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The DisIncorporating Client

My most troubling client
told me he died last night.

While this did not appear to be his somber case,
nor, sadly,
did my home office silently resound
like this was his actual historical peace,
I did conjure up sufficient energy
to ask why he thought so
or felt so
or hoped so
or feared so
and probably all of the above.

Why not invite
this spectral tsunami
overshadowing life’s reverberating days
and nightmare nights?
I have no prior experience,
no words
for comparison or explanation,
he replied,
I realize I am not naturally dead
but feel spiritually disassociated,
withdrawn diverse inside
And not entirely out enough
as if
in my nocturnal half-life
I wandered lost last night
and failed to fully reassemble.

So this feels like spiritual and unnatural failure?

Failed to fully return
to business as daytime usual,
to orthodox reasonable integrity,
to all insanity of inhumane nature
out of interdependent touch
with outdoor Earth kin,
nature-spirit Elders,
ancient ring-wrinkling trees
witnessing history
already before Nina
Pinta
and Santa Maria,
cut and bound European cousins
arrived on Eastern Atlas shores…

You talk a lot
for one so dead.
Is there a difference
between Eastern Atlas space
and Eastern U.S. Atlantic bounded place?

Maybe this is a failure,
pacific weakness;
certainly a loss.
Each natural species opportunistically suspects
yet cannot risk imagining
what spiritual difference could remain
within what is left of natural Us.

Perhaps we feel drained
strained
de-brained
maimed
blamed
shamed
reamed by Herculean angst,
absence of health developed spiritual curiosity
and courage…

to pull all my self chosen gods and improper goddesses
together again
each morning resurfacing
into yet another cooperatively longing day.

Perhaps.
Although gods and goddesses do not sound sufficiently accurate,
nor historically courageous
resurfacing this discontinuity
before and after my regathering alarm,
bugled and bungled into each foggy day…

I feel, still, my sacred loss of outside presence.

To die our sacred disempowering death
To competing devilish inside challenges,
To belong cooperative EarthGarden awakened
gripped by supreme ego lost
shadow of light’s Source,
outdoor business time’s nature/spirit boundary
threshold of ZeroSum heart
playing organic EarthGame’s finest
green commons Paradise–
outdoor courageous success
behind indoor curious failure
to awaken quite wrongly dead again.

Natural secularizing life,
falling and failing through bilateral integrity
as Earth allied

All over again
this personal
and contractual
and constitutional well-born morning,
not quite competitively reassembled.
What remains
paid less to keep consuming
but more properly reimbursed to keep bothering to breathe
bad inside air.

As they say,
Shop till dead Time drops

dispersed
depersonalized
dissonant
desacramented
autonomous ego
ReAcclimating toward more cooperative eco-resilient
interdependent integrity…
As he continued disassembling
Ancient branched witnesses turned to enter deeper rooted notes,
Our most troubling spiritual student
dismissed us from domestic servitude
as s/he died last night
As if one human had exclusive rights
of nutrition empowering sovereignty.

We winked back
and said ThankYou
And don’t let that over-lumbered door
slap you down
on our way outside and in,
more competitively cooperating again.

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Money Muse

Money
and Manna
both root back to Maneh
of deep and weighty Babylonian coinage.

Maneh transcends spiritual/natural divides
to nurture nutrition’s co-present values,
dew-fall grace from Earth’s diamond curious treasures
tribal communions inspired with physical bread

And yet also
more deductive
reductive Win/Lose seductive
metaphysical Bread,
patriarchal worship weight
of equivalent Lose/Lose power-value exchanges,
Zero-sum remainder values
auditioning Beauty’s sublime iconic symmetry
of equitable democratic history.

Bread of Life
bred for love.

Manna feeds spiritual/natural heart chakras
as Money bleeds investments in ego-wealth breastplate Righteousness
extracted, reified, from Earth-health,
thereby devaluing communion WinWin integrity
co-invested through cooperative Maneh values
of nature/spirit students speaking
with listening WiseElder teachers.

