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Spiritual Vocations

If your peak experiences

have led to some mature sexual spiritual vocation

Beware, such engaging vocations

are best as special event avocations

Yet unconditionally applied

with win/win nonzero sum

whole open systemic

warm regard.

YangPole/YinHole alacrity

CoEmpathic integrity

sanctity

both lusty and luscious,

sweaty and sweet,

empowering and enlightening,

mountainous and valleyed,

pulsating and holy,

secularly impassioned and sacredly compassionate

LeftBrain engorged and RightBrain engaged

Liberating loud wonder

and Conserving silent awe

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Abortive Trauma Tales

When you and your wife visited,
you shared a question asked by a pastor
of a raped
and thereby pregnant
vulnerably young and questioning parishioner.

“If your unborn child survived
his first year
and walked back into your home
do you think you would still want to kill him?”

Probably not,
I’m thinking.
And,
perhaps more pastorally significant
and responsible,
how can we, in resilient compassion for ourselves
and for those who trespass against us
mitigate sacred rage
against ancient sins of our predative Fathers?

The next morning
over coffee and breakfast
your wife told a surprising story
of meeting a woman
in a Carolina church basement
who boldly claimed to be
an unapologetic pagan

Certainly not repenting;
more like recruiting

UnStraight out proud wiki
without thinking that might be an appropriate sin
for inviting healing prayer
rather than embracing
as if possessing a pure and virtuous soul
matriarchally regathering
HolyEarthPeace Spirits.

Your wife’s response
cautiously avoided Retribution Is Mine!
weaponized words,
another patriarchal sin of our historied Fathers

“I don’t think I’ve ever heard anyone say that before”
right out in public
toward lunchtime on a bright spring day
and certainly not in a ChristChurch basement

I silently wondered why your wife did not seem to feel
this pagan should be aborted

Stoned to death
or at least hanged
for defying the Good News
of Straight White King James
colonizing Jesus.

If there was a conversation about how many pagans may feel
about abortion of healthy tribal lives
or Great White Father rape,
or the somewhat wider history
of patriarchal predation against matriarchal wisdom
she did not mention such old crone witchery

Studying dark theistic codes of dueling history
usually tolerating abortions of Othered human lives
for exceptional survival reasons
emerging throughout traumatic transition years
for various viciously circling reasons

A well-capitalized
verbally articulate
personalized monotheistic God
might appear to be against
polytheistic Muses and Witches and Goddesses
within EarthTribe mind-spirited space,
political place,
economic race

On the Othered,
and safely aborted, hand
pantheistic spiritual commitments
supporting multicultural
animistic
pantheistic
panentheistic
polycultural respect
may more resiliently redevelop
sacred
sentient
holy spirited life
at the EarthTribal
universally uniting EarthPeace level
of sacred passion

Respect for our interdependent thriving lives
does not mean we are not also
abortionists to survive the trauma
of invasive felt predations,
biological
and ecological
and theological
and political.

Divine respect for co-infested fertile life
might include respect for death
and gratitude for EarthTribe lives sacrificed

As we hold hands
and bow our heads
with gratitude
for hungry stomachs satisfied,
for sacred quenching waters,
outs and ins of healthy bodies,
backs and forths of wealthy minds

With trust our thirst
for tribal trust
does not imply that when and what I swallow,
I abort

And do not also co-invest
in this our cooperative resilience

Health care giving
and receiving
EarthTribe sentient wealth

Respect for dark
deeply raging
patriarchal trauma
does not imply
disrespect for more therapeutic
matriarchal light.

And just so,
I reversely suppose,
universal peace
uniting holy spirited respect
for resilient
brilliant sentient life

Does not imply
disrespect for trauma,
despair
and death

Which I had been struggling with
when you and your wife visited,
and you shared your story
of a raped
and thereby pregnant
young and traumatized parishioner.

