

Continuous EarthMother re-ligious life
powering through a thousand discontinuous SunFather deaths
resurrecting ego/eco dual-caste
transformative consciousness.

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Solomon’s Question

Solomon,
hate to disturb you
but I have a question.
If I could grant you only one deepest love wish
for what you would achieve as your greatest strength
which virtue would you choose?

Well, thanks.
Great question.
Do we have such powers? I wonder.
What have others asked for?
Information about popular precedents,
including old age resilient outcomes,
could be helpful.

Some of the more popular gift requests
you already have covered,
in large part by being born into wealthy royalty,
but also endowed with those tall,
dark,
and handsome genes,
and your unusually resonant internal strengths
that will sustain your exterior beauty.

Top requests
include unilateral power over others,
to get one’s most effective
and efficient controlling way.

Then there is also unitarian power with others,
to invite our most authentic
inclusively cooperative compassionate way,
more popular with unstraight
unwhite
unmale polyamorous transgendered
human sapients.

Then there are requests for fame,
although these seldom, if ever,
seem to arrive as requests for love of fame,
suggesting some confusion between virtuous values
and vicious disvalues

Committing minds with bodies to fame’s opportunities
comes with traumatizing risks of vicious infamy,
emotionally malnourished neglect
and, too often, mind and/or body abuse
of empowered condemning authorities,
habitually threatening to withhold investments
in more positively valued
deep listening
democratically dialectical
powering-with affections.

Choosing wealth of unilateral fame
for a well-knowledged mind,
well-skilled
and bountifully beautied body,
will attract both passionately pleased admirers
and enviously displeased dissenters.

The stronger this public fame
the more concomitant private concerns develop
about personal future infamy,
loss of autocratic altitude,
and, with this chronic anxiety,
a growing sense of merely going through productive motions
without sustaining consumption of passionately engaging emotions,
more associated with greater love of wisdom’s resiliently healthy bodies
with resonantly democratic wealthy minds.

In the older age end, then,
it seems we have no other rational outcome choice
but love of regenerative power-with positive reputation
defending against my lust for power-over negative disputation

Wisdom balancing LeftBrain’s deductive powers
engaging virtuous ecological systems
are also Elder RightBrain’s inductive powers
with analogically co-arising
ecopolitical sapient wisdom.

Do we have such powers?
I remain in sacred wonder,
to engage wisely virtuous organic choices
more democratically empowering together,
rather than more infamously disheveled apart.

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ReCentering Hope

I lay to waste
Earth-centered
omnisciently questioning life,
overindulging Anthro-preoccupied
questing enlightened faith

Wasting Anthro-centered
wealthy sacred life,
overindulging Ego-preoccupied
healthy organic lust

Wasting Ego-healing opportunities
for Earth-centered healthy love,
greedily grabbing for immortality

Laying to waste
Earth-centered
omnipotently questioning life,
overindulging Anthro-preoccupied
power questing fame

Wasting Anthro-recentering
wealthy organic life.

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TrumPublican Remorse

To USA conservative Christian brothers and sisters,

As I watch and hear and feel our health care
and wealth care resources dwindle,
and predative partisanship grow domestically
and internationally ballistic

I’m bitterly wondering,
on this otherwise sunny autumnal day,
if you feel ANY remorse?

For choosing to unleash
on your own vulnerable children,
your own climate-challenged homeland,
our organically cooperative
and beautiful sacred Earth

This dark,
“vengeance is mine”
spiteful
despotic
greedy
delusional TrumPublican
maladaptive
dysfunctional
irreligious federal administration.

Are you still living lonely
in your evangelical denial
that voting for a transparently
and ludicrously obvious

Anti-loving
Anti-uniting
Anti-peace
Anti-healthcare
Anti-Earthcare agenda

Was the organic Body
and sacred Blood of Christ,
Prince of Peace, informed
re-ligious reviving right
vote to cast?

How do you see your TrumPublican support
as standing with Jesus
on the radical side of “God is love”?
and not unenlightened hate
not fear-mongering
not disempowering anger.

Even the very proper British King James
royal capitalist Bible
says you will be known by your love
for one another,
by strength to love even your enemies

Those who don’t look
or sound like you
or even smell
and taste
and feel erotic attraction
the gendered way you do.

But a universally uniting
Holy Spirit of compassion
is not the way I know you;
I recognize you by your evangelical
nationalistic
sanctimonious
Chosen People sacrilege

Your falsely irreligious sense of holier,
supremely purer,
more orthodox,
than thou.

I know you as the John 3:16
evangelical cult of blind denial
that “God so loved the WORLD…”

Not just orthodox Chosen People,
not just humanity,
but the entire healthy democracy
of interdependent organic good faith
that love always
everywhere
every time
votes for health and peace
and compassionate humor

While hate
and fear
and anger
vote for unease and disease and war,
badly corrupted humor
and bad faith.

