Orthodox answers
Paradox questions
Peak Experiential Doxology
ParaDoxological
Taoist ParaDoxEcology
WuWei Win/Win Thrival
Universal-Unitarian
Yang-Yin Communion
Indigenous Paradox
Orthodox Sacred
1/0 pole/hole double-bind
full/empty NonZero CommUnification
BlackWhole Systemic
Indigenous Ecology
CoPassionate Biology
CoInvested Economy
CoOperative Psychology
BiCameral Win/Win Neurology
BiPartisan Paradox Theology
Trauma Prevention answers
Therapeutic BiLateral questions
Natural Sacraments
Emerge from what sacred center,
committed to integrity’s potential
become more resilient,
and not fragile
More nature-soul evolving
Earth’s deepest
widest
longest
roundest
mountainous
dark valleyed sacraments
of light and power.
Gandhi regenerated
humane love lives on
and
inhumane hate
abuse
bigotry
patriarchal colonization
do not.
Even lesser losses
tend to shadow fade
across therapeutic rememorizing space
and laws of positive passion
Bodhisattva ruling
warm wombed pregnant co-attachment
across unconditional win/win
peak messianic experience
of panentheistic timeless time,
wonder of light
awe of deep dark power.
“It gives me ineffable joy
to go on
trying to prove that”
love lives on
where hate cannot.
Gandhi,
affirming integrity’s sacred meaning
cooperates with therapeutic bloom,
and not hate’s Loser doom
Win/Lose uncivil wars
and internal traumas
and Othering 0-sum competitive history
of disintegrating ecopolitical hostility
cannot destroy
our NonZero root chakra Soul
Curiously
constantly
resiliently
resonantly inviting EarthJustice
Peace within
as without
only one orthodox way to live
yet a legion of ways to die,
biologically
ecologically
politically
economically
spiritually
naturally
unnaturally
unspiritually
ZeroSum Capitalistically
yet
pregnant NonZero Soulfully
Sacred Round Integrity
embracing Secular Civil Equity
as universal passion
invites unitarian compassion
as beloved
as bilateral breathing
love-life rivered
shivered
shimmering…
anticipating warm empathic regard.
This personal, intimate project
of becoming fully humane
holonically reflects Earth’s divine project
into panentheistic Spirit’s nature:
integral EarthTribe transcendence.
From what pantheistic soul
does inter-religious commitment
become more therapeutic,
and less traumatic?
Healing intimately transcendent potential,
Sacred Integrity’s naturally spiritual,
Earth conservationally liberal
universal life–unitarian love
healthy multisensory
peak experience
merging resilient
Bodhisattva synergy
of EarthTribe sacraments.
It seems to me,
declared the preacher
to the distracted music Teacher,
that sacred MonoTheism
smugly explains
and exalts AnthroOwnership Privilege
to ordain,
buy and sell
Earth health-care rights.
It may sound to we,
sang the woke musician
refraining
and training Her preacher,
that rabid AnthroSupremacy
explains,
and expects a cooperative
bipartisan resolution to
the colonizing historical problem
of Straight
WhitePrivileged
monotheistic
monocultural
monopolistic WealthCarelessness
about Trust
and Integrity
and Compassion
As if our Original Prime Relationship
was Win/Lose traumatized,
punishing experiences of vengeful justice
Divinely jealous
and autocratic intent
of a tyrant society
terrorist military
dogmatist dignitary
fascist ecocidal obituary.
Going in the opposite direction
compassionate
win/win co-invested
ecopolitical co-erection
sounds like the more pleasant
and health resilient
green wealth
peak sacred experience
co-arising dipolar emergent
win/win selection.
Which is why,
revised the preacher
with the music Teacher,
a universally individual CreatorGod
is made in the imaginative image
of AnthroSupremacy
LeftBrain verbal dominant
baritone-bass resonant sacred Privilege
to pursue economic monopolies
and political patriarchal rightwing societies
and sensual/sexual binary monocultures
and religious monotheistic autocracies
Hierarchies of power
empires made of golden ManStrong
Might/Light resilience
gone somewhat flat
of integrity’s best health-wealth
less dour and sour
green/blue sacred fresh
neurosensual
Open Whole Black Sacred potential.
“We appreciate the popular democratic intention,”
began the Drag Queen Ball proclamation,
‘Equity for All’
We would even more appreciate
a more specific lack of pretention:
‘Equity for All Victims’
of Straight
White
Patriarchal Privileged
Trauma.
