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Nature Nurturing Questions

Why is misery said to love company
while depression demands solitude?

And
is it always true that nature abhors a vacuum
and/or
sometimes true nurture adores expansion?

Misery,
depression,
anxiety,
negatively respond to trauma.

Negatives do not look for like company
but can positively appreciate co-passionate listeners,
lit up not not glisteners,
dark solitude
giving sway
power
light
to more festive solidarity

Negative energy,
entropy
transforming toward
positive integrity,
synergy

Perhaps reparations
restorations
regenerations
reassure these positive feelings
to grow increasingly rational
as negative trauma events
continue to outreach,
and/or discontinue to inreach,
our cooperative,
and/or competitive,
therapeutic plans
problem-solving designs
rational regard
healthy projections
wealthy predictions
positive anticipations
and/or negative anxieties
about recession
depression
oppression
suppression
negative impression
retribution sticks
are not restoring carrots.

Misery loves solidarity
when ready for some kinda manic,
co-therapeutic
good-humored
win/win enthusiastic
spirited
dynamic problem-solving

Outside depression’s
BusinessAsUsual
secularized
severing
secretive locked box,
brain-and-body stormy,
rather than embodied brain full storming
love’s transcendent positive possibilities

Why does re-creative planning
to heal our polymorphic
whole open organic
thinking systems
co-passionately co-invest shared feelings?
negative through positive,
not negative non-zero positive
regifting anticipations.

Why do depression
anxiety
misery viciously
and virally escalate
in isolation?
excommunicated vacuums
of discommunication

Absorbing left-hemisphere
self-wounding negative labels
for feelings of Introspective Loser
UnreNouned Retard
Dirty Nigger
Floozy Faggot
Bull Dyke
Silly Sissy
Flaming Fool
if not selfing shame
then othering blame,
felt trauma nurtured fear
rebecoming terror’s natural anger.

Why do victims of past win/lose
wallow in a perennial vacuum
denying communal
win/win therapeutic
integrity?

When does compassionate solidarity
abhor unnatural trauma events
and dispiriting nurtured
disempowering denatured
misery
post-traumatic stress disorders
chronic depression
feelings of all is lost?

Loser Ego
re-cognizing Loser EcoCommunity
inside/outside despair,

Disrepair
beat down
defeated
by monopolistic
monoculturing traumatic
weed-choked aggressions

Despite what we hoped
would become a cooperatively managed
organic
health paradise
wealth-resilient garden

Rather than a silent
demilitarized
remilitarizing zone

Fearing I will awake
to yet another day
alone

Abandoned
unable and unwilling to be heard

Asking this loser victim
of self shame
and callous Othering myopic
and epic
blame

Why s/he abhors emotionally negative vacuums
yet silently loves
therapeutic positive ideals

Of communities communicating,
win/win company
co-empowering win/lose problem-solving

To repair
restore
replace chronic trauma risks
with potential therapeutic opportunities
for ecosystemic
ego-extending
co-passionate communication

Decelerating win/lose traumatized communities
of monoculturing trauma climates
by restorying risks of isolating anxious vacuums
with opportunities to anticipate company
healthy community
wealthy solidarity
nonviolent communication

Deep and wide feelings
re-membering eco-matrimonial
panentheistic
sacred integrity’s questions

About primally warm
well-moisturized
glistening
listening
integrity of sacred swelling
wells.

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Not Making War

In anti-social economics
for escalating violence
and waging war,
what matters most
is who
and/or what
you actively distrust
divest enough to sustain revenge
and imprisoning
dissonant
dissociative dispassion.

In politics,
as diplomacy
and peace-building
and making love,
what matters most
is who
and/or what
you invest in trust
enough to create
and recreate compassion.

In healthy
and safe ecopolitics,
what matters most
is who
and/or what
you co-invest with trust
and do not secretly distrust
enough to recreate
therapeutic compassion
letting go of hate
before it’s too late
for traumatic unknowns
to become outgrown
historic dispassions
disappointments
disarray,
health and safety
distancing dismay.

