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Healthy Change ReFormations

I suppose a healthy Taoist
is a wealthy Change artist,
designer
researcher,
mediator,
facilitator,
mentor,
resilient liver
more than a despondent dier.

Taoism,
like Zeroism,
and Universal Unitarianism,
is a multicultural path
toward restoring,
and resiliently retaining,
MotherEarth’s natural
AND spiritual
empowerment

Still left-hemisphere deductively dominating verbal voices
in warm conversation with
EarthTribe’s blue/green sacred feelings
organically ecofeminist
holistically synergetic,
interdependently integral
economic and political
Yang/Yintegrity co-invested,

Which,
in a gay white alliance
with BlackFamily Lives Matter husbands,
requires cooperative talent for noticing,
and correcting unenlightened privilege,
with a warm soft-felt sense of humor,
“You don’t act right half the time.”

Inviting empowering response,
“But, look what a great transformational job you’ve done
with my more enlightened half.”

Better co-invested in polyculturally correct
GoldenRule outcomes,
win-win sealed and certified
economically sacred long-term resilience
ecologically secular short- through long-term
co-invested,
infested with delight
in sharing joyful journeys

In green secular empowerment
standing steely mountainous strong–
left-hemisphere patriarchal–
and yet also blue sacred enlightenment

Tender mercies of graced Beauty
qualitatively emerging
evolving
resolving
involving democratically expanding health
wealth nonzeroistic merging

Whole QueenGaia Spirits
of sacred TurquoiseMundi
standing bicamerally tall

Left-hemisphere prominence
flowing bilaterally in
and out Right-bihemispheric dipolar
co-arising integrity of here
now bilateral Truth
Beauty con-science

Integral re-connection
restoring ego-health
within ecosystemic safe
felt binomial balance

InBetween Holy Trinities
of EarthClimate empowering Justice
equally invested in EarthClimate enlightened caregiving Health
synonymous with Living EarthTribe Systems
optimizing health/safety perennial
resilience

Long-term EarthPeace compassion
co-present ego inside LeftVoiced
actively mediating sufficient
fair ecosystemic outside RightHealth Choice

Equitably democratic
healthy economic
and political GoldenRules
of win/win outcome ratios
outgoing choices
of incoming voices

Quite a bit less patriarchally conflicted
about short personal lifetime
v long-term EarthClimate
multigenerational
multicultural healthcare commitments

In solidarity with EgoCentered
Resilient Family
Resonant Community
Holy Communions,
steeped in multicultural blue/green
integrity

Empowering organic gardens,
enlightening ecofeminist farmers
cooperative
holistic
nonhistoric–
merely everyday win/win
DNA rethinkers

Sufficiently endowed
with indigenously preverbal
naturally enspirited Wisdom
for health
tribal wealth
governance

Democratically empowering healthy Taoists
enlightening wealthy Change artists,
designers
researchers
mediators
facilitators
mentors more than degenerative
nonviolent noncommunicators

On our best days
also
resiliently dynamic livers
seeking win/win multicultural change
in wealthy resonant climates breathing out
and healthy in.

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Momentous ReTrainStitions

Icons are funny things,
she thought.

Heaven feels like a warm light circle
when we are thriving
and more like a cold dark triangle
of weaponed tipping points
against me
and mine
competitively not communicating
when we are barely surviving
above the mortally terrifying bottom
of God’s most worthless non-elite.

Ancient right-brained heaven
a circle of prominent light
shining down on a mountainous YangEarth
of triangulating Power
to discern Win/Win co-empathic outcomes
for co-redemptive sacred relationships
of YangHeaven/YintegralEarth.

Newer left-hemispheric Earth
a reasoned tipping point hierarchical AnthroEarth
win/lose zero-sum whole Earth-systemic view

In-between Win/Win supreme choices
at God’s most enlightened transcendent Top,
and Lose/Lose survivalist voices
bedeviling our least empowered
despondent AnthroWeaponed
violently nonverbally uncommunicative
bottom of hopelessly non-democratically enlightened
existential despair.

