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Choosing Love

I feel victimized
by the commercial success
of what was once a silent,
waiting,
watching
for Emmanuel,
Allah WithIn Us

I wonder
when I become red-faced angry
about not being able to CONSERVE
sufficient power to have my sacred way
right now

If this is entirely different
than when I feel disempowered by fear
of losing what
and whom
and when
and where
and why I have chosen
to love too LIBERALLY

Without restraint,
without constraint,
without greed,
without ego-aggrandizing need

Without anthro-privileged boundaries
to loving
divine embrace,
warm
humane grace

PeaceFull face
of sacred EarthTribe,
Divine Beauty,
Humane Unity,
hypostatic Integrity.

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Dancing NewYear Divas

EarthTribe dancing divas
still indulge emphatic circling
meditations

Dogmatically embodying
mindful medications

Producing peaceful pleasures
spiraling passions
against war’s relentless anti-paradise

Dancing resiliently within
organic drama
while resonantly without
systemic trauma

Right hand
and foot
open out
in front of
future win/win
mindfully embodied
penetrations
in behind Left past
win/lose shady
mean predations

Right hand gratefully open
virtuous praising circles
inviting LeftBrain
viscous
vicarious healing
vicious marches
in ancient patristic
hierarchical lines

Resolving EarthDivas
now prancing in space-timed spirals
extending boundaries
to soon embrace love’s immortal
body-mindful warm regard

Together circling
Earth’s silent empowering
dormant winter solstice
starlit witnessing Adventure

Enlightening
dancing Gaia-With-Us
inside win/win
newborn presence Presents

Divinely humane
returning RightHand up
and LeftFoot forward
round wombed joy

Voiced
and love choiced
again

Indigenous divas
dancing EarthMother’s
ancient wisdom
night passion
light
bright power.

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Invoking Emmanuel

If now is your time
in this final threshold
between life
and death,
then this is our passion time,
remembered past
torn from imaged future.

I cannot bear this burden
this loss
this relinquishment of relationship
in which wealth fully invests
in knowing
and growing our love
together.

If now is our time,
I would accompany you
embrace you
full bodied
with these emphatic tears
of sad
sacred gratitude
for all we have been
togathering.

Not needing,
in this transition,
to bear tomorrow’s weight
adjusting to a crippling hole
in my heart,
gaping mind,
useless body
unable to touch you
with voice
and passionate loving choice.

If now is your time
to depart,
then we leave together
as far as our compassionate bodies
our co-emphatic minds
can yet embrace
this eternal
reverent severance space

Slow dancing,
soft breathing
in-between silent mortal dusk
and immortal dawn
of disembodied love

Becoming, already,
and much too soon,
some new emergent rebirth
of divine memories
within

As without,
touched by grace
written across each face
in which I may search
for your cherished trace
of reconnection
to this soulful time
and transition place

Interceding prayers
between daylight’s empowering life
and twilight’s disengaging death
apart.

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Before Christ Began

Before we begin,
I want to introduce
my most hopeful self

Before we begin
life’s communication
we know love’s energy

Mother and Child
intimacy
sacred mild
intricacy
integrity…

Resonant hearts beating
repeating
+1 then 0 then -1
circling around again
without growing rest
or restless

As invisible
as air to Goddesses,
as healthy water
to wishing fish

Octaves of musical notes
resilient health
capitalized Ego unfolding
ecosystemic green integrity
engaging this enculturing assembly.

Before we begin
communication of positive
and negative
and not-not 0-soul,
arrestive paradox

What could be before
beginning
winning
sinning

In this
hopefully
polycultural robust life,
I want to re-introduce
my messianic peak hopes
mind/body
divine/humane
nonverbally felt and humanely thought
Right as 0-rain
and Left as 1 egotistical pain

Without LeftBrain dominant
and RightBrain multi-sensory peak
prominent
integral neurosensory positive life
invites therapeutic love

Peak win/win womb expansion
toward rebirth
emphatically amusing
romantically musing,
not quite so…
I don’t know…
dogmatically confusing?

