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Healthy Aside Benefits

Social distancing,
including global apartheid,
brings us to Zoom
into each Other, virtually,

More virtuously win/win
or uncivilly win/lose?

For remote educational,
advocacy,
organizing and planning
social communication
reading
and exercise
and meditation
prayer
and therapeutic circles,

Religious
and secular humanitarian
win/win physical
mental
economic
political health systems
for ecological/theological
democratic wealthcare receiving
and co-giving
remote green-therapeutic
non-violent communication
Services

Delivered with fewer carbon fuel-rooted risks
while increasing green cooperative
interfaith opportunities
for multiculturally compassionate communication,

Local win/win gaming
and other eco-systemic
remote green STEAM skill-set sharing
re-storing
re-storying Earth’s ClimateJustice
Revolutions

Educational,
compassionately communicated opportunities
to therapeutically experience
healthy green wealth,
to economically
and politically
practice empowering
and enlightened democratic healthy
ChoiceMaking

On green Zoom polycultural platforms
co-investing in restoring EarthJustice
more than Retributions against EarthViolators,
for, in such a war,
who is innocent enough
to throw Earth’s last DeathCulture
Stone?

LifeSource Issues safely
and appropriately accessible
to win/win preverbal infants
still left-hemisphere Yang emergent
anthro-child
Development

Of Left/Right non-binary exceptional ability
what can we say out loud
rather than merely feel inside
that could not already reinforce
LeftHemispheric MonoCultural
Dominance?

Without counter-privileged
EcoFeminist polycultural prominence
of light and power Wisdom
Circles

With exceptional cooperative image-ability
with win/lose v win/win opposing lose/lose
obsessed young fragile adults
and GoldenYear nostalgia re-memberings
and prominent ecofeminists
of all political left-hemisphere empowering
and right-hemisphere enlightening
Ages

I am aware of
now more social distantly
because my son and daughter
receive cerebral palsy
and blindness
and behavioral
counter-cultural not not left-hemisphere verbal
and right hemisphere hyperactively challenging
feelings about educational/therapeutic non-green
Ambivalent Don’t Touch! Services

Have pandemically benefitted from remote learning
opportunities to visit lush,
brightly colored gardens
and exotic animal habitations,
bird song forests,
surfing oceans,
Taoist sacred mountains
and southwest red
and green-flash sunsets,
Rock laughing rivers

To join in with seasoned
surfing mentors
facilitators
audio-visual nondisk jockeys,
mediators,
team win/win players,
nonviolent verbal coaches,
green new and old hemisphere
EarthHealth

Is also AnthroMental/Physical Health
and Democratic Health
and Ecological
Wealth

Of theological interfaith discussion circles,
cooperative tours
and community gardens
and local food resilience systems,
home and car and tool-sharing
Cooperatives

Hosting ZoomIn health
wealth conversations
steeped in richly multicultural active
interfaith discovering
Hope

And cooperative resistance
and fully embodied prayer
and bicameral meditation
Sensory experiences

In win/win compassionate
restructuring Ego/Earth systemic co-investment
in global EarthMother’s Green
Peace

Reminding each Other
wearing a protective mask
is what we reverse-transparently do
to actively protect our wealthiest health
of global belonging
to EarthMother

As She would not have us speak
and do
against compassionately robust Her
on our best remote Zoom learning
EarthMother Day

Filled with win/win educational opportunities
at our best green therapeutic change chance
to cut back on Business As LeftHemisphere
Usual

Win/Lose dominantly monoculturing
miseducating
untherapeutic RedDragon
Mouths

Overpowering
unenlightened risks
to disempower democratic
multicultural climate-enhancing health
Remote opportunities

For ecopolitical compassion
among Green EarthTribe
cooperative win/win communion
NonViolent Health/Wealth Events
Restoring Ego/Eco-Resilient Justice.

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Privileged Choice ValentineVoice

My problems
include discomfort
with Money overwhelmingly talks
and talks
and talks political privilege

When not monopolistically
monotheistically
monoculturally screaming
about short-term survival issues,
international violation
of national resource systemic tissues,
long root ego-systemic win/lose fissures.