Listening more than speaking Maneh Mentors
wearing out Orthodox Breastplates of EgoRighteous Win/Lose competitions,
justifications for war and violence,
retributions
ReBorn
EcoPolypathic WinWin opportunity incarnations,
invitations to co-invest,
and ego/eco-therapy restoring Manna resupply
of heart-gratitude chakra
breasplate of EcoRighteous nutritional co-habitation,
wealth students
studying WiseElder health without speaking EcoTeachers,
DNA leaking double-binding spirit-health with weighted wealth
listening/speaking cosmic NewBorn pre-language curiosities

Birthing cooperatively invested weights and measures
of ecological/theological enculturing Grace
value metaphysical messages
and eating our WinWin communion manna, too.

Breastplated nature
with spirit chakras bilateral
West from Elder NonDual East,
Yang secular money-power from SacredYin MannaFlow

Healthy Ego/Eco Maneh too (2)
(II)
+1 AND (-,-)1
+/-,- ZeroZone WinWin
YinYin
YY
co-present double-binding matriarchal strings

Nurturing Positive-Positive democratic resonant energy
Student/Teacher WiseElder feelings
deep listening learning healthy wealth wins
secular speaking money’s potential co-operative health investments,

And sacred eco-communion
silent economic ecology,
Left and theological Right tribal manna-fed
bodhisattva co-investing Ego/Eco Saviors,
East-West
South-North
Yin-Yang
eco-fractal health-wealth WinWin
co-operatively owned breastplate games

Student/Teacher multicultural EcoSchool and Village democracies
inviting EcoRighteous Coin
and EgoPassion Hearted co-investing Chakras
cooperatively self-managed regenerations past
and future of and for polyculturally healthing
and multicolored
and multilateral wealthing ZeroZones of Maneh DNA’s
original manna/money eco-righteousness
historically displaying her-understory sacred
Womb creation re-creating incarnations
Generations re-generating polypathic
Deduction into linear nutrition progress intuitive growing trends
Inductive Maneh bilateral re-processing
Healing WinWin NonZeroSums
of spoken strong-hearted listening
impassioned Ego/EcoMetric Maneh
Wonder and Rainbow CoInvesting Awe
Growing Paradise ReForesting Vocations
for Student-Teacher ManehValue Guilds

Student taught most healthfully
with Positive/Positive WinWin Ego/EcoMentor parents
Future searching Maneh values that weightily ReConnect
justice with WinWin peace outcome ZeroZones

With PermaCulture Designers
Future searching nutritional vocations
that reconnect DNA-Health EcoVoices
with past egocentric griefs and habitat-dissonance
ReNewing BiLateral Eyes
of and for integrating nutritional nurturing synergy

Integrity of grace-filled Maneh
for polypathic healthy wealth
Measured in polycultural WinWin co-inviting Health/Wealth outcomes

Not quite so much Yang BusinessAsUsual
Monocultural Lose/Lose EgoCentric self-righteous breastplates
justifying Win/Lose Money natural evolution/devolution
BadFaith dualistic, nature ain’t spirit, assumptions
rooted in valuing Money hoarding
over Mother’s cooperatively co-inviting
Student/Teacher Manna.

Not so wise
to monopolistically bite the only Teaching breast available
to cooperatively feed us.

If we have Win/Lose competitive teeth to grind
and rewind
and bite the veracious-plated weighted coin’s value,
Then it’s past time to grow up student/teachers
sucking more WinWin nicely
from
and for
and of Her heart chakra co-passionate Maneh.

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Stalking Disabling Futures

Why should
or would
or could authority of competing violent colonizing pasts
outweigh responsibility for our cooperative co-arising futures?

People with disabling histories
seem to be more honest,
transparent,
to speak thirsty truth
to dis-integrity of egocentric abilities
practiced to disempower others,
stalking chronic vulnerability to WinLose ZeroSum enculturation.