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Seeking Assurance

I am sad
and need reassurance
this choice was not bad
at the time of searching
Home’s new-found voice,
and is not bad
now,
and will not be bad
and sad
in my shortening future.

Diminishing now
into year by year forecasts,
no longer this seventieth decade
by assured next decade
sensing less reassured choices
may matter no longer than month
by sad and glad
life insurance payment
month.

When will I seize
my last happy budding Spring?

Will I recognize Her
when She whole-sum comes
to spread Her good
choice
seeds?

I am mad
to have purchased
a distressed property condo
and need soothing
by a distressed New England
rusty industrial historic community
on a distressed EarthTribe continent
on a distressed Earth crust
wet with rising
and thickening
sickening salt water.

I need way more
regenerative EarthHealth
systemic reassurance

Some better organized cooperative ownership,
stewardship,
management,
organic gardening,
co-invested harvesting
multicultural
and polyculturally robust
nonviolent communication.

I need expanding green
ecofeminist bicameral network
reassurance
I won’t die alone and sad
distressed
traumatized
chronically stressed
clinically depressed
politically repressed
economically Patriarchal-Capitalist suppressed
into win/lose arguments
competitive consumer markets
retail sales
on formerly sacred offering plates.

I feel sad
Christianity
and Islam
and Judaism
are so often for sale
to the lowest
capital survivalist fear-mongerer,
monocultural anthro-supremacist,
anti-godly
StraightWhiteMale
historically royal privilegedest.

I feel bad
that nonviolent communication,
trusting in HealthyDemocracy dialogue
more than SicKleptocracy debate
to divide and separate,

That Compassion Deep Learning Therapy
is seldom applied
to Presidential Cooperative Dialogues,
to BiPartisan Green EcoPolicy Conventions
for healthiest international
continential
national
state
county
and/or local levels
of organizing our EarthTribe CoOperative Habitats,
organically co-invested
like any healthy regenerative body
property
mind
soul
nature
systemic antiracist spirit

Not quite so distressed
as this condominium association
I invested in last year
and foolishly graduated
into a successful election
to a kinda right wing
real estate fascist
clearly not green cooperative WOKE
executive board of toothless
so unsmiling
sad
mad
feeling bad
Patriarchal-Capitalist Directors

Expecting CondoMinions
to hold our breath
till cost-ineffective budgets
stop overheating
and exploding toward bankruptcy,

Systemically unravelling
while absentee owners
thoughtlessly protect their polished sharpened nails
admiring their gleaming hard right reach
toward God’s great individualistic inspiring destiny
in this RealProperty Land
where cash
and Straight White Patriarchs
are historically-correct
monoculturing Kings

Feeling climate casualty sad,

Needing reassurance
next year’s profits,
and preferably next quarter’s,
will continue to outpace
egregiously inflated
and taxed socialistic costs.

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Pope Francine’s TransLaudato

If Laudato Si’
were written by Pope Francine
and not me
replacing Pope Francis’
root anthrosupremacist choices
with similar
but more nuanced
and multiculturally inclusive choices,
cooperatively healthy premises
might further enlighten
to resolutely empower
a rather more transubstantially engaging
creolizing catholic haute cuisine.

110. The LeftBrain dominant specialization

belonging to industrializing
commodifying technology
makes it difficult to see
the larger restoring health justice picture,
ecofeminist designed more circular,
less straightly white bright male

Fragmentation of EitherRight/OrWronglyLeft knowledge
proves purposeful
for reductive
concrete nonorganic applications,
And yet straight white Northern predative male privilege
often leads to a loss
of healthy creolizing appreciation
for our catholic global open ecopolitical system,

For the spiraling distress/destress dynamic relationships
in-between fully articulated Left
cognitive dominant paradigms,
about things,
for reductive commodification
By ignoring RightMind ecofeminist prominence
supporting broader
multigenerational temporal health horizons

Which remain LeftBrain irrelevant
to this quarter’s financial profit report.

