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Black Is Not His Property

I wake up with a great startle.

My CoOperative EarthVillage Dream
was merely winter’s hibernation.

I dreamed we share richly valued properties
from health-wealthy African Elders;
but awake, once again,
only to painfully remember
I am now again
expected to pretend
I am merely His disvalued property.

I have become enslaved
by His addictions to LeftBrain male supremacy,
entitlement to compete,
not for Win or Lose survival,
but, now, more ultimately and climatically,
for His self-aggrandizing approval
of Western White malicious thrival.

Caste privilege to commodify others,
to colonize us domesticated Loser Also Rans,
by raising barbed wire electric fences,
fueled with depleting oil and coal
and formerly healthy soil and souls
and air and water,
now recombining toward His Perfect Narcissistic Storm

His degenerate
hate-producing Lose/Lose
dual dark Plantation,
environmental and democratic health
eradication.

Not everyone needs cotton,
His MAGA forces recognize,
but every mindbody can consume and reproduce hate.

Hate sells and weaponizes native potential
anxious feeling Elder RightBrain’s
wealth of love
anticipating healthy life properties,
cooperatively owned and held and shared and transacted
WinLeft-WinRight bicameral MindBodies.

I painfully wake up this way,
mere property of Him,
when I can still remember
Gaia’s dusk drenched
dream of trust

Sharing cooperative cultured integrity,
properties of darkly remembered Elders,
nurturing brown-skinned Earth Mammas
singing rich contralto Exodus and ReGenesis
WinLove/WinLife full-harmonic
GoodNews anthems.

We shall overcome,
with love of these same shared Elder properties,
what He would capture and enslave
as hate like Him,
as ManHood mandated hypocrisy,
abortive absence of creative integrity

Sacred dawn of dreams
conserving Earth’s perennial climate of gratitude
for Elder animistic health-wealth properties,
refused by His abortion of active hope

His confused irreligious caste Winners
never lose monotheistic strategies
furthering powers to own me

Through His self-addicted
self-condemning
self-excommunicating
self-impeaching
LeftBrain toxic AnthroMale Supremacy
defying a new cooperative dawn
of SageMind/MuseBody indigenous integrity

LeftDeductive/RightInductive
liberated body pleasure
to conserve mind passion
for progressive climates
of deeply democratic therapy

Addressing His demented manly needs
to reduce and disappear sacred lives
reduced to produce His adoring minions,
by my reweaving morning’s freedom
to free Him and me to love
how we both cooperatively share
our AfricanElder’s EarthMother health
through wealthy fertile properties.

God bless his StraightWhite Master shrinking heart.
He’s doing his LeftBrain Monotheistic best
to keep all His selfish ego-conserving slaves apart
for fear we could remember
history’s compassionate off and on-line
cobinary Crown/Root shock-free
Tree of sacred/organic
love/life
enlightened/empowering potential

To sing our love songs
and dance EarthGaia’s rhythmic praise
of circling pleasures
so African motherland peaceful

Richly fertile win/win roots
engaging MotherTree’s crown/root
ego/ecosystemic chakras
co-redeeming grace.

No one shrinking heart
of fear-mangled right-brained Suppression
could build sufficient firewalls feeding confusion
and propaganda nightmares
fast enough to contain love’s viral tsunami
of peaceful EarthTribe’s prehistoric dawns

CoPassionate,
healthy Left/Right balancing
Crown/Root regenerating
Wealth/Health cobinary
democratic resolutions.

This Paradise Plantation,
unlike His other privately-held corporations,
is cooperatively owned and administered
by all Earth’s Tribes,
former animistic slaves
of anthropocentric AlphaMale colonialism

My time and space to stretch up and out
rehearsing OrganicHealth/SacredWealth grappling dawn
of Let My EarthPeople Go
through WinBody/WinMind-passionate responsibility,
EarthClimate mothering
mutual-help creolizing
cooperative Muse circles

As sung through dark-skinned
thick black-haired protective centuries
by Gaian and Hawaiian
dawn and dusk dancing
EarthLovers

Waking up with a great startle.