Sometimes candid integrity,
honesty,
if not dismissed as pie in sky mysticism,
ignored as a not fully developed fool’s errand,
denies BusinessAsUsual WinLose ecopolitical camouflage,

Mendacity hidden behind stalking
competing white lies don’t publicly or privately matter
as much as white male privileged
Western historical enculturation capacities
control
colonizing toward SuperElite
stalking LeftBrain-languaged
deductive/reductive supremacy

Stalking privileges over heart-mind RightBrain disabilities
retaining newborn faith
about our shared abilities
to love all Sacred EarthTribe

With a love preferring non-violent revolutions
working around
and through
and against further patriarchal dominant evolutions,
devolutions stalking remaining undervalued pockets,
populations
nature/spirit populace
resilient residents
of health/wealth co-resonant integrity,
humane/divine trans-physical
omnipresent ability
to love future/past fully

Committed to climate health/wealth,
inside egos and outside ecological poly-theologies

Truth within BeautyGrace
Why should
or would
or could authority of competing violent competing missionary pasts
outweigh responsibility for our cooperative co-arising
secular/sacred
physical/metaphysical
outside/inside
healthy/wealthy
eco/ego-
futures?

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Developing Passion Stories

Passion stories,
like Epic Creation Stories,
are not so much about where we were started
or how many times we were finished
or disheartedly diminished.

Stories, inside and out,
are more about
where we have ended up til now,
rising again with each morning’s self-therapists
together not counting
nor even keeping redeemable accounts
against how many times we have risen again,
chosen to re-invest
in full heartedly expanding
this creative passion story
of Earth’s deep and rich sacred integrity
within as without.

Integrity.
For example,
I hoped to grow FoodJustice
in our multicultural town.
Research leads me to realize
how much food expense
falls under transportation investments
compared to repurposing energy returns.

Walking outside to our cooperative urban garden,
costs considerably less unsustainable negative fossil fueled air
and water
and soil
polluting Earth’s CommonGround,
an injustice to be paid for
redeemed
by future generations
who will rightfully and leftfully judge
us by our choices for transporting nutrition productions
and nurturing consumptions.

So now
Food Justice advocates rise again
for Sustainable Nutrition
AND PositivEnergy Democracy
when we are brought low yet again
as we further learn
how much Transport MultiReGenerational Democracy
and Nutritional Resilient Peace
invite restoring WinWin non-violent global network communication
about Golden ZeroZone CommonGrounds
for CoOperative ownership
and management
and governance
and parenting
and ego/ecoschool Left/Right teaching
on an epic Creation revives climate health again
2020 revolutioning
global through intrapersonal
network health-wealth scale.

What started as raising local awareness
of nutritioning community merits,
and decriminalizing personal demerits ,
for Food and Fuel Justice
falls into a therapeutic global health-seeking
Creation Story
for non-violent
co-messianic
bodhisattva FutureSearch cooperative discernment
for and of a WinWin communicating network
to recall past co-governing therapeutic milestones,
to select current climate pathology millstones
inviting future healing stepping stones
toward Golden Ruling WinWin
wealthy choices
for and from ecological Paradise
reimaged peace
revolutionary passion stories.

As fine as we might have incarnationally imagined
originally matriarchal-wombed
EgoIn-EcoMommyOut,
as Uracil invites double-binding health-acclimating Cytosine,
sight unseen
Green CoOperating WinWin Passion

AND dualdark yin double-creation
divine bicameral invitations within,
Left to Right with Left again,
West to East-nondual with West dueling raptures
repeat rising and falling,
breathing in eco-yin
and out from ego/eco inviting cooperative governance
of secular/sacred ZeroZone

For and of polycultural communication,
What rises invites co-gravitational falling
into nutritional polypathic transport,
raising polyphonic well-fed bilateral resonance,
PositivEnergy global
through individual polynomial resilience

YangHealth/YinWealth healthcare nurturing
nutritional Energy Justice receiving
to rise up yet again
into our most creatively all consuming
producing everyday passion stories.