The masculine hotness we admire,
and gladly serve,
is a renewed ecofeminist face
to replace past Patriarchal
Capitalist
unfortunate RightWing embrace.
Ecocide,
like Transgender Matricide,
devolves from Patriarchal-Capitalist
self-fulfilling dark prophecies
win/lose zero-sum survivalist economies
fueled by hellish
anthro-privileged
dis-rapturous
anti-health for all
anti-living Earth becoming All
monotheistically desperate
demonic despair
Of a Straight White FatherGod
incapable of ecocidal repair
while continuing to invest
in punishing deviance
from Straight White Male
cosmic monotheistic glare.
How would Earth create
and reconnect
regenerate
a species still needing ecological acceptance?
This need to be accepted
and accepting what cannot be win/win changed
just yet
in troubled
and troubling relationships
This need for acceptance
is born of trauma,
past experiences
not being accepted
as is,
not feeling appreciated,
not unconditionally cherished
warmly accompanied,
touched
by win/win communication
Not tolerating chronic
win/lose aggressive
patriarchal capitalism
as the best RightWing weapon
fighting wars
against economic
and political Appreciation,
nonviolent communication,
compassionate invention
for trauma prevention.
If babies
and marriages
are made in Heaven,
then we should not be surprised
when they are aborted
while surviving silent
secluded
obsessive-compulsive
patriarchal-colonizing Hell
on ecocidal Earth
Which may speak out for warm acceptance
rather than continuing cold
impatient tolerance
for LeftBrain AnthroSupremacist
fears of dark and shameful
idolatrous
and/or spoiled brat inadequacy
To learn why Earth has created
LeftBrain verbal dominance
for reconnecting
regenerating
a species still needing ecological acceptance,
unconditional warm regard
for MotherEarth
Restoring sacred Justice
Touched by Her trust
for Yang external Truths
with Yin internal Beauty
thought and felt accompanied
compassionate
Self and Other
warm NonZero-Soul Acceptance
Is a whole lot healthier
and environmentally safer
than cold Zero-Sum
patriarchal-corporate
competitions for Tolerance.
I appreciate the popular democratic intention:
Equality for All.
I might appreicate a more specific,
but perhaps no less populated,
intention:
Equality for all victims
survivors
outlying thrivers
of Straight White Patriarchal privileged
mentally unhealthy Trauma.
I wonder if a more wholesome masculinity
is a renewed ecofeminist
panentheistic health care face
of past Patriarchal-Capitalist
ZeroSum Closed System
unfortunate RightWing embrace
in the face
of global glooming ecocide.
Strange Fruit choreography
speaks to me of seeing
and smelling
this strange evil fruit
of hatred
and bigotry
and fear
and straight white man
perpetual menace.
Choreographing trauma
only infrequently translates the words
of DarkHole poems
Rhetoric hoping to carry
the emotional shock of evil awe
and dark timeless burdens
Terrifying wonder
as perceived
within this Strange Fruit Dark VerbalView
Rather than the more interior non-verbal feelings
of profound inhumane disarray,
division,
hate climates
and monocultures
of straight white monotheistically judgmental,
capitalist-driven,
commodification
and disposition
of semi-domesticated talking animals
live stock,
breeding stock,
slave labor
Too smart for their well-endowed britches
and es
Strange Dark Fruit,
the enslaving racist face
frantically encircling
straight white fascism
in full flagrant,
strange southern fruit,
industrially resilient horror.
Strange Fruit Anthropocene,
with polyculturally felt choreography
of ecopolitical
disempowering/unenlightened
monochromatic lack of appropriate appreciation for color,
and drama,
and with way too much
Patriarchal-Capitalist
monotheistic
StrangeFruit trauma.
Like RightBrain felt
faith
without LeftBrain thoughtful
works
Passionate prayer
without compassionate actions
is dead on non-arrival.
Glow morning warm
hugging
sleepy scalp and face embrace
outside sacred pink
yellowing fragrant dawn
Without fear of fading dark
or death
or sin
Welcome in
naked foot massage
pressure memories of walk
on stretching strings
Hang on
for this new day’s feel good dance
Lay back
tummy up
butt and back below
Angel face
reflecting innocence of trauma
from hands on humane touch
empowering health
warming arms to shoulder soothing skin,
lightly felt wealth of recreation
Back
then front,
up
now down,
back and forth
Soft slapping rhythms
to these wellness rhymes
Songs we sing;
your turn,
now mine.