This very RightWing dominant ecopolitical fact
makes it hard to find adequate ways
of solving and resolving
more complex health systemic problems
in today’s StraightWhitePatriarchal
AnthroLives Matter Most
in a monoculturing monotheistic worldview,

Particularly problematic
are environmental health problems
and capitalist
patriarchal
monopolistic divestments
starving Whole OpenCatholic EarthTribe solidarity,
gated apartness against the lower caste poor
and non-anthroprivileged;

These problems cannot be therapeutically dealt with
from a single monoculturing
monotheistic StraightWhiteMale perspective
or from a monopolistic fragile field
of ecopolitical egotheistic privatized interests,
investments,
market control,
and multimedia access.

A science which would offer autonomous LeftBrain solutions
to the great health transition issues
of how to restore Earth Justice
would necessarily have to take into health and safety account
the data generated
and regenerated by organic ecowomanist fields
of ecological healing relationships
and theological SacredEarth knowledge
of co-redemptive worldview rebirth
and stewardship,

Including interreligious
creolizing catholic philosophies
and multicultural social ethical engagement;

But, this is a difficult
polytheistic
cooperative feminist economic revaluation habit
to Left/Right bicamerally acquire today.

Nor are there genuine economic enlightened
and politically empowering
democratic energy ethical horizons
to which one can secular/sacredly appeal
for ecosystemic resilient/resonant healthy balance.

StraightWhiteMale dominant life
gradually becomes a surrender
to pathological win/lose situations
conditioned by Either technological capital-endowed machines

Or organic mindbody health and safety
not viewed as the principal capitalist key
to the patrilinear meaning
of monotheistically endowed existence.

In our concrete global climate pathology situation
confronting Black TransGender Wealthy HealthLives Matter
for restoring EarthJustice,
there are a number of LeftBrain
RightWing dominant symptoms
which point to what is toxic absence
of interreligious dialogue,

Such as environmental degradation,
chronic desecration anxiety,
a loss of the win/win purpose
of multicultural joyful life
and of cooperative,
well-humored,
multigenerational matriarchal domestic
local healthy resilient community living.

Once more
we see that transparently wounding anthrosupremacist realities
are more financially important
than global health ideas,
regenerating polyculturing procedures,
ecofeminist healthy wealth policies,
permaculturally integral designs
inclusively engaging
nonviolently catholic communication
sharing robust well-being
re-connecting ecological
re-ligioning theological
anthro-womanist worldviews

If Laudato Si’
were Caring for Earth
by Pope Francine
and not bicameral me
creolizing catholic haute cuisine.

Note:

110, Laudato Si’, On Care for our Common Home, by Pope Francis

“The specialization which belongs to technology makes it difficult to see the larger picture. The fragmentation of knowledge proves helpful for concrete applications and yet it often leads to a loss of appreciation for the whole, for the relationships between things, and for the broader horizon, which then becomes irrelevant. This very fact makes it hard to find adequate ways of solving the more complex problems of today’s world, particularly those regarding the environment and the poor; these problems cannot be dealt with from a single perspective or from a single set of interests. A science which would offer solutions to the great issues would necessarily have to take into account the data generated by other fields of knowledge, including philosophy and social ethics, but this is a difficult habit to acquire today. Nor are there genuine ethical horizons to which one can appeal. Life gradually becomes a surrender to situations conditioned by technology, itself viewed as the principal kay to the meaning of existence. In the concrete situation confronting us, there are a number of symptoms which point to what is wrong, such as environmental degradation, anxiety, a loss of the purpose of life and of community living. Once more we see that ‘realities are more important than ideas’.”

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Delivering On EarthWorks Justice

In retributive,
punishing,
vengeance is Ours
court systems,
attorney advocates are taught
to never ask publicly witnessed questions
they do not already have the true
slam-dunk useful answer for,
or at least their known rehearsed
and compliant response.