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Powers of Integrity

Integrity can feel overwhelming
when compared to underwhelming
disintegration

Nascent powers of joyful integrity
have emerged perhaps too late in life,
which feels sad,
at best bitterly happy
to take so long
to move from wounded child
into integral binomials

Like thinking universally
feels unitarian,
and global consciousness
grows interdependently intersectional
and even inter-religious,
and ecosystemic health
feeds polycultural joy
breeds polypathic integrity

Synergetic as win/win transpartisan
co-empathically felt
thoughts anticipating co-operative
happy dialogue

While economic co-investments
joyfully contribute
to shared green/blue
spiraling
revolving
revolutionary political co-passions

In-between
reconnecting
religioning theological
regenerating ecological win/lose
wounded children
and win/win
joyfully healthy
quietly smiling elders

Feeling sensually sinful
thinking neuro-sensory soulful
silently smirking
sainted biosystems.

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Communicating Gratitude

My non-communication
and dissonant
dysfunctional miscommunication,
and occasionally aggressive
challenging win/lose dogmatic
refusal to bother with communication,

These all degeneratively punish
and unpleasantly neglect
open systemic civility

With marginalizing effects
further reinforcing
disempowered
and unenlightened
trauma-avoiding behaviors

Toxic for those most wounded
and disabled
by LeftBrain dominant
monotheistic divine omnipotence
v hedonistic human non-verbal
non-violent impotence

A non-communion corporate spirit
of LeftBrain individual is supreme
divisive worldviews
harboring “gifted” classrooms
and partisan parties
and elitist societies
for StraightWhite
anthro-hierarchical evolutionary power
to suppress RightBrain
healthy Trust
co-passions wealthy Beauty

Resonant resilient communication
may invite a long operatic epic
but does not suppress communion
of non-verbal health/wealth intuitions,
does not repress
felt polysensory-neural healthcare
community

Passionate gratitude
positive attitude
inspired by sacred place
of generous natural Trust
meets secular corporate time
to co-invest in ubiquitous spiritual Beauty

Communicating mindful thanks
humble joy
reminds me
my “disability” labels
lie uncomfortably close
to dis-enabling resonant integrity’s
deepest sacred potential,
resilient love communication
in multicultural experiences
of communion

Wide passions
of co-empathic gratitude
for each day of Truth is Beauty
growing multi-sensory
neural-systemic health-is-rich-wealth
polyculturing communications.

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Refined White Values

While trickling thick amber honey
in my black decoffied coffee
I wonder why I never noticed
until just ever now

How refined white sugar
has monopolized my wider full-hued view
of more nurturing nutritional brown sugars
natural bio-resonant sweets
healthier sugar-phosphate cooperative relationships
as if the least of these white privileged
rich and resilient wealth potentials
were iconic of healthier multiculturing also-rans

Like holistically engrained rich brown bread
compared most nutritiously to light white
lordly loaves

Like resilient and brilliant carotene
natural carrot juice
and spiritually resonant
mellow melon melodic cucumber
white privilege unencumbered
polyphonic sweet salad.

So too,
as I pour in thickening oatmilk,
I wonder about primal values
of commodifying capital-invested currency
as a pathetic
shadowy dietary substitution
replacing other healthier
wealthier humane value systems

Like energy currents of win/win compassion,
climaxing integrity
and ebbing resonant
harmonic
ionic complex co-investment

Like receiving co-infested green
cooperative
humane communion
while Earth worshiping integrity
of universally valued regenerative
resilient roots
stemming back to an alpine fragrant MotherTree
inviting this renewing campground dawn.

So too,
while inhaling warm comfort,
I wonder about Straight
White
Patriarchal Dad’s divisive
ChosenPeople monotheism
monopolizing my imaginative
emotional investment market

Overwhelming values for other biological
diversely ecological
synergetic geological
anthropological Theisms

Like panentheistic felt unity,
without uniformly rigid
LeftBrain dominant
disempowering requirements
of hierarchical capital-headed comprehension

And also like holistic
healing polytheisms,
without monoculturing ecopolitical
desecrating traumas
of rabidly viral
StraightWhiteMale values
win-or-lose devolving
debating
dissociative
Patriarchal-Capitalist
uniformly deductive
divinely destined competitions,

Yet again,
Atheism, rooted in agnostic humility
without inhumane LeftBrain dominating hubris
of elitist reductive humanism
camouflaging AnthroTheistic Supremacy

Like making Straight WhiteSugar God
in my own retributive judging
negative
dark
shameful
degenerative
unhealthy
unwise Images

Wanting to return
to nutritious
nurturing
integral
co-passionate
resonant health,
resilient wealth
multi-engraining richly resonant values

While trickling thick amber honey
in my golden oatmilk valued coffee.