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Standing on the Side of Mental Health

My cerebral palsied Fetal-Alcohol daughter
asked her teacher if she could be her Substitute
while said teacher will be absent next week.

I was asked for my opinion
on the wisdom of accepting this offer:

While volunteering with grand Cinderella intentions,
she will Deep Drunken State rule
with Ugly StepMother tyranny.

She emulates President Trump’s monotheistic style
of King Midas vs Disobedient Rabble.

With her, we call it Oppositional Defiant Disorder.
With him, we call it Chief Executive DisOrder.
Same mental-emotional-behavioral healthcare indifference.

I can look at the two of them Right side up
and see Health and Safety Disorder
may be why “patriotic” things
are as they capitalistically are

Monotheistically monopolizing
monetized
anti-religious Value v DisValue.

So that Oppositional Defiant Disorder
has become the singular unsung purpose
of the Department of [Not]Justice
and the Department of Homeland [In]Security
and the Department of [Mis and Dis]Education
and the Department of Health and Human [Dis]Services
and the Department of [Violent]Defense
has reformed
to become, once again, the Department of [Anti-Peace]War

Valuing [not]human and [not]civil and [not]religious Rights

[vs polytheistic Wrongs]

Disvaluing humane
and civil
and inter-religious Leftovers

Which,
when coldly unappealing,
often get thrown against the nearest wall

Left,
although not right,
for Cinderella to clean up

Which is her thankless
health and safety
civil service job.

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Lincoln’s Legacy: A Call for Peace and Unity

You look in your monotheistic mirror
and see a Lincoln Republican.

You read,
“You can fool some of the people some of the time,”
but not all the bicamerally intelligent folks
all of their deep sacred ecology listening time.

But, you stupidly stop at the half time comma
which feels like giving permission
to step toward twittering predation rule
by fake propaganda news

Condemning to distract,
denying to belittle,
defying to offend
in your SaveFace Book of Conflict MisManagement
while issuing officious Autocratic Disorders
not fooling anyone for any anti-health
and “lock it up”
Constitutional time
now
or in your pugilist legacy’s future.

You hope you are like Lincoln,
but Honest Abe tried his Win/Win best to avoid Civil War;
which means he did not do his Win vs Lose supremacist best
to start an UnCivil Devolution
of Mutual Win v Lose Constitutional Destruction,
competing against all NonUSA
NonWhite
NonMonotheistic
NonAlphaDog peace-makers.

Lincoln thought it civilly irrational,
although perhaps capitalistically predictable,
to exploit and sex-market
starve and hang slaves.

Lincoln’s troubled integrity no way gives you permission
to ignore your own politically toxic intentions
to actively harm those who share your Elder Matriarchal
regeneratively nurturing
Organic Tree of seed-born Life.

You, The Naked Quacking SelfPublicist,
are no Honest Abraham Lincoln Republican.

You do not even pretend to speak softly and listen
while carrying a big stick.
You speak as loudly, derisively, and often as possible
so there is no time for your LeftBrain Dominant Ego
to listen to your own RightBrain laughing
at your own pointless absurdity.

You are a nakedly AntiLincoln Devolutionary,
which means your SuperDaddy BadBoy CombOver Act
is alarmingly adolescent, unhealthy, and unsafe.

Your homophobic White Oval Officious viciousness
terrifies like a rabidly traumatized Elephant
in an on-line Monkey House of mirrors
reflecting only paper money hoarding
further devaluing inflated
Real-Deep Estate
capital business-making monoculturalism

Which is NOT peace-making polyculturalism.

While the Constitution re-imagined democratic WinUpper/WinLower
Ego/EcoCentric Caste Mirrors
within WinAnthro/WinEarth thriving
deep and wide evolution
healthier than Win vs Lose barely surviving
high and narrow devolution

Reality’s ReGeneration/DeGeneration Show,
in which all Earth’s Polyculturing Empires
wear only democratically regenerative
peace-making clothes.

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Santa’s Unseemly Red Parade

Santa arrived on our street yesterday
spewing considerable exhaust
while riding atop a parade of firetrucks and vans,
floodlit like a nativity display at night,
full sirens and blaring Christmas carols
competing for my Fetal Alcohol daughter’s rapt attention.