MindFully bodied
and yet polymathically driven
with empathic musical language
impressing polypathic GreenWays
and Golden Means
polyvagally neuro-sensexual

1/0
full and empty rests
nests
patriarchal-capitalist pests

Lacking interdependent serenity
of EarthMother’s pregnant 0/1
advent
adventurous
curious
courageously matriarchal
green ecofeminist
wounded womb
of win/win innocence

ReBirthing sacred integrity
of 0/1 minded bodies,
reflecting before we begin
100% wanting to re-introduce
win/win musical intent
full octave bent
toward 1/0 and 0/1
dipolar co-arising balance

Verbally predative songs of life
sung in nonverbal listening
internal
silent dancing love.

Before we began
learning win/lose trauma
ecopolitical drama,
Christ only knows
and wisely feels
win/win EarthTribal
euphoric wombed
too soon post-partum wounded,
winning and losing
life’s interdependent
divine mindful songs
humanely dancing
life’s interdependent love

For healthy dipolar Voices
making wealthy 1-above/0-below
circles more engagingly spacious
than hierarchical lines
lonely at the royal
monotheistic Top

1 enlightened Ego
feeding and breeding
0-codempowering
co-binary
cooperative
eco-green mind operas
swelling into body
operations

Win/win strategic health
caring
wearing
baring down
and inside silent songs,
regeneration

Despite unhealthy
unwealthy lose/lose/lose
triune mortality
of people
plants
and planet

Reversing
restoring
restorying peaceful advents
despite sins
and returning
anthro-supremacist songs
of our Straight White FatherGods,
kinda dogmatically stuck
in don’t give a look
back in the great
EarthMama
sacred GaianMusing Womb

Ready to burst
with joy

EarthMother shoulder
bolder voice
passion
compassion
peace,
restoring
recoloring Earth’s most sacred
inside dancing joist
rejoicing justice

Deep longing
for healthier choices
before we end
we need to re-introduce
our EarthTribal
ego-selves

Protecting
this pregnant Advent
of eco-echoing
feminist elves

Enlightened
as LeftBrain dominant
ChristMass trees

Empowering RightBrain prominent
BodhiSattva bicameral
bilateral
bigenderal
regenerative seas

Root-minded and branch-bodied
bipartisan
binomially ego/eco-balancing

Enlightened
adventurous
secular Ways
and Golden Health Resilient
sacred Means

Before We begin,
I hope to introduce
invite
invest
sacred vest
Advent
reinvent
our best mind/bodied selves

Before Christ begins
again.

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Dancing Passion’s Song

When dancing Earth’s tribal rhythms
natural seasons
light and heavy step
steeped nurturing intent
anxiously dark
anticipating bright
natural exotic music
dancing muse content

While singing deep spiritual
reasons
for light and night,
glad and sad feelings
above well-capitalized necks

Communing bicameral hemispheres
deeply contemplating spirited wisdom
speaking
in wide
round
brown bodied
open-throated natural
organic gospel wishes

Body dancing
refulgently thick rooted
nurturing hungry edges
surrounding deep throated sounds
moans
groans

Bird chirps
and whistles

Hoots hoping to get lucky
and full moon sacred howls

Rain songs
river flowing

Wind blows
gusts
penetrating warm
gentle invitations

Voices emerging
into humanity’s sacred vice,
divine healthy therapeutic choice
to verbally sing
and adventurously dance
mind embodied rejoice

In this well-capitalized
more spiritual above
anthro-prominent necks
than felt below
naturally lusty
lost excommunion regrets

A division
and distinction
invisible
and unthinkable
unfeelable
unwanted
unneeded
while thriving
deep listening
ecofeminist
deep wombed co-infestments

Red anthro-blooded wombs
and blue EarthOceanic deep
sea green passions
for fertile periods of sacred Advent,
ReBirth,
summered consuming CoPassion