I can find it in my heart
to forgive you for one,
even two, sins
of ignorant voter commission

And yet,
on this spiteful day of Anti-Christlike infamy,
my religious mind struggles
to forgive those whose false pride,
cognitive dissonance issues,
continue into this dark dismal night
of Earth’s organic soul

I struggle to find shared passion
and pleasure
with those without any sorrow,
disappointment,
remorse
for irreligious
wrong
ideological dogmatism

Bad faith that TrumPublicanism
was God’s way of saving you
from voting for healthy multicultural inclusion

Healthy democracy’s constitutional aspiration
for restoring a more perfectly loving unity,
passionate happiness,
pleasures of sacredly organic,
interdependent peace,
not more unwealthy monocultural trauma

Irreligious
and irresponsible evangelical cults
of nationalistic sin
against Earth’s indigenous wisdom

Often Holy Spirit experienced outside orthodox lines
of monopolistic monocultural monotheism

Including prehistoric panentheistic
and EarthMother polytheistic
and pantheistic
and animistic reconceiving re-ligioning
living water
and mustard seed
healthy faithful wealth traditions

None of which are overwhelmingly recognized
by monotheistic addiction
to the anti-loving side
of fascist messianic ideologies
endemic to TrumPublican partisan strategies–
divide to conquer

Not democratically unite
to make constitutionally intended
world redeeming peace.

If you are feeling any shred of remorse
for ignoring political history of death
and/or theological mystery of love
reborn

Own it,
speak it,
transform silence
into choice
for extending love’s bipartisan resilience.

To do so will certainly not reduce you
to feeling worse,
and will increase our healthy democratic capacity

To feel better,
organically healthier,
loving,
peaceful,
faithful,
hopeful,
sacred belonging

Gathering together
our irreligious remorse
and our inter-religious choice
for global Prince of Peace rejoice.

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Hold Me

Hold me.

Hold me one last time
within your strong brown arms
and red-blooded heart.

Hold me to your chest
so fierce with lovely loyalty,
warm inclusion
not yet chilled by my exclusion.

Hold me this one last time
remembering all our years
and glad times before

Shading from memory
aching days and nights alone
without passion’s touch
on skin
in heart
beneath belonging mind
longing to live more fully in this body
worthy of graced embrace.

Wrap your arms
and legs around me,
your breath
and sweat secure me.

Hold me one last time
before I go
where we cannot again
feel ourselves together
warm skin to warm
too thin.

Hold me for our love
and not our loss.

Hold me this one last time
forever.

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Zero

Word Problem:
What is the political
and economic
and moral difference
between a -1 communist concentration camp
and a +1 capitalist detention camp?

Hint:
Probably the same Christian taxpayer difference
between
-0 (emptiness):

SUBTRACT empowering hope
for a healthy democracy,
Red and Yellow
Black and White
they are precious
in His sight

and
+0 (fullness):

ADD disempowering despair
of stealthy stupid kleptocracy,
pitching Red against Yellow
Black against White
liberal SkyBlue dreams
against conservational EarthGreen realities

Economically unsafe
and politically unhealthy

MotherEarth
laid inhumane waste,
dark stark global disrepair.

Capitalist detention camp distinctions
without communist concentration camp differences

DeGenerative World Problem UnSolution:
a +1 v -1 Total-itarian risk.

ReGenerative Word Problem ReSolution:
a Win/Win +0 and -0 CoBinary
Making Earth Great Again
healthy democratic CoIntelligent
ecological-economic opportunity.

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CareFueling Charges

I was charged with a misdemeanor,
based on witnesses
who imagined they heard me saying I was leaving
without a note,
even though I knew
I dinged a new red truck’s door.

I know they saw my oppositionally defiant daughter
and her careless caregiver like that
but that’s because they could not also imagine hearing

I was the driver ahead of them
holding out a 5 or 10
or even a 20,
if that was the least I had,
to any wounded person beside the road
wearing a self-made sign:
Homeless [unperson]
Please help me.

I cannot always pass
these dinged up opportunities to help.

You see I have an oldest son
now twenty-one
who is not quite right
and tries his best
but
finding and keeping a peaceful train of thought,
much less a long-term training job,
is hard for understudied him
and so he stays where he may be safely hidden
despite what resilient love can ill afford,
to rest on Other’s dime and time.

I never pass a chance to help
when need for help is obvious
as the tears we face
when humanity feels disgraced,
effaced by race,
knowing only left behind
to do the best I can
to ask us to be better, we can,
to help when They anxiously approach Us
with life’s disturbing concerns.