Santa rolls at stately parade pace,
while ever more impatiently
my troubled daughter jumps and eagerly awaits to pounce.

For me,
much too soon,
Santa spots her leaning out our screen door,
disembarks with great royal dignitary pace
to walk the long quest for prey
on our front porch.

As I feared,
after an unconvincing HoHoHo?
Without waiting for introductions,
Santa goes straight to his task at hand:
What do you want for Christmas, little girl?

I don’t know
Haven’t thought about it.
I’m sure it’s not a stinky and loud Santa parade.
Anyway, I’m still working on what I’m giving for Christmas.

That’s awesome.
I don’t hear a lot of that.

It’s not awesome!
It’s complicated!
My dad said I should only give gifts that by giving them
I will also receive gifts.

I’m not sure I have any gifts like that.
Last year you asked for an American Girl doll.

Yes, but this year I’m working on giving American Princess me,
instead of settling for your plastic dolls.

Won’t you need costuming and make-up
to become the All American princess?

You would think so,
but my dad says they don’t meet his gift-it-forward rule
to recycle and receive back.

So what do you think you’re going to get,
or give,
or both, I guess?
although Santa’s feeling red
about green co-redemptive gifts,
and I do still have far to go.

And you left your diesel-fueled truck idling.
I’m leaning toward kindness,
’cause princesses are always kind,
but my dad is asking for greater wisdom,
which is something he actually does need.
And I know you don’t have any to offer
or you wouldn’t begin and end Christmas
by asking people what they want,
instead of asking us what we have to give
that might make life feel a little less snarky
come New Year’s Day,
while your truck continues to stink up the neighborhood.

Santa returned to his royal red firetruck
somewhat faster than he had arrived
on my wise American princess daughter’s
green front porch.

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Talking Mirrors

I’m a fairly active charter member
of Connecticut’s Medical Marijuana Program,
qualifying because I’m also one of the oldest HIV+ survivors in the U.S.

In fact,
not a single cell within my entire organism
would have been brought to you today
without the miracles of chemistry.

So blame Big Pharma,
you would not be the first
but perhaps could become the last.
You never know

We might recreate a cooperative bottom-line
engaging an international profiting me corporation
prepared to listen to prophetic angry people
as if we might become wealthier prescribers
for healthier climates
and cultures,
rather than mere consumers of contentious therapies.

Anyway, I’ve been sick off and on,
mostly on,
since the beginning of November
so I’ve also been pretty much stoned.

Unfortunately, or fortunately, I’m not sure
Probably both.
I’m also may be the oldest HIV+ Taoist survivor
and Taoists annoyingly need to pretend both sides of the mirror
might have worthwhile reflective potential.

WuWei quasi-fortunately,
rather than being too sick to get stoned,
I’m too stoned to imagine I’m sick.

Despite being retired,
and increasingly tired,
I don’t have time to be sick anyway,
in large part because my youngest of four kids
is a girl with wicked Oppositional Defiant disorders;
a label she defies

Not because she’s opposed to orderly labels,
but because she thinks she is perfectly ordered
when the rest of us losers get with her program.

She likes President Trump’s redness
and orangeness
and the whole MAGA culture
because he looks and sounds familiar enough to eat

Like red meat
grabby economic sinners
and prehensile political leaders
make the greatest bottom feeders.

For my young teenage daughter,
defiance is not a disorder,
it is a counter-cultural religion
(practiced at Make America White Again rallies
by evangelical nationalists)
into which she was baptized
by Fetal Alcohol full immersion
at a first trimester young embryonic age.

From her I have learned
there fortunately is no wimpy God,
but we do have one hell of a fire-breathing feminist Goddess
when we refuse to help her clean her nightmare
she calls her imperial White House,
but I call what’s left of her bedroom.

I tried to point out the inconsistency
of supporting a President
who refuses to help us clean our planet,
or even avoid mutually terrorizing civility destruction,
but this, apparently, is like the voice of a wimpy God
who does not,
and should not,
keep on defying the Fire Goddess
right might hand
of your life doesn’t matter
much.