My Here/Now bigger
eco-empowering global system
concern,
our patriarchally uncivil
red-winged capitalist
runaway extractionist
EarthMother-rapist
climatic issue,

Suffering,
sense of epic historical
left and right winged cooperative loss,

Money’s monopolistic verbing Voice
thereby unilaterally revaluing
safe EarthSurvival choice
in Her claustrophobic
polluted
soul starved
dehydrating
degenerating sacred Chamber
of my own monotheistic wombed
LeftBrain-ranting mind,

Thinking about safe short-term survival
when we would be more prudent
to cooperatively feel reassured
about our long-term global win/win
thrival of love-life on Earth–
including my own EgoIdentity

Which would not silence money’s multi-polyenculturing
co-invested Voice,
empowering healthy democratizing influence
on health and safety EarthChange Choice,

Better
in a lower
and more resonant tone of resource key
for worshiping all EarthTribe Lives
copresent Here with Now

Also with those sacredly curious compassions before
and those naturally recycling nonviolent communions
yet to offer sufficient silence

So I might more actively hope to hear
our more cooperative
globally unmonetized thrival Voice
for restoring health wealthy climates
of green
HereNow
peace-graced Choice
through EarthTribe joyful justice.

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Green Residents of Earth

Power v Light
Earth v Heaven
in a LeftBrain open NonZeroZone

CoArises a hybrid North/South dipolarizing flow
structure

Intuitive dynamic flow
RightBrain felt
as actively hoped for
oncoming green climax summer
Great GreenTransition ReTurn

We long to Here/Now excel
at spring thaw startups
on-line mashups
standouts
and sit-ins
polyculturally combined
initiating transitional blood red
to rich green multicultural
gold restoring rules
restoring EarthJustice action.

Resilient change,
begun with win/win dialogical talking
yet also with more win/lose straight white privileged
patriarchal balking
and autonomously stalking
planning persons
may repetitively,
even ritualistically, begin

Love life systems in Earth revolving Time
and slow grown jazz
restoring green spring thaw blues left
loves matriarchal right nurturing
nutritional wombs

Instead of pushing upstream
against co-gravitating generations
beyond win/lose accepting
humane ego sensory seasoned identification
left brain dominant denominating
steely mortal Final Transition

Into ego/eco-systemic regeneration
for Earth’s still living,
hopefully thriving,
extended family tree
root systems

Pandemic climate surviving
through white winter
of patriarchally privileged discontent
providing
protecting
punishing
provoking
hard-birthing cold ZeroSum capital
incorporated Win/Lose
tricky
sticky supremacist infestments

Unbalancing cooperative
natural/spiritual
Power/Light
Earth/Heaven
in a LeftRight bicameral Brain

Midway open
Both/And dipolarizing
creolizing
hybridizing
Ego/EarthConscious NonZero-Zone
empowering co-acclimation
enlightening green STEAM
co-empathic experience.

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Surviving Winter Pandemics

Winter survivors
open downstream
thawing toward cooperative green thrivers

Spring green economic
and democratic empowering,
multiculturing fertile resilience

On through summer climax
and then autumnal equinox 0-range
Transitions back to winter’s more vaccinated closing

Closeted fear of losing
survivalist right brain terrified
by white privileged winter
punishing winds

Of depressing changes
against all EarthTribal joy
unseeded
unbreeding
dispassionate left brain red
rabid intolerance
of repressed right brain green
ecofeminists

Holding cooperative worldviews
blue/green compassionate EarthCentric
nutritional re-investments
in timeless spring EarthDays

Liturgical warm Yang easy
stretching downstream thaws

Also draws
yintegrity’s timeless flowing feelings
more sacred poly-entheistic
downriver dipolar co-arising
toward EarthDay open
light empowering Seasons

Less secular monopolitical econo-mystic
values counter productively red
hotly profligate
in straight white patriarchal privileged
mutually assured destructive USA red
and unEarthly unsacred blue white
deep left brain freezes static
intended for surviving win/lose
ancient winterish wounds

Of historic
monocultiural
left brain dominant
lack of spring outside sacred
regenerative eco-health care

Planting and thereby receiving
green wealth developing
health survival systems
flowing downstream
time for win/win cooperative
warm green resonant
thrival.