Signs of tender touch
engaging passioned humors
triumphant
or traumatic,
soothing
or sad
frightened
angry
mad,
invoking sacred rage.
Warm touch patterns
never scalding hot
And vocal rituals
nonviolent communion
accessible
to enable all
creatures lost
and small.
Two brown cartons
at dawn of light
and one at parting dusk
just before dream-filled night
And two more.
One at early bright
and one at brightest warm
as I’m sure you’ve noticed
five from dark through light
In our well-seeing
daily weaving care,
visible signs
for sacred wonders
and silent wealth care voices
Warmly embracing
inclusive sentient choices,
enabling these shared songs
our therapeutic rejoices
of out loud sounds
while feeling communion’s dancing touch
Even more sacred,
profoundly aware
without verbal dominance
these soulful sounds
whispering our glancing
waving
circling sights
inside outsized well-sung voice
enabling healthy care,
empowering well-felt choice
Togathering
this glow morning hug
warm waking mindful scalp
and spirit face embrace.
Without fear of fading dark
or death
or sin
Note: This piece speaks to me of health care giving and receiving with those whose passions, powers, well-being and communication strengths are more RightBrain prominent, because they cannot feel LeftBrain entitled.to EarthCare privilege.
When you and your wife visited,
you shared a question asked by a pastor
of a raped
and thereby pregnant
vulnerably young and questioning parishioner.
“If your unborn child survived
his first year
and walked back into your home
do you think you would still want to kill him?”
Probably not,
I’m thinking.
And,
perhaps more pastorally significant
and responsible,
how can we, in resilient compassion for ourselves
and for those who trespass against us
mitigate sacred rage
against ancient sins of our predative Fathers?
The next morning
over coffee and breakfast
your wife told a surprising story
of meeting a woman
in a Carolina church basement
who boldly claimed to be
an unapologetic pagan
Certainly not repenting;
more like recruiting
UnStraight out proud wiki
without thinking that might be an appropriate sin
for inviting healing prayer
rather than embracing
as if possessing a pure and virtuous soul
matriarchally regathering
HolyEarthPeace Spirits.
Your wife’s response
cautiously avoided Retribution Is Mine!
weaponized words,
another patriarchal sin of our historied Fathers
“I don’t think I’ve ever heard anyone say that before”
right out in public
toward lunchtime on a bright spring day
and certainly not in a ChristChurch basement
I silently wondered why your wife did not seem to feel
this pagan should be aborted
Stoned to death
or at least hanged
for defying the Good News
of Straight White King James
colonizing Jesus.
If there was a conversation about how many pagans may feel
about abortion of healthy tribal lives
or Great White Father rape,
or the somewhat wider history
of patriarchal predation against matriarchal wisdom
she did not mention such old crone witchery
Studying dark theistic codes of dueling history
usually tolerating abortions of Othered human lives
for exceptional survival reasons
emerging throughout traumatic transition years
for various viciously circling reasons
A well-capitalized
verbally articulate
personalized monotheistic God
might appear to be against
polytheistic Muses and Witches and Goddesses
within EarthTribe mind-spirited space,
political place,
economic race
On the Othered,
and safely aborted, hand
pantheistic spiritual commitments
supporting multicultural
animistic
pantheistic
panentheistic
polycultural respect
may more resiliently redevelop
sacred
sentient
holy spirited life
at the EarthTribal
universally uniting EarthPeace level
of sacred passion
Respect for our interdependent thriving lives
does not mean we are not also
abortionists to survive the trauma
of invasive felt predations,
biological
and ecological
and theological
and political.
Divine respect for co-infested fertile life
might include respect for death
and gratitude for EarthTribe lives sacrificed
As we hold hands
and bow our heads
with gratitude
for hungry stomachs satisfied,
for sacred quenching waters,
outs and ins of healthy bodies,
backs and forths of wealthy minds
With trust our thirst
for tribal trust
does not imply that when and what I swallow,
I abort
And do not also co-invest
in this our cooperative resilience
Health care giving
and receiving
EarthTribe sentient wealth
Respect for dark
deeply raging
patriarchal trauma
does not imply
disrespect for more therapeutic
matriarchal light.
And just so,
I reversely suppose,
universal peace
uniting holy spirited respect
for resilient
brilliant sentient life
Does not imply
disrespect for trauma,
despair
and death
Which I had been struggling with
when you and your wife visited,
and you shared your story
of a raped
and thereby pregnant
young and traumatized parishioner.
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