Here, sun’s circular warm light
co-empathic embracing right
is ironically entrapped
by win/lose survivalist capitalistic
elitist
patriarchal
heterosexist monoculturing might
of hierarchical pyramids
to past unchanging royalist traditions
of might makes God right
more than win/win liberally loving
left win/lose verbal cognitively weaponed
mind heart-disembodied egocentric
anthro-privileged comparisons
to improve strategic competitions

Where Heaven
shining down on gratefully receiving Earth,
researches win/win natural/spiritual
co-impassioned
WholeSystemic
EarthTribe
seasoned cycles
surrounding left embodied hierarchy
for surviving unhealthy ego v eco
left competition triangles v right cooperative circles
minds v hearts
yang strength v yintegral flow
heavenly light overpowering Earth organic powers
of reflectively experienced
sensory life
revolving in seasonal light/power circles.

Heart paths are circular
spirals
while mindbody triangulated
win/win
v win/lose
v lose/lose bottom nihilistic predators
longing to resume rightful thriving sensory space
atop this iconic triangle

Elite Yang
v integral Yin
vulnerably transparent weakness
unweaponed
for linear time’s relentless devolution.

Now,
with verbal language
and geometric icons meeting
greeting re-emergent
re-volving
re-transitioning
re-connecting
re-ligioning conscientious re-memory
of God’s divine eye
looking down
judgmentally?
benignly?
compassionately?
on warm-lit
pyramids humanely made
on mountains divinely designed
left-brain verbal communication dominance
so appropriately tooled
for winAnthro overtop
of threatening EarthClimate survival issues,

Now returning to equilibrium,
interdependent waves
of interdependently EarthPatriotic grain
growing in well-seasoned healthy cycles
of fractal Annuals
growing under full-octaves
of ultra-nonviolet light
encircling win/win bright
health/wealth thriving circles
encompassing left-brain enlightening tipping points
north greets south,
east meets west

As enlightening SunLight
empowers all EarthTribes
here deeply and widely learning
listening for compassionate communications,
bicamerally co-mediating EarthMatriarchal
with SunPatriarchal co-empowering intent.

Great Green ReTrainSituation
emergent now needing
to switch from Yang strong autonomy of voice
to balance in win/win communication
with Yintegral strong light
flow of Yang empowering
resilient Circle/Triangle
Triangle/Circle co-reflective strength

LeftBrain cooperative win/win
ego/eco-balancing
politically co-invested choice-making

Prefers EarthCentric outside pleasure celebrations,
natural/spiritual indigenous story-retelling,
singing and dancing,
discussions
discernments
replacing monoculturing left brain dominance
of win/lose bottomless triangulating debate
strangulating self-infested compulsive competitions

Of overly secularized
disconnected egos
straight white privileged advancement
through military-industrialized
violently weaponed BusinessAsUsual
racist
patriarchal
deductively
reductively dualdark lose/lose
dissonant win/lose
cognitive hierarchical world views
overpowering inductive encircling views
of sensory seasonal recycling

Reiteratively rationalistic
impatient
compulsive bipolarizing disempowerment,
lack of health wealthy systemic light,
chronic stress
inducing further lack of peaceful sleep,
critically reduced right brain dream
warm circling yellow/green light
ego/eco-therapeutic
copassionate communions

Ironic recycling
great retransitioning
Earth/Heaven
Circle/Triangle revolutions
are funny/tragic bicameral relationships
s/he co-arisingly win/win felt,
then thought.

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UnVoiced Choice

Ego’s mind
happily follows along behind
heart connections to iconic metaphors
felt to belong in metaphonic co-passions

Kinda like heart-path complex feelings
rhythmic
and spatially silent rests

Between seasonal meta-4s of empowering light
meets Truth with Beauty
greets
compassionate conscientific minded
artistry hearted
economics of ecofeminist grace

Filled belonging
binomial hearted
nonverbally integral
experiential relationship memories

Light felt positively inviting
engaging theologically sacred
outside experience
communications

Verbal messages
with thoughtful co-redemptive
ecological images mind/heart integral
nonverbally happy
warm co-empathic relationships

Dreamy heart imaginations
healing
re-membering integrity’s potential heart/mind
interdependent freedoms

Through win/win co-invested re-connecting
re-ligioning
creolizing
transubstantiating
Great BiCameral ReTransitions
Green from red patriarchal ego identities

Persisting through their-mind/our-heart
home-light Green
regeneratively matriarchal
eco-systemic
positive