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Inside Outside Therapeutic Teachers

A shaman has two vocations,
inter-related,
wise teacher
and robust healer

With emphasis on noticing healthy natural systems
shared values
wealthy spiritual development of seasons
with timely regenerative change
without untimely degenerative treasons
to reason

Healers of motherland
and Her EarthTribe.

My favorite teachers
seem to remember win/win co-relationships
between right hemisphere healing feelings
and left hemisphere teaching wealthy win/win thoughts
needs
developmental goals

Whether coincidental
or not,
these wise therapeutic educators
can also speak at length
about how much we have delightedly learned
from our children
and elders,
as sandwiched parents
and teachers
with win/win pedagogical fluidity,
ego/ecosystemic healing intent
toward holy
whole
holonic EarthTribe reverence

So children and adolescents
grow into more cooperative
mature
integral
ecological-theological-ego systems-logical
young adults
when we are not confined
to the role of passive
dispassionate audience

The best unsilenced
unshuttered witnessing
and listening
are co-witnessing young sha-persons
at peer co-listening play,
win/win dialogue,
sometimes intricate discernment
more multiculturally
multigenerationally acute
democratic
transformative
than destitute
peons struggling to breathe interdependently free
despite autocratically punishing
autonomously authoritative judges
and competitive win/lose zero-sum legislators
and bipolarizing administrators

Executives rather than democratically healing sha-persons
co-teachers co-listening
and eco/theological seeding parents
recreating transregenerational
eco-healthy
ego-wealthy
bilateral shaman systems
of self/other wisdom.

I wonder if you,
a green shaman co-operator,
are more of an economic sacred upstream saver
or more of a Seize This Fully Invested EarthDay!”
yet dipolar co-arising
teaching/healing savior.

Divinely inspiring
organic ecofeminist gardeners
and farmers
deeply till life’s healing cyclic journey
systematic
nutritionally taught
financially investing
in health/wealth win/win savings,
ecological/economic winter seasoned
darkest pre-redeeming light before green revolution
dawning reasons to teach
grandly parent sharing
to prepare for spring youth regained
cooperative left hemisphere empowerment
and right hemisphere enlightenment
co-opportunities

Flowing down
and out
toward summer’s bright lit
00/00 WholeEarth revolutionary
self-perpetuating reset
verbal defining
health refining polycultural Climax

Time for Seize God/Gaia’s GreenBlessed Day
is all about drawing down investments
in each win/lose defensive contraction’s eco-political end

Preparing for counter-cultural win/win
left/right contextual
green/blue recycling
nutritional thoughts
with economic co-invested feelings

Earth root system healthy
restoring up and out to summer thrive
to fully seize this revolutionary win/win
ecofeminist green healing
Earth co-investment thriving Day

To stop monoculturing winter
seedless is hopeless
mere bare survivalist

Rivers tired of swelling thin upstream
dividing lose/lose boundaries,
transitions,
disruptions,
violent eruptions,
red revolutions

Longing to kindly close lose/lose exclusive counter-revolutions
against win/win inclusive green down stream
cooperative evolutions
back toward shunning red right-wing
patriarchal industrious excesses
no holds barred, violent left brain supremacist
anti-feminist
unwillingness to save for a future sacred thrivalist
Earth is Heaven summer

Spring secular/sacred thriving nuanced time
to replant thriving multiculturing mountains
of co-investing co-operative co-owning
what Wise ShamanElders
have nutritionally/financially prepared
for regenerations

This upswelling river
of Earth from deep down and in
flowing wide up and out
white winter survivalist contractions
for green summer thrivalist
down river tributary conjoining
merging and emerging
light and empowering
ego/eco-systemic NonZero
Zones eco-politically eternal
spiraling DNA spectral
double-binary 1Yang/0Yintegral

EarthSeasoned win/win nutritional teaching
green nonviolent ego-eco-investing
in 01/00 fractally redundant
space/time eternal sacred
EarthPrime regenerational win/win
co-investment gratitude
to teach and heal positive savings
for thriving summer sensory
nutritional ecologically balancing
co-investments win/win

Logical health educational budgeting
priorities for win/win compassionate
GoldenRule EarthShaman
multi-partisan valued
therapeutic communication

For resonant healing light
from resilient pedagogical
ego/ecological
power.