In restorative,
healing,
EarthJustice systems,
RightBrain courted,
escorted,
and usually LeftHemisphere discounted,

EarthMother advocates actively learn
to always ask personal
and political empowering questions

Which they could never autonomously
or dogmatically answer,
or anticipate with less than enraptured compassion,

Mental health life wealthy
cooperative co-investing,
poly-empathic,
multi-cultural,
resiliently win/win
reiteratively hopeful,
trans-rational
yet transubstantiating
experiential questions
about feelings and needs,
safety and health,
feedings and breeds,
nourishings and nurturings,
communions and communications
throughout EarthJust living history

Of historical justice courts
using scripts win/win useful
and sacred felt experience;

Not confined to dogmatic telling
and retelling of Others’ punishing oral narratives
post-verbally non-transformative
punishing answers
not the least bit useful,
secularizing cover-ups
against Earth’s GreenPeace
pre-verbal matriarchal herstory
of ReGenerative EarthHealth Justice.

The problem of substituting patriarchal
punishing justice systems
for Earth’s original matriarchal
healing just-us networks,
is about believing anthros need more
and more useful
and theoretically predicted win/lose answers
to Earth’s Great Green/Blue Evolutionary needs
and our increasingly depressed
and rabidly polarizing
repressive off-the-LeftBrain-shelf answers

Substituting Others’ historically punitive
dogmatically unholistic Scriptures
for our cooperative EarthLife
multiculturally scripted
empowered
enlightened questions
about feelings
and safe-wealth health needs
longing for EarthJust ReStoration
ReStories
ReMemberings

ReConnecting ego-health
ecology
ReLigioning ecosystemic wealth
theology
for ReStoring EarthJustice
with secular/sacred
co-operatively transubstantiating questions
identifying complex predator/prey feelings
by individuating healing needs

In regenerative,
restorative,
healing,
EarthJustice systems,
RightBrain courted,
network escorted,
and usually LeftHemisphere
patriarchally
and capitalistically
and criminally discounted
win/win resilient
EarthJust Works resonance.

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UnShelved EarthPassions

If I were to step into
and onto
and around
and through,
in and out of WholeEarth
as one ecosystemic
interdependent
unitarian
integral
holistic
holy nature-spirited ZeroZone

Of ego-sheltering identity,
embodiment,
multiculturally emergent incarnation,
polycultural individuation process,

For just one timeless polypathic moment,
I might hear
and feel RightWing religiously-held bad faith,
envy,
chronic win/lose patriarchal anxiety,
straight white male privileged anger,
ego-systemic xenophobic fear

As a ZeroZone therapeutic problem
neglecting win/win polypathic,
polycultural virtues

Of also experiencing LeftWing scientifically-held good faith,
appreciation,
critical joy climaxing win/win matriarchal anticipation,
non-binary multicultural feminist democratic compassion,
ecosystemically polytheistic,
polypathic,
polyphonic,
polyvagal neurological win/win,

Unsheltered,
transparent,
vulnerable,
eternally curious
compassionate Fruits of EarthSpirit communication,

Internally ego-centered
when also timelessly EarthImpassioned

In our personal
and interpersonal
and transpersonal experiential learning ways,

RightWing,
LeftBrain,
Either/Or,
fundamental capitalistic deductive Win/Lose
sometimes overpoweringly violent Red Dominance

Is also premature green
Left/Right bicameral,
double-binary,
balancing
ecopolitical win/win promise
through compassionate Earth-systemic communication

Of curiously courageous Light/Power,
Heaven/Earth,
Scientific/Religious,
ego/eco-revolutionary win/win passions
unsheltered

CoEnlightening
Ego/Eco-empowering
if we were to step in and out
of WholeEarth ecosystemic
integral nature-1/spirit-0 Zone
of ego/eco-cooperatively unsheltered identity,
polypathic co-investment process

Interdependently held
for just one timeless eco-political moment,

We might hear and speak,
experience and know
left and right cooperative,
deductive thought and inductively felt bicameral
health and safety,
compassionate
EarthPeace communication.

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