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Might Be An Isn’t

So,
she autistically
and powerfully
said,

One me
plus one you
makes two

And we two
minus one me
leaves you one

Which feels like not
quite enough
for ego sufficiency

But one whole lot more
than zero deficiency

Because Dr. Seuss sings
of zero BirthDay rings
and EndDaze spirited non-things

“If we didn’t have birthdays,
you wouldn’t be you.
If you’d never been born,
well then what would you do?…

Why you might be a WASN’T!
A Wasn’t has no fun at all.
No, [s]he doesn’t.
A Wasn’t just isn’t.
[S]he just isn’t present.
But you…You ARE YOU!
And,
now isn’t that pleasant!…

If you’d never been born,
then you might be an ISN’T!
An Isn’t has no fun at all.
No [s]he disn’t.
[S]he never has birthdays,
and that isn’t pleasant.
You have to be born,
or you don’t get a present.”

And sacred co-prescience

One me
plus one you
makes two,
and now
aren’t we pleasant
co-present?

Note: Dr. Seuss quotes are from “Happy Birthday To You!”, 1959, when I was celebrating seven sacred birthdays.

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Ecological Process Theology

If theology is the study
of ecological experience
most ruddy

I call on Yang’s higher powers
and Yintegrity’s deeper showers
of omniscience
and sensual omnipotence

Internal light
and externally powerful
omnipresence
naturally pantheistic
and spiritually panenegoistic

Cooperatively health
and resiliently wealthy
safe ecological co-empathic relationships
swelling expansive anthros less pessimistic
experienced with LeftBrain dominantly speaking egos
with theologically experienced reflection
realistic

To RightBrain bilateral eco-systems
of spirited-nature nonviolence
as yintegral Yang’s potential economic balance
less divisibly autistic

When individuals may be egos
and corporations
and incarnations
and monoculturing
colonizing nations

Closed and Open missions
Win/Lose and Win/Win
ZeroSum divisive
and NonZero full-global missive

Slipping down into degenerative
lose/lose Hell non-survivable
or heading up into regenerative
Heaven holistic
nondualistic
transcendent thrival

Where theological resonance
greets ecological resilience

Then monocultural predation
slips behind polycultural intention
extension of capital enlightened economies
for multi-theological health
and political empowering ecologies
of poly-nonpathological wealth

Theologically reflecting
on nonviolent communication
holey re-poleing sense systems
thriving by polyvagal win/win default
neuro-ecological can’t resist’ems

If theology is our study
of Earth’s ecological experience
most rutty
ruddy.

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Sacred v. Commercial

What is your opposite
for SACRED?

for sexually unscared
unscarred
unscrambled?

SECULAR, I suppose.

Secularization
sounds like desecration,
As sanctification
sounds divinely cooperative,
loving,
and not quite so punishingly competitive

Like win/win eco-political Game Strategies
to optimize and sustain healthy
co-governing polycultural outcomes,
nonviolently,
therapeutically,
restoring mindful peacefulness.

I wonder if we could see
our ego/eco-centric Golden Rules
a new green nonviolent
and cooperative
and regenerative WAY.

But, to do this
with multicultural paradigmatic LIFE consistency,
where outside natural TRUTH enlightenment
feeds universal interfaith synergy
waters inside spiritual empowerment
breeds sacred polyculturing integrity
of comPASSION STORIES,

What
and where
and when
and how commodified
commercialized
monetized mammon
is, thereby, not sacred win/win
because disempowering
and win/lose competitive,
punishing capitalism
and colonizing predative default,

Not a polyculturally healthy climate
as also multiculturally optimizing
global wealth

Speaking with bicameral WORD awareness,
bilateral co-empathic nonverbal consciousness,
binomial cooperative ego/eco-passion empowering
polypathic
polynomial
polymathic NonZero-Zone

Prime CoBinary Relationship
LIGHT is to dualdark ENERGY
as 1.00% universal YangLife pregnant fullness
is to 0.00% Yintegral ElderRight wombed emptiness,

Earth’s original LIFE SACRED world view
dipolar co-arising
this PRINCIPLE OF VALUE REVERSION:

AnthroSupremacist
win/lose competitive commercialization,
criminalization of natural win/win
cooperative sensory ECO-MATRIOTIC pleasure
Womanist Great InterFaith Green ReTurning
to COOPERATIVELY-OWNED PARADISE.