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Sacred Falling Stars

Once upon a time a gymnast teacher told a girl,
and all her classmates,
to gather around the trampoline
to spot the student currently bouncing on the trampoline.
They circled around
to volunteer a ring of imperfect
but positively intended
desire to help,
should the witnessed bounce go horribly
accidentally wrong.

This same request for a spot was one familiar to this same girl,
and these same classmates,
when they were bench pressing at the gym,
not because the teacher asked,
but because the fully abled weight lifter asked
if they could work out together,
and spotting each other during the bench press
was simply Standard ReAssurance Operating Procedure
for humane care givers
and receivers.

Anyway,
the unfortunate girl bounced sideways when one of her knees gave out
and she came flying directly toward our spotter
who did her very best to get out of the way,
to go to the other side of the street,
to walk on by,
to pull out her cellphone camera
to get it all delightfully recorded
for the more proper punishing authorities.

The teacher was
(1) concerned for the wounded
splattered girl on the matted
and yet still not inviting
floor, and
(2) furious with the spotter turned distant recorder.
When the classroom administrator asked, “Why?”
the girl said her father told her not touch others
at risk of injury
on their way down
because she might be liable for post-touch injury
and, besides, it’s not like she’s going to be financially rewarded
should she be successful with mitigating harm,
so, there is no “on the other hand” potential reward system
worth mentioning.

It’s the same reason she,
and those witnesses huddled
in a supportive constellation around her,
pulled out her star-gazing
witnessing camera
while George Floyd struggled to “I can’t breathe” communicate
while being deliberately suffocated
to overpower him when he was already down,
and about to blink
wink out.

The liability attorneys
and corporate accident insurance actuaries
get paid bigger bucks to tell front-line administrators
why touch
and help
and prescriptions
and medical procedures should be denied,
because the risk of trying to care for each other,
when it just isn’t enough,
is a last touch liability.
And, on the other hand,
there is no reward for the person,
the agency,
the health care giving and receiving
reassurance win/win anticipating
corporate system
doesn’t economically
cooperatively exist.
Compassion doesn’t pay–
it just regenerates more health care risk
and personal star witness liability.

Care giving,
especially for those who have already sustained transparent
vulnerable losses
in their compromised physical and mental health lives,
is responsible for first and last caring touch of hand and voice
every day,
every custody minute of care,
whether standing behind,
in best-effort solidarity,
or standing nearby,
spotting each win/win cooperative constellation,
reassuring wounded OtherStars.

Care giving opportunities,
health care spotting for each other, pays poorly,
when compared with what star corporate liability insurance attorney
and accountants
use to buy second homes;
sometimes including financial bonuses
for successfully avoiding any realistic possibility of harm,
unnecessary financial loss.
Care giving with active compassion
bears a long patriarchal tradition of being feminist underpaid
to believe cameras up,
but hands and eyes down,
deflect,
stand back,
don’t get involved–
are not politically disempowering
run-away capitalist actions and inactions.

Potential financial risk for helping to prevent further harm,
for doing your win/win best,
for cooperatively investing in all sacred stars,
for health care compassion,
for nurturing at-risk humanity in the face of immediate injury,
wounds,
losses,
suffering,
especially falling risk to marginalized persons of color,
it doesn’t pay well to the left brain dominant
patriarchal corporate
win/lose zero-sum mind–
but really is what life is all about,
at its most invigorating compassionate best chance
of win/win solidarity success
to the right brain feminist
constellation of enlightening hearts.

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No Killer Skills Involved

No skills involved,
just natural instincts.

