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Notes from a Unitarian Child

Once upon a time,
an eight year old
Black and Green and Brown and Red and Blue Lives Matter
ultra-nonviolent kid
wrote an ultra-violet note to him/herself
about stuff s/he needed to full-rainbow recall
if and when s/he ever became
a worn out
stressed out
depressed
workaholic
self-defeated parent:

I wish my dad
and my mom,
like Mother Earth
and GrandMother Moon,
had spent more story time
talking about gravity
and enlightenment tales
and depression fables
and repression epics
and suppression mysteries
of basic fairy flying
like what goes fluttering up
must come mortally down
what goes forward in time
must have come from backward in mythic imagination.

I wish my spiritual mom and natural dad
had thought out loud
more about pictures reducing four-directional wilderness imaginations
as the reverse
of time-organic memories
seducing and securing Earth’s original health intentions.

I hope my future teacher vocation
invests more class time
explaining LeftBrain’s obsession
with starting at the elite top of any logic tree,
then going down the systemic stem and opening/closing branches
to define and redefine Top’s administrative purposes
and subTop uber-branches
over their essentially cooperative,
more than competing, parts,
and resiliently reiterative parts parts,

While spending more future outdoor class time
exercising intuition emerging reverse-time images with organic feelings
starting in ancient WiseElder DNA democratic universal atomic memory
to travel back up a reverse historical health/wealth hierarchy
into this ego-embodied integrity day

More outside classrooms
for nurturing cooperatively-held co-relationships
to be sure all our interdependent parts and climate feelings
throughout our neural network biosystems
are regeneratively communicating
more then degenerating more pathological dissonance,
and unconscious disenchantment with competing ego-healers,
and depression,
and repression,
and suppression of intuitive RightBrain ecological/theological prime relational,
natural/spiritual
patriarchal/matriarchal co-intelligence.

I hope my fellow story-tellers
will remember to talk and listen to kids,
to sing and dance as kids,
to design and develop with hurt kids,
to lead and follow with suffering at-risk kids
will teach and study
breathing in Yang’s patriarchal deductions
to breathe out Yin’s uniting intuitive primal relationships
between what LeftBrain sees too often
as Either/Or oppositional Truths
as RightBrain feels not enough Both/And appositional Trust
that dawn will continue to follow spectral dusk
has followed dusty dawn of sacred ZeroZone enlightenment

As light follows darkness within egos
and darkness without ecologically conscious
theological experience
of uniting love
as grace
and healthy karma

As uracil’s wisdom loyally follows cytosine’s flow
co-arises Yang’s universal monotheistic
RightWing patriarchy has forgotten
LeftWing matriarchal cooperatively-owned prehistory
of unitarian polycultural cytosine evolutions,
birthing appositional twins
Adenine and Guanine,
Zeus and Diana,
Yang and Yin,
testosterone and estrogen…

I long to remember
co-arising polypathic opportunities
for green peace
restoring Yang/Yin egocenters
rebuilding and feeding and watering
matriarchal ecopolitical justice
growing Earth’s healthiest wealth of DNA
sacred story-shaping ecology strings of co-regenerate Tao.

As a WiseElder,
the formerly eight year old Unitarian added,
at long last,

I hope I can retain hope for everyone,
for all future generations,
all species of loving life,
all incorporated constitutions of and for democratic happiness and welfare,
all healthy ecopolitical love climates
and theological grace frames
and ecological karma stories
for cooperatively owning extended family international integrity
within every polynomial x/y-squared egosystem,
every EarthTribe u/c-squared epic string of co-regenerating Time,
every HereNow Yang/Yin-squared polypathic moment
ever after

ZeroZone Universal ReGenesis
begat an eight year old unitarian child
Black and Brown and Green and Red and Blue
polypathic multiculturing lives
for healthier hoping ultra-nonviolent futures.

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Excuse Me!

Excuse me!
my son’s bus driver exclaimed
as I walked away this morning.
I had not finished putting his safety harness on.

Excuse me,
without exclaiming,
means please cut me some slack,
I need to break into your flow of unconsciousness.

My curiosity about apparent invisibility
may exceed your courage for immediately present transparency,
intimacy,
focus,
accessibility,
grace
and less denial of dark powers toward absorbing self and other losses.