Win/win strategically mind/heart co-mediated
sacred holonic EarthTribe
habitat

Hearts for lit-up cooperative economics
with mind-empowering politics

Interior nonverbal nutrition
speaking exterior
out-there communication

Bicamerally polypathic
psychological feelings
for polyphonic bilateral neurological systems
more win/win minded
and less lose/lose hearted
nurture mind/hearted nature
ecological

Spiritual wealth-progressive theology
of Earth’s health-systemic nature

Win/Win positive heart-flow
hidden within
mind’s win/lose nontherapeutic
left hemisphere punishing force
for monocultural autonomy

Upstream past competitive energy
silently waiting for downstream cooperative
integrity

Of dignity’s strong-hearted voice
causing interdependent life
choice

CoArising mental authority
with warm heart effective
co-responsibility

Heart sensory mind/body love
reflected in world-view healthy mental/physical life

Images of YangStar
constellations re-membering
re-ligioning
re-connecting yintegral
DreamMemes

Mind ego-belonging
to heart’s eco-longing
for yet more intimate
belonging

Healing inside
while mind metaphorically co-invests
in impassioned outside nature

Old original heart
before left-mind privileged
young

Yet phylogenically mirrored fractal structure
four seasonal
bilateral light/dark power
dynamic DNA spirals

Yintegrity’s communal potential
YangMind compassion for
Earth’s NonViolent Living Future

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Funner to be Kind

Sublime unitarian longings
stewed in outdoor green/blue sunshine
produces universal solitude belonging

Within this green/blue
multiculturally resilient solidarity
I likely feel compassionate warm win/win
communication in/on Earth’s most gracefilled
vocationally sacred shared
interfaithed intent

To find every day
with green
ecofeminist allies,
mother tree nutritional systems designers
and other sacred indigenous grandmothers

Wisdom camouflaged in nonempires of translucent peace
warriors of subconscious anonymity
two-sided waiting for sufficient deep
and wide,
power
and light sounds

Of ultra nonviolet circles
spectrals pristinely nonviolent
unclapping
unwhistling
uncalling
unspeaking
unseeing
unhearing
untasting
unhistoric

Resiliently compassionate unattachment
yet re-membering ego

Individualistic Yang autonomous
competitive
without sufficient Win/Win Yintegrity

Longing for immortal resilience
yet competitively extracting capital
for furthering patriarchally red
monoculturing led
ecofeminist hunts,
predative multigenerational identity strings
of sounded white male straight things
reactively unregenerative

Punishing
revengeful empty of heart
competitive mind Win/Lose monotheistic Path
Devolutionary Lose/Lose devoted
to long-term Death Culture
as a necessary unnatural evil
for short-term capitalized spiritual gains

Desecrating Green/Blue EarthHealth
dividing secular new/from sacred old
deals co-invested in gospel recommitment
redemption

Post-millennial
post-pandemic
post-climate trauma
ego-salvation

Engaged InterFaith EarthVocations
for ecosystemic power and light
cooperative democratic,
not quite so relentlessly RightWing
LeftBrain overpoweringly autocratic,

Indigenous green wisdom
about interfaith power and lights
steer multigenerationally generously wide
of further Business Ain’t Pretty
unnecessary win/lose compromises
between business bottom green ecological lines
and religious upper
outer blue/green recycling
revolving horizons
theological

Sublime unitarian longings
natural power and spiritual light stewed
in sufficient gratitude
for outdoor green/blue solitude
reproducing universal co-invested peace
through everyday grace,
CoPassionate BeLonging.

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Surviving Winter Pandemics

Winter survivors
open downstream
thawing toward cooperative green thrivers

Spring green economic
and democratic empowering,
multiculturing fertile resilience

On through summer climax
and then autumnal equinox 0-range
Transitions back to winter’s more vaccinated closing

Closeted fear of losing
survivalist right brain terrified
by white privileged winter
punishing winds

Of depressing changes
against all EarthTribal joy
unseeded
unbreeding
dispassionate left brain red
rabid intolerance
of repressed right brain green
ecofeminists

Holding cooperative worldviews
blue/green compassionate EarthCentric
nutritional re-investments
in timeless spring EarthDays

Liturgical warm Yang easy
stretching downstream thaws

Also draws
yintegrity’s timeless flowing feelings
more sacred poly-entheistic
downriver dipolar co-arising
toward EarthDay open
light empowering Seasons

Less secular monopolitical econo-mystic
values counter productively red
hotly profligate
in straight white patriarchal privileged
mutually assured destructive USA red
and unEarthly unsacred blue white
deep left brain freezes static
intended for surviving win/lose
ancient winterish wounds

Of historic
monocultiural
left brain dominant
lack of spring outside sacred
regenerative eco-health care

Planting and thereby receiving
green wealth developing
health survival systems
flowing downstream
time for win/win cooperative
warm green resonant
thrival.