While it is too late
to avoid a traumatic Sixth Extinction,
we have just stewardship SACRED RIGHT enough
and EITHER/OR COMPETITIVE LEFT
cooperative win/win LIGHT SPACE opportunity
for bicameral co-invested empowering TIME

To EARTH GOLDEN RULE WIN/WIN
our ecological and theological,
secular and sacred,
human natural sense systems
and divine spiritual neurological networks

To both avoid Earth’s Great 7th
win/lose devolving into nihilistic
dualdark lose/lose EXTINCTION

By win/win RESURRECTION
planning Great Wild 8th ReGeneration
and resilient
healthy
global
multicultural wealth

Of our already at hand
InterReligious Environmental Justice
sacred ECOWOMANIST
WOMBED GREEN GARDEN
pregnant with INTEGRITY

Sacredly cooperative
a nonviolent bit more than merely reductively secularized
commodified into greater and smaller anthro-privileged values
colonizing ego/anthro-patriarchal
GOD Capitalistic envy
jealousy
CLIMATE PATHOLOGY of
STRAIGHT WHITE MALE MONOTHEISTIC SUPREMACY.

SACRED
is to multicultural integrity
as SECULAR
is to monoculturing disintegration,
dissonance,
decay,
demonization,
criminalization,
disempowering aggressive communication
unenlightened lose/lose-trending starvation
drought
climates of extinction,

MonoCultures of expanding
capitalistic hoarding
extraction
excavation
commercialization
and lose/lose
DEAD CLIMATE
burned out decay.

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Searching For MysticPowers

My inside mystic still searches
for my strongest and best
omnipotently higher all-embracing Power
of unchanging monotheistic Truth
and Beauty.

My outside voices
still long for deeper Power
through widely multicultural EnLightenment
of changing
flowing spanentheism
in-between Earth’s ecological Nature face
and my own ego-identity’s theological SpiritPlace

Of greatest
and smallest,
highest
and deepest,
widest
and narrowest Win/Win
ComPassion Way
Healthy Truth
Democratic Trust
BeautyLoveLife,
inside choices.

Without my anthrocentric highest
most supreme sense
of omni-autonomous power loss
I might become able to accept
beautitudes of poor spirits
inheriting healthy green
regenerating passionate Earth.

To accept deeper powers
and wider lights
more readily than impatiently tolerating
higher powers
silently waiting
witnessing unspeakable
unface-able effacing suffering
of innocent children,
their mothers,
grandmothers
of indigenous EarthTribes,

Sacred acceptance,
humility,
curious courage
invite a communion found in weakness,
brokenness,
remorse for competitive discommunions
when cooperative GreenBlue Boat Home
communions feel more highly
deeply
widely
climate non-violent
non-pathology

Accessible compassion communication
through our vulnerability,
our cooperative trusting transparency,
our insufficiency,
our weak integrity,
opens compassion with sacred EarthMother
experiences of past power
reflections for future enlightenment,

Logos with Mythos
religious impulses
of Awe-taking breath away
in Wondrous Green Communion,
inhaling slow-grown
emerging cosmic consciousness

Recalling Maslow’s highest integrity
of ego-peaceful belonging
within EarthSystemic synergy
in pleasure’s safest resilient Paradise
awesomely healthy,
wondrously safe
from inhumane win/lose
to eventually lose/lose
ego’s EarthTribe prime relationship

Soil healthy resonance
empowers my natural worldview
AND
Soul wealthy resilience
enlightens my spiritual view
and hearing,
sense of fragrance
and taste,
feeling
and touch of sacred
mythic
mystical EarthTribe love.

My highest and best PassionStory matters
and vocally splatters
richly resonant powers
and dancing lights
of a gospel choir
in sacred liturgical events
evoking religious cultic theater
in natural events
invoking deep and wide spiritual experiences,
rapturously regenerative
and evilly degenerative

Subject to physical corruption
like all natural world bodies
not unchanging objects
of metaphysically impassioned spirits

Stepping into Other’s worldview
power Universe
of Unitarian inside light experience

ing chi horse empowered
deep and wide social justice
doing spiritual peace
green communion
song and dance events

Embracing acceptance
of kindness,
win/win kinship intent
even if too often win/lose
competitively practiced.

What do I do
when I disagree with someone’s values,
when I am discomforted
by what another person believes in
and out,
up and down,
inhaling and exhaling,
before and after,
causes and effects,
spirits and natures?

Together encompassing MotherEarth’s
vast ecofeminist resources
of enlightening co-empowerment.