Excuse me,
unexclaimed,
unplugged may invite my love
and acceptance of what we cannot independently improve.

But, don’t dismiss me
also lies exclaiming dormant,
waiting in revolutionary disordering wings,
sometimes because lack of curiosity
about needs and wants of others
threatens to get in my own ego’s way,
harming, neglecting those within speaking distance here and now,
and many more not yet loud enough
for me to hear full-voiced disenchantment.

Excuse me!
exclaimed
leans more to RightWing
“Don’t dismiss my Business As Usual
Yang competition powers!”
then
“Would you do me a LeftWing yin paid-forward favor?”
To stop ego self-promoting
your internal short-term needs and rantish feelings
long enough to make love with some WinWin cooperation

MotherEarth
and all Her sacred tribes of history
are waiting for us to hear,
waiting for my excuse,
exploring future health dreams together.

Here with you
and Now as me exclaiming
longing for Earth climate ecstasy,
personal and public,
sacred and secular,
spiritual and natural
Excuse me, please
and thank you in advance
of further climate pathologies.

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Curious Complexities

Life feels too complex for mere words,
she curiously said out loud
anyway.

I see health differently, more confluently,
and yet your complex experience feels familiar,
he summarily replied.

I would not equate my life experience
with healthy process, necessarily developing,
although sometimes yes,
especially in wombed and infantile beginnings
before words became evolutionary tools
to be used both for and against complexities.

Language feels more resonant
since one day when I mistook dissonance
for confluence,
mendacious uncharted chaos
predicating pregnant integral enchanting complexity,
Entropy
predicting negentropy
statically remembering more dynamic synergy,
unconscious dark soul
whispering with subconscious healthy spirits
realigning conscious wealthy natures.

Pre-verbal infancy
was so much curiously simpler,
when my rubbed and oiled head
and belly
and back
and feet
and legs
made me so health happy
I hoped to pee my glee.

I can see where words have complexly hidden
your curious ecstatic way
accepting humanity while others feel complexly grieved.

I’m not sure if you affirm my original complex point
about life
or if you are defaming my last happy memory
of healthy relational process
during an intimately discursive pee
nurturing phenomena
coordinating co-relations
rocking my infantile welfare world.

Nor am I…Nor am I,
or We, probably.
Nor Earth her complex ZeroSoiled
ZeroSummed
SelfSouled
not not Other co-relationship.

Relationships feel too complex for mere words
she curiously replied out loud
again
anyway.

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Stealing Stalking Sanity

I see, and fear, a trumpian landscape,
usually, and more casually, outside any safe inside sanctuary.

Infrequent glances inside windstorms
and rivers of underground currents
surreptitiously culture shape
mold
transform vertically visual landscapes,
motherlands of ecotherapy above, outside
forests and deserts,
Earth’s inside
farms and gardens, windblown
oceans and continents in-between violent storms
and ego-magnetic rabid inside voices
from underground aquifers
reappropriating information originally borrowed
from outside sacred spaces

Now over-invested in big WhiteHouses for patriarchal elites
purchasing trumpian ego-greedy competitions
to conquer physical elective losses
with mentally unhealthy unbalancing wins
against SuperEgo’s timeless ultra-violet, climate
Green Gaia/Diana Goddess, client
Holy Matriarchal Spirit, common
EarthSoul’s ZeroZone, everyday
whatever within healthy core
LeftBrain label you prefer, bling
because of early childhood market language
and competitive culture, nurturing
neurological and psychological development.

EarthSouls learns more in an outside voices hour
observing our trumpian landscapes within
and without
than would be possible in a humane domesticated lifetime
of ignoring what neither God nor Goddess could love,

Absence of prime WinWin creative relationship
robustly ultra-violet not not light
ecstatically deep resilient color speaking
non-trumpian resonance, positive energy
multiculturally peopled
and polyculturally populated, democracy
within merging bilateral inside-outside health, integrity
in religious liberal loving consciousness
with multicultural soul-conserving unconsciousness
of cognitively dissonant trumpian winds
and cold, wet winter estuaries, hope
terrorizing elite polynomial faith
in irrational left without right
unloved remainders.