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When Patriarchal Means Anti-EcoFeminist

Try to play more WinWin
with more mendaciously sad children,
perpetual patriarchal means anti-ecofeminist adolescents,
and UnWise Red-dominant orthodoxy Elders.

Let us all Green cooperatively know
you are wise
to our OtherWise WinLose competitions
suboptimally rooting in Either SecularYang
Or SacredYin
natural LeftBrain natural DNA dominance
uprooting spiritual RightBrain RNA GreenOrthoDoxology
of sacred loving grace.

Advocating for liturgically dancing Elder MatriarchalTrees
spiraling roots of and for dynamic RNA streams
of seasonal atmospheric light
within WiseElder resilient EarthTribal Trees
sacred reforesting

CoResonant DNA with RNA ZeroZone future functions
resiliently reiterating
Original Uracil YangHealth
with Cytosine YinSquared WealthCooperative Intent.

Patriarchal PolyNomials
trying to play more WinWin
with more LoseLose Anti-PolyNomial children,
adolescents perpetuating retributive WinLose
evolutionary assumptions
of Nature outside
with Spirit inside
ZeroZone WiseElders
restoring justice
with eternally timeless
bodhisattva co-messianic
resiliently resonant peace

With both past Yang depressions
and future YinSquared impressions.

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To Patronize EcoPrivilege

To patronize,
repatriotize,
restore,
co-invest in:

To express positive WinWin attitude,
sacred gratitude,
through mutually cooperative investment
of healthy bilateral Time
past and future researched,
as wealthy sacred history of EarthSpace

SpaceTime ZeroZone Zen
Zero-notnot interest
in equivalent polypathic co-investment,

WinWin
ZeroSum NegEntropic,
right-brain sacred Left-wise/Right-elder ZeroZone,
HereYang-NowYin
Ego/EcoCentric Place,
in MatriarchalBorn EarthTribe.

 

To vulnerably and transparently matronize
EarthTribal healthy-wealth:

To vocationally transport
mutually cooperative transubstantiating communications
dialectal creolizations
of polynomial languages
Positive/Negative
and notnot in-between

Polyphonic TippingPoints
octave-doublefractal harmonics
5Dimensional binary spiraling
polypathic double-binary WinWin enculturations

Cooperative Yang InterPolitical secularity
with YinSquared IntraPersonal sacrality,
grace-filled DNA with RNA follow the light solidarity for
and integrity of
Patriarchal ReVocational ReStorations
and Green MotherTree reforesting revolutions–WinWin.

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Past Wallowing Winters

It is my Taoist maxim
HereYang is
Where Yintegrity of SilentNow–
polypathic wu-wei SpaceTime.

In my TaoSearch mission,
I reach an outside summer vulnerable peak
at YinNow
when we revolt into people
who transparently unveil
We long to vulnerably heal
cooperative Yang
as more competitively YinFractal
fractured revolutionary nuts

In a wu-wei
new way
inviting all EarthTribe
to also cooperatively WinWin nut,
root,
transubstantiate secular Left wealth
with sacred Right health.

 

In FutureSearch,
report Weisbord and Janoff,
we do not,
with any sense of secular or sacred orthodoxy,
stop cooperative evolving futures
to work on less pathological
non-violent communication skills.

Other than choosing
who must not be left outside
our indoor-outdoor
restoring NatureSpirit Tao
of PositivEnergy Space,
we do not intentionally dictate
what is Ta(0)istically OK
for a short and long-term culture
of WinWin healthy-wealth agenda.

We do not
bilaterally or bicamerally
or binomially,
or ZeroZone double-binary
interpret secular-Left
as also sacred-Right nutritional v toxic
comments.