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Inside Outside Therapeutic Teachers

A shaman has two vocations,
inter-related,
wise teacher
and robust healer

With emphasis on noticing healthy natural systems
shared values
wealthy spiritual development of seasons
with timely regenerative change
without untimely degenerative treasons
to reason

Healers of motherland
and Her EarthTribe.

My favorite teachers
seem to remember win/win co-relationships
between right hemisphere healing feelings
and left hemisphere teaching wealthy win/win thoughts
needs
developmental goals

Whether coincidental
or not,
these wise therapeutic educators
can also speak at length
about how much we have delightedly learned
from our children
and elders,
as sandwiched parents
and teachers
with win/win pedagogical fluidity,
ego/ecosystemic healing intent
toward holy
whole
holonic EarthTribe reverence

So children and adolescents
grow into more cooperative
mature
integral
ecological-theological-ego systems-logical
young adults
when we are not confined
to the role of passive
dispassionate audience

The best unsilenced
unshuttered witnessing
and listening
are co-witnessing young sha-persons
at peer co-listening play,
win/win dialogue,
sometimes intricate discernment
more multiculturally
multigenerationally acute
democratic
transformative
than destitute
peons struggling to breathe interdependently free
despite autocratically punishing
autonomously authoritative judges
and competitive win/lose zero-sum legislators
and bipolarizing administrators

Executives rather than democratically healing sha-persons
co-teachers co-listening
and eco/theological seeding parents
recreating transregenerational
eco-healthy
ego-wealthy
bilateral shaman systems
of self/other wisdom.

I wonder if you,
a green shaman co-operator,
are more of an economic sacred upstream saver
or more of a Seize This Fully Invested EarthDay!”
yet dipolar co-arising
teaching/healing savior.

Divinely inspiring
organic ecofeminist gardeners
and farmers
deeply till life’s healing cyclic journey
systematic
nutritionally taught
financially investing
in health/wealth win/win savings,
ecological/economic winter seasoned
darkest pre-redeeming light before green revolution
dawning reasons to teach
grandly parent sharing
to prepare for spring youth regained
cooperative left hemisphere empowerment
and right hemisphere enlightenment
co-opportunities

Flowing down
and out
toward summer’s bright lit
00/00 WholeEarth revolutionary
self-perpetuating reset
verbal defining
health refining polycultural Climax

Time for Seize God/Gaia’s GreenBlessed Day
is all about drawing down investments
in each win/lose defensive contraction’s eco-political end

Preparing for counter-cultural win/win
left/right contextual
green/blue recycling
nutritional thoughts
with economic co-invested feelings

Earth root system healthy
restoring up and out to summer thrive
to fully seize this revolutionary win/win
ecofeminist green healing
Earth co-investment thriving Day

To stop monoculturing winter
seedless is hopeless
mere bare survivalist

Rivers tired of swelling thin upstream
dividing lose/lose boundaries,
transitions,
disruptions,
violent eruptions,
red revolutions

Longing to kindly close lose/lose exclusive counter-revolutions
against win/win inclusive green down stream
cooperative evolutions
back toward shunning red right-wing
patriarchal industrious excesses
no holds barred, violent left brain supremacist
anti-feminist
unwillingness to save for a future sacred thrivalist
Earth is Heaven summer

Spring secular/sacred thriving nuanced time
to replant thriving multiculturing mountains
of co-investing co-operative co-owning
what Wise ShamanElders
have nutritionally/financially prepared
for regenerations

This upswelling river
of Earth from deep down and in
flowing wide up and out
white winter survivalist contractions
for green summer thrivalist
down river tributary conjoining
merging and emerging
light and empowering
ego/eco-systemic NonZero
Zones eco-politically eternal
spiraling DNA spectral
double-binary 1Yang/0Yintegral

EarthSeasoned win/win nutritional teaching
green nonviolent ego-eco-investing
in 01/00 fractally redundant
space/time eternal sacred
EarthPrime regenerational win/win
co-investment gratitude
to teach and heal positive savings
for thriving summer sensory
nutritional ecologically balancing
co-investments win/win

Logical health educational budgeting
priorities for win/win compassionate
GoldenRule EarthShaman
multi-partisan valued
therapeutic communication

For resonant healing light
from resilient pedagogical
ego/ecological
power.