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The Nurdy Neurology Class

Neurology is to Psychology,
claims my windy neuro-psychology professor,
as inside natures
are to outside witnessed spirits,
as secular phenomena
to sacred relational networks.

Neurology and Psychology
kiss in a conserving-liberal root systemic tree
when positive energy
trends toward regenerative health

While neurology dissonant with psychology
separately produce dull cognitive climates of disturbing negative energy
about risks of continuing toward LoseLose degenerativity
apart.

Integrity, in with out,
co-arises dipolar NeuroPsychology,
WinWin enchanted evening
and day synergetic classes
of where we want to inside-outside be
and see
and say
and pray
with powers of liberally conserving winds.

And the health-care giving and receiving student-teachers,
self-led,
spontaneously said, “Amen!”

This intro self-design class
ended ego and ecologically
and ego-ecopolitically
and theologically WinWin
as winded winding starlight sand
BigBang health-wending neurology
with wealthy positive psychology
began.

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Climate Phenomena

To Husserl’s phenomena,
enchanting and disenchanting
healthy and pathological
and all colors in-between,
We might remedially add relationships,
cooperative and competitive
and all hues and cries in-between

To play our LeftEgo with Right Sacred EcoTribe
DNA-enscribing
Wins for convex phenomena
and Wins for concave ecstatic relationships,
Win/Lose in-between wu wei,
and Lose/Lose
not not
dualdark double-phenomenology
inside/outside polynomially irrational
pathological climate trends
disenchanting.

I relate
and can’t relate
therefore I think,
become ego identified,
cooperatively Left with Right
and competitively Left or Right,
inductively Left/Right double-binding veto empowered
and deductively,
LeftPrivilege over Right,
patriarchally elite
in a ZeroSum
competition-rooted internal/external culture

Such as capitalism, for economic and ecological ZeroZone example,
a Win/Lose ZeroSum Game
suboptimizing Christ’s call to universal love
neighbors,
extended families,
Win/Win relationships,
enchanting ecological/theological phenomena,
nature/spirit ultra-violet nonviolently cooperative means
and wu weis
narrow as a double-binding eye
wide as a WiseElder multicultural phenomenological
biological
ethological
psychological
neurological
music-ological
permacultural voice

Eternal Yang taurus
Yin torus eternity iconic structures
within timeless ego-
eco-
consciousness

Of Husserl’s phenomena
with messianic humane/divine co-relationality
choreography,
sacrament,
actively restoring liturgy of everyday light seasons
for optimizing discontinuous secular Left
and continuous sacred Right

WinWin healthy games,
WinLose in-between HereSpace with not-yet-NowTime,
LoseLose not-ego/not-eco
double-binding great climate Loss

Crisis before a nearly inevitable
systemic revolutionary change
in paternalistic RightWing weather.

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On OrganicGreen Memes

Enthymeme:
A syllogism or other argument,
logical and ecological and theological,
in which a relational premise
or the rationally robust conclusion
is [0] unexpressed.

All truth is healthy
All beauty is truth
Therefore, All Beauty is [truly] Healthy

All trust grows democracy
All active distrust fuels elitist supremacy
Therefore, All isolating distrust smothers democracy

Where truth and trust remain confluently enthymematic
effluent
fertile
regenerative
resonant,
and resiliently so.

Effluent intuitive memory,
enthymematic,
in which one remedial subject
follows in-between the co-acclimating
minor center of the Other side’s ZeroZone Earth purpose
for passionately nurturing comfort or punishment,
for regenerating organic balance or imbalance,
for healing and moving ego’s muted heart and voice
eco-therapeutically forward

Beauty speaking ecstasy
Green as leaves and grass
absorbing hues of blue and red
as ecofeminist Black lives
ultra-nonvioletly refuse to splatter
mere punishing avoidance
of healthy cultural climate goals,

Enthymematic rainbow allies
for restoring cooperative democratic responsibilities,

Enthymematic in-between tipping points
actively seeking feeling/thinking reparation opportunities
to move all EarthTribe’s 3/5ths human theocracy
to 4/4 RealTime Democracy
in balancing keys of C
for CommonSense
YinSquared = Yang BigBang enlightenment,
bicameral secular freedom
for green peace sacred conservation
of almost Here with Now
enthymematic prememories
without closed
anti-systemic
dead reduced conclusions

Primal MuseSoul syllogisms,
MajorLeft and MinorRight
not not co-relationally balancing
Healthy WuWei EnthyMemes.