This morning I was helping her get ready for school,
combing out her spiky hair.
She’s part dark porcupine.
We were standing in front of a large wood-framed, beveled mirror
that looks, perhaps only because I’m stoned,
like something out of Snow White,
associated with her StepMom,
the witchy queen with
Make Me Great Again
oppositional defiant disorder.

My daughter appreciates Snow White,
probably because she bossed around the seven dwarfs
in their own domestically peaceful home,
(a politically incorrect position
we might best not even think of trying to get away with)
and forced them to listen to her own crappy music preferences
at a full amphitheater range of ear-splitting volume.

Be that as it too loudly may,
I asked her if she ever talks to her mirror,
asking, Who is the fairest of them all?

Yes.

And, does the mirror talk back?

Yes. It says,
You need to fix them!

That’s strange.
My mirror has been saying the same thing
ever since the last
oppositionally defiant election.

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Dear TrumPublican Christmas Klan

When you’re on top already,
proclaiming King of the US Mountain

When you hope
and have faith
and love that you are among God’s caste-up elite
in stark contrast to those sinners you would remain forever separated from,
then your separatist position
is also a defense-against-change position
to maintain
or increase
your upper-caste supremacy.

Only if you were a klan of black feminist lesbians
and transgender benders,
and dark-skinned magnificently chiseled queers,
who don’t want anything to do with you either,
can you offer an authentic mission statement favoring increased separation
without also taking a position
of wanting to sustain
and potentially strengthen
lower-caste absence of supremacist over-lording intent.

Assuming you are still evangelical protesting white males
under those closeted Chosen People MAGA masks,
I believe you are mistaken in believing you only advocate
continuing current “natural” and “spiritual” separation
between light-caste v dark-caste races
while falsely claiming
you are not also committed to preserving your upper-caste
“divinely appointed” economic and political privileges

And, conservatively speaking
from your monotheistic StraightWhiteGod worldview,
reversing past traumatic changes
against what any polytheist
pantheist
indigenously wise panentheist
and/or animist
exercising constitutional religious rights
to freedom’s compassionate speech

Recognizing and celebrating
man- and woman-fest PolyCultural Creator destiny
inevitably progressing
toward multicultural integrity,
sacred mind-full democratic compassion,
and organically embodied
non-violent communication pleasures

Not MAGA accessible
without decreasing your upper-caste hubris
with the help of TrumPublican niceties
like making disenfranchised political
and disempowering economic apartheid
great again.

Sorry to be the bearer of bad news,
Chosen People privilege is antithetically against
Jesus’s Prince of Peace
intentionally born in a lower-caste manger
Good News.

On the other hand,
perhaps if you could recruit more broadly,
diversify your Make America MonoTheistic Again
Klandestine assets
to include black feminist lesbians,
and invite what you need to learn from transgender benders,
and welcome divinely-endowed queers
to receive more economic and political grace
than our historically traumatic unfair share
of this healthy democracy’s goods

Then polycultural wealth could help your public image
in the racist-homophobic-misogynistic supremacist
trauma-informed
not-very-Christian BadNews Great Again
MAGA cognitive dissonance
unenlightened
dissociative pathology department

Anticipating a world class Joyful PeaceMaking Christmas.

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MAGA Power

When was the last time you heard
or saw
or felt MAGA group-think
capable of globally deep transformative systems
thinking
and feeling
and touching
and seeing
and hearing
and smelling
and tasting
health grows safe wealth?