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No Killer Skills Involved

No skills involved,
just natural instincts.

No spiritual development skills,
leftbrain worded messages
about rightbrain instinctive
natural/spiritual,
indigenously multicultural
yang-out/yintegrity resonance

Like singing and dancing,
sucking and copulating,
olding and young scolding,

Persistently historic resilient
LeftBrain verbal resonance,

Spacing and resilient timing,
short-term strengthening
long-run-on green
ego-cooperative
historic
yet microcosmic anthro-economics

Wellness-sung strong
and danced long-ecoflowing
dark sky charts
non-violet parts
of and for unstrictly feminist logic
with a green ecological swing,

Dropping her keys,
locking her knees,
ass out,
left shoulder prominently out,
open full disclosed QueenGreen Gaia,

Uncloseted,
uncovered,
temporally transparent,
vulnerable prime relationship

Non-verbal
non-violent
outrageously cooperative-inviting

Full-nonbinary spectral,
multicultural
“Think about it, grandpa,
remember, enjoy…”

But act out
only for restorative, cooperative rainbows
of healing
compassionate light
win/win ego/eco-systemic powers

Bicameral
bilateral
binomial
double-binary
not(not) ZeroSum
tipping points
of eco-politically nonviolent
communicating

In between
healthy/wealthy
co-passionate health
giving and receiving safety system
ecosystemic seasons
with theologically green progressive reasons

Light/dark
warm/cold
space/time
north/south
west/east
out/in
exhale/inhale
male/female
yang/yin
silent spring thaw/integral falling freeze
Tao NonZeroist Soul
dipolar co-arising

MultiCulturally inter-positive faith
reconnecting sacred/scienterrific
restorative win/win aspiring EarthJustice
vocational commitment
with economic co-investing intentional budgets
for peaceful green Earth resilience..

No special
sacred informational skills involved,
just natural spiritual
multicultural mediating
teaching
parenting
preaching
advocating
resisting
upstreaming win/win political dialogue
downstreaming cooperative capital discernment
ego/eco-budgetary

Singing humanely
while also dancing divinely,

Talking
while also chewing gum,

Bobbing your clueless white head
while whistling bird songs,

Everyday miraculous biosystemic
ecosystemic
HeavenlyParadise

Peacefully/pacefully resilient win/win
neurologically sacred
life systemic
polypathic
emigrating/immigrating
just plain old fashioned
bicamerally balancing
blessed
co-migrant instinct

No messianic green skills involved,
just natural/spiritual
indigenous
EarthCooperative instincts
to heal past wounds
is not to punish or reward
future patriarchal red
predative StraightWhiteMale privileged
primordial verbal and nonverbal competitive
survivalist weaknesses.

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Resilient HealthSystems Predict EcoSafety

In some primordial
wandering birth-canal way,
I imagine we all experience traumatic excommunication

An internal climate PanDemonic
cerebral yet narrowly competitive
win/lose health today or safety tomorrow survivalist
life or death revivalist

Yang EcoFeminist GrandMother Warriors for GreenPeace
or Yintegrity DeGenerative LoseLose Experiential Theories
reasons to believe, in good multicultural
polyculturing regenerative green Faith

Is not AGAINST DisLoyal AntiPatriotic Patricide
so much as for the restorative justice potential
for openly discussing
the economic and political hypocrisy
of preaching Anthro-GoodFaith-Health
systemic democratic Constititutional MultiCultural Wealth

While LeftBrain dominant win/lose wanderings
wonder why the late Great Transitioning
toward DeathMonoCulture
produces yet another patriarchal
unchanging
unchangeable
unthinkably not necessarily Win/Lose
against eco-political assumptions
of YangDominant counter-culturally courageous
and curious communication strengths

Predicted to climatically head down a dark
struggling
pushing and pulling
aggressive and perhaps even violent
rebirthing tunnel,

Great PostMillennial Transitioning
toward Earth’s vast new green
and blue WholeEarth ReGenerative EcoSystem
Win/Win NonZeroSum co-imagination
wanderings rewinding
reweaving
rebuilding in reverse past