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Addiction to RightWing Prison

A culture steeped in retribution
becomes blind to freedom’s contributions
accessed best through healing restorations,
trust,
virtual stuff
for democracies most resilient.

A society resisting love’s innovative brilliance
comic and jazzy improvising resonance
healing ecosystemic egos dissonant
from aquatic wombs of patient advent,

Adventuring winter’s iceflows of stark stuckness,
as impatient as a tongueless mess
stuck to a frozen metalic national goalpost
just as bells and climate whistles end recess
sound a new tune of chaotic harvest.

National prison lobbies
would lock up tongues and time
arbitrarily confining unconverted inmates lying
behind naked bars of self-isolation
and electric waves of competing institutions,
Walls against multiculturing opportunity,
defensive moats with hungry crocodiles,
black and white defenses against sinful lazy aliens,
and aggressive ballistic lobbyists
addicted to non-conversations
of fear and self-righteous anger,
marketing everyday all-white lies
of capital-hoarding omission.

Collective fears of punishing reparations
for sins against past and future poor regenerations
expands like melting ice-slow crystals
freezing fear escapes so many freedom wronged,
confined by greed against imprisoned selves
against relentlessly orthodox “Other.”

Mutlihappy revolutions of 2020 vision,
listening to prison’s sad social addictions
powering over
to rediscover yin-power with prisoners
together decriminalizing
desecularizing
retenderizing
pardoning humane nature
for past angry RedState patriarchal crimes
against Earth’s cooperative matriarchal freedom
green inspiring Spirit.

All of which causal root to reflective branches came,
then took off again,
to show
One WhiteHouse addiction
to a HillHell of competing prison power
is another’s enchantment
and/or disenchantment.

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Democratic Sanctuaries v Republican Industry

“Our schools are…factories,
in which the raw materials– [Win/Win hopeful] children–
are to be shaped…into products…
The specifications for manufacturing
come from the [pre-millennial] demands
of 20th century [corporate] civilization,
and it is the [competition] business of the school
to build its [robotic white] pupils
according to the [nature wins so spiritual loses] specifications
laid down [by naturally unspiritual disorder].
Dean Ellwood P. Cubberly
Stanford University School of [Fundamentally White] Education
1898

This does feel dated;
A caricature of post-millennial green ecoschools
for healing Earth
as a whole blue/green red-blooded therapeutic system,
sacred ecological home for plants
and ecotherapeutically cooperative people,
resilient bicameral students,
cooperative deep learning robust listeners
to outdoor theological classroom voices
singing more resonantly
restoring ego’s inside harmonic peace
through ecojustice Voices.

Because we passionately disagree with 1898
Big patriarchal robotic incorporated Win/Lose propaganda places
against active and creative multicultural Win/Win integrity,

We also agree with deep learning green STEAM outside classroom models
for healthier
more resilient
more nature-spirit integral education
for allied EarthTribe integrity,
secular/sacred learning solidarity.

We would please our democratic selves more
running cooperatively away
from Bored with MisEducation platforms
and dualistic personalnature v publicspirit loyalty parties

We will do resiliently better health care
giving and receiving
re-celebrating choices for multicultural climate health
over more and more toxic public storm and terror patterns,
Business as uncooperatively unusual outside
while approaching 2020 more vigorously Left with Right aware,
by letting go of 1898 LeftBrain ego dominance inside.

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Fear of Climate Success

Fear of Climate Success

If you’re like me,
which probably already reduces the size of my captive audience
to Zero,

Regardless,
if we’re like we used to be
when we were born
with all the potential integrity neurons
of the uniting universe,

Through childhood formed into bilateral rivers
for transporting Win/Lose toward Lose/Lose risky conclusions
and Win/Lose toward Win/Win opportunities
co-arising comparative information

Some neuron trails,
like stars in a misty night sky,
faint,
and only flowing from a causal Source,
somehow more wisely
and sacredly
and greatly elsewhere,
echoing through my ringing
singing integrity
dancing ultra-violet dreams
feeding productive consumer mouths
for articulating LeftBrain developing rivers
of segregated health isn’t necessarily wealth language,
logos.