Producing wellness rooted valleys
and peak spirited harvest songs
speaking deep wounded wisdom

Sacred EarthTribe’s
polyculturing communion dance

Through great chakra roots
of 4/4 octaved loops

Nested weightless chains
spiraling bilateral strings
of space/time’s co-passionate
resonant warm gut circles
receiving love’s full-bodied
therapeutic songs

Resiliently dipolar co-arising
co-invested sacred EarthTribe
polyculturally inspired
liturgically reconnecting
choreography
mystery
indigenously light
dawning win/win above
deep wombed
win/lose
sad sung
wounded
soulful
dark communing history.

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Not So Great Expectations

My favored Muse
mysteriously asks
muted
kinda sexist
win/lose
either/or
complex bilateral questions.

Oppositional
defiant
nearly despairing quests
exploring why I have yet to find
Faith
Hope
or delightful Joy
as names for a boy

Who might be named
willful Father William
or Pastor warlike Warren
or Patriarchal terrifying Terrence
or even red Deacon Fred’s
bruising win/lose plots
against Reverend Bruce.

Vengeance is mine
says retributive justice
Preacher Justin
proclaiming blame
and shame
on monotheistic Religious Teacher
Shane.

Meanwhile
wise elderly EcoFeminists,
warming the pews
and cooperatively co-invested offering plates,
continue singing Joyful journey praises

Of Faith’s passionate commitment
inside EarthMother’s cathedral Grace

And Hope’s sometimes unsisterly
yet sincere advocacy
for paper straws
to win EarthTribe’s straining race
against ecocidal ocean polluting
patriarchal time
and desecrating capitalistic
commodifying space

Wherein my favored Muse
mysteriously asks
muted
musical
win/lose
either/or
complex bipartisan questions
of secular health care
and sacred safety shares,
music’s dissonant glare,
bemusing bewares.

Spiritual springtime
invites Aunt April
Matriarchal May
Joyful June

While natural full-summered lust
and bustling Buster
fluster hot
sweaty
sometimes angry
idolatrously crusty August
oppression
suppression
repression

Negative impressions
of Winny’s winter
wounded
advent womb

Emerging Tiffany’s
annual Epiphany,
favoring ecofeminist Muse
mysteriously musing
kinda amusing
win/lose
either/or
complex bipartisan questions.

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Not Speaking of Not Sex

Said flowing River
to glowing Mountain

What warms deepest
Thou cannot see
from sacred heights
of eternity

Robustly responds
growing Mountain
to deeply embedded River

What spills widest
shared compassion
Thou must deeply feel
to reconsider Integrity’s warm
boundlessly reflective faces

Said Father Sun’s light
radiantly bright
when not in Mother Earth’s
dualdark shadow

Empowering shivered
quivered sacred passions.

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Integrity’s Sublime Communion

Integral Therapeutic Practice (ITP),
brought to us by Ken Wilbur,
and systems theoretical colleagues,
responds, with win/win communication skills,
to chronic RightWing/leftBrain
nihilistic
predative
win/lose trauma,
personal
and also global

Anthro-supremacist
monotheistic
monocultural
monopolistic
monstrously unchanging violence
rooted in Patriarchal political
and Capitalist economic
oppression
of universal-unitarian
peace restorative
ecofeminist worldviews

Emerging liberal loving
and green conservational
ego/eco
inside/outside
concave/convex
bilaterally systemic

Co-passionate health and safety
grows Earth-Tribally
panentheistic
organic
sacred communionation,
eco-political creolization

Synergetic Health Practice
is root chakra sacred
EarthMother positive attachment centered
in mind/body integral
inside ego-spirit
outside eco-nature
co-passioning indigenous wisdom

Featuring Holonic Open EarthSystem
polyculturally deepening
and co-empathic widening
worldview wealth

Restoring humane mental health care
giving Yang strength
while receiving Yintegral Therapeutic Practice