When I was GLBTQ young,
I thought poor in spirit
inheriting the Earth
my best beatitude
mystical longing gratitude
gospel promise.

I didn’t understand it,
and probably still do not,
but I highly
and deeply
and widely
felt power and multicoloring light
in this vast right
longing for more multiculturally valued Spirits
to inherit full-spectral
octave multiculturing colors
communication powers
in and out of nurturing light circles

Breath spiraling
in/ex-spiring spirited
peace revolutionary
GreenBlue Boat
rapturous EarthTribe power
inheritors of deep
and wide-hearted gratitude

When my inside mystic
gave up autonomously searching
for my personal straight-linear
strongest and best
omnipotently higher all-embracing Power
of unchanging monotheistic Truth,
neglecting
abusing
sometimes punishing
desecrating
degenerating
divesting away from,
EarthGrace Beauty.

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Peak Empathic Experiences

Send me no more peak polypathic experiences.

They are too dear
for my everyday time budget
of liberal
liberated
liberating
resonantly exhausting compassion.

I am too addicted
to conserving resilient peaks,
avoiding dissonant valleys
of mundane anonymity
sometimes winning
sometimes losing
in-between equanimity
integrity of co-empathic
co-arising intent
for more co-operatively rooted
heights of sacred generosity
reciprocally felt gratitude,
positive, democratically sustainable attitude.

Every scientific cause-effect karmic statement
of peak interactive experience
does not have to be structurally
routinely tested
before it is accepted,

But,
to become an accepted hypothesis
of peak cultural interest
it must be capable
of being deductively tested
for sequential,
and co-arising peak,
or appositional unpeak, relationship
consistent
at least within prescribed parameters.

Every faith statement
need not have been personally experienced
before it is accepted
as orthodox belief,

But, good faith must be capable
of leading toward co-arising
climaxes of copassionate experience.

History of great scientific and religious revolutions
provides examples of paradigms
and medicines
and cognitive-affective
natural-spiritual
ecological-theological therapies
found explicitly useful
long before becoming autonomous subjects
of reductive cause-effect
karmic
experiential
experimentally reified verification.

History of great faith revolutions
provides win/win
external-nature/internal-nurture
cooperative examples of medicines
and paradigms
and meditations
and thought experiments
and bicameral polyphonic confluence
found prophetically useful
long before becoming subjects
for inductive co-arising compassion.

Scientific and religious historians
would not reasonably conclude
that testing hypotheses,
of win/win positive correlations,
win/lose negative bipolar reverse correlations,
and lose/lose not/not correlated unpolynomial variables,
independent and dependent
interdependent
codependent bilateral testing is unnecessary
or ill-advised
or acts of leftbrain deductive peaking hubris.

Rather,
ecological and theological theories,
physical and metaphysical,
may be politically
and economically
and spiritually
and naturally
and culturally
and socially
and psychologically
and neurologically significant
even before leftbrain dominant tested
for peak winleft/winright experiential outcomes.

The generation of deductive theory,
like regeneration of inductive good faith statements,
grows out of abstract leftbrain thoughts
conversing with rightbrain feelings,
metaphysical thought experiments
faithfully distinct from win/win climax confirming
or win/lose physically disconfirming
or lose/lose misconfirming unexperience.

Bicameral co-arising positive faith formulation
of scientific and religious
karmic theories of causation,

linear
and/or spiraling spacetime,
leftbrain dominantly reductive
and/or rightbrain prominently inductive,
subtractive
and/or summative,
spatially differentiated
and/or spacetime holistic,

Cooperatively predict healthy resilient relationships
between understanding
and standing under holistic systemic openness
to healing win/win peak experiences,
hope,
faith,
love,
polyempathic compassion.

Capacity to envision
new co-arising ways
of perceiving peak causal phenomena
and to propose powerful prophetic explanations
for good faith
positive health perceptions
is a leftbrain characteristic
of linear-deductive metaphysical formulation,
3Dimensioned orthodox spatial maps
structures,
tropic frames of trophic reference.

RightBrain co-relational observation
and LeftBrain experimentation
do not,
in competitive isolation,
provide bicameral revolutionary peak experience
polyphonic reconceptions
without which
faithful everyday inquiry
is randomly aimless
and dispassionately blind
to peak poly-empathic experiences,

Too unresiliently dear
for ego’s everyday time budget
of good faith liberal
liberated
liberating liberation,
resonantly inhaling exhausted compassions
of history’s polycultural peak experiences.

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