Actively searching for benign
multicultural indigenous wisdom

Even if such an inclusive EarthTribal worldview
might replace our monopoly of monocultural
monotheism
fueling
feeding
breeding
our rabidly polarizing
and degenerating Anthropocene

Despite our pre-millennial pentacostal
panentheistic Hole Open Spirit
renaturing polyculturally polyphonic
peace Lilies of Earth’s Valley

Singing and dancing,
briding and grooming
polypathic win/win intent
of green work parties
democratically equitable
and energetically rebalancing
cooperative inter-religious
multicultural values

Left/Right
Liberating/Conservational
bicamerally bipartisan balanced
depolarizing
for a more sacredly regenerative
Anthropocene

Than any MAGA group-unconscious
unwoke
anti-democratic mob of LeftBrain dominant
StraightWhiteMale privileged
Patriarchal-Capitalist autocrats
and kleptocrats
I have seen
and heard
and felt

Still capable of bipartisan political intent
to achieve globally deep transformative systems
through healthiest-wealth economic
win/win co-invested thinking
and feeling
and touching

And not stealing
from future health wealthing regenerations
of and for
a more benign
Green Anthropocene.

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Make America:

Does
Make America Great Again

Also mean
Make America Straight Again?

How about
Make America White Again?

Maybe
Make America
AntiFeminist Again?

Another possibility,
Make America
Christian Evangelical Supremacist
Again?

And,
more elaborately,
Make America
Business As Usual
Patriarchal/Capitalist
Autonomously Empowered
and Exclusively Enlightened
Again?

GREATness
is soooooooo much more
morally ambiguous
than public HEALTH
and global climate SAFEty.

I would feel so relieved
if my RedRight friends
and family
would patriotically fly
and pleasantly post
Make America Healthy Again
banners,
hats,
bumper stickers,
condoms,
masks,

And MAHA foreign
and domestic
green policy statements.

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Losses and Gains

I asked the Christian evangelical
proudly wearing his Make America Great Again
red golfing cap:

What day to day spiritual experience
of grace
health
humane relationships
rich in joy
well-being
regenerativity
integrity
would you lose
if God the Father of omnipotent Love

Turns out to also be
Earth,
the Mother of Holy
Holonic
Holistic GreenPeace Spirit?

As Eden on restored Earth
predicted
and iconic redemption
experienced
by Jesus of Nazareth’s fertile
multicultural Kingdom already at hand
during and after baptism
by immersion
in a sluggish,
yet still flowing,
still nurturing,
still communing Jordan River
of active hope
in faith,
for omnipotent energetic love.

I’m still waiting for his answer
about what he would thereby lose.

Although I suspect it might have something to do with loss
of egocentric confidence
in StraightWhiteMale
LeftBrain-dominant
privileged miseducation
segregation
individualized competitions
for earning salvation

From fear of ego’s mortal eternal suffering,
where fear of lonely timeless Hell
of painful neuropsychological isolation
outdistances communion
for eternal multicultural inclusion,
regenerative social and cultural health potential
already at hand,

Cooperative,
democratic
eco-political
restoring justice to green peace climates
of nonviolence
for WholeEarth global interfaith cultures,

Including secular/sacred
dialogical
dipolar
depolarizing integrity.

When I asked him
what he might gain
from Earth EcoFeminist Gaian principles
of synergetic health compassion,
he was equally silent

But, I saw a glimmer
turn to gleam
restoring internal sense of saint and sinner solidarity
with eternal longings to return
to ecosystemic opulence

To eco-politically reweave,
to globally restore,
to resume,
to make Earth’s healthiest nutritional wealth
great nonviolent communication
and ecology
and theology
again.

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Making America Grungy Again

Cynicism
grows from anthropocentric roots

As Narcissism
grows from cynical Lose/Lose
trampling our Win/Win EarthTribe opportunities
in over-marching
uneconomically smart
unecologically naive
stomping bully boots.

What the USSR Military-Terrorist Party
learned the hard way,
their Russian mafia metamorphosis
has learned a simpler
continuing kleptocratic way:

When plundering and raping your own people
and Earth’s international climate of active nutritional hope,
it is easier
and less transparent
to not have the unfortunate responsibilities
of actual
factual RealTalk
and RealWalk governing service provision

Like developing robust health and climate care systems
and building safe railroads and bike paths
and viable water and sewer systems
and healthy soil
and potable water supplies
and breathable air
and not quite so yang-fired up
win/lose competitive capital hoarding
amongst just us anthro-centric plutocrats.

Would that Apprentice Donald
had stayed private mafia likewise
rather than making America grungy again.

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