Practice inhaling
then exhaling

ReConnecting in/ex-haling
win/win revolutions
nurturing Golden HealthCare Rules,
doing inside
what you would also appreciate
from outside

ReLigioning synergetic
multicultural mind/body silent songs
and cosmic moon-raising dances
of bicameral hearts
with bi-hemispheric minds
co-passioning

Sacred EarthHealing Practice
cooperative practice
co-investment practice

Ecological wealth development
practiced again
revolving again
spiraling deep soul universal
wide-natured unitarian
panentheistic integrity again

Organic resilience again

Regenerative health care
practicing win/win
reiterative communications
revolving holy EarthTribe communion
again…

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Singing Out Of Key

I feel like I’m trying to sing
slow win/win
in universal C-major
key of resonance
while you are trying to resiliently dance
fast and furious win/lose
in disuniting F-sharp keys
of in-between dissonance

And
almost G-whiz,
I don’t know
what to do
and not do
to fix you

For not yet trusting
my C-major intent
is also our win/win center
of cooperative mainstream
leftbrain dominant
co-invested resilient narratives
for restoring co-passionate
peaceful
ecological light
and power relationships

Polynomial harmonies
polycultural symphonies
polyphonic rhapsodies
F-sharp tragedies
embracing C-major comedies

Family
and Earth-friendly cobinaries,
DNA spirals
of fractal cooperative
win/win co-investment
in mind-healthy and body-safe
dialectical circles
of growing healthy emergence

Integral regenerative practice
practice
practice full-octave
co-passionate keys
of truth-beauty
bicameral health-wealth culture

Best sung and danced
polyculturally
communally
ego/eco
inside/outside-friendly

Singing universal C-major,
dancing together
spiraling sway
way past B-sharp
about positive dissonance
merging into transforming
cooperative
co-invested
full-circle resonance.

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Sacred Healing

Can you make any sense of
systemic racism?

No more common sense than
too much patriarchalism–
all leftbrain dominant things
oppressing sacred Earth’s
polycultural win/win systems
promoting resiliently wealthy
resonant synergetic health.

Fruitful wombs,
like apple cores,
may be an EarthTribal positive prejudice
not associating Yang energy
with evil patriarchy
and ugly machismo,
sad
and bad
and mad feelings
never regeneratively glad.

And then
I have this further prejudice
against restorative justice question,
perhaps rooted in deep EarthTribal fear
and anger about realistic prospects
of MotherEarth’s revenge
to punish our inhumane ecocide
to fuel a foul-based anthro-privilege?

Traditionally supported
by orthodox StraightWhiteMale dominant doxologies
advocating monotheistically-endorsed
sacred scriptures supporting anthro-supremacy

Invoking Jehovah’s self-righteous tools
for sharpening weapons
enforcing win/lose culturally expressed
retributive justice against idolatrous aliens,
more obsessed with punishing
unstraight sojourners
unwhite slaves
unpatriarchal seducers

Of compassion’s
defiant
dynamic
Whole Open NonZero Systemic
holonic-iconic
win/win ecofeminists

Who are all about
cooperatively empowering Earth’s
panentheistically sacred win/win Tribes
as we restore cultural peace
and health
and polycultural safety

Led by history’s front-line trauma victims
of StraightWhite Patriarchal Capitalists
free to ignore
and/or punish
growing neurodiverse disabilities,
to invest in genocide
from an unsafe corporately veiled distance,
to exterminate pesky pests
blaming mink coats
and top hats
for ecocide

LeftBrain dominant terror narratives
leaving huge non-hugged mindbody wounds
begging for EarthMother’s foregiveness

Which will include
restoring a role for Her masculine
radiant Yang synergy
with all EarthTribal positive Trust
and co-invested Health
and co-empathic Beauty

Empowering Earth-resilient matrimony,
balancing Sun’s Other unwise
unfettered
searing solo patrimony,
from where and for when
here and now
outside and inside
space and time
body and mind
once balancing integrity promised
provoke brilliant
resilient Sacred Healing.

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