We do not challenge or support
WinLose motives
and hidden socio-pathological agendas,
We leave such punishing judgments
for LeftBrain oppressively dominant
AntiEarth and ProGun
BadNews Evangelists,
Colonizers,
Pirates of Good PositivEnergy Faith,
Yang-Obsessed Predators.

We do not reconcile,
redeem,
save,
invest in,
or fake therapeutically water and restore
last gasp LoseLose disagreements
about what are EarthHealth WinWin Rights
and what are Ballistic Pathology LoseLose Wrongs.

Other than
Do NOT Wallow in Pitiful and Paranoid Past Sorrows,
we avoid dictating health optimization
v. pathology minimization content,
BusinessAsUsual Win/Lose values,
and/or bipolar unbalanced
chaotic-entropic
cognitive-affective dissonance theories
and troubled implementation strategies
without organic integrity merit.

When EarthTribe participants
do things and don’t do things,
When co-investors say PositivEnergy things
and don’t say NegativEnergy things
we would not do or say,
but have inevitably done
or said
or Either/Or LeftBrain reductively imaged
YangDominant-YinSuppressed,
personally
and ecopolitically
and socially
and Negative Psychologically
anti-trustung
patriarchally pathological–
We silently listen
co-messiah witness
in ego-ecomentoring shame
for past WiseElder failure memories
and sacred matriarchal omissions
of transparently wombed vulnerability.

FutureSearch
does ego-ecofacilitate healthy WinWins
v. FuturePathology LoseLose
clueless researches.

We invite future co-mentors
of non-violent hopes and aspirations
to seek a three-dimensional spectrum
of LoseLose-WinLose-WinWin views
for Yang-button RedMeat topics.

We do witness
and stand in active deep listening awe
with those in outside learning spaces
transparently standing quietly alone
in an unpopular
dissonant RightBrain
YinFlow
voiceless sacred Place.

We do rely on
PositivEnergy innocent gratitude
to invite EarthTribe persons
more deeply and richly learning
to non-violently listen outside,
to become co-responsible
among our extending matriarchal family voices.

We do advocate
for more co-operative ownership
and self-governance–
conjoining Yang Either/Or secularity strength
with YinFlow Both/And sacred quality,
EarthTribe nature-spirit nondual identity,
Earth-Gatherer vocational co-facility,
CoMentoring Transparent Mentality,
Ego-Eco Balance Ability,
Parent as DeepLearning Green TeacherAbility,
Presidents of and for Health
Climate Therapy.

We do believe in healing
LeftBrain dominant
Either/Or submissiveness
to Win/Lose tyranny
When we could healthier choose
Both/And bicameral
YangEgo-YinEco ZeroZone SelfIdentity.

We would cooperatively help us agape feel
and sensually erotic steel
our NatureSpirit double-bind belonging
longing EarthTribe kin.

We are DNA humane nature worshipers
and RNA holonic spirit liturgically OtherWise,
synergetic within Tribal FutureEarth Integrity
beings bilateral patriarchalHERE-matriarchalNOW,
uracil and thymine YangRed
through cytosine YinGreen

WiseElder eco-tribal roots
dormant while wallowing
in PreRevolutionary Winters past.

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Beauty’s Integrity

Beauty,
like Truth
with Integrity,
is better seen
than told.

Is healthier discovered
than overstated bold.

 

I need to discover
communion with trees
as good and faithful Elder neighbors.

I prefer to grow them from hazel nuts
and peach pits
and apple seeds.

To notice these young
until old enough to shade me
and provide nurturing fruit,
to boldly slow down
Earth’s too-winded voices.

I want to rediscover
childlike communion,
ancient innocence
of therapeutic mutual insurance,

Discovery
for discovery’s cooperative entertainment sake
alone
yet also health discovery
rediscovering together.