I make it my business to always try win/win
when someone’s in our loser mess.
It would be too out of co-empathic character
to know me as these have heard,
doing my best to avoid
a dinged your door responsibility,
because of a defiant mess I caused

I have no self-interest to not confess
and then open my eager to be warmed wallet,
already too long-suffering of privileged neglect.

But I do confess,
these are all my messes,
and yours as well.

We have too often acclimated
to this win/lose monopolistic culture,
where we do not actively care
for one another
outside our religious classrooms,
so not inside our codependent walls,
echoing with dispassionate either saved
or sinner,
not a winner.

I hope to heal your mess we cause
as gently and lovingly as I so hope
someone right now will find love’s faith to see
within my homeless not quite right son’s asking eyes:

Would you help me
fix us?
Do you know yet again
already,
we are in win/win grace together,
or we are out to fall and lose
winner v loser disgraced
apart?

If you see him
let him go
do not scold him
by his show

Be less mean and mad
in co-empathic care’s return.

Try with me to relearn
he’s done his almost best
to get Winner v Loser anxiety
more religiously right,
less desecrating wrong,
next irreligiously Othered time.

So feel free to lavish praise
on how close he might have come
to doing better healthcare wealth.
This helps him, and you,
feel and remember better kindness kin
and perhaps even rather less than worse
original dissociative sin.

It would be my misdemeanor
to not do my best
wherever I see our mess
and yet
I confess
I cannot always see sin
in this interdependent swaying way.

These watchers and listeners and speakers against me
must also misunderstand,
yet perhaps that’s all to life’s good

Makes me wonder
how they would re-imagine me
if they had recognized that old white guy in front,
stopped to say a privileged yes
to each unhoused
unloved
dinged up mess.

Could we all take and give
better time enough
to just say healthy yes
to wealthy benefits
of religiously straight
monopolistically white
patriarchal winners
re-engaging co-empathic win/win enrichment
with our internal Non-Othering
Gaia Hypothetical side.

On our best
doing our almost less mess
cooperatively co-passionate
interdependently reweaving
not dark night
and not worst play

sacred Earth still co-revolving
another organically living
lovely day.

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Primal Voices and Choices

Paranoia feeds on dark roots.
In full bloom, everything and everyone that happens against me
happens for a sinister conspiratorial reason.
This is my felt conjecture,
to which I respond
by struggling against trust
in Other’s monopolistic monocultural Wins,
so I might survive to tolerate
yet another scrappy day of paranoia.

Pronoia feeds on everything and everyone
not out to get me
but more in to let me
happen for a blessed season
with which I am invested to resonate,
including my fair share of struggling with,
but not against,
my WinLose enculturation
so we might thrive to mutually WinWin
yet another multiculturing
polypathic
Beloved Community Way.

This is our primal ecopolitical choice,
Both-And over Either-Or,
made each moment in time’s evolving articulation
deep learning incarnation
of days and nights
within this not-paranoia and not-pronoia
in-between identity,
risk with opportunity
conjectural life.

Conservative LeftBrain Either-Or
sees a bipolar world
of either I am saved
or demonic,
either I am part of the solution
or part of the problem,
either I am True
or I am False,
only pretending to be True
to get you to become False.

Liberating Elder RightBrain Both-And
fluid feelings
multi-sensually engage in a dipolar EarthTribe
in which I experience pronoia on healthy days
and paranoia on more challenging days,
I am an integral and authentic organic part
of EarthTribe’s living win/win resolution
and part of an irreligious ecocidal global problem,

I sometimes feel unconditional warm regard
with peak win/win opportunities to Trust
and usually also feel win/lose risks of MisTrust
and occasionally paranoid panic
with deep dissociative valleys
of shadows
of death,
lose/lose despairing DisTrust.

But, even should this become bipartisan political science,
bicameral neuropsychology,
bilaterally conjectured co-intelligence,
let us not delude ourselves into a hypnotic state of academic neutrality,
ambivalently pretending either choice is equally healthy,
when ecocidal outcomes are so clearly etched in patriarchal bones
of troubling dissociative history.

Love’s mutual promise clearly points toward evolutions
embracing elegant polyculturally resonant
healthy democratic systems furthering win/win wealth,
while paranoid fundamentalist God v Man terror
degenerates toward further traumatic pathology,
afraid of our own anthro-suprema-cast
dark blaming mind v shameful body

Conjecturing fundamentally irreligious
punishing
paranoid shadows.

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OldWhiteMan Imaginations

MetaPhysical minds
find faith in wealthy synergy,
where multiculturing bodies
have experienced hope
for sacred Earth’s healthiest
indigenous integrity.

MonoTheistic minds,
not so much;
more monoculturing bodies
experiencing supremacy
of Great White Father
jealously
and zealously reborn
in AnthroSupremacist mirrors,
images,
iconic
and narcissistic,
Earth subjugating
imaginations.

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