Other tidal rivers form deeper wealthier underground streams
with diverse ecological
and theological
and analogical
and psychological
and political
and financial
orthodox Both/And Right Brain surfing health/wealth memories
of Both ZeroZone sacred Source origination,
And EgoZone secular mouth of re-creation
flowing in both upriver
and downriver
reiterating loops.

LeftBrain capable of Both/And returning to newborn infancy
re-noticing Outside Voices for ecotherapy
and sacred Celebration

Flowing neural latticed singing stars
shining out Win/Win WiseElder enlightenment,

Holding fire-circle wonder
co-gravitating/co-arising stars and flames
reflecting neural river trails of timeless retold myths
resolving and revolving anthro-cooperative
with eco-logos WinWin nature/spirit stories
co-habiting YangSourced Rivers with YinFlow bilateral returns
primal ZeroZone nutritional choices

Some deeply learned rivers
through orthodox ages of WinWin nutritional evolution
survive the culling of adolescent WinLose
military-industrial
competitively divisive
Either/Or
LeftBrain schools for producers
marketing to information consumers
longing for more robust Both/And hope

Hope remaining
despite lack of responsible faith
in history repeating ourselves,

Good news faith graces sanctuary from blame and shame,
unable to love our EgoClimates for who we are
so unable to forgive our potential EcoSchools
and GreenGrandMother elders
for not remembering to strengthen WinWin
potential Both/And
Cause/Effect
Yang/Yin
Patriarchal/Matriarchal
Competition/Cooperation Cultures
Ego/Eco
Ecological/Theological
climates cooperatively held
for improved bicameral polypathic rivers
of WinWin success.

Health,
inside wealth,

awe,
within wonder,

ecstasy,
predicting enchantment,

integrity,
searing love,

green,
with red,

black,
predicting white,

Either/Or,
searching Both/And,

deduction,
following induction,

reduction,
after seduction,

exhalation,
requiring inhalation,

causal,
when effective,

information,
foreshadowing exformation,

positive,
equal with double negative,

light theology
emerging from dualdark analogical ecology,

sacred,
sublimely secular,

out,
without in,

outside choice,
evoking inside voices,

Win/Lose,
suboptimizing Win/Win,

Yinhaling ecofeminist wombs
Yangforming ego/eco climates
co-arising dipolar integral success.

If your imprinting infant river-systems etched
and sketched
and stretched like mine,
which probably already reduces the size of my captive audience
to one EarthSoul multicultural ZeroZone
for WinWin nutrition strings of neural Right/Left
seasons of reasonable
responsible Both/And healthy energy
without either blaming EcoGods or shaming EgoCenters
for who we WinLose are
and who we WinWin choose to better climate become

SecularYang oceans of thought
with sacredYin
feeling life’s compelling choices
for All Loves Matter.

If you’re still like me,
already reducing the size of our cooperative
health/wealth risks and opportunities
to not not double-binding
poly-dogmatic ZeroSum
deep learning generations
of Earth’s normal ecoschool day
and night,
mythos
and logos,
RealTime entertainment,
and Timeless dreams of ParadiseMusing success.

Waking up to another hopeless all WhiteHouse
Dividing States of competitively irresponsible
RedBlooded Evangelical Supremacist America
without
as within,
inhaled
as exhaled,
sourced
as re-sourced,
resilient
as resonant,
WinLose
to feed and water WinWin or LoseLose Climates
of anthro success
or epic entropic hopeless failure

If you’re like me,
which probably reduces the size
of hopelessly inert witnesses
to one allied cooperative ZeroZone
EarthTribe for Healthy/Wealthy Climates,
inside
learning from outside,
outside
speaking non-violently
cooperatively co-investing
with inside successful WinWin ego-voices,
echoing rivers of recombining neural networks.

If your WinWin Wonder climate
teaches my Awesome inside ecstasy
inviting outside enchantment,
spiritual paradigms
for natural relationship,
bicameral systems
Both/And etched in neural imprints
sketched by recombining health-wealth
original ZeroZone neural roots
nurturing matriarchal ultra-violet’s resounding IntegritySource.

If you’re like me
hopelessly choosing
all loves matter.

 

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