Like infants
learning how to see again
because we were too blinded
by birth just yesterday
to understand differences
between cooperative multigenerational beauty
and competing monocultural ugly,
between discovering Truth sight
and healthing sounds,
choice winds and climate voices
and False unhealthy pathologies,
tsunamis,
HisACanes.

Promise of long-term ego adventures
yet without even active hope
for short-term healthing powers
of ecobeauty’s entertaining ventures.

Beauty,
like Truth
and CooperativeInvestment Integrity,
told boldly polypathic,
yet also seen healthy
and heart wealthy polyphonic,
both inside ego-climates
and outside Beauty
as Truth-Integrity.

 

We notice NegativEnergy
with secular grief.
But integrate how it also boldly informs
sacred gratitude
through PositivEnergy Democracy focus
on beautiful nutritious Truths
and truthful healthing Beauties.

Like trees,
and innocent children,
and rainbows.

Beauty greets
true integrity
when outdoors,
like indoors,
not only looks and sounds restorative,
but also smells
and tastes
nutritiously ego-ecotherapeutic.

Like Mother Trees
and DNA nuts and RNA seeds,
octave-fractal rainbows,
double-binding
bleeding-breeding
YangHere with YinNow.

 

Beauty,
like healthy Truth
with wealthy Integrity,
is better seen
than told,
and self-predicted,
predicated,
propogandized,
propagated.

True integrity
is healthier discovered,
and outside awed,
than overstated boldly
inside voices
gossiping just among ourselves.

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Apposites Attract and Distract

Both FutureSearch
and Work That Reconnects,
both Agro and AfroTherapy,
both PermaCultural
and Restorative
Justice Design,
both Health Services Design
and Wealth Cooperative Installations,
both Sacred Ecology
and Secular Democratic Empowerment Theology,
both GoodFaith Rights of Earth
and LeftBrain dominance of Man

Wear mutually cooperative
YangDusk West to YinDawn East
face spaces
places
habitat incarnations
polycultural
polypathic
polyphonic fractured fractal,
perhaps even polynomial Yang deductive
embracing notnot polynomial YinSquared inductive
wu-wei
Prime ZeroZone Relational

Mutually strategic Left
and organic Right,
nutritional
and healthy,
Positive Win
and NotNot Negative Lose GameGrowth Systemic,
EarthGroup BiLateral
co-arising nondual benefits

Like humane DNA
secular Left
with divine RNA
sacred ElderRight
enlightening
ecological co-therapies.

If we revive belief
DNA and Elder RNA
work and play
more like cooperative investigative journalists
following our GoodNews trail
to PositivEnergy climates of health.

And do not Left dominant persist
mistrusting yet investing
in competing ecopolitical survivalist,
Hoping to autonomously reach
Earth’s depleting life-lines
last.

Do we still believe
in WinWin sacred-secular vocations
for PositivEnergy familial democracies?
And GoodNews polyculturing republican co-investors
in ProLife
means AntiPunishing
Anti-CoRedeeming Mutual
Death and ThreatMongering
through positions of aggressive YangStrength.

Do we still believe
in sufficiency of resilient nature-spirits
for personal co-redemption
and economic cooperation
and political polypath empowerations
in-between dualdark decomposition
LoseLose
and health optimization
WinWin?

And
all the Yang with Yin
above?

Or notnot
any of the YangHealth
against YinPathology
climates above?

And anti EarthFirst ego-ecocenter
as not at all therapeutic?

Or sometimes GoldenRule cooperative yes
and sometimes not so Golden
competing Left-Right internal not yet?

And maybe,

Or not yet committed,
and still cognitive-affective
dissonant
SecularLeft v Elder SacredRight?

Both GoodFaith Rights of Earth
and LeftBrain dominance of Man
wear mutually cooperative
YangDusk West to YinDawn East
face spaces
places
habitat incarnations
polycultural
polypathic…

Polyphonic resonance?
I trust yes,
but this is for you to say
and do,
more synergetically with me
and most integrity integral
of and for
healthy wealthing you.

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