No spiritual development skills,
leftbrain worded messages
about rightbrain instinctive
natural/spiritual,
indigenously multicultural
yang-out/yintegrity resonance

Like singing and dancing,
sucking and copulating,
olding and young scolding,

Persistently historic resilient
LeftBrain verbal resonance,

Spacing and resilient timing,
short-term strengthening
long-run-on green
ego-cooperative
historic
yet microcosmic anthro-economics

Wellness-sung strong
and danced long-ecoflowing
dark sky charts
non-violet parts
of and for unstrictly feminist logic
with a green ecological swing,

Dropping her keys,
locking her knees,
ass out,
left shoulder prominently out,
open full disclosed QueenGreen Gaia,

Uncloseted,
uncovered,
temporally transparent,
vulnerable prime relationship

Non-verbal
non-violent
outrageously cooperative-inviting

Full-nonbinary spectral,
multicultural
“Think about it, grandpa,
remember, enjoy…”

But act out
only for restorative, cooperative rainbows
of healing
compassionate light
win/win ego/eco-systemic powers

Bicameral
bilateral
binomial
double-binary
not(not) ZeroSum
tipping points
of eco-politically nonviolent
communicating

In between
healthy/wealthy
co-passionate health
giving and receiving safety system
ecosystemic seasons
with theologically green progressive reasons

Light/dark
warm/cold
space/time
north/south
west/east
out/in
exhale/inhale
male/female
yang/yin
silent spring thaw/integral falling freeze
Tao NonZeroist Soul
dipolar co-arising

MultiCulturally inter-positive faith
reconnecting sacred/scienterrific
restorative win/win aspiring EarthJustice
vocational commitment
with economic co-investing intentional budgets
for peaceful green Earth resilience..

No special
sacred informational skills involved,
just natural spiritual
multicultural mediating
teaching
parenting
preaching
advocating
resisting
upstreaming win/win political dialogue
downstreaming cooperative capital discernment
ego/eco-budgetary

Singing humanely
while also dancing divinely,

Talking
while also chewing gum,

Bobbing your clueless white head
while whistling bird songs,

Everyday miraculous biosystemic
ecosystemic
HeavenlyParadise

Peacefully/pacefully resilient win/win
neurologically sacred
life systemic
polypathic
emigrating/immigrating
just plain old fashioned
bicamerally balancing
blessed
co-migrant instinct

No messianic green skills involved,
just natural/spiritual
indigenous
EarthCooperative instincts
to heal past wounds
is not to punish or reward
future patriarchal red
predative StraightWhiteMale privileged
primordial verbal and nonverbal competitive
survivalist weaknesses.

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ReCounting Wounding Costs

I know what it costs
to parent a tyrant
24/7
52 weeks/year
and yet avoid judging,
feeling guilty,
self-blaming shame
for all I am not sufficient,
yet.

I remember learning curious distinctions
between genuine remorse
given, when LeftBrain verbally requested,
yet without RightBrain capacity
to feel even the least caring difference
between natural brown girl
and spiritual white light shame

Self blame
for why that dinnerplate
smashed so frighteningly
against my dining wall
as if my fault
my adopted child’s sense
of dad-adapting ownership,
or even complexly confusing
bipolar mixed
temporal-historical management messages
about imaginary aggressive causes
predicting unprecedented economic
and political family “out of the blue behavior,”
random effects,
effectively nurturing attention,
non-neglect,
more brown person privileged

Lack of win/win communication
not always transparently verbalize-disabled
and vulnerably, verbally examined
much less non-violently communionated.

Not until I 24/7 learned
such great sociopathic lose/lose
unfortunate chronic mental health events
are non-violently but impatiently stressed,
restrained perhaps
with short-term shunning
and close the safe-space door
temporarily dissociating–
no win/win co-adoptions
of dad-adapting co-empathic nonverbal behavior
accessible right leftbrain autonomously here
and rightbrain interdependent win/win now

Sending myself to my own private room
to re-imagine win/win multicultural remediations,
and positive psychology
ecology
neurological system restoring dreams
of Paradise Not
NonZero Souled Green
new deal rapturously global Peace
climaxing during my own aging green health inhaled
and re-inhaled
exhaling peronal EarthWealth
for feeding more resilient green summer leaves

Restoring
as Recommitting solidarity
as rebreathing solitude
reweaving

Recreating
redeeming
regenerating
re-ligioning
re-connecting
re-storing
re-integrating EarthGreenPeace
organically healthy medication
meditations
win/win Earth compassion practices
of good faith health system restorations