Toward even more predative
occassional pandemic flashes
of dark blood red thirst,
and to warm yellow
and rainbow light,
and star-burst climaxing nights,
cold grey misty winds,
white privileged above
accumulative clouds

Wandering peaceful pilgrims
already enlightened,
life unfrightened
feeling safe
and divinely happy,
perhaps wondering
while buoyant health floating

Robust internal spirts
with distinctly transcendent
benign
co-operating natural outside compassion
wandering win/win Yin/Yang East

And not Yang/Yin dominating Western
red at night
sailor’s delight
EarthDay’s late EasterSpring thaw rites
of passing Lose/Lose pathology

Ethological green commitment,
sacred vocations in emergent Humanities,
including the Great Transition Wanderings
in God the SunFather’s Imagination

But now,
with pre-climaxing EarthPathology climates
what are our ecofeminist odds
of reconceiving EarthReStoring Justice,
Health is the new truest safe
LeftBrain dominant Wealth?

More holistic Win/Win wanderings
wondering through win/lose StraightWhiteMale
privileged environmental EarthHealth stressors
against regenerative democratic win/win
WholeEarth Systemic resilience

Green/Blue
Red/True
EarthPatriotic
ecosystemic healthcare wanderings
in coredemptive green spring rebirth
back
and back
and right mind/body back
through matriarchally multi-regenerative
DNA-fertile cooperative development seasons

And back
toward original matriarchal EarthWomb
Climaxing BlackHoles Matter!
remembered Great ReTransitional Birth
need not cost MotherEarth
LeftBrain embodied
dominant individualism

Need not beget matriarchal
collective suicide,
a leftbrain dominant
ego red-blooded
supremacist self-fulfilling suicide

LeftBrain monoculturing wanderings
into conspiracy theories
and pandemic Lose/Lose fearful survivalist
forebiding dreams,
cognitive/affective terrorism,

RedSquare Marching Prophecy
of LateGreat Earth’s DisRapturous
PostMillennial EndTime Voices

A tragedy
without right mind reasoning
seasoning
comedic
actively curious
ecofeminist
green cooperative
healthy democratic
restorative EarthJustice
non-violent communication Choices

In some primordial green wandering way
I suppose we all experience
as multiculturally GoldenRule preferred
over traumatic self-extermination,
mutually ass-sured destruction

Exactly the wrong end
of a Big BlackHole erasure
of history
and even the last surviving
DeathCulture.

Not what I expected
when I got to Genesis 1:1
“In the beginning
God/Dess created”

I guess the rest
is leftbrain miseducated
U.S. nationalistic
survivalist
straight white male privileged
lack of health-wealthy
restoratively just
yet nonviolently green/blue

Sometimes yang/yin,
sometimes yintegral yang
both wondering and wandering
EarthCommunication History

Of primordial
wandering birth-canal Ways,
I imagine we all multiculturally experience
as the win/win global
GoldenRule opposite
of deliberatively intending
EarthHabitat’s traumatic
terrifying excommunication
evacuation
explosion
implosion
exhaustion
respiratory death

For lack of fresh water,
for too much salt water,
for unhealthy topsoil,
for lack of a reasonably cooperative,
democratically protective,
globally defensive,
just-right healthy,
wealthy balanced
resiliently communicating atmosphere
of and for green/blue/red
indigenous climate health.

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ReCounting Wounding Costs

I know what it costs
to parent a tyrant
24/7
52 weeks/year
and yet avoid judging,
feeling guilty,
self-blaming shame
for all I am not sufficient,
yet.

I remember learning curious distinctions
between genuine remorse
given, when LeftBrain verbally requested,
yet without RightBrain capacity
to feel even the least caring difference
between natural brown girl
and spiritual white light shame

Self blame
for why that dinnerplate
smashed so frighteningly
against my dining wall
as if my fault
my adopted child’s sense
of dad-adapting ownership,
or even complexly confusing
bipolar mixed
temporal-historical management messages
about imaginary aggressive causes
predicting unprecedented economic
and political family “out of the blue behavior,”
random effects,
effectively nurturing attention,
non-neglect,
more brown person privileged

Lack of win/win communication
not always transparently verbalize-disabled
and vulnerably, verbally examined
much less non-violently communionated.