A little lighter thought
and more empowering feeling
active movement practicing
and even miming felt co-empathic needs
eco-politically green cooperative polypathic
EarthTribe Justice,
multiculturally polyphonic
non-verbal Language
not not double-positive co-binary

By pretending I am sociopathic her
10-year-old gay white male EarthMother
doing the best s/he patriarchally privileged can
campily dipolar Both/And re-enacting
what it might feel like
for the not so gayly old white mashed
patriarchally provisioned potatoes
to hit the battered ungrateful wall
clearly devoid of proper heterosexual
aggressively dominant appreciation
for warm buttery white unskinned

Smash! against the senseless floor,
wounded
mashed
bashed
smashed in a fetal curled up defensive mess,
writhing
and theatrically moaning,
one eye on the microphonic
monopolistic Voice of NonChoice
and the other on the bicameral rediscernment

Until she smiles.

Demands I rise again,
right here,
left together co-present now
ZeroSum terrified morally unsafe
reverse transitioned
so she can hug my steady white grand dad neck,
kiss my hope in “side with me, too”
and smarm my win/win resiliently hopeful forehead,
leaving her actively curious mark
on her brown-skin unmasked safe
and healthy communal territory,

Organic ego-gardening green deeding dad,
cooperative as win/win healthy
wealthy democratic Paradise

Which comes out leftbrain verbally,
“Can I maul your head?”
also might mean,
post critical non-cooperative climate event,
“Could we together head
toward the mall,
and co-invest in accessories?
Maybe makeup, soon? not soon enough?
which could only be rightHere/leftNow

A hair salon?
Something actually important
to a real brown-skinned bipolar egofeminist first person
sometimes critically living
in a reversed effects before narcissistic causes
world win/lose
zero-sum bottoms up
redhot
angry trapped wounded child view.

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SunLight SolAttitude

When my solitude
silently stands in sunlight
radiating GoldenRule enlightenment
and rational empowerment
through windows dawning bright,

A sharp shadow line
vertically cuts across my bridge
and brow of smell and seeing senses,

InBetween left within shadow
and right without radiance,
narrow sides of double-bonded Truth,
curious and hidden Beauty.

Right eye clearly articulating
bright prominent sight
dominantly lit up height
for best resonant enlightenment

Is blinded by bright
to not fight
automatic rays deflecting night,

While shadow Left,
not yet overpowered
with Right red-eyes blinded punishment,
benighted verbal authority,

BiLaterally
yet integrally knows he she sees
seas
and seasons dipolar co-arising contrast
best as starkest
never darkest
win/win economic dawning options
of BothLeft/AndRight gold radiating rain
in droughts known
through beatified non-pain,
bicameral light regained,
empowered feelings unslain

Again
full bicameral stereo polyphonic,
Radiantly healthy thoughts
not verbally sustained
without dark ultra winnings
winging out and in reimaged, full
golden silent solidarity
mountain-rivered,
ego-system eco-quivered,

Belonging to Earth committed bright
compassion soul
ZeroZone of full
new partial shadows
in light rememory,
undelivered solitude
for health safe night

When my solitude
silently stands in sunlight
radiating GoldenRule enlightenment
and rational empowerment
through this window just now dawning bright.

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Earth’s Empirical LoveSong

If you see and hear and feel,
smell and taste what’s real
about yourself
within our ecosystemic
polyculturing
eco-political cells

Indigenous to Earth’s changing lively habitat
of co-redemptive
bicamerally resilient
EgoHealth/EcoSafeWealth

Together co-invested secular yang strong
yet also sacredly yintegral WholeEarth bouncy Flow
co-empathically cooperative
ego/eco-relation
Ships
no longer co-incidentally passing
in non-violent
compassionate communing nights,

Then what difference remains
between your personal
sacred theological
felt enlightening experience,
and our secular ecological
co-empowering theory,
empirical?

I hoped to write
and boldly sing Earth’s holistic
healing love song,
but all I got
was this coincidental moment,
integrity’s merely academic potential
in-between instead.

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