Not until I 24/7 learned
such great sociopathic lose/lose
unfortunate chronic mental health events
are non-violently but impatiently stressed,
restrained perhaps
with short-term shunning
and close the safe-space door
temporarily dissociating–
no win/win co-adoptions
of dad-adapting co-empathic nonverbal behavior
accessible right leftbrain autonomously here
and rightbrain interdependent win/win now

Sending myself to my own private room
to re-imagine win/win multicultural remediations,
and positive psychology
ecology
neurological system restoring dreams
of Paradise Not
NonZero Souled Green
new deal rapturously global Peace
climaxing during my own aging green health inhaled
and re-inhaled
exhaling peronal EarthWealth
for feeding more resilient green summer leaves

Restoring
as Recommitting solidarity
as rebreathing solitude
reweaving

Recreating
redeeming
regenerating
re-ligioning
re-connecting
re-storing
re-integrating EarthGreenPeace
organically healthy medication
meditations
win/win Earth compassion practices
of good faith health system restorations

A little lighter thought
and more empowering feeling
active movement practicing
and even miming felt co-empathic needs
eco-politically green cooperative polypathic
EarthTribe Justice,
multiculturally polyphonic
non-verbal Language
not not double-positive co-binary

By pretending I am sociopathic her
10-year-old gay white male EarthMother
doing the best s/he patriarchally privileged can
campily dipolar Both/And re-enacting
what it might feel like
for the not so gayly old white mashed
patriarchally provisioned potatoes
to hit the battered ungrateful wall
clearly devoid of proper heterosexual
aggressively dominant appreciation
for warm buttery white unskinned

Smash! against the senseless floor,
wounded
mashed
bashed
smashed in a fetal curled up defensive mess,
writhing
and theatrically moaning,
one eye on the microphonic
monopolistic Voice of NonChoice
and the other on the bicameral rediscernment

Until she smiles.

Demands I rise again,
right here,
left together co-present now
ZeroSum terrified morally unsafe
reverse transitioned
so she can hug my steady white grand dad neck,
kiss my hope in “side with me, too”
and smarm my win/win resiliently hopeful forehead,
leaving her actively curious mark
on her brown-skin unmasked safe
and healthy communal territory,

Organic ego-gardening green deeding dad,
cooperative as win/win healthy
wealthy democratic Paradise

Which comes out leftbrain verbally,
“Can I maul your head?”
also might mean,
post critical non-cooperative climate event,
“Could we together head
toward the mall,
and co-invest in accessories?
Maybe makeup, soon? not soon enough?
which could only be rightHere/leftNow

A hair salon?
Something actually important
to a real brown-skinned bipolar egofeminist first person
sometimes critically living
in a reversed effects before narcissistic causes
world win/lose
zero-sum bottoms up
redhot
angry trapped wounded child view.

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Anxious Anticipation Edges

In Permaculture Design,
it is thought that all the richest stuff
is in Earth’s experiential/existential
Boundary Zones of nutrition
communicating
communally felt
appreciated
nourished
fed and watered ego/eco-value

Anticipating,
somewhat more than more anxious boundaries,
this last depressing and humiliating darker hour
before our sacred revolutionary green cooperative
health/wealth anticipating
co-redeeming GoldenRule
expands beyond all imagined boundaries
of global space
and this right now
restorative green justice place
in timeless time
bilaterally felt double-boundaries

Declaring resilient win/win
health/safety-care interdependence

This co-arising boundary
a multicultural solidarity story
of integrity’s vast EarthTribe
enlightening potential

We would restore polycultural resilience
to
and with
and for all Earth’s great pandemic
wounding boundaries

Noticing overt rejection of established win/lose
competitive
debating
kleptocratic
compromised moral/legal authority

Shifts and turns
in unpredicted evolving ways
as such red autonomous authority
competes unsuccessfully
to avoid green co-relational
co-responsibility
for present and future freedom
through heart-felt multiculturally inclusive
interdependent boundary experiences
co-passionately advocating

To shrink growing red/green divides
in eco-politically cooperative
solidarity dialogues
and healing discernments
through bicamerally narrow co-emerging
co-passionate
non-violent communicating ways
polypathic win/win
polyculturing neuro-systems

Both ego/eco systemic wealth
of cooperatively-held
green democratic health history
cooperatively unboundaried.

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